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What are your Mick Rory headcanons? Love your blog btw!!
and i love you, random citizen
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BEHOLD SOME FUCKIGN GUY
vaguely on all the queer spectrums in existence, he doesn't care to label shit specifically, but he's a lot more complicated than allocishet monogamy. he also enjoys his relationships in more of a grey area than strictly romantic or platonic. in the polycule au, his qprs include: coldwave, canarywave, atomwave, flashwave, mixen, marlie, mickayla
mick stopped drinking a while after he left the legends so he could be a present dad to his alien babies. he goes to meetings and has a sponsor and everything
lita still harbors resentment over him not cleaning up his act when she was little, but. she's happy for him and her little siblings. it's something they're passive aggressive about, dysfunctional family style
mick still wears the ring snart gave him. it's not on his finger- he worries about it slipping off since its not sized for him and getting it resized would feel like losing a bit of len- but rather, he's fixed it into a necklace. he usually wears it under his shirt, and never really takes it off.
this is more a fic concept than a headcanon, but again on the topic of how his children are affected by his alcoholism: when lita goes away to college, mick checks up on her pre-pregnancy as well. she's started drinking, responsibly at first, but it's just on the brink of getting out of control. she has the genes, after all; she comes from a long line of alcoholics and ends up being far more susceptible to it than she thought she would. she thought she was smarter than them, smarter than him. but mick can see it for what it is, she's one step from falling off the ledge and if she does that she can never fully go back. he tells her that much, too, when he finds her wasted in her dorm surrounded by her own sick. he takes care of her; holds her hair as she vomits, gets her glasses of water, keeps her steady, wraps her in bed, cleans her place. he leaves while she's asleep, but she finds a note in the morning: "you're better than me. act like it." she never drinks again, even post-pregnancy
while he still believes his past isn't for everyone to see, he is open about his history of self-harm with his children, as he never wants them to feel like they should be ashamed if they have those thoughts and he wants them to know they should reach out to him instead of hurting themselves
gets over his hatred of glitter when his tiny little ones adore putting it on his face as makeup, but he never quite gets over the hatred for puppets nor his phobia of clowns
he has several tattoos that were obscured by his burn scars, few tats survived
he hates any media that portrays vampires in a sexy light, vamps are the only monster he would never fuck
autistic, occasionally loses speech which is why he's so well-versed in the language of grunting. also a dyslexic fuck which isn't helped by his canonical far-sightedness. thought he just had adhd for a long time as autism felt too... serious? i think he canonically used to say the r slur before sara said he can't anymore, a joke with his mixing up of words, so. internalized ableism isn't much of a stretch. it takes him a long time to accept
he was honestly expecting ali and kayla to hate each other or get into jealous cat fights, but after the initial pettiness (and a few arguments over their kids), they wuv each other. fast friends. ali is one of the few non-legends kayla trusts to babysit and mick couldn't be more content with that
he doesn't actually care what pronouns are used for him, he's accepted that he was amab and that society assumes him as a cis he/him manly man so he just runs with it. not particularly dysphoric about it either.
he's only ever pissy abt when people get rebecca silver's pronouns wrong, as she is a persona, a pen name, a character he plays, like low-level drag, she is a she/her womanly woman. get it right, you fools. in the writing world the genderfuckery of rebecca silver is as controversial as the genderfuckery of f1nn5ter
that's all i gotsies rn thank you for the ask :>
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zonadelcaos · 9 months
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Sonic Channel Staff Column - La creación de la Ilustración de Silver de Septiembre de 2022
Artículo original del Sonic Channel publicado el 30/12/2022
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SONIC PICT es una serie de ilustraciones para Twitter mostrando momentos casuales de Sonic y los demás.
Es creado por un equipo de tres personas con Hoshino como jefe, Toyoda para el contexto (diseño), y Karasuno para el arte.
Las reuniones se hacían de forma normal antes de la pandemia, pero la situación cambió drásticamente y ahora la principal herramienta para las reuniones era un chat para el trabajo en remoto.
Las reacciones de “Me gusta” en el chat significan también que están de acuerdo.
Hoshino: ¡Director Creativo de Sonic y jefe del equipo, SONIC PICT final es decidido por Hoshino!
Toyoda: Diseño. Supervisor de todos los settings y textos de Sonic. A cargo de la dirección de diseño y textos de SONIC PICT.
Karasuno: Artista. Supervisor de arte de Sonic y a cargo de todos los dibujos de SONIC PICT
Toyoda: 
Para este SONIC PICT, quiero hacer una ilustración de Silver que transmita emoción y nostalgia.
El escenario es Crisis City de 2006, una ciudad futurista en llamas.
Silver, después de acabar una interminable batalla, enciende una hoguera detrás de un edificio para comer y descansar un poco. (Está quemando los restos de una caja de madera).
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Está exhausto por su impotencia frente al desastre de Iblis, e incluso desalentado, pero no ha renunciado por completo a la esperanza. No quiero hacer de esto una imagen sombría, sino una que te haga querer animar a Silver.
... A partir de aquí, empecemos con el brainstorm.
Hoshino:
Me parece bien.. En cuanto a la comida... ¿Qué tal "comida distópica"?
Mientras que la comida en Sonic, como los "chilidogs", parece divertida y deliciosa, sería interesante crear un contraste con Silver, quien ha vivido en un futuro desolado, utilizando barritas energéticas o pasta azul. ¿Qué os parece?
Toyoda:
¡Comida futurista de Silver!
Barrita energética sabor manzana. También pensé en que el paquete tuviera un diseño similar a la de las cajas de madera, con adornos de estrellas (★), inspirado en las raciones militares.
