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riverstardis · 1 year
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series 33 episode 3:
alicia's covering up her cuts with makeup... that's a clear sign she's back too soon😭
lmaoo david and jacob say hi to alicia and welcome her back and then when ethan goes over they look at each other and leave him with her
rash's mum driving him in🥺 ahh she and ashok are going away for a few days
ethan doesn't believe alicia that she's fine and, while he's probably right, i think he's stressing her out a little bit😭😭
eddie's plea hearing for the ABH charge is today and alicia's contact officer isn't sure he's going to plead guilty :/
oh this is that actress again! the one who played sammy's mum in the last series of holby. she played a different patient a few series ago too
rash inviting gem over to his place and he's going to cook for her. but he's pretending it's his place not his parents' JSJFJGJ this will end badly
aw dylan's been told by HR he has to clear out sam's locker by the end of the day because apparently they still have him down as her next of kin. lol isn't that kind of the opposite of what happened in next of kin. though actually iirc they were actually still married in next of kin?
lmao alicia asked rash to take 3 kids to paeds and look after them and he's trying to dress their cuts but they're giving him the run around sjsjjsfgj bless
one of the kids asking rash "are you actually a grown up?" "yes." "you don't look like a grown up" SJSJDJFGJ i imagine "you don't look like a grown up" is actually what whoever was in charge thought when they decided to have neet play 17 year old rash too😭😭
a patient goes "who wants to sit at home alone all the time" and dylan goes "me please! you're criticising my favourite hobby there" sjsdjsjgf same
rash going "that's kids cleared medically and reunited with mum. i'm off to find an easier patient. maybe someone with a gunshot wound, or a limb that's fallen off" SJSDFJSJFG
eddie's entering a not guilt plea🤬
aww one of the kids asking alicia why she looks sad :( and he draws her a flower and gives her a hug🥺
aww all the photos in sam's locker☹ they're all behind the scenes photos right?
awwww there's a boarding pass from 14/07/2010 in her locker with all the photos and dylan's like "oh my word, she kept that?" and explains to jacob that they had their honeymoon in paris and they didn't have any money so it was cheap and cheerful🥺
alicia goes and waits outside the court for eddie to pass and she follows him in and says she heard he was going to plead not guilty and he's like "because i'm not" that's interesting bro so how did she get all those cuts on her face then?? she says that she's happy he's pleading not guilty because then everything will come out during the trial, because currently he's only being charged with abh, not rape. "i am tired of worrying what other people think. so plead not guilty, take it to trial, i dare you. do it. i'll be watching. and i will stand and cheer when you plead not guilty because i cannot wait to be called to give evidence. then i get to tell the world, on public record, exactly what kind of man you are. i'll see you in there." YEAHH GO ALICIA!!! his lawyer's like "we should talk..." SKDJSKFFG
tbh i don't even understand how he was hoping to get away with pleading not guilty. i mean he obviously hadn't told his lawyer everything because there's no way in hell he would be getting away with it. like he's the one who called the ambulance so that's easy evidence that he was there, and he was breaking his bail to be there so it would immediately swing in her favour whether they could prove he actually threw her through the doors or not. not to mention the fact that french doors aren't so fragile that you could just accidentally fall through them, and he told iain and ruby at the time that they were arguing before she "fell".
he pleads guilty!!
lmao it's duffy's granddaughter's 2nd birthday party and apparently charlie's been trying to get out of it for ages and he finally gets his chance and duffy isn't pleased. thought charlie was meant to be one always considering others' feelings? yeah yeah that only applies when it's him telling other people to do that for things he isn't personally involved with wbk🙄 it's one rule for him and another for everyone else...
aww alicia telling connie she's decided she wants to specialise in paediatrics🥺
sjsjfg rash clearing away all his parents' stuff and all the photos of him ready for gem coming over. there's a suspicious lack of photos of his siblings, no wonder they don't wanna come help with ashok now huh😭
uh oh duffy running into bill
how is gem not suspicious that an f1 can afford this house😭😭😭
rash's parents coming home while he and gem are kissing SJDSKHFG that's embarrassing lol
aww dylan telling ciara about sam "i made her life very difficult at times, well, most of the time to be honest with you, but i did know that she was always going to be there for me if i needed her. now i don't have that person in my life anymore." :((((
ciara's like "yes you do" and they start kissing😭
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I’ve started catching up on this week’s Casualty episodes, and I’ve just watched the first of the two: “I.O.U.”, written by Becky Prestwich (her first episode of Casualty, though she’s written for Holby before).
Overall, I thought it was quite a good episode. The Rash and Ashok storyline was definitely the strongest part of it - absolutely heartbreaking to watch. Neet Mohan and Kriss Dosanjh were absolutely brilliant.
It didn’t click with me until the last... 15 minutes or so, I think, of the episode that this of course isn’t the first time Becky Prestwich has written about this subject matter. She did the storyline with David Hopkins and his wife Roxanna on Holby (S19E58 “It Has to Be Now” - a brilliant episode that I highly recommend for anyone who hasn’t seen it). I just thought that was interesting.
The special effects bordered on feeling overused to me, but ultimately I didn’t mind them (the use of the flashbacks at the end was brilliant). Also, I wasn’t expecting the plot twist with Nadeem spending Ashok’s money at all!
The final scene of the episode, with Rash and Ashok, almost made me cry. Ashok’s plea for Rash to remember for him - I just... ow. :((
This has been such a good storyline so far. I hope it continues being this good - it’s an important topic to get right.
The Stevie stuff was very interesting. She’s still one of my absolute favourites on the show at the moment - such a brilliant, complex character.
However... this is where Faith being Stevie’s basically only friend really becomes a problem. Obviously, Marcus trying to isolate Stevie is fucking cruel, and he’s a monster. But it’s very hard for me to feel anything other than relief and happiness when seeing Stevie finally snap at Faith, call her out on how awful she is, and break up her friendship with her. Because Faith is just as much of an abuser as Marcus!
This was a problem during the Tina storyline, and it’s a problem now: it’s hard to take any abusive relationship storyline on the show seriously, or rather, to believe the show is taking it seriously, when the narrative continues to sweep Faith’s actions under the rug and beg us to forget she tried to rape her husband. Faith is continuing to be portrayed as a nice, kind, good, helpful person.
In 2021, it was “Faith is the good abuser, Tina is the bad abuser” - currently, it’s “Faith is the good abuser, Marcus is the bad abuser”. Fuck that - Faith is just as monstrous as Tina or Marcus! The show’s refusal to acknowledge what Faith has done and take her abusive actions seriously is massively triggering for me, and I despise the insistence that she can do no wrong and that Lev, her victim, was the one really at fault.
I also felt like there weren’t enough patient storylines in this episode, but from what I’ve seen, the next ep is an improvement in that regard.
Dylan was lovely in this episode, btw. I have nothing more to say about that, really, just wanted to mention how great he is.
I’ll probably watch and review the second episode tomorrow. Then I can be all caught up for Max Cristie’s arrival in the upcoming episodes.
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9, 47/48 if applicable, 62!!
🌂 These are from a list of questions!
9. Look around yourself. You are EXTREMELY horny. What unusual object are you using to get off?
🌂 Nah, I don't really go for all that. My hand is all I need.
🌂 And like... seriously. Looking around me the only thing with an opening is a cardboard ring measuring chart, and the best things for makeshift dildo are like... a PS4 Controller? My asthma inhaler (yes, the pickings are this bad that that places second).
47. Favourite way of being degraded?
🌂 as always the best angle to take is stuff that cuts really close to home. Gotta be a safe environment of course! So calling me insane and that general family. Specifically a chuuni is good too. I think calling my writing bad is a bit too cruel, but saying it's obviously by someone like me (derogatory, y'know, chuuni NEET mess) is good.
