#oh maybe I should make a trash blog for shit like this

[timetobeaghost]

The Noah hate mob is so much worse than I thought. Finally saw the story pic going through someone's blog. Cluelessly I had kinda figured a "sticker" is something you can add to your pic, like a filter. And I thought he might have made a dumb sexy pose maybe with a hot dude and put "zionism is sexy" on it. I thought he might have been somewhat douchy and insensitive, because that seemed IC to me, making a dumb post in a serious situation.

But no. He is making a selfie with a friend who seems to be involved in anti-antisemitism activism and wears a (literal, yeah everyone but me knows what a sticker is, I guess) "Hamas is ISIS" sticker, which is a very important message (because people did not use to like islamists cutting off people's heads and raping girls back when it wasn't happening in Israel, maybe they could remember that feeling) and holding Stickers in her hand that apparently read "Zionism is sexy", which is meant to proudly support Israel and Israeli jews, which is healthy and understandable considering it is a reaction to a horrible terror attack on Israel and to a reminder that its very existence in in danger. No, Zionism does NOT mean war! Zionism does NOT mean ethnic cleansing. To say this is antisemitic trash. Jews wanting the tiniest bit of land to live in peace and thrive is the farthest thing from evil. Do you know how many Jews used to live in the Middle East. Do you know where their offspring is now? ISRAEL. And nowhere else because they were ethnically cleansed out of everywhere else.

And no Israel is not perfect, radical settlers and a right wing government supporting them and all that. That needs to be solved. That in no way means Israel's existence and with that Zionism is evil.

Now still those ZiS stickers could be criticized as dumb, I guess. As flippant in a serious matter, but any hate boner can only be explained by antisemitism, and Noah really didn't do shit to deserve anything. And then he was told he should be put in a blender by Hamas. Hamas being a terror organization who really does specialize in slaughtering jews in creative ways. For context.

The only proper reaction is 💯 support for Noah!

If you are part of a hate mob you are those people, oh they had good reasons for their spontaneous anger, I am told. Spoiler alert: history has already decided you suck. And I can guarantee you the Duffer brothers deepest revulsion. No one dreams of appeasing you people! Leave ST fandom and enjoy your jihadism fandom, if that's where your priorities lie.

If you are on the side of: "Yes I know he kinda deserves criticism, but lets not overdo it. Bullying is not nice either", congratulations for being human, but you are the majority Germans in the mid 1930s and you can do better.

Because someone asked me what I say to a 6-year -old Palestinian being murdered in the US, I say this is utterly VILE. It was a crazy, violent murderer's reaction to the terror attack and it is endlessly tragic that this happened. It was not a reaction to solidarity with Israel's people. The pos was reacting to the actual event. Peaceful, loving support for the victims is the antitheses to that. I wanna ask back what you think of hundreds of children being brutally murdered or kidnapped in Israel on October 7th. Can we agree that this shit is utterly vile as well? Can we agree THOSE HOSTAGES NEED TO BE BROUGHT HOME? Btw?

#noah schnapp #byler #antisemitism #guess I wasn't done #i stand with israel #hamas is isis #support noah schnapp

[jesse-cromeans-sugarbaby]

Hi love how are you? Hope you are doing well and taking care of yourself❤️

I was wondering if you would write about jesse cromeans x reader were the reader found out about Jesse's hobbies,after years of relationship and she decided to break up with him (in one condition she wouldn't rat him out).

And Jesse had been keeping a close eye on her (stalking her ect), till he noticed how she started forming a bump (lol she's pregnant) so he decides to start sending her baby things yk

(a crib, toys, high chair ect.ect) at her door step (like it's he's kind of way to tell her that hey yk ik you don't want me no more and shit but I still wanna make sure u have everything you need lol)

And you take it from there feel free to delete this if you don't like it or just don't wanna write about ❤️I do still enjoy all of your work your blog is amazing and so is your writing 🥰and congratulations on hitting 100 followers.

I do really hope more people would notice your blog YOU DESERVE IT AFTER ALL ❤️❤️

A/n: (WHEWWWWWW I’ve been gone for a hot minute I apologize everyone. Anyway as you requested my darling I’m sorry it took me so long to write.)

JESSE CROMEANS X PREGNANT!READER

WARNINGS: talks of murder, Jesse is obsessed with you (lucky), kissing,kidnapping, sexual themes.

A WEEK AGO

I’m….pregnant? Looking down at the positive pregnancy test. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck! What do I do? I can’t tell him can I? Shit. I look at myself in the mirror. I smile and throw away the pregnancy test hiding it under more trash.

Your boyfriend loves you of course you know that but you guys never discussed pregnancy. He never discussed kids and neither did you…sighing I brush my teeth to get rid of the throw up taste in my mouth. How was I gonna tell him. Maybe I should surprise him?

I walk out of the bathroom and into our bedroom I look at him and I smile. He looks up at me smirking patting the spot next to him. I giggle hoping into bed with him. “How was your day princess?” He signs before kissing down the front of my neck to my cleavage. Running my fingers along his back. “It was good….really..really busy” yeah and I’m pregnant.

He nods before pulling you into a kiss, smiling I wrap my arms around his neck. He pulls me on top of him he slides his hands up your nightgown before flipping me onto my back, I start giggling. The next morning I jolt awake. I look beside me seeing him gone. Ah he must’ve already left. I see a note confirming my thoughts

It says “had to leave for work, love you I’ll call you later” I smile before seeing his laptop open…smiling to myself can’t help but snoop. I grab it and open it. Oh it’s his email, must’ve forgotten to close it. I see a email that catches my eye. I click on it.

Horrified, no…..it was a video of Jesse murdering a woman…he threw her onto the ground before raising his knife in the air and plunging it into her head. Gagging I close the video and slam the laptop closed.

I run to the bathroom to throw up.

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Sitting across from him at dinner i held the pregnancy test in your pocket. I stared at him as he typed away on his phone before finally turning to look at you. “We should discuss something” Jesse stared for a minute before typing away on his phone before playing it “we can discuss it later princess” no now Jesse” he sighed before nodding

“I know…..” that’s all I said…it’s all I could really say in the moment. He stared at me before pulling out his phone typing “and?” “And? Really Jesse?” He stared before cracking his neck. “I don’t think I can be involved with you…anymore”

“And I promise I won’t tell”….he stood walking over to me before nodding “as long as you keep your mouth shut princess…it won’t be a problem”

Little did you know Jesse was fuming.

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I was working to jobs right now to afford this shit hole of an apartment. That I shared with my shitty roommate. With the baby on the way I’m wasn’t sure if I could pull off being a single mom. Jolting awake rushing to the bathroom I feel dizzy and nauseated. I hunch over the toilet before throwing up. I sit on the floor of the bathroom…my belly is slightly bigger now.

Standing up I look at myself in the mirror frowning before brushing my teeth and getting dressed for work. Grabbing my brush I put my hair into a low pony tail. As I struggle to tie my sneakers I hear my door bell ring. Sighing I drop my shoes before walking over to the door looking through the peep hole seeing nothing.

“Hm.”

Opening the door I see a box, tilting my head I bring the box inside opening it. It’s…filled with bath bombs, robe, tea, and looking at the card it says “relax you deserve it” smiling assuming it’s from your mom. Grabbing your phone your shove it into your purse before putting on flats giving up in sneakers.

