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mysicklove · 6 months
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Gojo being so desperate and needy he can't wait until ur done with work so he gets under the desk when ur in an online meeting and starts sucking ur clit while whimpering and begging humping ur foot saying shit like aaww please, don't I look prettyyy~~??? please touch me please please please use me, toy with me, fuck me, I can't wait anymore
griping ur knee and thighs to hold them open but to also hump even faster while he himself stares at the wet spot on this pants see? sobbing see what you do to me? Come on don't be so cruel, you know you wanna show ur slut where he belongs, right~~?
thank god ur mic is off so you decide to stomp ur foot hard on top of his cock and oh god he's SUCH a maschohist he cums on. the. spot. with a high-piched long moan tears make their way down his face as he look up at you
I'm gonna go hide now thank you
i just wanted to let u know that this thirst has been sitting in my inbox, and whenever i read it, i literally go insane and have no idea what to add to it bc it is. so. good. iubefieuqrbfqw
my god he would look so cute with those big blue eyes looking up at you. holds the cockiest grin, with his head slightly tilted to the slide and his eyes lidded. you can feel him nip at the skin of your leg, and uses his arms to press your leg it into his bulge, letting out a shaky breathe against your knee. his legs straddle your one leg, and he begins to grind himself into you, trying to be silent enough to not get in trouble bc of your current task, but loud enough to hopefully coax some attention out of you. he is whispering out the lewdest things tho, and you can feel his cock twitch in his pants, but you cant get out of this meeting. so, instead, you slightly move your leg into his bulge, sending him groaning out, and silently begging you to press on it harder.
until you do with the mic turned off, and immediately his eyes light up because finally he has your attention. too bad its short lived as he seems to trying to crawl away from the pain of your foot as globs of tears drip down his face
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hxskzz · 19 days
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" REPLAY ᯓ★ . "
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drunk!Adam x fem!reader
contains: mentions of drinking, mentions of sex, Adam being horny, kising, making out, suggestiveness BUT OTHER THAN THAT FLUFFF NO SMUT
575 words | proofread .
a/n: Adam is srsly growing on me IM SUPPOSED TO HATE HIMMM BUT FFFFUCKCKKK I HAVE A THING FOR ROCKSTAR CHARACTERS
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ღ . you came back home, closing the door with a click. "adamm?" you call out your boyfriend's name, putting your bags down. "that's meeeeee" you hear him wail from the other room , confusing you
you walk to your shared bedroom with him, to see him laying halfway off the bed. "adam what are you doing.." you chuckled. "who are you??? where my girlfriend???? I miss my girlfriend dude" adam jolted up, sitting up properly on the bed with his voice now raising, just to flop back down on it.
"Adam.. i'm your girlfriend.. what's wrong with you today?" you were confused on why he was acting like this. he took a good look at you as a smile crept onto his face. "girlfriend!!" adam came over and hugged you, your arms draping over his shoulders.
"adam you're not drunk are you?.." you began to catch on to why he was acting like this, it didn't take you too long. "NooOOOoooO why would I beee drunkkkk" his words were dragged, and he could barely stand up straight. "yea you're drunk.. cmon sit down"
you sat him back down on the bed, putting the blanket over him attempting to get him to lay down. "i dont fucking want toooo" he muttered, sitting back up. "cmon adam youre literally drunk you need to go to sleep so it wares offff" you cupped his face, placing your other hand on this shoulder softly pushing it down.
he leaned more into your touch, a dopey smile across his face. "i love yoeeuueuuu.." he smiled. "i love you too adam.. you need to go to sleep though" when he wasnt drunk, he was stubborn. when he WAS drunk he was even more stubborn. it's a struggle either way.
he sat up, and patted his lap. "sit" he mumbled. you sat on his lap, facing him and hugging him. he placed a few kisses on your cheek, and one on your lips. you returned the kiss, which slowly turned into a makeout session.
small "mm's" and "hmm's" were heard from the both of you, as your hands tangled in adam's hair. he slipped his tongue into your mouth, which earned a slight whimper of surprise from you. one of adam's hands was placed on your hip, while the other one slipped to grope your ass. you knew what adam was doing.
you pulled apart from the kiss, removing adam's hand from your ass which caused him to place it on your other hip. "babeeeeee" he groaned in anger. "noo adam i know what you're trying to do, we can't do that right now , not with you drunk like this" you raked through his hair, kissing his forehead. "i'm not drunkk cmonnn..lemme taste youu.." he placed kisses on your neck and held your hips tighter, god he was about to make you break character.. "adam. a few minutes ago you didn't even notice i was your girlfriend." you laughed.
he pouted, wrapping his arms around your waist in defeat. one thing about adam.. he had a very high sex drive, and it was even higher when he was drunk. but no matter what, if you said no 2 or more times, he'd respect that.
he laid back, pulling you on top of him. "..prettyyy girl" he mumbled, cupping your cheek gazing up at you. you smiled, returning the compliment. "pretty boy"
adam smirked, his ego boosting. "i'm hard"
"oh my fucking god" you laughed.
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kimtaegis · 3 months
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gifmaker / cc wrapped ✦ every month of 2023
thank you so much to my favourites @raplinenthusiasts, @jkvjimin, @starcatching, @cordiallyfuturedwight, @sevencoloredstar, @rjshope, @hyunsung, @loversmore & @ye-xiu for wanting me to look back at my creations from last year, I love you!!
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January 🌙 most popular: fluffy haired jungkook comp 🤍 my favourite: jimin x satellite gfx for my sweet mona; one of my most favourite things I've ever created, actually! I love how the textures turned out, and how I visualised the lyrics
February 🌙 most popular: yoongi-centric ot7 comp (😔😔😔) 🤍 my favourite: gradient taekook comp; the PLANNING that went into this agdhhj I was super proud of how this looked in the end! plus I love making gifts for others <3
March 🌙 most popular: yoongi's signature smirk comp 🤍 my favourite: jimin FACE gfx; I don't even know what had gotten into me, I made that so comparably fast?? I was just obsessed with the water theme and the new effects I used - the fact that I made a moving water reflection? hell yeah
April 🌙 most popular: Road to D-Day comp (my most popular from this whole year, actually) 🤍 my favourite: gradient jimin FACE era comp; probably my favourite set from this whole year, I'm beyond proud of how this looks, so vibrant and prettyyy lmao also Jimin and FACE were definitely the highlight of my year, I was so happy while making this)
May 🌙 most popular: jinminkook comp 🤍 my favourite: I love all three comps I made that month, but I think it's still gonna be awi's birthday jimin gfx, simply because I love her so much and the middle panel had my back in PAIN lmao, I love animating doodles even if it's a lot of work
June 🌙 most popular: the tannies being bad at sports comp 🤍 my favourite: they connect to 7G comp; unfortunately I had no ideas for a festa post this year, but I still made these two sets to celebrate them a little bit. I just love comps that have me smiling the whole time while making them!
July 🌙 most popular: jctpmwsmlastilmmtu pt. 1 (mimi series) 🤍 my favourite: yeah it's this one too :((( I love jimin so much y'all and that comp series is so self-indulgent and comforting and healing it literally. makes. me. tear. up. just look at him oh my god
August 🌙 most popular: jungkook for calvin klein 🤍 my favourite: yoongi's final concert; broke my heart into a million pieces, but his smiles glued it somewhat back together. I will forever be sad and miserable about this tour so let's not talk about it
September 🌙 most popular: jctpmwsmlastilmmtu pt. 2 (mimi series) 🤍 my favourite: ...yeah that one again :( but I also made so many nice taehyung layover gifs <33
October 🌙 most popular: the tannies sweeping yoongi off his feet comp, but the threemin suchwita comp literally just has one note less lol 🤍 my favourite: that one's tough... it was mimi month and so much good stuff got released + vicnic... ah I'll just go with blond jimin in his fluffy green sweater 💚
November 🌙 most popular: my sweet boiled dumpling pouty yoongi :((( 🤍 my favourite: the sweet boiled dumpling running excitingly; it was missing yoongi and the tannies month (still ongoing)
December 🌙 most popular: jimin backstage in his purple Filter outfit (while y'all saw the gender demon I saw my slayful colouring...and the gender demon) 🤍 my favourite: moon/ the astronaut seokjin gfx for my love kayla; it was nice to make an edit without time pressure for once, and I love the references I put in, also the colours and textures!
I'm tagging @avizou, @agustd3, @magicshop, @dasisugarun, @jung-koook, @jinstronaut and @taetheists, have fun!! 🤍
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spinnysocks · 3 months
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christmastime tlg outlanders headcannons!
listen. i am very well aware human ideas of christmas wouldn't work in the lion guard-verse, but many religions also celebrate various traditions at christmastime so i imagine the lion guard-verse has their own traditions and holidays including their own version of christmas. for simplicity, they're just getting festive in this lmao
also, some of these might fit a human au better than their canon animal-verse but let me be creative just this once 😭
jasiri forces everyone to wear a specially-created christmas jumper / AT THE LEAST an accessory. if someone didn't show up in it they get banned from the food (everyone caves in for the mutual love of Food)
she also gets as many of them as possible to sing festive songs. which is a terrible idea really bc most of them who willingly sing are not the best (see @devilsrecreation 's post) 💀 but she just wants to bring a festive spirit
i'd like to think they'd try decorating but like. what is there to decorate lmao it's BARREN. they find a dead tree or funky shaped rock or something 😭
madoa uses her babysitting skills to come up with festive games. it's a great idea to get everyone together but some of them are a bit more competitive, and others start having a fit as soon as the game doesn't go their way
OH MY GOD they do a secret santa. that would go so badly.
goigoi is literally the dad/uncle who passes out as soon as the food is eaten
dogo and kijana are definitely the kids who are waking their parents up at the crack of dawn. poor reirei and goigoi lmao
prettyyy dang sure they live too far up in africa for snow... but if they didn't: nne and tano start a snowball fight. originally they just see who they can hit without getting caught, but they accidentally hit the back of kenge's or kiburi's head and he slowly turns around to look at them like a fucking owl 😭 and then its WAR
shupavu and njano would want to participate in snowball-throwing but have you seen the size of them. if a snowball landed on the skinks or sumu they'd disappear under it
don't @ me about their seasons bc idk. but in my climate christmastime is cold. the reptiles are forced to cuddle up to keep warm, you can guess who hates it 😭
and finallyyy, i feel like it would funny af if the hyena and jackal pups wanted to go find their version of "santa" to prove they're real. the idiots go with them as possibly the worst supervision ever
today is christmas eve for me! no matter the timezone or what you celebrate, merry christmas and happy holidays! :D
edit: i just watched national lampoon's christmas vacation and the events of that film are so what would happen in the outlands 😭😭
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itsdappleagain · 1 year
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HELLO AND WHAT IS UP GUYS TODAY WE'RE DOING ANOTHER CS WEEKLY POST A DAY LATE
okay enough youtuber intro. gross
ITS TIME FOR THE FISHY DOUBLOON CAPER!! Not my favorite, admittedly, but some great moments in there for sure (see: carmen gets put in a fairly desperate situation for the first time in the series as carmen. nice.)
OKAY HERE WE GO notes under the cut because they're LONG
how cool would the intro have been if carmen's passport had gained a new stamp every episode for the place she went!!!
oh i totally forgot the acme b plot in this episode thats pretty good
s1 chase: not one single red thread to pull s2 chase, buying french michaels out of red string: is that a challenge
it was stuffed in her black sack
i love the mints. they had to set them up so bad so julia could follow them
fuck you chase. maybe if you ate less mints you could be nicer
IN LOVE WITH HOW JULIA GETS FED UP. YES GIRL. FUCK HIM AND HIS FUEL HE DESERVES IT
DAMN ZARI HIT HIM FROM REAL FAR AWAY THAT WEAPON IS NEVER THAT LONG RANGE AGAIN
julia he doesnt deserve you
they sneak "where in the world" into every line they can
have i mentioned the way cs draws water because its all so prettyyy
OH, WET pls
no, player we have to wait two more seasons for argentina ok
"not without any real clues" girl idk where you think clues come from but your birthplace could be a fantastic place to start looking
the equator joke was funny
bananafish? as in the anime? (doesn't know what im talking about at all)
quito!! fun fact: the first highest capital is Bolivia's, La Paz!
NOSE IS BLEEDING? BLOOD? In a KIDS SHOW?
omg they foreshadowed the fucking tuna it nearly smacked carmen..
