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#ok im done yelling about these two. FOR NOW ANYWAYS.
neuvistar · 9 months
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HELLO HELLO,,, this'll be my first ever request on tumblr so apologies if it's really messy or i missed out on some info 😭😭😭
SO IM OBSESSED with your jingren works, im wondering if you could make a modern highschool! au jingren x fem (preferably) reader that's getting tutored by the two of them and they're just so so distracting she can't even focus staring at their pretty faces :(( OR jingren as the two highschool troublemaker bully pair that stops you just for fun to purposely make you late for class, , ,, its up to u if u wanna make it smutty :3 THANKSIES
TROUBLE.. TROUBLEMAKER!
— featuring ┊jing yuan x fem!reader x blade
— warnings / content warnings ┊modern highschool au! marking kinda??, a little rushed (not proofread either), they’re soso mean! u jus wanted 2 get to class, use of nicknames, neck kissing, these assholes r a lil rough w u but it’s ok cuz it’s them, reader implied 2 be shorter than them in height, a lil suggestive! | 18+ MINORS DO NOT INTERACT
— a/n ┊AAAH sorry if this took a bit sweetheart tysm for the request though <33 they’re soooo RAAAAHHH u don’t even understand why! + also this is kinda rushed :(( so sorry
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every day was always a challenge for you, always! you weren’t joking when you told your friends you had jing yuan and blade, two of the most finest yet biggest bullies of the school on your ass. you didn’t even do anything nor did you know them personally, you just wanted to get to your locker but they were blocking away. honestly, you guessed that they were just stunned you had the guts to insult the two of them, fuck yeah you did.. you’ll do it again if you needed to. it was getting repetitive to you, how they thought they can just fuck with someone’s mind like that, have they ever learned basic human decency? you never went home with a smile on your face anymore. blade and jing yuan pick on you any chance they get, pinning you against the locker and calling you names, geez.. who raised them even? they have zero respect for you and others.
they’re such jerks, and they’re over here bothering you every chance they get! you barely even know a thing about them, you only knew that they get into school fights often, sometimes you would hear stories about them jumping someone from another school, jumping harmless people as well! the more you knew, the more you disliked them, of course you would. everyone did. they’re jerks, that’s the only thing they’re known for here.. except for the fact they’re actually.. kinda good looking. you heard they didn’t have the best grades either, cutting class to hang out at the back of the school or so, fucking jerks. honestly it was tiring to the point you didn’t even wanna go to school anymore because you knew you could be bothered by those two assholes, yet it’s not like you had a choice anyway.
you purposely set up your alarm to wake you up an hour after school started, so you didn’t have to deal with the two bothering you at your locker. your shoes hitting against the pavement rather quick, heavy textbooks in your arms. fuck.. maybe this wasn’t a good idea. but hey, atleast they weren’t there to bother you, atleast that’s what you thought.
“hey!”
you heard a voice call, and.. that voice.. seemed awfully familiar. picking up the pace, you tried to ignore the voice and it’s constant yelling for you to stop, there ain’t no way you were stopping. not when you knew who that voice belonged to.
SLAM!
fuck. nevermind then
you dropped your books as you were pinned up against a wall, gasping at how your wrists were pinned above your head, “hey sweetheart. you couldn’t hear me back there, hm?” your eyes flew open, widening as a white haired male was in your view. “.. what the hell do you want from me now, jing yuan? can’t you just leave me alone? i’ve already done enough for you! can’t you just—“
“i’m not letting go of you, princess. not now.” the white haired male leaned down as he inhaled your scent, nose almost pressed up against your neck as he had a clear advantage over you. you never noticed.. how tall he was, how long his hair was.. how pretty it w— no! you needed to focus, you had to use your brain in this situation, you needed to get to class.. not be picked on by these assholes! “fucking let go of me!” you tried to run to the opposite direction, before your face collided with someone’s chest, the aroma of their cologne was almost hypnotic. suddenly, jing yuan’s fingers unwillingly pinched at the back of the soft fabric of your blouse. you gave a breathy and startled whimper as the other, blade, pulled you even closer to his chest, keeping a firm grip on your hips. oh boy.. you were squeezed between the two tall men. you tried to escape their grasp before feeling another set of hands on your body, on your waist this time. “aren’t you tired of running all time, [name]?”
“shut up and fuck off already!” you attempted to wiggle out of their grasp, hearing blade click his tongue in dissatisfaction. “silly girl, thinking she can escape from us so easily just like that. you’ve always been just a dumb darling, ‘anybody told you that yet?” he raised a brow, staring directly down at you with hunger in his eyes. “you know you want this, [name]. stop pretending.” .. fucking hell. he was somewhat right, you did.. have a small crush on them both but that was for a little! you wouldn’t do anything with them! no no.. you wouldn’t!—
you had your arms crossed, before feeling jing yuan leaning close to you as his hot breath hit your neck, “may i?” you needed to get to class, but.. would you rather be scolded or be sandwiched by the two biggest.. troublemakers in the school? the second option it was! you tried to make your nod as subtle and gentle as possible so they wouldn’t see you submit, they noticed.. somehow. jing yuan grinned against your skin, dragging his tongue down your flesh as he sucked at a specific area in your neck that caused a whimper to leave your throat. “tsk. i was right, you do want this.” the male with silky dark hair spoke, grabbing your hips and pulling you closer as his lips locked in with yours, plunging his tongue inside as he tasted your lips. jing yuan already made a few marks on you, sucking and kissing at your skin dragging his teeth against it. you gasped into the kiss as blade roughly trapped your cheeks in between his fingers, squeezing them roughly as he pulled your face closer to his.
you were met with blade’s icy cold gaze, raising a brow at you as he kissed your jaw, working on the front of your neck while jing yuan was in charge from behind, letting yourself sink into their arms as your eyes were glued shut, a few moans leaving your mouth here and there before you felt a large hand putting a stop to your sounds. blade raised a brow, glaring at you as he kept your pretty mouth shut. “you don’t want to get caught now, do you? don’t make so much noise.” jing yuan panted against your flesh, his eyes flashed with excitement and hunger, all for you. you could tell, it was easy to tell how much they wanted you and how much they wanted to devour you as a whole. you could feel their grips on you explode. both of them savoured in your taste of your skin, biting, kissing, sucking.. jesus fuck it felt good, you had to admit that. you hesitantly began to thread your fingers through blade’s hair, swallowing the lump in your throat as jing yuan hit a spot from behind, a breathy moan escaping your lips. “see princess? this is better than getting scolded for being late. you’re a cute one, mm?”
honestly.. in conclusion, they’re trouble. troublemakers!
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ellaa-writes · 2 months
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Henlo!! I just saw ur doctor/medic reader story and i feel like they would all want to hear the absolute crazy cases and gossip from reader
Im a student and i work in a large hospital/shadowing some doctors aswell and someday’s these crazy things happen randomly. In the least expected ways. From getting a sudden code stroke to seeing 🪱🪱on body parts to hospital staffs gossips in the med room. Its so random sometimes.
Imagine doctor reader casually telling the time she caught so and so cheating in an empty room in between 2 codes. And shes so chill about it like shes seen and heard enough but the Kortac officers r eating it up like listening to Nurse John’s podcasts😂
Reader: yk this reminds me of the time i did my trauma rotation in—
Konig: wait! Let me get my snacks and tea👀☕️
Hello!! Thank you <3 This is so silly I love it. Decided to have fun with it. It's kinda gross but hey that's what happens. Lol.
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It's going to be a rough day, you thought. Not even 2 hours into your shift you had two concussed idiots sitting in your waiting room. This is gonna be a long one, you started at noon and won't be done till 4am the next morning.
Clutching your coffee you prayed for a miracle, an alien ship or a metor. Either one would do.
Later that evening, specifically dinner time. You were the last to arrive, having to help hold down a patient as another medic stitched up a gash on his forehead.
"I know, I know." you said as you sat you lunch down in front of your chair. Running off to grab a much needed coffee. It was your turn for the over night shift. It wasn't a bad shift, just babysitting the wounded soldiers that are currently being held. Coming back and setting yourself into your spot, digging into your food without a cause to the wind.
"You guys won't believe my day." you started off, slurping down your heart spaghetti. "Some rookies decided to play chicken and now they both have a concussion. And one probably memory loss. Couldn't even tell me his name." you shook your head, recalling the incident. "Than Hutch came in, complaining that he can feel worms crawling in him. I had to explain four times to that dense mother fucker that worms can not survive stomach acid." you stopped to take a big gulp of coffee. "But he wouldn't listen, said it wasn't in his stomach but inside his skin. Ran some blood tests and no hallucinogenic. But he could have fooled me." you didn't realise you were blabbing until you looked up from your plate to see a few of your team members surpressing their laughs.
"What?" you asked, mouth full of spaghetti. "Why don't you chew a bit more." one of them offered. Making the other laugh, "Oh fuck off." you spat. "Anyways, had to give Hutch an xray just to prove there's no damn worms in him." you explained.