Walking out of the house the waddling down towards the bus stop. Where I sat down and waited for my bus to arrive.

*In the distance there the soft hun the an engine, Jesse watches you from a black Bentley. He takes a puff from the cigarette he was smoking to watch as you get onto the bus he starts his car following after the bus. Once the bus stops and you hop out he parks the car watching you walk past shops to get to your work.

He notices you looking at a summer dress in the stores window. Smiling he watches you sigh before walking away.*

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I sighed as I scrubbed the tables in the diner I work for. Humming as I wipe down the tables grabbing the menus, I walk over to the kitchen the head chef barb stops me “hey hun how ya feeling” I smile rubbing my back I laugh “oh you know the same old stuff” she smiles and hands me a iced tea and a plate of cookies “go take a break hun and eat”

Smiling I nod taking them from her, I sit she smiles they brought a chair back here so I could sit whenever needed. I munch on the cookies happily taking a sip as I stuff the cookies into my mouth. Barb laughs before continuing to work.

Suddenly our boss is in kitchen “get back to work all of ya!?”

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I sighed softly as I unpackaged the 15th box to arrive this week…I didn’t buy any of this baby stuff and when I asked my mother who was sending it she just said no. I scratched my head trying to figure out how to put this crib together. To be fair I wasn’t doing to well on my own. I was worried about how I’d be able to afford all this. You’d think with two jobs I’d be able to support myself. Suddenly my phone rings I sigh standing walking over to it answering the phone.

“Hello?”

I hear nothing…I’ve been hoping Jesse would reach out I looked at all the baby stuff before breaking out into tears shake as I ball into my hands. I thought I could do this. I caress my bump humming as I try to gather myself. “We’re gonna be okay”

Jesses fist is clenched tightly as he watches through the camera. Jesse was not gonna just sit by anymore you are his. He look over to span and Preston before standing. He grabbed Preston by the collars and ordered him to get the car ready.

———————————————

Hearing a crash I jolted up holding my stomach I look around confused before standing up the night gown I’m wearing is stretched over my belly. “Hello?” I wa all into the hallway seeing a trail of blood. My eyes widen in shock following the blood. I walk into the kitchen to see Jesse hunched over my dead roommate. He notices me and we just sit there staring at one another. He inhales the smell of you filling his nostrils. God hes missed you.

Staring down at him you don’t know what to say…horrified but happy? Like horrified he murdered your roommate but happy to see him? He stands slowly as if you’ll run away. “Hey princess” he signs I feel tears in my eyes…he approaches before he pulls you into a hug. I lay my head on his chest sighing suddenly trying to pull away when I feel a prick in my neck.

“Ouch…what the hell was that!”

“Just a light sedative…I’m bringing you home.” He types quickly before he grab you and carries you bridal style out of the apartment and to the car he sets you in slowly before buckling you in. He smiles his hand touches your stomach. He takes off his mask placing a kiss on your forehead. I placed his mask back on walking over to the drivers side opening the door he sits down looking over at you closing the door.

He starts driving back home…

He contacted spann typing out “I have her…prepare for her arrival.”

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Touch her again & I’ll kill you | JJ Maybank x reader

Requested by anon / Summary: After multiple run ins with harassment from Rafe, JJ finds out what has been going on and doesn’t like it one bit. #protective JJ 

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As you sat next to Sarah and another kook girl, lounging by the country club’s pool, you regretted coming out. Maybe you should have just gone fishing with JJ and the boys; Kie had a family function she couldn’t miss. 

You especially felt that regret when you saw Topper heading toward you and his goons following; Rafe Cameron being one of them. 

Sarah and you had been friends for a couple years and during those couple years, it never failed that Rafe would say something to you that crossed the line. Rafe Cameron had seen you as this trophy; a trophy he would try to get with all of Sarah’s friends. You were the only one who hadn’t fallen for his bull shit and he’d found the chase as his own personal mission. 

You’d hoped the harassing would come to an end when you and JJ started dating, but it only seemed to get worse. 

“Looking beautiful as ever, ladies.” Topper greets Sarah with a kiss.

You tried to look occupied, texting JJ to ask how fishing was going.

“You ready to leave the pogue trash for something better yet?” Rafe asks from behind your lounge chair, leaning in dangerously close. You could feel his breath on your neck; there was a tinge of mint and of course alcohol.

“Me and JJ are fine,” You knew during all these encounters, you should say something back, stand your ground but you were terrified of Rafe. Terrified of what he would do to you if you stood up to him..

His fingers mess with the ties of your bikini top, “baby I didn’t ask if the two of you are fine, I asked if you were ready to leave him.” He rounds the chair, taking the seat on the edge of the chair in between your legs.

You’d hoped and prayed someone would stop him from harassing you. maybe one of his friends? A bystander?; You knew Sarah would never and didn’t blame her. You’d asked her after the 4th encounter if she would tell Rafe to stop, that it made you uncomfortable. She approached him that night after you left. The two of them argued and she came over the next day with a black eye. You didn’t ask her again.

Your phone buzzed next to you and when you picked it up to read the text, Rafe jumped at the opportunity, grabbing the phone from your hands, “Oh who is this that you are texting?”

“Rafe quit it.” You reach for it but he holds it away, “Rafe seriously!”

“Oh it’s JJ baby with a heart by his name,” He teases, “makes me want to vomit.” He stands, beginning to read the text, it was a photo of JJ holding a huge fish he’d just caught with a text under it, “I’d say it’s going pretty good, we’re eating good tonight.”

“What a tool.” Rafe laughs and you see his fingers typing.

“Rafe, stop what are you doing?” You stand again trying to stop him but he turns away, continuing the antic, “Rafe stop!”

“Okay okay.” He chuckles, turning around and handing you your phone back, “I’m just messing with you. I didn’t text him anything.”

~

JJ didn’t know about how Rafe treats you. You didn’t want him to know because if he did, he’d go after Rafe and knowing Rafe, there’s a chance he would kill JJ. Rafe had already threatened JJ’s life if you told him. You were stuck and didn’t have a way out.

“You okay?” JJ places his hand on your lower back. You, him and the other pogues were entering the park where they were holding a summer movie night. Your mind was elsewhere, especially when you saw Rafe’s blue pick up truck parked in the lot. Just knowing he was here, sent your anxiety through the roof. 

You forced a smile, nodding, “I’m great.” 

After finding the perfect spot, your eyes danced around the faces in the lawn trying to spot Rafe before he spotted you, but it was too late he was already feet from you. 

“Hey pogues.” Rafe announces as he steps up behind you, his hand lightly on your lower back. You try not to cower at his touch, not wanting to alarm anyone. 

“Rafe, what are you doing here?” Kie says with a roll of her eyes. “This doesn’t seem like your scene.” 

“Yeah,” His eyes look down on you, “Rose thought it would be a great family outing.” He’s subtle as his knuckles rub your lower back. 

JJ hadn’t noticed the interaction as he was distracted with Pope, arguing about the drinks and snacks in the small cooler. 

“Sarah said come see her before the movie ends,” He directs it to you, hand still on your back. 

JJ had looked up now, his eyes taking in Rafe with his hand on your back and your shrunken and uncomfortable form. But just as quick as he’d seen it, Rafe had already moved himself from the group, heading back toward his family. 

