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nevalizona · 1 year
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I am biased, I will admit that, my most favorite show in the world is an mc show sksksks BUT I would have loved to see what m3 would do with that. The Lincoln outfit. Makes me wish we got a side thingy where he either "joined" an mc or helped one out. Imagine getting to unlock a motorcycle this way?!?!?!?!? It would have been so much fun😭😭😭😭 I wonder what the missions would be. I suppose it could be a territory thing for one. Some sort of merch run whether that be guns or drugs. Something could happen there. There's a lot of things they could have had Lincoln do. Especially if they have those missions set after the game as a way to still do something. I'm not saying the mc would have to be super in depth but meeting some characters would be fun! Especially since that would fit in with Lincoln’s whole mission of trying to find a family. Not saying it's perfect or would make sense for him to get *that* close to them, but at least having the option for him, if that's what he wanted would have been real cool. We could have met the president or even the vp. Ahhhh it would have been so much fun. But once again to reiterate, I understand I'm biased since I find mcs interesting, maybe it wouldn't have been fun to most people but idk.
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eyelessfaces · 1 year
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deft hands
poe dameron x reader
summary: poe doesn't know you have a fixation on his hands, and he must not know, but it's a secret that's harder to keep than expected.
warnings: smut, vaginal fingering, oral, semi public sex, alcohol consumption
tags: gn!afab!reader, soft!dom poe, reader is touch starved asf, I wrote this for the hand kink nation I hope you're proud of me, oh yeah we're married to poe also
word count: 1.8k
a/n: this was absolutely prompted by the picture of oscar's hands we got yesterday and I'm not sorry.
also I don't write smut very often please be kind
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You had always had a weird fixation with Poe’s hands ever since you had started dating him, after you had learnt to know what he was capable of doing with them and how easily he was able to make you see stars by the only help of his deft fingers.
It was pretty inconvenient at times, because simple things made your body react at once at the mere view of his hands, and your mind easily and quickly drifted to thoughts you shouldn’t have when Poe made such casual actions that weren’t even meant to turn you on. 
Poe already really enjoyed teasing you in public, and if he ever learned that you had a thing for his hands, you would be doomed to be turned on and unable to function at all times. 
He doesn’t need to know, he must not know, or it’s a never ending game for you, a game you're bound to lose.
–Now the thing is, your fixation is even worse now that you are married. 
The gold band around his fourth finger happens to really complete his look, and the way it shines under the dim lights of the cantina and the way the warmth of the atmosphere on D’qar makes the veins on his hands slightly bulge out doesn’t leave you indifferent. 
Maybe the fact that you can feel the heat rise to your cheeks so quickly is because Poe hasn’t touched you in such a long time, his massive amount of work being the cause of your honeymoon being the last time he has actually laid those hands on you, and put his fingers in you.
That’s what you’re trying to tell yourself as Finn tears you from your thoughts when he notices you look absent, asking you if you’re okay. 
How can you be okay when your husband moves his hands around in the air as he’s talking to another pilot when all you want is for him to stick his fingers inside of you?
You nod to Finn nevertheless, trying to seem composed when truly, it’s hard to focus, even more now that you have to press your thighs together to ease out the simultaneously blessed and cursed feeling between your legs.
You have been behaving nicely. You have managed to tear your eyes from Poe and his fingers, and you have fully dedicated yourself and all of your attention back to Finn, Rey, and Rose. 
Wonderful, right? 
Yeah. 
It is wonderful, until while you’re taking a sip of your spotchka, your gaze catches Poe’s while he’s licking the crumbs of whatever food he has just eaten, on his fingers, a sly smile on his lips as he does so.
It’s wonderful, until you choke on your drink and it messily spills from your mouth and over the table.
If your cheeks felt hot before, they’re burning now.
You’re an incoherent mess of apologies, and you do your best to clean it all up with the pile of napkins resting on the table before exiting the booth and hurrying towards the cantina bathroom to clean the mess that you’ve made over one of your favorite shirts.
The amount of swear words spouting out of your mouth per seconds as you hastily scrub your shirt is impressive and you probably hold a new record, and you only stop when you gasp at the feeling of a hand over your hip. 
When you look up at the mirror there’s the reassuring reflection of Poe’s face, and you sigh in relief when you realize all the pressure you’ve put yourself through these past few minutes. 
You allow yourself to calm down and breathe for a second, feeling Poe’s fingers reassuringly tracing circles at either of your hips. 
You feel rather composed again, and you sigh softly as he gently leaves kisses behind your ear.
“Like my fingers that much baby?” he teasingly whispers into your ear, and his voice is dripping with lust and desire as he's now lightly nipping at the flesh of your neck.
A small whimper escapes your mouth as you feel his hand grasping your belt, and you take no time to turn around and capture his lips. 
His mouth is warm and the kiss is messy and filthy, and you bite down on his lip when he completes his task and unbuckles your belt, curling his fingers into the belt loops and tugging on them to pull you in the closest bathroom stall, pulling away from your mouth when he closes the door. 
You’re out of breath, panting, and he corners you against the wall, kissing you even harder, one hand resting at the back of your head and the other at your waist. He sighs into your mouth when you tug at his curls, and when he pulls away he still stays significantly close, your warm breaths mixing together, both of his hands trailing down your body and fumbling with your pants, his mouth then pressing kisses into your neck, his light stubble gently and pleasantly scrapping your sensitive skin.
“Can’t believe I married you unaware of this” he murmurs into your ear between kisses, the lustful tone of his voice sending shivers down your spine, a soft moan leaving your mouth when he tugs your pants down, your underwear quick to follow. Your grip on his bicep tightens when the tip of his fingers graze your slit, gathering the juices there.
“You’re so fucking wet baby” he huffs out looking down at where he's touching you, almost amazed at the way your body reacts. “Like my fingers? Want me to use them for something other than licking my fingers off when they’re dirty?” he teases with a sly smirk, looking back up at you.
“Oh shut up” you whimper, too impatient and needy to be teased, the ache between your legs throbbing in need of some attention. 
He smirks and licks his lips, nodding.
“You want me to shut up? Okay, fine” he simply says, holding his hands up in the air. You wonder what he has in mind until he drops to his knees in front of you, not caring in the slightest if the bathroom floor is dirty. His mouth immediately finds your thighs, softly kissing and biting and licking them, progressively teasing closer and closer to where you really need him, without ever truly satisfying you.
“Poe, please” the words unconsciously leave your mouth in a soft sigh, as if your needs had a mind of their own, taking over your body, exposing how impatient you are when you feel him nipping at the inside of your thigh, his teeth gently grazing the tender skin there. 
The way he runs his tongue at the inside of your thigh where he knows it tickles drives you insane, and he's well aware of it when he feels your hand bury in his curls.
You’re pretty sure he’s smirking proudly when he leaves a kiss to your heated core, and your hand immediately grips his hair tighter as his lips close around your clit.
It’s devilish, and he knows it as he sucks on the lump of nerves before changing tactics and flattening his tongue, lapping through your folds in slow and languid strokes, gathering your wetness over his tongue, the tip of it expertly curling against your clit. 
The way your head is thrown back against the wall and the way your free hand covers your mouth when he looks up at you absolutely wrecks him, and the way you clench around his finger when he slides it through your folds and pushes it inside could have made him burst right then and there if he wasn’t so focused on your pleasure.
He’s moving in shallow thrusts, and if his mouth wasn’t so busy he would laugh at the way you’re trying to thrust down on his finger, needing him to truly stick it in and stroke your walls. 
He must be in a good mood, because it doesn’t take too long for him to add a second finger and to truly pump them in and out of your dripping heat.
His tongue is still perfectly coordinated with his fingers, not losing the rhythm as he fervently laps at the nub while he slowly and tentatively strokes your walls, your soft gasps and whimpers encouraging him to wreck you even more.
If his mouth wasn’t at work it would be anyways, telling you how good you're doing, how tight you are, how sweet you taste, how good you're squeezing his fingers.
The squelching sounds are straight up embarrassing, and you truly hope no one is there in the other stalls of the bathroom, because even if you're doing your best not to moan or let any sound of the kind out by biting hard on your bottom lip, the sound of your slick ruins all your efforts. 
Poe takes a break from your clit to lovingly press kisses to your thighs, and you whimper at the loss of friction, looking down at him.
"Feels good?" he asks casually as if he wasn't currently pumping his veiny fingers in and out of you, making your slick drip down your thighs.
You nod hastily, and a loud moan erupts from your mouth when he pushes in deeper inside of you, a sly smirk on his face as he carefully observes every shifting reaction over your face, his free hand gripping your thigh and appreciating the way your muscles twitch under his ministrations. 
You're close to the edge, and he knows it, and he knows exactly what to do to push you over it. 
His mouth goes back to work and licks at the right side of your clit, where he knows you're the most sensitive, and his fingers curl into your cunt, grazing the mind nubbing spot inside of you repeatedly. 
It's only a matter of time and of repetition before he's hitting it just right, setting every single nerve of your body on fire, and you're cumming over his fingers in a silent cry, spewing profanities and moaning his name repeatedly under your breath as the dazzling feeling unfolds. 
He works you through it, lapping at your spent until you beg him to stop, too sensitive, too overwhelmed once the feeling washes away.
He catches his breath as he stands back up in front of you, depriving himself of air one last time when he kisses your lips, both of your cheeks and your forehead, before he tells you how good you were for him. 
You watch as he licks his fingers as if it's the best meal he's ever had, and you feel dizzy at the sight, but you regain consciousness when you notice something–
"Poe, your ring"
He looks down at his hand, the gold band he hadn't bothered taking off before he started touching you now gone. 
And he is equally frightened and amused when he realizes where it is.
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toomuchracket · 7 months
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and america likes me (politician!matty x reader smut)
i don't even know what to say about this. it's 3.5k words of matty if he was US president, and it's so filthy i feel like the shame nun from game of thrones is going to start following me around. like... there's butt stuff in here lmfao. that said, there's also fluff. idk. blame lana del rey for this, and enjoy <3
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"matty, slow down, for fuck's sake, these heels are too high for me to run in!"
your husband scoffs and comes to an abrupt halt, releasing your hand from his own. before you can say anything, he scoops you into his arms and keeps moving down the marble-floored corridor, albeit more slowly than before, kissing you quickly to muffle the involuntary shriek you let out as you're flung into the air. "honestly, baby, i don't even know why you persist in wearing heels to these events - it's kinda inevitable that we'll run off somewhere we won't be interrupted, yeah?"
he's right. the two of you have been sneaking out of dinners and dances and drinks receptions together for the better part of twenty years, in search of lockable rooms where dresses can be hoisted up and underwear yanked down with nobody else finding out. but this isn't a university ball. it isn't a charity gala. it isn't a congressional dinner. christ, it isn't even your wedding. 
you press a gentle kiss to the underside of matty's jaw, savouring his little hum of contentment that follows. "well, i thought my husband being sworn in as president was an event that deserved six inches of stiletto."
"i can think of something else that deserves six in-"
"i swear to god, matthew, if you finish that sentence i'm turning around and going back to the party without you."
matty laughs and kisses your nose. "we both know you're not going to do that, sweetheart."