"surface crew is on high alert!" (pan to zack, barfing)
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i love that zack's weakness is the ocean. he grew up in boston. literally being in the home of the fish makes him barf
i love how ivy is not helping at all she's so funny
zack barfs way too many times in this show sorry. they crossed the line when someone shoved her fingers in his barf and squelched em around. no. no thanks. stop making him barf
i have to think this episode was one of the earlier ones abby trott recorded for because she is so violently boston at every turn its hilarious
where the fuck is carmen's air tank. that thing on her back is her water jetpack. where is she breathing from. her tubing is connected to something that is. not big enough to supply her with oxygen for that long
woww the framing of that shot where carmen swims towards the ship...she sounds like she supposed to be very excited about it which i love for her
every single time im like surely she cant fit through that hole and then she does. the reason this is possible is because despite having hips CARMEN HAS NO ASS
i also like the little lookaround she does like idk
GOD the ship is so pretty i love how everyone immediately destroys everything inside of it
carmen "im swimming through the past" sandiego, destroying everything in the fucking ship that she touches
why the fuck is there just a crowbar down there
SHES JUST TOSSING SHIT OUT WHAT HAPPENED TO ALL HISTORY IS TREASURE CARMEN YOU FUCKIN HYPOCRITE
love that player picks up the HGRHGDHSRHRGFGRGRGRGRGRGGWGEGEGERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR of el topo before carmen does
the fact that carmen is not terrified upon hearing, deep underwater, a roaring, grumbling noise coming from nowhere is a testament to how stup
WHEN
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SHE JUST GOES FLYING ITS SO FUNNY TO ME AJFGS
see el topo has o2 tanks what the fuck is up with carmen breathing underwater. she has to always be streamlined ig
no way can they fucking hear each other no way nuh uh
HE JUST RAMS INTO HER THATS SO FUNNY
i like how player waits until a very nice time to ask carmen what the fuck just burst out of the floor. little break in the action <3
hi. the way carmen says el topo. thank you (applause)
love how player doesnt warn zack and ivy. theyll be fine he said
obsessed with how le chevre's legs bend like the dancing stick bug meme
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OH MY GOD THE PURE GAY ENERGY BLAST OF LE CHEVRE LANDING KILLED THEM
sorry side note ivy is so cute
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le chevre is. yeah
I LOVE HOW CARMEN JUST S N A T C H E S HIS ANKLE YOU CAN SEE HER THOUGHT PROCESS ZERO IN ON HIS FOOT
the way carmen moves in the water is sooo satisying shes like a wikki stix she just bends
also love how carmen just bounces off of el topo
i also also love how her flippers just gently wave in the breeze
they just fling each other its so fucking funny. she steps on him. he flings her. she full body crashes into him
like how they just keep an arm around each other for a bit. chilling. buddies
do you think it hurts el topo how much venom is in carmen's voice when she sees him now?
anyways
the fish. wow that really did just happen
she just kicks his ass what did he do to her
ALSO this is one of very few fights where carmen is very actively in hand-to-hand!! she usually tries to avoid it i think...more evasive maneuvers/defense but shes BARELLING into el topo shes just doing everything she fucking can to fling him far distances
bubble transitions <3 its like bubble guppies fr
eternally beyond grateful that they dropped ivys weird. woke feminist how do you do fellow women thing ok sorry the fisherwoman thing was. out of place. le chevre is right there and youre worried about fisherwoman
le chevre, the frenchest fucker alive: you dont sound like youre from around here
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the absolute terror on ivy's face is sending me. someone else (jackie?? was that you??) pointed out that she reacts like this because they met le chevre in boston harbor but he happens to not recognize them.....super cool i love that s1 and 2 were written together
not a single braincell in le chevres head
she was really about to try to wrestle and do the heimlech maneuver on an 97 pound fish girl no
she sounds so black sheep when she says "come on seriously" 🥺
NO im calling bullshit no way was carmen able to snatch that pipe in the two seconds el topo bodychecked her carmens got fucking superpowers she does not have pickpocketing abilities she has superpowers
we love the attempted murder <3 thats. so dangerous to do but carmen just is like teehee oxygen is gone!!! hope u dont drown or panic or get decompression illness teehee
the most gigantic tracker in the history of mankind
i like how carmen holds that gun whjhehgshsa if she werent underwater she'd be blowing the smoke off it
they didnt even try to come up with a convincing alias they just went with another california city wheeze
wait how is player connected to that walkie talkie. im pretty sure correct me if im wrong but i think that walkie talkies in ecuador dont connect to ones in ontario
theyre such siblings
gay saves the day once more
AGAIN WITH SHOVING THEM IN THE WATER or wait is this the first time?? TREND SETTING?? i feel like they did it once before this but ig not???
lets motor is the same thing as lets jet
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HOLY SHIT THEY WERE SO FAR FROM SHORE
THE BUBBLE TRANSITIONS THIS EP SO TRUE
yes carmen speaking other languages i am of the opinion that she should have spoken so many all the time
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she cute
i love how loud carmen is talking "SO ITS AN ECUADORIAN DOUBLOON" also hi dr marquez
I AM LITERALLY SUCH A CHILD THIS SHOULD NOT BE FUNNY TO ME "dick?" "dick." (innocent deer-like blinking) gay-bisexual solidarity
marquez: yeah im leading an excavation tea- carmen: i robbed that fucking boat
the deer in headlights look they give is so funny not one braincell avaliable
the way her accusing them drives them all into terrified scrambling
i also like how marquez just accepts the fact that they robbed the boat because they say theyre coin hobbyists (i mean. she doesnt. she follows them. but still)
i love dr marquez shes so cool. i like her voice also
you know carmen's about to do some craaazy shit when an archaeologist starts talking about history and they zoom in on her eyes going all different directions
zack and ivy being so insensitive is so fucking funny. kids do you know who your boss is
the sibling-like manner in which ivy shoves zack in the face to get out of the boat faster than he does is the funniest thing in the world
GASP! vile has a darker, sexier, even more obnoxious tracker!
lots a shit beeping in this establishment today
chase is such a dumbshit i love him as soon as zari reaches into her jacket he disintegrates. and then he saves it. such grace and talent
chase is just constantly ???????????????????????????
CHIEF! hi chief
what were the handcuffs even for
chase gets kidnapped and hes just like can i go back to work please
VILE DRAMATIC MUSIC DRAMATIC CLOSEUP
damn le chevre just pulled that slick wet thing out hot damn it was still dripping....what? the tracker. the tracker was wet. what did you think i was talking about?
"if carmen sandiego is after this doubloon" YOU GUYS WERE AFTER THE DOUBLOON WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT
no. maelstrom never call yourself papa again
el topo just hanging over his shoulder <3
el topo is so cute
I CAN CHASE AWAY THE GOPHERS he so sweet
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tfw your boyfriend is kissing ur boss's ass
mael just sitting there listening to them like 👁️👁️
mael is not even evil hes just stupid and petty hes so funny
WOO HOO ALTITTY SICKNESS LETS GOOO KNOCK THAT BITCH OUT
leonardo di caprio stars in the mole of wall street
who in vile was contaminating cheese OH MY GOD WONDER RAT???
i like how chief is just flat out like. yeahh we dont actually. know if they exist or not but we think so we really do
the scrambled brains joke was so funny chief has actually a lot of personality. i would like her if she were real yknow
the way chief snaps back to being formal when chase clears his throat its ok girl hes not important or competent
HAHA there are a lot of tiny callbacks to where in the world sprinkled throughout here that i never really noticed. gee carmen being the leader of vile sure is far fetched. that would never happen
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acme's introduction is actually pretty cool. a third party that could either help or hurt carmen but seem to want her captured either way
love that background dad who shoves a fish into his kid's face
zack's joints cracked more than jo's wtf
the way she goes "fish maharh-" and then passes out gets me every time its so comedic. she doesnt like. step out of the car and in the background, as zack and ivy are chatting, slowly look ill and then pass out, crashing to the floor. zack and ivy run over, terrified. NO she walks out and goes FISH MAHAHRaha.... and then puts her hand on her forehead and faints like a victorian woman and then moans on the floor for thirty seconds
she totally got a concussion from that right
THE PROGRESSION OF CHASE'S VOICEMAIL THIS SEASON FROM THE BIT ABOUT THE LOVESEAT AND ANOTHER THING LATER IS SUCH A GOOD LITTLE DETAIL
hi the way her voice reverberates just slightly in the empty garage. good sound design
omg carmen CAN sweat look jackie
ALSO look at my comic about this because just do
the whiplash of seeing coach brunt and then immediately hearing her speak in a gentle ecuadorian accent
the way raf enunciates words should be studied
chief forcibly transferring him is so funny. no. you have no free will you will be acme right now
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mmm she calls out for them immediately <333 they are family. also thee panic at waking up somewhere unfamiliar and alone....what if she thought vile had her again. does she call for them when she wakes up from nightmares. i need to know
HI THIS IS MY FAVORITE FACE CARMEN EVER MAKES
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carmens bag ROCKET LAUNCHED those tools across the room DAMN
see i feel like that throwing star had to be 3d it looked 3d?? also why does carmen have throwing stars. also dr marquez is literally the most trusting person on the planet
zack: dont be embarrassed! its ok :) carmen: literally couldnt be more emotionless. literally could not care less about the attention zack is trying to give her. did you find the fucking coin
carmen waiting until they had already wheeled it through the doors to mention it was being wheeled away for comedic effect is such a mood
zack reacting like ivy even though he was literally watching with carmen as the fish got wheeled away
carmen: le chevre. ivy, voice blasting through the halls: AGAIN??
yeah he would id you but he literally tried to skewer these two on a fishhook three hours ago
her face when she says bid to win is so cute
who gave zack the paddle.
150,000 DOLLARS!
ivys look of terror when he says that is so funny
AND CARMEN FACEPALMING
this poor fish market got scammed out of a whole 200 buck fish i hope carmen gave them some money
whats with the flaps in the floor
she WHIPS that poor eel. flytrap could never
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LEAVE HIM ALONE
we love carmen pulling out the gun knowing full well the speech wont work
that poor fucking tunafish man
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le chevre gets cornobbled
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something something el topo on his way to slap some goat cheek something
love how top and bottom dont question why carmen has suddenly given up
i also love el topo taking no credit for slapping him with a fish hes luck uhhh yeah bro its the altitude
the lil whoosh as carmen catches the coin
JULIAS GASP AT THE MINTS
shes like ohhh my god he went into the electrical closet. ohhh fuck
wait a minute if the tube fell out first...how is there still a trail leading from that point. they didnt fall out of the tube so did he just have loose mints in his pocket. or
chief: we are so secretive julia argent: mints
THE ALARM ON ZARI AND JAWLINE'S FACES WHEN JULIA POPS IN IS SO FUNNY THE DISMAY
julia is so starved for compliments that she immediately smiles when the random blue projection who kidnapped chase in a dark closet tells her she's sharp
marquez: someday the world will know your name carmen sandiego marquez, a year later, watching tv: UM I DIDNT MEAN BY STEALING THE CROWN JEWELS HELLO
carmen's 👁️👄👁️ when marquez mentions that shes argentinian is so funny one time as a kid i was talking in my sleep and my mom mentioned the dream that i had been having when i woke up and it scared the shit out of me it was that exact expression
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damn... damn these spot the difference games are getting hard
carmen e4: we went our separate ways carmen e9: HOOLY SHIT SHES TRYING TO FUCKING KILL ME
I THOUGHT PLAYER SAID "I HAVE FREAKING NEWS RED"
AW YEAH TRANSITION SENTENCE
GOD SAY GOODBYE OR SOMETHING SHE JUST PUTS THE HOOD UP AND LEAVES
CARMEN "BAD AT SOCIAL INTERACTION" SANDIEGO
like the boat looks 3d too methinks
next episode: team red is permanently blinded as zack drives directly into the sun
okay!! pretty solid episode. one of the classics. not my favorite though it feels a bit like they needed a caper to go with the acme plot and they just threw darts at a map
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PARAMORE RELEASED THEIR A24 TRIBUTE COVER TODAY. AND I GOT INSPIRED BY THE LYRICS AND THE VISUALIZER.
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IMAGE CREDITS BC VERY OBVIOUSLY THIS IS AN EXPERIMENTAL PIC COLLAGE PIECE PRIMARILY BELOW DESC (I DID NOT TAKE THE COOL PICS OBV.)
OK GIANT CREDIT BLOCK GO (Freepik and pexels my beloved saved my entire college year lmao):
1 OCEAN WAVES
2 OCEAN WAVES AGAIN
3 YES A THIRD OCEAN WAVE
4 VERY COOL DROPLETS
5 FLAME. OO FIRE PRETTYYY /POS
6 BG I CHEATED YOU INTO BELIEVING IS RAIN
The drawing though is made by my acoustic arse /lh
THE LYRICS ARE TAKEN FROM THE VID I LINKED. HAYLEY'S VOICE MY BELOVED AND FOREVER DEAREST ENTIRE BAND /POSPOSPOS. I wanna sing like Hayley so badly, she is such an idol to me, when it comes to vocals and I wish to sing as expressive as her some day 🤧✨💖
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WHAT MORE CAN I SAY, OTHER THAN I'VE BEEN EXPERIMENTING WITH SHORT DRAWINGS, THAT TAKE UNDER A DAY TO COMPLETE TO FIGURE OUT SOME THINGS I WANNA DO AS AN ARTIST AND POSSIBLY COMMISSIONS. + These drawings genuinely kinda de-stress so it's been free therapy too, oops. I wanna do more of these vector-style drawings, that are just me taking lyrics and creating these fun collages, of things that inspire me or I like. It's a chill practice and lets my creativity actually do the work for once, instead of my usual need to outdo myself in every drawing and improve lmao. Improvement is cool and all, but dear god did I not realise how hard my need for perfection last year stress and strangle me tf out. I seriously need to re-evaluate the way I approach art as this massive, intimidating medium, when most artists literally draw for fun, and for me it's been like...A Sisyphean task.
