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alorchik · 4 months

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⠀ ⠀“He wasn’t my friend. He was the man I loved.”

#fellow travelers #pain pain pain #hawk fuller #tim laughlin #jonathan bailey #matt bomer #ft spoilers #episode 8

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sevibun · 11 months

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happier days // bobby, we love you ❤️‍🩹

#i’m sorry i’m still grieving #i love them #pain pain pain #qsmp #qsmp bobby #qsmp fanart #qsmp jaiden #qsmp roier #qsmp eggs #jaiden roier bobby #artists on tumblr #mcyt #qsmp eggs fanart #parrot duo

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marthaskane · 9 months

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2.13 Exit Wounds | 3.04 Day Four

TORCHWOOD (2006-2011)

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whatimdoing-here · 1 year

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WARRIOR NUN | 1.08 VS 2.08

#warrior nun #ava silva #sister beatrice #pain pain pain #apologies if this has been done #face touching face touching face touching #mine #mine: warrior nun #avatrice

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adharastarlight · 2 years

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The way I just found this in my notes app, like 3am me really wants to hurt some bitches-

"When Sirius dies, Remus continually calls his phone just to hear their voicemail, just to hear Si's voice. But one day when he calls, someone picks up - the numbers been reassigned and Rem just throws his phone across the room and breaks down crying because now he's lost everything."

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animatedjen · 27 days

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You can see how Cere managed to evade the Empire for so long Keeping so much of her power held back to achieve a larger goal

#pain pain pain #star wars jedi survivor #jedi survivor #bode akuna #bode akuna mod #photomode #star wars #aj fav

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chenouttachen · 3 months

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boc said false advertising allowed! this IS a romcom! this IS fun! they ARE in love!

#dff the series #dead friend forever #pheenon #tabarcode #barcode tinnasit #ta nannakun #like this makes it look like they’re having a nice time #and that the episode will be fun #but this show has never been fun #it is only pain #pain pain pain #boc will pay for the pain they’ve caused

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rainbowcrowley · 7 months

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#PAIN PAIN PAIN #sorry i had to see this and now i'm making yall suffer too #all i know is pain #good omens #ineffable husbands #david tennant #the clip is from einstein and eddington (2008)#haven't seen it yet but i'd love to #should anyone have a link.....👀#addi.txt #the twits

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messrsbyler · 8 months

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this byler post and this image of the ST comic and the way their feet are touching makes me think of tiny miwi being always around each other, tucked in a corner of the library or spread across the crouch in mike’s basement or curled inside castle byers. no matter the place, no matter if it’s a tight fit like a fortress made of sticks and old blankets or a whole room, no matter if the space between them is large or not, they always find a way to simply touch.

they don’t even think about it, it just happens. it’s comforting. it’s nice to feel the weight of a hand on a knee or the tap of a foot on a thigh or the bump of two shoulders spreading warmth in waves. it’s nice to know physically know they aren’t alone, that they have each other. and it’s just what they do, and it comes as a second nature to them.

imagine touch being part of their bond. it’s simple embedded into their friendship like a second language they learned to speak as their bond grew stronger and older (ex: mike touching will’s hand in s2 to comfort him about the spy). either simple casual touches or others charged with more meaning and comfort, they have always been present between them and will thought… he always thought that would never change. that he and mike would never change.

but then one summer in the process of saving the world again hopper died, el lost her powers and was left alone, the byers’ family grew one member and had to be relocated, and will had to watch the town he always called home disappeared in the rear-view mirror.

by the time will got mike back, this time in lenora, things had changed. that hug. that hug at the airport said everything that will had been fearing. the awkwardness of it, the coldness of mike’s touch, the hesitance and then how quick the distance between them was forced once more in the middle.

and just think how of all the things will has lost, he really thought this one wouldn’t be one.

because will was willing to accept the lack of phone calls and the lack of letters, and ignore the distance that he felt in his gut whenever he even thought of mike and their last goodbye. he was willing to blame it all on his head playing games on him and his sour heart throwing a tantrum.

but then that hug at the airport confirmed it wasn’t just his head. their friendship hadn’t just changed — it was breaking at the seams and at the foundations they had first built it on, and no matter how hard will tried to ignore it, the cracks were already spreading, faster as mike pulled back and recoiled from that hug.

