#on day 6 of this shit 😑 i have had it

[going-to-ikea-for-the-fries]

It's a Match! || poly!141 x Reader

[Chapter 26] || [Chapter 27]

Pairing: 141 x gn!Reader Words: 500~ (in the video + picture) cw: accidental exhibitionism/voyeurism, good natured teasing Summary: While overcoming recent heartbreak, you decide to join Tinder in search of a rebound. Your friends advise to just Swipe Right indiscriminately... What happens when 4 soldiers from the same squad match with you? a/n: This chapter is **different**. You can read it OR watch it live! So sorry btw that the video is not embedded 😭😭🙏 a/n #2: Also this chapter is 100% inspired by this fanart by @ramvur but with Simon, instead of Price.

Chapter pre-27: Away (UPDATED!)

If you'd rather watch their text convo: CLICK HERE

It's 6 A.M. when your phone start buzzing repeatedly on the night stand next to you.

You paw at it languidly, blinking away the sleep as you attempt to unlock the phone and rub the sleep out of your eyes.

johnny: baby guess what!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11 johnny: baby johnny: babyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy johnny: if ye dont answer my texts 🙄 you: jesus christ johnny its 6am what are you doing up??? 😑 johnny: good morning love!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! johnny: weve got training today 😙 johnny: guess what happened you: what simon: Good morning sweeheart. johnny: WAIT WHAT ARE YOU DOING ANSWERING? you: good morning si 🫶 you: wait what do u mean u were calling for me no? johnny: I MEANT SIMON HES IN THE INFIRMARY HES NOT MEANT TO BE ANSWERING johnny: HOW DO YE EVEN HAVE YOUR PHONE you: i feel like u need to stop asking how he does things you: uve known him for longer than me and im not surprised anymore you: also IN THE INFIRMARY? johnny: thats what i was coming to tell you!!!!! 🙄🙄🙄🙄 you: why did u frame it like its a good thing?????????? johnny: because he got put there by Kyle during training johnny: we were practising chokeholds and he passed out you: I STILL DONT SEE HOW THATS A GOOD THING JOHNNY johnny: HES FINE YE DON'T UNDERSTAND johnny: HE GOT ROCK HARD WHILE KYLE HAD HIS LEGS WRAPPED AROUND HIS THROAT you: WHAT??? you: tell me more 👀 johnny: 😏😏 johnny: he was wearing shorts and his cock just popped out you: LIKE OUT OUT? johnny: out out 🍆 you: wow 😮‍💨 you: did u get any pictures? 👀 johnny: i did bonnie do ye want them? 😏 johnny: even caught the look in prices and kyles faces when it happened you: send me send me send me you: wait it happened in front of them???? johnny: worse happened in front of everyone 🥴 we were training with other units you: oh shit you: that has to have been embarrassing you: is he okay though from passing out? you: johnny? you: wow imagine ignoring me kyle: johnny's a little occupied at the moment lovie! kyle: good morning btw! 😚 you: good morning ky!! 🫶 you: occupied? kyle: ghost's chasing him for telling you everything and johnny's running for his life 😭 you: 🙃 you: normal day then? kyle: normal day 🥴 you: okay then well hope the training went well kyle: it did! 😏 anyway got to go kyle: pls go back to sleep need you well rested lovie you: i will i will.

Sighing a bit, you set your phone down on the charger again and attempt to go back to sleep... unsuccessfully so.

After half an hour of tossing and turning, you find yourself grabbing the phone again and your thumb clicks on John's name in your contacts.

You don't text him often, the last time having been nearly a week before, but, right now, you felt like you should.

you: the lads just woke me up you: johnny more specifically 🙄 you: now i cant get to sleep again john: if it's any consolation john: I told him not to john: need help? you: how would u help? john: can call you and sing you a lullaby? you: pls dont john: then I'm out of ideas darling you: u could help in another way john: and what's that? 😏 you: remember how u said u had a house of ur own you: and if i ever needed a break we could go there? john: i see 😏 john: want me to take you away for the weekend darling? you: yes please

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#ikea writes 💚 #it's a match! fic #cod modern warfare #cod fanfic #captain john price #john soap mactavish #kyle gaz garrick #simon ghost riley #text story #cod x reader #call of duty x reader #cod smut #141 x reader

[kingofdarkness00]

20 Questions For Fic Writers

Thank you so much for the tag, @snowviolettwhite! ❤

1. How many works do you have on AO3?

I have 108, but I really only have 105. There are three Prodigal Son fics on there that my best friend wrote for me and gave me permission to post on my account.

2. What's your total AO3 word count?

416,503 words (so far 😉).

3. What fandoms do you write for?

Black Butler

Prodigal Son

Supernatural

9-1-1

9-1-1: Lone Star

The Last of Us

Dexter

Criminal Minds

Lucifer

Marvel

Buffy the Vampire Slayer

My Hero Academia

Sailor Moon

Death Note

(There are still MANY other fandoms I plan on writing for one day tho lol)

4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

"Agere Ficlets/Dabbles," "In Need," "Not Alone," "Papa's Here," and "Little Boy Green."

5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?

I LOVE to respond to comments! Granted I do sometimes get a little overwhelmed with all of the praise and don't always know what to say right away, but I still always do my best to respond.

6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

This was a tough choice, but ima have to say "Shattered." It was a Supernatural vent fic I wrote after my grandfather passed back in 2020.

7. What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

Uhhhh... I can't decide lmao. I feel like I have WAY too many to choose from. 😅

8. Do you get hate on fics?

I've been very fortunate not to get much at all tbh. The only time I received blatant hate was on my Criminals Minds fic. Some anti was "triggered" by the breastfeeding in that fic, even tho they were forewarned by the tags what the story contained. 😑😒

9. Do you write smut?

Sure do~! Not a lot of it, but the ones I have written are pretty stellar, if I do say so myself. 😏

10. Do you write crossovers? What's the craziest one you've written?

Not yet, but I actually have one in the works currently: a 9-1-1/9-1-1: Lone Star agere crossover with Little!Buck and Little!TK (and daddies Bobby and Owen, of course).

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

Unfortunately, yes. Twice. From the same person.

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

Yup! A couple of them. It's been so long tho, so I can't remember which ones they were. I think one or two were Black Butler, and one or two were Supernatural.

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?

No, but I would like to one day.

14. What's your all time favorite ship?

Wincest and Sebaciel. I can't just choose one of them lol.

15. What's a WIP you want to finish, but doubt you ever will?

I'm staying confident that I'll eventually get all of my WIPs done lol.

16. What are your writing strengths?

I suppose that would be my ability to I guess really get into the head of the character I'm writing; like when it comes to their dialogue and the way they think and act in certain situations. Especially when it's a character from a show I really like and have watched multiple times over.