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If you enjoyed seeing this, I might make a sequel with C'est Comme Ca and w/ Marco in it instead and a red BG,, if I want to, I might turn these into a series, just like those aesthetic icon drawings I made of my 2 boys, started Lotta, and IMMEDIATELY lost that sketch due to my USB's death back in 2022 and lost all motivation for art due to that massive loss /neg
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Not sure what else to add here other than my thoughts that I already did!! Other than ofc, the usual, MASSIVE thank you to my friend Hollowed-Hartlocke for introducing me to Paramore back in 2019 <3
Think I'm done rambling now tho!! OH WAIT. I can add, that I had to actually pull out Adobe Illustrator just to add stretched text for aesthetic purposes. Then I got so impatient with the effects panel not showing me the usual layer-effects and me being too lazy to look up, whether InDesign was the one, that had the usual layer effects I use in an Adobe program or not. Btw still mooching off my college acc that shoulda been dead long ago but just isn't??? LMAO I'M STILL GONNA USE IT IF I CAN ALRIGHT.
OH YEAH BTW. This drawing took 3 hours. NO I'M NOT KIDDING. PEOPLE WOULD PROBABLY BE SHOCKED THAT SUCH A LAZY LOOKING PIECE TOOK SO LONG. BUT I GENUINELY AM RATHER SHOOK THAT I TOOK SUCH LITTLE TIME TO CREATE THIS. TBF I threw MOST proportion checks and canvas flips I do out the window, so there's a BIG chance I will hate this, if I flip the canvas xD ANYWAY I RAMBLED LONG ENOUGH I THINK NOW. JUST ENJOY EXPERIMENTAL ART
^Before-bed edit; Yeah his torso's a TAD too much leaning to the left, it's off-center to the rotation of his pelvis to be in fact, but maybe? I'll roll with this mistake. It kinda gives the piece its abstract nature..I kinda like the mistake?? This is the first time in my life I ever tolerated a mistake I did and now declare it on purpose and will probably build one into the next piece as well. Hell, maybe it'll yield an interesting result. Anyway, it's 12PM as I write this, and I have to get up at 4AM for my train soOooo, yeah, gotta sleep ASAP for school.
I have NO clue again what to 100% accurately tag this, so forgive me if the tags are wrong LMAO, I just will believe what I believe it has overlaps w/ within art-genre.
This piece kiiinda gives pop art??? So I'm gonna tag it as such as well, but but might be incorrect. If a pop-art enjoyer wants to correct me, PLEASE DO. I'm going off the definitions of pop-art I learned in high-school. So I could most def be wrong about me adding this tag in particular. How tf do people confidently tag their posts when I doubt almost every tag I add man. Tagging is the worst part of uploading art to me due to how hard it is to label art really, not meant to be in a genre. xD
Def adding Paramore tags tho bc I NEED to know more Paramore fans out there bc we feel like such a tiny community, when they're literally one of the most influential rock bands of the 2000s and 2010s imho AUGH
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Show Top 5 favorite designs you’ve ever made… or redesigned the most…
ough. alright…
! long post ahead !
5 - Andromeda
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i was so happy with how she turned out when i finished AHHH shes so pastel and glowy :3333 i love it sm heheeee
4 - Mari Sol
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SHES JUST SO PRETTYYY AAHHH
3 - Scarlett
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my god this woman is just so pretty i fell in love with her as soon as i pictured her in my head… i rly just wish i drew her more euue
2 - Ivan Bloodborne
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OH MY GOSH U DONT GET IT HE QAS SO FUN TO REDESIGN AAHHHGHSHDGSHD
1 - Sherbet
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she’s just a combination of everything i love mashed into one and i love love love her shes so pretty hehehe
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supernovaa-remnant · 5 months
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asdgfh the fucking phenomenon of people going into lovejoy gigs already thinking wilbur is gorgeous and coming out being like "oh my god he's even prettier in real life", literally one of the funniest things to witness (...hopefully someday it will be my turn)
i know i'm repeating myself but he's just so beautiful. ethereal, if you will. you're so right about calling him a muse for artists of all kind because that's truly what he is.
it's so bad sky 😭 my poor sister after the gig was trying her best to get us back to her condo, navigating the public transport system at night, etc. and I was just standing at the bus stop repeating "he's so prettyyy" over and over 😭😭 we get back to her condo and I write an entire fucking poem about seeing wilbur irl and she's just standing there like 🧍‍♀️ as I read it aloud to her 😭
(I will say now it was kinda a bad poem bc it was super late and I was in that post-concert daze, but I put it in my scrapbook anyway lol)
I hope someday soon it will be your turn to go to a lovejoy gig and be overcome by how beautiful wilbur is in person <3 no matter how prepared you think you are, you are not <33
also, I think my friends atp are sick of hearing me use the term ethereal to describe wilbur but it's actually the best adjective I can think of!! like, head in hands he is so gorgeous
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trentaafcsblog · 3 years
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NSFW Alphabet
Mason Mount
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A - aftercare You’d be lying if you said that this wasn’t sometimes your favourite part about having sex, something about how soft and caring Mason becomes once the two of you have reached your highs just making you feel like the only girl in the world, and don’t get me wrong, he looks after you in the best possible way when you’re doing the business, but he’s just so much more attentive afterwards and he’s happy to kiss, cuddle and play with your hair as long as you need him to
B - body part Your ass, god he’s got an obsession with it, always catching him licking his lips whenever you wear *those* gym leggings or a tiny pair of shorts, and it’s got to the point where it feels weird not to have his hand glued to it twenty-four-seven
C - cum At the start of your relationship you were super strict about Mason wearing a condom, so it’s only recently that you’ve started to be a bit more adventurous when it comes to your orgasms, letting him try out all kinds of different things to see which you both prefer, whether that’s cumming on your ass, your your tits, in your mouth or inside your pussy, you’re still trying to figure that your one out, but it’s honestly the hottest thing knowing that at least one part of your body is decorated with his seed
D - dirty secret You’ve recently discovered the world of sexting, and it’s quite possibly your favourite thing, loving how you can pass your thumbs tapping away on your screen as ‘oh I’m just messaging my boyfriend’, when actually you’re begging him to be balls deep inside of you tonight whilst he fucks your pussy raw
E - exposed Not to jinx it but you haven’t been caught yet, there was one time where his mum came home from work early and you were face down on the mattress whilst Mason fucked you from behind, but that’s as close as it’s got, and fingers crossed it stays that way
F - foreplay Again, it’s something that’s taken time for the two of you to get into the swing of doing, but now it’s become an essential part of your sex lives, sometimes not even bothering to do the actual deed and instead just letting Mason eat you out whilst you suck his dick, loving how the other person can bring you so much pleasure in the most incredible ways
G - goofy At the start of your relationship there were a couple of times when you ended up in a fit of giggles, mainly because you were both worried incase you got ‘too’ into it and the other person wasn’t ready, but now you’re so much more comfortable around one another that it’s rare that you have outbursts of random giggles anymore 
H - horny Mason finds it hard not to be when you’re his girlfriend, always wandering around with a boner because you look so good all the time, looking at you with a twinkle in his eye each time you come down wearing a tiny top or a little pair of shorts in the hope that you catch on to what he’s thinking
I - intimacy It’s such an important part of your relationship, taking you a little while to feel completely comfortable around one another but now you’re both so close, both emotionally and sexually, which obviously helps when it comes to the bedroom
J - jack off Normally he tries to keep himself under control, especially since he knows that his hand has nothing on yours, but there have obviously been times when he’s been caught out and he just has to relieve some of his tension, sometimes struggling to keep himself sane when you’re busy spamming him with messages explaining how you’ll be sucking him off later
 K - kinks Mason’s got the biggest praise kink, loving how he thrusts deeper into your pussy or groans in your ear each time you call him your good boy, finding it so hot that those kinds of compliments just roll of your tongue without you even thinking, his brain fogging over with pure pleasure each time and causing his cock to almost explode 
L - location You usually stick to the bedroom, obviously there have been occasions where you’ve had sex on the sofa halfway through a movie or let him bend you over the kitchen whilst you’re making dinner, but you much prefer to keep it under the covers
M - moaning That boy knows what he’s doing so it’s practically impossible for you to hold back your moans, always turning into a complete whimpering mess for him when he’s slamming into you, and Mason’s just the same, always grunting and groaning in your ear with each thrust because you make him feel so good 
N - nudes You’ve both sent and received a fair few, Mason always choosing to pass his over when you’re out for lunch with your friends or sat at work, a series of photos of his rock solid cock appearing on your screen and causing the most furious blush to sweep across your cheeks, Mason finding it hilarious how you’ll get so turned on in an environment where you can’t do anything about it, only giving you a reason to punish him when you’re home 
O - oral His favourite thing in the whole wide world is seeing you knelt before him with his cock in your mouth, fucking your face for hours on end just so that he can hear you gagging and spluttering around him, your eyes streaming with tears and rolling back into your head as his cock hits the back of your throat
P - position Mason’s got two favourites - doggy and missionary, his choice of position depends on the mood that he’s in, opting for doggy if he wants to be a bit rough and reach his orgasm quickly, but choosing missionary when he wants to be a bit more intimate with you, loving how he can be so much closer to you and how you can feel his thrusts so much deeper
Q - quickie You both prefer longer sex sessions but obviously when the seconds are counting down on the clock then you’re making the most of the time that you have together, letting Mase fuck you at the most ridiculous speed before he needs to go to training or before you’re about to head out for dinner with your mates, loving how you can go about your day afterwards as though you haven’t just had your brains blown out, nobody knowing what you’ve been up to other than you two
R - risk You’re not the biggest risk takers to be honest, preferring to keep your sex life exclusively between the two of you rather than sharing it with a whole car park or holiday complex, but saying that, you have let Mason fuck you on the balcony in the early hours of the morning and you’ve also sucked him off in one of the back rooms at Stamford Bridge, yet other than that it’s pretty much safe sex in the company of just you and Mase
S - spit/swallow Swallow, always, why would you want to waste the aftermath of all of your hard work? Mason finding it the hottest thing ever that you don’t even have to contemplate your next move when he cums in your mouth, giving him your best innocent eyes or a little wink before you’re swallowing it down without any hesitation
T - toys You’ve got a vibrator that occasionally makes an appearance when you feel like you’re missing something in the bedroom, but nine times out of ten, you just let Mason do the work, his cock hitting all of the places that no toy could and his fingers rubbing your clit in a way that feels so good that you can’t even compare it to a vibrator, both of you preferring to be the people that bring each other pleasure, rather than letting a toy do the work
U - unfair Never ever ever, Mason’s honestly the sweetest person when it comes to sex so he’ll never cum before you, and even if he’s desperate to reach his orgasm, then he’ll try and hold off until your pussy is spasming around his cock first, hating seeing you begging and whining for him to let you cum so he’s always making sure that your needs are met well before his own
V - volume You can be prettyyy loud, which isn’t really hard when Mason fucks you so well, loving how you can scream his name as loudly as you want when it’s just you and him, your moans bouncing off the walls and echoing in his ears for hours afterwards, honestly finding your whines and whimpers so fucking sexy, especially since he knows he’s the only one making you feel that way
W - wild card Mason’s recently invested in a Polaroid camera to try and capture some of your best memories together, and somehow it’s managed to make its way into the bedroom too, resting on his bedside table until the perfect photo opportunity arises, taking a few snaps and hiding them away ready to look at when you need a bit of inspiration
X - x-ray It’s a good size, a veryyy good size, well and truly filling you up and managing to hit all of the right places, so you definitely aren’t complaining, even if it does sometimes take you a while to adjust to his length, much to Mason’s satisfaction 
Y - yearning He’s always in the mood to fuck you, I mean, who wouldn’t be when they’ve got such a pretty girl as their partner? Always catching him staring at your ass or letting his mind run free when his gaze brushes over your tits, but you don’t mind, because secretly you’re doing exactly the same to him
Z - zzz It’s hard not to fall asleep after sex, particularly your longer sessions, and regardless of whether it’s emotion-based or rough, it’s still wearing you both out and you can’t help but collapse in each other’s arms and drift off into a deep sleep afterwards, staying in the same position until the sun starts rising and you’re woken up to the memories of last night 
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buckydeniro · 3 years
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This Is Trouble
part 1
dad’sbestfriend!bucky barnes x reader
a/n: okay, i’m prettyyy new to writing and this is my first jab at writing a series or something that isn’t a hc so please be gentle with me. this could be complete shit and suck ass but ya know what, oh well! i’m a slut for dad’sbestfriend!bucky so here ya go! i really hope you enjoy it!! :-)
summary: you didn’t plan this. he didn’t either. you thought you would come home from college, spend some time with your dad, and find a place for yourself to live. but you soon found yourself in a sexual tension filled challenge with your dad’s best friend. but what happens when feelings develop and they become too strong to deny?