Karasuno:
Mientras jugaba Sonic 2006, siempre me preguntaba qué comía Silver para sobrevivir en un entorno como ese.
“Está exhausto por su impotencia frente al desastre de Iblis, e incluso desalentado, pero no ha renunciado por completo a la esperanza”
Creo que lograr transmitir esta sensación crearía un ambiente muy adecuado.
Toyoda:
En el fondo, Crisis City está en llamas durante la noche, pero hay un rincón abierto entre las nubes del cielo donde se puede ver el cielo estrellado y la luna asomándose... ¿qué os parece?
Además, es importante que se pueda percibir de inmediato el cansancio y el esfuerzo de Silver, lo cual podría ser un poco complicado. Aquellos que jugaron Sonic 2006 lo entenderán.
Podríamos tener grabados en la pared el número de veces que Silver derrota a Iblis ¿y si ya va por los cientos de ellos...?
Karasuno:
¡Suena bien! Aunque transmitir lo que comentas puede ser complicado, ¿creéis que si dibujamos una representación sencilla de Iblis cerca de Silver, se entenderá?
“En el fondo, Crisis City está en llamas durante la noche, pero hay un rincón abierto entre las nubes del cielo donde se puede ver el cielo estrellado y la luna asomándose.”
Dado que esta es la apariencia que se muestra en la obra original, incluso podría ser interesante exagerar el mal tiempo con grandes nubes negras y destellos de relámpagos entre ellas.
En medio del entorno hostil en llamas, los guantes y los anillos de Silver brillarán con su característico resplandor azul.
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Toyoda:
De acuerdo. Vamos a centrarnos en las nubes tormentosas como en la obra original. Sin embargo, me gustaría agregar algún elemento en la ilustración que brinde un ambiente más brillante.
Por ejemplo, algo como una única flor de la esperanza, similar a las que se encuentran en Sonic Forces, sería reconfortante. Así podríamos reflexionar sobre qué es lo que mantiene a Silver luchando incansablemente, sin rendirse.
Hoshino:
Sería bueno incluir algo relacionado con Iblis al lado de los números.
Pero si estos destacan demasiado, podría generar una sensación depresiva, por lo que será necesario ajustar el equilibrio para que se vea de forma sutil pero perceptible.
Karasuno:
Correcto. Sería bueno que la cantidad de símbolos de eliminación sea visible si miras de cerca el muro.
“¿Qué es lo que mantiene a Silver luchando incansablemente?”
Como dice la frase 'Un páramo interminable y un cielo que nunca se despeja', Silver ha vivido en un mundo que ya estaba acabado desde su nacimiento, pero de alguna manera sabe que el cielo solía estar despejado.
Quizás, a través de un libro u otra fuente, sabe que el cielo solía ser azul, aunque nunca lo haya visto en persona. (Si esto no es cierto, disculpa mi error).
Creo que si hubiera un libro con una representación del cielo azul, el hecho de poder verlo en persona le daría esperanza para continuar la lucha. ¿Qué opináis?
Toyoda:
Sería genial tener alguna fotografía o libro que represente de alguna manera el "cielo azul". Sería como decir: "Sí, realmente existía".
Dado que un libro ilustrado puede hacer que los personajes se destaquen demasiado en comparación con los objetos pequeños, podría funcionar bien fotografías o carteles que hayan caído en este escenario de ruinas. Revistas desgastadas y desgarradas que se hayan convertido en reliquias de las ruinas.
Parece que los elementos se están uniendo.
Karasuno:
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Este es un boceto a mano alzada, pero aún está en un estado bastante temprano.
El enfoque principal es Silver sentado junto al fuego, con la presencia distante de Iblis para darle contexto.
Dado que la historia implica una batalla difícil, pensé que sería extraño que Silver estuviera ileso, así que le envolví con un poco de vendas. ¿Qué os parece?
Toyoda:
¡La idea de las vendas en Silver es interesante!
Creo que sería mejor que la expresión de Silver no parezca demasiado desanimada. Me gustaría añadir un matiz de esperanza.
Además, la impresión de la imagen es bastante más oscura de lo que había imaginado. Me gustaría resaltar un poco más la sensación de 'estar descansando'.
Hoshino:
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Para que el marco se sienta menos estrecho, he ajustado la posición de los elementos, como el fuego e Iblis, así.
Además, como el suelo está en posición horizontal, da una impresión rígida, he añadido un poco de perspectiva para dar sensación de profundidad.
(Imagina que la cámara se mueve ligeramente hacia arriba y hacia la izquierda. Si suponemos que podemos ver toda la forma de la ventana, el lado izquierdo se verá más grande y el lado derecho se verá más pequeño, creando una especie de trapezoide).
Me gustaría que Silver adopte una postura más abierta, con las piernas más separadas.
Dado que es un breve descanso, sería bueno que tuviera algo de comida. Imagina a Silver comiendo algo en silencio, sumido en sus pensamientos.
Karasuno:
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Gracias por los comentarios. He añadido algunos colores rápidamente, pero parece que el resultado final será principalmente en tonos rojos.
Aún no he incorporado los comentarios sobre la composición.
Toyoda:
Creo que la expresión se ha suavizado bastante y es adecuada. Parece que Silver está reflexionando sobre varias cosas, pero no transmite la sensación de estar en modo de combate.
En cuanto a los colores, creo que sería aceptable terminar con un tono predominante de rojo, pero también consideré que sería bueno oscurecer más el lado de la pared (¿tal vez con tonos azules?).
Hoshino:
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¿Qué te parece si ajustamos los tonos de sombra hacia una gama más azulada?
Karasuno:
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¡Adjunto el boceto revisado con los ajustes en la composición y los colores!
Toyoda:
Me parece que el equilibrio es bueno.
