#people who have never experienced sustained self-doubt. hashtag girl..

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#hanging around or speaking to STEM boys for too long is like. i need to go home and listen to mitski and stare at a wall to cleanse myself.. #lush my beloved... #halp #forgetting other people don't have anxiety and saying something that betrays that i do and they go #'omg jamie you actually live like this?' yes. halp lol. #also profoundly frustrating that things that require an immense amount of mental heavy lifting for me and just like. whatever for them #walk a mile in my louboutins etc etc #people who have never experienced sustained self-doubt. hashtag girl..