17. What are your writing weaknesses?

Describing shit. I've been complimented on it before, but from my perspective it's never all that great in my eyes. I also have a bad habit of comparing myself to other writers I look up to, so maybe that's really where my true weakness lies. I'm trying to better myself in that area, but it's easier said than done. 😮‍💨

18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic?

I don't do it often, but when I'm writing Latin characters or characters of another Nationality/language I like to have them use nicknames from their language to have them refer to their children or partners as. It's really fun and also gives the character a more authentic feel to them.

19. First fandom you wrote for?

Black Butler.

20. Favorite fic you've written?

I feel like I've had many favorites, but the first that comes to mind is my Black Butler fic "Fatherly Love." It's one that I hold a great deal of pride for, and even tho it was originally written during a rough time in my life, I still have a lot of good memories from that time too. Specifically the days and nights I would spend on here in the DMs talking with my best friend about it and throwing ideas/headcanons back and forth with each other.

Tagging (if you wanna): @angelique-of-the-volturi-guard, @snarkythewoecrow, @tomwise, @deevotee, @bat-to-da-robs, @sinninghowlter and anyone else who wants to join!

#tag game #thekingspeaks

[7ndipity]

I want in on this ship game! haha.

So I’m in my late 20s, working in the mental health field (always been fascinated by the way the mind works and how that correlates to society), but my passion is music. I’ve made music since I was in middle school, been writing lyrics and poetry since I was 6/7, and I’ve been singing since I was 4 (began training at 6). Adulting has made me put music on the back-burner as of late, but it will always be my first true love.

Appearance wise Im a biracial tan skinned girl, 5’5”, black hair, super dark eyes, always dying my hair every color of the rainbow and I have 20+ tattoos. I’m a huge art lover and I adore being able to carry art with me all over my body. That being said, i also love museums (from the prestigious to sketchy back alley buildings lol), conservatories, cool bars (I love drinking with friends), cafes (coffee/ tea addict), aquariums, and book stores (huge book nerd). I also have been to probably close to if not 100+ concerts in the last 15 years, they are my happy place, music soothes my soul ❤️

My style has evolved a lot over the years, but my comfort always goes back to grunge I guess?? I love leather jackets, fishnets, platform stompers, tons of jewelry, etc. And if I could have piercings I’d have a ton, but my skin is too sensitive. But when I’m not wearing all black, I also love wearing earth tones as it compliments my tan skin, and I wear lots of skirts and dresses year round. I also cannot see for shit, blind as a bat, I typically always wear my thick ass glasses unless I’m swimming or I do my makeup, then I wear contacts.

I do think I’m considered conventionally attractive in the face, I’ve been told so by others, I’m very endowed too in the chest and booty areas lol. I am on the chunkier side too, but I’ve always heard the classic “you wear it well” or “it’s in all the right places” 😑 whatever, I used to have a lot of self esteem issues and been through several depressive episodes from a young age, but I’ve worked through it and now I’m okay with the skin I’m in. Still working on it, though. I do still struggle a lot with social anxiety and anxiety in general. I want to see a therapist but that’s just sooo expensive. But thats why I turned to music, writing, and singing in the first place. That’s how I express myself and cope 😌

Personality wise I am a Virgo, very introverted, and I absolutely hate socializing unless my closest friends are there (this is where the social anxiety comes in too) lol. But working in the mental health field, I’ve had to network a lot the last few years so I’m way better at putting on an extroverted mask, but at the end of the day I am absolutely drained from it all 🥱 I’m the person at the party chillin with the pets because that’s where I’m more comfortable, if I’m still sober. But drunk/ high me?? Different story 🤣🤣🤣 I’ll talk anyone’s ear off at that point lol. But at the end of the day, I just adore my close friends and family so damn much and I’m at my happiest just kicking it at home with them, drinking, laughing, playing cards, and reminiscing ❤️❤️

I would ship you with Namjoon, Yoongi, and Taehyung!

You share a lot similarities with each of them, they all have a deep love for the arts, Tae and Joon especially love going to museums and galleries, and it’s no secret that Yoongi and Joon practically breathe music, so I think you’d get along with any of them on that front. Plus, they’re all well matched with you astrologically speaking(especially Joon and Yoongi)!

Joon and Yoongi, I think, would both especially appreciate a partner with an introspective mind, and they’ve all had their share of experiences with anxiety, so I think they’d respect and understand your needs/struggles with that. Plus, I think Tae and Yoongi would really like your style!

Hope that was okay💜

#ship game

[theygotlost]

TWENTY. YEARS. OF RATCHET AND CLANK. LOOKS AT YOU WITH BLOODSHOT EYES. i really wish i had the foresight to draw something for the anniversary but it just didnt happen. i think i still will draw something but it will just be late and thats ok. anyway I would like to share MY experience with the series ❤

my first ever rac game was tools of destruction. my dad brought it home one day and i had no idea what it was, I dont think HE knew what it was, I have no idea why he bought it. we never had a ps2, only a ps3, so nobody in my family had ever played the og trilogy. I didnt even know there were earlier games in the series for several more years. idk exactly how old I was, maybe 8 or 9, so this was a few years after tod's release (2009-10??). I watched my dad play it, and I thought it was the most awesome shit ever. I rarely actually played it myself cause I was bad at video games but I had such a huge crush on ratchet i wanted him to be my catboy bf so bad (some things never change 😑....) but my little brother became OBSESSED with it and played it over and over and over. he was only like 6 so he couldnt even read and didnt know the actual title of the game so he just called it "THE ROBOT GAME". i remember being so fucking confused and pissed off by the ending LOL. we had quest for booty pretty shortly after that and played that a million times too. i dont even think i registered that it was a separate game from tod and tbh i still think of it as tod dlc.

next was the acit demo, which again we played a million times, until finally our parents got us the full game (again a few years after release so probably around 2011-12). I distinctly remember my brother and i thought qwarks line in the opening cutscene "space. its big. so big in fact, that if you lost your car keys in it, they would be almost impossible to find" was the funniest shit ever and we quoted it constantly.

