#once again so sorry its late

[aether-weather]

SAGESUNE MIKU >:DDD

#i rise from the dead once again!! #sorry about the long periods of time in between me posting #school is absolutely kicking my ass right now and i havent had any time to draw the creatures :( #ive also just been feeling unsatisfied with my art as of late #its probably just too much time online looking at other peoples art making me feel bad about myself #even though im improving as fast as i can it doesnt feel like im getting any better #but i know from experience that that feeling doesnt go away with time #so i guess ill always see flaws in my art no matter how hard i try to get better #man. that got really depressing :/ #anyways SAGE!!! i love her she is my favorite of all time and im going to draw her so much yall dont even KNOW :D #ive got tons of other stuff planned too so watch out >:3 #i could hit you guys with 6 paragraphs of au lore any day now #sonic the hedgehog #sage robotnik #AWWWHHHGG SHE HAS HER OWN LITTLE TAG IM SOBBING #anyways #sage sonic #hatsune miku #i guess #whoof im scared to post this #or maybe im just exhausted #probably both :/

[biillys]

BILLY WEEK → DAY FIVE

no escape, no future no luck lost on a loser no escape, no future saddle up, boys, we're headed for the brick wall

a day to remember; brick wall

#once again. LATE. but we dont care. we are fucking posting. we have spent way too long on this #anyway! banger song! #banger guy! #m #gifs #harringroveweek #billyweek23 #billyhargroveedit #okay well my photoshops never got so much consistent use and certain buttons are literlly..... not working anymore #i can no longer do layer masks..... bro i NEED layer masks #i have TWO days left okay i WANT to finish this challenge!!!!! its making me wanna rip my hair out but also i AM having FUN #sorry to everyone having to suffer through my posts but like!!!!!!!! were EXPERIMENTING! were having a BLAST! #despite my laptops hate for me

[dailydegurechaff]

You don't have to reply to this, but I am very happy to stumble across a non-problematic Youjo Senki fanpage. 💖

Thank you very much!! I'll continue to do my best!

#ask #anonymous #not a daily post #“ask sent 3 months ago” oops #sorry again ;; #im cleaning up inbox ok. or trying to #this is the last one tho i just. needed to express how much everyone being very kind means to me #confession: sometimes i kinda resent this blog for no good reason. its kinda tragic #suffice to say i regret taking on this project sometimes and i get in these downer ass moods #but like. i remember there are people who do actually like the silly time im having here #and it makes me feel better. so i need to express that. thank you. to the people who sent messages to me but also just like everyone lol #if these tags read as kinda corny im sorry but i just am in one of those sappy moods yknow and i need to share it #sorry i love u all. as if its my fault </3 /j #anyway see u all tmrw for dailydegu once more. itll be the last day of huevember!! #it uh. might be late bc im tired

[bonkin]

idk

#eddie brock #venom #symbrock #veddie #im tired 😵‍💫😵‍💫 wtf i missed so much of his body hair in the first one sorry be fr #scart #once again its 3 am how do i keep staying up so fucking late. im Gripped

[mokacheer]

⤷ Happy Birthday to my dearest Ana, @gojosattoru  ⋆｡ ﾟ ☁︎｡⋆｡ ﾟ ☾ ﾟ ｡⋆

#kyoukai no kanata #beyond the boundary #beyond the horizon #mirai kuriyama #anime gif #anime girl #anime #by moka #usergojoana #mokagfxs #gojosattoru #dailyanime #dailyanimatedgifs #animangaladies #fyanimegifs #anisource #eeeeeee im so sorry its a day late ive been overwhelmed a little lately but not enough to not make you something!!! #love u so much and i hope you had a great day yesterday and a great rest of ur weekend luv and i hope you like this!! #happy birthday once again ana <33333333333333333 #for u #fave

[wolfriver777]

once again inspired by @digitalstowaway 90's sitcom au, specifically their fanfic that mention's Jin Guangyao having an after school job. im not exactly sure what his after school job is. but my brain immediately jumped to supermarket cashier, we all know he's a customer service girlie ToT

[ ref in reblog via @ribloop ]