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"Dad." You groan as he covers your eyes with his hands. You had just graduated college and after a few days spent packing up your stuff from your apartment near school and saying your goodbyes to your friends, you're finally back home. Your dad had the biggest grin on his face when he picked you up and you had a feeling he was up to something even though he swore he wasn't.
Now with his hands over your eyes in front of the door of your childhood home, you knew he was up to something.
"What's going on?" You ask, hearing the sound of people shuffling and a few shushing each other behind the door. "I know you hate surprises but you're back home so you're going to have to deal with it for the sake of your poor dad who has missed his daughter." You chuckle, a smile pulling at your lips.
You loved your dad. Your mom left when you were fairly young, hadn't even hit the double digits age range yet before her and your dad decided it was best to part ways. She never called or wrote, just left. But you made your way with your dad.
The sound of the door opening shakes you from your thoughts. Your dad removing his hands from your eyes to reveal a moderate sized group of family and friends before you.
Your eyes go big the exact moment they all yell out "Surprise!!" A red hot blush rushes to your cheeks and you smile bashfully, never having been one to like being the center of attention. You don't catch it but if you did you would have seen your dads best friend leaning against the kitchen doorway, lips moving up into a smile at your reaction.
"Okay, this was a pretty good surprise." Your smile blooms from shy and uncomfortable to happy and touched. You immediately hug your father, "Thank you. So much."
He gives you a tight squeeze causing you to choke out, "Dad." Chuckling at him as he lets go, letting air refill your lungs.
"I'm gonna give you some time with everyone. Good luck." With a kiss to the side of your head, Everyone begins rushing up, congratulating you, hugging you, commenting on how much you've grown and changed.
After nodding at one of the older womans dramatized comments about how she could hardly recognize you now, you feel someone watching you. Your eyes smoothly and quickly find Bucky, and you're almost thrown off actual physical balance at how good he looks. Holy shit. You swallow, your stomach doing a flip. Okay, what the fuck was that, stomach?
Not only have you changed but so as he. You breathe in through your nose as you take him in. The light stubble dancing on his jaw, a tight black shirt, the chains of his dog tags peaking out from the shirts collar. See he still wears those, you think to yourself. His black jeans matching his black boots have you trying not to bite your lip. You blink and quickly turn away, zoning back into the atmosphere around you.
He's always been attractive but jesus, when did he get that attractive. I guess you've both grown.
Apparently the lady, Lila, had still been talking to you, unaware your attention was pulled elsewhere for a moment. Firing questions off at you at a rapid speed, not stopping to hear your answers. So she's basically just having a conversation with herself and you've been deemed the appropriate audience for aome reason.
You hear footsteps coming towards you, flicking your eyes up, you see Bucky walking and stopping right in front of you. Oh my god. He smells amazing. No. What the fuck are you thinking? Reign it in, Y/N.
"Lila, don't wear the poor girl out." His bright, friendly smile drifting from her to you and you can't help the smile mirroring his on your lips. "Oh, I'm not." She chides, squeezing your arm softly with affection, "But I'll go." She playfully sighs and walks away.
Bucky's eyes haven't left yours, that contagious smile still on his face. "Welcome home, kid." That Brooklyn drawl has you biting your lip as you smile. It was a completely innocent movement, a habit you picked up a few years ago but it causes Bucky to look down at your lips, quickly flicking his gaze back to you as he inhales, mentally shaking thoughts from his head.
"Thank you, Mr. Barnes." You say politely. Bucky pulls a face and laughs, causing you to laugh along with him. Why is everything he does so contagious? He shakes his head as he speaks. "No, no, kid. Call me Bucky."
You nod your head once before pulling a face of your own. "Okay, but you can't call me 'kid' anymore. I'm 22, Bucky." The new 'title' leaving your mouth like an acception to a challenge.
He nods his head, lifting his hands up in mock defence, smirking at the way you said his name.
"Okay, okay. I got it. Y/N." His voice falls soft, almost sounding like he just found out what your name was and was calling you by it for the first time.
"Ah, Y/N, see you've caught up with Buck." Your dad grins, slapping a friendly hand on Bucky's shoulder. "Come on, party is out back."
Steve leads the way, both you and Bucky following. You purse your lips, fighting off a smile and Bucky snorts. "Party." You say quietly, glancing at Bucky as he retorts back speaking quietly so your dad doesn't hear, "Oh yeah, it's raging, can't you tell? Might just give them college parties of yours a run for their money."
You hum in acknowledgement, "You might be right, Barnes. But, I have been to some good ones."
"Barnes, huh?" You can't quite read the look on his face. All you know is that you're both looking at each other with some kind of playfulness, like the beginning of a new game has just started and you're on opposing sides.
"Mhm. Barnes." You overly dictate the 'B' in his name, drawing the 'A' out a bit, making a clicking sound with the side of your mouth, your focus forward.
Your dad turns around, clapping you softly on the shoulder, "Have fun, hon. One of the guys is calling for me. Sam! I'm coming!" You watch as your dad huffs, jogging up to his friend, swatting the spatula away from his hands, focus on the grill Sam was, I guess, butchering.
"So, you still do that." You turn your head back to Bucky, furrowing your eyebrows a little, tilting your head slightly, confusion lightly appearing on your face. "Do what?"
He puts his gloved covered hands into his jacket pockets, clearing his throat, "You make that sound when you're focusing on something or are nervous." There's a slight pause before he speaks up again. "You nervous with the get together or bein' back home or somethin'?"
You didn't realize you even did that. You were a little nervous but it wasn't because of the party your dad threw for you. It was because of Bucky. It's a good nervous but it confuses you none the less.
"Yeah. Just being back home." You nod, lips tugging up at the corner for a smile. "The change and everything."
Bucky doesn't look quite convinced but lets it go. Your attention is drawn forward, wanting to look anywhere but Bucky. The way he looks at you was fogging up your brain.
"You still wear the dog tags."
This time he tilts his head, the corner of his mouth twitching upwards. "I can notice things too, Bucky." You whisper with a smile, your attention turning back to him, causing him to chuckle.
"Well, they are mine, Doll." You both freeze. Fuck, he thinks. It just slipped out. He couldn't help it. He's fucked it now, shit. But you chew on your bottom lip, fighting back a smile but the hint of it is there and Bucky catches it and feels as if he can breathe again.
"Doll, huh?" You repeat his words back to him.
With a slight cocky tilt of his head, a subtle smirk and something dancing in both of your eyes, he throws it right back at you. Repeating your own words, the exact way you said them to him, "Mhm. Doll."
Before you could react, say anything, he had turned and casually walked away, yelling a hello at one of his and your dad's old friends and although you couldn't see his face, he had the biggest smirk on it. You let out a breath, not knowing what to make of yours and his interaction.
It was Bucky. Just Bucky. Your dad's best friend. He was just being friendly and teasing. Normal. But as you walk to grab a beer from the cooler near by, you can't help but question a little, "Right?"
Straightening your back, you feel eyes on you and you immediately know whose they are. Turning your head, you lock eyes with the brown haired man, taking a swig of his beer.
Your brain repeating the question again, "..Right?"
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honeypiehotchner · 3 years
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intelligence & issues (Hotch x Reader) -- chapter thirteen
Did anyone order more angst? Today’s chapter title is also from Taylor Swift’s song “False God” which is another song that really resembles Hotch x Reader’s relationship here, if you wanna listen and get a taste for what’s coming soon ;)) Oh and the gif is kinda unrelated, he just looks prettyyy
Chapter Warnings: Angst. So much angst. More case stuffs, so more talks of rape and all.
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Chapter Thirteen: I can’t talk to you when you’re like this
It’s 6a.m. when you’re rudely woken up by a blaring alarm. JJ groans as she smacks the clock, stopping its incessant beeping.
Their room was the lucky one with two king sized beds. You didn’t mind sharing a bed with either of them -- you ended up next to Emily.
JJ is up and heading to get dressed far quicker than you want to move, but you know you have no choice. There’s a serial killer running rampant out there, so today is a 7a.m. start -- 6:30 if you can help it. You know Hotch will be sending texts any moment now about wanting to get an early start.
The thought of Hotch sends your mind spiraling again. The memories of your argument come flooding back and all you want to do is fall into a sinkhole.
But you refuse to let him have power over you like that. You’re a professional. You’re here to do a job, so you’re going to do it. Feelings be damned.
It’s not like you expected anything different, so you honestly don’t know why you’re so torn up over this. It must be the fact that the two of you were going to regular dinners, and that he would pay and drive. Sharing wine and listening to your favorite vinyls surely didn’t help matters, either.
But you misread it all. How hysterical of you. How typical of you.
Throwing the covers off your body, you sit up, your hand reaching over to shake Emily’s shoulder.
“I’m awake,” she says into her pillow. “I don’t wanna be, but I am.”
“You and me both,” you chuckle, swinging your legs over the side of the mattress.
Once your feet hit the floor, it’s like a bolt of electricity goes through you. Screw feelings, screw romance, screw love, screw it all. You’re an FBI profiler. You’re better than some idiot who thinks he can take you out to dinner and flirt up a storm, only to throw it back in your face.
You’re not going to let this get to you. Screw him.
So, you get dressed in your best outfit, and you take the time to do what makes you feel the most badass. Normally, you don’t put a ton of effort into your appearance because there isn’t much of a point. But on days like today when you need an extra boost of confidence, it’s almost required.
And boost your confidence, it does.
“Hell-o Agent L/N,” Emily teases when she emerges from the bathroom. “You look hot.”
“You sound like Morgan,” you say with a grin. “But thank you all the same. Is it bad that I feel hot when we’re supposed to be hunting down a serial killer?”
“Nope,” JJ shakes her head. “Sometimes it helps it feel more like a movie than real life.”
“God knows I need that right now,” you mutter, turning to grab your gun. As you’re busy strapping it on and grabbing your phone, you say, “Hey guys, if Hotch and I are acting weird...don’t mention it. Please?”
Emily’s head whips around. “Is he why you came in here crying last night?”
“Maybe,” you mumble, adjusting your belt. “But it’s fine, don’t worry about it. I’m over it.” You look up with a smile that you hope is more convincing than it feels. “Thanks for letting me crash your party.”
“Crash anytime,” JJ smiles back, all knowing. “And we want details later, just saying.”
“I knew you were going to ask,” you groan. “But it’s honestly nothing. I misread the entire situation, so it’s totally my bad.”
“Misread the situation?” Emily almost laughs at you. “The two of you were going on dates!”
Your eyes widen. “How did you--”
“I may or may not have seen you guys in a restaurant as I was walking by,” she confesses. “And I may or may not have gone back the next few nights to see if it was just a one-time deal.”
“You-- Oh my God,” you nearly smack your forehead in embarrassment. “Okay, well, yes, we were going to dinner, but it-- Look, I guess I got too caught up in my own feelings and worked it up in my head to think he felt the same.”
JJ shares a look with Emily. The kind that makes you want to claw your eyes out.
“Look,” Emily says, gently, but you know she’s serious. “You’re one of the best profilers on this team-- You wouldn’t be on the team if you weren’t good. So there’s no such thing as making it up in your head. You were following your instincts.”
“Maybe my instincts are shit.”
“The last few cases say otherwise,” Emily fires back, raising an eyebrow.
She’s right. Dammit.
“I don’t think you misread anything, I think Hotch is just...complicated, you know? Divorce can’t be easy, especially with a kid in the mix, but I’m not excusing him for taking you on dates and staying over at your place, he should’ve known better-- and don’t ask how I knew about him being at your place. JJ told me what you said on the phone, and I told her about the dinners, and we kind of just...figured.”
“Nothing happened,” you mumble, as if you need to tell them the details. “He slept on the couch. Passed out before me.”
“All I’m saying is you have a right to be mad,” Emily finishes.
JJ nods. “I would also be pissed. I’m a little pissed for you.”
“Me too,” Emily agrees.
“I feel stupid,” you admit. “Like I’m in high school or something.” You won’t lie. Hotch’s comment last night has hurt you more than you thought it would. You didn’t even act like you were a high schooler when you were in high school, but still.
“Oh, no,” Emily sighs, wrapping an arm around your shoulders. “It’s not high school. It’s just fucking annoying.”
“You got that right,” you snicker.
“So…” JJ raises an eyebrow. “Are we gonna talk about you dressing this hot to make him jealous or…?”