(and when I say "we played", i mostly mean i watched my le epic gamer brother play while I pissed him off with my backseat driving the entire time. sometimes this ended in physical violence.)

then we got all4one, and i remember my brother and I begging our dad and a family friend to play it with us so we would have a full party. our friend was like "idk guys, this is kinda wacky and quirky 🤨". I always insisted on playing as ratchet cause he was my specialest little boy and my brother mained nefarious. he LOVED nefarious he would run around screaming ANNIHILATE HIM!!!!!!!!!!

our parents got my brother into the nexus for christmas 2013, but at that point i had kind of lost interest and didnt care so i didnt play it (or just watch him play it like i did most of the time). for the next several years I really didnt give the series much thought. I might have played some of tod or acit again, i dont remember, but it was just something I used to like as kid.

and then well. spring 2020. I think a lot of people returned to things from their childhood after the pandemic started because all that fear and uncertainty makes you want to return to a seemingly simpler and safer time, especially if you were living away from your family and had to suddenly move back in with them like i did. so during quarantine I replayed all the rac games we had just for kicks, and it reignited my passion for these games and reminded me just how special they were to me. i became so intensely obsessed with them (especially acit). MY HORRIBLE SON DEX WAS BORN. (dexo is 2 years old now awwwwwwwwww) and ciro lent me his copy of the og trilogy ps3 port and I played the original games for the first ever time. and as luck would have it, rift apart was announced at e3 during that same period. kind of insane to think about. there was no way I was gonna get a ps5 so I just watch other peoples playthroughs 1 million times. i still wanna play it so bad 😭

ratchet and clank isnt even a game series its like a brother to me. its everything. its so important. learn your herstory. for some reason I was under the impression for a long time that rac was a super mainstream series that everyone has played. that a playstation and a copy of acit was made free for all americans by the president. but unfortunately the fandom is so so small with barely any active members on tumblr. there was a HUGE surge in content last year cause of rift apart, but 90% of people quickly forgot about it and moved on. i am eternally grateful to my rac mutuals and followers that continue to post and talk about it. o7

#its 1am so im scheduling this for a normal time

[heavyhitterheaux]

“Well, I mean there’s pros and cons to both. Pro, I can keep an eye on both of you and kick Jack’s ass as needed and the con? Well, living with your baby daddy who at one point wanted nothing to do with you or his child.” NO LIES WERE FUCKING TOLD!!

“A title that I embrace. I can’t stand his ass and how he did the both of you. Wait until I get my hands on him. Send me the time and place I WANNA WHOOP SOME ASS TO!! & and I’ll even record 🤭

“Okay Harlow, you listen and you better listen good. Y/N is my best friend and I swear on everything that is within God’s green earth that if you even think about going back on your word that I have no hesitations to kill you even if you are my goddaughter’s father.” YESSS JESSS PUT👏🏽 A👏🏽 WEAK👏🏽 BITCH👏🏽 IN👏🏽THEY👏🏽 FUCKIN👏🏽 PLACE👏🏽

“Hmm, you are tall. She wasn’t lying about that part. But I will bring you to my height if I have to. Anyway she’s still sleeping, take care of my girl. Nice meeting you in person finally, I guess.”I love how she told his ass off before they even met IRL 😭 like YESSS BITCHHH LET THAT HOE KNOW U AINT PLAYIN ABT YO GIRL!!

“Well if things had gone a bit differently, she wouldn’t have had to do that. But anyway, moving on.” TELL HIM!! Jess took it lightly HE LUCKY HE AINT GET HIS WHITE ASS BEAT!

"You've seen the latest sonogram. Only thing she might have is your forehead.” God bless YN’S VAGINA 😌 THAT BABY BIG HEAD FINNA TEAR IT TF UP 😭

"But babe…" Boy don’t babe her, you lucky she even thinkin abt it and not js sayin NO FUCK U!

"I'm not trying to have this turn into an argument." Jack said while looking at you. It don’t seem like it JACKMAN 😑

Jess, I haven't felt her move in two days." Please don’t make me cry, REE I CANT DO THIS TODAY 😭

"But you know what I've noticed? Any time we're in Atlanta he disappears for days at a time and he used to not do that. So I'm thinking if anything that's where he's going." Jack is soooo fuckin dumb, like did you rlly think they wouldn’t notice 😒

"Family emergency. Something's wrong with Clay." Honey just stop lyin 😐

Jack- He's fine. Will stay with my parents for a few days. This is really really embarrassing for you Jackman 😕

"His location is saying that he is at the hospital."THIS IDIOT DIDNT TURN HIS LOCATION OFF?!?! Jack did you wanna get caught?? Cause like sir wtf

"Thank you and almost 7 months." H- h- HOLD THE FUCK UP 6 MONTHS THIS WHITE BOY HAS BEEN HIDING THIS FOR NEARLY 7!MONTHS?? I’m thinking maybe 3, 4 if I wanted to push it. BUT SHES ABT TO POP AND THIS BOY STILL HASN’T TOLD ANYONE!? Is he fucking mental 🤨

“He really wasn’t even there for the first four.” You heard Jess mutter, but Clay heard her. WAIT WAS THIS ADDRESSED IN OTHER PARTS & I DONT REMEMBER?? Cause now I’m pissed off all over again 😕

“Jess, please stop throwing me under the bus.” If you wasn’t bullshitin there would be nothing to throw

“They checked on her and said she’s fine, and that she really was sleeping. I just don’t ever remember her sleeping for that long. Like I said, any time she hears his voice, she’s active.” She said I’m tired of my daddy’s shit, wake me up when it’s my time to come out & he stop playin games ✌🏽

“Nope, they were friends with benefits and they met on the Creme De La Creme tour in Atlanta and have been fucking ever since.” Okay damn just put they business out they like that 😭

OKAY PART 2 COMING!!

Jess plays absolutely NO games with him and she'll probably continue to threaten him on a daily basis 😭

Yes he has been hiding her for that long!

The first 4 he was being an ass and started to act like he had some sense in the middle of month 5

Clay was just like... do not include me in your shenanigans lmao

Urban knows Jack like the back of his hand and knew something was wrong the entire time

Oh yeah baby girl is definitely tired of him acting absolutely wild and she is not here for it

And just because Jack designed the cute nursery means nothing lol she is still on the fence about living with you lol

#awhore4moree

[rae-gar-targaryen]

It is the 24th so first off, ¡Feliz Navidad! Second, I finished mi media naranja 😏😏😏 DAAaHRLINg❗️Buckle up this finna be a LONG one.

1. “You don’t understand, cielo,” he urged. “Every time I talk to my tía it’s like – ‘¿Y tu novia? ¿Y tu novia?’” he parroted. “I swear, it’s like she’s convinced you don’t exist, even though my mom has literally met you.”

2. “Oh, I’m familiar,” you assuaged. “My auntie is nosy, too, she does the same. Ever since I was in high school, always asking me where my boyfriend was, judging me if I didn’t bring anyone.”

AHHHHH!!! MY DAD'S FAMILY EVERY TIME! And within the same breathe tell you school is more important anyway 😑didnt bother me for too long since I'd chow down on some pupusas 🤤

3. So, yeah, you couldn’t help the little prickle of nerves that tingled their way through you as your playlist wound down, the dulcet tones of Sam Cooke’s “Any Day Now,” fading as Mickey turned into his driveway, his mother and sisters waiting to greet you with waving hands and identically-beaming faces.

TELL ME WHY THIS IS ME!! I still get like this talking to my best friends parents who I have know for 10+ YEARS. It is even worse with new friends cause they tell me their parents are cool and I'm "Duh. They know you!".

4. & 5. "It's more perfect seeing you here. Honestly, a pretty girl in my room? My sisters never thought they'd see the day," he chuckled, sweeping an arm around your waist and pressing a kiss to your shoulder before gazing up at you through his lashes. "And I gotta say, cielo, it's doing a number on me, you being in here.". . . . "Still," you hissed, shimmying out of your jeans and into your joggers, sliding beneath the covers. "It's… awkward, no? To be in your boyfriend's house, them thinking we’re like … hooking up in here?"

