#p word tw

[mournfulroses]

Franz Kafka, from a letter to Felice Bauer featured in "Letters to Felice,"

#lit #franz kafka #letters #felice bauer #words #letter collection #fragments #quotes #writings #tw: depression #p

[toxicbrothel]

POV

Javi’s between your legs, and it’s finally going to happen. You’re squirming, sooo ready for it. You’re gushing, but he still spits on his hand and rubs it into your pussy. He runs his cock-head through your folds and groans. “Mi putita,” he breathes, then notches himself at your entrance and you whimper in anticipation. You bite your lip. 

Javi pauses and asks, “Primero, digame. ¿Cuál quieres más?” (first, tell me. which do you want more?)

“What?” you ask, and your heart races. You don’t know the answer, but you can assume what he wants to hear: “Yours."

“No, putita. My dick, or my affection?” 

Your face goes cold. This has been your greatest fear. You want it so, so bad, but you don’t want him to just drop you after that. It feels like a nightmare, and it is. 

You wake up furious with Javi, then you feel so pathetic you could cry.

“Mmmm,” he sighs in his sleep, slowly grinding his massive morning wood against you. You can’t believe he gave you blue balls, even in your dream. You’re still wet and throbbing, but you want nothing to do with him at the moment. 

You slowly, carefully wedge your hand between your legs, and bring some slick upward before you begin to touch yourself. You don’t think about Javi at all. 

You imagine it’s Steve behind you, in bed with you. He’d never make you wait, and you dont think he’d make you choose, either. He’d palm your breast for a while, then bring his hand to your mound, hooking three fingers between your legs to pull you into him. He’d roll his hips, pressing his massive erection against you, then he’d lift your thigh, and you’d tilt your hips. He’d push his cock into you with a sigh.  When you moaned at the stretch, his thick, deep voice would coo, “buenos dias” (good morning) in a southern accent. And somehow, it’d be sexy. 

Imagining this scene, you rub your clit in short, quick strokes, hoping to finish before Javi wakes up. You imagine Steve’s big cock filling you up, and his grunts and sighs, and the way he’d groan when he came inside, and that’s enough to send you. You bite the flesh of your bicep, trying not to vocalize as your walls flutter around nothing. But it’s too late, the jerk of your body has roused Javi from his slumber. 

“Pobrecita,” he complains condescendingly. He grinds against you and asks, “So desperate for this, you couldn’t wait?”

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thank you for reading!! and ty @callachloe for this scolding hot gif. 💕

#brothel sleepover 💕 #POV #POV: Pobrecita #425 words #narcos fanfiction #javi p #steve murphy smut #toxicbrothel ☠️ #tw degradation #cw degradation #javi is the worst #toxic javi

[dailyhatsune]

maybe magical girl and chocolate miku?

unrelated, your art is REALLY cool, and seeing miku on my dashboard always makes me smile :)

dan dan didan dan dan didan!

#hatsune miku #vocaloid #piapro studio #doodle #ask #anonymous #pinocchio p #magical girl and chocolate #tw blood #< just in case; but for the record it is Chocolate i swear #anyway also thank you so much for the kind words anon! i’m saving it in my brain

[spacebubblehomebase]

Helllo i Love your art more than i love donuts and thats ALLOT.but my boy lucifer can have babys,like i dont even know how that works!make it make sense! I just wanna say thank you again for curing are boredom👍🏻

You are SO right that is high praise indeed! I'm honored! =D So here. Have a donut! 🍩🍩🍩 As for Luci, let us turn to the world's favorite 700k+ words old man fanfiction that is The Bible (tm) as according to their lore, it's been canonically stated that angels are genderless for they are beings made of the Pure Holy Spirit and- Holy SHIT! What do you know??? Our dear depressed duck dad was an angel himself and in some depictions Lilith is infertile as was her punishment for her freedom! The more you know! -Bubbly💙

(LMAO. My guy's been traumatized. Once is enough XD)

#In some beliefs it's also said that angels are asexual until they become fallen and mate with humans #spacebubblearts #hazbin hotel #charlie morningstar #lucifer morningstar #TAGS FOR THE CATHOLIC FANFICTION INCLUDE: #major character death #accidental baby acquisition #surprise pregnancy #author's first language isn't english sorry =P #anime logic #qustionable magic system #slow burn #TW: period typical racism #TW: depiction of sexism #TW: slavery #open ending #no beta we die like Jesus Name Amen #graphic depictions of death #resurrection AU #TW: mass genocide #mythical creatures generator #possible noncon romance #age difference #cursed #blessed #hurt/ comfort(?) #Top 10 anime betrayals #700k+ word count #First written: B.C. and Last Update: A.D.