“It’s actually just for me,” you say firmly, meaning it. “But if he wants to look, he can.”
“Atta girl,” Emily laughs loudly, then stops. “We probably should head down to the lobby.”
“Right,” you chuckle. “Don’t wanna be late.”
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Hotch is the first one down to the lobby until Rossi joins him, looking the most well-rested. But upon seeing you’re not with Hotch, Rossi furrows his eyebrows.
It wasn’t exactly Rossi’s plan to stick the two of you together last night, but he did help it along. The two of you really need to work your issues out and he thought being forced into a hotel room would help. Unfortunately, now he’s seeing it might’ve done the opposite.
“Where’s Y/N?”
Hotch looks up at the sound of your name, cursing his own behavior, knowing Rossi is taking note of every little thing. “She’s with JJ and Emily.”
Rossi hums. “I thought she would’ve been with you.”
“She was.”
“What happened?”
Hotch shrugs. And Rossi’s face softens. Hotch looks strangely like he did all those years ago, new to the BAU, when he and Haley had an argument about his taking the job. They worked through it, thankfully, because Rossi would’ve lost it if he saw Hotch walk around the office looking like a kicked puppy for another day.
But now, he looks worse than that. Forget kicked puppy, Hotch looks like he was run over.
“We had an argument,” Hotch explains when he sees that Rossi hasn’t stopped looking at him, expectantly waiting for more information.
Rossi nods slowly, having figured that. “Have you apologized?”
“I haven’t seen her.”
“You could’ve texted her,” Rossi offers, a little surprised that Hotch didn’t.
Hotch stays silent. He could have texted you. He knows he probably should have. But his words had already done enough damage. He figured if he tried to say anything else, it would’ve only made things monumentally worse. So, he went to sleep early. And dreamt of you.
It’s getting out of hand, now that he’s dreaming about you. He doesn’t normally dream, and when he does, they’re nightmares. But even those are rare. He’s mastered the art of shoving everything so far down that nothing appears even in his dreams.
Except you.
About this time is when Hotch hears your laughter floating out of the elevator. His head instinctively turns toward the sound, finding you with JJ, Emily, Spencer, and Morgan.
Morgan must’ve said something to make you laugh so loud, especially for it to make you shove his face, causing him to wrap an arm around your shoulders, dragging you into his chest and daring to rub his knuckles into your head, but he doesn’t. Still, your smile lights up your entire face, and Hotch has to catch himself before he starts smiling, too.
“Alright, children,” JJ says, tugging you and Morgan off the elevator by Morgan’s shirt sleeve.
“He started it,” you whine, ready to smack Morgan for wrinkling your shirt, but he jumps out of the way before you can.
“I know he did,” JJ replies, still in her ‘mom’ voice, her hand on your arm to usher you forward.
“Ouch,” Morgan feigns hurt, sauntering away with a scrunched up face. “I see what sides we’re takin’.”
You roll your eyes. “So dramatic.”
Emily gives you a look as you slowly approach Rossi and Hotch. But you flash her a smile, letting her know you’re okay.
You’re a professional. You’re a damn FBI Agent. You can handle some unreciprocated feelings. Unrequited love has nothing on a psychopathic killer.
Thankfully, before you’re forced to greet Hotch so no one else questions things, his phone starts ringing. You all know what that means.
And Hotch confirms your suspicions when he hangs up. “There’s been another murder.”
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JJ and Reid headed to the police station to start connecting some more dots with this new murder -- Edward Richardson is his name. He’s about the same age as the other men, but so far that’s the only connection.
This left you with Morgan and Rossi to head to the crime scene. Hotch and Emily are coming too, but they’re going to speak to the ex-girlfriend who found Edward.
Yeah. His ex-girlfriend found him. Apparently she was coming over to pick up the rest of her stuff. He wasn’t answering the door, so she used the spare key under the mat and went inside, thinking he was either passed out or in someone else’s bed.
She found him in his bed. But he wasn’t alive.
Upon pulling up outside the house, you see it’s not a mansion, but not a trailer, either. Police are already milling about, but hopefully they haven’t touched anything.
You spot the ex-girlfriend when you get out of the car. Her long, dark hair is pulled back from her face, and there’s tear-stains all down her cheeks. You’re positive she’s not the unsub, though, because the unsub wouldn’t insert herself into the investigation like this, and if she did, she definitely wouldn’t show this much remorse.
Your heart aches for the ex all the same. And for that reason, you grab Emily and ask to switch with her.
“You sure?” She asks, knowing this means you’ll be with Hotch.
But you could care less about him right now. “Yeah. I got this. I also don’t think I should look at another body.” That part is true, even if you thought of it just a few seconds ago.
She understands completely, giving your shoulder a comforting squeeze before she sets off to join Morgan. Hotch watches her go and then looks back at you, eyebrows furrowed. But you don’t give him a second glance.
You both start toward the ex-girlfriend, but you see her tense up when she notices Hotch, which stops you right in your tracks. You hold out your hand to get his attention.
Turning, you say, “I think I need to do this alone.”
“Why?”
“She’s terrified, Hotch, look at her,” you whisper, watching him use his peripheral vision. “She tensed up when she saw you. I don’t know why, but...let me do this alone. Please.”
He nods. “Okay. I’ll be inside.”
“Thank you,” you breathe, glad he’s not going to put up a fight. The last thing you needed was for him to cause a scene here.
Once he’s gone, you turn back to the ex-girlfriend, putting on the best comforting expression you can muster.
“Hey,” you murmur as you’re close enough. “I’m Agent L/N, I’m with the FBI.”
“Jane,” she supplies. “Where’d your partner go?”
“Oh, he just went inside. I told him we could just talk, girl to girl, you know.”
“Is he your boyfriend?”
“No, he’s just my boss,” you say slowly, not sure why she’d even need to ask that.
“Sorry,” Jane apologizes, explaining your previous confusion away. “I’m not-- I feel like I’m living in a nightmare right now, so my brain is kind of fried. I’m glad it’s just you.”
“Totally understandable,” you say. “So, you’re Edward’s ex-girlfriend?”
“Yeah,” she says. “I um-- We just broke up last week and I hadn’t been over to get all my stuff yet. I was coming to pick the last of it up this morning. I texted him yesterday and he said it was fine, so I didn’t think to call before I came. I just walked in.”
“Why did you guys break up, if you don’t mind me asking?”
“I...found out something he had done,” she says vaguely. “That he kept from me.”
You nod slowly. “I know it’s a lot, and I know you don’t know me, but...what did he do?”
She hesitates, closes her eyes. Her bottom lip starts to quiver, her eyes glassy when she opens them again. “He...he raped my best friend.”
“I’m so sorry,” you murmur, letting her cry. “When did this happen?”
“Last year,” Jane mutters, anger taking over. “She never told me because she was scared and because he and I had been dating already when it happened and-- He asked me to marry him and I told her and she-- She told me what happened. She said she didn’t want him to do that to me, or worse.”
“So you broke up with him.”
“I confronted him about it and he denied it,” she says through more tears. “But my best friend wouldn’t lie. And he didn’t even seem sorry or even care that that happened to her, so I know he did it.” She pauses, shaking her head. “What does the FBI want with this, anyway?”
“There’s been a series of murders,” you explain. “And each victim has been a rapist that was acquitted or given a short sentence in jail, like two months, a vacation, basically.”
Jane’s eyebrows furrow. “Lily never took Edward to court.”
A break in the pattern. “What?”
“She never even told me until last week. I don’t even know if her mom knows, or her sister,” Jane says, still confused. “How did they even know to kill him?”
You’re asking yourself that question now, too. “Can you give me Lily’s full name and any contact information you have?”
“Yeah,” Jane nods. “You don’t think she did this, do you?”
To put her mind at ease, you ask, “What does she look like? And how tall is she?”
“She’s almost six feet tall, but wears heels to be taller,” Jane chuckles. “Blonde hair, naturally, not like some of these bleach blondes out here. She’s getting her master’s right now, if that means anything.”
“It does, actually,” you smile softly. “Just between you and me, I don’t think she’s the one that did this. We build a profile that’s a set of characteristics of who we’re looking for, and she doesn’t fit it.”
“Thank God,” Jane breathes. “I don’t think she would, but she’s-- You’re different, after that, you know?”
You nod solemnly. “I know.”
After taking down Lily’s contact information, you ask her if she knows anyone that might fit the profile.
“I can’t think of anyone, honestly,” Jane shrugs. “I mean, I know probably fifty girls that look like that, but that are capable of this? I don’t even want to think that anyone I know would kill someone -- even if they are a rapist.”
“I understand.”
After you grab Jane’s phone number as well, you head into the house to find Hotch. Or Rossi. You’d rather relay this information to Rossi and get away before Hotch spots you.
But you never get what you want because Hotch is the first one you see, and he’s just looking around idly, no gloves on his hands, clearly waiting for you to be finished.
Upon seeing you, his eyebrows raise, and he steps closer. “What did you find?”
“Well, for starters, Edward’s survivor didn’t take him to court,” you break that news first. “It was Jane’s best friend, so she gave me contact info and her address. But Jane said Lily is blonde, almost six feet, working on a master’s degree, so I don’t think she’s our unsub.”
“No, but we should still talk to her,” Hotch says.
“We?” You ask before you can stop yourself.
“If you want to take--”
“No, it’s fine, sorry,” you say, gesturing generally to the house. “They’re busy. We should talk to Lily as soon as we can.”
“Agreed. I’ll go let them know.”
“I’ll be in the car,” you say with a nod.
The professionalism is going to absolutely drive you insane.
To distract yourself, you dial Garcia. “Garcia?”
“What do you need, babe?”
“I need you to get everything you can on this new victim. Edward Richardson. Did he have any criminal records at all?” You pause. “His ex-girlfriend told me that he raped her best friend, Lily, but Lily never took him to court over it.”
“I will dig up everything I can on him.”
“Thanks. I’ll keep you posted. Hotch and I are about to go talk to Lily.”
Garcia is quiet for a moment. “You and Hotch?”
“Yes,” you mutter. “The ship has sailed, Garcia.”
“I didn’t even mention a ship.”
“No, but I knew you were going to,” you chuckle, jumping in the car. “It has sailed far, far away, never to be seen again.” You lean your head back on the headrest, glancing over to check and see if Hotch is coming yet.
“If you say so…”
“Goodbye, Garcia.”
“Goodbye, my love.”
Must everyone be in your business? Shaking your head, you pocket your phone, sticking the key in the ignition.
Hotch makes it to the car a few moments later, silently getting inside and buckling up. You expected at least a look since you’re driving, but there was nothing.
There never was anything.
You take a deep breath and pull out onto the main road, following the GPS toward Lily’s apartment. Jane said she should be in right now, so you’re hoping she is.
The car ride is fifteen minutes of dead silence. A few times, you nearly let your word vomit spill. Just questions. You have probably a thousand questions, maybe more.
If it was just dinner, then why did he keep paying? Why did he drive? Why did he check your apartment? Why did he say yes to wine? Why did he stay the night?
If it was just dinner, then why does he look at you like that? Why does he say those things?
If it was just dinner, that’s fine, but God, you need to know.
Lily’s apartment complex approaches before you foolishly start asking Hotch anything.
“I’m assuming I’m taking the lead again,” you say as you park the car.
Hotch nods. “Sure.”
“Okay,” you reply, hopping out.
Hotch keeps his distance as you walk up to Lily’s door. You knock a few times, not wanting to scream, “FBI!” because chances are, she didn’t report because she has issues with trusting authority. You understand.
Sure enough, after a moment or two, the door is opening, revealing Lily. Jane’s description was spot on.
She’s definitely six feet tall. She is a natural dirty blonde, and it’s pulled back in a ponytail. Glasses rest on the bridge of her nose, and she looks to be in her clothes for class -- a sweatshirt and jeans.
“Lily Hampton?” You ask.
She nods. “May I help you?”
“I’m Agent Y/N L/N, this is Agent Hotchner. We’re with the FBI. We were wondering if we could ask you a few questions.”
Her eyebrows furrow. “About what?”
“Well, we’ve been investigating a series of murders in the area,” you start, watching her eyes for anything. There’s nothing. “And this morning, Edward Richardson was found dead.”
You hate and love what you see in her eyes. It’s the same as Abby’s. Fear, sadness, relief, guilt, all at once.
“What happened?” She finally says. Then pauses, opening the door further, “Uh, come inside, sorry.”
“It’s alright,” you murmur, stepping inside. Hotch follows close behind, and you see he’s making a conscious effort to keep his expression softened.
“Please, sit,” Lily motions to the couch as she takes the chair by the window.
“Thank you,” you say, taking a seat on the couch. Hotch sits next to you, but on the other end. You continue. “These murders have been of rapists who were either acquitted, dismissed, or given incredibly short sentences,” you pause. “I spoke with Jane earlier and she informed me that you never took Edward to court.”
