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mananea · 3 months

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I'm just going to be drawing on paper for a while if it means getting me to draw at all. 2023 almost killed me. Literally.

Forgive the photo quality, paper and pencil will be all I have while I continue to recover 🙇‍♂️

Quest for pencil stubs. Let's see how many I get through by the end of 2024 :)

#d gray man #dgm #mana d campbell #nea d campbell #cross marian #past!allen #pastacross #manacross #pokemon #pokemon au #zorua #hisuian zorua #urcanpy #im starting a drawing class next week hopefully it'll actually get me to feel confident drawing again!!!#i havent taken a class in almost 5 years kms #my art #traditional art

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allenwalkerbitch · 8 months

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BEHOLD, The most mysterious character in all of D.Gray-man:

#been a while since my last good shitpost lmao #dgm #d.gray-man #past allen #past!allen #ID in alt text #jokes

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commytator · 7 months

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THEY ✨✨

#dgrayman #mana d campbell #neah d campbell #allen #past!allen #dgm #mana #mana walker #allen walker #neah #timcanpy #19 century #illustration #artists on tumblr #hoshino katsura #myart #d.gray man #d gray man

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arimiaromage · 1 month

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haha what if pasta + twins......but visual novel sprites???

#resisting every urge to not just make a fanfic vn of them #dgm #dgrayman #d gray man #past!allen #nea d campbell #mana d campbell #dgm art #dgm fanart #my art

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poupeesdecirque · 15 days

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Weekly Photo 14/2024

My beloved Allen, damn I missed you. I missed the rising sun and your hair gleaming in that color T_T I'm glad the sun rises earlier again.

Little headcanon:

This bag will later on picked up by Mana whom travels with it and Cross takes it later to give it to Allen.

Can you crave taking photos of a certain doll? Because damn I missed him so SO much. I was so occupied by working on things that taking photos was out of focus for quite some time, the weather was awful as well and so ... I didn't came to taking him out.

#dgm #d.gray-man #allen walker #past!allen #past!allen walker #bjd #ball jointed doll #poupées de cirque #ally

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cinammonelles · 10 months

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Thoughts about Nea, past!Allen and the next chapter

long post, spoilers under the cut

Okay so I've always wondered why Nea gave up on Allen as his ally so quickly. Allen was one of his closest allies besides Cross and Tim till the time of his death right? He even gave up his body so Nea could execute his masterplan.

Yes, Allen did lose all his memories(or did he?) and somehow ended up in the Black Order. But we know Nea can show him his memories so he should also technically be able to show him past!Allen memories that were locked away? Or atleast memories of himself with past!Allen?

Allen would definitely be torn and overwhelmed and confused after but everyone who has known the "other side of the war" has taken Nea's side so far. And Allen even went so far as to become Nea's vessel in the past. He would definitely take his old friend's side again right? Or even seek out some sort of a middle ground?

Why didn't he do that then? Nea watched all of his memories since Cross started tailing him and Mana. Wouldn't it be easier to have Allen half-cooperate during the little time he has left, instead of having him actively work against him?

There's so much emotion in this one panel here. Confusion, worry, pain, anger, desolation, and maybe even a hint of guilt?

Its like... he just didn't wanna disturb the little equilibrium Allen had managed to create in his life? The little community he had found in the Black Order?

I mean if we think abt it Nea never really wanted to parasitize Allen in the first place(or atleast that's what I think the evidence so far implies). It was just the only option available to them back then. They needed Nea's powers to thwart the Earl & the Noahs' plans. And if Nea died then the Earl would just absorb(?) him and there would be no stopping him after that.

And I think giving up on Allen as an ally was Nea's way of being kind to him. Of returning the favour. Being his ally isn't an easy or pleasant job from what we've seen so far. And Allen would've disappeared anyway from the moment past!Allen transferred Nea's memories to himself. After seeing his attachment to the Order and the friends he made there, maybe he just wanted Allen to disappear with pleasant memories he made at the Order rather than the gruesome memories of being Nea's ally.

This panel in particular is so sad. He was able to give up on Allen as an ally so easily because he still had Tim. Tim was his last remaining ally and then he wasn't. And its particularly cruel how Hoshino pulled this off. He says that he doesn't need anyone else as long as he has Tim and just a few chapters later Apocryphos kills him. Nea must be used to losing allies by now but Tim really was the last real friend he had left(hoshino you cruel cruel woman)

Also the way Link's just bomb dropped the news abt tim?

Imagine hearing your last friend/ally died from some rando and then not even getting the time to process it because your arch enemy's ressurection shows up and somehow has your face? And then you get yeeted back into brain breakroom just as you were about to start beefing with him and the next time you wake up you're in your childhood home which you have mixed, complicated feelings for.

And that's not even getting into the whole 'tim chose allen over nea' thing.

Also if Allen goes back to the mansion and finds Bookman, he's guaranteed to find out atleast part of his past if not the whole. And he would definitely demand to know more from Nea. Will he accept Allen as his ally again now that Tim is gone? Will he accept Link as well? Will he try to kill Johnny again? Will he even be stable enough to consider future plans? Will we ever see Lavi again? We find out next month :D

Or we don't

(I also have a theory abt the Bookmen having the ability to transfer memories but that one's for another time)

Thanks for reading!!!

#day 3615 of me being absolutely normal abt nea #everyone say f in the chat for nea #boyyo just can't catch a break #this kinda ended up rantier than i'd like but oh well #i understand that this is very hc-heavy so if you don't agree feel free to scroll past :D #nea d. campbell #nea d campbell #allen walker #past!allen #dgm #dgm spoilers #d gray man #d gray man manga #text #🍀#when will lavi return from war

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reizen-art · 3 months

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