#i am having many feelings and for once IT IS NOT MY FAULT #this was supposed to stay on the texts but oh well-#here we are #PAIN PAIN PAIN #byler tumblr #byler #stranger things #mike wheeler #will byers #blame andi not me for this one she showed me the og post

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ronrumko · 2 months

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#my art #pain pain pain #ouch ouch ouch #amnesia #augustin lambert #amnesia the bunker #henri clement #Spotify

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alleesaur · 1 year

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poor big man…

#splatfest #doodle #splatoon 3 #big man #art #digital art #fanart #pain pain pain

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alorchik · 4 months

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“a girl can hope can’t she.” his eyes say it all.

and 35 years later Fuller is ready, but it’s 35 years too late.

#tumblr doesn’t want to show up this post in the tags 😭😭#pain pain pain #fellow travelers #hawk fuller #tim laughlin

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wildwren · 1 year

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Danny and Paul Cho // Beef (2023)

screaming, crying, chewing the drywall etc.

#beef netflix #beef #beef spoilers #danny cho #paul cho #PAIn PAIn PAIn #not to get personal on main but #as a youngest sibling who has a VERy complicated relationship with my sole (same gender) older sibling #and who generally gets told that older siblings are more oppressed #THEY WERE SO REAL FOR THIS #DO YOU UnDERSTAnD HOW FUCKInG REAL THEY WERE FOR THIS #this is not me saying Danny's the villain #just #ITS COMPLICATED #anyway #THIS FUCKInG SHOW #elmo fire.gif

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lostestleo · 6 months

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I apologize, I forgot to put a trigger warning before. I do mention suicide.

As a chronic pain patient/advocate who is newish but oldish to the game, I have learned that the argument of addiction is the reason people in pain are not getting proper pain relief. And if you are lucky to get pain relievers, it comes with a big, red scarlet sticker saying the medication “can cause dependency” on the bottle... well, think about it: if you have daily pain, you will need daily relief if you hope to live a normal life.

But there is a major difference between addiction & dependency:

Addiction is an insatiable desire for the medications immediate “euphoric” effects, aka “chasing the dragon” which typically lasts all day. The patient may end up over using/taking much more or all of the prescribed amount within a shorter time period.

Dependency is when the person needs the medication to sustain a decent quality of life. The patient is taking their prescribed medications as directed so that their body can function properly.

An example of dependency is a diabetic patient needing insulin so that they can live.

The problem is that addiction is in everyone, and everyone has some form of addiction that is waiting to be ignited. It is a basic human condition to “want more” and it can be a result of MANY things including a traumatic experience, or even the dreaded “peer pressure” during a high-school party. It can happen with gambling, sex, exercising, even food… It is a spectrum. And it is up to the person to determine their path.

We have reached a new stage of our awful human evolution. Being thin is a societal influence, something that people will kill them-selves for, and we now have everyday people using the diabetic prescription drug “ozempic” as a way to lose weight.

Diabetic patients who are dependent on this type of drug are unable to fill their prescriptions because of the high numbers of non-diabetic people using this drug for their personal gain- pun noted.

To be blunt or a bit dramatic, we could say they are abusing or misusing a diabetics drug.

A person in pain asking for medical attention is shamed, mocked, reported, harassed, and some extraordinary nurses have even taken it far enough to record their rejected “drug seekers” walking out from the hospitals as they’re laughing in the background.

We have been waiting for justice for what seems forever, and some pain warriors have even decided death is better than endless pain… there are so many. It’s not just pain patients either, an ER doctor Dr. Steve Ortiz committed suicide, because he was unable to help his patients. He was continually harassed by the ones who made these fucking rules. He wanted to bring light to the corruption with his death, leaving behind his wife and children in hopes for justice.

And now pain patients everywhere get to watch our society do exactly what they claim to hate us for: abusing someone else’s medication…

Self reflection is free, and everyone should use it daily.

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linpunny · 7 months

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All consuming

Dessy: I’m going through it and my fingers typed this self indulgent reassuring drabble out. I needed to express my feelings and what better way than to do that with Taiju.

CW: implied panic attack, angst, mentions of anxiety, self doubt, mentions of extreme possessive behavior, possessive love, corruption, yandere ish themes of you squint but that wasn’t the intention lol. Pet names (good girl, precious one) That’s just how man loves. Anything I missed please let me know I’m running on exhaustion and no food.