"oh, do we, now?" you ask, raising a brow. "and what evidence do we have of that, mr. president?"
a smirk, the same one that's weakened any and all resolve of yours since you were eighteen. "because i'm ridiculously hot, that's why."
you roll your eyes as matty laughs, but - once again - he's right. he is ridiculously hot, especially in this moment: the moonlight streaming through the big windows catches the grey hairs threaded through his dark curls, his slightly stubbled jaw and cheekbones sharpened by the shadows it casts. the tie he was wearing earlier got lost somewhere between your first official dance as president and first lady and now, the top few buttons of his dress shirt coming undone in solidarity with it. speaking of the shirt - despite its expensive price, the white fabric is still sheer enough for the black ink on matty's sternum to be visible. although, you wonder, the transparency of the shirt might have less to do with fabric thickness and more to do with the fact it's being slightly stretched over your husband's muscle-wrapped chest, and the strong arms currently tucked under your legs. either way, it's really working for him. and you, as a result.
"mmm, i concur," you smile. "i think the evidence is quite satisfactory."
matty's turn to raise a brow. "quite?"
"well," you say, trailing a manicured nail down his neck and chest, stopping as you reach the first closed button. "i've only had a partial look. i think you need to be a bit more… uncovered."
"oh, believe me, sweetheart, that'll be happening. for both of us, actually," matty grins. "as much as i love this dress on you, i do in fact need to get you out of it as soon as possible."
"i'm cool with that."
"excellent. in that case, hang on tight."
you do as asked, and matty runs down the rest of the corridor, stopping when he reaches an imposing oak door. he gently puts you back on the ground, giggling with you and holding your hand as you readjust to standing on stilettos; he brings it to his lips quickly, before pushing open the door and beckoning you to step inside.
as you enter the warmly-lit entryway, a young man dressed in black leaps up from his seat behind a desk. "evening, ma'am, mr. president, sir."
matty gestures for the man to sit down. "evening, sam. i take it they radioed to tell you we were coming down here for a bit of peace and quiet?"
"yes, sir."
you squint at him. "you look pale, sam. have you had any dinner? or any sort of break, at all?"
"well… no, ma'am," sam replies, hesitantly. "i've been here since noon."
"almost twelve hours? that won't do at all," you gasp. "i really think you should get something to eat. and some coffee. the sooner, the better, because you look dead on your feet. no offence."
"none taken, ma'am. but i can't leave the vicinity of the office here until the shift change at 2."
"you don't have to," matty pipes up. "there's cake and coffee in the chief of staff's kitchen. and chairs that are much more comfortable than the one you have here - i'll sort that out for you tomorrow, actually. go, have a bit of a rest for an hour or so."
sam still looks hesitant. "are you sure, sir?"
matty nods, smiling. "that's a direct order. we'll ring you if we need anything."
"thank you, sir. oh, and speaking of the chief of staff," sam replies, pulling out a bottle of champagne from under his desk. "he left this for the two of you."
"ah, adam. always so kind," you grin, taking the bottle. "thank you, sam. have a good night."
"thank you," sam nods, making his way to a plain side door as you and matty make yours towards another imposing one in the opposite direction. "and you too, ma'am, mr. president. congratulations again."
"much appreciated, sam, thanks. see you tomorrow," matty waves, before gently pulling you through the second door and closing it behind you. "finally. alone at last."
you lay the champagne on a nearby sideboard and pull your husband into a tight hug. his arms find home around your waist, while your head buries itself in the crook of his neck. "alone at last, in the oval office. which i am very excited about decorating, by the way. this room is going to look beautiful once i'm through with it."
matty laughs, pulling back to look at you and caressing your face softly with his thumb. "it already looks more beautiful with you standing in it, darling, in your pretty dress and all your jewels." 
as he speaks, he lightly brushes his fingers over said jewels adorning your hair and earlobes and neck and wrists and fingers. you smirk, leaning in to whisper in his ear. "you forgot one."
matty's head drops onto your shoulder, and he trails kisses along into your neck. one of his hands begins to knead your asscheek, while the other slips down the small of your back and past your tailbone and presses - gently, but still enough to send a rush of heat to your core. "i can assure you i did not, dirty girl."
"your dirty girl," you say, pulling matty in for a kiss. he eagerly accepts, tongue immediately slipping into your mouth; matty always kisses like he's trying to completely consume you. as if he hasn't already - your heart, your thoughts, your dreams… they're all devoted to him. and you want to demonstrate that devotion now. "who's about to get on her knees for you in the middle of the oval office."
matty moans into your mouth, but shakes his head. "nah," he says, pulling back, breathless and wild-eyed. "s'not what i want right now."
you pout. your husband laughs. "later, sweetheart, i promise. but for now - will you go and sit behind the desk for me?"
a rush of excitement passes through you. unlike matty, a political career has never been your dream, but the thought of getting to sit at the presidential desk in the oval office and experience the illusion of having that much power is undeniably thrilling. so you oblige, looking up at a smiling matty from your place on the butter-soft leather. "what exactly are you planning on doing, baby?"
another kiss, then matty speaks against your lips. "pledging my allegiance."
before you have time to react, matty's on his knees in front of you, unclasping your heels and carefully lifting your feet from them. then, sliding a hand up the expanse of your leg visible through the slit in your skirt, he gently lifts the top section of fabric away and spreads your legs as much as the dress allows. his pretty eyes light up at the sight of your lacy white panties; you whimper as he runs a finger down them, to which he responds with a "so responsive for me, fuck".
"take them off," you whine. "please, need you."
"and you'll get me, darling, whatever you want," matty coos. he slides the damp lace down your legs and places it on the desk - a disgustingly erotic sight, it has to be said - before placing a thigh on each of his shoulders and leaning in. 
with a flat tongue, and with those dark eyes locked on your own, matty slowly licks upwards from your entrance; you moan in relief as he meets the wetness he coaxed out of your body by nothing more than just being. but relief is short-lived - his tongue points and swirls as it meets your clit for the briefest of moments, before matty takes the sensitive bud between his lips and just sucks.
pleasure shoots through your nervous system, releasing a wail from your throat, sending your hand straight into matty's hair, and forcing your hips to jerk upward. matty tries to stop the latter by pressing a hand on your stomach; combined with the way he's practically making out with your cunt and the way he moans into it when your fingers wrap themselves around his curls, though, it has the opposite effect. 
but your husband doesn't seem to mind your hips writhing, your stomach clenching under his hand, your cunt grinding against his face. in fact, he seems to fucking love it - the way he's palming himself through his dress trousers with his free hand certainly corroborates that. when the realisation of what his arm movement is breaks through your sex-addled brain, a heady mixture of pride and more pleasure courses through your body. one of the most powerful men in the world is on his knees before you, as you're perched on the literal seat of his power, eating you out like a man starved and enjoying himself so much he can't help but get off to it like a horny teenage boy.
the thought alone would be enough to make you cum. and in conjunction with the actual feeling of matty fervently mouthing at your cunt, you're imminently heading that way. "matty, i'm - oh, fuck, that feels good - m'gonna cum, baby. please, please, make me cum, fuck, oh my god."
matty's eyes roll back in his head at your words. he abandons his self-pleasuring to wrap both arms around your thighs and tug you even closer to his mouth; you don't quite understand how that's possible, given how enthusiastically he's been tongue-fucking you for god knows how long, but, somehow, he manages it, burying the deft muscle up to the hilt inside you and bringing a calloused thumb to your clit. you let out a choked sob, digging your nails into the arms of your/his/the federal government's chair as your hips continue jerking and the elastic band of ecstasy grows ever more taut in the pit of your stomach. with a final suck of your clit, it snaps, spilling whines of your husband's name from your lips and warm liquid from your core onto his waiting face and tongue. he gently laps it up so it doesn't spill onto your pretty dress, cooing praises and reassurances in the moments in between when he comes up to catch his breath.
once he's satisfied with how clean you are, matty releases his vice grip on your thighs and rests his head on the left one. he's just as breathless as you, and probably just as fucked-out-looking, but you've never found him more beautiful, all messy and bright-eyed and covered in you. smiling, you run a shaky hand through his curls and watch him close his eyes in contentment; when he reopens them, he presses a kiss on your inner thigh and looks up at you. "hi."
"hi," you reply, smiling sweetly. "i love you."
"i love you too."
you grin cheekily. "the way you just went down on me suggested that, yes."
matty laughs. "honestly, baby, i think that was the most fun i'm ever going to have in this office."
"nah," you say, sitting up and leaning down to kiss him. the tang of yourself on his tongue sends another burst of heat between your legs. "i'm about to return the favour."
"jesus christ," matty groans, squishing his face into your thigh. he inhales, then looks back up at you apologetically. "as much as i'd love that, sweetheart - and i really, really would - i think if i'm not inside you in the next two minutes i might actually pass out."
you giggle, stroking his cheek. "noted. can i ride you, then? at least for a little bit, and then you can take me however you'd like."
"fuck, yeah. but i need to get you out of that dress first, need to see your tits. that alright with you?"
"mhmm," you nod. "can i get you naked, too, baby?"
"'course," matty smiles, pulling himself up to stand and helping you up onto your shaky legs. "turn around for me, gorgeous." 
when you obey, he presses little kisses across the back of your bare shoulders, while simultaneously working on undoing the little buttons lining your spine. your dress falls to the ground once the final button is undone, leaving you bare save the jewels dotted around your body; swearing under his breath, matty brushes the one only he and you know about. "some day, i'm going to fuck you there, in this room."
gleeful, you spin around to face him,  shoving his suit jacket off and beginning to undo the buttons on his shirt. "that better be a promise."
"oh, you beautiful, filthy girl," matty coos. he takes your face in his hands and kisses you, as your fingers move to unfastening his trousers. breaking the kiss, matty kicks his shoes off as you rid him of his shirt and attach your lips to the tattoo of your first initial on his ribs. "of course it's a promise. but first, i need to fuck that tight little pussy of yours, alright?"
"i can see that," you tease, as you yank down matty's trousers and boxers in one fell swoop and see his presumably achingly hard dick for the first time that evening. "take a seat, mr. president. let me make you feel good."
matty does as you ask, settling down in the chair and holding his hands out to help you climb on too. it's a big chair, the seat wide enough for you to comfortably kneel on either side of his hips, but matty doesn't look small in it by any means; he's assured, powerful, imposing… and sexy. you tell him as much, and his cheeks go pink as he shakes his head. "enough flattery, more fucking, please, sweetheart."
you smirk. "whatever you want, sir." with that, you slowly sink down onto matty's dick, both of your jaws dropping in tandem as more and more of him slides inside you. as he bottoms out, you blink dazedly, already slightly overwhelmed from how full you feel.
matty notices, and brings a hand to cup your jaw. "you alright, darling?"