48. Favourite way of being praised?
🌂 I...​ do not have enough experience with sexual praise. And it's not like my previous relationship was setup in a way that avoided that. Yeah. My life sucks, sorry I can't answer lmao. My hair is a pride point of mine, but I don't know if that'd turn me on, it seems a bit too "out the bedroom" kind of talk.
62. What is a sex-challenge you would create? Would you do it with your partner or solo?
🌂 not​familiar​with​the​term. Definition seems really diffuse when I search around...
🌂 Does this game (🏹) count?
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Who is your favourite character who you do not write?
mun  questions   —   @xiidoctor, 
uhm  ...  probably  elsa  from  frozen  ?  i’ve  written  all  of  my  favourites  at  some  point,  or  they’re  listed  on  my  multi.  regina  mills,  melinda  may,  olivia benson,  cordelia  goode,  olivia  crain,  river  song,  sam  carter  ...  i’d  say  i’ve  had  a  bit  of  elsa  brain  rot  for  the  past  couple  weeks.  i’ve  always  wanted  to  try  maleficent,  but  -  eh.  actually  ...  i  have  been  thinking  about  bak  sun  from  sense8  ...  obviously,  i  adore  amanita  (  for  obvious  reasons  )  and  she’s  on  my  multi  (  she’d  have  her  own  blog  if  i  didn’t  already  have  two  freema  blogs  despite  only  being  able  to  really  manage  one  )  but  after  neets,  sun  is  my  favourite.  i’m  just  hesitant  to  give  her  a  try.  also  narcissa  malfoy  (  black  )  has  been  a  muse  i  sometimes  think  about,  added  to  my  multi,  and  then  just  never  written.  honestly  though,  if  there  were  ever  a  character  i  love,  then  i  wrote  them  at  least  once  at  some  point.  there  was  a  time  on  one  of  my  multi’s  where  i  had  249  characters  available  to  interact  with.  so  ...  idk.
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Anime i’ve Watched
That begin with a N (Part 2)!
Yep this is how i’m going to bring over all the anime and manga i’ve watched and posted about on the old blog. It’s not so detailed but it will have to do. Anything new I watch or read from this point on will have their own posts.
Net-juu no Susume  (Recovery of an MMO Junkie):
Genres: Game, Comedy, Romance, ONA 
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Synopsis:  For the first time since graduating high school, 30-year-old Moriko Morioka is unemployed—and she couldn't be happier. Having quit her long-standing job of over 11 years, Moriko quickly turns to online games to pass her now-plentiful free time, reinventing herself as the handsome and dashing male hero "Hayashi" in the MMO Fruits de Mer. With the pesky societal obligations of the real world out of the way, she blissfully dives headfirst into the realm of the game, where she promptly meets the kind and adorable healer Lily. Befriending each other almost instantly, the two become inseparable just as Moriko herself becomes more and more engrossed in her new "life" as Hayashi. Eventually, Moriko adopts the reclusive lifestyle in its entirety, venturing out from the safety of her apartment only when absolutely necessary. Meanwhile, unbeknownst to Moriko, a timid 28-year-old corporate worker named Yuuta Sakurai has also logged onto Fruits de Mer from the other side of town. Coincidentally bumping into each other at the convenience store one night, both write off their meeting as no more than just another awkward encounter with a stranger—however, fate has more in store for them than they think. [Written by MAL Rewrite]
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My Rating: 8/10
Finished airing in 2017 with a total of 10 episodes
My Thoughts: The male lead wears glasses! In case that’s something anyone but me cares about... Aside from that I can’t remember much about this one which is never a sign of an amazing anime so it’s up to you friends! Will you watch it or leave it?! 
Nijiiro Days:
Genres: Comedy, Romance, School, TV Short, Shoujo, Slice of Life
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Synopsis:  Nijiiro Days follows the colorful lives and romantic relationships of four high school boys—Natsuki Hashiba, a dreamer with delusions of love; Tomoya Matsunaga, a narcissistic playboy who has multiple girlfriends; Keiichi Katakura, a kinky sadist who always carries a whip; and Tsuyoshi Naoe, an otaku who has a cosplaying girlfriend. When his girlfriend unceremoniously dumps him on Christmas Eve, Natsuki breaks down in tears in the middle of the street and is offered tissues by a girl in a Santa Claus suit. He instantly falls in love with this girl, Anna Kobayakawa, who fortunately attends the same school as him. Natsuki's pursuit of Anna should have been simple and uneventful; however, much to his dismay, his nosy friends constantly meddle in his relationship, as they strive to succeed in their own endeavors of love. [Written by MAL Rewrite]
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My Rating: 8/10
Finished airing in 2016 with a total of 24 episodes. Each episode running about 13 minutes in length. 
My Thoughts: Love the manga, which I keep meaning to finish because it is a completed title... and I should probably finish it before manga gets even harder to find online with the way things are currently going... 
Anywho, the anime! Pretty good. The episodes are about half that of a normal anime but you have a 24 episode count so it’s basically the same as having a 12 episodes run with the usual running time!  I’d watch it is you want more content after the manga, but keep in mind that the anime does not cover the entirety of the manga! 
No Game No Life:
Genres: Game, Adventure, Comedy, Supernatural, Ecchi, Fantasy
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Synopsis:  No Game No Life is a surreal comedy that follows Sora and Shiro, shut-in NEET siblings and the online gamer duo behind the legendary username "Blank." They view the real world as just another lousy game; however, a strange e-mail challenging them to a chess match changes everything—the brother and sister are plunged into an otherworldly realm where they meet Tet, the God of Games. The mysterious god welcomes Sora and Shiro to Disboard, a world where all forms of conflict—from petty squabbles to the fate of whole countries—are settled not through war, but by way of high-stake games. This system works thanks to a fundamental rule wherein each party must wager something they deem to be of equal value to the other party's wager. In this strange land where the very idea of humanity is reduced to child's play, the indifferent genius gamer duo of Sora and Shiro have finally found a real reason to keep playing games: to unite the sixteen races of Disboard, defeat Tet, and become the gods of this new, gaming-is-everything world. [Written by MAL Rewrite]
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My Rating: 7/10
Finished airing in 2014 with a total of 12 episodes. 
My Thoughts: I have a laundry list of things i’m meaning to watch, read or do. Watching the No Game No Life movie on Netflix is one of those things. Anyways! I recall this one being alright, nice art/ animation/ character design and an interesting premise but too short and underdeveloped. One of those animes that may have benefited greatly from a longer run or second season. 
No.6:
Genres: Action, Sci-fi, Mystery, Drama
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Synopsis:  Many years ago, after the end of a bloody world war, mankind took shelter in six city-states that were peaceful and perfect... at least on the surface. However, Shion—an elite resident of the city-state No. 6—gained a new perspective on the world he lives in, thanks to a chance encounter with a mysterious boy, Nezumi. Nezumi turned out to be just one of many who lived in the desolate wasteland beyond the walls of the supposed utopia. But despite knowing that the other boy was a fugitive, Shion decided to take him in for the night and protect him, which resulted in drastic consequences: because of his actions, Shion and his mother lost their status as elites and were relocated elsewhere, and the darker side of the city began to make itself known. Now, a long time after their life-altering first meeting, Shion and Nezumi are finally brought together once again—the former elite and the boy on the run are about to embark on an adventure that will, in time, reveal the shattering secrets of No. 6. [Written by MAL Rewrite]
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My Rating: 8/10
Finished airing in 2011 with a total of 11 episodes. 
My Thoughts: Just read the manga and watch this as extra, I can’t remember if the anime covered the entirety of the manga’s story but either way check out that source material first! The manga series is also completed which is a huge bonus. High point: The relationship between the two leads. 