Wc: idk barley proof read

Network: @enchantedforest-network

Pairing: Taiju!xFem!reader

*reader has no pronouns but is referred to by feminine pet names

Your lips tremble as you stare up at him. eyes wet and shiny as you peer directly into his golden ones, trepidation swirling in yours. something that makes your stomach feel like a cess pool, self doubt and nefarious thoughts bubbling beneath the surface but you can’t get the words out.

You swallow dryly, mouth opening only to close as you take your lower lip in-between your teeth and bite. Hard. So hard that for just a small moment the pain brings a momentary distraction to the overwhelming anxiety and the tunnel vision that is quickly taking over.

Large warm hands cup your face, thumbs gently running over your cheeks, his voice beckons you out of your torment as he calls your name. Not a nicknames, not a pet name, but your name. It feels foreign to hear coming from Taiju’s mouth, he rarely ever called you by your first name anymore. the black dotting your vision is slowly receding as he murmurs for you to breath. And you do.

“Good girl.”

A tear slips past your lashes and starts a flood, streaming down your face, past his thumbs and down to your chin where it drops onto your chest, and the floor beneath you.

“Look at me.”

And he doesn’t mean physically look at him, he wants you to focus and stop staring through him. He wants you to see him. See the way he’s dipped down, face slotted mere inches from yours, see the love his eyes are holding for you in this moment as his thumb swipes away a tear that catches on your lip. Only when he sees your blank lifeless eyes soften does he speak again.

“Talk to to me, please.”

Finally you really see Taiju, irises trembling as you gasp at how close he is. how close his lips are to yours, how intimately his body is molded into yours, seeing how softly his eyes are glowing as he tips your chin up to catch your lips in a tender kiss that has you leaning up to chase his lips when he pulls away. And he lets you lose yourself in your emotions for a moment, tasting the saltiness of your tears. letting you control the kiss, inadvertently getting himself dizzy from the way your lips move against his.

He only pulls away when your both breathless and all the tears have been kissed from your wet lips.

“Why me? Why choose me?”

The words roll off your tongue before you can think and then everything else dies in your throat.

“Because you are you.”

“No, Taiju, I don’t deserve this. I don’t deserve you, or any of the things you give me.”

Your head dips, but he tips your chin back up to meet his now serious gaze, tension vein bulging in the middle of his forehead. you gulp in response, left speechless by the way he’s looking at you, eyes burning into yours.

“I’ll tell you why. The way I love you is selfish, I wish to possess you entirely. I have wanted you since the moment our eyes meet. I knew I wanted to consume you whole, make you fall so deeply in love with me that you can’t breath with out me, you can’t sleep with out me next to you, till you can’t think about anyone or anything else but me, until you can no longer function without me. Then when you have fallen into depravity I will devour you like you are the finest meal I have ever tasted ….. does that make you afraid?”

“No.” You say firmly.

He smiles flashing you his teeth, canines sinking into his bottom lip as one hand leaves your cheek to trial down the curves of your body, finding purchase on your hip as he gives the flesh a squeeze.

“That’s why. Even after I told you how I want to destroy you, ruin this version of yourself, only to rebuild you into my perfect girl. You didn’t run, you didn’t flinch. you aren’t afraid of the way I want to love you. You aren’t afraid of the me. You see past the rough edges and look beyond the version of myself that everyone else sees. You see me. That’s why I chose you. Now tell me precious one, who do you belong to?”

You belonged to the man that doesn’t just merely move mountains for you, instead he chooses to destroys them for you. Obliterating everything, and everyone that keeps him from you. Even if the obstacle holding you from him was your self doubt. Your own mind. He would crush that too.

“Shiba Taiju.”

“That’s always the correct answer.”

#dessy’s tomes #taiju shiba #tokyo revengers angst #tokyo revengers #tokyo rev angst #tokyo revengers taiju #Tokyo rev taiju #taiju shiba angst #taiju x reader #drops and runs as far away as possible #all banners made by the lovely @/benkeibear #pain pain pain

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animatedjen · 3 months

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Sometimes, in the quiet moments, Bode wonders if he made the right choice.

#pain pain pain #star wars jedi survivor #jedi survivor #jedi survivor spoilers #jedi survivor mod #bode akuna #photomode #aj fav

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