[total-drama-brainrot]

psycho!noah au, what do the aftermath cast think? conversely if they dont know/dont see the show (isnt it implied to be canon in wt that they watch the show or atleast can?), how do they react to newly eliminated cast members telling them?

and then, at whatever point he gets eliminated or just whenever the cast sees him again, how do they react with that new info?

The justification I have for Noah remaining stealthed under his "stoic cynic" persona pre-reveal in this AU is a little convoluted, but I do have one. Vaguely. Which I'll try to outline here for continuities' sake.

So, to clarify; Noah only competes in Island and World Tour, just like in canon. Most things happen just like canon, with the exception of Noah lasting a little longer in Island so he and Izzy have more time to be menaces (I have no idea how I'll shift the elimination order to justify keeping him around, though). Noah's still eliminated fairly early and ends up on the Playa, where the other elimination fodder welcome him with open arms, because in Island they're only given access to the raw camera footage instead of the final cut!

I imagine it'd be pretty hard for a Brand New Show to have the manpower of a full professional editing team that can plan and prosecute the final cut of a whole ~20 minute episode in only three days (in-universe), so to keep the losers as in the know as possible in real time, they're given access to the same live camera footage Chris and Chef have, just without the confessionals.

Since the confessionals are, uh. Toilets. And no one wants to have 24/7 access to toilet stall footage.

Noah only ever really drops his ruse in the confessional, or around Izzy, so none of the losers have gotten the opportunity to see the real him in action; even when he is visible on camera, it's only during the stolen moments he shares with Izzy outside of challenges, wherein the two plot and scheme together like Pinky and the Brain. Given that the majority of them don't even bother to watch the live footage unless there's a challenge actively happening (or something else otherwise noteworthy), his true nature goes undetected amongst them as well.

And then, in Action, the show's budget and workforce increases. Suddenly, the editing team is thrice the size of Island's, and they are capable of providing a final cut of each episode within the span of 24~72 hours, allowing the show to air quicker. Which has the added bonus of allowing everyone in the peanut gallery access to the yet-to-be-aired episodes (instead of the live footage), keeping them up to date with the competition whilst also giving them the same perspective as the audience itself. Including people's confessions.

It's a good thing Noah didn't compete in Action, then. His mask of indifference lives on.

Then there's a year-long break between seasons, wherein Noah works under Chris as his personal assistant. Yada yada yada, World Tour happens. He knows that the losers are going to see his confessions. So now Noah has to choose between maintaining his persona at the sake of losing out on toying with the greater audience, or carrying on as he did in Island at the cost of revealing his 'true colours' (which, in this case, still isn't the real Noah so much as an exaggeration of his more deranged tendencies, since Noah's still essentially performing for the cameras; just with a different role).

Of course he goes with option two. He's primarily motivated by his own amusement- that was the reason for his whole charade in the first place.

(Alright, clarification over, time to actually answer the question.)

So the peanut gallery and steadily increasing number of World Tour Rejects are horrified when, in Noah's scattering of confessions- as he doesn't confess very often, so when he does it's a treat to himself and the audience- he mostly waxes poetic about how exciting each near-death experience the cast go through is, and all of the different ways he so wanted to cause the others harm (either in general, or themed around the challenges), being so much more expressive than anyone's ever seen him (concerningly so, to the point of it breaching the uncanny valley) and giddy over the prospect of performing Acts Of Incredible Violence against his castmates.

They're living in that same fearful anticipation the wider audience experienced through his tenure in Island; waiting for Noah to Drop The Act and fulfil his promises of brutal sabotage, if only to finally put an end to the constant looming threat of his self control snapping. They're horrified bystanders of a car crash waiting to happen (at least, they think they are. Noah's not actually gonna do any of the things he's suggesting, probably, but keeping the audience on their toes is one of his favourite games!) and each episode he features in is a test of both their patience and their own sanity.