Ahora, ¿cómo podríamos transmitir una sensación de mayor relajación? Cuando no había líneas de contorno, daba la impresión de que Silver estaba disfrutando del calor que emanaba del fuego, lo cual transmitía una sensación de descanso.
También me gustaba cómo los dedos de la mano derecha estaban más relajados en el boceto inicial, así que me gustaría que se mantuviera esa representación en la versión final.
Hoshino:
Sí, eso suena bien. Un momento de descanso y reflexión, mientras mordisquea su barrita energética, disfrutando de una cena tranquila.
Karasuno:
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Gracias por los comentarios. Adjunto la versión finalizada y limpia del Pict.
Toyoda:
¡Genial! Creo que la expresión se ha suavizado un poco, dando la sensación de que se está tomando un descanso.
Además de las líneas gruesas del boceto, creo que las líneas diagonales añaden un matiz de fatiga. Creo que sería mejor una sensación de cansancio.
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Aparte de eso, no tengo más que decir.
Karasuno:
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He añadido texturas de desgaste.
Toyoda:
Muchas gracias. Se ve genial.
Hoshino:
Es un dibujo de Silver con una atmósfera que combina una sensación de un futuro oscuro y tranquilidad. Creo que se logró una ilustración con una buena atmósfera.
¡La ilustración de Silver para septiembre está completa! ¡Buen trabajo!
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LLACHEAU !!!!! ( ・`ω・´)
TYVM FOR THE ASK SILV!! >:3
GIVE ME THE NAME OF ONE OF MY OCS IN MY ASKBOX AND I'LL ANSWER THE FOLLOWING QUESTIONS TO THE BEST OF MY ABILITY
01. Full name: Llacheu
02. Best friend: Faeryl, though Llacheu isn't exactly close with anyone.
03. Sexuality: Pansexual.
04. Favorite color: Black, Cyan/Blue
05. Relationship status: In a very weird and unexplainable "thing" with Morven.
06. Ideal mate: Someone quiet & dedicated much like they are. Someone as independent as they are.
07. Turn-ons: Gothic, Emo, or Scene type fashion. (ykno the tyrian equivalents.) Tattoos. Piercings. Nice voices. (He'll never admit this last one but if they have "power over him" I.E, he cant piss them off as much they piss him off. Or, He cant scare them anywhere near as much as they can scare him, he enjoys that VERY much. He will never fucking say that though.)
08. Favorite food: Black Citadel meats. Hoelbrek stews & roasts.
09. Crushes: Morven??? Kind of??? It's not at all a traditional crush.
10. Favorite music: Metal Legion. And whatever plays in sleazy New Kaineng clubs. (not the club canach music though, Llacheu would HATE that music)
11. Biggest fear: Successfully running off everyone who cares about him, finally being "too much of a lost cause" for them to keep trying to help him, before he can relax. Losing Morven.
12. Biggest fantasy: Being left alone. (Sounds like a contradiction with the above, but, they don't want to lose the good will their family has for them once and for all. They want, and they need, the patience and good will they get offered. But they also want to be able to choose whether or not they have company. They need their alone time.)
13. Bad habits: Being a cunt when they don't mean it. Snapping at people they genuinely care about underneath their persona. Not saying what they really mean. (genuine vulnerability is scary.)
14. Biggest regret: How he acted as a sapling.
15. Best kept secrets: Literally everything about his life right now. Secretive bitch.
16. Last thought: Wondering how the stray cats he feeds are doing.
17. Worst romantic experience: The entire first chapter of their relationship with Morven. Worst & Best experiences.
18. Biggest insecurity: Their habit of being an absolute jackass. It's, to an extent, just how they are, but they very often say things that are too far, that they regret immediately afterwards.
19. Weapon of choice: Rifle, Scepter & Daggers.
20. Role Model: Rhosyn. They manage to bear their heart to everyone they meet, never regretting their choices or their behavior no matter if they've been hurt or not. She manages to be a genuinely dangerous fighter and a person you shouldnt mess with, alongside wearing her heart on her sleeve. It's fascinating, irritating, confusing, frustrating, and everything he wishes he could be, underneath.
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DID/OSDD System
SYSTEM INTRODUCTION
Hai! We're the Starmoon Galaxy System. We tend to go by Techie collectively (cute nickname referring to our prowess with the Minecraft mod known as ComputerCraft or it's descendant, CC: Tweaked) and we use they/them pronouns.
MEMBER INTRODUCTION
My name is Aster. I'm the main Host. I'm about 17-19 years old. I'm non-binary and asexual and use they/them pronouns. Typically, most posts/comments will have my "tag" or signature on them. This will appear as "~Aster" or "~⍟".
Heya folks! Name's Raven. I'm about 13-16 years old! I'm a cis girl, bi-curious and I use she/her pronouns. My "tag" is typically "~Raven", "~Rave", or "~𓄿".
Greetings. My sound-call is "Rogue Syn". I'm unsure about my age and my gender. I currently use she/her and they/them tags and have no procreation drive/intent/desire. My "tags" are "~Rogue Syn", "~Rogue", and "~ʚɞ".
[Text ID: "Greetings. My sound-call is "Rogue Syn". I'm unsure about my age and my gender. I currently use she/her and they/them tags and have no procreation drive/intent/desire. My "tags" are "~Rogue Syn", "~Rogue" and "~ʚɞ".]
Erm, hi? I guess? My name is Silver. I'm roughly 16-18 years old. I'm not sure what label I'd use for my gender, but I know I'm definitely masc, so use he/him when referring to me please. My tag is typically "~Silver", "~S", "~Silv" or "~📖".
