can't tell if it's dissociating or just zoning out anymore </3
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I’ve been on vacation with some family for the past week or so (as I mentioned in a previous post) and I’ve been trying so fucking hard to get them to use the right pronouns and stuff for ages, fucking ages, and we were sitting waiting to be seated at a restaurant and someone said something and I told her I already knew, and guess what, she got pissed at me and then like my dad or someone tried to explain why I was “pissy” and he used the wrong fucking pronouns and I know it’s not a big deal but idk I have had to constantly corrects them all week and I guess I broke but idk I feel like I was being over dramatic or something.
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this week is NOT going to be good for my mental health. i just know it. the only day i have off is wednesday and i work 6 and a half hour shifts for all the other days. i already went to bed early last night just bc i was feeling so mentally shitty. i couldn’t even schedule an interview for that other job i applied for bc my work schedule is so heavy this week and i was too scared to try and ask for less hours. i feel like i’ve been at rock bottom for a long time now and this might????? be????? the final straw??????
meanwhile i feel so empty that i can’t even cry about it.
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"I spoke to you in
cautious tones"
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Dream/Crane/others
It/They/He (see above)
20
ND, queer, disabled poc
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"You answered me with no pretense"
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Plural
Psychotic
Autistic
BPD
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"And still I fear I
said too much"
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No endos
No terfs
No exclusionists
No other weirdos 1312, BLM
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"My silence is my self defense"
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v Blinkies down there v
[ID: 10 blinkes that say "EVIL AUTISM", "Psychotic!!!", "Life is sexually transmitted and always fatal", "What are you afraid of?", "Let's Mosey!", "Frogs are bitches and we don't negotiate with terrorists", "It's Morbin Time", "Yes I sleep in a coffin, doesn't everybody?", "Stay in your place", and "Plural". END ID]
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star
@queernerdnick
(i love you)
sometimes it chokes me.
a shining star, exceptional
in this world of beautiful stars.
how did i find you?
how did i get so lucky?
lucky enough to meet you,
to see your smiling face?
(i love you)
the world is at our fingertips.
we found each other,
and we can face the world together.
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*dies*
hi thank you physics is the WORST
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I SPENT THIRTY FIVE FUCKING MINUTES IN THE FUCKING COUNSELORS JUST TO NOT FUCKING GET TALKED TO I COULDVE USED THAT FUCKING TIME TO GET SOME GOD DAMN WORK DONE. BUT NO! AND MY FUCKING PARENTS TREAT ME LIKE A FAILURE FOR IT! FUCKING. YAY.
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can you believe that we have fanfiction. that we have websites dedicated to fanfiction. that there is a place that you can go and read tens, hundreds, thousands and thousands of pieces of writing that strangers have made. people who are not "writers". people who come home at the end of the day and have feelings and say, i am going to put that into words. i am going to share those words. short, long, sweet, sad, horny, funny, wonderful words. we are all just human and we all love to make and remake and share that with others. can you believe that.
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no offence but the reason tumblr is “dying” is, well, yes, of course the cursed like/reblog ratio and the change in user behaviour (because of people being used to how instagram and tiktok work) BUT also the lack of weekly shows. i say it with my whole chest, they don't produce captivating and engaging stupid weekly tv shows anymore because streaming killed that so you have spikes of activity here when Something happens in general fandom or up to three days after a new season of whatever drops and then it's a wasteland. this is obviously an old woman yelling at a cloud missing supernatural and the vampire diaries and pretty little liars and all these other shows type of post but honestly give me back weekly tv shows where i have something to watch for 40 minutes almost every day of the week after work so then i can read and reblog it on tumblr give it back for the sake of my sanity
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