"An xray? Does that-" you cut them off. "No, not at all. But it shut him up." they all bursted out laughing. "It reminds me of a patient I had back at the ER. Complaining about his ass itching. The other nurses weren't taking him seriously. Just sent him to the bathroom with some baby wipes." you stopped abruptly, this might not be a good dinner story.
"Oh come on Katze, don't get all shy on us now." König said, you didn't even notice he was there. You also didn't notice the rest of the mess hall getting quiet to listen to your story.
"Oh, well we're eating." you tried to explain but was met with loud booing. "Fine, fine." you yelled back. Wiping your mouth, your food finished, you pushed the tray away from you.
"Ok, so they sent him to the bathroom and he came back later saying he can still feel them."
"Them?" Horangi interrupted, and was followed by shushing. "Damn, sorry. Continue." he slinked back into his chair.
" So they put him in a room, told him to strip from the waist down. Another trainee and myself were assigned to this case along with a RN. She had him lay on the side has she spread his ass cheeks. Like you would a child." you stopped from dramatic affect. Watching as your tream and the rest of mess hall looked on in anticipation.
"We saw nothing. So she took a swab, had me spread this grown man's cheeks as she inserted it into the recum, shoveling out what ever was in side. Still nothing." a few people got up and left and others choking back a gag.
"She wet had him pop a squat over the trash can and cough. Sure enough a worm came shooting out. So did some green chunks, thankfully they were just some cucumbers. Guess the guy stole a cucumber from his neighbors garden not knowing it was infested with worms. He shoved the thing right up and it broke. He was like that for 2 weeks, worms up the ass. Still not the craziest thing I experienced, let me tell your that." you reached for your tray, but König took it for your instead.
"A cucumber up the ass?" Horangi asked. "I've seen people shove all sorts of thing up their butt. Idk what it is or why but it's way to common." you threw your finished coffee cup in the trash.
"Sorry I gotta get back. The results for mister chicken should be in by now." you said you goodbyes and waved to others, rushing out of the lunch hall.
"What a women." König said, hearts in his eyes.
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only-angel-28 · 7 months
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1999, part one
ok. this is my very first fic and the first time ive done any creative writing that isnt for a gcse english writing exam. this is part one of a mini series called "1999" (inspired by beabadoobee's song). im literally making it up as i go😍🙏.
please lmk what you think: should i scrap it or keep going? anything i should change?
and maybe repost if you feel extra generous :))
warnings: none!
1999, part two
1999, part three
1999, part four
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Summer had always been a time Belly, Steven and I had looked forward to. Sure Christmas and Easter were beautiful and memorable, but there was something about spending our summer at Cousins Beach. We'd been doing it ever since we can remember. For a whole three months, the Conklins and the Fishers did everything together. It was like while the rest of our year was shit, summer was always there to turn it around. We watched fireworks together, surfed, barbequed, and pulled all-nighters out in the backyard in tents pretending we were far away from our parents in some other country when in reality they were only a few feet away drinking wine and talking. We spent every waking hour together for those three months. And now that we’re all older, we party together.
After Belly and I turned sixteen we started seeing the boys in a different light. It was like they were the same boys we’ve known all our lives but somehow different. 
Steven would make fun of us for what seemed like years on the car ride to Cousins whenever he heard us giggling and whispering about how Belly and Jeremiah were destined to be since he posted a reel with her favourite song (he can't even remember her favourite colour for the life of him). But whenever she’d ask me about Conrad I’d shake my head and blush trying to convince her I didn’t like him like that.
Conrad was…complicated. He was gorgeous and tall and perfect and way out of my league. Hell, he probably saw me as a sister to him and nothing more. I had seen him go through girls year after next and had slowly started to lose hope of there being an ‘us’ anyway.
My thoughts get interrupted by yet another loud sigh by Steven. I swear if I don't end up strangling him by the time we get there…
“I’m boredddd”, Steven sighs.
“Steven that's your tenth consecutive ‘I’m bored’  in a row, can’t you think of anything else to say?” Belly all but yells at him.
He lets out another sigh before I wack the side of his head from the backseat.
“Hey!” he yells out trying to get me back from the passenger seat while Belly laughs and starts recording the moment on her phone.
“Alright, kids can we dial down on the domestic abuse, please? I’d like to go at least a few hours before having to swallow another paracetamol from your headaches.”, Mom says obviously getting fed up with us.
Instead of arguing back I try and shut Steven up by asking him questions.
“So Stevie,” I start, giggling as he annoyingly groans at the nickname Belly, Taylor and I made up for him, “what are you…most excited for this summer?” I ask making up the question off the top of my head.
Steven thinks for a minute before answering, “Surfing for sure.” He nods.
“Drinking wine with Susannah.”, says Mom smiling at the thought of her best friend.
“Fourth of July.”, says Belly.
“You sure you’re not most excited to see Jere?” I nudge her with my elbow as she squeals and looks away.
“What about you honey, what are you most excited for?” Mom asks, looking at me through her rearview mirror.
“The bonfire.” I say, smiling.
I’ve always loved the bonfire. Everything about it, it's always such a vibe. The kegs, the fire, the songs, the smores. It's always been my favourite part of the summer.
Until this summer, when I brought my boyfriend to Cousins.
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“You guys ready for the bonfire, should we go down?” Conrad asks as he enters the living room. I look up at him from my position with Belly on the couch. God, I’d forgotten how pretty he was.
Conrad comes behind the couch and wraps his arms around my neck giving me a slight hug before pulling away, “I missed you.” he says looking down at me.
Before I can reply Steven speaks up, “Aw Connie, no worries man I’m here now,” he says smiling enthusiastically as he pulls Conrad towards the door by his shoulders while everyone laughs at his misunderstanding.
Conrad looks at me expectantly and takes out a small box from his pocket.
“Let's go, man,” Steven says to Conrad before pulling on him again, “I wanna show you this really cool trick I learned the other day…” He drones on as Conrad’s eyebrows furrow and he looks back at me, “Aren’t you coming?” he asks pointing at me questioningly.
I give him a sad smile before responding, “I’ll join you guys later, I’m gonna wait here for Dean he should be here soon.”
Just when I thought they couldn’t, Conrad’s eyebrows furrowed deeper.
“Who’s Dean?”
“Oh didn’t we tell you?,” Belly responds, “Y/n has a boyfriend.”
Conrad and Jeremiah’s faces were a sight to see. Eyes wide, mouths agape and eyebrows straight up, staring at me as if I had told them I got my eyeballs tattooed.
“Okay, you don't have to be that surprised…ouch.” I wince.
Conrad and Jeremiah straighten up and Jeremiah looks at me and smiles before saying, “No, no that’s…uhm that’s great Y/n.” He looks at Conrad halfway through his sentence as Conrad looks down at his feet and puts the box he was holding, in his pocket before turning to Steven and talking to him about setting the keg up for the bonfire and walking out the door without sparing a glance to me.
“That was weird.” I say to Belly as she leans in to give me a hug,
“Totally. What’s his deal?” she responds.
“Beats me.” I shrug before yelling “Have fun! Use protection!” out behind her and Jeremiah before Belly turns her head around and flips me off which just makes me and Jeremiah laugh harder.
I sigh and turn the tv on. With Mom, Susanna and everyone going out, I was the only one left to wait for Dean. I wonder how long he’ll be, I can’t wait to go to the bonfire. Luckily I got a text from him just as I decided on watching Gilmore Girls.
'hey, i'll be there in five :)'
whew that’s part one done! here’s part two!!
1999, part two
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shiemori-writes · 1 year
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Can I request about them doing pocky stuff,almost kiss each other but MC just stop right there?(About Ace,Deuce,Riddle and Idia)
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"Hey hey! Wanna do the pocky challenge?"
—In which MC decides to do the pocky challenge~
CHARACTERS: Riddle, Ace, Deuce, Idia
INCLUDES: gender-neutral reader, sfw, fluff
notes: trying a different format! honestly im rlly indecisive 😞 nayways, enjoy reader! hope this request was to your liking~ also i made dif endings based on the characs, hope thats ok! Also whoa i just found out it was pocky day today lol since my country doesnt celebrate it hehe- its a bit late since its prob not gonna be pocky day when i post this but student things😞
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"...The WHAT!?!?"
Okay he didnt mean to yell, he really didnt, but seriously mc do you know how inappropriate this is all the sudden?!
His cheeks flushed, were you really trying to fluster him? Good cuz it's working, and he hates it
He's pretty aware of the challenge since he sees Cater scrolling through some once in awhile, and it makes his head spin
It was pretty cute watching him go through the 5 stages of grief just from your question alone
though you'd never say that, you'd rather not get collared right now hehe
If it was anyone else he would have collared them immediately for making such ridiculous requests but...If it was you, he supposed he could be a bit lenient, but- just this once okay!