JJ watched as your shoulders sagged, like you had been holding in your breath. 

~ 

About half way through the movie, your bladder was full and bouncing your knee up and down wasn’t helping. You knew you couldn’t wait until the end of the movie, but had held it as long as you could. You were scared if you headed toward the bathroom Rafe would follow you. 

You take a look over your shoulder and spot Rafe with his family, his attention is on Wheezie and something in her hand. Maybe you could sneak away. 

You place your hand on JJ’s arm, whispering, “I’m going to the bathroom.” 

“Okay,” He nods, sitting up straighter as you stand, “you want me or Kie to accompany you?” 

You shook your head, “watch the movie, this is your favorite part.” you give him a reassuring smile and squeeze his shoulder as you walk toward the bathrooms,  trying to avoid Rafe seeing you and getting in anyones way of the screen. 

Unlucky for you, the bathrooms felt like a mile away, situated at the entrance of the park. You could barely hear the movie from the speakers. 

You quickly used the bathroom and as you were exiting you ran into someone’s hard chest; Rafe. “Rafe.” you place a hand over your beating heart, “You scared me.” 

“Sorry.” He glances over his shoulder, he was in the clear, not a soul in sight. “Perfect place if you ask me,” 

“What?” Your face is contorted in confusion, trying to side step him, but he blocks you. 

“I mean you couldn’t have picked a better place. You waited a while but I could be patient.” Before you can react, he has your back against the brick wall, his hands fondling their way around your body. 

“Rafe, what the hell are you doing!” You shriek, trying your best to push him off. 

“I saw the looks you were giving me, this is what you wanted. I know it is.” His hot breath is on your neck. 

“That is not what was going on!” You try again to push him away, but this angers him, his hand wraps tightly around your throat, holding you against the wall. 

“Stop fucking moving. How dare you bring him with you? Kiss him, hug him, right in front of me? What are you trying to make me mad? You trying to flaunt him off?” 

“Rafe,” You gasp, nails digging into his skin, but he’s unfazed, “Rafe please-” 

“What the fuck!” 

You gasp for air as Rafe’s hands leave your neck and his body is thrown to the ground. You’re met with a red faced JJ. You’d never seen him as angry as he was in that moment. 

He thought you were taking longer than needed and thought he’d check on you, especially seeing that interaction with Rafe. When he approached, he didn’t expect to see Rafe’s hand on your throat and his other hand roaming your body. He saw red. 

“She wanted it, begged me for it!” Rafe defends, shaking the dirt off him, “Fucking slut.” 

JJ looked between Rafe and you; you didn’t look like that interaction was wanting. You were scared, terrified. Tears forming in your (color) eyes. 

JJ turned quickly punching Rafe, he never seen it coming. JJ climbed atop him, his punches not slowing down. His hand gripped Rafe’s nice polo, now stained with blood and yanked him toward him, “You ever, I mean ever, touch her again. Hell you even look at her.” He was seething, his teeth clinched in anger, “I will kill you. I’m not scared to go to jail for murder,” His lips slowly turn into a smile, “Hell, I’ll smile while I kill you and smile as they carry me away in cuffs.” He tosses his body back in the dirt. 

You let out a sob and clinch onto him as JJ long arms wrap around you. He holds you for a moment, “shh.. it’s okay, I’m here.” His fingers run through your hair, trying to calm you. 

He pulls back from you, hands cradling your head and his eyes locked on yours, “let’s get you home, yeah?” 

~ 

JJ took you home and cared for you. He ran you a warm bath, made a cup of your favorite drink and sat next to you on the bed. You hadn’t said a word since you left the park and he wasn’t going to push you. 

He reaches for you, gently caressing your cheek and notices the bruise already forming on your neck, where Rafe had his grimy hand. He feels the anger boiling again. His knuckles are gentle on your neck, inspecting the bruise. “I should have killed him. I should have done it.” 

Your fingers wrap around his wrist, “don’t say that. You wouldn’t be here with me if you did.” 

“he.. touched you.” He says through gritted teeth, “I mean what if I hadn’t come to check on you? What if I hadn’t shown up when I did?” 

“but you did.” you say softly, hand on his cheek in an effort to calm him, “you saved me.” 

“And I always will.” 

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[alpaca-clouds]

Media does not understand forgiveness

(And to be honest, neither does society.)

Kinda based on what I wrote yesterday about the redemption arcs... Because it has a lot to do with each other. See, people do not understand one thing. Mostly, because Media does rarely ever portray it. (I could like name one book that got it right, but only one.)

Forgiveness should be about the person who forgives - not about the one forgiven.

Let me explain. In our everyday live the entire concept about apologies and forgiveness tends to be kinda trivial. Husband forgot to take out the trash. He apologizes and is forgiven. Kid threw a tamper tantrum and broke some plates. They apologize and are forgiven. Wife got angry for the thing she thought had been done but that was not true. She apologizes and is forgiven.

The thing is that in those circumstandes it is more about the person in the wrong admitting that wrong and admitting responsibility. The forgiveness is not hard to give. Because those are tiny slights that tend to be forgotten a week from now.

I could obviously go into a whole rant about the idea that a forced apology is basically no apology at all, because an apology has to be about taking responsibility - not just doing some lip service to it. But... I am gonna leave it at this for now.

But when we are talking the kind of dramatic storytelling we see in media, it is nothing like those examples. It is usually much more horrible stuff. Oh, yeah, your one friend killed your other friend because there was no way out of it. Your former villain has killed your parents. Oh, and that one guy, yeah... He also is a reformed villain and once held you prisoner for weeks, torturing you every day. Also, that other guy there? Yeah, he raped you.

That is the kinda stuff we deal with in media too often. And yet... in those cases most media still is gonna follow the social script being laid out above. Bad guy says they are sorry, bad guy gets forgiven. Sure, maybe he has to go an extra step or two. But it is the basic script.

And this just completely and utterly ignores trauma.

Come closer, please. I am not letting you in onto a secret. Ready? If you are a mass murderer and realized that murder is wrong, no survivor forgiving you is gonna make you feel any better. And also: That survivor does now owe you that forgiveness.

What people tend to ignore in our society at large is, that violence in any form - like actual violence - tends to leave trauma on both sides of the conflict. A ton of people struggle to admit to it, especially on the perpetrator side, but... It is a thing.

Because - as I will harp on in this blog again and again - humans have evolved to be pretty social animals. And contrary what so many stories will tell you, we are kinda neurologically opposed to violence (unless trauma or brain injury changed that). That is why military and the fucking police put their people into boot camps to kinda... traumatize the brains into being okay with violence.

And suddenly, that violence that gets apologized for... it is all about trauma. It really is.

Actually forgiving someone - and meaning it from your heart - is about coming to a state of acceptance towards the trauma. To accept it has happened and it cannot be undone. This is a step taken by the victim and only the victim. Sometimes the victim might never get there. But even if they do... This process of arriving at this forgiveness is something that first and foremost afflicts the victim, because...

Even when the victim goes to the perpetrator of whatever violence and tell them: "I forgive you for what you did to me/my friends." It doesn't do shit for said perpetrator.

Because what happenes - on a purely psychological basis - is, that when that person realizes they did wrong, their brain usually will also tell them: "Jo, man, you are aware that we like have lots of trauma from doing this, right?" And their victim(s) forgiving them is not gonna take it away.

