#oof feels bad

[reptiliannastyboy]

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#just got let down so gently by a crush after asking if they want to date #for the second time in the past few months #oof feels bad #and i realized no one has ever asked me out -- i've always been the active party #feels like no one ever gets a crush on me #feeling pitiful might delete later

[daeyumi]

au Ganondorf 🪷

ngl i am Very proud of his design

#zelda #zelda au #ganondorf #au ganondorf #legend of zelda #loz au #zelda fanart #daeyumi art #cycle of the stars #cycle of the stars au #i sat on the wip of his ref sheet for 2 & a half months then finished it in 3 days lol #very on brand for me tbh #tho it’s not as bad as me sitting on my only completed drawing of him for a full YEAR before i even started on the ref 🤡 #even tho I knew EXACTLY what I wanted to do with his design basically the entire time #anyways i took heavy inspo on this design from my design for the rehydrated ganondorf trend back in 2019 LOL #i won’t show that design here rn tho bc OOF it was rough 😂 #maybe someday i’ll do a comparison tho lol #anyways the last ref sheet i have to finish for rn is zelda’s #then i’ll have all 4 of the main cast #and i’ll feel better about drawing more actual pieces for my au after that

[2aceofspades]

(rewording my thing cause I think it came out bad, you can delete the last one, I apologize). *gives Raph Christmas stickers and hot cocoa cause he’s earned it after all lol

RAAAH-

I forgot the hot cocoa wah oof-

#ace answers #acey doodles #raphie 🥺 #to make up for raph not being in the christmas comic i made gah- #i am so sorry i feel so bad #i wanna do a magnetic duo thing to make up for it too wah oof- #anywhizzle! #i felt like coloring this one hehe #:)

[invisible-brandy]

rewatched phil's video this morning again and the first story got me thinking again about how teenage me was convinced that everyone in the lgbtq community believed that dating people who are still (partially or not) closeted was a bad thing and if you're closeted you will need to out yourself for the relationship. which filled me with insane amounts of dread at times, obviously.

and now phil's coming out in college mention? idk i love them both so much. i love that phil did that for him. they are both so devoted to each other ("that's the plan") and are ready to give into each other and support each other ugh no that's it im getting genuinely emotional over them

#regardless of whether the anon was alluding to dnp with that story #i remember being like 15 and feeling so bad about being in the closet thinking ill never be able to have a partner of the same gender #bc i thought i would never be brave enough to come out to my family #and then discovering that im trans and feeling this all over again but worse #oof oversharing in the tags #dnp #dan and phil #phan #hdgh.txt

[moonchild-in-blue]

A minute under the blue 🐟🦈

This is a full minute of sharks, manta rays, a sunfish and loads of cute silvery fishies to bless your dash. Take a break here. Breath in. We will be okay 💙🌊

#darya goes to the aquarium #this is one of my favourite videos i took. even if the quality isn't amazing. #again. i had atlantic and drag me under on repeat while looking at this. can you imagine how peaceful that was? #wanna go back so bad rn #(technically i had my ocean blue playlist playing but i quickly just had those two on rotation) #(Vessel's voice was meant to be heard with water. I wonder if he ever goes to the aquarium. I feel like he would love it there) #(because it's so dark and peaceful. you just pop on your earbuds and it's like you're underwater alone) #(sorry I'm rambling a lot oof. Just look at the fishies) #aquarium #oceanarium #ocean #shark #manta ray #sunfish #fish #blue

[derit-s]

Dear God is there a piece of media where Milo Manheim gets the girl and does not have spray painted green hair......... Is that too much to ask

#He keeps appearing every show I've seen this week and every time I think. Well how can you not make this guy the main love interest #And every time I'm wrong #NOW WALLY TOO #Come onnn enough best friends who are in love with each other can best friends just be friends for ONCE #There was so much potential there #Oof #Zombies #Prom pact #(I did not expect him to date the mc there to be fair but it did start the pattern of my week hsgsj) #doogie kamealoha m.d. #school spirits #wally clark #wally x maddie #nico alexander #Zed #Milo Manheim #How can you have this charismatic charming 6'2'' blue eyed golden retriever energy boy in your show and misuse it so bad!!!! #I'm at episode 7 of school spirits but I cannot go on I can feel the Simon is in love with Maddie reveal from here #Fed talk

[wistfulwatcher]

YELLOWJACKETS | 2.06 “Qui”

#yellowjackets #yellowjacketsedit #nataliescatorccioedit #natalie scatorccio #mine #edit #* #scene* #MY LOVE #IT HURTTTTS IT HURTS SO MUCH MY POOR SCARRED BABY #all the awards to juliette for the sheer novel broadcasted across her face here and the 'maybe.' GOD. i'm having MASSIVE feelings #about nat starting to consider that her purpose - the thing that she misses so so desperately - was a BAD ONE #like?? can i get a fucking OOF #(sorry i became the gifmaker i didn't want to be but i needed these full size!!!)

