Planning for university be like:
Look at the various different universities
Narrow down your degree choices
Casually select one of the top universities as one you’re interested in
Get sidetracked by an fishkeeping channel on youtube (fish for thought) having come from an equestrian channel despite disliking horses.
Decide that red-tailed sharks are very cool and that you want one because you can colour match the shark to a skull and a red goth aesthetic
Realise that you can’t have a pet in uni
Realise that you can have a pet in uni it would just take effort to research it.
Learn about personal statements.
Stave off the anxiety (they’re not due for a while)
Sign up to ucas
Casually mention being slightly terrified andalsomentalhealth in the next counselling appointment
Look at more universities
Realise the top university is unrealistic
And probably not good for your mental health
But your parents have high aspirations for you and have never put pressure on you for very little else so just um casually feel a slight pressure from their lack thereof
Watch some more fish-keeping youtube
Decide that you’re going to buy lots of lego and create an amazing lego fish tank
Take a step back and realise you’re being a chaotic idiot
Take a step forward and continue being an overtired chaotic idiot.
Then idk do something else I have reached that far yet with my planning.
will playlist guide for now :]
hold on when you get love - basis for the character i think :] got a lotta emotions all running high but i think she operates on love
seven devils, in the woods somewhere, the wild - being turned into a werewolf
dancing in the moonlight, lost in the wild, wolves of the revolution, turn the lights off, wolf (bonus track) - in the woods with werewolf cult
problems, bury me face down - encounter with yasmina
ragged wood, meet me in the woods, werewolves of london - entering back into society
little lion man, the wolf, my body, barlights - all conceptual will songs and like. her relationship (or lackthereof) w her family and herself i think
wolf like me - other basis her for character
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