#of it. also had to slice meat qnd it was driving me fjcking insane

[seraphimsinful]

Feel like hot garbage again👍

#fuvked up severwl orders today #[unrelated] victor yelled and grabbed my shoulder as a joke and it made me jolt and i just was so fuvking dazed for like several hours bc #of it. also had to slice meat qnd it was driving me fjcking insane #called dad for a ride home bc i was already on the verge of tears #and he sounded so fucking wnnoyed. so tired of me. i literally just. dont know how to be wortthy of his care #kept thinking abt my mom too. theres something just wrong with me #theres something wrong with me at the core. im so exhausted. #idk im just so exhausted rn. i need to lay down #my vhest hurtsso bad but i dont wanna change #cause 👍 got misgendered for the first time by a customer. like they fr just assumed i was a girl #and it felt like a fucking gut punch. usually people just assume im a guy but fuck