#omi I wuv u

[tsukishumai]

pairing: sakusa kiyoomi x gn!reader wc: 700+ genre: angst a/n: prompt request for @gossamerisms (ILYSM) <33 wanted to get this out before u left us ): i wuv u 1tooru

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Sakusa knows he is not an easy person to deal with, he knows.

His standard for cleanliness and hygiene had been irritating enough for the average person to live up to, but his sharp tongue and short temper was yet another obstacle one had to go through in order to uncover the “good” inside.

Though, Sakusa wonders if there is even good inside left to find.

They say it’s easy for us to hurt those closest to us, because we know that no matter what, they’ll love us regardless.

Perhaps Sakusa had taken this a little close to heart.

He had grown accustomed to a family that accommodated his habits — good and bad — all his life. Komori was always there to steer him in the right way, oftentimes apologizing on his behalf for any curt or rude things he might have said. His parents could care less about his attitude, they were hardly there enough to catch it.

He’d been boxed into the mindset of “this is just the way I am,” and nothing anyone did could have changed that.

Not that you ever really tried. You were yet another blessing undeservedly thrown his way, one that he had no idea what to do with.

You looked at him like he had sewn the stars into the night sky, and you promised to love him as he was. And in return, he took everything you had to give and spat it back down on the ground.

Because even when he never bothered to take you out on dates, and routinely forgot birthdays and anniversaries, you smiled and told him it was alright.

And though he’s refused to hold your hand in public, and didn’t make an effort to get to know your friends, you still stood beside him as if he was all you needed.

Because you loved him right? You said you always would.

Sakusa was an ambitious man. If there was something he wanted, he went out there and got it. That’s all he knew how to do — take, take, take.

He didn’t notice when your eyes started to dull in color, or why you slept so little that the bags on your eyes turned purple. He couldn’t say when you stopped smiling around him, or what made you shrug away from his touch.

Was it when he would come home hours after practice ended, and snap when you’d ask where he’s been? Or could it be when he’d bring home his frustrations from practice, and greet you with venom-laced words that struck at the core of your being?

Was it the screaming matches that lasted until four in the morning, and leaving you to deal with apologizing to the neighbors that banged on your walls?

You loved him, this Sakusa knew, and he loved you too.

And he couldn’t tell when it had gone so badly. But he could remember the day when love had stopped being enough.

“Can you shut up for once in your life?”

He had felt the anger dissipate with every word that slipped out of his mouth, but it had been down. It was like a switch had been clicked, and the dimming light that had shone for him in your eyes had promptly extinguished.

He hadn’t meant for those to be the last words he’d ever say to you. He didn’t know that it meant he’d come home, and any sign of your presence would be gone.

He didn’t mean it.

Sakusa knows he’s a difficult person to deal with, but he hadn’t realized it until he lost you.

He’s changed now, he thinks.

He doesn’t blow up at Atsumu or Bokuto at practice when they goof around too much. He’s learned to control the tone of his attitude, and Komori said he’s gotten better at communicating his concerns.

He wanted to show you that he wasn’t the same man, and a small part of him always thought he would get that chance.

But as he stares across the court, and watches you brush Suna Rintarou’s hair away from his face in a way that Sakusa never allowed you to, he’s forced to sit in the consequences of his actions.

“You ready for the game, Omi?” Atsumu pats his back, jumping on his toes as he prepares to begin the match.

Sakusa tears his eyes away from the kiss you placed on his opponents cheek.

“As ready as I’ll ever be.”

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rbs v appreciated <33

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[myelocin]

Azalea for my flower, Daichi for my character, and aimless stroll around the city makes me smile hehe :) thanks nic! 💓

sdfjk i know you said aimless stroll around the city but i can’t get this idea out of my head so here u goes ;w; i wuv u ms ana | also cameo from the ships in our brainrot gc for the laughsies hehe

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“what do you think of mama?” daichi hears your daughter ask. 