No lie. I fucking ugly snorted at this. I was wondering if she was going to bunk with the sisters or be told to keep the door open 🤣🤣 I would often yell at my parents that I'd "leave room for jesus." Also, I always have to add a 'no?' At the end of every question I say in English

6. And it had to be some kind of record, really. How quickly you’d gone back on your own word.

TELL ME WHY I THOUGHT THAT SAID "How quickly you'd gone back in your own world." TO then continue reading and look like this:

could you tell I just jumped into the story without reading the warnings this time??

7. Mickey would often tell you that he felt a sort of gravitational pull near you – when you kissed him. That he was helpless to your gravitational pull, like the crashing tides. No choice but to worship you.

Just grab my heart and rip it out my chest. That would make me ache and long less. LORD! I WANT WHAY THEY HAVE PLEASE! The sun and the moon! 🥺

8. “H-hey,” Mickey was cupping his own pec where you had swatted at it, eyeing your fluster and bluster with barely-concealed mirth. “You wound me, baby. I was just trying to kiss you goodnight. I just wanted you to know I love you.” 

🤣🤣🤣🤣 that is WAYY funnier than "Baby, I just wanna cuddle." Or "Let me give you a back massage.".

9. You arched an eyebrow at him, “I want to go on record as saying that this is a self-created problem, but because I love you …” you sat up, allowing the covers to fall to your waist, bending forward and cupping Mickey’s jaw, urging him to you to press a chaste kiss to his lips. 

I ain't no lawyer, but I did take Mock Trial and high school. So I still say phrases like "Let the record show.", "Let the record reflect." And "Your honor may I inquire?" 🤣🤣

10. “We’re teasing you,” Luci appeased. “Don’t worry. Quite honestly, the fact that you’d choose to be with that little nerd is astounding –” 

I LOVE SIBLINGS TLAKING SHIT 🤣 Lord knows I do it with mine all the time

11. “A half of an orange. Is this a riddle? What am I missing?” “Si, cielo, my brilliant, beautiful girl.” Mickey kneeled before you know, cradling your hand that held the orange in his palms. “An orange half. Mi media naranja.”

Okay now THAT was slick. I didn't even realize the play on words.

12. THAT ENDING

🥺🤤😏😍🥰💀🪦

P.S. I told my sister to wait to watch Wednesday because I HAD to finish reading the story and writing this ask 🙃 okay, love you! Feliz Navidad (otra vez)! Bye 👋🏻

Oh mai gahhhhhd my love THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!!!

As usual, you've picked out all of my favorite parts 🤣🤣

Idk what it is about nosey tías and cousins and grandparents but if you don't have one they're always like "oh it's fine, school is more important" so trueee.

I STILL get nervous sometimes when I hang with my in laws. I'm like... "No, but do you like me??"

She of COURSE would insist on sleeping on the couch or bunking with his sisters, but she was NOT about to disrespect Mrs. Garcia! I also ask things with a "no?" 🤣🤣

I love our little scoundrel Mickey, and I think it's a testament to their connection that she was TOTALLY on board with it. She couldn't be cross with him because of course she's just always so in tune with him.

I thought the siblings dynamic was so fun to write, and I loved how their relationship took shape. I just hope they were fun to read.

The orange half -- I was so happy how that came together. It's one of those things I love about the language, so I hope it was as genuine and lovely as I wanted it to be. 💜🌿

Thank you for reading. I'm sorry you put off Wednesday for this. I just hope it was worth it!

Feliz Navidad, amor. All the best to you 🌻🌻

#lovelies #fanboy x cielo asks

[doublesidedgemini]

11/6 - 11/7

It was a good weekend! I was very productive on Saturday, I slept/lounged in bed until 3 pm on Sunday, played with my dog in the park and then rode my horse! I finally took care of my plants and spent time with my leopard gecko before bed. So naturally, I woke up in a very cranky mood and had a tough day at work 😑

Being an adult is such a drag. Sometimes, this shit feels impossible. I actually broke down crying on my horse at the end of the ride for a few minutes because I just felt so. Tired. And I felt like I didn’t know how I could keep doing this. Idk, more after the cut !

tw: ed vent, wiaiad, cal log, restriction, LONGG post lol

11/6

Breakfast: -vegan protein shake, hot cocoa flavor!! — 110 cals

Lunch: -large hot holiday coffee from Dunkin with oat milk, 2 tbsps sugar, and 4 pumps of toasted almond syrup — after reading the whole entire nutrition menu for dunkin + a lot of math, I think this is like 160 cals total; -Hummus toast - 250 cals

Dinner: -5 spears of sautéed asparagus — 50 cals?? (I have no idea if this is accurate lol); -Impossible burger patty — 240 cals; -Mug of vegetable broth — 15 cals

Snacks: -4 pieces of frosted mini wheats — 40 cals; -1 1/2 peppermint sticks — 75 cals; -5 takis — 58 cals

Exercise: Grooming + riding my horse (she was FILTHY so I had to brush her for a long time lol) -537 cals

Total: 461 cals!!!

11/7

Breakfast: -Celsius, dragonfruit lime packet — 10 cals

Lunch: -2 impossible burger patties — 480 cals; -4 sautéed asparagus spears — 31 cals??

Dinner: -1/4 cup white rice — 50 cals; -Two bites of beans w/ sautéed kale and tomatoes — 12 cals??; -Lightly salted rice cake — 35 cals; -1 tbsp plant based ranch dip — 35 cals; -5 grape tomatoes — 15 cals?

Snacks: -2 frosted mini wheats — 20 cals; -Roasted seaweed snacks, sesame — 50 cals; -1 tbsp peanut butter — 90 cals; -1 serving of takis — 150 cals; -1 1/3 double stuf Oreos — 93 cals; -1 serving honey roasted peanuts — 170 cals

Exercise: Walked my dog a bunch, did 100 squats spread out during work, might do some sit-ups + leg raises in bed before sleep :) -62 cals

Total: 1,180 cals

So, not great lol. But still under 1,200 which is what MFP’s recommendation is for me to lose weight, so I’m still losing even with this total! And honestly. Fuck it. I needed those two impossible burger patties. I needed the protein. Idk, between breaking down at the barn yesterday and having a bad day at work, I just needed the extra.