#once again i had a vision that i needed out of me #sorry for defaulting to longish hair #short hair makes me evil #my art #mdzs #jin guangyao #youre in a 90s sitcom wangji #jgy might look a lil passive here he just saw a customer he hates ig #we know hes got that customer service voice and its terrifying/horrifying #he's employee of the month like every month since he started /j #its so late i need sleep #but customer service employee jgy is being shaken around in brain and in these tags

[rabbittwinrithings]

Why I revoiced Kaidan for Cary Interactions

  So, I didn't really want to bring this up as I feel almost, foolish, I guess, I'm not sure of the right word. This isn't something I wanted to bring up, but I've been hearing confusions at to why I hired a new VA to voice Kaidan in the Caryalind interactions and people talking about me because I would revoice Dan. I will place a TLDR at the end of this post for those that don't want to read the whole thing. But I do hope to make this mostly quick as the whole situation makes me icky and don't want to type about it for too long.

   Originally, I made the Caryalind interactions through spliced dialogue. However, after some thought, decided that there's a chance it could be like AI voice acting and didn't seem fair keeping it up unless I got Dan's blessing. Seeing as this dialogue was made with old dialogue, I didn't see a reason to email the EE team and just Dan for a simple "Can I use this since it's your voice?" (I also know the EE team doesn't like me and I feared I wouldn't get a response from them.)

   After a few days with no response from Dan, I got the lines revoiced. It wasn't until after talks of an entire revoice came up that I got an email back from Dan stating that he owns Kaidan's IP and dialogue and that I was infringing on his copyright by revocing the spliced dialogue. After receiving the email I asked him if he could clarify which lines are his so that I could make sure I wasn't using any, in which he clarified that he is "the voice of Kaidan in a literal and legal sense."

   This threat hung around for a week until someone was able to talk to Dan about the situation. While I never heard back from Dan, I did get confirmation that my interactions were in the clear.

   In all honesty, this situation really has ruined Kaidan alot for me. But since the character was such a big part of how I experienced Skyrim, I don't want to give up on the character.

   Due to all this, and that he isn't open to being hired outside of the EE team, I rather not work with Dan as he's made me super uncomfortable with this situation and the legal threat.

   I'm sorry about posting this, I really didn't want to. But I've been told my name is being dragged about for not messaging the EE team and not wanting to work with Dan. I feel icky, and stupid, and... I'm not sure. This situation did leave me scared for a bit as I'm just a college student. I'm 23. I don't know about all this legal stuff. But I'm thankful I had friends to help me get through it and give advice. If I didn't, I don't what I would have done about Dan intimidating me with this...

   Sorry once again... I hope this clears some things up.

   TLDR; I didn't message EE team because the email I sent was about old lines and none of their work, and I don't feel comfortable working with Dan because he sent me a legal threat.

#Sorry once again #Hope this makes sense I'm writing this after taking sleeping medecine #Just had a friend who was telling me about a situation where people were talking bad about me because I revoiced Kaidan for the interaction #This ended up being way longer than expected #May reblog in the morning as I know I'm writing this late and not many are on #Gods I hated writing this I feel so shakey and gross #I've been trying to be professional about this but with how much people are asking and making thories I thought it needed to be clarified #I didn't want to bring this up but things are being said about me... #Sorry again... #just reopened this as a new post on reddit came up and through links come back to here #trying to unprivate this #but if it just posts it again as if its recent im gonna re-priavte this

[doodleodds]

LADIES AND GENTLEMEN..... WE GOTTEM!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thank you so SO much to everyone who commissioned (read: enabled) me!!

Now that I've reached my goal of +10ing my boy, and since my time is (unfortunately) still quite limited due to work, I'm going to be closing comms tomorrow! So, if you have an idea and haven't decided if you want to commit or not yet, now's your last chance for the time being! ;) And to all those who have already paid, I know I do still have quite a few to get through- I was a FOOL to think I could just bang these out in 24 hours, lol, but please rest assured they will be coming within the next few days!! I'll get through them slowly but surely. Admittedly I did take a break to draw this guy because I was so pleased to get him, but I'll get right back on the horse tomorrow lol. Thank you so much again everyone!! ^O^