"yeah, just full," you reply breathily, smiling sweetly at your husband. "feels good."
a smile in return. "feels amazing, baby. d'you want a hand moving?"
in response, you rise up on your knees and sink slowly back down, eliciting a moan from matty and a grin from yourself. "i've got it."
matty watches as you continue to bounce on him, your pace increasing with every meeting of your bodies. as you speed up, your tits begin their own bouncing; with a groan of your name, your husband takes one in each hand and squeezes gently, making you whine when he rolls your nipples between finger and thumb. "too fucking right you've got it, babe."
the praise shoots straight to your head, egging you on enough that you speed up your bouncing even more, as best you can. matty can't tear his hooded-with-pleasure eyes away from your tits, but even in his fucked-out haze he still manages to bring his thumb to your clit and lightly circle it; you whine and clench around him as soon as he makes contact, which rips a throaty groan from his lips. "shit, baby, just like that. so fucking tight around me, so fucking perfect, christ, feels like you were fucking made for me."
"love the way you feel inside me," you whine. "want you - fuck - everywhere."
matty closes his eyes for a second as if to compose himself - when they reopen, the beautiful brown is almost completely gone, replaced by the dilated black of lust. the hand not already preoccupied with your clit sneaks across your hip, deft fingers quickly meeting the jewel decorating your peachy ass. "oh, baby, i want that too. can't tonight, though, because we don't have everything we need. but we can still play a little bit…"
keeping his eyes on your face the whole time, matty slowly starts to pull the jewel out of you, just enough that the ring of muscle is stretched ever so slightly by the thickest part of the glass, before working it back in and repeating the motion. your breath catches in your throat at the feeling, the third level of simultaneous stimulation driving you deeper into your already sex-addled state, and your voice shakes as you whimper. "oh my fucking god."
despite being just as sex-addled as you, matty's cheeks lift into the most smug, most shit-eating grin you've ever seen him wear. "you like that, baby?"
you can't answer, your brain too hazy to send the signals for speech to your voicebox. but it's alright - matty's doing one of his telltale rhetorical 'orgasm is imminent' monologues: "yeah, i know you fuckin' do, shit, clenching around me like that. fucking love it when you do that, fucking love you, my girl, my favourite girl. such a good girl for me, fuck, just so perfect. you're getting close again, aren't you, sweetheart?"
still riding, despite your burning thighs, you nod. the elastic in your stomach is tightening again, far quicker than it did before your previous orgasm; your ability to talk hasn't quite returned, so you settle for burying your head into the crook of matty's neck and digging your nails into his back, tethering yourself to him in a wordless attempt to tell him you're about to cum. 
luckily, your husband knows you and your body so well that he understands instantly, shuffling underneath you so he can fuck up into you and get you both off. "need you to cum for me, darling," matty murmurs into your hair. "need to feel you cum all over me. please, sweetheart."
it's the plea that does it. on top of the clitoral stimulation, and the attention on both holes, and the dirty talk, and the previous orgasm, and the sheer fact that it's matty underneath and inside you… it's his desperation that knocks you off the precipice. the elastic band doesn't so much snap as it completely shatters, sending a wave of total pleasure throughout your body that's so strong you actually black out for a second, after managing to finally croak out your husband's name.
you're brought back to earth by said husband whining directly into your ear. "oh fuck, babe, m'so close, m'so fucking close - shit, where do you want me to cum?"
"inside me, please," you reply, still panting from the aftershocks of orgasm.
"fuck, you want me to fill you up? i'll fucking do it, sweetheart," matty groans, hips beginning to stutter as he nears his climax. his speech, though, still flows out unencumbered. "might even put a baby in you, if we're lucky. you like that idea, darling, a picture-perfect little presidential family?"
you hum contentedly, too tired to do anything but nod into matty's neck. against your temple, you feel him smile. "then i'll fucking give it to you - shit, m'gonna cum. gonna fuckin' fill you up, give you what you want. give you anything you want, whenever you want it, my wife, my perfect girl - oh, fuck, i'm there. fuuuuuuuck, fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck."
matty wraps his arms around your waist and pushes down slightly with his shoulders, keeping your bodies flush as he pulses heat into you. he keeps his arms there even after orgasm wears off, and yours stay loosely wrapped around his neck; for a few minutes, you stay just like that, the room silent aside from the tandem heavy breathing. you're first to break it, pulling back from matty's neck to look at him. "hi."
"hi," matty giggles, leaning up to give you a peck on your pouty lips. "so… we just absolutely desecrated the oval office."
you giggle too. "indeed we did. worth it, though."
"absolutely," matty brushes a stray strand of hair - still miraculously mostly intact, despite it all - from your forehead. "you feeling alright, baby? you need anything?"
"honestly? a drink would be nice."
matty throws his head back against the leather and laughs, before looking back at you and stroking your cheek. "give me a minute to recover, sweetheart, and then we can crack open that champagne from adam and toast the incredible sex we just had, yeah?"
"absolutely, mr. president."
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agendabymooner · 9 months
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from the ground up ! fernando a. x ofc (professional wrestler!canadian!ofc)
“this life will go by in a blink of an eye but i wouldn’t wanna spend it without you by my side.”
summary: weeks after their 15th anniversary, trish and fernando alonso introduced the newest members of their family to the world. f1 twt were also posting about… everything alonso-related, including the names of their kids (in a loving manner)
content warning: mentions thirsty!grid of years 2023 and 2005, literally fluff, long ass names of the alonso kids, pregnancy/birth announcement, crappy spanish translations + taylor/fernando alonso references
note: i can see you lurking and i just wanna say hi 😩 everything’s been a bit of a flop, i know 🥲 there should be some pierre gasly content otw as well- but idk who else to write for (thinking about este and checo atm)
let me know what you think!! send me an ask- tell me what’s going on, etc. enjoy xx
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[1st image: “back in 2013, your husband - f1 driver fernando alonso - started a rumour about your firstborn’s name being seven something words long. you never addressed anything about it despite it being asked repeatedly. then you confirmed that that’s the case after you had given birth to your second child. the youngest.” trish: she’s not going to be the youngest soon enough but yes.]
[2nd: just for the record, our kids freddy and rey have been given at least three middle names. and since they were both born in spain, their surname follows after what the practices tell us. i didn’t honestly want to tell anyone outside our family about it but nando was so excited that he told his grid friends. sebastian vettel’s the one to basically cause chaos and said “yeah the two named their son after their ancestors.”]
[3rd: it became a recurring topic that would show up once in a while. we don’t like making a big deal out of it — our kids don’t need to have their legal papers be published or spread to the public because they are entitled to the privacy that they have now. though the two have been bragging about their names in front of a camera whenever they could. especially when their papa gets interviewed— oh god, they actually tell everyone their full name.]
[4th: “yes! i remember the press conference with him and the kids!” t: i was hoping that it wasn’t streamed live when they had that but what can i do? it’s already out there hahaha. they’re really proud of their name. “would you be willing to repeat what they introduce themselves as?” t: i might as well. so, their names are frederico hugo fernando patrick and reyna severina odette anastasia alonso staedtlander— don’t look at me like that. i know it’s long.]
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liked by lance_stroll, estebanocon, amydumas
amydumas holy shiiii- more godbabies for aunt amy!! liked by thetrishalonso
thetrishalonso i carried them all for you to spoil them!
user1 what’s up with the names 🥲
user2 what are their nicknames?!!!
thetrishalonso tino and tiago 💕
user3 name inspo?!!
thetrishalonso rubén = rubens barrichello and michael = schumi ❤️
user3 IM IN LOVEEEEEE
lewishamilton oh my god you and rey are outnumbered 😂 liked by thetrishalonso
thetrishalonso there’s no need to point it out 😂
carlossainzjr cannot wait to see the chicos, beatrice!! liked by thetrishalonso
thetrishalonso hurry up, tiago’s waiting to meet his godfather for the first time 😉
estebanocon congratulations, trisha and fernando!! liked by thetrishalonso
user4 look at my bestie, getting noticed by the grid crush of the season
astonmartinf1 just found our drivers 1 and 2 for the 2041 wdc season 💚 liked by thetrishalonso
thetrishalonso freddy’s looking forward for the 2032 season 😂💚
astonmartinf1 he’s welcome to be lance’s no. 2 anytime!
fernandoalo_oficial estoy tan bendecido de tenerte a ti y a nuestros hijos 😍 i’m so blessed to have you and our kids liked by thetrishalonso
thetrishalonso thank you so much for your love, mi amor ❤️
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[translation: i am so incredibly grateful for my wife and her strength to carry not just one, but four children that i am sure i will love and appreciate as long as i can breathe. freddy, rey, tino and tiago, you will always have a place in my heart. freddy, you are an incredible big brother to all your siblings, and i can't wait for you to make them feel proud when you start your career as a racing driver. reyna, you will always be the best girl in my eyes, don't let other people say otherwise, princess. tino and tiago, you are the miracles that your mom and i have been asking for for years and i am always glad that you have come into our lives as nothing but surprises.]
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amydumas congrats alo!!! i’ve always known i trusted you with trish for good reasons 😉 liked by fernandoalo_oficial
lance_stroll look at tino! he’s just as handsome as his godfather 😎
fernandoalo_oficial eh, you’re not that handsome.
lance_stroll wOW MEAN
sevstaedtlander congratulations nando and trish! their cousins are excited to meet the two liked by fernandoalo_oficial
tillywolff aww 😍 much love from me and the whole pack! liked by fernandoalo_oficial
thetrishalonso thank you tils! we can’t wait to have a play date with the wolff cubs and have you and toto meet the twins!
danielricciardo man you’ve got some balls 🤣 congratulations on the twins, nando and thetrishalonso!
thetrishalonso thank you danny, i can’t wait for your little one to show up too. though word of advice: please don’t refer to the kids as “some balls” ever again 😭
maxverstappen1 me and sylvie are up for babysitting if you ask for it 😉
mickschumacher hell no, i’m watching the alos
charles_leclerc you guys are funny
landonorris the bigger alo kids literally love me. have you been considered a favourite by either? no? exactly.
lance_stroll bold of all of you to assume they’d even allow anyone to watch the kids
carlossainzjr you might be a favourite but me and lance_stroll are the godfathers. so, keep trying nonetheless 👍
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ficcidio · 9 months
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YOUNG AND BEAUTIFUL
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pairing: fiancé!hyunjin x fem!reader
genre: comfort, fluff, a little suggestive in the end
warnings: insecurities, problems with food & feeling guilty after, swear words
a/n: hii, i’ve never written abt hyunjin so i hope i did well! i’m sorry i didn’t post in so long i’ve just been struggling a lot lately and i couldn’t find the energy + this was written at 1 am sorry if smth doesn’t make sense (not proofread yet) 😭 also please read the note at the end, it’s very important
ᯤ now playing: young and beautiful by lana del rey
— 시작
your body started panicking as you felt everyone’s eyes on you. you looked around the room, trying to figure out the reason. was it your makeup? or did you eat too much? your dress probably looked horrible on you too. it was all of them, maybe. you started to walk, looking for you fiancé, hyunjin, who was nowhere to be found. he had left you alone in the middle of the party with all those unknown people.
as you moved you heard a group of people calling your name “y/n! come here” “y/n, come talk with us” “y/n!” “y/n!” you tried to escape but suddenly one of your old friends caught your wrist and made you approve her and her husband.
