Thoughts and Feelings of Your EX about U
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-Short reading-
PILE 1
Hello, darling. I hope you are doing amazing!
So, your ex may think that you are intelligent, thoughtful and independent. They may see you as a person who is sharp-witted, perceptive and cold hearted. It looks like you are emotionally guarded or distant. You have solid boundaries. Seems like no contact situation or you broke their heart. There may be some unresolved issues between you tho.
They remember what you shared and how special you are (yes! sure!) and your relationship was. They may feel an urge to return to you. They even may manifest you back. There is possibility that they will reach out soon.
Personal readings are available!
PILE 2
Hello, sugar. I hope you are doing wonderful.
Well, your ex may see you as a person who puts in consistent effort and hard work towards your goals. They may admire your dedication, patience and willingness to invest time and energy into various aspects of your life. Your ex may be reflecting on the progress you've made or the outcomes of your efforts together. There may be a sense of introspection regarding your relationship and its impact on both of your lives.
They’ve spent time thinking about you and they’ve realized that there is so much that you’ve shared together. Your history means a lot to them. They are able to be truly comfortable around you. However, it's time to move on. There is a minimal chance of reconciliation.
Personal readings are available!
PILE 3
Hello, sunshine. I hope you are doing amazing.
So, they perceive you as someone who is adaptable and resilient. You may influenced them significantly (or vice versa), brought unexpected change. You are remarcable and unpredicatable. They may think that your relationships were destined to be. I hope you both learned your lessons. Also one day they may think positively about you and another day the opposite such a cold and hot energy.
They may feel like you mean the world to them. They aren't over your relationship. They may believe that you represent total emotional fulfillment for them. Reconciliation is possible (they may manifest you back). It all depends on you.
Personal readings are available!
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He stood in the center of a busy street surrounded by extravagant lights, reds, greens, and whites all shining down on him and lighting up the area despite the late hour. The snow that had begun was light enough to not obscure the view quite yet; merely a small scattering of flurries before a potentially bigger storm. He stood with an uneven but genuine little smile as Mikoto held up his phone, peeking around the edge of it for a moment to smile back before snapping a picture.
A little moment that stuck with me from @lostxmelody 's beautiful fic, Life's Reflection! There were so many amazing scenes, but of course a big sap like me would latch onto this one...
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Role Play!
I have decided to open Cionent for Role Play!
Some info about him!
Name: Cionent Thibault
Age: 36
Gender: Cismale
Sexual Preference: Bi
Brief background:
Ex-Archer Temple Knight. He was injured one day and lost sight in his right eye, losing his ability to shoot his arrows. He was promised that the Knights would take care of him, but he was thrown to the Brume instead to survive. Due to his injury he is unable to hold a job and struggles to make money.
He sells his body for money and can be found lurking around the Forgotten Knight trying to solicit some one into hiring him.
He drinks a lot and comes off rude, aggressive and cold. He has no interest in bettering himself (currently) and simply desires to just survive.
He is the bastard child of a Hyur maid and an Elezen lord from a High House. His mother was tossed out while she was pregnant with him.
He hates Ishgard and wishes to see it burn for what its done to him. Nidhogg could raze the place and he wouldn't care.
Cionent is a darker character and as such he isn't exactly for the faint of heart. He is cold, cruel and his only desire is to survive. He won't be warm and happy and fluffy to you right away, he has to go through an arc and take it from there. He has no preference on partner.
If you'd like to get to know Cionent more please DM me! I'd love to use him for RP! But please keep in mind that he is cold at first.
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i see people with internet friends who gush about each other's work and write collabs and exchange ideas, and it's beautiful
people who have found their own voice and unique takes on characters
and i enjoy it on one level but on another level it's just like
i'm not good enough to deserve to be let into that
sometimes it hurts more to know that you're not a bad writer, you're just a mediocre one.
like i usually don't get hate or even constructive criticism (which btw i would welcome) on my writing, i've received one or two very sweet comments that mean the world to me
but generally i haven't gotten much of a response in terms of hits/kudos/comments, my stuff just flies under the radar usually, which suggests that a. i need to improve my summaries and tags and b. i'm just not standing out in this huge fandom
there is so much good and unique writing out there, and i don't have super original ideas, i tend to write things that are pretty simple and short and not super original
and also obviously my mostly canon compliant oneshots won't be able to get attention next to longer aus
and i'm young with lots of time to grow comparing myself to experienced writers but god
i often leave long comments on people's work and make recommendations and analyze what they're doing, i try to support others and hope that the friendships will come but it feels like i'm just here alone
because again i can't stand out
and don't get me started on that boop day which was fun but i gave Way Way More than i received and it felt like a popularity contest in a way
i wish i had better ideas, i wish i could write something more touching
i wish i was likable
i have enough knowledge to recognize good writing but not enough skill to write something good myself
i'm so painfully jealous
even in a large fandom the world is so small and so lonely
it's a self fulfilling cycle where the lack of reception translates into lack of motivation and second-guessing myself and writer's block
i finally scheduled a consultation with student health at my college today, something i should have done years ago
and as i take steps to improve my mental health i hope that i'll start to be able to interact with others in healthier ways and stop comparing myself so much
but for the time being it's just so hard, it's so hard
it's ironic how i joined this fandom because of my connection to aziraphale, someone who is also socially awkward and absorbed in special interests, but it ended up making me feel worse about those traits in myself
bc he is an angel and doesn't care about being cringy, but i am unfortunately human
my partner says i should take a break from tumblr if it's no longer fun for me
i probably should
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