Ferdinand went to a tea party and came back Different

#if you're wondering why I drew him with gullveig's serpents its bc i immediately fed my free gullveig to him xD flare sparrow + oath 4 yum #and then gave him her accessory for forging bonds so i can use him to grind bonus affection & sp lmaooooo #and while i wish they'd given us gullveig/seidr's floatie rocks as an accessory i love the broken halo-y look of the one they did. its neat #anyway i just love the idea that when you inherit a skill to a hero they gain a little bit of the sacrificed units traits. :) #Oops! Gained a little more than you bargained for there! Everything good comes at a cost- but the Order doesn't tell you until its too late #It's absolutely eating at him btw. he is now Experiencing Visions. a human's mind is not meant to interpret gullveig's cyclical nature #and i think its difficult for him to tell the present/what once was apart from what has yet to be/never was. #like watching two movies at once on the same screen! :) + hc that he gets the little floatie crystals when he's having strong visions #also lmao ferdie now sets EVERYTHING on fire. flame emperor who? #you can tell he's been somewhere bc he leaves singed footprints behind if he's not careful :) #GOD ANYWAY IM SORRY LOL too much random info. i'm done i promise. thank you so so much again if you supported me!!! <3 #i hope you have a fantastic rest of your day/evening!!! & keep an eye out if you're still waiting on art :)

[fiendishartist2]

how was the view from the shelf- petscop

The girl with no eyebrows stared back at him.

Red pupils swimming in wide eyes, stark against ashen skin. The flash turned her into a ghost, haloed in white light against the black walls. Her mouth fell agape– whether mid-scream or mid-sentence, Paul didn’t know.

He looked left, tracing the girl’s wide eyes in another photo. She was surrounded by other, more recognisable faces. Taken during Christmas, it looked like, judging by the limp tree lurking in the corner. That was one of the only days of the year Paul remembered visiting The Family, so he scanned the picture for himself.

Jill, arms crossed as to not hold hands with the miserably dull man at her side. Mike, halfway perched on his mother’s lap and grinning up at his brother. Anna and another man, smiling sensibly at the camera and loosely wrapped around each other. Paul glossed over them– it made him a little uncomfortable to see the restraint on their faces. But there, burning a hole in the middle of a mundane family photo, was the girl with no eyebrows.

She was impossibly small, curled against Anna. Her nose was buried in the side of Anna’s stomach, Anna’s arm wrapped around her in turn. Wide eyes behind unkempt bangs peeked at the camera.

Paul had seen these photos over and over again throughout his childhood; they stopped visiting Anna while he was in high school, but Lina tried her best to keep in touch. They still came over for the occasional Christmas, up until he found the game. He knew what each photo contained, when they were taken, who was in them.

She haunted every single one.

Peering over Belle’s shoulder as she did a puzzle for the girl; Anna gave him that puzzle for his birthday, despite him asking for a radio. He couldn’t figure out how the pieces all fit together, so he had to ask Belle to help him. Eventually, she took over and Paul was content to watch his best friend play with his birthday present.

Standing at the edge of a picture, watching Mike and Belle play in the yard; Paul was a shy kid, never wanting to step on anyone’s toes. Even when Anna arranged play-dates at home, Paul would just trail behind his friends while they had fun.

Swaddled in Anna’s arms; Anna was always sentimental, before she became as overbearing as she was now. Paul didn’t actually know much about his parents, but he remembered Anna’s choking hugs. The way his voice muffled against her stuffy cardigans. He cleared his throat.

Paul could place himself in each and every photo hung on the wall and yet.

And yet the girl with no eyebrows was always in his place.

The longer he stared at her, the further he drifted off kilter. Degree by degree, Paul’s sense of reality warped; the photos on the wall were washed away by a swirling sea of black.

How could he know what was real anymore? Rainer cast a spell to change his past. And now the game was invading his life, mangling every part of him until he didn’t fit. Deforming his face until there was nothing left to recognise. Twisting his memories until all that’s left was her.

Would she be there when Paul’s vision cleared?

Would his face replace hers, just as she has done to him?

Would he look in the mirror and see a clear picture again?

Those eyes, that nose; would it be Paul or the girl with no eyebrows looking back at him?

Everything was so blurry– where are his glasses? She doesn’t wear glasses, she’s blind.

Paul needed to get back to the game, but he can’t go back to that room. It’s not his room. It’s not his room. He has a room– this was his childhood home– but that wasn’t his room. She didn’t live here and she’s not in the family photos because she’s not real. Carrie Mark is not real.

You are Carrie Mark.