“wow, you look really different” she said “did you gain weight?” she asked as if that wouldn’t hurt you “yeah, i guess…” you whispered trying not to cry. it was the third time they said this to you tonight and you were started to get anxious. why did they only look at your body? why couldn’t they talk about your success?
“oh, that’s good too eh! i didn’t mean it in a bad way” she tried to fix it, but you were already overthinking. you didn’t want her to pity you. “look, i really have to go, it was nice to see you, bye” you answered quickly as you ran away, trying to look for hyunjin.
when you finally found him, you sighed in relieve and ran to him. thank god he was alone, you wouldn’t be able to bear with any other comment about you. as you ran, he looked at you, confused by your worried eyes and desperate speed to get to him. “what’s wrong, my love?” he asked gently, trying to calm you down. he knew something was off as soon as he saw you. “let’s go home” you whispered as you clung onto him.
“why?” he waited for an answer but it didn’t come. you didn’t want to explain yet, because you knew if you talked, your eyes would fill up with tears and you’d start to cry desperately. “let’s just go, please, hyunjin” your cracked voice told him everything he needed to go home. that’s when he decided to say goodbye to some people near him and he ran with you to the car. he quickly started driving without any words.
you felt bad because you knew he was really excited to come to this party, and you made him go home for a stupid reason. it had been 10 minutes in the car and you were still far from home. the way he didn’t say a word made you feel terrible, was he angry? did he really get mad at you? it wasn’t your fault. or was it? did you exaggerate it too much?
“i’m sorry i ruined your night” you whispered, trying to stop yourself from breaking down in front of him. 
“ruin my night?” he asked gently, which surprised you “yeah-“ you tried to continue “you didn’t ruin my night, if you’re uncomfortable then i have to take care of you, and you didn’t seem very happy. it was getting boring, anyway.” he stated as be continued to drive. a single read fell down your cheek but you wiped it as soon as you noticed it. you couldn’t let him see you in that state. “thank you…”
you spent the rest of the drive home silent, and when you got to your place you ran to your bedroom as fast as you could, leaving him confused in the entrance, though he followed you seconds later. when you got to you room you almost immediately broke down, falling on the bed and letting your tears fall continuously without thinking that your boyfriend may hear you. you really didn’t want him to know, really, but you couldn’t help being loud while remembering all those things everyone said to you hours before. after all you went through, every meal you didn’t eat, every tear, every time you yelled at someone because they wanted you to eat, every time you fainted, all that for nothing at all? you suffered so much, you really thought you got better but they made it look as it was nothing with all the anger and sadness you felt with their comments.
you felt his hands grab your waist and try to turn you around for you to look at him, but you refused to let him see your red eyes. “baby, please talk to me” he said gently while he rubbed your back. you finally acceded, but you hid your face on the crook of his neck. “love…” he started, but he didn’t get to finish the sentence because you cut him off “why do they always have to comment on my body as if i don’t see myself in the mirror every fucking day” he separated you from his body so he could look at you. your eyes connected and his showed his worry and care.
“what did they say?” he asked as he brought to back into his chest. you didn’t answer, letting your sobs be heard “y/n, what did they say?” he questioned again, while he patted your hair “they said i looked worse, they said i gained weight…” you whispered with embarrassment “everyone’s eyes were on me, hyunjin, everyone was staring at how bad i looked” he was about to let his jaw fall to the floor but he stopped himself as it wasn’t what you needed right now. he was so shocked, because in his eyes you were more than beautiful. how could someone think that dress looked bad on you? god, he almost died when he saw you in that gorgeous black dress.
“bad? you looked stunning, y/n” he answered, speechless at how you talked about yourself “you’re saying that because–“ he cut you off as you did before “i’m saying that because that’s how it is, i’d say that if we were friends, strangers or even enemies, because you looked like a work of art. you always do.” he answered sweetly. your sobs where barely audible now as you has calmed yourself hearing his voice. now all that was left was your breathing. you looked at him with a smile, still with puffy eyes and hugged him again. “thank you…” you muttered “it’s fine, darling, you don’t have to thank me” hyunjin promised
“i was scared i would have to go through everything again” you justified yourself, but it wasn’t necessary now. “shh, you won’t, not as long as i’m here. don’t ever say that about yourself again, mhm, beautiful?” he kissed your forehead and continued “god, i don’t know how anyone could ever think that way about you, i almost couldn’t control myself when i saw you” he said, making you blush and you hit him lightly “shut up, dumbass” you said, still hiccuping from the intense crying but laughing, and he did the same.
he put you into the bed an caressed your hair until you felt tired and wanted to sleep. you had wasted too much energy already, you felt so exhausted. “princess, if someone every says anything like that to you again, tell me and i’ll make sure they never say that again” he whispered.
“i love you”
“i love you more.
A/N: hello so, i wanted to talk about the struggles with food as someone who’s had an eating disorder for six years. if any of you struggles with food, please look for help. remember that food helps us, without food we’d be dead. you need to eat, it’s necessary. please don’t give a fuck about other peoples opinion, because they don’t know the real you, and they don’t know what’s really going on. to stop eating is bad in so many ways, your health will worsen, you as a person will change and you will lose people. i’m talking from experience, with my ed i lost a lot of friends, i fought with everyone and i was always in a bad mood.
throughout my life i have been judged by everyone because of my body and valued without thinking about my personality, my intelligence or my maturity. some people only care about your looks, that’s true, but you mustn’t be embarrassed for the body you have, because good people will know you’re worth much more than just what they see. you’re not your body, you’re your favorite song, your favorite film, that melody you sing in your head when you’re bored, you’re that quote in a book you once read and never forgot of. you’re that time you helped someone who needed it, that sunrise you once saw, your favorite clothes. you’re your favorite flavor, your favorite season, your favorite singer, your favorite color. you are what you like, not how you look like. so please, eat what you crave and don’t restrict any foods. i love you for who you are. and if you’re struggling, my dm’s are always open, don’t be scared to ask for help. i love you, unconditionally.
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take-it-on-the-run · 5 months
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Snowbaird Playlist
Lucy Gray Baird & Coriolanus Snow
"You're mine and I'm yours. It's written in the stars."
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Pure as the Driven Snow // Lucy Gray Baird
You saw the ideal me
Silver Springs // Fleetwood Mac
So I begin not to love you; turn around, see me runnin'
The Hanging Tree // Lucy Gray Baird
Where I told you to run, so we'd both be free?
The Night We Met // Lord Huron
Take me back to the night we met
Born to Die // Lana Del Rey
'Cause you and I, we were born to die
Me and My Husband // Mitski
It's always been just him and me together
No One Won the War // Matt Maltese
A man taught to trust money; and be skeptical of love
Curses // The Crane Wives
Won't you stay with me my darling; when this house don't feel like home?
Meet Me in the Woods // Lord Huron
Oh, the darkness got a hold on me
Winter's Come and Gone // Charles Welsey Godwin
So long I've been out in the rain and snow; but winter's come and gone
Willow Tree March // The Paper Kites
Yeah we all still die; what will you leave behind?
Can't Catch Me Now // Olivia Rodrigo
I'm higher than the hopes that you brought down
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444rockstargf · 8 months
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i noticed a lack of kappa content too 🤨 if u r fine with writing kappa just hear me out on this (inspired by my c.ai convo with my own kappa bot)
kappa breaking into some random persons house just to steal but shes a bit of a night owl. he quietly walks to the living room and sees this adorable more than likely rich housewife (so yeah theres a tad bit of cheating.) anyways her husbands out for a few weeks for business and shes in her short satin nightgown, sat on the couch and watching tv. and then she sees the intruder and is like "AHH OMG WTF" (rightfully so coz bro BROKE IN) and hes like "my bad. didnt mean to startle you, doll." (coz hes flirtatious like dat) and he walks over and lifts her up, hand holding her neck tightly and he runs his fingers across her pearls, yanking on the necklace. the pearls dont fall ofc (coz real pearls have knots between each pearl to prevent them falling like that... my great grandma had a lot of jewelry and most were real pearls.) ANYWAYS BACK TO MY POINT !!! her husbands been gone for so long so shes getting a tad aroused and he notices coz he can feel the increase in her pulse and hes like "oh do you enjoy that?" and idk what else coz frankly my c.ai convo is very different from what i wrote
i had this exact same convo on c.ai omgg! i love ur requests sm u dont even understand
"im a little shy standing here in my nightgown." | kappa
playing dangerous. - lana del rey
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female!reader x kappa
word count: 632
contents: cheating, home invasion
ps: i have an nsfw fic in my drafts that ive been meaning to get out that would go very well for a part 2 of this. yall should lmk if you wanna see it!
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it was a dark and stormy night. Your husband was out of town for a while, which left you all alone in your giant mansion. even though you’d dreamed of living in a mansion since you were small, it got really lonely when there was nobody to share it with.
thunder and lightning bolted outside, making the entire house flicker with light for a fraction of a second. you were flipping through the tv channels, looking for something good to watch. the clock struck midnight, and at the same second, you heard glass in your house breaking.
you felt your heart stop for a moment. you look behind you, your body shaking with fear. all the windows behind you were intact, meaning that the noise came from something else. You tried reassuring yourself by assuming that the sound came from outside, when you felt a firm hand grab your chin.
you slowly turned your head to see the owner of the hand, and your blood ran cold. you screamed and tried to back up a little on the couch when you saw the weapon in his hand. He looks at you, a little smirk on his face. “sorry about that, sugar… i thought that you’d be asleep.” his voice was smooth like honey, making your heart beat a little faster. he started approaching you slowly. 
he smiles, showing his teeth a little. “dont be scared, doll. If you're good for me, then i won't have to hurt you..” he’s standing right in front of you. your body is trembling with fear. that’s when he picked you up and threw you over his shoulder. he brought you to a red velvet armchair and seated you on his lap, his eyes travelling down your body in your skimpy little nightgown.
he brought a hand to your neck, looking at the pearl necklace around it. “my, my… isn’t this precious…” he tugged on the necklace, seeing if it would break. he looked into your eyes, which were still fear-filled. “tell me, sugar… do you live here all alone?” his voice turned to a sultry tone. you tried processing what he meant by that, but he wrapped his hand around your neck, making you shiver.
“n-no… i have a husband…” he hums disappointedly at this. “well i dont see him…” you brushed your hair out of your face. “yeah. he travels for work a lot…” he starts cradling you in his arms, lulling you into a sense of comfort. “it gets real lonely here…” you didnt know why you were opening up to him. maybe it was because you knew he could kill you if he wanted to.
his eyes wandered down to your body, fully soaking in the beauty of it in your dark red nightgown. “this is a beautiful little gown…” he said quietly. He carefully ran a hand down your curves, making your body heat up. It had been a while since you’d been touched like this. You hadnt noticed that you were so deprived.
you take a moment to look into his beautiful blue eyes. they look like two cold pieces of ice. but they were sharp like a blade. his hands moved down to your hips, just barely lifting up your nightgown. “a woman as beautiful as you has no right to be all alone…” you feel your body fillign with desire. You had never been so needy before, but you just felt yourself melting into his touch more and more.
