#open door breakup poems courage Mariah

[healinghitsthefan]

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I know I'm no Jazmine Sullivan but I’m okay admitting that I lost one A good one, You were my flower and I realize that this here tower was meant crash We werent meant to last, two hearts interwined with no direct line to source is a dangerous position Like how could that go missing? Did I really follow my intuition or did I act out of ego I said I had friends on the other side and you took it deliberately as a caution sign When all I wanted to do was to reveal to you my lifeline, a higher power that could keep us safe until I realized how deep your love was cause we’re living in a world of fools who are breaking us down And maybe I shouldn’t have left town. I was on a mission, Something just wasn’t clicking in my mental its just not that simple It’s just one of those days don’t take it personal Monica on the aux Well I only wanna make things right before you walk out my life I hope I’m forgiven but not to mention I’m crazy about you And maybe I’m a little weird for how this message is coming through But as my greatest teacher you deserve rounds for the shit I put you through I’m sorry, maybe after these 32 sessions I would’ve learned to keep notes like this to myself But there was something about this Summer that made me want to become a scientist to realize That I’m not as s-e-l-f d-e-s-t-r-u-c-t-i-v-e as I lead you to believe. I’m the magician, I got tricks up my sleeve My defense mechanism was to get up and leave cause I couldn’t tell where you were leading me Silly of me, to not be able to see you were everything I was hoping for and even a little more I’ll be on my healing journey, but I’ll always leave the door open for you

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