You are Carrie Mark. You are Carrie Mark. You are Carrie Mark. You are Carrie Mark. You are Carrie Mark. You are Carrie Mark. You are Carrie Mark. You are Carrie Mark.

Rainer wants you to retrace your steps. Her steps. Her steps, not yours. You don’t have a room.

Paul gasped, breathing deeply as water filled his lungs. He’s drowning, drenched head to toe and shivering. It’s so cold. But he can’t stop. He has to keep going, keep running, he has to get home, he has to get home, he just needs to get home.

Left. Left. Right. Left.

He placed one hand on the wall, supporting himself as he leaned over. He’s been running for so long, he’s out of breath. Ragged breaths drawn out of a mouth wide open, a scream caught by the flash of a camera. The blinding hallway light haloed him against a black wall, exposing pale skin. He’s swaying on his feet. He’s been running for so long.

Paul blinked, lifting his head enough to see the photos again.

She’s looking right at him.

He blinked again.

He’s looking right at him.

Here’s a puzzle: the child in the photo wore the face of the girl with no eyebrows, and then the face of Paul Leskowitz. The image of Paul’s childhood did not change. What happened?

Nausea bloomed in Paul’s stomach.

He should finish that game.

#tee hee #im projecting on paul a little bit bc i have been going through it lately... #i once again wanted to write a panic attack bc i have been having a lot of them lately. so heres paul having an identity crisis #also its his birthday ToT im sorry king but i made a piece for care i need to make smth for you too and this is what i came up with #technically each is for both of them but whatever #my fic #petscop #paul leskowitz #petscop paul #carrie mark #petscop care #you may recognise the you are carrie mark thing from the tags of another petscop post i made and its bc im obsessed with that line #it drives me crazy!!!!!!!! rainer tells him he is carrie mark while performing a spell that changes his past. but games cant do that #ooouuuugggghhhhhhhhhhhhh petscop 17 you will always be famous!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #title from milk by jack stauber

[stewykablooey]

how different would a kenstewy relationship be for kendall in comparison to kenrava and kennaomi?

biggest difference would definitely just be their shared history + them being best friends (and childhood friends specifically). thats an access and an intimacy little can compare to. ultimately, after his siblings, i dont think there’s anyone in the world who knows kendall as well as stewy does so i think a relationship with stewy would be one where kendall would/could actually be himself.

there’s so much genuine love between kenrava abd kennaomi but, kendall’s relationship to rava is mired in kendall’s attempt to use marriage as a way to prove something to logan, to prove something to himself in terms of manhood or fatherhood or even heteronormativity/neurotypicality. and kendall’s relationship to naomi was a solidarity of the pain in being a media conglomerate family’s black sheep, and kendall using that as an outlet for his isolation. i think there was definitely so many moments in both relationships where kendall was truly himself and was met with genuine love and acceptance in response to that, but kendalls own shit will always get in the way and sabotage his personal relationships, to absolutely no fault of rava or naomi. but with stewy, i think there’s less of that, i think kendall just doesn’t have as much to prove + has the comfort of knowing that stewy knows him through and through (‘you know me, you know my flaws’) so he couldn’t really create a pretense even if he wanted to. i imagine a real relationship between them would be the same as its always been, just with more intimacy and emotional accountability.

#i hope this doesnt sound like a rava/naomi vs stewy thing cuz its not #if anything didn’t work with rava and naomi its kendalls fault #and the possibility of things working out better with stewy isnt a testament to stewys value lol #also there’s a million ways kendalls own shit would get in the way of a good relationship with stewy too (as weve seen) #but its really just about circumstances #anyway. once again. sorry for answering this so late 🙏 #kenstewy #ask #anon #m

[stuck-in-the-ghost-zone]

SENDING MY FIRST ASK FROM THE NEW BLOG!!!! i feel like i am sending a letter from a new address... crazy. ANYWAY HOW R U TONIGHT!!!! i hope ur havin a good day!!!! kicking my feet like a teenager at a sleepover rn tell me abt ur day who r the blorbos in ur mind rn what kinda art r u workin on lately how's it going friend!!!