What needs to happen - and what people hate in that regard happening, because they have been trained to see that as wrong - is, that this reformed badie has... to forgive themselves for what they had done. Because nobody else is truly able to forgive them. Because in those cases the forgiveness is about the person, who forgives, healing... And not some karma getting somehow balanced.

And, heck, yes, this can also be true in the other way around. Because heroes being the heroic type will at times actually feel bad for what they might have done to the antagonist, especially when the antagonist reforms and joins the good side.

But there, too... The reformed antagonist saying: "I forgive you." Well, it won't the hero make feel better. Because they gotta reach that stage of acceptance and self-forgiveness on their own.

And yes, all of that is kinda... messy. But it is realistic. And I kinda hate, how it is ignored in so much media.

I personally like to play around with it a lot in my stuff (turns out it comes up a ton in both my original stuff and the fanfics). With people getting told by their victims or their reformed villains: "It's alright. I forgive you. You had no other choice." And their trauma brain reacting with: "That's to fucking easy! Not buying this."

#redemption arcs #writing #psychology #character development #reformed villain #apology #forgiveness #trauma

[stormblessed95]

*SOUND OF INTERNAL COMPOSURE SNAPPING*

“JK was with Tae, so now what Storm? You need to get out of your imagination!”

“Storm, hello?! JK doesn’t like anything on SM regarding to JM, ”

“Have you heard, Storm? JK is going out enjoying meat by himself”

“Hi Storm, I really don’t think Jikook are together anymore, just wanted to let you know …”

“Storm, WHY does Tae keep talking about JK,”

“JM doesn’t talk about JK, so now you can see it is fanservice, I think you should face reality Storm”

...

I literally have 4 people I really like and consider friends on this platform and Storm just so happens to be one of them, so that was y’all’s mistake number 1, so you don’ did it. Now two things about me, I am perceived as crass at best and vulgar at worst, so headsup; time to be cragar. 

Whether you are a Creme-de-la-crap Taekooker or an Enlightened-Maybe-Ex-Jikooker you can all take your ignorant, implying, imbecile and insignificant assasks somewhere else. Storm is already a full time mother, thus has no time for dispensing placebo answers to grown-ass kids; this Kindergarten was never opened, so please understand and try the one in the next neighbourhood on invisible road, number zero; it's called I’m Afraid She Can’t Help You Academy or CHY Academy for short. Thank you for your understanding. 

At CHY Academy you will receive the care you need and deserve. 

Creme-de-la-crap Taekooker you will finally understand that people don’t wake up in the morning eating ship-interaction for breakfast and you’ll also understand that all your trivial attempts at battling are ultimately truly inconclusive. You will understand that Storm has been sharing her educated opinions, all this time mindblowing, I know! and y’all are just assembling Avengers style tryna stop an inexistent Thanos. So if you must, please, kindly redirect your energies into the correct universe.

Enlightened-Maybe-Ex-Jikooker you will NOT hear the words you’ve been craving so desperately to hear. But we will make sure you are ready to just spread your wings and go. Nobody is keeping you here. For real-real. You will be able to finally fucking fly away and feel free to talk trash, leave bts all together or whatever the fuck else you want somewhere else, because once again, the answers you are looking for are NOT HERE and you have all the right to pursue them and find validation elsewhere. Good luck, stay healthy! 

“Oh sO noW wE CaNNot TAlk? wE CanNot ExpRess Our OPinIOn? Who DO yoU thINk yoU ARe?” I am your worst fucking nightmare, that’s who I am. Leave Storm alone and if you must come back don’t be a waste of her precious time:

READ HER ENTIRE BLOG: FOR REAL-REAL.

UNDERSTAND IT ALL. IF YOU JUST SO HAPPEN TO SNOOZE, READ IT AGAIN.

IF YOU STILL HAVE QUESTIONS AFTER THAT, PULL UP, ASK AWAY AND GET READY TO GET THE ANSWER YOU DESERVE OR GET IGNORED, CAUSE ULTIMATELY, IF YOU STOOPID, I’LL MAKE SURE SHE STOPS FEELING SORRY FOR YOU CAUSE SHE REALLY  AIN’T GOT TIME FOR YO-ASS.

AYTE?

I'm tired of this shit, so stay away from my loved ones 💋,

Much love,

Marengo.

Love you so much 💜💜💜💜💜

#i can count the people i consider friends on here on one hand #you are one of them for sure #best moots

[mask131]

Given a lot of people are playing around the whole "Jews should shut up" card, I need to tell you a little story about why you should be on the watch for antisemitic discourse, whether you are Jew or not, and why also some of you need to start looking at things in their entirety, not just through one specific angle.

(I want to go back to making my dumb little Ségurant posts but this story kept hanging over my head so I just need to get it out of my chest, maybe as a way for people to open their eyes about this)

If you were here some times ago you will recall I made a post about the recent boom of antisemitic behavior, posts and speeches on Tumblr after the attack of the Hamas on Israel (an attack some people claim never existed and was completely made up, just like 9/11, but that's another trash pile to get rid of later). My post wasn't even about the Israel-Hamas situation, but about simply "Wow, there's a LOT of antisemitism on this website, and many people use the Israel-Palestine situation as an excuse to say the dumbest shit". Which is no surprise because Tumblr always had a massive trend towards the worst side of what, using the French political spectrum, I'd refer to as "the left" - and one of the worst of the extreme-left is of course antisemitism (which is precisely what proves that extreme-left and extreme-right are basically the same thing, but that's yet again another subject)

So I made this post pointing out "Wow, there's a lot of antisemitism here". And it got quite popular - of course because of all the current events, etc, etc... And somebody came to me directly to react to my post. And this person said, basically, "You know, it is not because you had some negative experiences about yourself that you should blow things out of proportions. It is not because you dislike what you see people write about your kind that it means there's antisemitism on this website. Stop making a mountain out of a mouse."

Which is when I realized I got the person in blatant antisemitic behavior. Because there's one easy trick to get antisemitic people, and that you don't even need to "activate" consciously - let them believe you're Jewish, or let them assume you are Jewish, and see what they say. Because surprise surprise... I'm not Jewish. I just happened to see a lot of antisemitic stuff, and say I was really shocked by this. And this random person came in and assumed I was Jew... Aka they played the archetype of "The Whiney Jew". Because I complained about antisemitism, they assumed I must be Jew because in their mind only Jewish people will complain about antisemitism, because all-non Jewish MUST certainly see the "truth" of how Jewish folks are just self-victimizing. (And down this line, the person did not say this, but I know some who did, we get down the path of stuff such as "Oh yeah, the holocaust did not exist, everybody knows the Jews made it all up").

Anyway this person thought I was Jewish, and so tried to gaslight me. By assuming I had some personal antisemitic attacks, and by making me believe I was projecting my personal experience onto a whole website, and that I was just victimizing myself. Having been gaslit for a very long time on other subjects, I immediately recognized the move - and it was even easier to see what they were doing since I never had any personal antisemitic experience in my life since I am NOT JEWISH.