Noragami:
Genres: Action, Adventure, Comedy, Supernatural, Shounen
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Synopsis: In times of need, if you look in the right place, you just may see a strange telephone number scrawled in red. If you call this number, you will hear a young man introduce himself as the Yato God. Yato is a minor deity and a self-proclaimed "Delivery God," who dreams of having millions of worshippers. Without a single shrine dedicated to his name, however, his goals are far from being realized. He spends his days doing odd jobs for five yen apiece, until his weapon partner becomes fed up with her useless master and deserts him. Just as things seem to be looking grim for the god, his fortune changes when a middle school girl, Hiyori Iki, supposedly saves Yato from a car accident, taking the hit for him. Remarkably, she survives, but the event has caused her soul to become loose and hence able to leave her body. Hiyori demands that Yato return her to normal, but upon learning that he needs a new partner to do so, reluctantly agrees to help him find one. And with Hiyori's help, Yato's luck may finally be turning around.
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My Rating: 8/10
Finished airing in 2014 with a total of 12 episodes. 
My Thoughts: Yes! Watch it! Love it! And also read it. Big downside: The updates for this manga are slow and the story is unfinished obviously. Upside: Two whole seasons of anime goodness, and if we’re really lucky we’ll eventually get another? Ok maybe not... but a girl can dream! Also this anime has one of my all time favourite opening themes! Amazing! 
Noragami Aragoto:
Genres: Action, Adventure, Comedy, Supernatural, Shounen
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Synopsis:  Yato and Yukine have finally mended their relationship as god and Regalia, and everyone has returned to their daily life. Yato remains a minor and unknown deity who continues taking odd jobs for five yen apiece in the hopes of one day having millions of worshippers and his own grand shrine. Hiyori Iki has yet to have her loose soul fixed by Yato, but she enjoys life and prepares to attend high school nonetheless. Taking place immediately after the first season, Noragami Aragoto delves into the complicated past between Yato and the god of war Bishamon. The female god holds a mysterious grudge against Yato, which often results in violent clashes between them. It doesn't help that Bishamon's most trusted and beloved Regalia, Kazuma, appears to be indebted to Yato. When lives are on the line, unraveling these mysteries and others may be the only way to correct past mistakes. [Written by MAL Rewrite]
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My Rating: 9/10
Finished airing in 2015 with a total of 13 episodes. 
My Thoughts: Another amazing opening theme! Seriously this series really knew how to pick them! Also have crushes on a solid chunk of the cast... so there’s that. 
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Rico besides Kama what do you think about the other indian servants?????
AHHHHHHHHHH THIS IS GOING TO GET SOOOO LONG!!!! i have a different view of the indo fam as a whole. i call them the indo fam but i mean the found family trope!!!! theyre like a group of college students sharing a dorm if that makes sense, since their servant selves are obviously different from their initial myths/human vessels!!!
OK SO. RECENTLY, i have an oomf that found books about arjuna that summarize his exploits in the mahabharata(I DONT HAVE THE STRENGTH TO READ IT ALL IM SO SORRY) and also talk about him in a more philosphical manner such as his states of mind during each event etc and i’ve been meaning to read said book because im genuinely interested in arjuna now!!! and i’d like to know more about this indo prince because from what i’ve seen, he is portrayed in a rather bad light(?) in FGO which i find extremely !!!!!!!!!!! and incrdibley !!!!!!! strange !!!!!!! the mahabharata’s conflicts can be put in a mostly grey area where there’s no good nor bad, its not black and white. so seeing arjuna get bashed because of the way his conflict with karna was written is... hm. let’s say that im REALLY starting to understand arjuna fans that dislike seeing him get mischaracterized so much. OTHER THAN THAT, his design is adorable, his travel outfit is my favourite because he deserves to relax and have some fun!!! fgo making him a chuuni is cute and his VAs little moans are cute cute cute!!!!!!!!!!! (mash grabs my shoulder and forces me to sit down) i think that arjuna deserves better and im really happy to see him have fun in his travel costume voicelines. i think we should take arjun on a date!!! he’s a great lover, we’d have the best time!! OH ALSO, kama seeing him as the student council president in their interlude makes me SOOOOOOO HAPPY its unreal, i think it fits him very very well, the seitokaichou who was elected because of everyone’s hopes and recommended by teachers because he’s suuuch a good student but because of that, the pressure to be good is constantly towering over his head and everytime he looks out the window he wishes he could ditch class and skip a day just because he felt like going to the arcade and be a bad student.......just this once........i think hes very very cute...... i want him to cook for me. HAVE YO U READ HIS BOND 4 VOICELINE ?mmmmmggg i want him to get embarrassed everytime i praise him for having such a muscular waistline. AUG
ANEWAYS i also have quite the thoughts about karna, his characterization in the game is linked to arjuna’s and thats fine but i think that forgetting how much of a little sassy bastard he can get was a mistake! did you know that in apocrypha’s german dub on netflix, when jeanne calls his name like “You’re Karna, aren’t you ? The son of the Indian Sun God !” HES LIKE “So ?” AND THAT WAS SOOOO BITCHY OF HIM, i think that karna is a good boy in fgo but the fact that he was such a fighty old man in the mahabharata shouldnt be forgotten and is a charm trait. I MEAN ???? HE THREW HANDS WITH AN 18 YEAR OLD(ARJUN) WHILE BEIN LIKE... THIRTY TWO. WHATS WITH THIS ANNOYING OLD MAN !!!!! knowing these little facts about him made me like him so much more actually !! i think karna being so nice is adorable!! but the little bitchy energy u can find in his voicelines is also very charming!! i think karna looking at me emotionless as i ask him to lend me his notes for the nth time that week and then saying “...Mn.” when i thank him is cute!!! his voiceline towards things he dislikes is interesting to me. karna seeming aloof and mean bc he doesnt know how to communicate but is actually nice underneath...... hey... thats a little delinquentcore........ i wouldnt say yankii but hes like... hes like... u know hes the handsome quiet one of the group of yankiis... u know the one...? hey where are you going
ganesha is also a character im deeply interested in but i havent played CCC so i dont know that many details about jinako herself !! my brain goes HMMMMMM it seems lord ganesha is trans in fgo ! (since kama used to be a male god originally as well!!) ganesha uses all pronouns!!! and ganesha is also special to me because they share similar traits with kama when it comes to their characterization AND mischaracterizations. ganesha isnt JUST jinako. theres a part of a god in the servant mix!!! and jinako HERSELF is actually a pretty sad character imo. the whole otaku/neet thing is obviously a facade and her true wish being that she wants to redo her whole life is also proof of how much she hates what shes become, yet at the same time, she doesnt know what else she could do. but anyways, i prefer looking at servants from a lore POV so i think that ganesha should still be considered a god and be adressed as such!! i like seeing people portray ganesha as jinako but i prefer it when a certain lavish more godly side of them is put forward. a side of jinako that managed to move on a little bit if that makes sense ? that got more serious. and became someone else entierly despite sharing similarities. needless to say their bond with karna makes me happy since he shows them respect as you should towards a god!! its a bit different from their bond in CCC... like they matured somewhat!! anyway ganesha is the one who taught everyone else in the indo fam about video games and technology and i will NEVER shut up.
