#of note i'm not counting decimals in these bc math hard and i'm lazy and don't want to

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bro i hate desktop it didn’t tell me when i ran out of tags like it does on mobile so i lost a bunch of important ones. idk maybe it did and i just didn’t see bc not used to desktop, but even then usually on mobile it literally wont let me post another one if i went past the limit. am trolled. This is just like that time when I typed out an entire important post, only to forget to copy it before posting (Only having copied a portion), and then it didn’t post and i lost a majority of the post. Just less upsetti this time since tags aren’t as important compared to an entire post + tags + plus it being an important vent that i didn’t have the energy to redo

#thoughts #oni talks #oni vents #idk how many tags i missed so idk how much i should rewrite #since a lot of the later ones were logging stuff #Okay checked and the main important ones that are missing are the logs #so i'll just quickly log them here since while they are important i don't want to make their own post for them lol #Its mainly about weird weight stuff #weight stuff #like how when i started in 2018 i was at my lowest at 236 which is still bad #technically i've weighed less when i was actively unhealthy but i'm counting this based on the stats for this specific program #Then my highest was 263 in sept 2019 #which makes sense since september is historically a horrible month for me #Then the one before the most recent one was about 245ish or so #of note i'm not counting decimals in these bc math hard and i'm lazy and don't want to #And then the one from yesterday was 248 #I haven't weighed myself today yet though so idk it might have changed #So I gained 27 from lowest to highest and then lost 15 from highest to now #at least if i'm doing my math right #so 12 until i'm back at my starting weight/lowest which wasn't even good in the first place #last i remember my lowest is technically somewhere around 180ish from when i was super unhealthy and had problems eating #Although i don't remember the exact number or date #also now i'm paranoid about desktop eating my tags #also the only other tags it missed from the last post was mainly just about me contemplating posting vent art #Still undecided but even if i do i probably will tomorrow since i hit post limit on my main blog so it would be really annoying