Lily shakes her head, otherwise sitting dangerously still. “I was too scared. Didn’t think it was worth it, anyway. He was dating Jane, I didn’t wanna ruin both of their lives.”
“I understand,” you whisper. “Can you think of anyone besides Jane that you’ve told about this?”
Lily thinks for a moment. “My therapist and my mom.”
“Who is your therapist?” You ask.
“Her name is Dr. Harris, I can get you her phone number.”
“That would be perfect,” you smile gently.
Lily stands and excuses herself to find the number, leaving you alone with Hotch once more.
“What are you thinking?” You ask, wanting to know what’s going on in his head.
“Her mom doesn’t fit our profile, and unless her therapist broke confidentiality…” Hotch shrugs.
You nod. “We’re at another dead end.”
Lily returns with a small piece of paper, but there’s two numbers written down. Your eyebrows furrow as you stare at it, until she explains.
“The top is my therapist and the bottom is um--” She glances at Hotch. “There’s a group that I went to-- That I go to, um-- It’s kind of like alcoholics anonymous, but not for alcohol. It’s...for assault. The number is the woman who runs it. Lina.”
This could be it. “Thank you, Lily,” you smile, tucking the paper in your pocket. “I think that’s all we have.” You pause to stand, holding out your card. “But if you think of anything that might be useful, don’t hesitate to call.”
She takes the card with a small smile. “Thank you.”
You show yourselves out, both of you waiting until you’re in the car to say anything. Hotch is driving this time.
“I’m calling Morgan,” you tell him, dialing on your phone. Once it connects, you say, “Feel like going to an AA meeting?”
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HCs: Max Cady gets Jealous
Original message: @username2748 JUST WATCHED CAPE FEAR AND ROB AS MAX CADY GOT ME 😍😍😍😩 idk if it’s his accent in the movie and his tattoos (had me thinking of Jimmy Conway) but whewwww ok I’m getting off track...max seems like a prettyyy confident guy but what are your HC’s on how he’d behave when he starts feeling a lil jealoussss 😏😏.
OH MY GOD. Love this. Love Max Cady I actually hate this man I cannot believe HHHH he's trashy but hot. Love you, let's get right into it.
Warnings: Smut, cursing, age gap relationship / language, some outdated beliefs held by Max Cady. This is, well, very smutty. Gets kinda intense but Max gets sweet at the end. 18+ ONLY PLEASE! 
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• Okay so Max is a very confident guy - he’s got a lot going for him. He’s charismatic, got a great body, exudes personality. So it’s super hard to get him jealous most of the time. 
• However, he sometimes can be set off by the littlest things in the oddest situations when he’s having a bad day. As the two of you have a significant age gap, he can get jealous when younger men hit on you or pay you any attention. Like when he takes you out to the bar, or at a restaurant. 
• On most days, he usually he takes it as a compliment, how he has this sexy little thing by his side despite your age gap. But other days, he can barely stand it. Max is a loose cannon, his behavior patterns are non-linear. 
• His eyes do the talking when he’s jealous. He gives you “the look” which basically means to calm down if you’re being just a little too friendly, or else you’ll be in trouble. Basically if looks can kill, you’d be dead. In those moments, he can get super intimidating. 
• For some reason he?? Always blames you during these situations. It’s pretty trashy, but Max is the type to blame men hitting on you because you “looked too good” or “wore something tempting.” Or if you try to make casual conversations with other men, he’ll accuse you of being a flirt in front of him. Again, that sucks. 
• Puts on a disappointed voice and will talk down to you like a child. 
• Will keep his cool and not cause a scene wherever the two of you are, but damn does the energy between the two of you change super fast. Not many words are exchanged between the two of you for the rest of the night. 
• When you are driving home, the car ride is completely silent. Max doesn’t even so much as glance at you, keeping his eyes glued to the road. 
• As he pulls into his driveway, he will yank you from your seat and drag you into the house by your hand. 
•“Daddy didn’t like that little stunt you pulled tonight, princess. And you know what, that makes me very, very sad. I thought you knew better than this, huh? Thought I taught ya not to act up in public” He fumbles with the keys to the front door. 
• “You know what happens to dolls who don’t listen, do you?” 
• You shake your head coyly, and he clicks his tongue at you in disappointment as he slams the front door behind the two of you. “No? Well, dollface, bad girls get punished.” 
• You have no time to react, no time to think before his large hand presses down against the top of your head, pushing you to the floor in front of him. He towers over you. “And now, you’re gonna apologize to me properly.” He unbuckles his belt, and starts stroking himself in front of you. “Alright baby, open up.” 
• Yeah he’s...a head pusher. Will make you deep throat him until you are gagging. Will also pull your hair (if it’s long enough, he’ll make a makeshift ponytail out of it. If not, he’ll just ball whatever he can up in his fist). 
• Loves to see your mascara and makeup run down your face, as crystal tears pool and fall from your eyes. He think it makes you look extra sexy, and turns him on even more. 
• “Yeah? Yeah? You like it when I fuck your mouth like this? Finally putting that mouth to good use, huh? No men to flirt you in with here, dollface. Maybe I’ll have to start fucking you in public so all these other men get the hint that you’re mine.” 
• Will finish in your mouth. After he comes down from his high, he’s a sweating, panting mess. Once he gets a good look at you, he turns back into this sweet, southern gentleman. He kinda gets a little scared too once his brain comes back to reality. 
• His thumbs gently rub your cheeks, wiping away the tracks of your tears. He will run you a hot bath, scooping you up in his arms. He’ll clean you up, rubbing off the rest of your messed up makeup from your face, and washes your hair. He pampers you for putting up with his jealous outburst. 
• Is sickeningly sweet with the aftercare. As much as you love the more dominant, rough side of Max, he gets a little nervous he’s too harsh on you. He’s super strong, and he’s afraid one day he’ll accidentally hurt you.
• “You did so good for me, doll. I’m sorry, I got carried away back there. You know how much you, ah, mean to me sweetheart. Can you forgive Daddy?” 
• Giving him a stone cold glare from within the bathtub, he gets a little worried at your reaction. Did he really fuck up this time, did he let his emotions get the best of him? 
• You finally break the tension by giving him a sly smile, and playfully splashing him with water. “Of course I can forgive you, but I don’t think there is anything you should be apologizing for. In fact, I think you should get a little more jealous often, Mr. Cady.” 
• Relieved, he chuckles back. “Hey, don’t go playing your little games with me doll. This is my favorite shirt, don’t want it getting ruined now, do I?”
• “Well, maybe you should just take it off, and join me in the tub?” 
• “You know what, you must've been reading my mind, princess.” 
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munk, macavity, bomba
Slow-burn: Macavity (because it would be too easy putting him under enemies-to-lovers). I'm a new henchcat, a little clumsy and spacey, but full of spirit. I delight in carrying out orders, and Macavity becomes very charmed by my can-do attitude. He begins to entrust me with bigger missions; infiltrating the Jellicles as a dastardly spy, replacing all the regular milk bottled with gross disgusting buttermilk, and tying Munkustrap's shoelaces together to make him trip and look like a goddamn foolish fucking idiot wondering how he got shoes on in the first place when he's a fucking cat who doesn't wear them.
I know how much responsibility Macavity has on his shoulders and I delight on making his life a little easier. I've always looked up to him for his cunning and ambition, and he begins to regard me as a true companion. He confides in me about his gay thoughts about the Rumpus Cat; and how Valentine's Day is his favorite holiday, but since he has an evil persona to keep up, he feels like he has to say it's Halloween.
In a grand gesture of love, he kidnaps Old Deuteronomy to officiate our wedding ceremony, but some twinky wizard bitch steals him from us. But it's okay...our love has grown strong enough to overcome anything 💕
Fake Dating: Bombalurina. It all started out as a con to get free desert at Olive Garden. She fake proposed to me and we got cheesecake on the house. We take turns fake proposing every time we go out; we get our picture taken, we make out, and we nuzzle all lovey-dovey over our free deserts.
But the real scam was accidentally falling in love with Bombalurina for realsies.
I mean, who wouldn't? She's confident, and intelligent, and sexy and hot and prettyyy and her honkers are h u g e. I had to make her fall in love with me in return; so I set up an additional con. For our latest free desert scheme, I had a journalist ask us for an interview. We were going to have our whole relationship covered in a magazine, so we would have to extend the fake-dating-scheme up to the wedding itself.
Bomba ain't a pussy either; she would go through with it if I would. And of course I would.
And in my vows, I declare that I'm in love with her for realsies; I said that I wanted to have my cheesecake and eat it too.
And that's when Bombalurina laughs and says, "Oh my god. I've been in love with you too!! I went through with this wedding to try and make you fall in love with me!"
And then we make out and become wives 💕
Enemies to Lovers: Munkustrap. I'm the worst actor he's ever seen, but I'm the only one with an ass fat enough to pull off the Rumpus Cat in his latest play, Pekes and Pollicles 2: This Time, It's Personal.
We have to spend long nights of rehearsals together, and he tells me that this is the hardest thing he's ever done, and that I'm lucky my fat ass makes up for my lack of talent. I tell him that maybe if he were a better director, then we wouldn't still be here.
But we're stuck with eachother, both of us wanting to tell the best story possible. During rehearsal, we begin to bond over what the Rumpus Cat means to us. Beyond just being a hot piece of ass, he stands for courage and justice; a real champion of the underdogcat.
We see eachother's visions, and we fall in love with eachother through this creation of art and beauty.
I give the best performance of my life, and after I take my bow and Munkustrap accepts the Old Deuteronomy's Best Theatrical Production Award, he says, "I couldn't have done this without you. and we make out and get married and he totally wifes me up and we have ten kids together
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a v late recap of evermore
so i think Taylor Swift sensed that i was Going Through It and was like here you sad bitch, here’s another surprise album to help fix all that. cause good lord evermore is just what i (and i think we all) needed. i truly TRULY can’t believe we’re lucky enough to get a sister album to folklore, i love it so much. the first day it was out i drove myself 2 hours to the very end of the Cape and sat on an empty beach and cried to it and honestly??? magical. here are my thoughts on it that no one asked for:
first, as an overall here, this album complements folklore so well. it’s the spring to folklore’s autumn, it’s self-assured and warm and beautiful. each album shows off her lyrical genius so well and she only grows stronger here. when folklore came out, i was floored because the music was so different for her and so up my alley. each song’s production sucked me in and it was like she was confidently telling us “here is another genre i can work with” (masterfully at that). evermore feels different. it feels like Taylor is so comfortable in this creative space, she isn’t trying to fit into any new molds or expectations, she is just HERE, now, saying “this is who i am and this is my craft”. it’s really been a privilege to watch her grow as an artist. ok. here we go
willow:
god the video was so beautiful, a really good continuation of cardigan. the chorus is so so delicate and prettyyy, thats MY MAN ughhh its so good. it reminds me a lot of invisible string tbh, or if betty from cardigan grew up and found love. this is really one of my favorites, she starts so strong
fave lines: “the more that you say, the less i know/ wherever you stray I follow/ i’m begging for you to take my hand/ wreck my plans, that’s my man”; “life was a willow and it bent right to your wind”
champagne problems:
oh dear god, it’s if all too well and new years day had a baby and it is a MASTERPIECE. i can picture it all, college sweethearts, broken hearts, i feel like its new england at christmas, ivy league old money…its cinematic. and it gets at the feeling like you’ll never be good enough so you leave before that happens (basically before you get to the tolerate it stage??) and OOF. AND GODDAMN THE RANTING BRIDGE (illicit affairs came close on folklore but i think THIS might be the best bridge since All Too Well). I’ve screamed it a lot tbh
fave lines: BRIDGE BABYYYYYY EVERY SINGLE PERFECT WORD. WHAT A SHAME SHES FUCKED IN THE HEADDDD
gold rush:
this one is bright and lovely and catchy!! it reminds me a lot of mirrorball tbh, all like swirly and magical. i can’t even put it into words but i can see this one so clearly. its all rosy and golden
fave lines: “eyes like sinking ships on waters/ so inviting, i almost jump in”; “what must it be like to grow up that beautiful?/with your hair falling into place like dominoes/ I see me padding across your wooden floors/ with my Eagles t-shirt hanging from your door”; “the coastal town we wandered round/ had never seen a love as pure as it”; “my mind turns your life into folklore”
’tis the damn season:
UGH I FUCKING LOVE THIS ONE EVEN THOUGH IT MAKES ME WANNA TEXT MY EX. the melody is SOOOO satisfying, the progression to “write this down”, i’m obsessed. the idea of being home for the holidays and feeling a little lost and tired and nostalgic for what could have been is something superrrr relatable. this song reminds me of snowy drives around my hometown in the best/worst possible way hahah. one of my top 5 for sure.