He sighed, I mean, it wouldn't hurt, right? He supposed you deserved to be indulged every once in a while, after all he always did have a soft spot for you (not that he'd ever admit that)
His face felt hot as you explained the rules, listening intently while nodding, his cheeks flushed
"I don't see the appeal of this challenge..." he muttered under his breath, but decided to accept your challenge nonetheless, after all, he isnt one to lose, and judging by your teasing grin right now, he'd have to win. (also he may or may not wanted a kiss)
Shakily taking the pocky from his hand he bit a piece, watching you do the same
His heart was doing backflips with how closer and closer you were getting
Your face was barely an inch away from him, and it was making him crazy
You leaned in closer, deciding to tease him, just a bit
His eyes widened, closing his eyes as he anticipated for a kiss when—
CHOMP!
"I win Riddle~!" you declared, grinning at your victory while Riddle just stares at you in disbelief
D-did you just?!
He looked away from you, crossing his arms as he shakily replied
"Th-that wasnt fair!"
Really, he"ll get you back for this, but for now..He'll just enjoy the look of adoration you give him and your laughter.
It was his favorite sight to see, afterall.
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"OHOHO- BET."
His ego just inflated by tenfolds what have you done /j
No but he's actually really thrilled, after all, his bestfriend, his bestie, his partner-in-crime wants to do this cute challenge? With him?? Haha you must be so smitten with him!
^ Is what he tells himself but hes actually giggling on the inside like a little schoolgirl dont let that teasing grin fool you
He knew that often the challenge end in the two winning by kissing, so he was really smug about it
Ohoho sweet mc, you were just oh so in love with him werent you?
^ You threatened to do it with someone else when u got fed up with his smugness so he stopped a bit (he wants that kiss after all)
Anyways for him you didn't really need to explain the rules since compared to Riddle hes a little (a lot) more aware of the challenge, which brings us to the current predicament
Him happily taking the end of the pocky stick while waiting for you to do the same
When you did take a bite he started getting a bit (alot) flustered when you got closer and closer..and..
....Seriously prefect!! hes supposed to be teasing YOU not the other way around!! You're stealing his thunder y'know!!!
He decided he needs to be more bold if he wants the last laugh so he holds your chin with his finger as he went closer until..
Smooch! ♡︎
He closed the distance between you, not even hiding the smile that was forming in his face while doing so, time seemed to slow down, as cliche as it sounded, being greted with the sweet taste of your lips on his, a sweet short peck
A kiss was stolen that day, not that any of you were complaining to be honest, it was pure bliss (and rlly sweet too, literally.)
"Heh! guess this means I win (name)~ What's the prize? Your heart?" he joked and you punched him playfully
"don't ask for something you already have, idiot"
He really couldnt wipe the smile of his face that day
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"H-huh??? Really- ah alright!!"
AW MC HE'D BE HONORED TO PLS
Now ... What was that challenge again-?
He was pretty thrilled to be able to spend some quality time with you since you both were pretty busy that week (he misses u a lot) so without thinking much about it he accepted the offer but..
Cue flustered boy #2 oh boy here we go
W-well he supposes...No- he cant back out now!! Alright mc he'll do the challenge and you'll have the time of your life he swears!
He doesn't really care much about winning, honestly as long as he gets to see you laugh its enough for him :)
Sweet boiyo <3
The smile you sent his way has his head spinning
The challenge hasn't even started yet and his hearts already beating like crazy
You decided to take initiative and grabbed your pocky stick and hummed for him to do the same
He nervously bit the end of the pocky stick, a look of determination on his face as he got closer, until—
CRUNCH!
....He bit too hard on the stick DAMN IT-
HE WAS SO NERVOUS HE BIT TOO HARD
YOUVE MESSED UP DEUCE is what he tells himself until he heard you giggling quietly to yourself, eventually the giggling turned into full blown laughter
He pouted, mc its not funny :(
You patted his back in reassurance because oh god that was so cute pls Deuce its okay
"It's okay Deuce! we can always have another round!"
CUE ROUNDD #2
He swears he wont mess up this time!
You grab another stick and both bit the ends, both laughing quietly at your muffled teasing on who'll win this time
He didn't notice how close you've gotten until he could feel the hot fanning of your breath on his cheek
He felt his face heat up, (it really did not help that he had a major crush on you)
startled by the sudden closeness of the two of you, closing his eyes instinctively when you went closer, just about to kiss when you stopped
Huh-?
You bit the stick in half, humming in victory while Deuce just kinda 🧍 kinda stands there awkwardly
"O-oh..Yep! you won prefect..good job- ahaha.."
He tried and failed to hide the embarrassment evident in his voice, avoiding your gaze while he tried to calm his heartbeat
Expect a very shy Deuce for the rest of the day, and mayhaps a conffesion too? hehe..
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"IEEEHHH?!?!?!"
It was a peaceful evening (cough 11pm) And you just decided to oh-so-graciously ruin said peace with your fits of giggles in the room, he didnt pay much mind to bc he was doing quests but then you just had to ask that question..
Congrats! you broke him /h
ok but like getting asked to do such a "normie" challenge out of the sudden?? Really mc he expected better from you...He did not pause his game for this mc smh..
^ Hes lying hes in denial hes rlly flustered
His heartbeat highkey skyrocketted off the roof (so much so ortho was vv concerned cuz, is he dying???)
Turns out he isnt!!..Not yet anyways! he feels like passing out <3 (just like me fr)
He'd sputter out numerous snarky complaints through it all saying that there's no point and he's not a normie yk yk but he rlly cant deny you when you keep hugging him like that...dear lord youre gonna be the death of him someday, he swears.
Anyways, he's another one who rlly doesnt need you to explain the rules since yk hes a weeb, man knows everything /hj COUGH
Which now brings us here to the present, Idia pausing his game and shakily bringing his face to the stick, jumping slightly at any movement, hair flaming pink and- oh god why were you getting closer mc, no- sTOP
You decided to tease him a bit and go the closest you can manage, (barely 1 inch away from his face now)
Yep hes gonna die annndd-
CHOMP!
"Hehehe,! guess I'm the pro gamer now huh Idia? I win~!"
K.O! MC used tease, it was very effective! -10000 hp
He burried his face in your neck in a desperate attempt to get you to stop cooing at his blushy state..mc pls his heart cant take this
Expect him to get you back the next time you play a game mc.. For now he's just gonna..sit there and try to endure your teasings
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pencornielius · 1 month
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This was so long and it shouldnt be
This is not a Suvi bash or Ame good post
This is I want to fight Steel mano a mano in that fucking desert post
It just starts with #22 commentary and a why i blame Steel for that shit happening.
I hate her so goddamn much
Brennan, imma fight you. And you specifically.
I couldnt focus soo much cause i was fucking driving! the first time listening
So messy timeline of events via relistening ep#22:
-They waited 12 hrs FIRST for sleep and Ame packed
-Suvi admitted that Ame had done what she asked and she couldnt ask Ame to wait more. But please.
- Ame said she'd wait. She tried. She failed. She needs to stop listening to her anxiety(the fox) sometimes and think things through. For once girl.
-When Suvi asked her again if they were going and thats what the fox was doing Ame said yes, and im going. She only told Eursolon the fox was peeing. She did not lie to Suvi.
-Suvi left a NOTE, already accepting/beginning to accept that they all were about to bounce.
-It is not until(bad luck under a 15 roll) STEEL ORDERED HER STAY, while on their way to the gates, that Suvi WENT BACK on helping Ame to leave, and tried to stop her when Ame went to leave without her. Ame said do what YOU have to do. Unspoken but obvious: but im leaving
-shit goes to fire cause Suvi chose to hold Ame, back instead of allowing her to leave.
-THATS where Suvi decided THAT was BETRAYAL.
What i heard during sad mad Suvi thoughts:
"I know you said we go, I wrote a note, but my boss REEEEEEALLY says no, and ill boss ass bitch my way through almost anything BUT what Steel says, so i cant let you do what you said you were doing and I agreed to two seconds ago.......so im mad sad now cause i cant make you listen to my boss, cant make you stay; even though i pouted for you to do so after you woke up, cause you wanted to leave, needed to leave, but i REALLY wanted to finally show you everything, and i was so happy youre finally here and hopefully convice you to stay, look you have room! But youre selfish for enjoying everything i offered, cause i cant be like my actual parents and not disobey a shitty order from Steel and follow you while you both flee for your life, from this hostile specifically to you place, cause she'll yell at me and i cant handle that shame again boo hoo my needs."
Thats all i heard
Ame didnt betray Suvi.
Input sad mad moment here cause of spicy choices. The justify machine at WORK.
Suvi did betray Ame by renegging on her own note, her own choice, and not letting Ame take charge of her fate to leave. And thats why, i think, Ame's powers zapped her. (This moment cannot be blamed on dice. There was a roll for a call and a deception. The grab was a spicy choice that failed its strength check. Tasty. Brennan said 15 or its bad, and Aabria failed and said ok spicy choices only. Respect.)
There is nowhere you need me that can keep me from you huh?
🙄 cept this very place and yourself Suvi.
She learned NOTHING from her parents letters and documents.
The authority Suvi used to bring them back, could have been used to let them through, but bad is bad and the dice respect commitment. If she had went, just to push Ame through and stayed as commanded, there wouldve been no chaos, there wouldve been no fire. Only Ame needed to get out, but because Suvi couldnt leave, Suvi justified it was THEY couldnt leave, and Ame betrayed her for trying anyway.