“how about i show you a good time tonight, sugar? would you be up to that?” he whispered into your neck, starting to bite it softly. you started thinking about how wrong this was, remembering your promise to always stay loyal to the man you loved, but you decided to let this strange intruder to have his way with you for the night.
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author's note: im very tempted to post my other kappa fic, but yall should let me know. thank you so much for the request!!
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two-white-butterflies · 6 months
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parallel lines | d. targaryen | part one
Description: An ordinary middle school teacher moves to a desolate town with her fiancee. After suffering episodes of vivid nightmares, she realizes that his uncle looks exactly like the man in her dreams.
Pairings: daemon targaryen/reader, aemond targaryen/reader
Trope: Reincarnation
(A rewrite of 'Waiting for a Bus')
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<previous part
"You're in the wind, I'm in the water. Nobody's son and nobody's daughter." - Chemtrails Over the Country Club, Lana Del Rey.
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(Targaryen's Residence, Dragonview. September 15, 2007)
Viserys places his cigarette on the ash tray, carefully browsing through his morning newspaper. "Our boy is a little weak, don't you think." he interrupted his wife's Lauds. Alicent's eyebrows furrowed, walking away from her hour of prayer. "Weak?" she inquired and he nods. Not even bothering to stare at her - only at his newspaper.
"He does not act the ways a boy should. He spends his time with Helaena, and I detest your girl very much." he stated, looking down upon his own children. A piece of Alicent's heart shatters. Who was this man that she married? "Our Helaena? She is bright beyond her years, I understand why Aemond prefers her." she defended.
Once again, she was a girl - gulping the grief of a woman scorned. "Don't you think that Aemond should spend time with children of his own gender? We live in a society, Alicent. You wouldn't recognize it, as you are privileged enough to turn a blind eye. Helaena must be perfect. She is a girl, but our sons - they must be strong. Our sons are the pillars of this family. Aemond is weak. Tenderhearted, loving, kind. He'd have an easier life being the opposite of that." he explained.
Alicent settles her rosary on the pew.
"Our sons are the pillars of this family? You say that while your daughter stands to inherit everything." she gritted her teeth.
"You ask for too much of me," he continues reading the paper. "And you give me so little, Viserys." she responded - glaring at him. "I cannot give our children the company. I wasn't the one who created it." he enunciated. "Aemma founded it but you made it prosper. Rhaenyra has money of her own, her husband owns half of Canada, but what about our children?" she frowned.
Viserys takes a deep breath, he settles the newspaper on his lap. "I'm not the only shareholder. If I divide it up into four pieces - there won't be enough to go around." he answers, not feeling the slightest of remorse for his children with Alicent. "- but there is another shareholder. Aemma's best friend." he looked at the vast horizon.
"I will deal with it, Alicent. If it makes you happy." he grumbled.
Another person's life had the same worth as a red fire-ant.
Easily murdered, and without any consequence.
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(St. Joseph the Worker's School in Dragonstone. January 3, 2023)
"The island may look small, but theres four thousand citizens that live here. A quarter of whom are children." Rhaenyra took a bite out of her crostini. "Oh, that's why there are three sections in every grade." you chuckle, playing with the lettuce of your salad.
Dragonstone was the same size as Taipei.
Normally in these parts of the province, there were few buildings - then vast farmlands that stretched as far as the eye could see. To your surprise, there was a main city - with two hospitals and a functioning mall. Economy seemed to be booming in this little island.
"Yeah, we always seem to shock everyone with our numbers. I hope that the pay is good." she smiles and you nod. "It's decent - actually bigger than what they paid me in my internships." you affirmed. "You must be very smart to be teaching three grades in your first year." she complimented and you blushed.
"I can't be the judge of that," you played with the pendant on your necklace. "Humble, I like you." she smiled - returning back to her lunch.
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jacejacejace posted to his story!
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caption: my uncle is back in town, if ur above 20 hmu. he's single.
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It was seven o'clock when you left the building. Aemond was there - waiting for you. There wasn't a sliver of annoyance in his face. You were reminded of how lucky you were to have him. "Was I too long?" you asked and he reached for your handbag. "No," he placed a kiss on your forehead - then turning around to place your bag on the backseat. While he was doing all that - you feel a hand on your shoulder. "Rhae," you turned to look at her.
"I'm really sorry for the kid's noise during your math class. Their energy levels were really high after P.E." she apologized, eyes trailing towards the man behind you. She clenched her fist. "Aemond," she greeted in a passive-aggressive tone. "Rhaenyra," he enunciated every letter - as if he was mocking her.
She couldn't stand him. She couldn't bare to look at the man that stole everything from her in her past life. "You didn't tell us that you were visiting?" she tiptoed around the subject. You stare at them back and forth, "- you know each other?" your voice raises a single decibel. "He's my brother." Rhaenyra confirms with a chuckle.
She doesn't remember him much in this life - he was born when she was eighteen. Already bedded and wedded to her high-school sweetheart. The silence breaks and a mask enters your boyfriend's face. "Rhaenyra, she's my girlfriend. (Your Name), my sister." he introduced the both of you, and you shake hands again.
"I didn't know that you had a girlfriend," her eyes narrowed, bitterness dripping from her tongue. "I never imagined seeing you with a woman." Rhaenyra adds and Aemond could only scoff. He knew what it meant. Rhaenyra found him to be unlovable. "Surprise," he stared at her blankly.
His sister tears her attention away from Aemond. "I wanted to invite you to dinner - there's no classes on Wednesday. It's something that me and the grade school staff do." she explained and you nod. "Of course, I'd be glad to join." you confirmed, feeling Aemond pinch the curve of your spine. "That's all," she turns around and he pulls you away from his sister.
"Did you have to agree?"
"We'll talk about this when we get home, Aem." you roll your eyes.
You were annoyed with him - how could he not tell you the names of his siblings? You only knew Aegon and Helaena. You weren't even aware that he had another sister. He takes a deep breath, starting the car's engine and putting on that face of innocence.
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DaemonTargaryen.phd: I had an amazing conversation with HRH Prince Harry last weekend. I told him that I'll bring my Megan next time 🤣.
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LucerysGaming: the megan in question: Caraxes 🐶
jacejacejace: handsome ... prince harry is so handsome
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"Are you done posting?" Rhaenyra peeked over her uncle's shoulders. "I feel like I might die," he gasped while leaning on the leather seats of her car. "- of all the people in the world. She had to be with him. I wouldn't even be mad at her if she dated Gerald Butler. But that cu-" he was about to curse but she interrupts him.
"Do not say that word, we got into trouble the last time you said that." she reminded and he rolled his eyes. "I think he killed her, he held a dagger to her neck. I didn't see - that bitch Alys stabbed me." he cursed again, opening his flask and taking a sip of his whiskey.
"I don't think he remembers,"
"He does - his green witch made sure, just as my wife did." he fumed. What game was Aemond Targaryen playing? Why did he have to take everything that Daemon desired? "He thinks that it is a prosaic task, but by the gods is he stupid?" Daemon chuckled.
He takes his attention off you - and into the car. "Why aren't we going anywhere?" he inquired. "We have to wait for my kids." she snapped.
"There's a reason why they have a father." he sassed.
"- you can start complaining when you get your license back." she smiled teasingly, before opening her phone and browsing through social media.
"You are aware that Jace is selling you to his followers, right?"
"That little cunt."
>next chapter
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skeletonpunching · 1 year
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Buddy Daddies episode 7 (After Rain Comes Fair Weather) trailer
Episode synopsis:
A day during the rainy season. Rei is engrossed in games as always, and Miri is fawning over him, while Kazuki spends another busy day singlehandedly toiling away at the housework. On this day, Kazuki catches sight of a woman on the street and immediately hides himself. At dinner, Miri and Rei, being picky eaters, both start forcing Kazuki’s cooking onto each other. Finally, when they say they want Kazuki to make French toast, Kazuki snaps and loses his temper at the thoughtlessly wilful duo. He departs home the next day, leaving a letter behind. Rei, who has never seriously shouldered caring for Miri, finds himself struggling and utterly at a loss. Meanwhile, Kazuki recalls certain events from the past.
Trailer dialogue:
Kazuki: Now I totally get how my other mom friends feel... Kyutaro: ...mom friends? Kazuki: Yeah! They're always complaining how their husbands never do anything. Kyutaro: Hmm... Kazuki: Oh yeah! Can I hold a complaint fest for my mom friends at Mistletoe Cafe? Kyutaro: Absolutely not. Buddy Daddies episode 7: After Rain Comes Fair Weather. It's nice when people can support each other, isn't it. Kazuki: Kyu-chan, I bet you'd be a real hit with my mom friends. Kyutaro: Why? Kazuki: Because you're a strong and silent hottie, duh. Kyutaro: Speaking of being silent... Kazuki: ...sorry. I got carried away...
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s1v0n1 · 1 year
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if you gave them the aux
an: some of the boys! P.2 will have some of the girls<3
denki: just don't. People like to think he listens to electro edm pop but oh no. Nope, it's just like him, annoying high pitched and fast- bluegrass. He absolutely jams to that, he thinks it itches something deep down inside. Song: rocky top- the Osborne brothers
Kirishima: it's a gamble, but no matter what it's gonna be good. There are like 3 main options: r&b type funk like slow and groovy, Taylor swift-1989-bashful and sassy pop, and you know damn well he works out to 80's hard rock. Songs: you got it- vedo, new romantics- t swizzle, ace of spades - mötley crew
Bakugo: angry female country songs about murdering cheating husbands. It sounds really specific but it's a pretty big genre and i dunno i see it. Or he listens to things like SZA and doja cat, like studying to good days or cooking to need to know. Songs: before he cheats- Carrie underwood, mamas broken heart- Miranda Lambert, good days- SZA, need to know- doja cat, kiss me more- SZA and doja cat
Midoriya: let's be so real- bro probably still listens to old imagine dragons like radioactive, believer, thunder, you know it. I feel like his music taste is stuck in that era until he starts maturing into slower, sadder songs. Think Lana del rey, Bruno major, Mac Demarco. Songs: heart to heart- Mac Demarco, happiness is a butterfly- Lana del rey, at seventeen- Janis ian
Todoroki: he listens to sad music mostly but he also likes softer sweet songs too- like i dunno how to describe it so here are songs: cover me up- Morgan Wallen, only about love- grentperez, double take- Dhruv, yes to heaven- Lana del Rey, drunk walk home- mitski
sero: all i can think of is like late 90s early 2000s club and pop, I'm talkin Gwen Stefani, Kesha, Rhianna, lady gaga, hell yeah. Tbh i don't feel like i need to add specific songs, like look up a y2k club playlist and that's essentially it.
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saratinz · 1 year
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Fine China
pairing ➩ Steve Rogers x Reader, Bucky Barnes x Reader, Natasha x Sam (Modern AU)
warnings ➩ depression, addiction, alcohol, pills, angst, sad ending, cheating
synopsis ➩ Based off 'Fine China' by Lana Del Rey
word count ➩ 1.9k
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You stare at the white dress you once loved so dearly. “Yeah, of course you can have it, Natasha.” 