That’s what upset me so bad at the barn… I can’t restrict as much as I see other people on here because I literally have to stay awake & alert to take care of my horse. I HAVE to be “with it” to keep both her and myself safe. It’s a 34 minute drive out to the barn, I HAVE to have the energy to drive back and forth. Even though I did eat before I went out yesterday, it wasn’t enough and I was exhausted and we had an okay ride but she was frustrating me and I was yelling and getting frustrated and then I was upset with myself because it’s not her fault I’m not at 100% :(

Idk, I cried a lot when I got off and she let me cry on her, I groomed her up, gave her some treats, and went home. She was fine. I was fine. I felt better today except for being so damn tired all day! I didn’t go out to the barn tonight; I stayed in and washed my hair and shaved and moisturized, so at least I feel good :)

I need the rest and I need the extra energy. I don’t feel great about eating + snacking so much today but I’m okay with it, plus I did really well over the weekend, so. I think for the rest of the week I’m going to taper down my cals and try another fast over the weekend. <3

Now I’m going to read and go to bed :) If you read this whole entire post you are my bestie now. Sorry. Shouldn’t have read this all 🤣

#gem’s personal ana diary #long ass post #if you read all of this you are an Angel #wiaiad #low cal restriction #high cal restriction #tw calories #tw disordered eating #disordered eating thoughts #edblrr #edbllr

[phagvision]

I felt the same way as you. Literally didn’t sleep all night every day. And now I STRUGGLE WITH EVERYTHINGGG BC of this 🤦‍♀️ Also omg I didn’t mean it like that 😭 I just usually put my laptop to charge and then think “ok I’ll just lay in my bed while my laptop is charging and this time I won’t fall asleep and watch this fawkingg Abe movie” AND THEN I FALL ASLEEP AND WAKE UP at 6am but I don’t feel like doing anything in the morning so 😑🤨 I actually watched Waiting for Anya a few months ago and I think it was pretty good, I also like WW2 movies soo yeah. Also idk clash Royale’s lore LWJDIWN I just like strategy games 😭

OK ANyway good night and sorry for bothering you with these asksss 😂😳🙏

IM CRYINGGGG RN MY BAD, I JUST ASSUMED U WERE LIKE "FAWK DIS BORING AHH MOVIE MAN..THIS IS THE LAST TIME ILL TRY TO WHATCH THIS SHIT" even if u didn't meant like that I was laughing hardd at what you said SORRY WHDJEBHXIMJS2BKEBD

I remember war movies in general used to be my thing growing up cause my older brother used to put it ALLL the time for us to watch together, he was also the one who made me watch TWD and shit, so my mom used to fight me a lot.. cause I was too young to watch that type of stuff, SHIT

I was around 6 years old NO WONDER IM FAWKED UP IN DA HEAD 😹

I really thought Clash Royale had some lore?@&' oh my gawddd because of all the hype it gets, Now..I'm curious, someday I might download to see what this is all about but I'm just not good at these type of games so idk if I will last that long..#pray4me

Usually I might come off as harsh that I intend to, but tbh..is just my way of typing stuff I guess. I get why it might sound like I am annoyed but I'm just brazilian ajdusmsjebr so if I sounded off I'M NAWT..REALLY. I would have said so if I did, but it's all cool and you really sweet as well anon 🤰🏻

It's not YOU... it's me..

#seedavision

[skinni-girls-eat-books]

Thursday, January 25th, 2024!

12:49pm my brain feels so burnt out, it's difficult not to just return to bad habits. My body is tired and stress is wrecking my physical being. My back hurts, legs hurt, neck tension and headaches. Owch

Need to find better things to focus my little energy on. Things that feed me, I am very empty, like there's a hole at the bottom of me where everything leaks out. Old is bad, new is better. I want to stop going back to old, bad, tired situations. Nothing in the past changes. New is good.

Lots of just being in my own head, I want to get back to reality. I think that will help me not feel so floaty.

1:22pm omg I just realized my bad bitch playlist is public on Spotify and 6 ppl saved it?? Omg who are you guys and can we be friends what that just blew my mind and made my day how?? What?? I love it

3:24pm Reactive abuse is so real. I have to remember that I am NOT to blame for this shit. I actually didn't DO ANYTHING TO HIM WTF fuck him, he hasn't changed and only serves to prove me right and as a reminder again and again. I feel like he has moments where he'll admit this, or agree with me, but I think it's just breadcrumbing. Yeah so one day he says it's not my fault at all then the next day yeah it is kinda my fault like which one is it 😑 Rip but I know what I'm dealing with. The only reason I'm sad is bc the situation is so fucked up, it's more like grieving than actually being sad sad. It's just like damn wtf. I know I can pullllll when I want to though haha the issue is I just don't want to right now 🤭😁

I think I do need to get help for my depression/ anxiety though bc I don't want it to snowball into something so much harder to come back from. At least I'm aware of the issue, it's just deep rooted in me atm.

9:56pm Sat next to two of my bff's at the TB Lightening game tonight! Learned that there's 3 periods in hockey (I thought there was four) and the fights are REAL not like fake wrestling but the refs just stand there for too long and let them duke it out lmao?? I love my friends :)

Being happy lately results in me literally crying it's like feeling pure joy with no "waiting for the shoe to drop" :) I think I'm crying bc of relief? Grieving the fact that I was not happy for so long so I'm crying? Crying bc for example I've missed out on the past two years of these bc I didn't want to buy 2 tickets and for whatever reason.... It wouldn't work out or he would just be so embarrassing to me... Then it's going alone and ppl asking why he's not there?? It has been too much anxiety >> benefits in the past, but not anymore ❤️ I'm changing for the better. I miss the old me so much, but I know I'll love the new me even more.

Also yeah whatever technically some things were probably my "fault" bc of my anxiety...... But a partner who actually takes time to know you would be able to identify that or at least question the possibility that anxiety is a factor in decision making. But his actions/ emotional abuse >>>> way more impactful than just my social anxiety (plus I literally had the social anxiety for good reason if I can't take you anywhere without you smelling like weed and texting other girls while we're out).... Yeah I'm not fucking crazy, but I do need self-help. The intrusive thoughts are a lot still. They'll dull with time, even if it takes years I have a good feeling they will become submerged and buried under all the good memories I'll make. It's honestly already starting to happen if you ask me. I'm so ready for my birthday, what a new chapter I love it ❤️

11:45pm Went ahead and deleted the emails. He did not respond to me today so it's all moot point. He's abusive and idc if he doesn't know now and idc if he never figures it out. He's one out of 8 billion people on this planet and he needs to stay in the past. His loss I'm literally awesome af future doctor baddie and he's fucking retarded scrub bum byeeeee. Good way to end the evening ❤️

[domnq88]

QUICK STORYTIME: it’s weird. What else is new?

There’s this guy I know. He’s not getting a name, he shall remain nameless.

From high school. I always wish him a happy birthday.

And he never does for me.

We were born 6 days apart.

Like 🧐

And I know it’s not super important but you’re supposed to be my “friend” and we were born so close together.

I’m not doing that anymore.

This guy has kinda put me- no, scratch that not kinda. Has put me through mental hell and I was a dummy to let him.

He even told me he thought I was a stalker.