Suvi, at Hannah: "Make your own choices!"
Me, at Suvi: "Follow your own advice!"
Prophecy was self proven.
Suvi was not given permission cause Steel ordered her to stay put
And She did.
Because she didnt give HERSELF permission to disobey Steel, even though she left a note beforehand.
Suvi was intending on leaving until STEEL stopped her. And Suvi cannot (read: will not) disobey Steel again. For reasons i STILL feel stupid upset about months. Read below
So my anger continues to bypass Ame's arrogant sunshine i know best or else bs, hop over Suvi's justifying pouty ass my spine is on puppet strings nature, and go straight to the source.
Steel.
That extra two hours plus the previous 12 for sleep, and a forced wait at the copter pad, would have meant an eight hour meeting with grumpy wizards and a 'please Ame, can we discuss this in the morning, when you only have one day left'
Steel refused to listen and accept Ame's urgency as urgency because steps needed to be done to "prove it" and it wasnt as urgent as the war going on right now, to Steel. Fuck how Ame felt. Fuck her importance as a witch. Coven who? not important. Theres a "war" conveniently led by the dude who i have a extremely biased vendetta against. And because Steel needed proof, Suvi suddenly needed proof. Cause Steel doubted so did Suvi.
More waiting. A nonsense bureaucratic trap. Ame is not wrong for bouncing.
Brennan im going to fight you. I FUCKING KNEW it was going to be Steel that would hold Suvi back. Gramma Wren said you can trust a Cop to be a Cop and thats EXACTLY what happened.
Cause its always Steel.
I feel like Suvi's arc is "Youre gonna have to fight your Boss one day, but only AFTER you stop being pissy at your bestfriends running for their literal lives from said boss and city and you, cause you havent yet learned from their letters that your parents prolly would have told you to leave with Ame, or atleast get her to the damn door, not tried stop you"
Unlike the woman whose constantly putting her authority and paranoia over you as commands then bandaids it with a tee hee i love you.
Cause Suvi keeps equating Port talon to her "not following orders and the trouble that followed," with the scoldings she got PRIOR to that.
The ONLY things she was reprimanded for prior to port talon were:
1) She didnt call the night she arrived. Forget the fact her phone died THE DAY SHE LEFT, she was at sea, and on fumes before she had Moroes project dropped on her and sleep. But shes put on ice for it. Cause she was in port talon for a Day. And didnt call. Bitch pleeeeeeeease
2)If Suvi had not threatened that guard, Steels rant would have no leg to stand on. Cause she spent more time yelling that Suvi disobeyed, THE FIRST FUCKING TIME, and left, more than her threatening a soldier. Cause that meant paperwork. It mattered more to her that Suvi chose her friends over commands and then she called Suvi a liar for it. I WILL NEVER NOT BE UPSET ABOUT THIS CAUSE Suvi had spent a month Handling her shit for the first time ever, on her own, with only Eursolon who didnt know how to fucking fight. She KILLED for Ame, LIKE SHE WAS TRAINED TO DO, and now shes being called an egomaniac for doing it alone WITHOUT PERMISSION A SECOND TIME?????? BIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIITCH!!!!! I HATE YOUR ASS FOREVER FOR THISSSSSSSO FUCKING MUCH. IF SUVI COULD HAVE POSSIBLY WRANGLED UP SOME SOLDIERS, UNFUCKINGLIKELY, WITHOUT PUTTING EURSOLON ON BLAST, AND HAD BROUGHT THEM TO THE SHRINE, ORIMA WOULD HAVE KILLED THEM ALL ON SIGHT, YOU KNOW THAT TO BE FACT YOU STUPID BITCH STOP BEING UPSET FOR NO GOD DAMN REASON I CANT STAND YOUR ASS SUVI DID HER FUCKING JOB
It was after THAT, and that alone, that Suvi got pouty and her mind let Steel be right when Nurram erupted cause at least she stayed and obeyed. SHE wasnt going to get in trouble again. This ONE FUCKING moment is her reasoning for trying to hold Ame back and trying to step in front of Eursolon.
Yeah she stayed, but not really. She still went out and saved ppl. She still disobeyed but it was for the citadel so its ok.
This time she stayed and an accident that happened, didn't have to, and Eursolon saved her ppl. While being chased by her ppl. Cause she obeyed.
Steel has given my girl a complex over one disobeyed order. And that was going after her friends.
Shes a sailor that wont bail water on a sinking ship until that captain gives the order, underthreat she'll be keelhauled if she touches the bucket.
Fuck
Steel
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Ok. So. This is a post about my thoughts on hakuba sagurus portrayal in the 2010 specials, specifically the first 2 he appears in. Which iirc should be the first and second appearances of Spider, too, so the merge of ch15+16 and ch17. Be warned: it's not a nice post. I'm not going to hide my exact feelings on it, I am not a fan of these two episodes and the way they portray saguru. I know there are fans on this site (and lots of fans in general) who prefer 2010 saguru over like 1412 saguru and sorry, but im not one of you. I'm going to say things that will not be nice to your favourite of the adaptations. This is me venting/ranting about something that annoys me, and i am not going to care if i break your hearts by doing so. So. You have been warned. I'm going to continue under the cut so anyone who doesn't want to read this can ignore it. Have a nice day.
So. Hakuba Saguru in the 2010 specials. I have negative thoughts and feelings about this, like anyone who's read the stuff above the cut now knows, and frankly I have no idea how I'm going to express them coherently. i think i'll just start where the specials did: with saguru's introduction to inspector nakamouri (do you write it nakamori or nakamouri in japanese? i still dont knows). Also small disclaimer, I am going off my memory and while I trust myself to know what happened, I'll gladly accept any obvious inaccuracies being pointed out to me.
So. Actually the introduction has nothing to do with my dislike of the specials, I'm just pointing out that as far as i can tell/remember, the manga/specials/anime never specifically say that saguru wanted to meet/catch KID. His dad says that he could use the humble pie KID tends to throw at their foes but afaik it's never said if saguru wanted to be there. Which is a fun detail that I've wanted to bring up for a while now! Anyway. i should probably start talking about my gripes now.
So the way that saguru is introduced is a merge of chapters 15+16, basically reducing his overall screentime by merging a chapter that could have been animated with another. I'll ignore that for now, 1412 had similar issues after all. He yells "You're just bait!" at KID, fine, I suppose we don't get a moral alignment chart with an x marked where sagurus alignments lie, so some alternate character interpretation inevitably happens
Then the writers introduce spider. Cool, new character, whatever. Fleshes out the org a bit, which is just as neglected as basically the entire rest of mk except maybe KID. Except. Spiders first appearance being also sagurus first appearance is the beginning of the end of sagurus adaptation being faithful to his character. Because the episode in which saguru discovers and tries to prove Kaitos identity (the only time hes ever done it by the way, he doesnt try to openly or covertly expose KID ever again after this chapter/episode) happens right after, and for SOME FUCKING REASON, the writers changed ABSOLUTELY NOTHING about the "trying to prove Kaito's KID" part of the plot.
Let me jump to the manga to elaborate. In the manga, saguru knows nothing about the organisation. Hell, even kaito doesnt know they exist yet, if we take the order of chapters to be the chronological order. In ch17, saguru finds a hair strand and with the help of hakuba labs narrows down KID's identity to kaito. I still dont know how accurate the hair strand thing is compared to reality. When saguru finds out, he comes to school and basically is so subtle about his knowledge of kaitos identity that kaito has to guess if he knows before going 'no way he knows' and accepting sagurus invitation to the heist. Aoko invites herself along, they go, and right before the heist starts, saguru handcuffs kaitos right hand and basically wants to force his hand so kaito will reveal himself (how that was supposed to work when kaito successfully made himself appear to be watching a movie with aoko during a heist before and nakamori already laughed off the dna evidence i have no idea). It doesnt work because akako intervenes and basically saves kaito from being arrested somehow. Chapter over.