[llumimoon]

quick doodle of regular <3

#dndads #dndads s2 #normal oak #technically. not really #perfectly regular au #cal draws #not gonna bother doing all the big tags i dont feel like it #im tired LOL #anyways this will make ablot more sense very soon #(i am working on a comic abt regular) #hes just my little guy! made me feel better to draw this #cant wait for regular to speedrun teenage angst at lightning speeds #sorry abt the bad contrast with the words #it looked better when i had my brughtness up when i drew it but oof thats kinda hard to read #it says [...you too huh?] #its not rlly important i kisy put that there to fill the space bc i was too lazy to crop the canvas

[bleue-flora]

Yo! Just noticed it’s the anniversary of when I finished my second fanfic Dreamcatcher, which is the work I actually started to lean into writing fanfiction (since my first work I really just wrote for myself before being encouraged to share it).

So, in honor of that, here is some of the original second nightmare which was actually written from Dream’s pov before I ended up changing it to Punz’s.

TRIGGER WARNINGS: Referenced Torture, Blood, Death, Injuries, Profanity.

Dream is wet and panting, in a puddle of watery red flowing into an equally crimson pond to his side, where the non diluted liquid gets thicker.

There’s white fur stuck in it as the body of a dog, slashed to bits lies there next to him. Both sitting in the despairing silence of the box.

Tears form in the corners of his eyes and his vision gets blurry, but he doesn’t let them fall. He just exhales.

Why does everything die around him? Why does everything he dare to care a smidge about get taken from him?

As if to follow his thoughts, the white turns to black. The fluffy bloodied dog shifts into a cat that’s long since stopped breathing. Dream turns his head, and faintly smirks at the sight of the additional body sprawled out on the floor next to him.

He mutters to the corpse under his breath, rolling his eyes, “To be fair, you were being a bitch. Like don’t blame me, you know you d—deserved it… I mean I lasted like—how long before beating your head in? That’s pretty impressive—pretty fucking impressive, you know.”

Tommy’s unmoving body doesn’t respond, just stays there, unmoving and uncharacteristically quiet. His face swollen and bruised, not unlike the innocent cat he beat to death.

Then his body evaporates and Dream finds himself in a new room, accented with black walls and bedrock. It’s detail is perfectly ominous like he wanted.

He’s kneeling, unguarded by armor with an audience of people surrounding him. His heart beats rapidly threatening to burst out of his chest at the danger. But he ignores it.

Indignant, Tommy rips off the mask that always covers his face. Exposing his pale skin to the cool air and the venomously judging faces.

Despite the frustration at his denial of privacy, he doesn’t so much as dignify it with a flinch. It was expected. He was ready. He’s not about to show weakness in front of a crowd.

They are silent as the axe lands, and lands again before lady death finally embraces him.

They are silent as the sword finds its place in his chest and he falls to the ground, bleeding out into the cold stone beneath him.

It’s ok. He knew this would happen. It was expected, it was planned. He didn’t know they’d kill him twice, but it’s fine.

On one life, he makes his way back down with sharp pain running through his veins. Somehow it seems duller than the pain in the prison cell, though it can’t have been less excruciating.

Tommy once again stands above him savagely firing arrows away. As they pierce his flesh and bone, he searches the cold faces around him and listens intently, hoping to hear one sound of objection to his approaching final death.

Surely, someone will say something, right? Surely, someone will oppose his final death, right? Surely, they woundn’t let Tommy kill him off in cold blood. Would they?

But there’s nothing from them. Absolutely nothing. Standing there, dripping in blood, he feels his heart entirely disintegrate into nothing. Leaving only a hollow emptiness in its wake.

Then suddenly he’s freezing from more than just death and despondency. He’s surrounded by ice. Their pillars, tall and sharp, casting the land in a pointed terrain. Despite the bone chilling air and his frozen insides, he stands, planted to the ground, looking at a sign pinned to the glacier. The wood marking the death of his parrot that travelled so far only to die there.