fave lines: “we could call it even/ you could call me babe for the weekend/ tis the damn season, write this down/i’m staying at my parents house/ and the road not taken looks real good now”; “and wonder about the only soul/ who can tell which smiles i’m faking”
tolerate it:
oh honeyyyyy this track 5 packs a punch, i mean the lyrics are absolutely BRUTAL in the best way. it’s just so sad, and encompasses a lot of my own insecurity about always feeling like you’re more invested in a relationship and watching someone fall out of love or just stop caring. i LOVE the “my love should be celebrated, but you tolerate it”, like bitch YES your love should be celebrated. also taylor sounds angelic on the “I” at the start of the chorus
fave lines: “i know my love should be celebrated/ but you tolerate it”; “i made you my temple, my mural, my sky/ now i’m begging for footnotes in the story of your life”; “what would you do if I/break free and leave us in ruins/ took this dagger in me and removed it”
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no body, no crime:
YESSSSSSSSS I LOVE THE SUBGENRE OF COUNTRY ABOUT WOMEN KILLING SHITTY HUSBANDS AND THIS SONG IS SO FUCKING GOOD AHHHHH!! I LOVE the beat, i love country taylor, i love the addition of HAIM. UGH ITS SO CATCHYYYY, like i’m obsessed with the slide from “i think he did it but i just. can’t. prove itttttt NOOO no body no crime” UGHHH this is without a doubt in my top five
fave lines: “she thinks i did it but she just can’t prove it”
happiness:
I heard this one described as an emotional marathon and holy shit it is, each line is a sucker punch. i really like how it feels like a conversation and looks at the acceptance and pain that mingle together when a relationship just…ends. her lyrics are unmatched on this album but this is a particularly strong track
fave lines: “i haven’t met the new me yet”; “when did all our lessons start to look like weapons/ pointed at my deepest hurt”; “there is a glorious sunrise/ dappled with the flickers of light/ from the dress i wore at midnight”
dorothea:
this one feels like Betty 2.0 and its so sweet and bright and also kinda sad. it’s wistful!! that’s the word i want, wistful! the vibe is gives off reminds me of Red, like musically. it’s home-y. idk if that makes sense but i like it a lot
fave lines: and if you’re ever tired of being known for who you know/ you know, you’ll always know me”
coney island:
ugh this one is magical, i honestly really love the instrumental to this one, it’s so soothing. the lyrics to me feel like you’re in some dream state, going through every heartbreak you’ve ever been through. I love the addition of The National, the vocals fit together so well (and I like it better than both Bon Iver features i think??)
fave lines: do you miss the rogue/ who coaxed you into paradise and left you there/ will you forgive my soul/ who you’re too wise to trust me and too old to care?”
ivy:
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH (that’s how i feel about this absolute masterpiece oh my GOD) it makes me so incandescently happy, the folk feel, the lyrics that are so cinematic and poetic and paint such a clear picture (to me) of two Victorian lovers who are in unhappy marriages but don’t let that stop their love. the chorus just like….fills my whole chest, the OH GODDAMN hits so different. and i want “my pain fits in the palm of your freezing hand” tattooed on me, that is one of her BEST lines and i will die on that hill. its all so pretty, i can’t deal. the vibe also strongly reminds me of a) invisible string and b) Little Women (2019). i think taylor should do folk and uhhhh only folk please
fave lines: EVERY WORD BUT ESPECIALLY: “i’d meet you where the spirit meets the bone/ in a faith forgotten land”; “oh goddamn/ my pain fits in the palm of your freezing hand/ taking mine, but its been promised to another/ oh, i can’t/ stop you putting roots in my dreamland/ my house of stone, your ivy grows/ and now I’m covered in you”; “he wants what’s only yours”; “clover blooms in the field/ springs breaks loose, time is near“; ”so yeah, it’s a fire/ its a goddamn blaze in the dark and you started it”
cowboy like me:
ALL RIGHT everyone sleeps on this song but oh my GOD its so good!! it’s smooth and dreamy and gives me that old fashioned, bonnie and clyde type love story and some of the lyrics are so poetic. I really love the addition of the Tim McGraw chords too???? BUT DEAR GOD COULD WE HAVE GIVEN MARCUS MUMFORD MORE OF A ROLE HERE??!! HE SOUNDS WONDERFUL, GIVE HIM A FEATURE, GIVE HIM A WHOLE VERSE. THIS IS A FOLK ALBUM TAYLOR, USE FUCKING MUMFORD AHHHH (i fucking love him omg)
fave lines: “dancin’ is a dangerous game”; “you’re a bandit like me/ eyes full of stars”; “now you hang from my lips/ like the Gardens of Babylon/ with your boots beneath my bed/ forever is the sweetest con”
long story short:
A BOP!! GIVE ME SOME HAPPINESS TAYLOR WOO! I really love how catchy this one is. it feels like her introducing the craziness of her life to joe and being like look all of that was tough but here i am now and I couldn’t be happier. It’s refreshing, self-deprecating and endearing. I couldn’t love it more and it is ALWAYS stuck in my head!
fave lines: “and he’s passing by/ rare as the glimmer of a comet in the sky”; “long story short I survived”
marjorie:
ha hahah hah ha this one ENDS me, like dear LORD i need to call my grandma immediately. it is so so GOOD and SAD, like the you don’t know how good something or someone is until they’re gone, but even then, they’re still there with you. I love the grandma wisdom of “never be so clever you forget to be kind” etc. and holy SHIT the addition of Taylor’s grandmother’s opera singing as background vocals is GENIUS AND DEVASTATING, god the part where she goes “i’d think you were singing with me now” and then Marjorie comes in is honestly one of the most beautiful musical moments i’ve heard in a hot minute and it breaks me every time. wow.
fave lines: “never be so polite/ you forget your power/ never wield such power/ you forget to be polite”; “the autumn chill that wakes me up/ you loved the amber sky so much”; “and if i didn’t know better/ i’d think you were singing to me now”
closure:
ok i’m sorry, this is my only skip here. I really do love the lyrics and the idea of, yeah no you don’t deserve closure from me. i just can’t get past the pots and pans beginning, its too chaotic. but i’m sure it’ll grow on me! it does feel like finally moving on and i do love that about it
fave lines: “don’t treat me like/ some situation that needs to be handled”; “i know i’m just a/ wrinkle in your new life/ staying friends would/ iron it out so nice”
evermore:
god her voice is SO soothing in this one, it’s literally hypnotic. the song itself feels wandering and dark at first, like you’re stuck in this depression, and then bon iver comes in and it picks up and it feels like coming out of the trees, into the sunlight and finding your way again. finding that the pain WOULDNT be for evermore like she says. it feels like an ending and a beginning. beautiful
fave lines: “writing letters/ addressed to the fire”; “and when i was shipwrecked/ i thought of you/ in the cracks of light/ i dreamed of you”; “and i was catching my breath/ floors of the cabin creaking under my step/ and i couldn’t be sure/ i had a feeling so peculiar/ this pain wouldn’t be for evermore”
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Well...AWAE 3.06 has a lotttt to unpack and I am currently unprepared to process it sooo...here’s the usual live spoiler commentary! (Long Post)
THIS WAS A HECKIN LOT YALL...A LOT PACKED INTO ONE EPISODE!!!
Matthew and that gotdang radish... and what’s the bet that vanilla is no good???
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WINNIFRED’S PARENTS?!?!?!?!?!
My god Blythe did we hallucinate that dance scene????
“Settled on Winnie” “Easy to be with” “fond”?!?!? hooo beware the flames of passion XD
“I’m not thinking that far ahead” boi you mentioned marriage after DANCING with Anne???? And now here you are uncertain about marrying Winnie but you’re still meeting her PARENTS?!?!
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Gilbert’s come to visit?!?? How often does this happen?!? Oh wait no Anne you’re heckin sick!
Oh snap Anne is heckin AWARE of him and he boi has the nerve to go meet another girl’s parents?????
“Special occasion?” “Not really” well I see I see
Look at Gilbert being a yeehaw boi
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Ooohhhhh Anne dishing about Gilbert in a non-angery way to Diana??? Surely this is a first... we’re a long way from “Ruby called dibs!”
I’m so glad we can talk about this now ladies... Anne is in a somewhat more receptive state!
“Gilbert has a crush on you” “What? No he doesn’t!” To “It’s not true... Could it be true?!?!”
WE’RE REALLY TALKING ABOUT HOW YOU FELT AT THE DANCE PRACTICE AND HOW ANNE IS AWARE SHE TENDS TO PUT HER FOOT IN IT AROUND GILBERT
THEY REALLY OUTRIGHT MADE MENTION OF PRIDE AND PREJUDICE MY HEART IS SOARING
OOP DIANA JUST ASKED THOSE FORBIDDEN WORDS!!!
how hard am I about to clown now, knowing Anne is finally aware of her feelings...
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Matthew my love what are you doing to your hair?
We out here plucking petals too????
Oooh but Anne looking so prettyyy
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HECKIN YES THE BARRY’S AND BAYNARD’S ABOUT TO COLLIDE I love the music change with their appearance XD
Derry signalling to each other that they still have the other’s gift!!!!
Jerry and Diana gazing after each other is so gotdang precious I cannot
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Oh for fucks sake... but also JEALOUS ANNE... but I don’t want devastated Anne???
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Dammit Eliza have you learned nothing from ignoring Mary?????
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THERES THAT SAD SHOT OF ANNE
Oh damn she really went from overwhelmed to devastated to plain pissed off huh?
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Dang Miss Stacy those sharp shooter skillsss
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PRISSY IS BACK!!! And Billy too I guess
Girl gonna turn herself into a badass business woman yes my girl I am HERE FOR IT PRISSY
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Wait wait. Wait wait wait. Is Jerry about to show up Billy??? IS JERRY OUR FARM BOI ABOUT TO SHOW UP THIS LIL SUIT WEARING PUNK?!?!
HE FRIGGEN DID. Look Billy he just has a better foundation than you from working the farm. But also I don’t care about your feelings really bc my baby boi Jerry done SHOWED YOU UP
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Ooooooh Derry sneaking around...
THEYRE HOLDING HANDSSSSS
HE’S ASKING FOR A KISS OH HECK THEYRE GONNA GET CAUGHT OH NO OH NO OH NO BUT GO FOR IT BOO
HE WAS GOING FOR THE HAND BUT DIANA REALLY JUST KISSED HIM ON THE LIPS HOLY SHIT OH MY GOD OH MY GOSH HOLY HECK
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GILBERT BLYTHE ISTG IF YOU IGNORE SEBASTIAN RN THIS BETTER NOT I SAW THAT LOOK I
Oh oh good ok he’s introducing them??
Ok oh good they reacted decently ok
Oh good my heart is glad
Oh Gilbert the two girls are about to meet are you sure you’re ready for this??
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Oh wow home girl really just asked about the E thing huh?? Anne can you be friends with Winnie??? I bet you’d get along!
“Family friend” huhhhh well that’s nice I guess???
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I KNEW THE VANILLA WOULD GO WRONG
But Gilbert is running after her?!?
God how deep is his voice when he yelled her name???
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What the ever living fuck was that?!?!? Anne wishes Gilbert happiness, Gilbert is heckin confused bc he ran after her about the cake, they were in front of the tunnel of love?!?
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Ok look so Anne lost, Matthew’s radish didn’t win, Marilla’s better turn up or imma be mad!
Excellent work Marilla!
Ok but this wholesome Cuthbert family moment in the hot air balloon is everything
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Ooooh dancing timeeee
Moody is a strummer boi indeed
Wait how did this happen how are they suddenly in the same group oh my gosh
Wow he was really right in the middle of them wasn’t he??
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Oho. Ruby isn’t freaking out about Gilbert??? Ruby is making eyes at Moody?!? HAS SHE FINALLY MOVED ON?!?!?
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Oh no Billy please don’t do what I think is gonna happen
Oh god no Billy please stop you’re already an unlikeable character why do you have to do this Josie push him away you’re more than this
GOOD GIRL PUSHING HIM AWAY THIS GUY JUST GETS WORSE EVERY TIME HE APPEARS HUH
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Oh thank god Ruby my darling child
Anne fixing Josie’s bow is so wonderful
Oh no Josie goddamn Billy why are you like this??? You’re really gonna ruin Josie’s reputation
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Oh here comes Charlie. Please redeem yourself from your ignorance last time. Please.
Oh wow this enthusiasm Anne. You’re gonna make him dizzy
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Oh my gosh yes Miss Stacy and Matthew driving Rachel crazy squad is everything
Derry is dancing together
Ohhh god tho the rumours noooooo Josie
Is Anne gonna punch him? Is it time for Anne to punch him? TELL ME SHE’S GONNA PUNCH HIM!!!
Man I was hoping for a punch
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Ooh Anne. Coming to Josie’s defense. Good. Getting angry at Gilbert. Bad. Putting responsibility on Billy. Good. Everyone being catty about Josie. Bad.
Frig Gilbert looked so tired of Anne being angry at him
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What a fascinating episode.
