#ophydia

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[postcardstohell]

SPINNING

TW - addiction

pass me the lighter

but let’s skip the cigarettes

just hand me the torch

i wanna feel the regret

i wanna get so high

i wanna feel why you left

the taste of the smoke

is nearly so bad

i thought i was swallowing my pain

regurgitate my heart

chew it up

and let it soak in the rain

i expected sparks to fly

and let me tell you

nothing ever came

even the torch went out

it was such a fucking shame!

but the more i smoked

the more it made me think

back to my time with you

and i’m just staring down the sink

because this is it.

with all the drugs i do

nothing would compare

to the time i spent with you

and of course i can’t deny

the obvious appeal of getting high

but i still don’t understand

why

i wasn’t worth more

then the euphoria i feel in my veins

since you said you loved me more

then i could ever love you

but it was her

and i always knew

but maybe i should change my view

addiction is blindness

you couldn’t see past the abuse

and i can’t find a drug heavy enough

because my addiction was always you

i knew you didn’t love me

but i refused to face the truth

addiction is blindness

and i lost sleep over you

so if the first step is to admit

then here it is.

because i’m done with this shit

done with never being enough

i don’t care about the drugs

it’s falling in love

now that’s what’s rough

// Ophydia

THE ADDICTION SERIES

#unrequited love #female poets #poetry #writing #poetsandwriters #poeticstories #writeundertheinfluence #writtenconsiderations #savedinmydrafts #spinning #addiction #hard drugs #drug quotes #drug poems #emotional pain #smoking #recovery #tw #tw addiction #ophydia #letters and postcards #saved in my drafts

[savedinmydrafts]

Alice in Wonderland

liked to play games

now she’s locked in her head

as Alice In Chains

// Ophydia

10.18.20

#my poetry #female poets #poets on tumblr #poetry #new poetry #writers on tumblr #writers #alice in wonderland #alice in chains #Alice #music #music and poetry #games #madness #mental illness #ophydia #letters and postcards #saved in my drafts #saved drafts #my thoughts

[ophysama-blog]

Who am I ?

Hi guys. My name is Ophydia. People call me Ophy sama. I’m an almost 24 year old Frenchie. I love beauty in life. Plants, animals, nature and stuff. Just wanted a place where I could write down my thougts, share uninteresting details of my daily life and beautiful things.

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[savedinmydrafts]

Hello my dear fellow poets, and writers🤍 So me and my clone @disruptivebychoice, have put together a very special collaboration for the month of August. Since we both have but stuck in this strange writers block the past few months, and know that a lot of you have as well-

We wanted to create a special collab/ challenge that all of you other beautiful writers could join in as well. The theme for this month is: Mindless Vices. We have separated the challenge into 4 separate parts, and each week will have a sub-theme tying itself to the overall Mindless Vices. Me and Kae will be announcing the theme for week 1 tomorrow, as well as sharing a piece of our own!

Any of you lovely poets/ writers wanting to join in this challenge with us, is invited to do so! Anyone who uses the tag #MindlessVices in a piece relating to our theme, will be reblogged on both mine and Kae’s personal writing blog:)

If you have any questions, you’re more than welcome to direct message both, me, or Kae!

My blog: @savedinmydrafts

Kae’s blog: @disruptivebychoice

#MindlessVices #savedinmydrafts #disruptivebychoice #writing challenge #writing collab #august #august writing challenge #writing reblogs #dark poetry #poetry #poets on tumblr #writers on tumblr #ophydia #kae #clones