ashwatthama..... MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM %_’(’ç_”’è_ç(è_’”545656455456545453£¨¨µ¨µMµ¨++°=)=)°+ goodness. jesus christ on earth. my love story with him makes me so embarrassed. when he got revealed i instantly fell in love with him despite knowing JACK SHIT ABOUT HIM but since i was the only one in my friend group who was hardcore into fgo at the time, i kept my love for him to myself and just... (looks away)(i drop my wallet full of picturses of him) quietly adored his everything in silence. WELL, ree having an intense crush on yankii type characters isnt new, its been my favourite trope for ages (gyarus go in hand with them!!) and im still very attached to it so thats what made me love him in the first place!!!! BUT THEN. I GOT INTO HIS MAHABHARATAN LORE. And OHHHHHHHHH BABY.......... (im twirling my hair) so theres this 7ft tall war criminal..........<3<33<3(mash leans in and informs me that the convention of geneva didnt exist at the time) SO THERES THIS 7 FTTALL IMMORTALMAN.......<233 gOD he makes me absolutely CRAZY9909840385%£%%£%%µ%µ%µ the love i have for this character is immense and whenever im sad i remember that pako exists and has a tablet and can draw and i suddenly feel so much better. ok im gonna stop horny posting a little bit. but hes my wife. AND WHAT I LOVE ABOUT HIS PORTRAYAL IN FGO IS THAT, they actually made him a good boy despite his initial roughness and misdeeds ???!!! HELLO?? ashwatthama wishing for a redemption ark is my favourite thing and his righteousness that was born because of his regrets is a very interesting drivepoint to me !!! hes a gorgeous character and im buying a ticket plane as we speak right now so i can go find him in northern india. i’ll find him. GET YOUR HANDS OFF ME !!!!!GET OFF ME !!!
miss lakshimi makes me very sad! because every female servant in the indo fam is an already known face. (... would sita count.) and lakshi being a jeanneface is a waste. well, she’s still very pretty and her lore is also quite interesting!! i havent looked into it fully yet but i think she should be kissed on the mouth. her bad luck makes me slip on a banana peel whenevr i get close to her to kiss her and i hit my head on the pavement and pass away- 
parvati is on a tough spot for me atm. i genuinely love thinking of her as the way the indian goddess herself is portrayed because thats where the fun lies for me in her character. especially when shes involved with other indian servants, thats a given!! i would like to see parvati grow, suffer and heal. because branding her as an “all-knowing mom” is easy, but every single parent makes mistakes if you follow that logic. also, since shes the sakura servant “thats closest to her initial personality”, she’s got some of the most Repulsive fans ive Ever witnessed in fandom spaces and lets say that im trying to work my way out of this hellhole and find things to like about parvati without the fandom’s influence. needless to say, im going to keep looking into her mythos and her lore by myself at my own pace and keep doing my own thing in my little corner. 
rama shouldve been a jock. THE RAMAYANA IS OLDER THAN THE MAHABHARATA, WHY IS.....Hrm well him being summoned as his baby version gives me hope for a future rama alt perhaps??? but i think that he shouldve been a total jock and he shouldve been huge with a huge red lion-like mane for his hair and a teethy grin and big biceps and intense love for his wife. SPEAKING OF SITA, her charm point is her purity but i wish.... that their artist still hadnt drawn them like That, im not a fan of lily servants and i think purity = being young is a bit of an annoying excuse!!! rama and sita looking similar is because of their shared history which is fine but... rolls my eyes............. rama shouldve been 6ft tall and sita shouldve been a milf to match...... anyways i doubt ravana would be added as a servant but i’d love to have a ramayana centric event!! where all indo servants have their own lore centric role to play!!! oh thatd be a dream.... but i have learned to not expect much from a fanservice game so im jus gonna draw my own stuff! (strikes a pose!) (mashu claps!)
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slamtarotime · 4 years
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I've yet again been roped into this,
Taag gaame!
Cheers @chibis-crap ε>
Nicknames: Slam, but also Jamesy, and one friend has asked permission to call me Jimbo exclusively (granted, obviously)
Zodiac: Capricorn
Height: 6'4
Hogwarts House: Gryffindor (griffendor? griffith? I confused dumledor with gandalf the other day.)
Last thing I googled: "Sybaris Warframe" (too many weapon, not enough inventory, had to make room)
Song stuck in my head: Ave Grave - Thee More Shallows
Follower to Following ratio: 864 to 100 (Oh! got my 100th follower today, neat [upon further review it may just be a bot])
Amount of sleep: Sometimes as much as 10 hours or more, or less than 5 if I'm binging something that night and have to get up (yeet-yeet I'm a neet)
Lucky numbers: 7 and 21
Dream Job: Game Dev, but realistically any old software engineering job
Wearing: Long sleeves + sweats
Favourite songs: Wind's Nocturne from Lunar 2, Tell Me Why by Penpals, Broken by Gorillaz (and many more)
Instruments: Piano, some guitar, and messing with my Kalimba
Random Fact: Started school in 9th grade at 15 due to homeschooling (not fun)
Aesthetic: Recycling Bin ♻️
I curse you 17 to share my fate:
@shitpostthegreat @lethbienne @lighthouse1138 @sweetragdoll @parasite-core @greeneminems @zegreataxolotl @glittery-pile-of-flesh @pocketsizerudy @entanglingrobobiology @golgak-the-goblin @happily-joyful @tallon-underworld @inebriated-knowledge @tiffanyblews666 @sarahthetrollcop @jeffrey-lebowski
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4, 10, 32 and 33 for the marvel comics asks? ♥
4 - favourite x-men villain
the writers uh there’s a lot i like! x-men are. vv good with villains tbh. i feel like i’m cheating if i say Mag Neet Toe because a) obvious and b) technically he’s not a villain anymore he’s a,,, p*litician 🤢🤢🤢 i would. also like to say Mystique but idk if she counts? but u know what i guess nobody really counts as a villain anymore because they’re all.. basically forced to be friends so i say mystique! she’s canonically bisexual and has a wife and i LOVE THEM SM it’s. very good. she has GUNS and is VIOLENT and ANGRY and while also 😔 very sexualised but u know comics a woman can’t be in any way unattractive if she has any one of these traits. but she’s cool and she vibes and yes she’s,,, a shitty mother but u know what we let magneto get away with his awful treatment of pietro n wanda (and lorna tho i. haven’t read too much of them together tbh shshsjnshj) so. she gets the Gay Pass. anyway bring back her wife or suffer her wrath 🙃🙃🙃 honourable mention to my best girl madelyne pryor i absolutely LOVE her but she deserves so much better then what she gets so. hshshhs
10 - what character has the best character development?
honestly i could name a LOT but partially because writers are inconsistent as hell it’s actually hard to say,,, but tbh i’m gonna go with my underrated fave wonder man. man had a chronic anxiety disorder for a good few years and was Struggling and honestly like. same. everyone else goes right ahead into danger and he’s just freaking out in the background and is AWARE of this and feels ashamed for not being strong enough emotionally despite being one of the most powerful members. and u know what? checks himself and decides to do something he loves (acting) which helps him with his confidence! he actually gets better and begins to Grow and Learn. then there’s a. slight degression in the 80s and 90s but shhh comics during that time were generally... b*d. BUT. he then kinda becomes more Normal, kinda a jokeish character tbh at some points and just kind of there to Punch and act as filler. THEN. has a slight Mental Breakdown (had a few of those in the 80s & 90s) and by the end of it decides that enough is enough and that he does not want to cause people any more harm, which is ESPECIALLY meaningful when u remember that he is canonically a survivor of childhood physical abuse at the hands of his father & brother. he makes the DECISION despite his background and despite his strength to be a pacifist, to not resort to violence because he feels like he’s hurt too many. much like how he decided to be a hero despite previously getting incarcerated for embezzlement. simon has messed up multiple times, and has suffered through so much and (especially during the 80s-90s) has been angry and destructive (rightfully so) but despite that he refuses to let it consume or be his defining characteristic and chooses to be a pacifist and i. i love him a lot ok.
32 - which character has the coolest powers?
I’D LOVE TO NAME WANDA IF PEOPLE COULD ACTUALLY DECIDE WHAT THEY WERE LIKE I--
um. but there’s! a lot i like. obviously i like my mans wonder man who is A Being Of Pure Ionic Energy or whatever the fuck, straight up no organs where did they go what happened why did him being able to turn purple snatch his organs??? BUT. also am a big big fan of mr reed richards and his horrifying stretchy long body 
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he’s gross. disgusting. body horror rep we all need i love him so dearly cdhdhdh. i also LOVE LOVE LOVE the silver surfer’s powers he’s cool as hell. man just floats around in space naked on a surfboard and honestly king. me too. you wish you could be half as cool as motherfuckign norrin radd of zenn-la. monica rambeau’s powers are also awesome like??? she can become ANY kind of energy she wants that’s dope. like she can even duplicate unknown energies if she see’s it for long enough... honestly imo the BEST captain marvel. she’s so cool. i’m love her.