Hewo!!! My name is Kia!!! I is onwee abouts... 5-10 years old!!! If I talk at alls on heres, it'll be using da tags "~Kia" or "~🍭". Hehe byeeeeessss!!!
WHAT IS DID?
DID, full name Dissociative Identity Disorder, (formerly Multiple Personality Disorder or Split Personality Disorder) is a disorder where you have multiple "personas" within your mind. This "personas" are called "alters" or "headmates" (headmates is more community-coined, while alters is more medically-coined). Each alter has their own past, character traits, likes and dislikes.
You can have as little as 2 alters within a single system or you can have more than 2,000 alters within a system. Different alters will "front" (become the main personality) during different times. Some alters may be triggered to front if the threat of abuse arises, or they may front to help get a specific task done.
DID AMNESIA
Majority of DID systems will experience some form of amnesia. There are 6 types of amnesia: localised, selective, continuous, systematised, generalised, and dissociative fugue.
Localised amnesia is best described as forgetting a specific event or series of events. This could be anything from a single traumatic event to a time period in which abuse occured.
Selective amnesia is best described as forgetting parts of a specific event or series of events. This could be anything from specific details being forgotten or general details being forgotten while the specifics stay intact.
Continuous amnesia is best described as forgetting constantly. There can be a trigger for this type of amnesia, but there isn't always a trigger.
Systematised amnesia is best described as forgetting memories of a particular category or person. For example, a system may forget all memories of a specific person or concerning a specific subject.
Generalised amnesia is best described as an individual forgetting themselves entirely. Well established skills can be lost, as well as smaller memories (what you ate for lunch, who you talked to 5 minutes ago, etc). This form of amnesia is considered rare.
Dissociative fugue is extremely rare, only affecting 0.2% of the population. During an episode of dissociative fugue, the victim may wander around confused and bewildered. They may experience memory loss and an inability to recognise people they know. This type of amnesiac episode can last a few hours or even months. During the episode, the victim will act relatively normal, but once it recedes, they may be left in a confusing situation (perhaps they got a new job or a new home and now the victim has no idea what is going on).
CAUSES OF DID
The believed cause of DID is severe, prolonged exposure to abuse in childhood. This could be a specific abuse type or general abuse.
TREATMENT FOR DID
The most common treatment for DID is psychotherapy (talk therapy). Some systems may attempt integration or fusion. Integration is basically "combining" two or more alters. This means the personality, trauma, quirks and everything else that makes the alters integrated becomes a part of a "new" alter, one that is a combination of the alters. Fusion, on the other hand, is when alters come so close together that they act as one person, with thoughts intermingling and seemingly coming from one personality. This is not always the best thing for a system. Sometimes functional multiplicity is a better goal.
Functional Multiplicity is when a system works towards being able to work together more effectively. This means working on reducing arguments and bad blood between alters, enhancing internal communication, positive bonds between alters and the alters helping each other.
WHAT TO DO IF YOU THINK YOU HAVE DID
Seek out a medical diagnosis. Only a medical professional can correctly diagnose you. Yes, you can take note of symptoms and bring them up with your doctor, but only they know the criteria needed to get a diagnosis.
DISCLAIMER: This Tumblr is not ran by a medical professional. Any information concerning DID or any other medical condition is a collection of what the Starmoon Galaxy system has both researched and experienced personally. Please, do not take our word as law here. We are merely detailing our own personal journey and what we as a system have experienced. EVERY DID system is different. There is no normal for DID. There is only common.
SOURCES Center Stone article Cleveland Clinic article AAMFT article Power To The Plurals article Blog post about fusion Kinhost article
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silvaruslupus · 5 years
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I love how everyone is discovering just how extra Joker is in Smash when people that have played Persona 5 have known all along
Look at this extra lad
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Don’t even get me started on the dancing game where everyone is super extra by default
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He’s also a huge dork
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silvyavan · 5 years
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quick sketch of best skeleton girl
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waruihoshi · 5 years
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@silvenarts That was your idea in the first place xD
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sil-vxeri · 5 years
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@unknown-nemesis >:D
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withdrawingramen · 2 years
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So I realized I never really had an intro, so here goes! For the sake of my internet persona (?), please refer to me as silv. I'm bisexual, and my pronouns are she/her ! I'm 18. On that pretext, in terms of DNI, if you're a kink blog or just a genuine asshole, please just stay away. As my description mentions, I use whump as a coping mechanism for C-PTSD which I've been dealing w/ for quite a while now, so I will make it will clear that any time you feel this blog isn't it or makes you uncomfy, you can always leave. It is up to you to moderate your online experience. But otherwise, my ask box is always open to communication and I'm always willing to talk although I might take a while to reply :) Moving on, I've been into whump for quite a while, and didn't realize there was a concrete term for it until mid-late 2021 actually. And thus this blog. I have around 2-ish OC's who I primarily whump quite a bit, but I genuinely am too lazy and busy of a student to post whatever involves them, although I'm trying my best to provide more of OC content soon! The OC's you will see in the future are; Sihyeon Seo / Seijuro who already has a short excerpt of her own which you can check out here! Personally, most original whump content should include her as my primary whumpee Soleil Offset will have his own content, probably, too. UPDATE: Intro Post to upcoming whump series "Devices" As for my favorite tropes; my tier list is here! 1. no holds barred beatdown, when the whumpee can't even afford to fight back anymore 2. exhaustion 3. the stoic yet silent, damaged, too tired to care whumpee 4. PTSD bc yes i can relate 5. interrogation whump 6. emotional whump, till an extent 7. hospital/medical whump 8. unhealthy coping mechanisms ( which aren't to be romanticized ) 9. torture, to an extent 10. manhandling/beatings/bruises/whatever it comes with 11. solitary aftercare, whumpees recovering all by themselves 12. FEMALEWHUMPFEMALEWHUMPFEMALEWHUMP ...and i could go on, but we'll stop here. All of these are limited in scope for me because of triggers. And whump things I dislike; 1. Pet whump 2. NSFW [ extreme gore, r*pe, non-con, etc ] that's it, really. I occasionally will post/reblog off topic posts, but it shouldn't be a problem. I enjoy watching K-drama, anime, and the only two games I really play are Genshin Impact & Honkai Impact 3. My activity really varies depending on my schedule. I'm trying to roll out more content, but please don't take my word for it. Either way, if you have been here since the start of this blog & post and still are, thank you for being here!
