#painblogging as per usual

[alorz]

DEADLIFTED 30LBS LETS GO PAINBLOGGERS

#for context. leaning over and lifting Anything usually means i throw my back out and cant walk for a day #SO #pers #eds #painblogging

[woodruff]

maybe i should make a dedicated sideblog just to not annoy my followers with constant health updates but.... i think ..... i'm gonna start my new meds not right now ..... but at the end of the month

#i will regret this decision in about 24 hours but it's just safer that way #uff #icke #painblogging as per usual

[woodruff]

^

#I'm about to go insane i feel like tv static #I'm seeing a specialist for chronic pain tomorrow my head is about to explode I'm so nervous #i am simultaneously worried that he can't help me and that i will just stay like this forever #AND that I'm actually fine and just wasting his time and that i dont need help anyway #i am desperately trying to distract myself my brain is about to pop out of my skull #how can i be worried that i am fine and irredeemably bad at the same time 😭 @ my brain: bro pick one #icke #painblogging as per usual #/ medical #i feel the nervousness in every cell in my body

[woodruff]

"maybe it's just psychosomatic pain maybe you're just stressed have you tried yoga" i will literally kill your entire family

#the only thing stressing me here is you #icke #painblogging as per usual

[woodruff]

called to make an appointment with a pain specialist today and when the receptionist asked "since when have you been in pain"

"since always" was apparently the wrong answer 🤣

#I'm cackling #painblogging as per usual #i got an early appointment in 2 weeks tho i think maybe theyre overestimating the urgency of this #oh well lucky me lol #does anyone want me to use more specific tags for medical things so you can blacklist? #I'll tag for you :* #icke

[woodruff]

wish i had a jacuzzi. want to feel like soup

#icke #painblogging as per usual

[woodruff]

i am looking forward to the day where this thing will stop stealing my sleep

#painblogging as per usual #i know ive been getting better day by day but it still sucks :( #I think my strategy for tomorrow night will be to eat myself into a coma. to literally eat so much that my body just passes out #that sounds fun actually please suggest you food of choice in the replies I'm thinking garlic bread #anyway this thing better work in terms of treating my chronic pain long-term otherwise this adjustment period is for nothing #not sleeping for a week all for nothing. I'd prefer not to think about it #icke #painbloggin on main again? its more likely than you think #*youR food of choice

[woodruff]

*feels guilty about taking the medications that were prescribed to me*

#yesterday and today were super mega not fun #will ask for surgery OR AT LEAST AN MRI. SOMETHING. at my appointments in September & October #it honestly feels like i have an infection #i have never been this tirer before in my life #everything hurts #complete loss of hunger/appetite #isn't it fun. to be sick #painblogging as per usual #tw: pain #tw: medication #tw: health #*tired

[woodruff]

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#me in bed unable to move with enough paracetamol and ibuprofen in my system to give me permanent kidney damage: #'i payed 400€ for this' #girl help 😭 #sorry all my personal posts have been so negative recently i know it's annoying but i just. its bad i hate this #my next appointment is in 2 weeks but i don't think i can wait that long #and i payed 400 for this. 400 that's so much and it was supposed to be treatment not make everything worse i :((((((((( #negative #sorry abt this :( you don't have to read #painblogging as per usual