Now lets compare that to the specials. The dna evidence thing happens. The class room scene that lacks any obvious accusations whatsoever happens basically the same. And then, for SOME REASON, so does the heist. You know? The ch17 heist in the specials, when saguru knows that not only is KID the 17yo kaito but also that a hitman is out to kill KID, one who happens to be really good at illusions? I genuinely would not be surprised if spider could get victims who are in prison. That's the heist when saguru tried to expose kaitos secret, in full knowledge of the hitman trying to kill KID. If the specials were the original version of mk, saguru in the manga would have been a hell lot more sympathetic, or decried as being 'too out of character'. But its the other way around. And it means that specials saguru is a lot more unsympathetic by comparison. After all, he knows. he knows that he is putting kaito in danger, especially if im right and spider can sneak into prisons for his job. Like, manga saguru didnt know that kaito was at risk of being murdered if he exposed his secrets. But specials saguru knew what was going on. He shouldn't have done the exact same thing as manga saguru, because manga saguru wouldnt just risk kaitos life like that. He tries to warn KID about using a hangglider during a heavy snowstorm when he still thinks of KID as nothing more than yet another criminal. With the way specials saguru acted during ch17, I wouldnt be surprised if that warning didn't happen even if ch15 was animated in full instead of being merged with ch16. It seems to me as though specials saguru doesnt really care about KID and their wellbeing in these episodes at all. All he cares about is spider. Who i guess could be blamed for the way these episodes got screwed up. but i think the writers genuinely didnt handle their own story and characters well (plus the 12 episode limit admittedly). Like, they could've waited with spider's introduction until ch17 was done with. Or introduced him during the adaptation of ch17 and given saguru a strong reason not to tell on kaito (btw the manga never explained why saguru stopped trying to prove KID's identity). Like, if you adapt a medium, and you introduce an original character, the least you could do is introduce them in a way that doesn't screw up major plot points, so either introduce them after those plot points and leave them as they were in the manga.. or adapt them with the character in mind. Like, it doesn't take that much to adapt sagurus behaviour and still keep to one episode. in fact, im gonna say you barely need to change anything at all. after all, saguru finds out that spiders current target is a teenager, one he happens to share classes with. Arresting him is out of the question since it risks spider getting a shot in and succeeding in his mission. So what better way to prevent kaito from getting murdered by spider than by not letting him get into a position where spider could get him to begin with? I'd suggest saguru trying to prevent kaito from even getting to the heist location but kaito could absolutely sneak out and after dealing with him for at least 2 heists, saguru knows this. so instead, everyhting in the episode happens... until saguru handcuffs kaito to himself, not so he'll have to break character iin fffront of everyone but to prevent him from getting to hold the heist at all. We know how competetent shinichi and heiji are, its not a stretch to assume saguru would notice if kaito tried to sneak away and grab him again. They also wouldnt be trying to get back to the main room since kaitos trying to change his outift without anyone noticing and saguru just wants him away from spider, not caught openly. Cue akako entering and both rushing out so the rest of the episode can occur. There you go, saguru stays a hell of a lot more in character and barely anything changed.
I said something a about mk adaptations condensing sagurus appearances earlier. Both 1412 and 2010 adapted only 2-2.5 of saguru's three entry chapters. And im still mad about it, especially at 1412 since they had twice the amount of episodes yet still pushed saguru to the side in favour of (presumably) trying to win more cash with conan. But at least saguru didnt get completely butchered in 1412 as a character and apart from the mangling of his catchphrase (another unforgivable sin especially since they replaced it with shinichis as if 'why did you do this' was somehow too much for the voice actors) is relatively similar to manga saguru. in fact, im going to make a theory, and depending on who reads this I will absolutely love the reactions.
The 2010 specials played a role, possibly a huge role, in the creation/existence/continued existence of Fanon!Hakuba(tm). After all, this saguru tries to expose kaito's criminal secret despite knowing that there's a hitman out to get him. so viewers who dont know what hes originally supposed to be like or just didnt do their research will go "huh, thats how he acts when he knows kaito could get killed because of him? how much worse would he be without the danger of spider?" and voilà, a complete and utter asshole who tells everyone and their grandma that kaito is KID every chance he gets. I once made a post asking if anyone knew how people got such a skewed perception of saguru that its still depressingly common. And i may not have found a definitive answer, but it seems that i found a potential cause for it. and its all because a bunch of people making an adaptation didnt portray a character faithfully.
Anyway. rants over, im done venting. Now i have to edit all the spelling errors i made writing this. inswear my pgone hates me by the way, half the errors happen because i make an error, tap the delete button so i can delete it, and disco er that somehow, the same letters repeat or some bullshit like that and the error i was trying to correct may be gone, but it cam at the costi of fucking up the word even more so i have to do even more correcting. And since i tried to erite this without wastung time correcting every fourth word or so and forgetting where ineas going with anything but still correct some words because i want to be able to rexognise what i was trying to type dammit, I build up a whole book fulö of spelling error. It doesnt happen in the tags or on any other messages so it has to be a tumblr post thing. To prove how many errors incan accumulate, I'm going to leave this last paragraph unedited aka youll see whaz i wrote without trying to correct it after going through the rest of the post. thank you for indulging my desire to share my thoughts, i hhpe i didnt ruin your day immeasurably, and have a nice day!
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suffarustuffaru · 10 months
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Which anime/games/film works do you like to choose to crossover with Re:zero? And which characters from these works do you think will get along well with Subaru and become good friends?
ooh……. these are some tricky questions… (complimentary)
i will say though that when i think of crossovers i do tend to prefer fandom fusions :o i like the idea of blending in the media im crossing over :o !! if youre interested in that sort of thing also, i made an umbrella academy-rezero fusion au fic with turacoverdin and ive made like T^T either shitposty or serious writing or art for several other fusion aus for the past two years… just bc i like the idea of placing rezero characters in like. different scenarios and studying them like bugs under a microscope HAH some other fusions ive done / daydreamed about include madoka magica, attack on titan, persona 5, also did some chainsaw man au doodles (unlike most people when they do chainsaw man aus i put emilia as denji and subaru as asa wodnsjs HEAR ME OUT OK—)… etc etc i suppose… also that one time i drew rezero characters as mario characters and tried way too hard on it—
anyway. as for what characters will get along with subaru—honestly i havent thought about it much so uhhh perhaps i will try right now!! :O i feel like characters like homura from madoka magica could be interesting… bc i feel like for him itd be like acquiring a new little sister bc she has her whole (apologies for madoka magica spoilers? HAH) time travel to save the girl she loves thing… homuras been through a lot and im 100% sure she and subaru will be able to relate to each other. homura kind of has that cold demeanor beatrice used to have too so YES new little sister acquired mayhaps!!!! and depending on how hes feeling he can cheer on her crimes or comfort her fr :,,))
on other hand i feel like throwing subaru at chainsaw man characters would be fucking hilarious… denji and power with subaru would probably get along like a house on fire…. subaru would probably react similar to aki in this situation. its the big brother figure in him kicking in again. that and power is like head empty and high energy and so is shaula so maybe subarud be like awww… 🥺 at her. shes gonna become like his new feral cat (affectionate). theyd probably have a similar dynamic to subaru with shaula (fond and exasperated). with denji i feel like theyd both be arguing all over the place bc theyre both Loud (literal) (metaphorical) and denjis moral compass is almost entirely just Must Save Animals!!! but like i feel like subaru would be fond of the guy and feel bad for him. im sure they can relate between. getting fucked over by Certain Women and subaru can help teach denji the importance of human connection!!! the latter of which would be important if subaru ever meets asa also T^T uhh minor part 2 spoilers but like yeah asas 1000% an incel and while shes not Literally a shut in she is Metaphorically a shut in and i feel like he could really relate to her and also Acquire Another Little Sibling yes this ask has turned into me saying subaru should get more little sibling figures but STILL i think subaru and asa are pretty similar and he’d have good advice for her!!!!!!!!
on the other hand though subaru would definitely pull an otto with pre-time skip armin attack on titan. armins a lot like otto and mikasas similar to rem so im sure subarud get along swimmingly and yell at them to have more self respect wodndnd. pre-time skip, early development eren tho???? subaru would knock him down Several pegs im sure erens Everything (his personality.) is gonna remind him a bit of himself also wkdnsns. that and hes def gonna be like “STOP. BEING A DICK TO MIKASA.” on the Other other hand subaru is gonna get his ass Particularly BEAT if you put him in the csm or aot verse. on the Other Other other hand, subaru is used to making friends while experiencing horrors so maybe he’ll be fine!! having rbd in csm and aot would probs be useful actually its just be total Hell the minute he gets caught up in anything 😭😭😭
anyway this is the most scuffed analysis from me, anon wodnsjs but i hope you enjoyed my answer!!!