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silverderp098 · 2 years
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Meet the Angel: an intro
Howdy! The name's Silv
🩵 9 Sept
🩵 ⬛⚫⚪🟣
🩵 Obsessed with Hermitcraft, Minecraft in general, Legacy (RIP💔), Imperial (RIP💔), Rhythm Doctor atm
🩵 ask to tag anything ur uncomfy with!
🩵 pfp is a Picrew by the wonderful @/fitzs-space
🩵 Hermitshipper safe space (yes I'm a filthy hermitshipper :p )
🩵 Only ship the personas not the irl people!
🩵 Vent blog: @silvysecrets098
🩵 tags:
#shut up silver - main/general
#silver answers shit- ask answers
#silver draws- art i decide to post
#sad times for silv- random sad stuff i forget to post on vent blog
#silv snaps photos- original photos
#silv does a bore-dumb- dumb things i just wanna get out of my head
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teamhook · 3 years
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Hello all! This story was written for the lovely amazing @searchingwardrobes today is her birthday. Happy Birthday!! woohoo I had to do this because she has gifted a lot of us with an amazing birthday story. Love you sweetheart!!
Story beta-ed by @ultraluckycatnd
Killian walks inside Granny's and goes straight to the counter. He sits down and orders coffee, black no sugar, his attention turning to the door. He has no idea who he is looking for. The older woman hands the coffee cup to him. "Ma'am, I was wondering if you could be of assistance. I'm looking for Emma."
The older woman narrows her eyes. "Emma Nolan?"
Killian smiles. "Is that her surname?"
"What do you want with Emma?" Granny crosses her arms.
Killian scoffs defensively. "Nothing nefarious, I just want to clear up a misunderstanding."
The woman, Granny, nods and walks away to the back.
Killian purses his lips at the lack of answer and takes a drink of his coffee. He starts looking around the diner. He wonders if his mum sat on the same chair he is currently occupying. He chuckles to himself.
"What's so funny, man?" A voice to his right startles him.
Killian turns his attention to the voice and tilts his head. "Hello, mate. Killian Jones, at your service." He extends his hand.
The younger man extends his hand hesitantly. "Nice to meet you, man. Leo Nolan."
Killian smiles. "Leo Nolan, any relation to Emma Nolan?"
"What kind of trouble has my sister gotten into this time?" Leo asks and mutters under his breath, "Not that I'd mind after meeting you."
"No trouble, just a bit of misunderstanding. To be honest it's not a big deal. My brother has no sense of humor. That's the real problem," Killian insists.
"That doesn't answer the question."
"Alright, she sent a compromising letter. At least in my brother's opinion. A letter without an addressed name attached that my brother immediately assumed belonged to me. So here I am to put an "end" to it."
Leo looks down. "I'm sorry, I'm sure she didn't mean to cause any trouble."
Killian sighs. "In a way I'm thankful. See, my mother was from here but we never got to see her beginnings. It's a bit of a treat to know that my mother walked the same corridors at Our Lady of the Lake College."
Leo mutters something about a Legacy. "My mother went to the same place as does my troublemaker sister."
"To be honest, I'm here more out of curiosity. I was tempted to spend the week in New York and then fly back home and tell my brother the issue was resolved but I remembered Mum was from here so here I am. Trying to get to know my mother better and find your elusive sister. I was told she would be here."
"She was here; she left right before you got here," Leo says, shrugging.
"Ah, could you perhaps arrange a meeting? Inform her she's not in trouble?" Killian asks with a twinkle in his eye.
"I shall talk to her. Are you staying here?"
"Aye, I am."
"If my sister can get over her embarrassment when I tell her why you are here and wants to meet you, I'll leave a message for you with Granny."
"I accept, lad. It was nice meeting you. I'm still a little jet-lagged, so if you'll excuse me. Goodnight," Killian says as he turned to go inside the Inn.
A stern voice makes Leo jump. "What are you playing at Emma?"
Emma winced.
Killian walks inside his room and snorts a laugh. His instincts tell him that he needs to see this through. Whatever it was that brought him to town was important and he knows that it will change his life. He still didn't know if it was about his mother or something else. What he did know was that the lad was a part of it.
Granny had that look on her face. The one they all feared.
Emma sighs. "Granny, it's nothing bad. I was just trying to figure out if he was here to cause trouble or not."
"Emma, the only trouble maker I see is you. Do you mind enlightening me about why you told him you were Leo Nolan, your brother? If memory serves me, there are only three Nolan children: James, David, and you. There's no Leo. Think carefully about what you're about to say to me."
"Granny, okay." Emma taps the top of the counter. "Some days back, I might have sent a letter with my name and it seems his older brother has no sense of humor. And you know that because you heard it with your wolf-like hearing." She shrugs. "It was a mistake and well, he flew out here and Granny, he is kinda hot and I didn't think I just reacted. I mean, we wanted to make sure my dressing like a guy would work for the production at school. It just happened. The words didn't want to come out of me. Hey sorry about causing you so much trouble with that letter. I was daydreaming and by the way, you have the prettiest eyes I've ever seen."