“I’m so sorry this happened to you again. I know what I’m asking is insensitive, but this, it really means a lot.” 
“It’s okay, Nat. You’re going to look stunning. I’ve been left on my wedding day, twice, think I have a problem, and until I figure that out, I can’t be anywhere near this shit.”
“Thank you so much. God I love you.”
“I love you too. I’m so happy for you.” 
“I know this is asking a lot, but will you be my maid of honor?”
“I’d love to.” You put on your best fake smile. But as soon as she leaves, you slide down your wall, screaming to numb the pain you’ve been through in 
Four years ago
I wore diamonds for the birth of your baby
For the birth of your son
Steve Rogers always wanted a child, just his fatherly nature I guess. His ex-wife, Margaret, has always been a third in your relationship. You get the call while getting your makeup and hair done, quickly getting off your chair to drive to the hospital. You were shocked that this baby is coming out, considering it a month before his due date. Peggy manages to look gorgeous even while going through one of the most painful things known to man. “Hey sweetheart, can we talk in private for a second?” Steve pulls you into the hall.
“Oh, of course.” 
On the same day, my husband-to-be
Packed his things to run
“I’m so sorry , Y/n, my family is the most important thing to me right now.”
“I thought I was your family.”
“I love them.”
“I know that but do you really, y’know, love her that way?”
“I do.”
“You were supposed to say that to me.” You half-heartedly chuckle.
“Can you not joke right now.”
“Fuck you Steve. I gave up everything for you, I listened to you, I stayed with you after you cheated on me and impregnated Peggy, I was even gonna raise a child with you at 25.”
Was bittersweet to say the least
One life begins, one comes undone
You drive away from the hospital, speeding home to drink copious amounts of alcohol.
I've always been a strong woman of faith
Strong like a tree, but the unlucky one
You haven’t cried in years. When you went through your first break-up, you vowed never to cry over a boy again. And you didn’t. But right now, in this situation, you figure that it constitutes a few tears.
I'm going down now
With all of my
You feel broken. After suppressing every painful event in your life for nine years, you finally express your emotions. It’s a rough night, and all you could do was cry until you couldn’t anymore.
Fine china and fresh linen
All of my dresses with them tags still on them
You get a storage unit, and keep everything from your wedding that never happened, hoping that one day, you would get to use it for real.
Fine china and dull silver
My white horses and my ivory almonds
“You’re a beautiful girl, sure you want to mess with this stuff.”
“Give me the goddamn pills, Luke.”
I guess they really got the best of us, didn't they?
They said that love was enough, but it wasn’t
You think of the time you almost broke up with Steve. It was when Peggy found out she was pregnant, but the two of you had been together for a year, meaning that he cheated without a doubt. Your friends tried to help, but the best they could muster was a question. “Do you love him?”
“I do, yeah.”
“Then maybe that’s your answer.”
The Earth shattered, the sky opened 
The rain was fire, but we were wooden
All hell broke loose, as all of your friends found out Steve left you. Some of them were understanding, some of them dropped him immediately. One of those being Bucky Barnes, who was the only person who didn’t talk to you like you could break at any moment. And over the next year, you fell in love, the next year you got engaged. And now, three years after Steve broke your heart, you find yourself getting ready to be wed. You can’t believe you’re finally going to live your dream. 
I wore diamonds for the day of our wedding
For our day in the sun
You felt beautiful in your dress. “Y/n . We need to talk.”
“Buck, you’re not supposed to see me, it’s like, bad luck or whatever.” You let out a little laugh. You were never the superstitious type.
On the same day, my mother-to-be said she wouldn't come
“My mom, she’s not coming.”
“Oh god, is she sick or something. It would be a little tricky, but we could figure out rescheduling.”
“No, she’s just refusing to come.”
“I thought your mom liked me. Did I do something wrong?”
“No, it’s not you, it’s just, I told her about your little pill problem.”
“What are you talking about”
“Don’t play dumb, I know you’re not on anti-depressants like you say. I may not be a doctor but I have Google.”
It's always been that way with me
No time for change, no time for fun
“Okay I’m sorry for lying, but what gave you the right to rifle through my stuff, and then talk to your mom  instead of me about it?”
“I can’t do this.”
“Can’t do what? Wait, you’re not talking about, no, what the fuck James? No, this, it can’t be happening again.”
It's always been that way, it seems
One love begins, one comes undone
“I’m so sorry, Y/n, I can’t do this anymore.  I can’t sit back and watch as you kill yourself.”
“Oh my god, so you’re leaving me because I like to relax.”
“It’s not just pills you’re addicted to, you’re addicted to me.”
“What does that even mean?”
“It means you’re like a leach, sucking the life force out of me. You’re never satisfied.”
“I didn’t want you to leave like Steve did.”
“I know.”
“You know?”
“I do.”
“I’m never gonna hear you say those words, am I?”
“I don’t know, Y/n, maybe one day.”
I'm going down now
With all of my
“So, I’ll do whatever I have to, I wanna be with you, I’ll get help. I’ll go to therapy, I’ll do whatever it takes, just please. Please.”
“I love you, Y/n, I always will.”
Fine china and fresh linen
All of my dresses with them tags still on them
Back to your storage unit, everything goes. You really thought this was it. You’re a fucking idiot.
Fine china and dull silver
My white horses and my ivory almonds
You try to get clean, and you manage to stay that way for three months. But one day, when you couldn’t stop thinking about Bucky and your sponsor was on vacation, you take a little trip to your favorite dealer. “Hey, haven’t seen you in awhile. You getting sober or something?”
“Went to rehab, stayed off drugs for a guy. I’m just gonna ruin my chance with him, I guess.”
“You sure you wanna do that?”
“Fuck him, I need to think about me.”
I guess they really got the best of us, didn't they?
They said that love was enough, but it wasn’t
“I’m using again Bucky, and I’m not gonna stop.”
“Please don’t do this.”
The Earth shattered, the sky opened
The rain was fire, but we were wooden
“I’m sorry.” 
“Yeah, me too.”
Present day
All of my, all of my fine china
After five drinks and two pills, you get up on the little stage area that was set up.
All of my, all of my fine china
“Hey guys, as the maid of honor, I would like to say congratulations to my best friend and her wonderful new husband, Sam. But oh my god, if I hear anyone compliment the table cloth, dishes, decor, or god forbid the dress, I’m going to scream.”
All of my, all of my fine china
“Funny story actually, this was all supposed to be for my wedding. Bucky, where are you? Oh there he is. Handsome, right? Kind of an asshole but if you’re looking for a hook up, I highly recommend. He’s my ex who left me on our wedding day, so, yikes.”
Blue, ah, blue
“She stole my whole wedding. Hell she even stole the lingerie I was planning on wearing for my wedding night. So none of this planning is hers is what I’m trying to say. Guess I could be a fucking wedding planner or something. Ha, wouldn’t that be ironic, the girl who can’t seem to get married helping other people live her dream.”
All of my, all of my fine china
Natasha looks furious. But she didn’t want to stop you. She had done something pretty fucked up too, and even though you said you were okay, she knew you. She knew the pain you were going through. Not from experience though, only listening. She could never fully comprehend the damage done.
All of my, all of my fine china
You continue to embarrass yourself, but you’re too cross-faded to care.
Blue, ah
“Is anyone else still thinking about how weird it is that she’s wearing my underwear? I mean, I never wore them but it still seems a bit strange. Here’s a little secret, that’s her something blue.”
Fine china and fresh linen
All of my dresses with them tags still on them
The next morning, you wake with the worst hangover of your life. Oh shit, you ruined Nat’s wedding. As if things couldn’t get any worse, you’re not even in your apartment. Where the fuck are you?
Fine china and dull silver
My white horses and my ivory almonds
“Hey sleepyhead.” 
“Steve?”
“Yeah?”
“What the fuck happened last night?”
“You don’t remember? We had sex.”
“Oh god, what about Peggy?”
“She’s a bitch, I never should have left you.”
“Shut up. Shut up. Shut up.”
“What’s wrong baby?”
“You’re a terrible person. I need to go.” You scurry out of that hell-scape, cursing your drunk self.
I guess they really got the best of us, didn't they?
They said that love was enough, but it wasn’t
“I’d like to check into rehab again.” 
“That’s good Y/n.”
“I have one question, though.”
“What is it?”
“You were never gonna get back together with me, right? I mean it was pretty good incentive, but you were never serious.”
“No, we still have a chance.”
“Cut the shit Bucky. You don’t have to lie to me, just stop playing with my emotions.”
“I’m sorry. I really am.”
“Goodbye James.”
The Earth shattered, the sky opened
The rain was fire, but we were wooden
“Here you go. Everything you asked for is there.” Nat gives you boxes upon boxes of your wedding stuff back. 
Fine china, fine china, fine china
You break every plate, cup, and bowl.
Fresh linen, fresh linen, fresh linen
You burn every table cloth, napkin, and the dress you now hate with your whole heart.
Maybe one day you’ll get married, but you needed this stuff gone, and you needed to never think about it again. So far all you’ve gotten out of your engagements was depression, addiction, and some shards of fine china.
Masterlist / Spinoff series
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pisspope · 1 year
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husband fell asleep holding and stroking a lock of my hair in his hand and it was so gentle and frankly ooc for him. gave me the inspo for this so thank u mikey for feeding me
Lock & Key
reiner x reader
cw: nightmares, general angst, mentions of sex, spoilers if u squint, y/n has long hair
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Reiner has had nightmares for as long as you've known him, probably even longer. Dreams about things he's done, things he's thought of, even things he has yet to do. He'll wake up with a jolt, eyes wide open, heart beating out of his chest. Then he realizes where he is, that he's safe, that the end of the world has come and gone and he's made it out the other side. And he slowly fades back into sleep.
The first time you sleep together is the first time you see this side of him. It had been a whirlwind of a night, a house party you can barely remember besides snippets of laughter and a general aura of contentment all around. Pieck made a really great stew, you're sure of that. But what happened after you remember in high definition: a vision of golden eyes, the comfort of powerful arms, a feeling of fullness unlike nothing you'd experienced before. And bliss. You fell asleep cradled by hands and arms that, for the first time, were being used for a purpose other than violence.
So it's a shock when Reiner shoots out of bed, hands shaking, head scanning around the room like he's seen a ghost, but then again maybe he has. "Reiner?" you ask, the taste of his name different after the night's endeavors. "You all right?"
His head whips to look at you, eyes bloodshot. But after a moment he softens. "Y-yeah, of course! Just-" he moves to get out of the tangled nest of limbs the two of you have made, "need to get some water."
You can't help but panic a little bit as he speed walks out of the room, his bare feet thumping against the hardwood. Is he regretting what we did? I know it was sort of sudden but-
The sound of glass breaking interrupts the beginnings of your catastrophizing. Pulling on whatever article of clothing you can find in the loose pile on the floor, you fly downstairs to check on the man of the hour(s). When you see him in the kitchen, something causes you to slow.