A deep sigh is released from his lungs and the scene smears into broad strokes of colors. Until a well known bleak room encases him in lava and obsidian again.

Sitting there with nothing but the annoying sounds of the prison to keep him company, he wonders if he’s always destined to lose everything. Was it always going to end up like this? Was he always going to end up alone?

#I swear I do plan on expanding this work into a series… I can’t believe it’s been a year and I still haven’t posted any of related fics… oof #blame bad and techno for claiming me attention lol… anyways I do have lots written so it’s coming… :) #leftovers #c!dream #thank y’all so much for your support. kind words. and for encouraging me to write more and making me feel safe to do so and share it. <3 #writing has been really good for my mental health this past year and not only being allowed to do so #but having people enjoy it has been really really healing for me so thank you so much <3 <3 #thanks for being the first fandom that emboldened me to write fanfic <3 #dreamcatcher #dsmp #dreblr #dsmp dream #for real though… I could have written such good arrow and supernatural and maybe even Loki fanfic if I’d know fandoms could be so supportiv #(and that fanfic isn’t just about ships… XD) #dream smp #dsmp fanfic

[the-three-whumpeteers]

The whumper used to be the caretaker’s best friend, and they had been extremely close- so the caretaker was horrified when they found the whumpee, beaten and bruised in the whumper’s home. At first the caretaker didn’t want to believe it, but the whumper begged for them to understand why they enjoyed hurting the whumpee so much. The argument ended when the caretaker forcibly took the whumpee with them, knowing that the whumper would eventually try to come begging for forgiveness, but they didn’t care, they needed to take care of the person their old friend had hurt so much.

#taking a wee break from the inbox but I’ve got ~7 left #some are o l d so I feel bad OOF #but I’ll clear it and open the inbox again #anywho- ahem #whump #whump prompt #whump scenario #whumpee #aramis stabs someone #whump prompts #whumper #caretaker

[zankydraws]

my toxic trait is that when someone says something nice to me online, I often get anxious so I try to take some time before I respond (especially on tumblr for some reason). and since time isn't real to me, it may take me days of mental preparing (a few days feel like nothing to me, but it's definitely something to other people kfjdh) and I very often forget to actualy respond

and then I feel too stupid about saying stuff because days have passed already

so please please remember that I see every comment and tag and I appreciate all of them! you people are absolutely awesome and I luv you all <3

#zankytalks #pwease forgive me dkfjgh #like oof i meant to respond to a few comments but it's been like 2 weeks maybe??? i dont even know?? and i feel so so bad dkfjhfd #fuqq... #i swear i dont mean to ghost anyone like that but i am so stupid

[canarydraws]

Darkness Falls

Recently Lucéena got a bit of a rejuvenation in the form of dying. Yea I know how that sounds, let me explain. Looong story under the cut

After some adventures, the party had been given a week’s worth of free time to do a bit of shopping and get some much needed rest. So we all split up. We all had errands we wanted to run, including Lucéena. At first she’d gone shopping you know, nothing exciting. But then she decided to go back to the Shadowfell portal we’d discovered earlier in the campaign, and after a bit more deliberation, she decided to jump through alone. Not the smartest move on her end lmao.

Quick little recap, the last time the party had been in the Shadowfell was when we’d been hired to steal two magical simulacrum (that weirdly looked like our warlock of the party) from the Queen of Shadows, accidentally drove her insane in the process, and left with guards on our tails. We’d also learned the realm was suffering from a curse that was turning it’s inhabitants into stone and Lucéena had also met her biological dad in the castle. While her feelings on him are… mixed at best she was still concerned enough about his well being that she wanted to check in on him. Time doesn’t run at the same rate between realms. Every hour in the Shadowfell is roughly 4 in the material plane and the party kind of had their hands full with other things. We haven’t had the chance to return since we made that huge mess and time in the Shadowfell was juuuust starting to reach a point where Lucéena was concerned with what was happening. She though this bit of down time would be the perfect opportunity to go in, send a messenger to him and leave without going to the most dangerous parts of the Shadowfell or endangering/inconveniencing her friends.

