#ohhh you eat in secretttt

[lilgynt]

i am JUST saying if my eating disorder actually made me skin and bones one my family wouldn’t rag on my health as much TWO maybe literally anyone would respect my weird relationship with food ❤️ eating disorder blogs PLEASE don’t fucking interact i’m in recovery

#i used to live off four meals per week IF that and yet everyone’s like hm. i need you to fast restrict and diet ur way thin #personal #my mom calling me manipulative for calling out the fact she knows nothing about my life but i constantly know shit about hers bc the only #thing in relation to me she wants to talk about is my fucking body ❤️ #move out or lose weight i won’t watch you destroy yourself where was that energy when i was STRAVING #ohhh you eat in secretttt #ma’am one time we had a fight an actual honest to god fight bc #and i cannot emphasize this #bc i had a bowl of soup and two pieces of bread #AFTER BIKING FOR A FEW HOURS #Like i feel like i should lose weight and try to eat healthier but like #for my bodies sake #not so i’m more fuckable you know ❤️ #she does bring up actual health stuff but it just feels like an excuse #all of this bc of nuts #NUTS #i will admit i was in the wrong for being like if i get diabetes i’ll just kill myself is that fair is that fair mom #it double sucks bc we were having a nice day too. she complains she can’t talk to me without drama well #i can’t hang out with her without her just #attacking something #i also ended up idk #it wasn’t screaming but i’m like i have no idea what i’m doing with my life #and she’s just okay figure it out or move out? #in relation to college #anyway