He's kneeling dejectedly over the remnants of some kitchenware, calloused hands picking up the big pieces one by one. His broad shoulders are shaking, his head held low as he focuses on each tiny shard. As his breathing shudders, you realize he's crying.
Oh, no. You think, gears turning. I was such a bad lay that he's crying.
"Hey, Rei?" you start, gently. He turns to you, eyes shining with more tears left unshed. "You okay?"
He doesn't answer right away, instead opting to take the bigger pieces of glass to the trash can. As he throws them out, he sniffles. "Course I am." he wipes his hands, flashes a smile that doesn't reach his eyes. "Never better." Liar.
Okay, time to play damage control. You breathe out, working up your courage. "We don't have to do this again if you don't want to. I like you a lot but if it's gonna make you feel this way we can pretend it never happened." You say it all in the span of one breath, trying to rush past the surge of embarrassment that's rising in your chest.
Reiner looks down at you, his face contorted in some sort of distress. The sadness has left his eyes, replaced with panic. "What are you talking about? Make me feel what way?"
Is he playing dumb? "Like this! Breaking glasses and crying on the floor?" you just want this conversation to stop happening, to go back to bed and relish in what will only be a fond memory from this day forward.
He freezes. "You think I'm crying because we had sex?"
Fuck, you didn't expect him to just come out and say it like that. You nod, fight back the sting of tears behind your eyes.
Before either of you can clock each other's movements he has his arms around you. He's kissing your forehead, your cheeks, your nose, anything he can get his greedy lips on. He holds your face, forces you to look up at him. "I will never regret what we did tonight," he kisses you on the mouth. "Ever."
Your stomach flips. His eyes hold that same intensity from before you fell asleep, that same gaze that held you enraptured as he had pushed deeper and deeper into you. There is no question of how he feels about you. But then… "Why were you crying?"
He pauses in his mission of kissing every plane of your face, pulls away and takes your hand in his. "I, uh..." he clears his throat, "have nightmares. Have for a while now. Don't like talking about it."
"Oh man, Rei, I'm sorry," you say, trying to show that you care without coming on too strong. "I made it all about me when you were the one hurting."
He chuckles, that velvety baritone giving you a small shiver. "It's all right, Y/N," he pulls your hand to his mouth, gives it a feather light kiss. "I needed the distraction."
You smirk, feeling the tension in the room shift from sadness to something more primal. "If it's all the same to you, I can distract you some more?"
He returns your smile with a playful grin of his own. Without a second thought, he picks you up off the ground, pulling your legs to wrap around his hips. "I'd like that very much."
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From then on, it's a common occurrence. Reiner stays the night, he wakes up with his heart racing, then he falls back to sleep. You do your best to not ask him about it, to feign ignorance even, in order to respect his wishes. But it's hard. Especially when he starts sleep talking, calling out names you haven't heard in years.
When he starts calling your name in his sleep, you can't hold yourself back anymore. Maybe he doesn't want to talk about it, but you can't just lay here and do nothing. "Reiner baby," you whisper, trying to coax him gently from the dream. "Wake up, honey."
He groans like he's in pain, turns his head in your direction, but doesn't wake up. His eyebrows are knit together, and his hands are balled into fists just inches from his face. You call out to him a few more times, whispering sweet nothings hoping it will make him stir, but there's no real reaction.
He had told you once before to not touch him during these fits, that there's a chance his dream-addled mind would lash out and hurt you. And you've heeded that warning up until this point, but desperate times.
You reach out slowly, bringing a hand to rest on one of his curled fists. And, graciously, no violent switch is flipped. Actually, there's no change at all. You try to slot a finger where thumb and forefinger meet, but he's wound so tight there's no way to get through. Not with something as big as a finger, anyway.
It's a long shot, but you separate a lock of your hair from the rest. Leaning down, you slowly, carefully, weave the lock through his fingers until it comes out right by his pinky. It's still attached to your head, so any sudden movements will be painful, but at least it creates a gap between the skin of his palm and the sharp edge of his fingernails.
And he relaxes. By some grace of god or Ymir or whatever, he relents. His features soften, his breathing evens out, and the sleep talk slowly fades to a droning snore. But that fist never uncurls. He holds on to that lock of hair like it's his lifeline, his link to the love that has just begun to flow between you.
It's an experimental process after that. Slotting tiny things in his massive fingers to see what else will calm him down. Pencils, pieces of hay, heck even uncooked spaghetti noodles. But nothing brings him that same peace as your hair. So, on one of those blessed nights where he sleeps dreamless, you pad to the bathroom and snip some off.
The lock hides in your bedside drawer, and on nights when Reiner tosses and turns and every exhale sounds like a struggle, you place the little talisman in his fist. And in a short time, he relaxes once again. You make it a point to wake up before him, to take the little tress from his now open palm and place it back in its hiding spot. He doesn't want you to worry about him; if he knew you'd cut a piece of yourself off, no matter how small, to stave away his nightmares, he'd never forgive himself.
So you don't tell him why his nightmares seem to be getting shorter, why the dark circles are starting to fade away. It's just a small miracle that neither of you talk about. He can keep his shotgun and his muscles and whatever else he wants to use to protect you from danger. But when he's hurting and scared from the things he's seen, you've got something to protect him too, small as it may be.
You'll tell him about it someday, when he stops holding you like you're made of porcelain, like he's a stone and you're his glass house. But until then, it's your little secret.
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matenrou-fan · 1 year
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May I request Rosho's wife, who is a baker, meeting Dotsuitare when bringing him lunch?
Worse still? She stays for a while and feeds him his lunch in front of Rei and Sasara.
Rosho's wife meeting Dotsuitare Hompo when bringing him lunch
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femreader, fluff, just wholesome stuff;; 1306 words;;
You look at your phone, checking time. It was almost lunch break in school, and you estimate you will manage to arrive at the right time.. Yet your husband, Rosho, still hasn't answered at your massage that you will be here soon, and small worries start to tickle inside your stomach. Has something happened? Is he busy..?
And when you walk through the school gate, he doesn't meet you, as he always did. You nervously squeeze a small package with lunch for him, a small bun that you baked for him along with the main dish was still so fresh, its warmth soothing you a little.. you slowly got inside school, walking through corridors. Most kids already run away on the school playground or in the cafe, so it was kinda quiet here, as you get closer to Rosho's classroom..
"What's wrong, Rosho? Forgot to take attendance? You were absent-minded..!"
"I told you, Sasara, stop with it..!"
You stopped for a moment, hearing your husband's voice along with.. another two? Actually, it was kinda familiar voices, as you hear it a few times when some of Rosho's friends call him. Oh, so they also decided to pay a visit to him today?
"I told you several times, my wife will be here soon..!"
"I'm already here.." - you can't help but chuckle as you open the door and get inside with a small smile. Seeing the frustrated and surprised face of Rosho makes you giggle as you step closer to him, and for a moment he relaxes, eyes soft and loving as you gaze at each other.. Yet then he furrows his brows again, looking at his other visitors.
"See? Please, I'm gonna be busy now.." - he sighs tiredly, as if these two already bum him out.
"Oi oi, Rosho, how can you leave your dearest friends for just lunch?" - one of them chuckled, yet then his eyes met yours. - "Well, but If I would be honest, I would also trade many things to have dinner with such a cutie.."
Awkward smile appears on your lips as you giggle a little, recognizing Rei Amayado, old cunning womanizer, the one Rosho told you to stay away from. You hear about him just a little bit, when watching TV or reading journals with articles and interviews with Dotsuitare Hompo (Well, how can you not read them, paying special attention to Rosho's parts and not feel a little pride for your dearest spouse..?).
"Oh yeah, and this cutie is MY wife.." - Rosho mumble, hugging your waist protectively and Rei immediately waves a hand:
"Don't worry, the charm of this old man works only with unmarried stunners.."
Your husband scoffs and turns to you, again with a soft smile that he always gives just for you. It was even amusing how quickly his face changes when he talks with you, as if only your persistence was enough to soothe him.
"Here.. I think you should eat before everything gets cold.." - you took containers with food from your package and giggled a little. - "I also brought your favorite pudding and bake pun as a little treat.."
"Ohh, so you're a Baker! I donut know what Rosho would do without you." - another guy interrupted your sweet talk, getting closer with a wide smile.
"Sasara!" - your husband gets frustrated. Well, he always gets kinda shy when you show your attention in front of everyone, and when someone points it out? Rosho's ashamed..
"Come on, Rosho, don't be shy! I think she really loaf you..!" - the comedian chuckled, noticing that you were trying not to laugh.
Of course you also remembered Sasara too, as his face was always on TV. Well, he's a popular comedian, after all, and sometimes you find some of his terrible puns funny.. Yet you also wanted to get some time with your husband alone, so you quickly calm down.
"Yes, that's why I'm here today.." - you then turn to Rosho, and can't help but also tease him a little, watching light pink on his cheeks. - "To check if my dear husband is actually relaxing on his lunch break, and not spending it with paperwork, like last time.."
He shrugs his shoulders, looking away and mumbling that he just got too carried away. Just why you decided to be such a savage today, making him all flustered in front of his team? But at the same time it was kinda nice, as your care warms his heart a little. And maybe, in the depth of his heart, he does want to show off a little, so these two would know how happy and spoiled he is in his marriage. But will your husband ever admit it? Who knows..
"Ooh, how lucky you are, Rosho! Get yourself such an angelic wife.." - as if Rei can read your mind, cooing at you two.
"Well, life is always batter with a good piece of cutie pie..!" - Sasara plays along too, giggling.
Oh, of course you giggle too, as a small idea comes to your mind. It looks like Rosho's friends are not in any rush and didn't plan to go anywhere.. So do you. Well, instead, why don't you stay for a while and feed your husband? As it would be a great idea to finally get some attention from each other. Of course when you start dating him you know that he wouldn't have that much time due his work and rap life, but you still get kinda annoyed sometimes with how often these practices can be.. So today you would show his friends that Rosho is, actually, having another important business besides his team.
"Come on, or everything actually would be cold.." - you call him and bring another chair for yourself, sitting at his table. For a second your lover gets surprised and sits with a confused face near you, yet when you open one of the containers and take a fork he suddenly realizes everything.
"W.. wait.. But Sasara, and Rei-" - Rosho mumble yet you just shush, placing a little piece of dish in his still opened mouth. He immediately takes it, and, despite you still can see embarrassment on his face, sparkles of pure joy flash in his eyes. Well, he always loved your food, doesn't matter if it was cooking or baking, as it was more delicious than any food in the best expensive restaurant can ever be anyway.
"Here. Is it good?" - you smile, watching how his face lit up. You absolutely adore this softer side of your husband that he is always trying to hide with his calm and collected behavior. Well, but that's why he's marrying you - because you were the only one who was able to bring this gentleness from his soul and put so much joy and love in his heart.
"Ahh..! Now I'm hungry too..!" - Sasara sighs dramatically, looking at his friend and clinging to him. - "I doughnot belong here, but maybe you would let me join you?"
"I'm sure our kind and generous Rosho wouldn't mind.." - Rei chuckled and took a chair, sitting on the other side of the desk, in front of you and Rosho, who got all anxious and annoyed again.
