#ok ok stopping the rambling now

[vampirade]

🥿🪞

#i literally just finished this and im posting it on tumblr first idc #my art #ever after high #ever after high fanart #ashlynn ella #briar beauty #fanart #they are besties #they're just going to try on the new shoes that just arrived at the shop #they're just chilling together idk that's the story behind this drawing #no the background isn't totally accurate or perfect but i don't usually do bgs so #ok I'll stop rambling now

[ink--theory]

thoughts on bonerattle arena

#lore wise? ark polaris is great amazing 10/10 #gameplay wise? ehhh not my favorite but it wasn't the worst with the right group of ppl in higher difficulties (600+) #bonerattle is essentially ruins 2.0 but the devs actually keeping in mind all the new bosses and stuff that they gave us in 3 #that's why returning maps like grounds and bay are so jank now compared to 2 #ark is like one of if not THE smallest of the sr maps in both 2 and 3 #and I just can't imagine how chaotic it would get with sr's higher difficulty new bosses and especially the kings #w/o there being some reworks but bay and grounds didn't get reworks so same would be said for ark if it did ever come back #and sure we have stuff like egg throwing and squid surge to help but still lol #ok i've rambled enough so imma stop sdklfj #splatoon #splatoon 3 #salmon run #ruins of ark polaris #bonerattle arena

[bizarrelittlemew]

i was hoping to make a post like this under happier circumstances, but here goes.

as some of you know, everything with the cancellation and renewal campaign has happened right on top of the worst part of my mom's cancer treatment (plus the show was cancelled on my actual birthday 💀). i won't go into details, but it's been tough. lots of ups and downs, mostly downs, luckily ending (for now) on as much of an up as circumstances allow. the whole thing has been weirdly tied to the cancellation for me, kind of amplifying every feeling. the grief got mixed up, and there was so much of it - mourning the loss of the kind of future i thought i'd have with my mother and the time we might not get, mourning the end of a show that means so much to me and is such a big part of my life. different types of grief, sure, and of different magnitudes, but in one big ugly swirl. i sort of had a breakdown right at the start of february, and it was because of news about my mom, but it morphed into my brain telling me everything i'd ever written was shit and wanting to delete it all. stuff like that, spilling over.

anyway. i was holding off on writing this post to see if the show got picked up by someone else. but i still want to say it. because what also spilled over was the support and community from this fandom, and being in this space (despite the rough times and high emotions) helped me through it, because of all of you here. whether we talk regularly, or you left a comforting reply or simply a like on one of my posts about having a hard time (i tried to keep them few), or wrote a nice comment on a fic, or said something funny or nice or insightful in the tags of a gifset, or was active here (or on twt) in any way, talking/sharing/creating stuff about the show - THANK YOU.

you all helped me through all the ups and downs, and i am so grateful. thank you for being here, listening, distracting, helping me feel some joy despite the horrors. i love you and i love this incredible show and all it has brought and will continue to bring and inspire, and although it should go without saying, i'm not going anywhere. just do me a favor and give yourself a big ol' hug from me, and know that you made a difference for some random guy on the internet (but in reality for many more, and for this fandom as a whole, just by being here and being you) 💕

#🐭📓 #oh wow this got long #i grieved so much in january and never truly got my hopes up even though i of course wished something would happen #that the second “cancellation” message did not hit me as hard as it did for others - like i'd already absorbed that reality #but no matter what. all the effort was worth it - even for just the slightest chance of renewal and showing the cast and crew all the love #and seeing the fandom rally and all the fun moments we found along the way in a shitty situation none of us wished to be in #and for the record - i don't think this means there is no possibility of anything happening in the future #i just think the current/immediate negotiations fell through due to the current streaming landscape #you never know what can happen even if nothing happens for years #it's just that it's not happening right now and we shouldn't be at the edge of our seats. but instead settle into long term fandom mode #instead of constant campaign mode. keep showing all our love for the show and letting it inspire us and move us #and keep supporting the cast and crew in their next works #there is so much more to come from the same creative minds #and i for one am looking forward to experiencing it with you all 💗 #ok i will stop rambling now skdjfhdjks