How tf are we friends, homie???Like- hoe what?! I use to have some horrible “friends” who told him I was following him. Like, I’m assuming around town cause that’s what he said.😮

YALL- I had no idea where this fool was. He went into the military right after high school and HE TOLD ME he was “coming home” soon maybe a year or so in. HE KEPT IN TOUCH WITH ME! like- WTH

So I called. His house. Maaaaybe about 5 times in the span of a YEAR. I wanted to surprise him with like a cool gift or something. Never heard anything so no more of that. I wrote him letters before that.

I do admit,The letters were pretty weird but I was a teenager…so i just talked about weird shit and said hope he’s ok and crap like that. He never answered the letters. He received them. He told me. I was like if I was REALLY creepy to you why didn’t you tell me? Did he enjoy the attention? Never told me why. Based on what had happened I was curious as to why he thought that. And he accused me of sleeping with guys…like….thinking back, I should’ve just left him alone.

My so called “friends” told him god knows what else. I had a talk FACE TO FACE with him. He said he’s not apologizing for not answering and all this crap. I don’t want your apology I want to know why?!

So I felt like I had been led on all these years. So much more happened with this guy. And I’m not saying more cause of privacy but I look back on it and I feel like this guy just wanted attention or someone to fall back on or a booty call.

Managed to stay somewhat friends. This was like, 7 years ago now, but it still bothers me in the back of my mind.

Maybe cause we’re still “friends?”But I keep him at a super far distance.

And for what? Is what I’m wondering…

And I was still wishing him a happy birthday.

Like f*ck you bruh. I’ve been trying to move on and people still remember me as, “ The girl who likes such and such.” I don’t want to be associated with him AT ALL.

No more of that.

I Hope I can find someone who likes me and wants me to write them little notes hoping their days are going well. And I can laugh with and just chill. I honestly didn’t want much. I almost hate all stuff with enlisting.

Which is why I kinda took a hit about ma babies (BTS) going into the military. I even at one point wanted to join the Marines, but didn’t for my mom. I sometimes feel like I took it too hard when they started to enlist IDK.

😑 what hurts the most is that a simple message wasn’t even an option? It basically means he’s not into you, even as a friend and to cut ties.

Plain and simple. I guess that’s the moral of the story. I’m better now, but from time to time I just think…WHAT WAS THE POINT? I guess cutting ties is better than holding in to a false believer that the treatment was ok.

✂️

*snip snip BITCH.*

Have a nice night! 🥰

#rant #storytime #horrible storytime #story

[hotdamnhunnam]

UPDATE to the post below: Chapter 5 is now posted!

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Heyyy I hope you all are having happy holidays!! 🤗💖🎉

⬇️ Me struggling through chaos these past several days tryna find time to write FoA, when life has been busy af over the holidays since I didn’t take vacay, and of course some urgent time-consuming work shit came up last week / this week just in time for christmas and my bday 😑

At least I’m more than halfway done with Chapter 5 and had already made the chapterboards for that and Chapter 6 and want to share them here! I really hope some of you will continue following this fic in the new year ✨

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Frontier of Anarchy Masterlist

❤️

#charlie hunnam #kristin kreuk #jax teller #sons of anarchy #soa #will miller #william ironhead miller #triple frontier #jax teller fanfiction #jax teller imagine #soa fanfiction #soa imagine #will miller fanfiction #will miller imagine #triple frontier fanfiction #triple frontier imagine #jax teller x oc #will miller x oc #asian oc #frontier of anarchy

[thedaddie]

@flwrstrawberry

hi! i saw your haikyuu matchups post and thought it would be fun to try out lol. i’ve never really done anything like this before so sorry if it’s kinda wrong haha

i am female and go by she/her pronouns.

i’m 5’1 and have a slim/athletic body type. i have black hair that’s super messy (it literally looks like a rats nest lol) that sits just above my shoulders and my eyes are light brown.

i am an ambivert to the core though i prefer to be introverted. i’m still pretty obnoxious and can be quite loud, though, often to mess with my friends. i love reading classical literature, painting/digital art, and creative writing! i am relatively quiet and reserved but super chaotic when i get close with people.

also my zodiac is taurus and my mbti personality is isfp!

thank you so much :D

hi hi! thank you for requesting!! i match you with…

ATSUMU MIYA

CHILDHOOD FRIENDS TO LOVERS SUPREMACYYYYY

you and the miya twins have been BESTIES since practically birth

you guys went everywhere together, had weekly sleepovers, etc

then as you guys got older you realized that atsumu, despite being loud and dramatic, was actually pretty cute

and on the other side of things, atsumu was getting over his “girls have cooties” phase (because he totally believed in that cmon) and thinking the same about you

but i know FOR A FACT it wasn’t a one and done confession

this shit went on for YEARSSSSS

osamu was sitting there hearing both of you talk about each other from mf middle school to high school

then finally one day he left y’all alone in a room together because he was DONE (his last straw was tsumu calling him WHILE SAMU WAS ON A DATE to talk about the fact that you said tsumu was funny 😐)

when he came back tsumu was holding your hand like (´∀｀)♡

anywayz

tsumu just adores you!!

he loves that he can just pick you up and engulf you in giant hugs bc ur so small to his 6 foot ass

since you guys are so close, he sees both sides of you! he cant choose a favorite!

because on one hand your quiet side can calm him down, make him relax and get more in tune with his emotions

and on the other hand your chaotic side matches his own, y’all are practically bouncing off the walls when you’re alone together

if you’re feeling particularly introverted, he’ll always be your voice! you want a drink? he’ll order it for you!! someone is standing in front of your locker? hey buddy scoot over!!

yknow tsumu isnt typically a huge fan of reading, but damn! your book recommendations? five stars

he even picked up his own copy of pride and prejudice 🥲

he loves watching you make art! whether it’s digitally or painting he sits behind you and watches your process like a hawk

“tsumu i’m just painting a tree” “😑 but how”

if you’re comfortable with it, atsumu would love to read your creative writing!

he swears that you’re the next big name in literature (going down in the high school english curriculum type shit 😌)

also little headcanon, you helped him bleach his hair 😫

he tried to convince you to do it with him

“tsumu no way” “just one little strip 🥺☝️”

now onto your zodiac signs! taurus and libra :)

your signs are hopeless romantics to the core. considering the origin of your relationship (straight out of a fanfiction) you both are sure you’ve been swept off your feet!

one thing you’re good at with atsumu is bringing out his inner feelings, which is not only healthy for him, but for your relationship as a whole

embracing the ugly parts of yourselves and each other is the key to making this relationship survive

and with personality types, isfp and entp, you guys naturally have very different views on the world

you’re more down to earth while entp atsumu is a little in the clouds

but your differences are what bring you together!!

atsumu inspires you to slow down and appreciate things for what they are while you teach him to get out of his head a bit :)

in the end, osamu hates you guys bc you’re so disgustingly cute

—

moodboard:

another dash of gold there, a splotch of brown there…

you were sitting quietly in your room, painting carefully on a peaceful afternoon. it was one of your favorite pass times and such a beautiful way to relax-

your thoughts were interrupted by the sound of your door opening quickly. you whipped around, watching as atsumu barely made it 5 steps into the room before collapsing on your bed, groaning loudly and dramatically.

you rolled your eyes playfully, turning back to your painting.