Because, could you imagine watching your friends interact and be friendly with someone who (you think) is out for their blood, entirely unaware of the danger? that's literally what they're experiencing.

And Noah, because he's a little shit who thinks he's funny (he is), sometimes goes so far as to fake-out the audience by rearing up attacks against his castmates during challenges, only to shoot the nearest camera a wry wink and a sly smile as he carries on with the actual task at hand, the others none-the-wiser.

It becomes so concerning, in fact, that every new arrival is immediately checked over for any signs of injuries or Noah's Influence and hastily given the rundown on The Situation. Which is, more often than not, met with the same incredulity as Sierra's claims- until they're shown various clips of Noah's confessions, or the fake-outs and otherwise unhinged looks he teases the cameras with.

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For the second question; I have no idea. I'm still workshopping how people will react to Noah, and how Noah in turn will react to them. Post-reveal p!Noah will, eventually, disclose the fact that he's not as bloodthirsty as he portrays himself as, but until then it's anyone's guess as to how far he'll take the bit- and who could/will get hurt in the process.

#in other words i don't know how 'dark' i want this AU to get. #do i want it as a macabre comedy? or a psychological horror with comedic aspects? do i want it gorey? #full grimdark? have noah go completely off the rails post-reveal and hunt everyone on the jet for sport? #who knows? 🤷‍♀️ i certainly don't. #i'm leaning macabre comedy with a sprinkling of horror for flavour but. again. i don't know. #either way the aftermath cast and the audience are Not having a good time. #except for izzy and eva. they're having a great time because they're in on the joke. #p!Noah is in his joker arc. he watched 2019's 'The Joker' and never recovered. #might let him bite blaineley. as a treat. i think that would be funny. #does this even make any sense? it's kind of late and i'm feeling The Eepy turn my brain to slush. #total drama #td noah #psycho!noah au #silly ideas #others' ideas #replies #tw violence #tw dark themes

[mushroomnoodles]

FAQ

this is just for some of the more frequently asked questions. i am gonna try to put things bluntly here to try and minimize any confusion, especially if folks are using a translator. tw for mentions of death and genitalia

is simon/betty trans?

up to you on simon. i don't have a preference. but most of my bettys are AMAB trans women, some have bottom surgery and some don't. of course, i have some personal headcanons on some of them, but again, nothing is "op canon" in that regard.

how did simon give birth to morri?

well, if you hc him as trans, that makes things easier, but either way he just gave birth to morrigan how a regular human being would.

if you hc him as cis, then simon would have been given the full internal AFAB equipment upon impregnation by GOLBetty- uterus, ovaries, etc- with the external equipment coming in courtesy of morrigan around month.. 6-7? that's right, i took his penis priveliges. sorry king.

what gender is morrigan?

morrigan is nonbinary and intersex, and uses any pronouns. morrigan chose to develop into a human body rather than a more cosmic-entity type one as to not scare simon.

does morri have a voiceclaim?

sure does! it's shadow milk cookie from cookie run kingdom! here's a vid.

is GOLBetty alive/did she reincarnate?

i'm aware GOLBetty probably did reincarnate at the end of F+C s1. buuuuut my GOLBetty never unfused. she simply went back to sleep after impregnating simon. if someone's interested in me going into detail about how i interpretate my GOLBetty and how she thinks/functions i'll probably do that.

can GOLBetty-

when/does simon die?

he lives for about 250 years after giving birth to morrigan. the cosmic energy radiating through his body ran out, and he essentially instantly died as his organs stopped working. like someone entered /kill simon_petrikov into the world console. from there he either eventually reincarnates, or morrigan finds some way to replace him or raise him from the dead.

morrigan was the physical age of 13 when simon passed, by the way. the older morrigan gets, the slower they age.

does morri ever meet their mom?

yes, they do. by the time they do meet her, however, GOLBetty is in a deep, deep sleep.

morrigan has a complicated relationship with her, especially as, due to simon's stories of her as a human, they see her in this overglorified light. they also consider GOLBetty to kind of internally be two separate entities- GOLB and betty, rather than a fusion of the two made into something slightly different.

do you do fpreg?

nope. fpreg actually is really uncomfortable for me for some reason lol, like.. INTENSELY uncomfortable. activate fight or flight mode uncomfortable. no idea why, i know it's silly, but i can't interact with it, can't draw it, won't draw it.

