#or maybe not. shit i'm supposed to be running errands on tuesday

[thegempage]

hmm

#little rock.txt #long tags #i'm just here to complain in the tags don't mind me #anyway i just felt my mood take a dive off of the deep end and i'm Hmm #like i have an eight hour shift today (saturday it's 1 am) #specifically an 8 hour shift that's not even what i'm supposed to work saturdays #and will in fact make me miss the only consistent social interaction i get during the week #and i've been spending most of work feeling on the verge of tears all wekk #*week #i Cannot Afford to get hit with a depressive spiral #i really can't i'm the last resort person for this shift #if i have a meltdown no one can cover for me #and yeah it doesn't help that i didn't eat dinner #which i'm still upset about tbh i rly wanted those chicken wings #but of course no one told me i needed to use a different baking powder : / #so i couldn't eat them bcus of my stupid sensitivity to baking powder #and just. ugh. #idk i feel like shit and if i have to claw myself tooth and nail to tuesday #at least on tuesday i can lie in a heap on my bed and recover from the fucking 11 day workweek i'm in the middle of #or maybe not. shit i'm supposed to be running errands on tuesday #cool i can't wait to have a meltdown on tuesday after i get back from running errands