“im guessing practice wasn’t great?”

“no, i’m still the best.”

“that wasn’t what i said-“

“samu was just so irritating today, that’s why i came here.”

you make a small sound of acknowledgment, doing some finishing touches on your painting.

“i was reading that book you told me to,” atsumu spoke up.

“oh yeah?”

“yeah! pride and prejudice! i bought my own copy and everything!” you take a quick glance at him, giggling at the proud smile on his face.

“what do you think so far?”

“like what is ms. bennett doing? and caroline is bitch.”

“valid.”

“hey, what’re you doing?” you hear him sit up from behind you.

“wait, wait! it’s a surprise!” you angle yourself so he can’t see while you do one last flick of paint. “ok are you ready?” atsumu raises an eyebrow, not sure what to prepare himself for.

you turn the canvas around and watch his face change.

“BABE! YOU PAINTED ME?” you nod excitedly. he jumps up and attacks you with a tight hug. “you’re the sweetest, i love you.”

—

songs for your matchup :)

thank you again for requesting!! hope you enjoyed :)

#haikyuu headcanons #haikyuu imagines #haikyuu matchups #haikyuu x reader #haikyuu x you #hq x reader #🌷matchups #haikyuu #hq matchups #hq fluff #atsumu fluff #atsumu drabble #haikyuu drabbles #hq drabbles #miya atsumu #Spotify

[fitgothgirl]

I keep meaning to update here, but keep forgetting/putting it off. I think it’s been almost a week? Above is me today, wearing green for St. Patrick’s Day, but still always gotta have some kind of dark shit lol (when I bought this sweater, I knew the dye job would be random and was hoping for more black; oh well lol).

Last Saturday I went on a long hike; almost 6 miles/9.5km. Haven’t done a hike that long since I went backpacking last May, and before that I think it had been many, many years lol. It was really good actually! I should’ve eaten a bigger breakfast, but it was still not too hard and I only started to really feel fatigued at the very end. I brought trail mix but didn’t feel like stopping long enough to eat it, so I just ate it when I finished. I also napped when I got home lol. Next time will be easier because I’ll eat more and I’ll be that much stronger too. Oh I also bought a Camelbak before heading out for that hike, so now I have one of those. It holds 85oz/2.5L, I love it! On shorter hikes, I’d either carry my water bottle or even just leave my it in my car and chug it before and after since I hate carrying stuff lol.

PS, anyone else detest when people put their dog’s poop in a plastic bag… and then just leave the bag in the ground… Like, they do realize that’s worse, not better, right? They do realize they’re only adding plastic to their litter, right?? Ugh… It wouldn’t peeve me so bad if I didn’t see it like 3 times every hike. If you hate nature then just exercise at the gym or something. 😑

I took a few days off from exercise after that, at first for rest, and then after that it was the sads again. By the way, I finally got in off a waitlist for a therapist! I start a week from today. So that will be super helpful. First thing to tackle has got to be the weed... (I haven’t brought up my efforts on cutting back lately, with reason...). I’m so relieved to get some help, and I did stress that I want long-term therapy and the intake coordinator understood and didn’t say that wasn’t possible or anything. It’ll be good to take things slow and talk about what I want and peel away the layers of everything lol.

But anyway, after a few days off, I went to the gym last night and did chest/shoulders/triceps. I never go to the gym late at night but with my work from home schedule now, and having been too lazy to go earlier, I decided to give a try and got there at like 9pm. It was still kind of busy surprisingly but I was able to use the machines I wanted and it got emptier as I went. As for today - I’m finishing up my work day and I want to get back on the trails; just my usual 2.5 mile loop this afternoon though.

I’ve just been ordering out for my meals though... I usually pick pretty decent stuff in the world of take out, like a sandwich or a gyro bowl or whatever, but it’s still take out and it’s still not good. Too many calories, but even more important is the sodium... Oh my god the sodium... It’s weighing on my mind lately. As I talked about last year, I know I already have intestinal metaplasia in my stomach from an endoscopy, which is technically “a precancerous finding” and I should be careful of processed, fatty, and yes, salty foods. But my doctor stressed that it sounded scarier than it was; basically the cells in my stomach have started to mimic the cells of my intestine. In the US, risk of it developing into stomach cancer is still “very, very low.” I don’t even need to go in for a follow-up but to just try and take care of myself. Even if I was in an at-risk group, I still wouldn’t need to go back for a follow-up for like 2-3 years, but I’m not at-risk. But yeah, I should still really be avoiding excessive sodium because I don’t even want to flirt with any of that...

I haven’t updated about my IUD either, which I got last Friday. It definitely cramps you up like hell and I had to take a moment afterward before getting up lol. But it went away pretty quickly and I just had some moderate cramps the rest of the day. My period “ended” but I’ve been dealing with spotting still and some very minor cramps. We’ll see how long it takes for my body to get used to things, and we’ll see how bad my cramps are on my next period haha...

Oh, also please see the tree butt I saw on my hike. You’re welcome. 🌳🍑

#3/17/22 #mine #me #fitblr #personal fitblr #fitness #fitspo #fitfam #fitlife #health #healthblr #healthy #exercise #workout #hiking #weight lifting #strength training #girls who lift #strong not skinny #nutrition #healthy lifestyle #iud #copper iud #paragard #therapy #depression #counseling #blackcraft cult #gothgoth #goth

[ssa-baby-outlaw]

9-1-1 LONESTAR S3 EP2

3 days late as usual

Spoilers under the cut

• Had to read my last post to remember what happened, but the answers I need this episode are: what's happening with the turtles? When is grace going into labour cos it has to be in the ice storm right? I want backstory on the tarlos breakup but I don't think we're gonna get it. Is paul okay!??? And marjan!??? • Oh no that's the kid who goes under the ice right? Why is it always kids with asthma!?? In shows all the kids with asthma are wrapped in bubble wrap but in real life none of us give a shit or take it seriously. Also!!! The bigger problem should have been this like 9 year old kid being left alone at home for a whole day • Why did they have to use this song it is reserved for venom carnage • THE TURTLE! • Ranger Strand reporting for duty • I am not a fan of Owen's neighbour, her character seems very unnecessary. Oh it's fine cos she speaks Spanish!😑 • I'm getting my tits covered in oreo crumbs and I promise I'll be less critical in a min • "129 may be my house, but paul is my family" • My paramedics!!! • How did that mans hat stay put!? • 'Snowmagedan' loving nancy • Is Owen's hair getting spikier? • PAUL! • I like how intense this episode is but there is a LOT going on and we havent even caught up with Marjan yet • Hell yeah Lindsey! Give me girls that are actual people not just props • Go tk go! Shimmy baby! • "Damn, your lady's good" • "Think warm thoughts" • "If I'm not back by 6 will you feed my dog?" • I hate seeing tk getting worse and worse, pure pain • Lindsey is crushing that trash bag dress • He went to Hebrew school🥺 the rest is too angsty for me to comment on • Paul tryna start an argument with this teenager😂 • I love a dramatic wall smashing sequence • Paul! Not again! • Honestly I would have slapped him. Oh hell yeah she did good, nevermind • As usual their song choice is perfection • Finally Marjan! • Carlos low voice tho 👿 grr • "We need to find his father" whaaaat, also his father is a little busy