[threegunbrainrot]

i dont have any trigun mutuals so i'm just gonna ramble my thoughts into the infinite void of tumblr. and im sure others have touched on this same topic but

it almost seems like vash is getting softer with every new installment of trigun? like incredibly consistently and incredibly specifically.

let me explain.

i'll start with tristamp and work backwards; the tristamp vash we all know and love there is incredibly adverse to violence.

more often than not he ACTIVELY refuses to fight and just WON'T draw his gun. this post loosely counted the amount of bullets that he shot throughout all of season 1, and almost ALL of them (like to an insane degree) were dished out against knives, who vash knew was strong enough to take the hit.

the few times vash does draw his gun against a human in tristamp, it's as a blunt force weapon (against the badlads gang and livio, for example) or to disarm others/save someone with ricochet (like shooting the punisher before wolfwood can kill livio).

he just doesn't shoot people. at ALL.

then if we look at 98 trigun, things change drastically.

here, vash isn't afraid to hurt people a little if it means more will be saved in the end. of course he never kills, but he actually shoots people here. not only that...

he holds a casual, sarcastic conversation while pointing his weapon at people.

he constantly shoots at limbs to immobilize people, fires warning shots extremely close to peoples' vitals, and performs several very insane trick shots throughout the show to wound those with armor.

tristamp vash wouldn't even draw, but 98 struts around firing warning shots into the sky and singing about bloodshed for intimidation! i'm not sure there's a single episode where he doesn't shoot someone at least once.

...so what about trimax, then?

(PLOT SPOILERS AHEAD)

he is so. shockingly. violent.

of course he never kills. of course he's still trying to save people, but there's this anger in him that i was completely taken off-guard by reading for the first time.

tristamp vash is so soft he's painful to watch. 98 vash makes a heartbreaking effort to be as silly and nonthreatening as possible, constantly making himself out to be the fool. but trimax?

he's... literally grief-stricken and out for revenge. explicit revenge. he's angry and he's hurt and he lays his intentions out so clearly. he's making THREATS.

seriously:

hunting legato. HUNTING him.

it's not even a matter of drawing his weapon anymore. he does it constantly, and fires just as much. never to kill, but he doesn't joke around the way 98 vash does. the most he'll offer is a sunny smile to reassure others and nothing more.

i'm not that far into the manga, either. i'm sure there's countless more (and probably better) panels to convey this side of trimax vash, but i suppose it also says something that i've found so many panels depicting this so early on.

but the progression of vash's personality is fascinating regardless.

from a tortured, angry loner desperately trying to cling to his morals for rem's sake

to an equally devastated man who devotes himself so completely to acting the role of the fool

and finally to the sad, chronically depressed shell of a person in tristamp who refuses to so much as draw his weapon.

#trigun #trigun stampede spoilers #tristamp spoilers #trigun 1998 spoilers #trigun 1998 #trigun 98 spoilers #trimax spoilers #trigun maximum #trigun maximum spoilers #vash #vash the stampede #ok god just trying to cover my bases with all those tags #the last thing i wanna do is spoil anyone #this is such an incredible series and i want everyone to enjoy it in its purest form #but yeah i could ramble about the different vashes aaaaaaaalllll day #i kinda wanna compare all the ww's too cuz even if the differences arent so violently distinct theyre like twice as intricate #but vash's relationship to violence over the years is the most fascinating thing. he's so quick to fire in trimax and 98 for the safety of #others- both with wildly different mental states behind those bullets- but tristamp just. doesnt. Period. #tho admittedly this s1 tristamp has kind of turned out to be the prequel. i wonder if he'll be quicker to the punch in s2 #anyway god gonna stop rambling now. this post was mostly just for me anyway cuz i wanted to put my thoughts in order #ill be surprised if this goes anywhere #trigun spoilers

[partyswirl]

:J

#hermitcraft #gtws #gtwscar #goodtimeswithscar #my beloved mutual i will follow u till the ends of the earth and post terrible things for you. this is actually entirely my fault also #im still shaking and im starting to feel a bit sick like im actually sweating. im getting like fight or flight. idk why im so scared of thj #rambles #any terrible pun i make is ok now this is the worst post. this is the worst one #the rubix cube one is making me so ill like i stop breathing for a few seconds #i think i just forgot the entirety of the past few months. haunting #idec if anyone sees this im having heart palpitations i think my kidneys are fialing. this is so funny to me im so scared