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draw-you-coward · 8 months
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yeah maybe you reblogged that thing like 2 days ago but I'm going slow right now so if you still want to do the character ask thing, maybe mr Aloth Pillars of Eternity?
ogh im just happy to get one! lol
First impression: he's just a sweet lil lad. a sweet boy.. he seems so nice and shy and somewhat pathetic... i take pity on the lil squishy wizord in deadfire: damn aloth's old and cynical now lmAO
Impression now: this is tough bc i've slooowly started replaying deadfire and i forget most of my impression of him 🤔 I remember thinking that he makes a lot of very funny snarky comments and I liked how they gave him nervous stims esp with his hands. he just seems so done with all the bullshit and i feel that. I do wish he still had some of that sweet ladness left under all that cynicism though... but I think Rake thinks it's a little sexy
Favorite moment: bruh he propositioned Rake in the bathhouse literal seconds before tekehu did... i've been wanting to write a fic about it. besides that, there was a bit in the first game where rake failed a str check and aloth also failed a str check to help him and dislocated his shoulder and I just thought it was so sweet :-) so little rng things i guess... although i do like the comment he makes after you kill the memory monster in the wael dlc
Idea for a story: ok ok u know how i do like. vignettes. well i've been wanting to replay deadfire and sloowly make a fic abt their relationship? starting with the first time they enter the bathhouse maybe ahaha it'll be more playful in tone. my writing's improved a lot since i started the rake series and I still think about one comment I got that said they were so glad i was writing because barely anyone else did male watcher/aloth... 💀 i wrote like. three things and i still feel guilty about it sometimes
Unpopular opinion: oo boy! i feel like i stay so far away from fandom that i dont know what anyone thinks anyways LOL. ig just a general thing for me which is I'm not really a fan of romance? shippy stuff kinda gives me the ick 😅 For characters like aloth (esp bc i. dont like men lmao) I'm mostly drawn to their vibes and personality, and I really liked his whole wizard deal plus iselmyr and the abusive dad backstory ; i feel like there's a LOT of potential to dive into how that affects him that no one really explores
Favorite relationship: with edér :)) just two good ol boys. i like how theyre pals
Favorite headcanon: oo i dont really make these for characters esp if I like canon. i guess i'd like to further expand on how iselmyr functions for him, esp since in game it doesnt seem to follow specific rules or guidelines. does she come out when he's triggered? does she come out just to yell at me for friendly fire or to be upset when my unkillable ghost dog dies? how did he learn to function well in combat if she delivers attacks sometimes ("i dinnae con the spellybooks" girledfriend then woter u doing here? 😔) i guess i'd headcanon that there'd be a learning curve, esp since his first instinct was to fight/suppress her 🤔
from here pls feel free to send me more i love attention
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The world juniors have been so bad for my country :(( I'm from Latvia, and we've only won against Austria. Im just mostly sad for the boys (i literally can't watch sports games, i get way too sad for the losing team lmao)
AnYWay, do you remember the 2021 world championship where Latvia WON in the opening game against canada?? Bc that moment is just BURNED into any Latvian's dna. Like we WON against CANADA. THERE WERE CELEBRATIONS IN THE STREETS (we probably would've partied in the streets of Rīga the whole night, but there were covid restrictions, unfortunately, so it was kept to a minimum. BUT THERE WERE PEOPLE IN THE STREETS)
AND, fun fact, Latvia is one of the only three countries in the world where ice hockey is the most popular sport!! The other 2 are Canada and Finland obvs. So like. We LOVE hockey too, but our souls hurt every day because we aren't as good as you guys. (Except that time we won in 2021)
ALSO a game burned into every latvian's memory FOREVER is that 2014 Sochi Olympics game against Canada. Like. I cried so fucking much that night lmao. EVERYONE was watching the game. And we ALMOST won. Like the pure fucking suspense of sitting through that game, most of the time on 1-1. And that one moment, where Gudļevskis made an insane save to begin with and then Kristaps Sotnieks just fucking reached and pulled the puck away from the goal line??? When he couldn't even fucking see anything? And the puck was already ALMOST over the line??? Core memory of mine. Literal chills just thinking about it. Insane.
And im so close to crying just THINKING about how we lost it. Like. WE WERE SO CLOSE. JUST A FEW MORE MINUTES. Like if we had gotten to the shootout im CONVINCED we would've won. Gudļevskis was a freaking awesome goalie and i WILL fight anyone who disagrees.
And like worst part is that we really did our fucking best and all the guys played as well as they could. There's no one to be angry at. No one even thought we'd do that well. Everyone was surprised by the 1-2 bc it was expected that we'd lose by so much more. It was a good game. That doesn't change the fact that everyone in Latvia cried afterward. LIKE AHHHHHH
Okay long story short, our hockey history against canada is a SENSITIVE TOPIC. We will fight you if you imply anything bad about our boys in those games. Not a threat, just a warning (itstotallyathreat).
anyway, now that I've ranted for god knows how long, um... good luck in the juniors game against the USA? Im rooting for you guys (but full disclosure. If sweden plays for gold against you, ill be rooting for sweden. Bc I'll never forgive that Sochi game)
Also im aware that games against latvia are probably like. very insignificant for canada. BUT LISTEN THEY'RE IMPORTANT FOR US
Ok sorry for yelling in your asks. Im done now. Hockey brings out the passion yk
I want you to know I enjoyed every minute of reading this.
Also i totally get having loses that you can't let go of. My NHL team is the Habs (Montreal Canadiens) and like two years ago they went on a cup run and lost to Tampa Bay and like. I have never recovered. I hate Tampa Bay an unjustified amount. Also any time I see edits from that season I cry. Like. They got so close. And Carey Price DESERVED THAT CUP. HE DESERVED IT. UGH. And yeah, honestly I always feel bad for the teams when they lose no matter who they are (unless they're America, sorry I can't, the rivalry runs too deep, but literally everyone else), like you see their little faces, and they're so sad, they tried so hard, and I just wanna smush their lil cheeks and be like "buck up buddy, you'll get 'em next time" Honestly, so pumped for the Czech Republic and their win against Sweden, because they haven't won gold in like twenty years (I don't think they've played in the finals either) and I don't think anyone really thought they were gonna do much in this tournament (everything I heard was all Canada Finland USA) So like yes, I want Canada to win gold, but if the Czech Republic pulls this off I will honestly be a little proud of them - I love an underdog
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Loved the latest chapter, it hurt so good! and now I'm super worried for Sokka. Hakoda's feelings are fair in the situation, but his immediate betrayal of Sokka's trust was painful. When Sokka inevitably finds out about the Secret Zuko Discussions™ and their eventual decision its gonna mess him up :(((( Can they ever catch a break??? Will we get more private zukka moments with the SWT watching them all the time??? im begging
Ok so first of all… Secret Zuko Discussions is an awesome name & I’m stealing that, thanks.
Secondly.... I have gotten a lot of mixed feelings about Hakoda telling Bato & Gilak about Sokka’s Secret. (Which isn’t even really sokkas secret lol) but we all know all things Zuko are also Sokka so I guess we can let THAT slide….
& yesssss, it was shitty to turn around & break his promise...
......but was it though…? (I may rant a bit under the cut lol)
Ok unpopular opinion & y’all can yell at me if you need to… 
but Hakoda did technically leave his children home with his mother to lead his men into battle. A decision I respect because I see the reasoning, even if I don’t totally support it.... A battle they have all been actively fighting for two years away from home… Hakoda has a responsibility to these men to lead them and protect them… A responsibility he chose when he decided to leave for war.
YES we all love Zuko. Yes we know he won’t hurt Sokka’s people and is actually a good guy deep down… but Hakoda doesn’t know this. All he knows is the small amount of what Sokka & Morrak told him. His job is to protect Sokka and his people, and Zuko being Prince of the Fire Nation, son of Ozai, is a lot for someone to process.
If it were to get out that Hakoda knew who Zuko was & didn’t tell anyone... what would that say about his loyalties? YES should be loyal to Sokka, and yeah it’s shitty he had to break a promise he had no right making, but he is in charge of the safety of a large group of people. & that includes Sokka.
Zuko is a threat, idc that we like him, or that we want to protect him & that he has done so much for Sokka... he is dangerous. & they already know he is a fire bender, so he isn’t really sliding under any radars already lol. 
If Hakoda didn’t keep his leadership in the loop with what was happening he wouldn’t be a good leader to his people. He needs Bato & Gilak to help him keep this situation contained and have his back if this were to blow up in his face. We also need to trust that Hakoda knows what he is doing and trusts these men enough to support him and help him do whats best.
So yeah…. It sucks, but also…. Hakoda is just trying to keep everyone safe until he knows more. 
This does also benefit the boys, because they aren’t LYING to anyone, and Hakoda isn’t a BAD GUY (so he isn’t going to torture Zuko or hurt him in anyway). He is just a father trying to do what’s best for his son and his people.. and sorry Zuko but you’re not one of them. Shit, Hakoda doesn’t even see their RELATIONSHIP he is so turned around with what’s happening. 
(As for Hakoda’s dramatic and irrational thoughts.... *peeks at Sokka* like father like son I guess? He had to get is from SOMEWHERE....)
Sorry to use your ask anon but I thought I’d go ahead & discuss the Secret Zuko Discussions because a lot of people felt that Hakoda betrayed Sokka (which he kind of did…. but also not really) He did 100000% break his promise though sooo.... BAD HAKODA!! You should do what your mentally unwell son tells you to do! JEEZ!
AS FOR PRIVATE ZUKKA MOMENTS???