#noodle's FAQ #nothin but words #p #tumblr dont kill me #im trying to be informal #tw death mention #tw genitalia mention

[pinkpinkstarlet]

guys is this the troll yall were talking about

I’m not even black but the fact that they used two racial slurs against me and called me a slut despite me being a MINOR is absolutely insane

@thisismisogynoir

#tw racism #n word tw #n slur #tw antiblackness #antiblackness #tw p slur #cars on the road #cars movie #cars pixar #pixar cars #cars 2 #cars 2 movie #cars 2 (2011) #cars 2006 #cars 3 #cars 3 (2017) #cars fandom #disney cars #tw slur #not even the cars fandom is safe from antiblack trolls smh

[toxickeyboard]

Uh Sorry that it took so long to post these, but here’s that Faith AU I was talking about.

Had to put text over my writing so it’d be easier to read

Also the one with Tiffany in it isn’t the best but I’m still sharing it.

I know I’m still shit at sizing, proportions, and drawing more than one character in the same drawing, but I’m trying 💀

Also for some reason whenever I draw Gary it looks nothing like him so sorry about that.

#idk if anyone will like this idea or if it seems boring or if it’s unoriginal or anything but I like it so. :p #also I’m so stupid and bad at talking. is that even how the word landlord is used? #faith the unholy trinity #faith john ward #tw religion #faith the unholy trinity fanart #ftut #faith the unholy trinity au #again. sorry for how long this took to post. #ftut spoilers

[shrimpmandan]

It's still literally so insane to me how one of my proship ex-mutuals turned out to be MASSIVELY anti-porn to the point of telling anyone who supported or viewed to kill themselves. Like. Girl the call is coming from INSIDE THE FUCKING HOUSE

YES the porn industry has a ton of issues with rape and mistreatment of its workers, but that's largely dependent on the studio. I've seen testimonies from porn actors and actresses who described respectful treatment and a positive experience, as well as those who have felt like sex was ruined for them and/or sustained sex-related injuries that were not properly dealt with.

YES Pornhub is a shit company that hosts genuine rape, revenge, and underage porn. Guess what hoe there's like 500 other porn sites out there run by feminists, independent sex workers, and people who straight up just like making porn. Stop reblogging from TERFs

#proship #pro sex work #people can DM to ask who this is if they wanna avoid btw I just don't want to incite harassment #no their opinions have not changed #tw rape #i can't tag as pro-p word or anything to that effect bc tumblr blocks it lmao normal website

[diaryofadisorderedboy]

so my other account, mylifeasatransidiot got T-worded so im back with a whole new brand lol

still same me, same depressing shit as ever, im just new and improved layout wise.

pls help me find the community again!

#th1gh g@p #@nor3×14 #wl #@nor3xia #thinspø #@na motivation #@nablr #3dblur #vent blogs #@na dairy #@na blog #tw ed but not sheeran #t-worded

[theloveinc]

bakugo has the type of toddler who says “daddy I pooped my diaper” while he’s on a zoom meeting

#bakugo #everyone is screaming laughing except for him #he’s not mad he’s just like. those words??? out loud????????? #all ‘thanks bud. give me 2 minutes to wrap up okay?’ #he’s just lucky the kid didn’t say the s-word #but yes he does this in public too #bakugo’s honesty with no outlet #Kiri’s kid has to be potty trained at like one otherwise they’re p*eing in the corner #shii posts #kids tw #potty talk tw

[mournfulroses]

Miguel Hernández, tr. by Robert Bly, from The Selected Poems; "I Have Plenty of Heart,"

#lit #miguel hernandez #poetry #tw: grief #words #poetry in translation #spanish literature #fragments #excerpts #writings #i have plenty of heart #p

[systemtermz]

We don't even KNOW Wilbur...

