there are 2 types of anorexics
1. the ones that vigorously exercise
2.the ones who rot in bed all day (me🤗)
(that’s probably why im not seeing much progress sue me)
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being able to update your cw on your bio bc you lost weight again >>>>
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the way I would be so fucking skinny now if I had the "I-don't-eat-anything-depression" instead of stuffing everything in my mouth.
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i swear i am this close 🤏 to gaslighting and manipulating myself for ed purposes
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your view of your body is so perspective. let’s say someone is 20 pounds before an ed okay…after they lose 5lbs by restricting they are gonna think they look skinny. now let’s say farther on in the ed now they are 10 lbs. if they were to gain 5 lbs all they would see is fat. but beforehand they thought they were so skinny.
it’s so draining never thinking you are thin enough. it’s never going to be enough yet hitting your gw is the best feeling in the world.
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24.01.23
NEW YEAR NEW MEEEE! New Year Same Shittttt! But atleast I’m on trackkk 🥳🥳
So I’ve been out of work for 2 months now, which only seems like the perfect excuse to restrict. It’s the longest I’ve been out of work in almost 4 years, therefore the biggest open gate of opportunity to knock a couple kg before spring.
Cw: 52.8kg which I am so so happy with! Gw: 50kg Ugw: 46kg
• I got my thighgap back after Xmas 🥰🥳
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fuck these normal reasons to be skinny i want to be skinny so if i pass out in the bath or some shit it’s not like looking at a beached whale
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alright so I havent been active. from that we can tell ive been clearly in a binge/highcal cycle for at least a week. :3
im slowly lowering my intake again I need my control back im literally disgusting.
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Your first thought when you wake up should be "I need to drink some water." not "What am I going to eat today?"
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i think i’d be really proud of myself for drawing a star that well if it was under different circumstances. but it’s not.
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i once lost 7kgs in 2 weeks bc my (ex)bf broke up with me. and it was so easy. i miss those times.
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