I don’t think anyone could keep the Blue Spirit & his side kick the (Red Spirit? Is that the name Sokka picked for himself idk lol) from getting some private time together ;)
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10 13 20 26 38 and 49 for all of them, or if not, whoever you want to yell about most (^:<
SO MANY!! (explodes)
10. What kind of jokes make them laugh?
sildraste: in my head i imagine her as a very stoic person. closed off and reserved. no vulnerability. but thats not... necessarily true? she'd probably like.. jokes that dont really make a great deal of sense, or jokes we think are absurd. think feeding the donkey a fig and washing it down with wine :') - thalya: she is VERY pure of heart. and very childish. almost every good natured joke will make her laugh. knock knock. whos there. owls. owls who. yes they do. (loud, from the heart laughter. knee slapping) - morant: it is SO hard to make her laugh. it has to be a GENUINELY funny, original joke. she takes herself too seriously sometimes - valdys: she'll laugh at someone tripping on the sidewalk (not out of meanness) and also "deez nuts". she's like.. the other side of thalya in a way. except shes more immature than childish LMAO
13: Describe your character's typical wardrobe for the regular day
OK so i am NOT great at describing clothes myself, so this is going to be very image heavy
sildraste: i have been workshopping her outfit for two years now.. and i still dont really know. im kind of tinkering w the idea of her being more feminine presenting? not sure how i feel about it just yet bc, as i said, i cant facking think of outfit ideas. anyways, that being said: outside of the Usual Dnd Chaos And Battle, like.. After her story is said and done. i guess i could see her in something like this for sure. DURING her story.. i hope u do not mind me not using my entire brain for this one question and instead using an existing picture... but something like this maybe! - thalya: pre sildraste it was something like this for sure, just replace the skirt for whatever the dnd equivalent of jeans would be LMAO. but post sildraste i can imagine it as something like this. i can definitely see her reverting to pre after everything is said and done though :^) - morant: you know, for a character that is pretty much my self insert.. my mary sue... she does not dress like me at all! shes very dark colors, slacks and long jackets/cloaks. think this and this. i hate to say it but shes definitely d*rk ac*dem*a. - valdys: MODERN 70s!!!!!! COLORS. BELL BOTTOMS. FLARE SLEEVES. LIKE THIS!!!! she is the only one i know FOR SURE. shes definitely modern, like what we'd wear today. but w the SPICE and FUN of the 70s
20: Does your character have a comfort item?
sildraste: oh you KNOW its thalya's necklace. as destructive as it is (which she doesnt. like. Know.) its definitely her comfort item - thalya: i think either she doesnt have one, or she is a bit too new for me to have figured an answer out! so, right now, she does not! - morant: dagger :) i havent figured out the importance yet, but its there - valdys: in direct mirrorage of morant.. there is ZERO importance at all to her item. she just thinks its neat and it brings her happiness. her chicken plushie. i imagine it looking something like this. this answer may change in the future but it is what it is for now!
26: Are they an animal person? Do they have pets?
sildraste and morant i wouldnt say are animal people. they Like animals, but i cant see them owning one. i could only see them owning a pet if its co-owned with their respective partner
thalya is DEFINITELY an animal person. she may have been a jeweler's apprentice but she also spent a fair bit of time with the farm animals of the town, helping out and being a general ray of sunshine always. no pets though, currently - valdys would have a cat 100%. one of those stupidly fluffy white ones that shed like a motherfucker. this cat. specifically.
38: How does your character unwind after a long day?
sildraste: ngl she probably gets wasted. it is what it is. always been like that. get her some therapy - thalya: quite the opposite. probably takes a nice bath. rose petals if the day was especially long/hard. - morant: she doesnt. she just goes to bed - valdys: most of her "long" days come from her mothers bullshit. she makes little imaginary vlogs for her imaginary audience alone in her room which 100% consist of what would be called trauma dumping. JGHDKJGHDK
49: What is your character's biggest fear? Most irrational?
sildraste: funny that. its losing thalya. LOL. shes a very rational person for the most part though. despite everything - thalya: she definitely has fears.. but how do you in sound mind have fears when you were this close to being dead. in comparison that makes whatever fear(s) she has seem so infinitesimal. her most irrational though is probably just.. being hated. nobody hates her. shes not a hateable person. which in itself is... something to think about. how can a person have Nothing to dislike. what are you hiding. what are you compensating for. - morant: dying <3 but i think valdys is her irrational fear FKJSDHFJKSAHFUIASHJFKSDH. morant "HATES" her and thinks valdys also hates her. but valdys is stupid pining. morant though. thinks she is plotting to murder her in her sleep. there is miscommunication here unfortunately. she is stupid - valdys: shes pretty fearless i wont lie. but the answer would probably be being misunderstood. she doesnt always come off on the right foot. but shes earnest. her irrational fear though..
ok i cant think of anything. so sorry. but i got to the end and this is the only one i said "hard give up" on. so please applaud me
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devils-little-sista · 6 months
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I hate that I’ll never be able to talk to my parents about any of this just for the sake of keeping a good relationship with them because I know they would never own up to their mistakes and they would never apologize for the neglect and everything else they put me through. Neither of them are in their right mind anyway. Mom is senile from the family illness and dad is drunk again and even if I blew up right now and yelled all my problems at them most of the problems they caused. They would get angry at me and say that they did their best and that they didn’t know what to do—not have a kid!!!!!! That’s what you should have done is not have a kid!!!!!!! because neither of you were ever capable of taking care of one and you both knew that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You can’t just assume that other people in your family (most of wish don’t want anything to do with kids at all) will take care of your accident child for you!!!!!! I was your twos mistake kid!!!!!!!!! And you never owned up to it you never corrected your mistake!!!!!!!!! You never raised your kid!!!!!!! And no I didn’t turn out ok I mean look at me!!!!!!!!!
I’ve wanted to yell these things at them for years. I’ve wanted to talk to them about this for years. And the fact that I’ll never be able to talk to them about this I’ll never be able to have that therapy and that closure and that I’ll never be able to truly get over all this. Because they will be angry with me somehow. They’ll just turn themselves into the victims when their the ones that did all of this. They caused all of this pain and this loneliness and this isolation and bitterness and.
AND THEY WOULDNT EVEN REMEMBER ANY OF UT IN TWO OR THREE DAYS!!!!!!! EVEN IF I DID BLOW UP AT THEM. THEY WOULD NOT REMEMBER IT THE NEXT DAY!!!!!!! THEY WOULD SIT THERE AND WONDER WHY IM UPSET AND ASK ME WHAT THE ATTITUDE IS ABOUT. AND THEN I WOULD TELL THEM WHAT HAPPENED YESTERDAY AND THEY WOULD SCOFF AT ME AND SAY “THAT NEVER HAPPENED I DONT REMEMBER THAT IT NEVER HAPPENED WHY WOULD YOU ACCUSE US OF SOMETHING LIKE THAT WE WOULDNT DO THAT” WELL YOU LUTERALLY DID!!!!!!!!!! YOU DID DO EXACTLY THAT!!!!!! AND NEITHER OF YOU ARE IN YOUR RIGHT MIND SO OF COURSE YOU DONT REMEMBER!!!!!!! OF COURSE YOU TWO REFUSE TO ACKNOWLEDGE ALL THE PAIN YOU HAVE CAUSED!!!!!!!
Forget therapy. Sometimes the only way to heal is to yell at the extremely stupid and uneducated people that thought bringing you into existence was a good idea in the first place. Sometimes therapy only works if it involves traumatizing your parents back. I hate that I’ll never be able to have that therapy.
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taelovesjohnny · 6 months
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Muted ( The Outsiders ) Chapter 18 That was then, this is now
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Millie's PoV
Well, i kinda got beat up at the party. It wasn't Dally's fault, it was mine. I got drunk, and well things happened. I was wondering what would happen when anybody saw me, like how about Darry. Well, it actually was Alley.  She's taken my best friend away from me, and she doesn't realize or care. That night, she told me her feelings, and like i said i wasn't gonna get in the way of who soda loved. So i put on a fake smile, and moved on. I went home before Dally because, well i was bleeding something aweful and i needed to get myself cleaned up. 
It's not the first time I got drunk or beat up, abviously.
Well, anyway. When Alley was yelling at me, i litterally contemplated smacking her in the face, but soda would probably kill me 'cause he's changed like that. So i just stood there 'cause i couldn't talk so, yeah. And when soda came in, really. I would expect him defend me, but no he didn't he defended the girl who was crying. 'cause she doesn't know what real pain is. like honestly, i didn't even cry when i got beat up tonight. She's such a crybaby and i think she just wants sodapop to come running to her aid. 
I can't stand girls like that. I mean, thats exactly the type of girl sandy was, and look where she is. pregnant, in florida, with no husband, and no boyfriend. I think some of the boys have noticed some of my changes toward soda and alley, and my changes in my attitude. 
I've spent more time with Dally, getting to know him and things like that. And doing crimes like shoplifting with Two-bit and of course Dally. It's fun, but if Darry ever found out, oh jesus, you better watch out cause there's gonna be blood splatter clear to mexico. 
I really dont have anyone to talk to anymore. Hahahahahaha, funny. Im halirious!!!
well, anyway, when we got done our little, 'talk' so to speak, i went out to the living room.
" Hey, is Alley ok?" Soda asked me. 
I felt livied. I walked up to him and smacked him as hard as i possibly could. And then i ran. I couldn't take this, all he cared about was Alley, he didn't care about me like he used to, just Alley. He didn't even ask if i was ok, or-or anything. i ran, i didn't know where i was running to, but i knew what i was running from. I never thought it was possible to hate home, where all the love and happieness happened when we were young. but i did, I know that's possible now. And i knew half of what Johnny felt now. dammit. I cant go back now.
Well. Last memory of Soda, being an ass. there goes the brother i knew.
That was then, this is now.