“why the sudden question?” your husband laughs, looking at your daughter through the rearview mirror of the car and smiling when he sees her practically bounce from her booster seat. 

“mm, i dun know,” she replies, looking at the blurred lights of the passing city as the car zips through the highways. “when auntie lena got married to uncle ‘chumu, they were cryin’ cause they said all these sweet things.”

daichi laughs, nodding his head as he understands the origin of his daughter’s sudden question. “your mama is great,” he smiles, thoughts drifting back to you. 

“did you love each other enough that’s why i’m here?” she asks, clutching at the plushy she brought with her as she thinks about the smile you’d have on your face when she meets you later. “auntie xave always draws uncle omi and so i think they must really love eachother.”

“they do,” daichi smiles. “you must really love noticing your mama’s friends and their lovelives don’t you?”

“yeah,” she smiles, hugging the plushy close to her chest as she continues to beam, the thoughts of love the only thing warming her cheeks at the moment.

“even if auntie nicole makes fun of uncle makki, i know they love eachother too,” she nods.

daichi laughs; recalling the peculiar relationship your friend shared with his old friend. 

“but i love your mama alot, that’s why we always get her favorite flowers for her when she’s playing for people,” daichi tells her as the car pulls into the parking spot. “excited?” he smiles, looking at the backseat towards his smiling daughter who only offers him a happy giggle as a reply.

“look at mama,” she whispers, tugging at the sleeve of your husband’s tuxedo as he sits next to her and watches you play with a proud smile.

“she’s great, isn’t she?” he whispers back, eyes creasing into another smile as he watches his daughter watch you with a look of awe in her face.

she nods, the bouquet of azaleas clutched to her chest as she listens to you fly through your performance. 

then when you finish, you smile as you spot the telltale petals of your favorite flowers clutched in between the hands of your daughter who’s carried by the arms of your husband.

“i love you,” daichi mouths instead of a congratulations, and your heart can only warm with your smile. 

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[staxel]

i wuv u so much ur my bestest best friend, also every time u say things like this "i love yo i love oyu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!" i just imagine u trying really hard to remember how to spell i love you and getting really excited when u figure it out

!!!!!!!!!! KAHTYYYY KATHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! callie,,, kathllie,,,,, i love you I LOVE OYU!!!!!!! AMKGMSLMGS I MEAN,,, honestly i do that a lot iRL MKLGMSKLGSMKLSG ,,, gosh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  u uu are too sweet such a sweet girl smgkssg i love you??? i love oyu so much.... thank you so much for eeverything omy gosh...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HUGS!!!!!!!

#sunday answers #spltncallie

[myelocin]

kita, omi or makki bc i love them all cant choose

i dont have a reason y i love them i just do but theyre all just the bestest boys. kita's like the family-centered boy n just the sweetest n would take care of u as well as omi n omi's the protective one n just keep u safe from everything n then makki's the kind to be ur best friend, boyfriend, bro, dad n all so u just can do n talk abt nething.

in socmed im a huge sometimes h-word crackhead or dramatic d*pressed ass looking for net friends n angsty stuff when irl im awkward n hate interacting w people n just want to stay home forever n ever bc anxiety + comfort unless i consider u one of the people closest to me then u'll see my crackhead dramatic ass irl + taking care n worrying n being a huge sensitive softie for people close or not -🌾 this is so long wtf i apologize HDNSNSNSNNDN

kita loves you because you just understand. you’re someone he can share a cup of coffee with in the mornings, talk about his day in the field without avoiding jargon, and share a comfortable kind of silence with. he loves you because the way you smile during quiet mornings underneath the soft gold of the sun, has him catching his breath in his throat again. you love him with patience, and in return, he loves you with forever laced into his intentions. 

soft jokes, gentle smiles, the resonating clink of your mug in the patio in front of your house, his sweater wrapped around you--all reasons of why he falls in love again and again everyday.

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<33 i wuv u

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