HIIIIIII HI HI . HELLO SHADOW THE HEDGEHOG- i mean catboy cellbit!!! . dude i am. dreading the coming week tbh but it is fine !! we will get thru it we will survive!!! i am so sleepytired but alas i also cannot sleep so i may just have another night of reading and music ahead of me . wah. i hope u are hsving a good night <3 IVE BEEN COMPLETELY ART NERFED TOO BTW. my laptop died on me a couple days ago and while i was able to find a new one affordably it will not be here until the 13th 😔 so no digital art from me for a while. sigh. i DID just decorate my new sketchbook with stickers tho so im hoping that will get my brain in gear for traditional art again. AS FOR BLORBOS. oh . u know. the usuals. vash the stampede. zacharie from off . masky marblehornets (also tim marblehornets) . to name three of them.

#who are ur blorbos rn. i dont watch qsmp i think sering ur posts abt it are really funny bc im like. guy walks into the room on fire gif. #i have no idea whats going on in here congratulations and/or my condolences <3 #thank u thank u i love the sleepover vibes. literally had gossip talk w one of my other friends earlier #(name withheld for reasons but if u see this u know who u are and i love u ) #so the vibes are so correct #i have 2 work tomorrow :( not looking forward 2 that. #however it IS my last day of my long term overnight job which means i will be able to sleep in my own bed tomoerow night. #this is something i have not done for like. close to a month now. whcih is why ive been sleeping so awfully! so hopefully that fixes me #also have. job interview on wednesday for another aquarium place.. #fingers crossed this goes better than my last one but also part of me is kind of hoping it doesnt go well #bc i hate transitional periods and i dont want 2 go thru the moving process again #and i dont want 2 meet a bunch of new ppl all at once again. and do the while job training thing. #alas that is the anxiety talkimg and i do actually want the job bc it would be good for me <3 #sorry it is late and im soooo fucking sleepy so im rambling !!!! do not feel like u have to respond to . gestures vaguely at all that #its blorbo talk time. i desperately want 2 warch more mh right now #however the house im.staying in IS in the middle of the woods and very isolated and i have been so scared and paranoid #so i am OUTTA LUCK sigh. i will simply watch smth silly instead like gg tmph or david attenborough or perhaps spongebob will b on the tv. #asks #friends!!! #false-anachronism #<< oh fuck new url!!! i got like halfway thru typing ur old one before i was like WAIT SHIT.

[the-chattering-tower]

Could I perhaps have some dragon therapy, please?

Between already having a sad evening and then a sudden really bad jump of anxiety, I am Having A Time and i would Much rather be sleeping but here i am anyway

Any dragon you'd feel okay showing me would be wonderful to take my mind off of things a lil bit, tho i'd especially love seeing dragons you associate with ppl important to you (let that be bc you got the dragon from them, or they helped you gene it, or anything else, it's all applicable, i'd just love to see/hear about it)

<3

#kata's chatter #flight rising #the ancient hype has been great but eventually it died down enough that i just felt tired again #and i went back to mourning the loss of a friend #not loss as in death but #loss as in i realised being around them wasnt healthy for me #but that doesnt make me stop missing them or what we once had #its all v hard to reconcile with the fact that theyd affected me as a person #and we made good memories. it was good. some of it was so good #it just. wasnt worth it in the end #sorry its almost midnight here which is v late for me and im crumbling #i just wanna sleep but then a trigger sent my paranoia on high alert and now im just stuck with it

[textualviolence]

screenshotting this tag because i’m not trying to start a fight but. with all due respect i could not disagree more

#Nieyao fucking makes whatever psychosexual issues they have going on so much worse #because its so profoundly unethical and actively dirties the respectability of the bond they had previously #they can never have good sex its always profoundly psychologically destructive for the both of them #since they're both so invested in this idea of nie mingjue as a Good Man(tm) #the moment Nie Mingjue has sex with his subordinate it automatically drags him down to the level of a JGS (meng yao's actual real FATHER) #and thus tranforms a normal healthy socially well regarded though hierarchical relationship #into a disgraceful abuse of power that casts an ugly and revelatory light on the hierarchy they occupy #it's no longer possible to pretend NMJ's position of authority and Meng Yao's subordination isn't inherently identical to #the authority and subordination that facilitates JGS's abuse of vulnerable girls #was there ever anything other than sex underneath their bond? they both need to think so and they'll both be unable to convince themselves #they'll fuck once and try never to do it again but its too late because the fact that they did reveals the nature of their relationship #fundamentally its always about fucking. always about power. and it was from the beginning #its not about mentorship or fostering talent #for both of them i think their whole worldview would collapse and they would no longer be able to see their society as just and fair #if they don't fuck they can go on thinking they're normal people!!!!why waste this opportunity!!! #if you want people who shouldn't fuck look at wangxian #book got boring once they fucked im sorry ill say it

[wanyinchen]

Omggg 💙💜💙💜🥺 Soo... I have a request, you don't need to do this, finish you're break!