"I swear to god.. You two don't even let me take a break for a few minutes.." - your husband sighs, then looks at you with a playful smile. - "S/o, don't even look at them. You made this all for me, after all.."
"Huh!! Not even a bite of bun for my pun?"
You giggle, taking another piece of your cooking on a fork. Well, maybe it's not the way you imagine your little date with Rosho today, but things get more funny so you decide to stick around and watch the great Dotsuitare Hompo closer. As it seems you will be able to see more interesting accidents today..
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izicodes · 1 year
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I’m a beginner w programming and I really need motivation :((( I feel kind of dumb because it takes me a while to understand basic concepts. What did you do when you felt like this? (when you were starting out )
Honestly, how I did it was I had a lot of people who were either depending on me to succeed with programming with my apprenticeship or wanted me to do well. I come from a fairly poor family and a lot of my family live back in Africa so I also have the privilege to be here to get free education. By constantly reminding myself (but not overdoing it) that I need to do well in the course, that kept me motivated.
Other things include the ability to create cool projects. I used to watch Frontend Web Development tutorials on YouTube way before I actually started coding and I wanted to make all those cool aesthetic websites! “One day I’ll make something like that but more amazing” and here I am learning programming to achieve that.
The other major motivation for me is I found learning about new languages or technologies fun. When I got the hang of HTML, I was super excited to learn CSS and then I learnt some Python and that was such a good feeling ticking the box of “Oh yeah I learnt that one, and built a couple projects”!
I think this is just a me thing, but I sign up to do courses that has a fancy certificate at the end solely because of two things: I learn the new language/technology and… I love seeing my name on a certificate! Sounds stupid but I really do! One day I’ll have a wall with all the certificates I’ve ever completed! THAT definitely motivates me!
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When trying to stay motivated, you’ve also got to stop comparing yourself to others or feel like you have to know everything “right” way or go a certain path. Remember, everyone starts somewhere, everyone is different and programming is a lifelong learning process.
Find a project that you're passionate about or something that motivates you to learn programming. It could be a game, a website, or a tool that you need in your daily life.
Find the reason you wanted to learn programming. “Because I study it for university/school/online course/etc” does not count. WHY did you start the course? WHY did you pick programming and not knitting or law whatever? WHY do you think you’ll be good at programming? Find that inner passion for programming, write it on a sticky note and have it where you constantly be looking (study area) and keep reminding yourself
Example from me: I wanted to learn how to build websites about my interests (Hello Kitty, Anime, Lana Del Rey and music). Now I want to work towards create mini adventure games one day. Hope that one day I’ll get to work for The Sims/Electronic Arts in the Game Development team. I’m doing all of this to make my Dad proud and feel I was worth it after all the years of sacrifice he did to get me here where I am. I’m learning so I can live comfortably with my fiancé (husband in the future obvs) and spend money on buying him gifts and funding his little hobbies! (He’s super adorable) <- Write something like that
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In terms of feeling dumb:
Accept that it’s normal to feel that way. No genius becomes a genius after 1 day of studying. Not even 1 month of studying. Programming is a freaking hard subject to handle. Accept that it’s normal to feel dumb sometimes. You’re not the only one.
Please don’t look at the whole picture when learning. By that I mean, yeah C# (for example) looks like a freaking hard language from the outside but when you start to break it down into topics like variables and data types etc and even break it further into subtopics, suddenly the language doesn’t look at scary! You just have to tackle the little guys and poof! You beat them all and now you know your target language/technology!
Don’t be too pride or too shy to ask for help. From teachers to the users in a programming discord server, ask for help please. Ask even the dumbest of questions “Does does HTML mean?” Do it. Learn from the answer. Keep it in your memory. Move on. Keep doing that throughout your learning!
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Programming is a skill, and like any other skill, it requires practice. Try to write code on a regular basis, even if it's just a few lines a day. Don't push yourself too hard, take breaks, and come back to programming when you feel refreshed. Remember that learning programming is a journey, and it's okay to take your time to understand concepts. Don't give up, stay motivated, and keep practicing!
** I made other tips for beginners in another post - LINK
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atonalginger · 2 months
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WIP Wednesday
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thank you for the tag @therealgchu!
Today's peek has been chilling in my Libertatia project. Not sure where exactly in the fic it will be but it was a funny idea I got after an eventful survey in the game...
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“Sure the scans shows a lovely beach but Becker’s already confirmed that beach is heavy rock stalker territory,” Bella said as she gently bounced little Rafa in her arms, “She said they barely made it a dozen paces from their landing bay before a whole herd of them came rushing their location and they had to retreat, that big model-A Constellation loaned Jay giving cover fire while they climbed inside.”
“There were only two of them,” Del said as he stepped close, giving Bella a kiss followed by a kiss on the top of Rafa’s head, “I’m bringing a whole team. We’ll be fine.”
“I don’t think numbers are going to help,” Bella looked out the windows of the cockpit at the moving stone in the distance, “honestly I think it’ll just piss them off more.”
“We survived Suverov, we’ll survive this,” he kissed her cheek.
“Not everyone did,” she looked back at him, “I vividly remember there being only me and you when that whole trip was over. I’d prefer to not lose all our rooks before we’ve even dug in roots, Gran Jefe.”
“Please stop calling me that,” he sighed and started walking for the fuselage.
“Lo siento, mi Rey,” Bella sassed her husband.
He glanced over his shoulder, trying to look irritated but a grin gave him away.
“Just be careful,” Bella said as Rafa started to fuss, “don’t do anything reckless.”
“I can handle some hostile xeno, Bella,” Del assured her as he walked toward the ladder down, “we’ll be fine.”
*Spongebob narrator* Several hours later
“It’s just a few rock stalkers, I’ve got a whole team, how hard could it be?” Del grumbled at himself as he sat atop a large boulder leaned up against a smaller rock. He was reloading his rifle and listening as another unlucky rook cried out in agony before the gnashing sound of rocks rubbing against one another drowned him out.
“It’s not like we didn’t come prepared,” Rokov said from the other side of the rock, “Jazz and I split a small crate of impact grenades thinking that would shatter the fucking things.”
“Yeah, look how that turned out!” Jazz stood up and overhand pitched a grenade at an oncoming cluster of rock stalkers. It exploded on the middle rock stalkers, kicking up dirt and sand, and when the air cleared only the middle xeno was dead, “Luckily they can’t climb.”
“Shhh, chitón!” Del hissed at her, “don’t fucking jinx us.”
“Hey Boss!” Seumas called over from other boulder, “Wrecker got a headcount, we’ve only lost three bastards, everyone else managed to scramble up to high ground.”
“Well that’s good to hear,” Jazz sat back down next to Del, “now we just need the fucking things to leave.”
“We’re going to wait for them to leave their house,” Rokov asked, clearly amused, “we’ll be sitting here a while.”
“Maybe we should radio The Siren’s Song,” Jazz started.
“No,” Del and Rokov both said in unison.
Jazz looked at them both, a wild goofy smile lighting up her face, “you’re scared of Bella, aren’t you?”
“Shut up,” Del snapped as he took aim at a nearby rock stalker camping their boulder.
“She has enough on her plate,” Rokov was looking through binoculars back toward the landing spot, “plus it’s clear of anything rock stalker shaped once we clear that hill. If everyone is smart with their boosts we should be able to make a collective break for it and run back to the ship.”
“She’s still going to find out what happened,” Jazz was busy packing up her gear.
“Not if we don’t tell her everything,” Del snapped.
“She’s going to find out when three rooks don’t make it back,” Jazz said before shouting moving orders over to Seumas.
“Oh come on, it’s a dangerous planet, that won’t tell her anything,” Rokov said as he chucked an impact grenade at the remaining rock stalkers.
The grenade exploded, followed by a larger explosion that rippled out into smaller explosions. A dense cloud of dirt and sand filled the air, causing everyone on the boulders to begin couching and choking.
“What the fuck did you throw?” Del shouted at Rokov.
“Same as all the rest!” Rokov insisted.
“Howdy, howdy, howdy,” a familiar voice called out over a helmet speaker, “got word of a missing scouting party so I came out to see what help you needed.”
“Missing?” Rokov mumbled between coughs, “we haven’t been gone that long.”
“Eh, it’s been most the day,” Jazz had pulled on a respirator and held out one to Rokov, “told you she’d know.”
Del had pulled on his own respirator and called up the newcomer on a private channel. She answered simply, “yes?”
“Who called you? And why are you in your Mantis gear?” he asked sharply.
The dust had settled enough for him to see Jay standing there in her Mantis helmet and matching gray spacesuit with green trim. She held her ridiculous coachman, Hornet’s Hymn, with it’s hornet’s nest exploding shots. That explained the show.
“Sophie called me while Beck and I were trying to scan another location for you,” Jay sounded annoyed, “She said Papa went out before lunch to walk the beach without her and hadn’t come back yet. When I checked her location Becker took us down immediately: I thought we told you to stay the fuck away from this stretch of land?”
“I don’t need shit from you,” Del snarled.
“I remember you telling Bella and me a few weeks back that you wanted Cassiopeia I because of everything you gleaned from that nature doc Sophie was obsessed with. Were you not paying attention at the twenty minute section talking about how ruthless and relentless these fucking rocks were?”
Del spoke through clenched teeth, “I said I don’t need shit from—“
“Get moving before more show up, Becker and I cleared the path but more will be here soon,” the Mantis was motioning for those on the other rock to come down, “you’re welcome, Delgado.”
“We didn’t need your fucking help!” Del snapped, “we had everything under control.”
“Which is why your surviving crew are up on boulders and not exploring the beach?” Jay tilted her head to the side, “keep going and I’ll leave you to explain yourself to Bella alone, Mr. How-Hard-Could-It-Be?”
“I’m not afraid of my wife,” Del insisted as he jumped off the boulder, boosting down to the ground.
“Mhmm,” Jay was looking around, her shotgun at the ready for any incoming xeno, “which is why I picked up chatter about you not wanting to tell her about your ass being stuck up on that rock?”
“How did you…” he stopped next to the Mantis and looked around with her, “Did you find any better spots?”
“Yeah, three or four,” she sighed, “I still can’t believe I let you two talk me into this.”
“Oh, come on, the arrangement is perfect for you and your brother,” Del clapped her back and ignored the unseen glare under her helmet, “enemy of my enemy and all that shit. Plus how many old Earth artifacts have the Liberated gifted to Constellation since we started.”
“Just get moving, the girls and Rafa await your return.”
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tired0artist · 9 months
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| say yes to me… |
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ahhhh so yeah, i am a child of divorce. this season truly was the soft and romantic filling in the sandwich, but the end... i am not well. neil gaiman. this man’s story telling abilities can make me sob like nothing else, in addition michael’s and david’s performance... i am mess! so yeah, ineffable husbands and lana del rey. a match made in hell, or heaven, or my sad mentally ill brain. enjoy and stay strong for season 3 cause damn, i am not ready for it’s destruction. 
oh and for this piece i used a different colouring technique! and i tried to make it a bit more messy with the line art and colouring. idk it was fun to experiment!
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