Unfortunately… she hadn’t predicted the Shadowfell queen to be waiting on the other end with warriors by her side. After a brief exchange of words combat started and it became painfully obvious Lucéena was outnumbered and outclassed. She was chased up the tower this side of the portal was housed within and after fucking up her attempt to hide, the queen found her and used command to make her fall out of the highest window, straight to her death.

Cutting back to the material plane, the others had realized Lucéena was missing and after sending spells not going through and asking for guidance from a powerful wizard friend, they eventual did figure out where she’d gone.

Once through the portal they saw signs of a struggle but no one was around. They eventually climbed all the way up the tower and then looked out the same window Lucéena had fallen out of and saw her laying there, dead. They quickly ran to her, but by now it was long past due for a typical revivification to work. And then just as they were beginning to discuss next steps, the queen showed up and she started puppetting her body into fighting them D:

While this was happening the dm and I had an aside and to help the part out we’d agreed that I’d come back as my last campaign’s character: my stupid beloved cleric/ranger, Zachriel. I’m not sure how helpful it was, but it was fun interacting with everyone as the dumb guy they got to play with before! After the queen was defeated I even had the weird opportunity to try and resurrect my own character with raise dead! Only it didn’t work.

There was a presence blocking the magic. One that was celestial in nature. That was all Zachriel was able to tell about it and Eclipse, our main cleric, was all out of spells. At this point, our warlock Fenix pulled himself aside, and reached out to his patron. He ask them to heal her, to “put her back” and he would pay any price. His patron heard him. Upon that request, Fenix cast true resurrection on Lucéena and disappeared in a flash of white-hot light…

…and Lucéena opens her eyes. Both of them. As part of true resurrection, the target of the spell receives outstanding rejuvenation. Any missing limbs/organs are restored and any disease present at the time of their death is cured. So upon the spell being cast Lucéena’s scarring was healed and her damaged eye was replaced with an orange-pupiled one, just like Fenix’s.

Fenix’s spell not only brought back Lucéena. All of the people that had been turned to stone were bright back as well! We could hear people down the halls, confused, wanting to know what was going on. And for the first ever time in the Shadowfell we could hear a full city of people outside.

#art #dnd #dungeons and dragons #elf #fighter #shadar kai #Lucéena #gosh #now I know why leaving the party is a bad thing I guess I had to learn the hard way #I tried it keep that breif but that’s really hard to do when so match happened #this all happens over the course of 2 games #and it was the biggest mistake I’ve ever made in dnd lmao #at least my mistake came at a semi-convenient time. #the warlock’s player couldn’t keep playing with us and was going to leave one way or another #so at least they got to go out ina very cool and worthy way #still feel bad that my one impulse decision caused all that mayhem #oof

[manofthepipis]

One thing that I’ve been thinking about is a possible route(?) this story could go, and that is Spamton’s trip to the Ambyu-Lances’s office. And boy do I feel bad for the Addisons because it’s gonna be hell on earth for all of em. Spamton has the mentality of a feral cat and this feral cat is going to the vet in the first time in forever. I don’t think Spamton is a big fan of large syringes, and when you have one of those chasing you down because well, look at him. He’s a walking talking corrupted program. If masters his glitches like Survey says, I can totally see him glitching through the doctors to make his grand escape™️. I feel like all the Addisons are gonna have to be here for both moral support, as well as making sure that he doesn’t attack his doctor. (Maybe they’ll sedate him a little? I know that’s what some hospitals do with rowdy-er patients LMAO, but then the Addisons have a whole new problem on their hands because now Spamton is high as a mf kite or something 😭) the last time I was under anesthesia my doctor said I wouldn’t stop laughing until I burst out into uncontrollable sobs and then I immediately blacked out💀

god a trip to the doctors office would be hell in a handbasket for this guy ;v; because he 100% has the energy of a feral cat finally being checked out

though i think once he gets closer to the addisons he'd agree to go, just to see if he can be set back to normal (spoiler alert: he can't cuz fate has handed his ass the bad luck card from square one) but he immediately regrets it and the addisons have to calm him down

them sedating him would probably be the best course of action as to actually get ANY results (because he will bite and attack on instinct hfjkkdjfkks)

though i feel if i were to write an ambyu-lance scene in the future this is how id imagine it would go:

#im a giggly hysterical laughing mess under anesthesia until im out #but i can 100% imagine spamton in ur experience #like hed be uncontrollably laughing sobbing glitching just the whole board of emotions until- bam- hes out #but not without a couple escape attempts first #but also my hcs about his corruption is truly it cant be reversed #and that the man on the phone changed him in a way that no darkner can help- at least in their world #a lightner thats like very good with computers and code could fix him maybe but then again hes pretty fried #its not entirely a bad thing infact id feel hes been like this so long that going back to the guy he once was would even mess him up more #thats just my lil take on it like im a fan in healing but not completely-going-back-to-the-way-things-were-type thing #maybe thats just irl bias like after going through something traumatic and everyone expects u to be like u were but youre not #but again your changes aren't bad just as long as you're healthy and healing and happy #thats why i keep his hair black in my fics :D also bc he thinks he looks great with the different hair color which he does #oof these tags got outta hand srry anyways thx for the ask!! i loved this idea so i hope u dont mind i doodled it fjjfhfjkkfhhsj #asks #my doods #fanfic

[dingle-dee]

size differences...

with Tiff being 4 foot 4 and Granite a staggering 12 foot 7 sometimes some things don't come across great like objects

bomnus

8 foot counter tops are a bit-

#dingus art #tiff n granite #a giant and a gremlin #ocs #oc art #oc art dump #oc stuff #my art #short comic #comic #mabinogi #giant #slice of life #oof size difference is massive between these two #i feel bad #but equally #their pain is my funny #/hj but also /srs

[im-still-watching-anime]

kakashi: gai is perfect he can literally do no wrong—

gai: i’m opening all the gates

kakashi: no wrong except for that do NOT—

#naruto #naruto shippuden #naruto incorrect quotes #kakagai #hatake kakashi #might gai #thinking of Best Naruto Episode™️ two man team again #like bitches were literally on the GROUND bout to be absolutely destroyed by like five tailed beasts #and gai goes: hey this feels like an eight gate situation since we are literally about to be destroyed #but kakashi’s got his two lil kunai like: absolutely NOT idiot you aren’t allowed to die #i am thinking about them so so much #they hurt me <3 #hate the war arc so bad #hate how much they mean to each other #hate how much they admire each other #hate gai trying to DIE #hate kakashi’s reaction to gai trying to die #oof ouch ow #head empty only thoughts of them today

[juliusthedressmaker]

Hey Julius, in all seriousness, what was your relationship like with your daughter, Emma? I know it should be more like "what was your relationship like with your kids" but I always find myself thinking about Emma when I think of your family when you were alive. Did you ever make her dresses for her birthday? do you ever think about her?

(P.S. what hair color should I do for my extensions next?)

.... This is a topic I'm extremely uncomfortable with. I'm uncomfortable with babies and children, I have my reasons but don't even try to find out - I will get extremely angry and you will not like me when I'm angry, you know?

I would refuse to even address this if it wasn't for the fact that I only briefly saw her once, ever. Not even close up, but across the room and I was so drunk it was all spinning. See, I died merely days after her birth.

I do not like to talk about my children. Ever. When it comes to Octavian and Devlin, I refuse to acknowledge the truth. Octavian is my older brother now and Devlin is my twin, I less than kindly request you only refer to them as such and that you, and everyone else, view them as such. In fact, this is what the three of us all agree and demand how to be acknowledged by everyone as.

Please never ask me about my children again, the topic is incredibly bothersome and the mere mention of them brings back very terrible memories, which turn onto flashbacks. I am already beginning to have flashbacks so I will leave it there.

Now, I'm going to excuse myself to go drink myself into a stupor and put a mountain of cocaine up my nose, before I completely fall apart - well, I might regardless. Who knows. I'm having fun, don't I look like I'm having fun?!??

-jules. Or whatever. idfk I'm not quite my usual self after this.

OOC: I'm so sorry for what a dick head response this is but I keep Julius and Killian in character on their blogs and this would be what Julius would respond 💔 if you want to know why Julius feels this way, just send me an ask about it on @sanityshorror and I'll drop a big ass lore bomb I never have publicly about something that happened to Julius which led him to this mental space of not even wanting to be near children, and just the sight of young kids and babies often send him into a full blown panic attack and flash back.

#//ooc: if you want to know about all this stuff ask me on my main blog #//i keep my characters fully in character on their RP blogs #//unfortunately that means they are going to be assholes in their responses at times #//i genuinely feel bad for having to type out such a dick head reply but this is what Julius would reply #//he has trauma that involved a child and it's a very big oof #//to be clear Julius did not do anything to harm the child #julius the dressmaker #//rp blog