33 - who’s your favourite character without powers?
OOO BOY. there’s. quite a few i like. edwin jarvis, the butler of the avengers is,,, probably my fave lmao. he’s trying SO hard n he’s so sweet and. honestly a miracle he’s alive. anyone that goes in or out of that mansion is his child no matter who you are. his dad vibes are immense. i,,, i love him a lot. also robbie robertson (epic fucking name btw /s) from the daily bugle who is. honestly a legend. i could probably read... a LOT more spiderman comics but. i love him a lot he’s very supportive and caring and. i trust this man. the only man in the news business with right tbh. everyone else GET OUT.
marvel comics asks!
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HOWDY PARDNERS ! my name’s tasha and i’m just your local zombie-loving, shiv roy enthusiast. cracking my knuckles because i haven’t written an intro in a while so pls be gentle but i’m rly looking forward to writing with you all !
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☢      —     (  NICHOLAS BRAUN, CIS MAN, HE/HIM  )     Trading in their coffee mug for a toolkit might not come easy for JACK DETLER. This thirty-two year old barista brings his stature, conflict resolutions skills and his ability to make a good cup of joe to the table … but their cowardice and skipping leg day could drag the group down. And while their adaptable nature might raise group morale, their idealism might give them a few enemies. That’s the last thing anyone needs right now. Hopefully, in the apocalypse movie that’s now their life, this INNOCENT BLUE EYES will make it to the end credits… 
TW / drugs, death, miscarriage. 
had a pretty rough upbringing but never viewed it as such, his parents were drug addicts but loved him dearly, but unfortunately were negligent with him. however, from a young age, without really knowing what he was doing, he made it work. waking himself up in time for the bus, cooking himself microwave meals, forging his parent’s signatures for school trips. his parents would let him stay up and his house was always filled with people, mostly unsavoury but it made him never feel lonely. 
when he’s fourteen he comes home from school to cop cars outside his house, his father has been shot and his mother arrested. the policemen check him for signs of abuse, but only find minor malnourishment. he is taken by social services and shipped off to foster care.
which he hates. the moment he turns sixteen he’s living on friend’s couches instead. he doesn’t like to talk or revisit those two years. he’s forever grateful to his friends who lent their homes and love in his time of need.
at nineteen he meets a girl who he considers the love of his life. he’s a grocery clerk, but within a year he’s promoted to manager. they’re together for seven years, he proposes when she tells him she’s pregnant. she miscarries and it puts an irrefutable strain on the relationship, which they try to work out for upwards of three years. ultimately, she breaks up with him. 
he’s now thirty-two, and is still feels the aches of a decade long relationship gone, even though it’s been three years. he’s now a barista. 
PERSONALITY
super optimistic, and kind. worries a lot for those who cares about, to the point of becoming smothering. likes to joke around, and is adaptable to the situation, but values stability and steadiness since his childhood had none of that. 
WANTED CONNECTIONS
childhood friend : someone who let him sleep on their couch, holds a special place in their heart for them . 
ex fiancee : he would still die for her , obviously there’s ten years worth of a relationship to explore here , but it would be fun and juicy !
rebound : someone he rebounded with post break-up and just wasn’t good ‘cos he was a mess . 
co workers : he’s a supervisor / barista at the coffee shop , he loves his job ! they can either have fun together or hate each other, i’m up for anything. 
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☢      —     (  JEFFREY WAHLBERG, CIS MAN, HE/HIM  )     Trading in their keyboard for a flashlight might not come easy for LOU HOLSTAD. This twenty year old veterinary receptionist brings his skilled handiwork, penchant for mental math and creativity to the table … but their appetite and carelessness towards his own life could drag the group down. And while their critical nature might raise group morale, their laziness might give them a few enemies. That’s the last thing anyone needs right now. Hopefully, in the apocalypse movie that’s now their life, this NEET will make it to the end credits…    
TW / drugs.
lou holstad grew up in a middle class family and had a pretty normal childhood. he has a younger brother who he dislikes because he thinks he’s an asshole, and their mom has a tendency of floating in and out of their life at random times. 
he’s always felt melancholic, but always dismissed it as adolescence, puberty, etc ... despite what felt like waking up with cement bricks on his shoulders everyday, he pretty much floated through high school.  
despite smoking a good amount of weed, he’s a pretty naturally gifted kid, excelling in the stem subjects, but focusing on music. he was planning to go to a new york music school but after being accepted, chickened out. 
now he spends his days gaming, roller skating, and composing, though he hates everything he writes. his ex-girlfriend, sawyer kinney, got him a job as a receptionist at the local vet, so at least he’s bringing in some money. his dad, although he doesn’t show it, is disappointed in him. 
PERSONALITY
a bit of a grump and a loner which can translate to him being outright rude sometimes. pretentious when it comes to music, and definitely has no right to be considering his favourite band is the smiths. feels perpetually isolated, and loves an unhealthy dose of escapism whether that’s through super smash bros or a joint. 
WANTED CONNECTIONS
friends through work : not necessarily a co-worker, but maybe someone he’s gotten to know through them bringing their pet in ? 
hobby buddies : he roller-skates and plays music, and yet makes both of these very isolated experiences for himself when it doesn’t have to be. 
smoking buddies / dealer : self-explanatory, someone he gets his weed from, maybe they smoke together too. 
hook-up : and awkwardness ensues after because that’s just the type of guy he is. 
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Danganronpa Another Episode 2: Jan’s Imagination
A while ago, I talked about sharing the ideas I had for an eventual Danganronpa: Another Episode 2 since I’m fairly sure there won’t be one, and I guess it’s about time I should. I will be doing so in three parts: First, the things I would really have hoped or even expected to see. Second, the things I have imagined when making-up my own plot for it. Don’t judge me, it’s a thing I do. Third and finally, random ideas I had that would make me say “JUST IMAGINE THIS”.
That being said, this is all for fun, and I can already sense this post is going to be a mess. DRAE is my favourite Danganronpa game, so don’t hesitate to see this whole thing as some random fangirl going wild. I’ll be illustrating with screenshots for attention. Here we go!
1. Things I would have hoped or even expected to see.
Though some people have been thinking about a DRAE with new main characters such as Maki Harukawa and Himiko Yumeno, and while I like this idea, my vision of a new game has Komaru Naegi and Touko Fukawa as main characters. It takes place around the same time as the events of SDR2, and possibly follows until the events of DR3: Kibou-hen. The scene where Komaru and Touko come back to… drink some water I guess, in the anime, could potentially be the ending of the game. In that case, searching for Monaca like in Mirai-hen would be part of the game, and it clearly doesn’t put her as the main antagonist. She would just seem like one, but once again, be revealed as harmless. The other kids (Nagisa, Jataro, Masaru and Kotoko) are obviously not antagonists either. Just like they are in the anime when they ask for Monaca not to be harmed, I would imagine them to be in regular contact with Komaru and/or Touko (though I wouldn’t be surprised if they don’t trust the latter because of her foul mouth, messy appearance, and other personality who’s a serial killer) and for them to be their allies. They could even be the ones explaining their mission or giving them side quests.