I easily cut off their deal by pointing out I was not Jewish. And what the person did (I later learned they were very into Orthodox Christianity, even making their whole blog about it) was what we in French call "noyer le poisson" - drown the fish. Take a side-subject or a detail in my speech, and make the discussion all about it to try to smother the thing that made them look bad. In this case they accused me of lying about not being into devil-worship (because if you notice I have a Black Butler icon, and a Goya painting on my blog). For them it was proof that I was either a "witch" or into "devil-worship" and when I said no they insisted I was lying... But if I had defended myself about this, it would have completely derailed the conversation and THAT is what they wanted. Because they wanted me to stop talking about how, when they believed I was Jew, they tried to gaslight me into believing the antisemitic boom of Tumblr was all in my head.

I did not gave them this pleasure. But this little story of me and this person actually completely encapsulates so many other interactions I had or posts I saw or discussions I "heard" on this website. People who just come in to either try to pretend antisemitism does not exist, either start changing the topic of a talk every time antisemitism is brought up.

Everybody knows that the antisemitic depiction of the Jew is the "greedy, hooked-nose, manipulator who secretly controls the media and politics", right? But everybody seems to forget that there are many, many vicious and vile caricatures of Jewish people made by the hydra of antisemitism, an hydra that keeps changing head depending on the era, the country or the political leaning. And so there are many, even contradictory, antisemitic depictions of the Jews. The "whiney, complaining, victimizing" Jew is another antisemitic cliche that people claiming things such as "The Holocaust did not happen" or "The attack of Hamas did not happen" are gleefully using.

I already was disgusted by what I had seen on Tumblr before (I even considered quitting the website) - but having this person try to target me simply woke up by natural bitterness and misanthropy and desire to burn down all those nasty perverse brutes. So this is why I will be very active and vocal about every time I see antisemitic behavior.

So again, if you have antisemitic beliefs, please get the fuck off my blog. If you believe Jewish people have no right being in your country - whatever country it is - go fuck yourself and leave. If you support the Hamas while turning a blind eye to their openly antisemitic and genocidal agenda, go fuck yourself. If you support the Hamas while KNOWING their openly antisemitic and genocidal agenda, I won't say what I think should happen to you. If you support those dangerous organizations that want to "Give back France to French people" - and thus hunt down anyone that is not a White Catholic, go fuck yourself. If you are one of those neo-Nazis who think the Holocaust should continue, go fuck yourself. If you are one of those negationists who claim the Holocaust never happened, go fuck yourself. If you are one of those extreme-leftists who believe the Jews are like the Asians an "elite" or one of the "privileged" minorities, so priviliged they do not deserve to be ranked among other victims of oppression, go fuck yourself.

And you see how long and varied this "go fuck yourself" list is? That's the point I want to make. Antisemitism isn't about "Good people against antisemitism" versus "Antisemitic people". It is about "We have to face tons of various forms and types of antisemitism coming from all sides at once". Antisemitism lies in the extremes, but in the extremes of what? Of everything. Of Christianity, of Islam, of the left, of the right, of many nationalisms... A few years ago, "Everybody wants to kill the Jews" was a comedy-line, a joke referencing the historical persecution of the Jewish people - but now? Now that's literaly the news. It is happening on social media, in Europe, in America, in the Arabian world. And even though I'm not Jew I can't even escape it myself - it is everywhere on the news, be it TV or newspaper ; it is everywhere on the Internet (I do not even check the tags that could bring out the most antisemitic part of this website because I am not ready to quit Tumblr yet) ; it is even IN THE GRAFFITIES INSIDE THE TOILETS OF MY UNIVERSITY! I can't take a fucking piss without having antisemitic words pop up, written with scissors or markers on the wooden door of the toilets...

#my rant of the day #since i can't scream in the street i'll scream here #honestly i don't even think there's a real point here its just me wanting to say how shit everything is #antisemitism #antisemitism on tumblr #hamas #or rather #anti-hamas #fuck all antisemites #fuck antisemitism #fuck all forms of racism and discrimination but today is antisemitism day #i don't have any solutions #but it is all about wanting to fight #and knowing against who you have to fight #problem is: the who is everybody apparently

[pintsizemama]

Christmas Cards

Day 29

Welcome to the 2022 Christmas Writing Challenge!

Summary: You and Missy get creative with Christmas cards.

Pairings: Marcus Moreno x Female Reader, Marcus Moreno x You

Fandom: We Can Be Heroes

Rating: Teen

Word Count: 501

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Marcus walked in through the front door, shoulders heavy with exhaustion. Why did villains seem to always ramp up their activity around Christmas? He heard giggling coming from the dining room. He smiled at the sound. Ever since you had moved in the house was filled with so much happiness it was practically bursting at the seams. Missy was crazy about you, and so was he. He hurried to the dining room to see his girls.

“I’m home,” he announced as soon as he turned into the room.

“Dad!” Missy called out excitedly. “Come look what we’re doing!” You looked up at him and smiled. God, he loved that smile. He kissed Missy on top of the head as he walked by on his way to you.

“Hey, kiddo,” he said. He leaned down and kissed you softly on the mouth. “Hey, baby.”

“How was your day?” You asked when he pulled away.

“Ugh,” he sighed. “Exhausting. Sometimes I hate being back in the field.” He glanced at the mess on the table. “What’s all this?”

“We’re making a scrapbook for our first Christmas as a family!” Missy told him excitedly. Marcus swallowed past the emotions clogging his throat.

“Is that so?” He asked thickly.

“Yeah,” she continued on, “and we’re using all the Christmas cards that people have been sending. This way, they don’t just end up in the trash.”

“That’s a really great idea,” Marcus said in awe. They got hundreds of cards—sometimes thousands—every year since he was a very famous superhero. People from all over the world sent cards to headquarters and someone delivered them to the house all throughout the Christmas season.

“It wasn’t my idea,” Missy admitted. She looked to you.

“It was what I did with my family growing up,” you explained. “We didn’t have a lot of money, and my mom was very crafty. She never let anything go to waste.”

“Well, I think it’s a fantastic idea, and we should do it every year,” Marcus decreed.

“Yeah!” Missy agreed immediately. “We can make a few pages every year, and eventually have a monster size scrapbook to show my kids one day!”

“Oh, no, don’t start talking about you having kids, Missy,” Marcus groaned. “Not yet, I can’t handle it.”

“Dad,” Missy said with an eye roll. “It’s still like twenty years before you have to worry about that.”

“Thank God,” he sighed. You laughed.

“You want to help us?” You asked him.

“Absolutely,” he said without hesitation. He sat down next to you and started sorting through the cards. “What to I do? Just find something I like on a card and cut it out?”

“Exactly,” you answered.

“Easy peasy,” Marcus smiled. “Let’s get to work…and maybe we order pizza for dinner so we don’t have to stop to cook.”

“YES!” Missy shouted. His daughter was nuts for pizza. He smiled and watched you both for a moment. This was the first Christmas in a long time that felt complete.