#9 1 1 lone star #hendersnoots 9 1 1 lone star watch party #lonestar season 3 #9 1 1 lonestar season 3 spoilers #owen strand #marjan marwani #paul strickland #mateo chavez #judd ryder #grace ryder #tk strand #carlos reyes #tarlos #nancy gillian

[sweetyyhippyy]

Shit that has sucked this week:

-Sunday: Parents get into a huge fight

-Monday: 2 teachers at my school test positive for Covid, one whole class, plus half my kids get sent home. A child test positive so now another class is closed.

Out: 4 teachers.

Classes closed: 2 and a half.

-Tuesday: Another child tests positive who worked in both age group classes, so now both classes have to close.

Out: 6 teachers, 1 got sent home to quarentine until Thursday.

Classes closed: 4 and a half.

-Wednesday: Yet another teacher tests positive. Only had to send 2 infants home.

Out: 8 teachers.

Classes closed: 5 total (2 halves make a whole).

*BONUS: As I was leaving the food order came… and the freezer was found to be broken and all the frozen stuff was defrosted.

There’s still 2 more days left in the week 😑🙃 and we only have 3 classes open!!!

Send. Help.

#personal

[elliebartlets]

TWW REWATCH: Dead Irish Writers (3.16)

• had no idea this episode was next on my rewatch fuck yea!!!

• I always try to make this recap short or at least my normal length but I never can cause it’s too good and funny oh my god

• sorry I’m literally just so excited

• like the entire opening scene with Bartlet and Abbey is just gold

 “Boo boo, I gave up on getting you out the door in the late 70's. Plus, it's your birthday. You're old, and you don't move around that fast.“

• why is there always weird food mentioned in this show

• I like the double use of fanfare; Abbey says she’s not up for first lady fanfare and then the doors open and there’s fanfare

• lmao her face before she walks in is me about to enter any social situation

• this camera keeps going in a circle I’m getting dizzy 

• “You know, John, there are some places in the world where it might be considered rude to talk about the physical attributes of another man’s wife.

“My God! Really?”

lmao im sorry but the “my god!” makes me laugh so hard

• Bartlet reaching for the champagne glass from lord marbury and then awkwardly pulling his hand away when he keeps it for himself lol

• “I shall take it up with Gerald.”

“Who’s Gerald?”

“I’m pretty sure he means Leo.”

“Oh, do you have a new chief of staff?”

“No.”

“Well, then Gerald it is.”

this is obviously funny but I love the amused look on Abbey’s face throughout this conversation 

• damn Allison Janney’s arms are toned! I’m tryna get my arms to look like that.  girl tell me your secret!

• Every time Josh says “Donna!” in that voice of his I swear 6 months are added to my lifespan

• “What’s the problem?”

“I do not know.”

that’s 10x funnier than saying “I don’t know.”

• “Come with me to the party.”

“I don’t think I should do that.”

“Why?”

“Well, they’ll shoot me.”

• my brain every time I see this guy: Joe from Princess Diaries

• yo if I was thrown a birthday party I didn’t want in the first place and forced to take pictures with guests with the looming possibility of my medical license being taken away I’d be pissed too

• “Gerald!”

• Leo dumping Lord John onto Toby and walking away lol

• hey Lagavulin is the alcohol Ron Swanson likes! not sure if I noticed that before or not

• wtf this senator just called Sam “kid” lol

• Donna playing cards by herself omg

• “You brought food?”

“Olives.”

“Go away.”

“All right.”

“Give me the olives.”

• wait they were only gonna suspend her license for a year? that’s honestly not that bad. I mean it’s still bad and will probably go on her record and she’s obviously gonna take it hard, but i thought they were gonna like take away her license

• “I don’t think you need to be concerned about her leaving you for me.”

• I like how Josh is like huh what’s Abbey talking to me about this for? and then as soon as she says the statistic about women that Amy told him earlier, he’s like *drake and josh voice* amy 😑

• I also like how he says “you bet” that makes it sound like he wants to die

• “Claudia Jean?”

“Yes ma’am?”

“Let’s get drunk.”

“Oh-okay.”

• Josh starting to talk shit about Abbey and then she appears lol

• CJ picking up the wine glasses and almost burning her arm on the candles lol

• “And the search for civilization continues.”

haha reminds me of “can we have a civilization?!”

• absolutely love how Amy’s like “The First Lady just asked me to get boozy with her. You don’t think I want to write a book one day?” and then later in the residence she’s searching for a pen lol

• when the next scene starts and the camera moves in through the residence window, you can hear them all laughing but none of them are actually laughing. it’s so unsettling. 

• “Your husband got eaten?”

• “Look, they take this job away from me, I got nothing. I don't have a cat. I could get one, but I don't have one. Frankly, I'm not wild about cats. I don't hate them. I'm just not... I could learn to like them, I guess, if I...”

“CJ?”

lmao

• I also love Amy slouched on the couch playing with Abbey’s dress like that is such an accurate portrayal of a tipsy person

• wow I got through the scene of Donna telling Abbey off without pausing it from secondhand embarrassment. I am Evolving.

• “Oh my god. You switched back to First Lady.”

• “Do you love her?”

“Very deeply.”

• I could care less about the Toby/Lord Marbury plot. I actually skipped some of their scenes

• lol is CJ holding her head like that cause she has a headache from the wine?

• after Abbey tells Bartlet she’s gonna forefit her license for as long as they’re in the white house, they say so much with just their eyes. It was hard it was for Abbey to do that because being a doctor is a huge part of her identity. You can see the hurt in her eyes and facial expressions after she announces it, and I think she’s even a little surprised she said it. Bartlet was caught off guard by her announcement. He wasn’t expecting her to voluntarily forfeit her license, because that’s a big deal. I also got the sense he feels guilty for putting her in that position (even though she choose to medicate him) and realizes how much she’s sacrificed for him.

Anyway Martin Sheen and Stockard Channing Emmys when (jk Stockard already got hers. Martin Sheen was robbed! can we just give Martin Sheen an Emmy for his role as Bartlet at the next Emmy’s? Can I start a petition for that?)

• who knew I could get emotional over O Canada

#the west wing #dead irish writers #tww #rewatching the west wing