Granny smirks. "Isn't this interesting. Emma Nolan speechless around a handsome man."
Emma rolls her eyes. "Don't worry, I will come clean. Eventually."
"Well, you don't have that much time. He only booked the room for a week." Granny grabs some dirty dishes and walks into the kitchen.
Emma sighs. She should go upstairs and confess. It was a mistake and he was nice enough. Okay, she will apologize to him, but as herself, not as her brother.
Killian stands at his room's window looking out at the view. He likes the town. His phone rings until it goes to voicemail. He doesn't feel like reporting to Liam just yet. What was he going to say, sorry brother but the lovely Emma has eluded me so far? The phone begins to ring again. Killian rolls his eyes. It appears Liam will not be giving up until he talks to him. Killian looks at his phone's screen. Bloody hell. It was Milah. He winces and just answers. "Milah, love-" Before he could continue, he was interrupted.
"Killian, what the hell are you doing in Maine? You're supposed to be here helping me plan the wedding and you didn't even tell me you were leaving the country!" Milah complains.
"Love, it was a sudden trip." Killian tries to calm her.
Milah stays quiet. "Killian, you said that you would take me with you on your next trip."
"Milah, darling. This trip is partly business but it is also to the town my mother was from. I didn't think you would like to accompany me to a small town in America." Killian tries to appease her. She could be volatile if she didn't like the answer.
She sighs. "When are you coming back?"
He can hear the pout in her voice. "I shall return in a week or so."
They end their call with a half-hearted 'I love you'.
Emma goes home and changes from her Leo persona's clothes. She really tries not to think too much about the reason why she put on her favorite dark jeans, the ones that made her butt look great, a thin red sweater that made her feel sexy, and black knee-high boots.
Emma walks into the Inn and squares her shoulders. She walks to the check-in desk and walks around to get the guy's room number. She finds the ledger and looks for the name he gave Leo. Killian Jones. Room 204. She smiles; it's the one with a view. She looks at the reception phone and opts to just go upstairs to get it over with. She didn't feel like been scolded by Granny again.
She knocks on the door lightly and looks around the hall. A few minutes pass with no answer. He had said he would stick around for a few days. She looks at her watch for the time. It was still early.
Maybe this is a sign that she is crazy and she decides to leave. Emma sneaks out as easily as she snuck inside.
The disappointment she feels is a lot. She wants to meet him, be herself, and the thoughts that swirl in her mind are not her own. She has obviously been around MM too much for goodness sake. She used the name that MM had told her she would use for her first son with David.
Killian had left to go sightseeing for a while. The truth was he was feeling cooped up in the tiny room while waiting for Emma Nolan to make her appearance. He was making his way back to the Inn when a flash of golden hair caught his attention. He pauses for a second as he takes her in. Bloody hell, he really shouldn't be noticing other women, but he couldn't help fall victim to the enchantment the woman had clearly placed upon him. He followed her from a distance, and she was oblivious to his presence.
He grins as he notices how freely she gave genuine smiles to the town's people that happily greeted her. He was still too far away to listen to how they addressed her, but he was truly entranced by her.
His thoughts race to Milah; she was a beautiful woman for sure, but she was not exactly a people person. She could be cold and unwilling to grant a simple smile unless she was forced. His brother didn't understand the relationship, but had encouraged him to finally give up his bachelor ways. Killian had enjoyed his life as a single man thoroughly and would not miss out on anything except for one thing; true love. He was ready to accept that perhaps that wasn't in the cards for him. He could settle for the relationship he shared with Milah. She was a good match; she was from a good family, and a union between them could solidify the business. People married for less.
The next day, Emma goes to school and she is pulled aside by Silv.
"Emma, you had a visitor yesterday," Silv informs her.
"Uhm, I did? I don't remember seeing anyone." Emma quirks a brow.
"No, no there was a man looking for you, but you know Miss Blue and her rules. She sent him away and he was unhappy. He even mentioned stopping the donations in the name of his mother, Alice Rogers-Jones. That caused Miss Blue to be upset all day. I don't know if we can fix it, but the money we receive from her estate is the most generous one." Silv worries her bottom lip.
"Oh, so maybe I shouldn't go to class today. I know how Miss Blue gets. She is going to make my day miserable, isn't she?" Emma sighs.
"I don't know, but chances are high. Oh, and Emma, Alice Rogers was close friends with your mother. Maybe you can find a way to use that to get Mr. Jones to reconsider stopping donations. He seemed to be reconnecting with his dead mother since he's been in town," Silv suggests.
Emma pinches the bridge of her nose. "Alright, I will see what I can do. I guess I better go." Emma smiles at Silv and leaves campus.
Emma enters Granny's as Ruby is about to leave. "Hey Ems, have you seen that hottie staying here?" Ruby winks.
Emma sighs. "Is Mr. Hottie here?"
Ruby thinks for a moment. "Nope, I saw him leaving to go for a run. At least that's what it looked like from what he was wearing. That's when I noticed him. I had heard the girls talking about him. Mr. dark-hair, sexy accent, and eyes to die for, but how do you know him?"
"I don't know him, Ruby."
"You just asked if he was here and you should be on campus already. Shit, I'm going to be late," Ruby whines.
"Damn it, I guess I can try later. I wanted to avoid Miss Blue. Come on, let's go." Emma puts her arm around Ruby.
On the drive, Emma explains what had happened. She leaves out some details because Ruby couldn't stop laughing at her.
Emma's day is filled with dread waiting for Miss Blue to call her to her office and lecture her, but it never happens. Astrid explains she was not feeling well. Small miracles.