Day 30

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[self-loathing-angel-of-thursday2]

Beautiful Spouse’s Rewatch Thoughts SPN 06x09

Clap Your Hands if You Believe

“Maybe just go back into the truck?” “Uh huh” 🎶get in the car🎶

“I didn’t see that coming” “That’s some X-Files shit right there” “Oh, it’s a poke ball” “OH SHIT IT IS X-FILES” “This is so cheesy” “This isn’t how X-Files goes at all” laughed at Dean saying “fairies” “hmmm???” “oh shit” “HE got abducted and turned into a spirt thing?” “purty” “If the leaves were turning, wouldn’t the corn be, at least, dry? This is like md-summer corn” “nice” “I think the fourth one is a butt thing” “What the fuck” “Royalty free ringtone” “This is like mid-summer corn. It’s just sprouting” “We saw fall colors at one time. There’s leaves on the ground”

Laughed

‘HARSH MAN. HOLY SHIT”

Idk why that was funny” “It’s a butt thing” “What are they drinking? Ice tea?” slow clap

“What were they pulling on, Dean?” “Feeding the cats cheese is very distracting from watching the show” “Maybe you worry about your own little green guy, Sam” “Fkn internet man” “You should turn this screen into your Tumblr blog profile. Look at this shit” We went to littlegreenfriendsandfoes.com and it redirected to a eco mommy blog shop

Spouse is reading the blog page and is having a ball making fun of it

“There’s no icon for Video Player. He has two untitled documents on his desktop. The movie folder actually has content in it, I think. He really likes movies and videos” “It’s the fkn tooth fairy. Go shoot the tooth fairy. Go do it. It’s just tinker belle let’s go’ “Was he trying to look at her nipples? To be fair, I would too” “He just microwaved a fkn fairy. That’s awful man” “Is he incapable of saying the word fairy?” “What hotel room has this lighting?” “Why can’t he say fairy?” “He said it!” “Why are you laughing? I missed it” Rewinding 

“I thought Sam didn’t have a soul so why would he care if Dean serviced the king? What a fkn prick” “What’s wrong with Sedona?” “What?” “Somebody raked leaves in the road for that shot” “His entire life he’s been trying to get Sam laid and now he’s…I guess I don’t give a shit. It’s Sam. Moving on” “Who put the smoke machine in the trash? I don’t think there’s power in the trash so how is it on” “Not going to lie - that knife looks pretty dull” “I wanna know how they made it look so shitty” “That reminds me of Honey I Shrunk the Kids. I don’t know man” “Why bring a knife? Just throw salt on the ground, right?” “That’s a weird thing to say” “Fergalicious” “I thought this guy was the other guy” “Was that their first go pro shot? Oh yeah Ghostfacers” “that didn’t age super well. Oh well” “oh my god” “Can Sam step on them if he can’t see them? Otherwise he’d end up murdering them ya know?” “He’s been to the ranch.” “little south of center but sure” “you know where his soul is? Then whispered “Ram Ranch” “He’s definitely got a way for getting into back doors” “Would his gel be sweated out by now?” “thats one hell of a weakness” “Why is the cooler in front of the car?” “Dick and Ass” “how what works?” “Why would his brain work better now?”

#beautifulspouserewatchesspn #supernatural rewatch #supernatural #supernatural s6

[arctichotch]

in response to the whole echo chamber conversation going on, i think everyone means that because you look at information like "I know he's an abuser, so any information that doesn't support that is wrong!" instead of, "I think he's an abuser, but let's see what this information is anyway and it's ok if it doesn't support what I believe" is why you're in an echo chamber? like, you're so sure he is an abuser, but you never consider you might have got it wrong, type thing. and so you outright reject anything that doesn't already confirm what you believe. I'm not sure i'm wording this right but I hope it made sense. there's this one scientist dude that kinda says the same only he calls it "confirmation bias" or something? (I'l look it up and come back)

yeah but like it’s been 2.5 months or so. of course i’m sure of who i support.

also a confirmation bias, implies i am disregarding any information that doesn’t support amber e.g., if a depp supporter says “oh but she called him a fat old man unprovoked” and i said “i’m sure she had her reasons. maybe he said something before the tape…” etc. whereas i can acknowledge that yes she called him a fat old man. was that the nicest thing to do? no, but he’s called her some shit too. that’s just where they were in their situation unfortunately. they both said pretty shitty things. but you can’t just consider individual instances. this was a what, 4 year relationship? you’ve got to consider it as a whole, especially when there’s instances where amber fought back, which can be misconstrued often as abuse.

anyway, once again if someone’s coming at me with mad shit that amber paints on her bruises/is some scheming manipulator, yeah i’m going to shut that down because it makes no sense. like why should i sit there considering their wild proof she’s an abuser when i know she’s not? like all the time, prior to me being pro-heard, i was 100% objective on this case. looking at evidence, i didn’t give a fuck about either of them and didn’t believe either of them. i let my opinions form on genuine evidence, the research i did on DV etc., uninfluenced by social media etc.

so now, yes of course im sure on my stance. it’s been 2 months. and hell i still see new stuff daily that convinces me of what a piece of shit abuser johnny depp is. but that doesn’t mean i’m not seeing or listening to why people think he’s not an abuser. it just means i can’t reasonably find any plausibility in their arguments without having to do some major mental gymnastics, which straight away makes it all less believable. so someone’s wild theory that amber heard is gone girl or that she paid all her witnesses, is going to sound fucking crazy to me, because it is. like i can’t believe evidence that isn’t there. im not going to sit back and be all 100% nice to some anon who’s coming to a pro-heard blog to trash heard and accuse her of being evil. but i do always listen to them, and get back to them as to why i don’t believe what they’re saying. i don’t just say fuck you to the anon and give no reasoning as to why i don’t agree with what they’re saying.

#ask #anon #i stand with amber heard #cw johnny depp #abuse tw

[kharmii]

So let me get this straight, you hate trans people and believe them to be pervs and make a mockery out of LGBT people but ship something gay, obsess over 'weird kinks' you don't like worse than any anti I have ever seen in my life yet ship incest, and insult neurodivergent people. Yeah wow, I sure do wonder why everyone avoids you. Well at least checking this blog inspired me to make more trans Volo content, so thanks for that.

How is it you notice I'm being shunned if there's not a clique of you? Anyway........Yay! Another hate post where I get to vent about stuff in reply! You know what....I'll bet people shun me because this fandom is a lot smaller than I assumed. There might have been a whole ton of people jumping on the Submas Train when PLA first came out, but after a year and a half, most of the hardcore fans who stuck with it this long are all either antis or furries into stupid kinks. I'd be willing to bet a paycheck that most of the people into trainwreck also have blankship side-accounts, and that's why other content creators never gave my shiddy trainwreck drawings a 'like' out of pity. They're all mad I made jokes about gross, hairy werewolves with vaginas because there are srsly (secret blankshippers) people in this fandom into that. (I srsly found someone's fat furry spice hoard on Twitter. Tread with care! X-D & D-: Oh, and look! LOOK!!! 'PROSHIPPERS DNI' on their profile! The best antis are into that kind of shit, but don't you ship something that is morally wrong in the context of irl, yo!)

AGAIN, WHAT PERCENTAGE OF ANTI-SHIPPERS ARE VILE TWO-DICK COCKVORE FURRY FETISHESTS, AND WHY AM I CONSIDERED A HYPOCRIT BUT NOT THEM!?