[batbabydamian]

besides cute cat Damian i’m so curious why he goes all the way to Bludhaven, since he was turned in Gotham

based on some turned characters, their instincts lead them to figures in their lives - Bruce goes to Gotham, Harley to Ivy, and Mera to Andy

the only reason i could think of Damian going to Bludhaven would be for Dick 😭

#if Damian’s causing problems?? on purpose?? does he just want to get Dick’s attention. as cats do. #unless Damian was dropped off to distract Dick from helping with the Titans well ok then #either way i’m both nervous and excited for duo interaction next week 😭 #i’m especially excited for more Basri art 😭 #Damian’s base instinct was ‘why haven’t i met Haley yet. editorial can’t stop me now’ #omfg wait i completely forgot jon’s gonna be there too LOL #rambling

[daemon-in-my-head]

Sometimes I can sit down and actually get shit done. Sometimes I can attempt that realism bit. And then I get too tired of blending, so whatever the fuck this is happens, and I'll just accept it. Close ups under cut.

#im definitely not just posting this so i stop going back and “breakfixing” things #bg3 #bg3 spoilers #durgetash #bg3 gortash #bg3 durge #gortash x durge #love how gorty makes my oc look even more like a waling corpse #ok well the light doesnt help i suppose #enough tag rambling #pls dont expect me to do this ever again idefk which brushes ive used #it was like all of them and more #anyway im not going back to fix it #call it artistic freedom i want him to glow #yes i just wanted to give that guy a crown #my durge just over here to really contrast stuff #their faces are 100% burned into my sclera now and i can see their wrinkles with my eyes closed

[blended-ice]

thinking about LeoJi 💛💜

#peas n guac #so apparently it’s NOT canon that Leo’s Mexican and NATIVE American #just Mexican american #but he’s part NA to me inside the caverns of my brain #native on his dads side Mexican on his moms #but I have this entire background for him that I’ve just made up in my head and I realized that it wasn’t canon just recently #it’s real to me though 🥺 #yuri on ice #yoi #guang hong ji #leo de la iglesia #lion of the church my bb #where’s my content of ji coming to America and meeting Leo’s big ole family #fanart #id in alt text #I feel like ji has a more quiet and distant small family #so I want him to come to America to hang out with Leo and be adopted by his entire family #ok I’ll stop rambling in the tags now

[bioluminesced]

your next line is “i’ve got a bad feeling about this”

#joseph joestar #joseph joestar as han solo #stuff i made specifically for me and my brain #jjba #jjba part 2 #battle tendency #jojo’s bizarre adventure #star wars #hes cocky enough for the role #ok ill stop rambling in the tags now im just a bit insane about him #my art

[neilphen]

my beatles now and then mv is done finally! i wasnt able to upload it straight to tumblr cuz its such a big video sorry D: hope you enjoy it :]

#i kinda. hate it AJFHJKSFJA ive starred at it too long i think #my video #ill probably upload a few more videos on here eventually ive got a few in my vault #its not a groundbreaking video i just wanted smth more sentimental to fit the song! thats all :D #i used the blank spaces to let the clips breathe btw its very intentional #anyone else think that ringos drumming at the beginning sound like a clock ticking? me too #ok time to stop rambling HERE IT IS GOODBYE forever... #the beatles #now and then #Youtube #mine

[saline-coelacanth]

You know I think one of my favorite things about Cinder is simply the fact that he's an elemental master with an element that we really didn't get to see a lot of before. And I mean, a lot of the elements from before are ones we haven't seen much from simply because there wasn't a lot of screentime they could feasibly give to the other elemental masters, but I just find it cool that now we have a much more important character with a previously underutilized element that we're able to see in action more.