Killian is about to cross the street to Granny's when he sees the blonde from the other day leaving the diner with Granny's granddaughter. He winces, he had heard the old lady yell at her a couple of times already. He tries to hurry to get a better look at the blonde, there is something familiar. Maybe it's the way she carries herself. He scratches behind his ear. The thought is preposterous; he has not even met her, but yet... Bloody hell, he feels like such a wanker. He's acting like a creep. His eyes linger on her without his permission.
He enters the Diner and sits down in a booth near the door. His eyes gaze out the window.
"Hello, I'm Ashley and I will be your waitress today," Ashley introduces herself.
Killian smiles. "Hello, I'll just have some scrambled eggs, toast, and a banana if you have it. Orange juice and a glass of water as well."
She smiles and walks away.
Killian finishes his breakfast and goes up the stairs to his room to shower. He's about to finish getting ready when his phone rings. Killian grimaces when he sees the caller ID with a photo of his brother pop up. "Hello brother. How may I help you today?"
"Killian, I need you to come back home, now! Your betrothed has been harassing me nonstop. Please brother for all that is holy, come home and make her stop. She calls me constantly to complain, and it's always the same question. 'Why did I send you away on business?'" Liam sighs. "Why did you tell her it was a business matter?"
Killian laughs. "I'm sorry Liam, was I supposed to tell her I left town because a letter that wasn't addressed to any one caused my older brother to have a hissy fit? That you sent me away to fix it? You're a big boy, deal with it."
"Kill-" That's all Liam manages to say.
Killian smiles big as he disconnected the call. He looks out the window. Should he go to the marina? He finishes getting dressed and grabs his wallet, opting to leave his phone in the room. He doesn't want to deal with Liam.
Emma is supposed to meet the girls to practice at MM's house, but she has been nervous all day so she figures she should apologize to Jones first. She's in front of room 204 once again, takes a deep breath, and knocks. She waits, no answer. She shakes her head. Maybe he went to eat or take a walk. What else can he be doing in town? She waits one second just to be safe but no answer.
Another lost opportunity and her time to come clean was coming to an end soon.
Emma rushes out to meet the girls for practice. They had decided to practice at Mary Margaret's house since they wanted to surprise Miss Blue. Emma arrives just in time to change to Leo and start.
Killian finds Blanchard Farmers Market not far from the fish market by the harbor. The smell of the sea had called him to the pier and he inevitably became hungry from walking all day. He was pleased they served fish and chips like back home. He enjoyed his meal and left, eventually finding the Blanchard Farmers Market. The fruit and vegetables look delicious. He opts for some crisp apples and sweet oranges to keep in his room at the Inn. He wonders if he will ever see his friend "Leo" again, or if said friend had passed on his message; he hadn't received any indication the elusive Emma had contacted him. With a shrug, he heads back to the Inn before he goes looking for his friend. He wonders if he can ask Granny for the address or the phone number of the Nolans, but decides to find someone else for the information and use her as a last resort.
He had tried using his cellphone internet, but the town is as if it is trapped in the nineteen eighties for the most part. Killian approaches a rotund man at Granny's. "Excuse me, Sir?" Killian asks with a smile.
The man looks back at Killian with a scowl. "What is it? Can't you see I'm enjoying my food?" the man all but growls.
Killian mutters under his breath, So much for small-town hospitality. "I'm sorry to bother you. Could you direct me to the Nolans' home?
The man laughs. "Did Emma get a hold of you?"
He sighs. "Look, we all love her, but she makes idiots of the men she gets involved with." He shakes his head.
Killian quirks a brow. "No, actually I made acquaintance with her brother. We didn't exchange information, unfortunately."
"Hmm, all right." The grumpy man knows how friendly one of the Nolan twins is, so he takes out a small notepad from his shirt's pocket and scribbles on it, handing the paper to him.
Killian takes the paper and smiles. "Thanks, mate."
"The name is Leroy," he grumbles.
"Ah, to show my appreciation for your kindness, how about I pay for your meal?" Killian asks.
"Thank you. I appreciate it," Leroy says begrudgingly as he begins eating again.
Killian arrives at the address quickly. He notices a group of men arguing outside the house. He approaches slowly and tries to go unnoticed until he hears the subject of their conversation.
Jefferson says, "She's an artist, why would she want to be with anyone who would suffocate her creative side?"
August chimes in with, "I've known her the longest, what better partner than a friend?"
Graham scoffs. "Emma needs someone who will show her adventure and is experienced."
Killian can't help but scratch behind his ear as he makes his way to the front door to knock.
"Excuse me," one of the men says from behind him.
Killian clears his throat as he turned to face the group of admirers.
"Are you here to see Emma?" the man with a slight accent asks.
Killian shakes his head. "No, I'm looking for her brother."
The group nods and the relief on their faces is evident.
"He's not here," the man says. "I'm Sheriff Humbert. Is there anything I can help you with?"
Killian shakes his head in disappointment. "No, thank you."
"Wait!" one of the other men shouts. "Please, help us settle a disagreement. See, we all think Emma should choose us to be with. I was wondering if an unbiased opinion would help clear this up for us."
Killian looks at the Sheriff. He is about his age, with the other two men being younger. "I'm sorry, but shouldn't it be her decision? I don't know the lass in question personally, but it should be her choice. When you know, you know," he says as he walks away, not wanting anything further to do with their argument.
The three men, not satisfied with his answer, begin bickering again almost immediately.
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silvanable · 4 years
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Tag Game - Get to Know Me
Answer the questions below and tag 11 people you want to know better!
i was tagged by @moody-typos and it looked like fun so i thought why not.
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1. What do you prefer to be called name wise?
silv, silvy, or silvana. i don’t particularly mind as these are all technically the same. so all of them i guess are my preferred name.