How about this trainwreckshipping head canon? Volo gets to wake up every morning to wet chili farts in bed because Emmet is a huge, gross fat fucking dog-furry with a vagina who is extra hairy because that's the aesthetic the social justice warriors are trying to push as the new norm. I'm not an anti for hating that shit. It's gross, and I loathe it when people take a beautiful or aesthetically pleasing character and make them ugly and gross. Antis have moral objections to certain content, especially incest and pedophilia, which people frown upon irl. Maybe I should think it's morally wrong to take something beautiful and turn it into something that makes me want to throw up in my mouth a bit. Hey! Let's make a new norm where everybody is gorilla hairy with huge floppy ranga tiddies, and they have a womb routed in their asses, and they smell weird and are self-induced chemically insane!

Trans Volo content, you say? That's another thing. There's a big wide world of people who allow themselves to enjoy content without having to inject the trendy posturing into it. They're probably the majority but are afraid to speak out because, like trans and leftists are likely to do overall, a small vocal majority hijack fandom spaces and act as everybody agrees with them. If I want to ship female Volo, there's a perfectly good Cynthia. I hate that 'Volo is Cynthia' head canon, especially coming from that person who does the interracial ship where Volo always looks like a drug-addict piece of trash. Why do Volo dirty like that? He's a clean, fresh-faced pretty guy, and that's why the protag was supposed to be so surprised when he betrayed them at the end. He's fun! He smiles at you constantly! He doesn't mope around with pouty lips. Make a skeevy dirtbag oc if that's what you are into, and ffs, Cynthia is strong female representation. Men have to pose as fake women to take away from us in athletics irl; don't take away our bad-ass champion in fantasy too.

No transfemale can hope to look like Cynthia irl unless they put like $100K worth of work into it. Most of them look like Chris Farley playing the van down by the river guy, but with stringy long hair. Taking hormones a person has no business taking makes them enormously fat most of the time. -And btw, I don't hate trans people; I feel sorry for them because society is tricking people into fucking themselves up....because it's trendy, yo!

Last point: IDC if people shun me. It has no bearing on my ability to produce content, and I will continue to crank stuff out for as long as I stay with (x) hyper fixation, which could be for years.

#every damn time #send troll prompts #fandumb fail #transtrender #srsly tho #chris farley #rachel levine #matt foley #damn furries #ask me about my million stupid bj aus #ranty rant rant #fake and gay #hey fuck you #you couple of people

[parismirage]

What In The World

Many blogs lie in the cold desolate wasteland of the drafts section of my profile; cherry picking this one cause I’m not sure how much my whining anger wants to be displayed.

Days of procrastination: 16

And as tubular as having everyone think I’m a complete piss wreck is, I want them to forget for just a moment, since I don’t want that to be all I ever was.

Before I begin I want to dedicate this blog to the absolute fuck that is chipotle employees. I did not personally curate your schedule to suck, and thereby should not have to pay for it with your dumpster fire attitude.

Oh you never know what someone is going through!

I agree, that also applies to everyone else. I’ll make it simple (you may still not understand).

Leave your shit at the door, or don’t come inside.

I almost wish those terrible enough at their job were fired until I think about how disposable and replaceable they are, and realize it may just get worse.

Now onto what I actually want to write about.

All I hear is what exactly pushes peoples to choose their career.

Money. Power. Fame. Success.

The usual.

Never have I seen the answer I seek.

- Because I want to make my own life, and this is a big part of it. The life I wanted.

It’s depressing. Thinking about how many people don’t get to do what the children inside wanted to.

And not so secretly everyday, the children are in cages, being killed.

I understand the circumstances in life don’t always work out for everyone, and that includes career, it just eventually reaches a level astounding me.

Do you wake up everyday dreading to go to work? Are you just content, satisfied on the 9-5? Does your career give you a reason to die for?

And to those who want or wanted a life around a certain career;

Where is your life?

Sometimes I feel the need for a personal Q&A to the most miserable and “successful” people. Maybe everyone inbetween.

I also must realize most (?) people are just alright with having an average life. Not needing anymore than what they’ve earned, and not making an effort to get more. Some expect everything to be handed, never worked for, and in the end get nothing at all.

Cruel shitstorm; obnoxious-life so don’t be remembered as trash.

Well while I have my mind, I’ll make the answer I’m looking for mine. So a mind fried teenager may ask one day and maybe not leave disappointed.

There’s life to live, and to use someone else’s as a portrait of what or what not to do seems like an ugly-pretty start.

[sleepingdeath-light]

Should have never given me permission to info dump.

*drops a fat book of Pokémon facts on the table*

Alright!! I’m back!! It’s 🚊 anon and I’m here with more fun facts about my blorbos!! :) I’m literally SO HAPPY I was able to help you learn more about Submas because they’re my EVERYTHING 💞💞💞 and I appreciate you wanna Learn more about other fandoms to write fanfics for us which I think is AMAZING which is why I love that I get to help (and also because it makes me happy to know me info dumping helps someone in any way lol)!!

I’m here with some facts about Avery and Piers since I see some people requested for them :) and I happen to love them a whole lot so here you go!!

So for starters these two are from the Galar region (and the Galar region is based on the UK! How cool is that?!)

((Also if you ever wanna find out how some of those Pokémon characters sound like, you can look up their voicelines on YouTube in the Pokémon masters EX game :D it’s an official game by Nintendo so the voices are chosen by the company based on what they want their characters to sound like!! So let’s say you wanna hear Piers voice lines, just look up “piers voice lines Pokémon masters EX” and boom!))

*Cough* anyways!!

Canon facts about Piers:

-Piers is the first ever dark type GYM LEADER in the franchise! :3 you can tell by how.. EMO he looks!

-his ace is an Obstagoon… I think!

-He has a little sister called Marnie! He caught a Morpeko for her when she was little and she uses it in battles ^^

-He’s actually a singer and songwriter! He’s pretty popular in Galar but since he has to balance out gym battling and his singing career he hopes that Marnie can take over the gym someday

-the city he lives in is Spikemuth (which is based on a city in the UK but I dunno which one). Spikemuth is actually pretty trashed and abandoned because the city doesn’t have a Dynamax spot (Dynamax is a phenomena in Galar where it makes Pokémon SUPER huge and strong) and since it doesn’t have this spot, people don’t really visit that area, and even stopped receiving funding from Chairman Rose which is why it isn’t well maintained. It’s pretty sad because Spikemuth basically became tossed aside because it doesn’t have a Dynamax spot and it’s not popular. This is why Piers hates dynamaxing and prefers traditional battles.

-He actually participated in the gym challenge with Raihan and Leon (the dragon type gym leader and the Galar champion respectively) when he was younger, so he’s well acquainted with the two himbos.

-he looks like this tough guy who’d kick your ass if you breathed the wrong way but he’s actually a softie and a really neat silly guy with a killer accent (SERIOUSLY I WANT TO MARRY HIS VOICE AAKSJSHWJ)

-PIERS HAS A FUCKING MOTORCYCLE. AHHHHHHHH! IT LOOKS SO COOL, TOO-

So uhh.. fanon time! Not much in this section but:

-Piers has really thick hair and it takes him HOURS to get his hair ready which is why he gets upset if people mess with his hair

-he has a black (or hot pink) guitar that he plays during his concerts sometimes (the fandom can’t decide what color would suit his guitar better lol)!!

