we have a dentist appointment tomorrow and on the plus side we're not really anxious about the appointment itself because the dentist was so nice last time and actually took our medical trauma into account.
unfortunately though we do have to have anaesthetic which makes us feel like shit for at least the rest of the day, and no matter how considerate the dentist is, having a medical professional touch us at all does still trigger certain trauma and then I end up having a bunch of panic attacks at some point within the next few days and it's a really shit time. I really don't wanna have to deal with that and the concept of it is making me nauseous
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i do a lot of conscious healing but i for the life of me cannot do inner child healing consciously. i do most of it while sleeping and process it through my dreams. that just will always be the area of healing that hurts my heart the most to confront consciously and i can't even begin those steps so the universe has me work through it little by little in a safe dream space until i'm ready but man i woke up today from one of those dreams today and while i'm in a good mood, i have such a heavy weight in my heart space that is really hurting today when i recall the dream.
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Trying to trouble-shoot a customer over a phone is always an exercise in "stick to Norwegian you gremlin" for me. I so badly want to use English lingo for things, but my poor customers barely understand what I'm saying in Norwegian, let alone English! The amount of times I end up apologising because my explanations are shit are numerous, and most of the time my customers are really nice about it.
Although, I do loathe having to trouble-shoot networking over the phone. It's a pain in the ass, and it's difficult to find the problem when there are so many moving parts to a network.
At least the customer and I can joke around a little and make the process more pleasant for the both of us. Especially when the problem may have been a wonky cable, and not something much more expensive that must be replaced.
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“I’m sorry-” “…..it’s 3am?????”
Aka they’ve had an argument and Shinya walks all the way to Tsunagu’s house in the rain at 3am in his pyjamas to apologise……
….Definitely not an excuse for me to draw them in funky lil matching pyjamas- (ft. Tsunagu’s bed hair- he doesn’t like to be woken up)
Lil bonus:
Tsunagu now has a sick ninja bf to take care of—
@suoperbvorb @genderfluidagendergremlin <33
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i wish id climbed more trees. wish id gone on more hikes. wish id climbed the stupid rock walls on that trip with my friends. wish id dragged myself back onto the ice rink after the panic attack. wish id lived a little more, a little better, when i was able to do it. i wish i hadn't taken it all for granted
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