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On the mind
So the past few days had been crazy in a bad way. I do not understand why or what is going on. It seems like "people" well in this sense I mean "adults or old people" always seem to press me and make me look bad. I got this manager job and asst. So it's a big upgrade for me. I only have an AA and I don't do anything creative or something that can make money. I am still trying to figure that out. That is life... But so I got this because I kind of know how to do retail stuff. Most of my work is merchandising aka reading a piece of people and doing what the company wants to place items, if they don't have items you can make it work/flow or whatever. I know a little about that. But so I got this asst. job because I am willing to do the dirty work and figure it out. That said I am still new and fresh. It's been going fine for something but it seems like yesterday someone attacked me. And I use that word because they did attack me, not physically, but he did call me out for something and rage on me. Yelling at me and was angry because I was trying to explain something to him he had done wrong. I don't think I was being too hard or negative or mean. but he was doing it wrong. Like putting items in the wrong places.
so he yelled at me when I was trying to show him. Then He screamed at me you signed up to be an asset. then what have you been doing all day. For one thing, my shift started at 1:30pm that day. I clocked in, and talked to the other manager she gave me the run down, then I had to count the draws and all the regs. Since I was the closing shift. The changing of manager. I know usually how long it takes me to count the draws which usually takes about 30 mins or so because we count them by hand Ewwww. And depending on whose working I usually count that draws two times because I'm always coming up short. Even though it's usually short by 20 cents or less but I still ALWAYS double or triple-check myself. That is because it's money and im signing off like it's correct. So I NEED to make sure I can count it right and plus human error does happen. So it's always good to check. So it takes me a little longer. Because I'm a little paranoid about being accused of something with the money. Around this time another worker came up to me and started talking about what was going on. He said that someone was not listening to him by putting one or two boxes up front. for people that don't know. We put boxes up front so we can use them to hand out to guests. But we keep the ones we need in the back for ourselves, so, for example, the displays change every month. We have those boxes in the back so we can put them back in if they are not sold. And this person told that one put those boxes in the back. We may need them later. But that one didn't listen. I was talking to the one complaining telling me maybe he forgot because we are ALL used to just throwing boxes up here anyways. Just grab what you know and just take it back there. He was like well FK it ok whatever.... does it anyways. then later he comes back up and points something else out, as how he asked him to help him with taking a few boxes down from the top overhead. and the guy just walks off and doesn't help. This happened two times now. One time when I asked him real quick to help because I was busy with a delivery. He said "nope im up front now, can't help' nope, not job today." and he walked off when he said this. like what...
So that was done. Then the other manager asks me to help her out in the back. One of the delivery trucks show up and she wanted to know if we should take one item because the date was coming up in three weeks or two and a half. So I know we don't sell much of that and we always mark them down. So I was like NOPE send it back. Then spend more time back there trying to help her make sure all the items were there. They usually send up too much or always miss a few times. This time we were missing one or two items. So we marked it and sent it off. that was that... It was after that another employ came up and to complain about the one who raged on me. This was the third time. So me being a new manager I figured (damn, now I need to actually say something instead of just making up excuses, by saying he's old, or we all forget the little things)
So now that it's the third thing. And it seems like I have addressed it. because I figure if I don't then he will also feel like he's not being heard or listened to. and has to work extra hard to fix up the messes being done... That was well I came up to him and tried to explain how him something he did wrong. But since he's 900 years old he got pissed and said that to me... that brings me to now...
I had to go to the store manager and we sat down and to him. I don't know what He told her. But I know what I said. But from what I feel and see from the meeting the store manager said that we just need better communication and that we need to say hi to each other and greet each other like human beings. We just need to watch what we say and how we talk to each other, tone makes a difference. And that we need more communication on what's going on and that we need to be more transparent. I believe she said this because she heard his side and his side was I don't really do much and make other do things.
I only say that because when yelled at me, he wanted to know what I was doing, and why it took me two hours to notice what he did wrong. And that I sign up to be the asst. Ok, I understand that. But just because you don't see me with something in my hands aka a bottle or a case doesn't mean I'm not working. I have other reasonability too. Like counting money, keeping track of money, making sure all delivery is correct, and when those come in checking them in and then making sure dates are good on the food. If they are not I need to reject them and make sure I have stock, if they send too much stock I need to actually read the paper and see what I have to reject them as well. and after I check them in, I would need to go on the computer to check my emails, and then complete the order by saying what we got and didn't get. With some of the orders which usually generate on their own but have not been working SO I need to enter them manually which takes a while.
But because he just seems at the desk on the computer typing away he THINKS I'm doing nothing. OR when he sees me in the back look at the truck he thinks I'm just marking it on the paper and that's all I DO. Oh and at the same time deal with his mistakes and messes all the time. Like putting bottles in the wrong places, behind the wrong tags, ringing things up wrong, and being lazy and not wanting to count change. He rounds up and just gives them a whole 1$... I mean given he only shorting us a few pennies. but doesn't understand that since the reg is short I HAVE TO COUNT THEM... so I get nervous and re-count the reg at least 2 or 3 times to make sure I'm ok at counting it... so it takes extra time.
But it's ok. Because it's how I address him. and he can do whatever he wants. EVEN not listening to the store manager's directions.
Its things like this that make me upset.
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lilylovesundertale · 1 year
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Chapter 13 unleashed power
Crystal: ... bro?
Drago: oh yeah what will you do about it
Spidera: brother deal with him please
Drago: gladly*attacks with dragon psychic ability*
* delto Dodge the in coming attack and attacked with controlled water*
Drago: * uses ice psychic power to freeze the water and sends it back*
Delto:*melt the ice using fire psychic ability*
They continued fighting while crystal just stared*
Crystal pov:*in her mind* this is all my fault I shouldn't have blamed him I shouldn't have gone into this mess.... I have to help him but how I'm stuck in this web and I can't control my psychic abilities yet... Wait those crystals!
Regular pov:
A bright light surrounded Crystal and she broke free of the web shocking the nearby enemy before the spider could even try to her put back in the web crystals trapped her*
Spiderra: brother the other one escaped
Drago: wait what do you-*gets trapped in crystals as well* WHAT THE HELL IS THIS!?
Delto:*look at Crystal looking shocked*
Crystal: DON'T YOU DARE HURT MY BROTHER AGAIN-*accidentally kills the spider one she froze*
Drago: YOU KILLED MY SISTER!
*everything faded black around Crystal*
Crystals pov: ... I-I didn't mean to I didn't mean to hurt someone...I-i didn't mean to kill someone-oh dear God what have I done I'm a monster thares blood everywhere... No one should hang around someone like me
Regular pov:
*Crystal ran off with tears In her eyes hiding in a nearby cave and just began crying*
Aziz: the boss won't be too happy when he hears about this you know but it wasn't your fault just don't kill my sister Lina ok?
Crystal: where did you come from?
Aziz: let's just say it's a cold place but hey anyways I'm supposed to be looking out for you guys as in you know trying to find you and murder yea but I'm not the type of guy for that but my sister oh boy she's a murdering machine better keep an eye out for her
Crystal: I will if I leave the cave anyway-*gets lifted up by a yellow glow* uh Aziz?
Aziz: that's not me one of the souls decided to choose you and my the yellow glow it's Justice
A yellow soul floated over to Crystal*
Justice: you face evil without even giving it a second thought killing the enemy and giving Justice I will grant you my ability
Justice went into Crystal's body*
Delto: CRYSTAL DON'T DO THAT AGAIN JESUS THAT'S THE SECOND TIME YOU GOT ME WORRIED SICK-*hugs because Crystal was crying*
Crystal: i-im s-so s-sorry
Delto: it's okay sis
Crystal: I-i k-killed s-someone...
Delto: it's okay it wasn't your fault sis
Crystal: I'm sorry I said I hated you
Delto: it's all right you were angry at me and to be fair I should have listened to you just because I was protective but it shouldn't not mean I could not let you defend yourself I realize that now now come on we should get back with the others
Delto helped Crystal up and went back to the others*
Aquo: WHERE WERE YOU TWO
sunny: don't yell at them to be fair thay do this a lot
Leaf: I can confirm now can we please get back on track
Crystal: what's your sexuality leaf
Leaf: ace
Aquo; YES I'M NOT THE ONLY STRAIGHT PERSON HERE
sunny: asexual doesn't like male for females
Aquo: NOOOOO
Leaf:*holding in laughter*
They began walking to the castle which is still super far away*
To be continued
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transhoverfish · 3 years
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my dumb of ass children are fighting again
[image description: a waist-up drawing of berkeley and cto yu from subnautica. berkeley is a light-skinned man with brown eyes and hair, and purple dyed strands of hair on one side. he's wearing a gray and orange diving suit. cto yu has dark tan skin, very light blue, almost white, hair with blue dyed strands. she has brown eyes and is wearing the same type of diving suit as berkeley. they stand facing each other, berkeley's hands on his sides and cto yu with one outstretched towards him. she appears to be saying something to him with a sarcastic expression, and berkeley stares back with a frustrated expression. the background is white. /end id.]
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