I was wondering if you could do a modern Lxc wearing a dog onesie, he's also holding a little puppy (any breed is fine!) As a surprise for him one and only Wanyin 🥺💙💜

Once again, you don't need to do this, if you do, please make sure to finish you're Christmas break 🥺💙💜

Send you ALL my Xicheng heart 💙💜💙💜💙💜💙💜

Sincerely

-A Xicheng Lover

I'm SO SORRY HAHAHA I was very busy with uni and didn't have the energy to draw this request for a long while. But anyway! Here it is! I colored the whole thing as an apology for the very long wait, sweetie <3 @aidara202

And it's a Samoyed puppy! The smiliest pupper to ever pupper! Our sweet Lan Xichen's fursona!

(thank you for all of the Xicheng love 💜💙✨🥺)

#xicheng #kinda #lan xichen #mdzs #sha's artsies #request #personal #hehehe puppers #oh man he's whipped #im so sorry once again for this late thingy! #i suck at replying i know that hahahaha #thank you for your patience #i was only able to do this because its actually my summer break HUZZAHHH!!!!!

[damiemontclair]

My sister has done it this time. I'm moving my stuff to my parents bathroom. I am sick and tired of her shit and I am outta here.

#I hate hate hate that I am once again the one being pushed out of my space #And once again I am being given platitudes for it #But my mom 'will talk to her'; and 'its not that bad'; and 'the poor dear has it rough lately' #I get that but if this was a hotel (which is the way she has been treating this; barely doing *anything*) she wouldn't be this messy #And the one who will have to clean when she leaves is gonna be me #Love the hypocrisy of my dad going 'I don't want her in my apartment' but then no one ever doing anything when she fucks up my shit. #Sorry for the rant guys #I am just so tired of this shit and the only one taking me seriously on this is my bff #Every time she is here its the same shit and the same platitudes and NOTHING EVER CHANGES #When shes not here? Life is great. When she's here? I wann throw myself out of a window. #Well. Not quite. But the bad drinking habits are trying to push through again and thats... V not great. #Anyway.... #damie talks #For the record no I am not ok

[silhouettecrow]

365 Days of Writing Prompts: Day 216

Adjective: Pink

Noun: Peach

Definitions for those who need/want them:

Pink: of a color intermediate between red and white, as of coral or salmon; (of wine) rosé; (informal) (often derogatory) having or showing left-wing tendencies; of or associated with gay people

Peach: a round stone fruit with juicy yellow flesh and downy pinkish-yellow skin; a pinkish-yellow color like that of a peach; the Chinese tree that bears peaches; (informal) an exceptionally good or attractive person or thing

#sorry for being late again #at this point i dont know if i need to say why cos its almost always the same reason: accidentally falling asleep #which is the case this time #as for what happened today i met with our executive director for quite a few reasons #but pretty much the main one was for me to talk to her about how my supervisor has been treating me as of late #(specifically the past couple of months but especially this past week) #cos making me cry once and nearly making me cry another time right as im about to head to court for a hearing with a client is fucked up #and not at all how we should be treating each other (especially supervisors to their subordinates) at a domestic violence agency #and it seems like my supervisor is being so passive aggressive and outright mean to me because my coworker got fired #(shes shown favouritism toward that coworker) #(and im worried she thinks i got him fired when i was only one of many people to bring up to our executive director) #(the ways in which he was harming clients and doing things that are prohibited in our employee handbook) #but my conversation with our executive director went extremely well and made me feel validated and heard and safe/comfy #when it comes to the prompt i know it seems a little redundant or too straightforward #but there is something about it that strikes me as it being mystical or almost cottagecore in a way #it is very aesthetically pleasing to me and the feeling i get from it is nice #i just have absolutely no idea what to write about still #so im hoping something comes to me in due time #thanks for reading #writing #writer #creative writing #writing prompt #writeblr #trying to be a writeblr at least