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But then who’s the main antagonist? Could be a completely new character, but I struggle to imagine for such an important new character to be introduced during a part of the timeline that’s already been covered in the series. It’s definitely not impossible though, but my first idea for a, if not the antagonist of this game, would be Haiji Towa. Yes, you heard me right, Haiji, probably the least popular character out of the whole series, would be an important character. It definitely seems like we have more to see from him, as by the end of the first game, he clearly looks like he’s experiencing completely new emotions that he hadn’t quite been able to grasp before. Plus we just know he’s not dead, thanks to the end credits that show him alive… somewhere.
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Of course, one could argue that he could have died (killed himself, or been killed by the Monokuma kids because he’s not much of a fighter) after that, but then what would be the point of showing an illustration of him alive in a new place during the end credits? It definitely tends to suggest that he’s still here, somewhere. I believe that given his development, and his personality in the past, there is no way that he plays any role other than an antagonistic one. Moreover, seeing Komaru come to terms with the fact that he’s absolutely not their ally anymore would be very interesting. I can see him having been overcome by despair and wanting for the Monokuma kids to stay as they are, keeping the city in despair. Alternatively, he could actively want to kill them, putting Komaru and Touko in a position where they have to protect the kids from him while simultaneously running away from them, but that’s not really how I would interpret his new ideas by the end of the first game. I’m describing him as the main antagonist here because he’s the only character that’s already been introduced in the series that I can imagine having this role. However, while I am absolutely certain that he would appear in this new game, he could be like Monaca, a smaller antagonist, that’s not as important. We could even imagine the game as not having just one main antagonist, but multiple “smaller” ones; a pretty interesting concept in my opinion, given that in Danganronpa a lot of characters experience despair, and so in different, personal ways, leading to different reactions or crimes. There could be one antagonist per chapter, leading to different missions, each time being defeated. Some could see hope again, some could be put in prison or even die, or if they have green hair and twintails, become a NEET. With these “smaller” antagonists bothering Komaru and Touko along the way (and potentially Nagisa & co giving them side quests too), the main mission would still be to free the Monokuma kids and bring order back to Towa City. A way to free them from their masks would probably be introduced, and in my idea of the game, explained by local blonde guy who looks like he has really pretty nipples Byakuya Togami. It would of course be achieved in the end, explaining their presence along the survivors of the Final Killing Game. The city would have yet to be rehabilitated, but the kids wouldn’t cause anymore chaos, leaving room for hope. Now you may wonder, why would Byakuya even be here? Well you see, there’s something I would really like to see happen in Danganronpa: it’s a conclusion on Byakuya and Touko’s relationship. Because you see, I personally believe that Touko sees Komaru as a friend (maybe even the very best friend), and still has feelings for Master Byakuya.
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(No offense to Toukomaru shippers. I am personally very attached to canon and believe this ship doesn’t follow what the game insinuates, plus really love Touko and Komaru’s relationship as friends, always being eager to see this kind of friendship portrayed in stories. I however have nothing against it and understand its charisma.)
But their dynamic is currently awful. Byakuya doesn’t reciprocate her feelings and is more often than not mean to her, while she simply won’t accept that he doesn’t like her and probably sometimes rightfully creeps him out. Almost nothing has changed since Trigger Happy Havoc, and it’s about time it does. Now, I’m not sure what would really happen. Either Byakuya could warm up to her and realize he is actually more attached to her than he thought he was (which could maybe happen in a situation where Touko is put into danger, probably around the end of the game) and they would end up together, or, and I think that’s the most interesting option, she could come to terms with the fact that he won’t love her, while he – and that change in attitude has been somewhat introduced in Mirai-hen regarding other survivors from the 78th class – accepts to be nicer to her in the future. This could be an evolution lasting the whole game, with Touko questioning herself the whole time, and the conclusion could be triggered by an event in which they have to work together, why not to save Komaru from a bind (explaining why, though she’s the main character, Touko wouldn’t be with her, and they would be alone together). I think a serious conversation and collaboration between Byakuya and Touko is what Danganronpa lacks. Them not ending up together would probably explain why Touko still looks as messy in Kibou-hen, as I would imagine Byakuya wanting his girlfriend to look like a good wife for the heir of the Togami family, and Touko gaining enough confidence to try and look like she does in her fantasies. And bear in mind that this is not a bad ending in my opinion. By finally accepting their situation, Touko would get to move on and eventually come to fall in love with someone else, and she could actually be friends with Byakuya, to whom she was very attached after all.
I think I’ve covered about everything. The characters would then be Komaru, Touko, supported by Byakuya and the Warriors of Hope, and the antagonists would be Monaca (shortly), Haiji (mainly or shortly too) and eventual new characters (or, why not, randos from the Danganronpa universe that we’d all forgotten about and didn’t expect to see as antagonists/important characters). The main goal would be to free the Monokuma kids from their masks, being delayed by side quests and the antagonist(s). The drama would be Touko and Byakuya’s relationship being worked out. With all this in mind, let’s move on to the second part!
2. Things I have imagined when making-up my own plot for it.
Don’t worry, this part probably won’t be as long as the first. The difference is, most of what I enunciated in this first part makes sense when you look into the current canon, and works towards a complete, logical plot. What I will be talking about now are ideas I had, things I thought could potentially happen, but they’re not necessarily linked to each other and didn’t really work with what I think Danganronpa: Another Episode is actually meant to be. For example, I’ve imagined for Touko’s final revelation that Byakuya won’t love her to be triggered by a very different event. In that one, Byakuya would be the one put in danger, and Touko would risk her life to save him. She would survive, but be injured – I have imagined the ending to take place in a hospital in which she is recovering (I guess in that idea of DRAE2, the game takes place after Kibou-hen, and not before it). Byakuya would warm up to her simply because he’d realize he got scared for her life and because he’d be thankful for what she did, but still wouldn’t fall in love with her. Touko’s revelation would, like I explained in the first part, be the end result of her questioning herself the whole game. (This scenario actually also works very well with them getting together in the end. I simply don’t think it’s as interesting.) I didn’t include this in the first part because as I just said, it wouldn’t really match the timeline as well if she’s hospitalized, because it didn’t really include Komaru, and because while it may be more dramatic, it’s not as logical as my idea of them having to work together and just having a talk about it.
I’ve also imagined Nagito Komaeda being a character in the game – the game, once again, taking place after Kibou-hen. It would be unclear whether he’s an ally or an antagonist at first, with Touko not trusting him even though Komaru insists he’s not in despair anymore, and eventually be revealed to be their ally. I think it would be interesting to see Komaru and Touko react to him not being their enemy anymore even though his personality seems mostly unchanged, and to see him trying to make-up for his past mistakes. However, this would require for the 77th class to come back from Jabberwock Island for some reason, and most likely for some of his classmates to appear as well. I’ve imagined Hajime Hinata being the one to finally reassure Komaru and Touko that Nagito is not their enemy, for instance. Since I remember there being posters with Mikan Tsumiki’s face on some walls in the first game, if she shows up, I’ve imagined there being a line from either of the two protagonists about how they remember associating her with the Ultimate Despair. Nagito could play a role that mirrors the one he played in the first game, but shows what has changed about him and the side he wants to take.
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Another idea could be that in this game, instead of searching who are the hit list targets, Komaru and Touko would actually search for the characters themselves. This would be a nice way to get a grasp of their personality and actual link to the 78th class students (I’d love to learn about Mondo Oowada’s friend, for instance) or to know what happened to them. However, I’m not completely sure that’s possible, as some of them can be assumed to be dead, and this is supposed to be Hiroko Hagakure’s job. Plus, I’m not sure what they would really bring to the wider plot.
I think that’s about all the things I’ve imagined that didn’t show up in my possible plot. In that case, let’s move on to the least interesting part of this post!
3. JUST IMAGINE.
- Taichi Fujisaki comes back, but he’s actually one of the antagonists, assuming that there are multiple, like I proposed. He’s been taken over by despair after his attack, having been injured and maybe even sheltered by someone in despair – or he’s being forced by someone taking advantage of him to work against Komaru and Touko’s plan. In the first case they’d have to show him reason, in the second one, he would probably get defeated on purpose to give them a chance to move on.