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Bang Chan × reader
Categories: fluff/smut
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School is so boring, if it wasn't for your best friend Lisa you don't know how you could make it. You were at your locker one day and you see Lisa speeding to you at the end of the hallway. She stops next to you, breathless.
"Take your time", you say laughing.
"He's so prettyyy, have you seen him?"
"What are you talking about?" You ask cause she is not making sense and you can only understand half she is saying.
"The new boy, he's so pretty Asian with blonde hair. You need to see him"
The school doesn't have lots of students and since you are in junior the only new student would be the freshman but even those you are used to see in the hallways. You get kinda curious now, who was this boy the make Lisa freak out, he really must be that pretty.
You and Lisa go to separate ways since you had different class, once you get to yours, and you are walking to your sit you over hear the other girls talk about about the new guy, 'what's will all the fuzz' you think.
The teacher arrives to class and next to him is this amazingly beautiful Blondie, you try not to stare cause everyone else is already doing that.
You were really trying to listen to the teacher but you were so curious that you look behind you and a few sits behind he was there writing something in his notebook, he didn't seem to be writing what the teacher was saying because the teacher wasn't saying that much for all that writing, it made you curious. The class is over and he is one of the first people to leave the classroom, you go out and you go wait for Lisa by your locker that was only a few lockers next to hers. Once she arrives you have to say it.
"Ok you were right he is beautiful, he is in my English class"
Her eyes turn bright with a mixture of mischievous thoughts.
" Oooh good that way you might get to know him and get that piece of ass"
"Don't be gross. Not that I would mind, he's really ho---"
As you were finishing your sentence you turn back to go to the next class and you feel yourself bump into someone, all happened very fast but as you feel yourself falling you feel a hand grabbing yours. He pulls you to himself and suddenly you are so close to this boy's body, he's taller than you so you are facing his neck, there's hardly any space between, you feel a little spaced out cause all you can see is his perfectly designed jawline and he's very attractive neck, his perfume filling in the air around you and you feel his cold hand on your own that is getting so warm and sweaty with all of these feelings you were having.
“ Who is hot?”, the boy asks with a big smile on his face
His smile made your knees so weak that you almost fall on the ground but once again he catches you.
“ Are you feeling okay?”, he asks and you notice the worry on his eyes.
“ Yes I’m okay, thank you so much, you save me from the embarrassment of falling in front of everyone”
“ It’s okay, I’m Chan btw”, he smile again
“ My name is Y/N”
“Nice to meet you Y/N, I have to go to class now, see you around?”
It took you a while from words to be able to come out of your mouth so you just see him walk away when a ‘yeah’ comes from your mouth in a really low pinch.
Suddenly you realize everyone has gone to class and it’s just you and Lisa in the hallway.
“Don’t say a word, let’s go to class."
You spend most of your math class thinking about what just happened. You can’t believe you actually talk to him, he seems so sweet. You realize the class passed when you heard the bell ringing. It’s lunch time so you and Lisa go sit on one of the tables from the cafeteria, Lisa was talking about something but you were really listening because you were watching Chan has he arrived in one of the tables, he takes out a little red notebook and starts to write something in it, you wonder if it’s the same notebook that he was writing in class, what does he have to much to write about, after a while of you being a creep looking at him, you see a three girls approaching him, they are talking to him and he smiling at them, they are really gorgeous.
“ Hey Y/N are you listening?”, Lisa asks.
“ Yes, yes I’m listening”.
You want to keep your attention on Lisa but your eyes keep on going back to Chan.
Lunch is over and you only have one other class left. Usually at the end of classes you go a little bit to Lisa’s house to hang out, but today you weren’t feeling great so you tell her that you are going home instead.
As you walk alone down the hallway you pass the music room from your school and you hear someone singing, you being the curious cat you were stopped and go to the semi-closed door to see you was singing, and singing well. As you get close to the door you see Chan, he doesn’t notice you were there cause his back was facing you, so you just stand there by the door almost unseen listening to him completely amazed. When he stops you realize that he notices someone is there and as he goes to face the door you get scared and step back, you decide to run to the entrance because you don’t want to get caught staring. You run really fast, when you get to the entrance you are really tired and you look back to seem if his not there, ‘that was close’ you think.
You start to walk home, closing your eyes you could still listen to his voice.
Once you get home, you do your homework, get some dinner and go sit on your bed listening to some music, you can’t stop thinking about Chan but then you realize it’s stupid to have a crush on somebody you just met and start to think that he wouldn’t even notice you in that way, specially with all of the cute girls who probably had a crush on him, you are not ugly but sometimes you think other girls are prettier specially when it comes to boys.
When you get to school the next day you see Lisa waiting for you by the lockers as usual, school is pretty normal that day, you try not to think about Chan and the day before, Lisa thinks you are quieter than usual, you say nothing about it. PE classes come and you see that Chan is also in that class with you, he is wearing black shorts and a black tank top, and its becoming hard to focus on class cause all you can think about its his arms, big buffed arms with veins popping off, and he’s legs as he is running along the field, the teacher yells at you and you start running, as you were running you feel someone getting close to you and when you look at your side you see Chan running along and smiling at you, his sweat falling along his face, dirty thoughts rush to your mind as you want to see him sweat like that as he is pounding you, but quickly your thoughts fade as you hear him say hi to you.
“Can I run with you Y/N?”, he asks smiling, ‘god that smile’ you think.
“Yes of course, I don’t run very fast tho”
“It’s okay, I don’t mind running at your pace”
As you running the 10 laps around the field Chan was being friendly so you talk about so stuff, he asked about the school, you asked when did he moved, you guys were really getting along, so you asked what he wanted to do after high school.
“I want to produce music”
“Really?”
“Yes, I make the beats and write some lyrics, and singing it of course, but I’m a bit shy”
“That’s cool”, you said trying to hid the smile, because you knew he sang and really well, and you wonder if the red book is where he writes.
“ You have to show me sometime”, you gulp and regret saying that, you were just trying to be nice but you think that maybe you shouldn’t have said that
“ I’d like that actually, maybe you can tell me what you think”
You smile and sigh in relief. The class ends you take your shower and as you were leaving class you hear someone call out your name and as you look back you see Chan with his hair still wet from the shower, he looks so hot.
“Hey, do you have some time?”, he asks.
“Sure, for what?”
“ Do you want to come with me to music room? I want to show you some things if you don’t mind of course, you said you wanted to listen”, you see a little shy smirk on his lips.
“ Ah, yes, of course, I have sometime, I just need to text my friend Lisa I usually meet her after school”
“Oh it’s okay, maybe some other time then?”
“I can go with you I’m with her everyday I don’t think she will mind”
He nods smiling. You text Lisa but you don’t say what you are doing because you don’t want her to make a big deal about it, because you are trying not to make a big deal about it yourself cause you still think he won’t look at your other than a new friend at the new school.
You arrive at the music room, you both put your bags down and you sit on the chairs, he takes his laptop out and he starts to browse some music. He looks really shy and makes a speech about how it’s not finished and it’s not that good and he starts to sing you realize it’s the same music as yesterday, he is really talented, as he is singing you look at him and you see the features of his face, his jawline, he’s nose, he’s eyes, and then you fixate on those heart shaped lips, and you can stop staring think of how much you want to kiss them.
“ What do you think?” he nervously asks.
You don’t hear him talk cause you can’t stop looking at his lips.
“Y/N?”
You ‘wake up’ startled as he says your name and you answer him.
“You’re really talented, wow”
“Well, thank you”, he looks soft from the compliment.
You stay for a while with Chan listening to some more of his music and when
its time to go home, Chan asks you if you want is company, you say no but he
insists, you nod as a sign of yes.
He walks you home and keeps ask you questions about yourself, you think he is just trying to be nice but he really wants to know you. He kinda has a crush on you. When you get to your front door you turn to Chan and say
“Thank you for walking me home, will you be fine going home alone?”
“Yes, don’t worry!”, he quickly answers
“Okay, see you tomorrow then”, you say as you take your keys and go to the door.
“Y/N wait”
“huh?”
“Can I ask you for something?”, Chan says looking at his side
“Yes of course Chan, what is it?”
“Can I have your number?”
“What for?”, you said as he caught you off guard
“Oh! T-t-t to talk, I mean I understand if you don’t want to”, you can see he got a little sad with your response
“Oh, yes of course!”
You exchange numbers and you go inside, you rush to your bathroom look at the mirror and scream
“ WHAT FOR? ARE YOU STUPID? WHY WOULD YOU SAY THAT, YOU ARE SO DUMB Y/N”
You feel so embarrassed, you think Chan will never text you after that. You decide to call Lisa and tell her about everything, you stay on the phone for a while talking and laughing, a while after you receive a text from Chan, it makes you so happy and stay until late at night talking.
The next day, as you get to your locker you can already see Lisa’s mischievous smile.
“Soooo when are you going to tell Chan you have a crush on him and kiss him?”
“I would say never”.
The class pass very slow today, maybe because you made plans with Chan to go listen to some more of his music, you were so excited.
The time comes and he is already waiting for you on the music room. And, again, today you can stop looking at him and thinking about kissing him. You are so spaced out that while he asks you what do you think, you couldn’t believe the words that just come out of your mouth
“Kiss me”
He is a little surprised but he obeys right away. He wanted to kiss you so bad, that he was glad you say that.
You kissed and it was magical, his lips are soft and as your tongues discover each other is like a dance, he is a really good kisser and you are not so bad either. As soon as you stop kissing your head races thinking about what just happened you look at Chan and he looks pretty happy about what happen.
Neither you or Chan talks about it and you just go home. That night you decided not to answer Chan texts so you think about it alone.
The next morning, you look at you’re a phone and there’s a message from Chan saying ‘Meet me at the music room. I want to do that again’.
As the day goes by you are not sure if you should come meet him, but of course you decided to put something a little different from what you usually wear, which meant a dress, you were wearing a dress for the first time in a long while, even Lisa talks about it and is really surprised, you even notice a few stares of other boys.
The time come, and you stand by the door looking at Chan, he glances at the door and you hid. Suddenly there’s a arm reaching for you, Chan pulls you with is arm and put you against the wall and kisses you, the kiss was different from the one the day before, the other was soft and cute, this one made you want to jump to his waist and rip his clothes off. He can tell he feels the same as he puts on of your hands up against the wall, his other hand was on your thigh, you’ve been thinking about him like that since you saw him so it wasn’t a problem to you, you wanted him to go higher. With your free hand you pull his hand a little bit higher, he gets the sign and keeps caressing your thigh, you put your hand on his hair and accidently moan his name.
“I’m sorry, but I saw you earlier in the hall and that dress looks so good on you it’s making me crazy--”
He looks at you.
“I can stop if you want”
You don’t want him to stop, he is so hot and you just want him inside of you, so you kiss him harshly. He takes it as a yes, he puts his hand a little higher, his hand is on your lacy underwear, he pulls it a little aside so he could feel your womanhood, he runs his finger through your wetness, he makes a little stop on your clit, Chan groans a bit and asks.
“Can I?”
Before you could say anything he gives you a small kiss and and starts to get down till his head is near your womanhood, you weren’t sure you were comfortable of what was going to happen since no one ever done it to you before, but before you could say something again you are caught by surprise when you feel his tongue licking your insides, tasting every part of you, you can feel him moaning, as you feel is warm breath on your sensitive area, his tongue starts a little bit slow moving around making you moan his name underneath your breath, without realizing you put your hands on his hair squeezing it whenever he reach your nub or you liked what he did which made him do it more time as he understand how much you like, he reaches your nub and stays there starting to move his tongue a little bit faster. Suddenly he stops and you quickly look down to understand why he stopped, only to see him licking one of his fingers, you can feel him again in your warmth and caughting you by surprise he slides one finger inside you, sucking a little bit on your nub. He puts the second finger inside you and starts to go up and down with is fingers and with is tongue speeding up his pace. Your body just wants to collapse it feels so good that you start to loose your strength, the more you moan his name the harder he goes, you can take it no more and you say almost whispering.
“Chan,i-i-i’m coming”
And as you are realizing you hear him say.
“Come for me, princess”
He sits back, with is lips and fingers wet and you fall with your knees on the ground feeling a little embarrassed about what happened so you face down and cover your face with you hands. Chan approaches you and takes your hands of your face.
“I’m sorry I come out a little strong, I know we just met, I didn’t meant to make you feel bad”
“You didn’t, its just I wasn’t expecting that to happened, I mean I thought about other stuff, I mean nevermind, you made me feel really good Chan”, you answer with a shy smile.
Chan puts one hand on your face and says.
“ This was a little sudden, but you look so hot on that dress, I mean you are always hot and beautiful, but today I don’t, I just wanted to make you feel good”
You stay a bit looking at each other and then you sum up all of your courage and say.
“I want to make you feel good too”
He smirks, with a little devil eyes and says.
“I want you to come in my mouth again. And maybe do other stuff too”, he winks.
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