2. When is you birthday?
june 26th!
i like to remark that’s the day the US legalized gay marriage in all 50 states back in 2015 so i was born to be gay. 🏳‍🌈🌈
3. Where do you live? (You don’t have to give city, you can give the state if you’re USA or country if you’re overseas)
US if the previous statement wasn’t obvious.
another hint: it’s hot and it rains too much here. good luck finding me~
4. Three things you are doing right now?
writing ( non-fanfic work ), listening to music ( FEEL NOTHING atm ), & working on headcanon requests from my inbox.
5. Four Fandoms that have your peak interest right now?
my hero academia, ikemen sengoku, mr. love queen’s choice, & castlevania. these are currently my most consistent hypes that won’t let me go.
6. How has this pandemic been treating you?
at first i thought it would be great but i’ve been stuck inside ( i literally have not been passed my mailbox or even near it ) for 3 months or so now. i’m ready for it to be over because i would like to enjoy my summer while i still have the opportunity.
overall i’m stressing myself out and unmotivated to do a lot of things.
7. A song you can’t stop listening to right now?
Contagious by NIGHT RIOTS, been obsessed with it since February of 2019.
but i also recommend:
Fashion Forward (Acoustic) by The Home Team
I Miss Having Sex But At Least I Don’t Wanna Die by Waterparks
8. Recommend a movie.
Birdbox. Sandra Bullock is in it ( reason enough for me ) it’s a great sort of horror/thriller movie that really builds suspense by your imagination. if you’re easily scared i do not recommend it because your mind will definitely work against you.
A milder movie ( that isn’t horror ) would be Mad Money. it is a hilarious movie about 3 women from entirely different backgrounds that work at and rob a high security bank ( and all for different reasons ). the characters are quirky and well put together.
both are on the US netflix but i’m not sure about anywhere else.
9. How old are you?
not old enough to drink yet. yet.
10. School, University, Occupation, Other?
i’m in university. i’m studying to become an accountant ( but so far my business classes have only taught me how to destroy the economy in my favor while jumping through legal loopholes oof ).
11. Do you prefer heat or cold?
definitely cold. i hate both if we’re talking weather but i can cope with cold. i tend to get even more tired in the cold and it helps me sleep ( hibernate technically ).
12. Name one fact about you that others may find unusual.
well... if i’m being honest,  i have very horrible eyesight ( i’m almost completely blind in one eye ) and people seem more than a little worried when i tell them i can incapacitate a humanoid target from a 100 yards ( ~92 meters, at least ) and i have the target poster to prove it.
i won’t get into it but if you want to know how that poor poster is doing just let me know.
13. Are you shy?
relatively. if i know you, i’m the loudest damn person you know, or if it’s a matter of discussion, i tend to have a very powerful persona ( or so i’m told ).
generally i will not talk to people and keep to myself though. people make me nervous and i struggle to cope with anxiety so i don’t go out of my way to talk to people ( so i just end up sneaking glances if you pique my interest but i can’t say anything to you ). 
14. Do you have preferred pronouns?
i prefer they/them, however, i still align with female attributes so she/her is legit too. whichever, i’m not picky about it.
15. Biggest pet peeve?
slow walkers. this might not be #1 but it’s definitely up there. i walk incredibly fast ( especially for a person with short legs ) and have long strides. if you’re in front of me and blocking my way, you can bet i’m going to mow you over. i will not slow down.
16. What is your fave ‘dere’ type?
the first one to come to mind was yandere and it’s probably true. it’s the mindset of the yandere that draws me in. if they’re written and played out well they become people who we’re teetering on the edge of becoming if we aren’t careful. i love that terrifying feeling of “i could be that if i just step wrong”.
17. Rate your life 1-10, 1 being really crappy and 10 being best it could ever be.
i really don’t want to do that, because i’m in an okay place and sometimes i’m in bad or good, but really it depends on the moments, people, and little messages that make it better. just depends on the time of day.
18. What is your main blog?
@moonsirens
haven’t honestly decided what i’ll do with it so it will probably just be a repost and dump?
19. List your side blogs and what they are used for.
one of them is private that i can’t tag & it’s used for roleplay stuff ( aesthetics, character files, images, etc ).
@spellbound-doodles which is my art blog i am still to chicken to post to. i should but sharing personal works, stories, & art is really hard for me ( a best friend had to make an instagram for my art for me to get me to start posting! )
20. Is there anything you think people need to know about you before becoming friends with you?
expect me to bother you about my dog and the horrible jokes my brother made that i absolutely have to share because they made me laugh so hard i cried.
also, footnote, i’m satan soooo-
 but that’s a story for another time.
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tagging : most people i’m vaguely familiar with have been tagged, so i guess whoever wants to snatch it up and give it a shot? i’ll tag you then-
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crzynighta · 4 years
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Persona verse ー silv
Age: 17
Race: elezen ( basically elf but fancy )
Club : archery
Height: 6ft 3
Silvairre is originally from a woodland area with the rest of the “Japanese” elezen. He had become a disgrace to the rest of his kind over a simple mistake so fled , leading him to eventually settle with living a bit away from shibuya. Mainly for school reasons since that was the age range for him. Sil attends Shujin and takes part in archery since it’s what he still prides himself in ( way too much ). Unlikely that he would make friends because of his rude and distant nature.
About his ears he refuses to grow out his hair to cover it. Pointy ears will be seen and he is proud of himself about it.
Phantom thief :
Persona : ?
Skill type : wind
Weak : fire
Silvairre has a bow and arrow for both physical and gun attacks. He wants to be different
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silvaruslupus · 4 years
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Ah....Throw Away Your Mask got me in a mood. 
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silvyavan · 5 years
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Bowlcut back in town
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