- There’s a controller at some point, and it’s supposed to be used normally in order to advance in the game, but Komaru gets PTSD from the “break the controller/don’t break the controller” thing. Worse, a controller is actually to be used to finally free the children from their masks.
- Komaru finds herself having to spy on Future’s Foundation activities because she feels like Byakuya is hiding things from her. She goes alone because she doesn’t want to hurt Touko’s, who completely believes in Byakuya, feelings, and hides somewhere in his office, in a location FF would be temporarily using in Towa City. That’s when she discovers Byakuya’s coworker (a new character!!!1!! and ally, just like Byakuya, a member of FF) is actually his boyfriend. She doesn’t know if she should talk to him about this, and whether she should tell Touko or not.
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She finally asks him if he’s really gay, and his reaction is something like “yeah, so what?” like he never thought it was a secret and doesn’t see how it’s an issue.
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Yep, I put that part right at the end so that you’d read the whole post without thinking I’m stupid and delusional. Now you may.  
And that’s it! I hope a few people will have sticked with me until the end, and I hope this is somewhat interesting? I’d love to know what your own ideas are so please tell me (by reblogging this post, commenting it, or sending me an ask, feel free to do any of these), same goes with what you think on my own! Which ones are your favourite? Are there any you feel don’t make sense? I’ll say it again, I love DRAE. With the poster in NDRV3 and the open ending to the first game, I really hoped there would be a second one. But with Kodaka having left Spike Chunsoft, I don’t think that’s going to happen anymore, and frankly, hope it won’t (unless it somehow comes from him). I know a lot of people don’t care and some fans even dislike the guy, but I think as the main scenarist, Kodaka is the most important creator of Danganronpa and it won’t really be Danganronpa if he doesn’t have his say in it. If he comes back to the series, I hope it’ll be for a DRAE2, but I don’t think it will happen.
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I was tagged by @omfgshefuckinded so here goes nothing
Rules: Pick three fandoms, answer the questions and tag 10 people
My Chosen Fandoms:
- Brooklyn Nine-Nine
- Veronica Mars
- Sense8
The First Character You Loved:
- Jacob Peralta how could I not
- Tie between Veronica and Logan Echolls because duh
- Wolfgang 
The Character You Never Expected To Love So Much:
- Captain Raymond Holt 
- Eli Navarro tbh 
- Felix
The Character You Relate To The Most:
- Amy Santiago 
- I guess Veronica ?
- Kala maybe? idkk this is too hard lmao
The Character You’d Slap:
- Roger Peralta or Hitchcock lmfao
- Madison Sinclair omg yes I would slap her to death 
- Whispers obviously
Three Favourite Characters (In Order Of Preference):
- Jake, Amy, Charles
- Logan, Veronica, Wallace
- Wolfgang, Lito, Kala
A Character You Liked At First, But Don’t Anymore:
- legit no one lmao
- I guess Cassidy “Beaver” Casablancas ? I liked him but then he turned out to be, well....
- No one I don’t think. Everyone’s either a love or a hate and no one switched sides lmao
Three OTPs:
- Peraltiago, Dianetti, Holt/Kevin
- LoVe, Lilly/Eli, Keith/Alicia
- Kala/Wolfgang, Sun/Mun, Nomi/Neets
this was really hard lmao i started to think of all the shows i’ve ever watched and it made it so difficult. Don’t hold any of this against me cause these might change in the future idk lmao
I’ll tag anyone who wants to do it i’m too scared to tag people 😳 lmao 
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basically all my freaking out while watching the Sense8 (obviously this is 100% spoilers so it’s under the cut for easy avoiding)
- Starting with baby Wolfie 😭 he just wanted to protect his mother!!
- Shit I forgot Wolfgang had been captured
- Kala reaching out to Wolfgang and being so gentle with him!!!!! it’s what he deserves!!!
- Lito explaining the cluster and how it feels to Dani and Hernando and Hernando being the most precious artsy bean about it
- Will using all his police interrogation training on Whispers  👌🏻 👌🏻 👌🏻
- Whispers is such a fucking psycho jeeeeez talking about cutting Riley’s brain open
- Poor Amanita talking about her dreaming of Paris, but wow Nomi’s beautiful speech about marrying Neets was such a tear jerker
- Lito still worrying about his acting and then having a cabin fever meltdown omg classic Lito
- Wait Wolfgang’s mother was his sister???
- Oh god Wolfgang’s dad raped his step-daughter that’s so awful
- “You’re still my mum” baby Wolfie never fails to make me cry  😭 😭 😭
- Wolfgang is so smart and brave and strong I will always love him and I really hope his escape sequence isn’t a dream
- Oh my god there’s like 100 sensates in those beds
- Kala talking Wolfgang down from suicide ☹️ poor Wolfie must be so tired of fighting he’s been doing it his whole life
- Bug fan girling over the cluster is too sweet he is the purest soul
- Poor Sun; coming from a country where honour is so important and having to hear that her family’s scandal is “the story of the decade” must be hard
- Sun FaceTiming her detective boy!!!
- “NO MORE CARBS IN THE HOUSE I’LL EAT THEM ALL” same Lito
- Did Rajan accidentally lead BPO to the cluster ffs
- Rajan you were not ready to know everything omg his face
- Rajan loves Kala so much she needs to tell him that she loves Wolfgang too it isn’t fair
- The French club owner being gay for Riley #relatable and Will agreeing to pistols at dawn for Riley’s love 😂😂
- Oh wow that woman talking about the Paris attack, what a beautiful little speech
- Wait if they all ran then where is Whispers?? Where are they keeping him??
- Will’s “bad cop feeling is buzzing”. he’s basically Spider Man
- Omg Capheus spraying the van scene
- Dani and the gun wow I’m gay
- Dani talking to Whispers about being an abusive shit you fucking go girl
- Mr Hoy is back!! But....he’s going to kill himself isn’t he? ☹️
- Chairman has a real Darth Vader vibe going on
- Wolfgang egging the chairman on to shoot him in the head damn boy
- Hernando knowing Lito’s movies better than he does!!! Dedicated boyfriend alert
- Lito dressed as the most stereotypical Frenchman ever with a dozen baguettes omg
- “Gay?” “We wish.” “Two at the bar are cops” wow Dani just because they didn’t want to buy you a drink!! 😂
- Sun and Capheus fist bump!! Amazing!!
- Sun in a glittery crop top 👌🏻👌🏻
- Okay but if Rajan was with Wolfgang then surely he saw Wolfie air kissing Kala, AKA HIS WIFE???
- Mun came for Sun!!!
- Lila shooting everyone and kidnapping Whispers dang
- Wow, Kala LITERALLY going behind Rajan’s back to connect with Wolfgang how shitty. Wolfie deserves better than to be a side piece and Rajan doesn’t deserve to be blatantly cheated on. Decide, Kala, or see if your boys are happy to be in a polyamorous relationship like Litnando and Dani.
- “Guys, how about some BUBBLY?!” Rajan seems to be taking everything well omg
- Wolfgang’s thank you speech 😭😭😭 my baby boy deserves this family and all the love so much!!!!
- Oh my god, the old church is beautiful
- The whole Lacuna thing was INTENSE
- Riley sharing her music with the cluster and their spouses was so pure
- FELIX AND WOLFIE REUNION!!!!