#random ramblings #ninjago #lego ninjago #ninjago dragons rising #ninjago cinder #i had this opinion before season 2 even came out #and we really only had cinder's design to go off of #but i still stand by it #honestly if they introduced other new characters with preexisting elements #i would be all for it #i also feel like with cinder existing #it also opens the floodgates for people to make em ocs #with preexisting elements #maybe I'll do that someday if i feel like it #i mean i have alumi but they're not related to dragons rising so they don't count #ok im gonna stop rambling in the taga now and go to bed lol

[astrophilip]

there should be a cap on the number of ways someone is allowed to be attractive because phil lester is capable of all of them and it stresses me out

#ESPECIALLY for the purposes of gifmaking because listen #i started a handsome phil gif series #but now i'm working on a gifset where he looks sooo pretty / beautiful #and thinking wow i should make this a series too #BUT THEN I WOULD NEVER STOP INVENTING NEW GIF SERIES BC PHIL LESTER DOESN'T STOP INVENTING NEW WAYS TO BE GORGEOUS #ok bye #rambles #dan and phil #phil lester #amazingphil

[retros-artandstuff]

homestuck doodle dump

#eugh theyre so silly #omg i just found out that theres a tag limit of 30 per post. like wow i did not know that. so yeah i gotta stop pausing for effect in my #tags and instead start putting everything in these big fucking paragraphs. 😭😭 either that or stop tag rambling but like lets be realistic #here lmao #eugh it looks like so much more now that its in big chunks why do i talk so much 😭😭 what the hell. ok anyways this is my first time #drawing feferi like ever i thinks. pretty cool shes very fun i likes her. i might change my design for her a bit tho. that can be said for #like any hs character tho like just in general. still getting a feel for them dhgsjabaja. but yeah anyways moving onto the actually tags no #my art #doodles #traditional art #fanart #homestuck fanart #homestuck #dave strider #kanaya fanart #gamzee fanart #karkat fanart #feferi fanart #sollux fanart #alpha dave strider #bro strider #omg this is my first time posting my latest kk design. look at that little guy hes so funny.

[angel-in-your-basement]

New Dom obsession just dropped and I am trying with every fibre of my being not to just gush about him all over the place cause he fucked me up so good on call last night

#already spent an hour explaining all the hot things he did to someone #I just have been craving one s specific thing and I finally got it and now I can’t stop obsessing #I TRY to keep this blog normal and depersonalized #but sometimes the impulsive thoughts get to me and here we are #ok I will shut up now BYE #cala rambles #probably delete this later

[tittysuckersworld]

have tryed out clip studio paint!!! my thoughts: neat but a bit hard to control. love love how i can sketch on here though. looks and works a lot like paper so mabey this will be how i get more digital sketching done!! ibis paint is still better for super finnished arts i think.

also ideas with chuuya/arahabaki thingies because the ideas of god and man are funky uwu

#my arts<3 #fuckkk tagging time #weeeeeeee #arahabaki #bsd chuuya #chuuya nakahara #bsd #chuuya bsd #bsd fanart #bsd art #bungou stray dogs #bungou stray dogs chuuya #bungo stray dogs fanart #the bungos #nakahara chuuya #done! yayyyy #uhh yee hope this all ok? i love how chuuyas character is just. human. but i also have lots of fun thinking of this #also also the tiny guy floating on a rock above chuuya is dazai. its another height joke because i cannot stop myself #fuck okay am in pain gonna go heat up heat pad now- but yee! funky doodles #also if anyone wants my new more done sped kid rants pls pls pls ask must add the bungos to it because. #*looks at giant cork board with pictures and rambles and red yarn connecting the dots* i have a lot #and it just agkkk it works so so gooddddd

[cheerfullycatholic]

Who's gonna get whacked by the snowstorm? It's supposed to get me the next two days and I'm kinda excited tbh 👀

ARE Y'ALL PREPARED?!

#my animals all should be okay #im just a bit worried about the half wild chickens who wont let me put them in the coop #or even the garage #i know theyll be ok with the cold im just worried about how deep the snow will be #ill have to keep up on making paths for them #other than that #i have enough animal and people food to last awhile and i have extra straw in case someone needs more #also got ten gallons each of diesel and gas #lots of blankets medical supplies board games #oh dang i should make sure my portable phone charger is charged #i really need to get a solar charger #the thing im worried about most is if the power goes out #we have a generator but if we can keep the house warm during the day we might turn it off at night #and i know its stupid but i have anxiety and nighttime is really hard for me #especially in pitch black silence #i dont like the way my fear and anxiety makes my heart feel #anyway #ill stop rambling now #yall are in my prayers #please pray for us