-loves to paint his nails black and wear eyeliner because the fandom eats that shit UP (and me too so ajakasjsk)

-Piers probably smokes when he’s stressed. Probably. 😳

Oh my dragons I need to shut up akshajkaa I’M SO SORRY SLEEPY I JUST LOVE POKÉMON SM AND I LOVE BEING ABLE TO INFO DUMP (plus i get to help akajsjswj) PLEASE TELL ME TO STOP 😫 (totally not writing Avery stuff next-) you don’t have to reply to this if you don’t want because this post is LONG and I don’t wanna clutter your blog with my nonsense xD

Ooo thank you for the Piers facts — I did give him a quick google the other day and he definitely gives the dark type vibe, bless him lol

And that is cool! Or maybe I’m a bit biased since I’m from England haha

Thank you for all of the Piers facts — those will be helpful in creating a more rounded mental profile for him to give me a writing guide. And there’s no need to apologise, I’m grateful to have someone so passionate about this franchise willing to give me some insight!

Also: Sleepy, lmao /pos

All of your messages will be posted FYI — just under a tag so that people who aren’t interested in Pokémon will be able to filter it out. That’s ‘re: fun pokémon facts’! ^^

(Otherwise it would be impossible for me to find your messages after the fact since my inbox is nearly 500 asks strong haha)

#sleepingdeath #re: fun pokémon facts #🚊 anon

[deviantartdramahub]

All about DeviantART drama! (tumblr.com)

If Club sending you 5 notes while you were away a "news breaking moment" then you're clearly talking garbage. Nobody would use that excuse, or even mention how many notes you got from Club while you were away. It's like saying it's not bugging to read morons who keep talking trash about people who they hate and not because they're "evil". Of course, I'm one of the many people you arse holes have continued to harass, and talked out your ass about. Like others, you keep calling me a "peadophile" your favourite subject according to most of your fabricated posts, that, or somebody being an art theif. Speaking of which, AI art is not stealing or any excuse to use to claim anybody who uploads it and claims they did it, a fake artist, when all you do is upload fake claims about people you dislike, again, not that any of the people you've mentioned is bad. Club, being one of them. I don't agree with the RP he's doing becaue he's kinda breaking laws, but at the same time...I wouldn't claim he "forces" people into it, because, he asks, and even shows you what the rp is about, I shoud know I've seen it. But yous lot make it all about "Oh he's forcing kids into the rp, ohh he's forcing his rp on to people!" No he's not! The people who say, "Yeah sure I'll do the rp with you" Such as the idiots who join your shit-posting blog welcome, just so they can post their fake claims, not because their true, but because their seeking attention.. and joining a banwaggon!

And finally, Because this is kinda longer than I noramlly write my posts. If taken the piss out of "Oh there's too many Supergirl posts" Maybe you should looka t your shit blog, (DeviantArtDramaNow), before you start talking about how many posts I make about scumbags like you!

Breaking news! This is just in, I found a snail!

Not judging (except for the fact it's treated as urgent, especially considering their obsession), but I understand it's not a hyperbole when you say finding a snail is more exciting (by at least a notch or two) than someone asking "are you still there".

This is coming from an anhedonic with what a Pokémon Horizons fan would call Dot Syndrome.

[formula-what]

HEY! So. apparently intrusive thoughts in an adhd thing! So. That’s Fun! at least I kinda know what the FUCK this is all about.

#sarcasm clearly #we’re figuring things out okay #also since tumblr added a read more to the app I will be exercising my right pretty liberally #I’ll put all my mental health rants under it #so avoid those #If you want me to tag them so u can blacklist it I will #I understand that this is a motosport blog #for thirsting over cars and co #so I try to keep it at a minimum away #just #I have no one to talk to about these things? and sometimes just writing them down doesn’t help? I need them to Go Somewhere #oh maybe I should make a trash blog for shit like this #just to make posts and throw them away #Idk I’ll think about it #and I’m ranting #sorry

[soulrph]

pregnancy prompts ( pt. 1 )

i’m seeing a lot of baby fever on the dash lately, PLUS a lovely nonnie asked for angsty pregnancy prompts and i wasn’t able to, so have some lighter baby prompts instead! love to all!

" is... is it mine? "

" have you thought of any baby names? "

" i thought the doctor put you on bed rest? "

" hey! i got you starbucks! decaf, of course. "

" have you had any cravings yet? "

" ah... i know. morning sickness is no fun, huh? "

" i'm pregnant. "

" you're going to be a mother/father/aunt/uncle/etc. "

" i saw the pregnancy test in the trash. "

" the pregnancy test... it's yours. right? "

“ does the father know? “

“ who’s the father? “

“ it doesn’t matter about the father. i’m here to support you and this baby, no matter what. okay? “

“ you’re not alone. it takes a village to raise a kid, right? “

" i want... a cheeseburger. with fries. and a strawberry shake. and onion rings... "

" that was a kick! "

" was that a kick? "

" is it a boy or a girl? "

" what color paint do you want? for the nursery? "

" we need to go shopping! baby clothes, maternity clothes, furniture, all of it! "

" i... we should get married. right? that's what you do, when... when there's a kid? "

" i know it was just a one night stand, but... i'm gonna support you. whatever you decide to do. "

" shit... um... i-i'm the dad. right? "

" you got that pregnancy glow. "

" hey... this is new for both of us. but i reckon you're going to be a terrific mother/father/parent. "

" i... i slept with someone else while we were separated. they won't pick up their phone, but... i'm not sure if you're the father or not. "

" maybe we should move in together. n-not permanently. just until the baby's born. "

" wait a minute. heartbeats?! plural?! we're having twins/triplets/etc?! "

" woah... this pram costs more than three months rent. "

" ikea really knows how to make building a crib stressful... "

" god, i'm a mess. i cried yesterday while watching an advertisement for fence paint. hormones are something else... "

" can i have your fries? don't judge me, the baby's hungry. "

" my back's been killing me for the last month, and i have four more months to go... my chiropractor's gonna have a field day. "

" i know we want this to be a secret, but people are getting suspicious. i can only turn down champagne so many times... "

" wanna go with me for the next scan? it's a big one, we get to keep a copy for the baby book. "

" oh, you best believe i'm signing up for all the babysitting duty. "

" would you like to be their godfather/godmother? "

" i'm their honorary aunt/uncle, let me spoil the little kiddo! "

" they have the instructions for this crib in every language except english. they have it in irish! who has it in irish?! "

" no! no mayonnaise! it's bad for pregnant people! "

" i took the test nine times, okay, and all of them are positive. this is real. this is happening. "

" i always wanted kids... "

" that kid's gonna be the most insanely loved baby in the world. "

" don't look at me like that, okay? we're going totally tee-total until the baby comes. "

" i swear, if i read one more baby book... "

" i wouldn't mind, but all the women i meet when i go outside the door, all have different advice for me. the bump is like a magnet to them... "

" i wouldn't blame you if you walked away, you know. you never signed up for a baby. "

" one thing's for sure... everything's going to change the minute people find out about the baby. "

" here! i got you some take-out. and i researched like, fifty mommy blogs to make sure this stuff was totally safe and healthy for you. "

" i don't know if i ever had a plan for my life, but... if i did, i think pregnancy was later down the road. "

" my love, starting a family with you... it's my greatest wish. but if you're not ready, that's okay. what will be, will be. "

" hey, why don't we plan a baby shower! "

#rp meme #roleplay meme #sentence starters #pregnancy tw #tokophobia tw