And he's probably split already, HES PROBABLY IN HERE 😭

(I think the version was Godbur, but we don't know ANYTHING about the guy AT ALL)

I love being a cDID system *splits random guy we don’t know* *splits random guy we don’t know* *splits random guy we don’t know* *splits random guy we don’t know* *splits random guy we don’t know* *splits ra

-:p

#tw repetition #tw repeating words #tw repeating text #:p mention

[ishbdudi]

yandere dev rant (ik am late idc and am sorry there is not censoring am just rlly angry rn)

its sad that it took yandere dev grooming another minor for people to realize just how shitty he is. (And the fact that a lot of people weren’t surprised says a lot)

him still being active on his little shitty discord server and deleting comments on his yt and his shitty blog calling him out just SPEAKS VOLUMES about his ignorance.

its really gross how there are people out here still supporting this man and still holding out hope for the game like yall have no life. It’s never going to get finished just like it hasn’t been for the past 10 years.

and I can’t believe people out here are actually saying to “separate the game from the creator” am so damn tired of hearing that stupid ass line but to use it with yandere sim logically doesn’t make any sense at all cause the game is problematic too.

Yan dev thought it was a good idea to make taking pictures of girls panties to use as currency a good idea and what makes that even worse is that Yan sim is set in Japan and THIS IS A REAL PROBLEM HAPPENING TO WOMAN AND YOUNG GIRLS IN JAPAN. I don’t wanna hear that “separate game from creator” bullshit. What really drops the ball tho is the fact that all the characters in Yan sim are underage and he only made them 18 because people would get mad. And then senpai’s YOUNGER SISTER is a RIVAL. I don’t wanna hear it. I don’t.

and the fact that some of his supporters are babying him- THIS IS A GROWN ASS MAN. HE IS IN HIS 30s AND HIM GROOMING A MINOR IS NOT A “MISTAKE”

#yandere simulator #yandere dev #fuck yandere dev #yandere dev is a p word #Groomerdev #tw gross #tw grooming #Yan dev did this to another minor #In the past but no one believed her #anti yandere dev #fuck yandere sim #ignorance #He made his victim write his “apology” #What the fuck #Ain’t no way yall still supporting him #Yan dev supporters DNI #yandere #yandere sim is a flop #ranting #rant post #rant #He NEEDS to get deplatformed #alex mahan

[dead-core]

having to purge because i didn't restrict well makes me feel so guilty. like i can't even do anorexia right.

#ed not ed sheeran #ed not sheeren #tw ana #tw ana shit #tw mia #tw mia shit #this is a dumb mindset btw an-b/p is so valid #it's just the shame cycle u know? #'having to purge' is odd word choice but it did make me think about how fucking compulsive i am about this shit :) #me? compulsions? neverrrrrrr

[simmonsized]

The Bro Strider Meta Post (yikes)

Hi, it took me literally 5 days and a lot of pondering over whether or not to share this. I don’t mean for this to be something to like, start debates, nor do I want to argue with people about it, it’s just. Something I poured a little bit of time into, for the express purposes of my own entertainment.

But jokey jokes or nuh-uh, I promised Bro Thoughts, and I have delivered those thoughts. Some of it is speculation, some of it is me leaving you to your own devices, to draw your own conclusions. I probably sound a little unhinged, if I’m being honest, but after writing a very long fanfiction where this dude plays a main role, it feels par for the course.

So without further ado, I present my little nightmare:

Bro In Context: Speculation and Extrapolation Based on Canon Evidence and In Relation to Dirk Strider (Part 1): Canon Evidence, Speculation, Extrapolation

#it is on google docs so i can take it away if you can't behave yourselves #most of this is about puppets it is in fact almost 20 pages of puppets #the puppets are really integral to the story #tw for mentions of puppet p(o)rn canon depictions of abuse #discussions of that abuse #speculation about that abuse and discussions in relation to that #it's jsut a lot #it's actually not that long word wise but like #it's a lot of reading and looking at pictures #so #that's me i guess #i also take a swipe at the epilogues but that has less to do with the epilogues and more about the perceptions people have abt dirk bc of t #e epilogues so please don't take that the wrong way #also it has a fair amount to do with dave are u surprised lol #yes it's me ao3 user deserts the freak with the 500k+ fanfiction in 2022 #i know i'm shocked too #well here it goes i guess #jesus christ i'm fucking regretting this already #also yes i made a new gmail so no one could see my fucking name or whatever ur not the boss of me