- Omg Wolfie’s favourite toy the rocket launcher returns
- “I think I’m going to enjoy killing you” damn right Wolfgang
- OH FUCK I FORGOT RAJAN BROKE HIS DICK ON THEIR HONEYMOON OMFG
- God Puck is gross
- Trojan horse? Nah mate Trojan condoms
- Aw the episode titles is Love Conquers All
- The tourist scene 😂😂
- Wolfgang in soft pink 😍
- Rajan being shocked by Kala killing someone but then immediately asking to be taught how to shoot because he understands that this isn’t a black and white situation 💜 we stan one (1) good husband
- I swear to God if anything happens to Felix Imma flip my shit AND AS I WAS WRITING THIS HE FUCKING GOT SHOT AGAIN HE BETTER BE FINE
- Sun just fucking climbing that guy to take him down what a hero
- MUN GOT HURT NO
- God I hope nothing happens to Rajan
- KALA GOT SHOT NO SHE NEEDED HER HAPPY ENDING WITH WOLFGANG
- Kala directing her two men to save her life fuck I’m weeping
- Rajan thinking of the taser thank god
- Jonas killed the chairman!!!!! damn!!!!!
- Sad that Wolfgang didn’t get to shoot the chairman, but happy he got to use his rocket launcher on the helicopter Lila and Whispers were on 👌🏻
- THEY ALL GOT TO GO BACK TO THE EIFFEL TOWER
- Wolfgang smoking 👌🏻 I really shouldn’t find it as attractive as I do haha
- HOY LIVES!!!! I’M SO HAPPY!!!
- Awww Capheus bringing his family to Paris! he has so much enthusiasm for life
- Sun is cleared of all charges!!!!!!
- SUN’S DOG RETURNS!!!!! (”she wanted to introduce me to her family” cuts to just the two of them and her dog. AMAZING)
- OH MY GOD THIS IS NOMI AND AMANITA’S WEDDING
- Capheus introducing Sun as the spirit of Jean-Claude 😂
- Will meeting Riley’s dad and telling him meeting Riley was the best day of his life I can’t
- Oh dang Amanita’s free loving mum meeting Nomi’s shitty mother this can only go one way
- Not the way I expected but you can clearly see the difference in their families seeing as Nomi’s parents didn’t even know how they met
- NOMI AND AMANITA BOTH LOOK FLAWLESS IN THEIR DRESSES
- Bug walking Nomi down the aisle and both of them thanking each other for being family I’m crying 😭
- Riley’s dad playing the piano at their wedding makes me so happy
- Amanita’s speech was so powerful and Nomi’s was so wholesome and full of love I’m so happy for them
- The firework sequence!! Beautiful, exactly what they all deserve after all the struggling!!
- Rajan and Wolfgang with their arms over each other’s shoulders cheering fireworks wow 😂 so glad the show didn’t pit them against each other in the finale
- Bug meeting a woman!
- The acoustic Nothing Matters When We’re Dancing made me cry
- Wolfgang and Rajan dancing terribly together at the rave music omg
- Kala chugging her drink when Will asks her what she wants wow 😂 her not knowing storyline has literally lasted the whole show she’s clearly just having both of them at this point good for them
- Of course the Nomanita wedding serves pot brownies 😂😂
- “Nomi! I don’t know what I was thinking; it’s a beautiful name!” I am crying so much I’m so happy for Nomi to get to hear her mother finally say that
- Dammit I was hoping to avoid another orgy scene but I guess it isn’t Sense8 without one
- Riley’s starry bra is super cute I want it
- Wolfgang’s face in the bed when he’s trying to convince Rajan to have a threesome 😂😂
- Wolfgang/Rajan kiss!
- Oh no they’re doing callbacks to the couples through the show I can’t it’s too emotional and reminding me that THIS IS THE FINALE
- I can’t believe the last shot of the finale of this incredible show was the strap on 😂😂
- The cast and crew video through the credits 😭 I can’t believe this amazing show is over
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Being someones Bitch!  [13]
It was Monday morning and I was in my car heading down the m6 motorway for a very anticipated meeting. I had been up since 6am - preparing and making sure that if what I was expecting from today was going to come about -then it would be 'perfect' at least from my preparations.
In my car along with me - I had an overnight bag and a small suitcase - the overnight bag had everything I needed for the mundane task of showing the world I am the person who goes to work at a particular job - has a small circle of friends and a normal social life. In other-words nothing out of the ordinary - just another working sheep going through life uninterestingly, conforming to what society says one should do - and NOTHING TO REPORT HERE.
In the small suitcase was ME and everything I am inside and WISH I was - everything I throw at the Universe and say "fuck you for torturing me - I am who I should be in here".
Going off the main topic for a second - I suppose I should say a few words about how I hate the Universe and Life the way I do - and how those like me - cope. Some - as you may or may not know - don't survive - depression and suicide [don't like the word] or stopping the torture - is something I have contended with - just trust me on that.
If you're as I am - then there is NO BIGGER defining factor to the idea of self, no BIGGER obstacle to a purpose in life - of being "who I should be", of how your soul operates in life - its THE DEFINING factor about every waking moment in your life - even something as mundane as how you sit in a chair - tortures you. The main defining factor of what I have to deal with everyday - is - 99.2% of people are born as they should/want to be and it is quite impossible for them to get their heads around someone who -like me - completely wants to change their sex.
Now I am not talking about anything to do with just that thrill we all worship "sex/intercourse" and all its little fetishes - there is quite a sizably larger percentage than 00.8% that have that kink were dressing in another sexes clothes gives them a little tingle and sexual excitement! both male and female. I get that obviously - but those people are not empathic to people like me - people like me understand that sexual feeling - obviously because no matter what we are now - if we were born the right sex then all we would have to contend with was sexual fetishes, desires. People like me however are not just someone who has a fetish - and we/I know that anyone who has that fetish - would totally ignore and humiliate someone like me at a moments notice just to hide their feeling about their own fetish. It is still though only a small percentage - something around 2.3% of a nations total personages will think of that particular fetish - and an even smaller percentage will act on it.
That HUGE percentage of the people left - does not understand, cant accept it at any level, and is for the most part OPENLY hostile to it and will mock it when given a chance socially. Forget the whole "lesbian/gay scene" they're beautiful people in all forms, male or female - but this is not a "sexuality" thing its a GENDER thing. And there you all are thinking OUR modern societies are openly tolerant and accepting - after all - are we not THE ENLIGHTENED TOLLERANT generation/generations? Yeah right!!!
Even now - I know that to be completely honest to the majority of people I meet - or "providence preserve me" my friends - would mean ostracisation on a humiliating and mean spirited level. In other words TOTAL loss of friends and mocking at every opportunity. I have only met 5 people throughout my life were I didn't instantly recognise that thought of "OMG you freak ima tell everyone" if I happened to mention that which I hate about being me. My only true "friend" - which vexes me still to this day - that hasn't judged me AT ALL and did in fact embrace me closely to herself, to her life also to her family and social circles - and yes even takes me to her bed intimately - when times dictate such things as closeness, gentleness and unbiased uncontrolled release is what's needed - that friend in life is the one I mentioned at the start of this memory. -She is quite literally THE MOST BEAUTIFULL creature I have ever met - her legs go on forever - theyre bandy = so cute - she - well shes gorgeous and intelligent and calls me by my true name :) “Sonya” and is my best friend and I’m astounded that her love for me is unbiased!! In this life she is rare indeed!
To be someone like me - is to be ostracised from peoples lives, thoughts, TV/entertainment and their idea of what society should be. People like me are - for the vast and absolute majority of the world 'FREAKS' and things to be laughed at, publicly humiliated and told we are "wrong" on as many levels as the person has a the vocabulary to express.
I will say this, UNLESS you have a truly open mind to everything and every individual you ever witness/meet/know - then you will do as the sheep do and box everyone and everything into neet little boxes with labels on them. Don't be a sheep! One person who is straight - is not the same as another who is straight - one person who is gay/lesbian - is not the same as another who is gay/lesbian. One person who is a policeman, is not as the next policeman you meet - same for politicians, doctors, nurses, hunters, fisherman, models, porn stars, carpet fitters, plumbers, housewives, husbands, sons, daughters AND TG.
Anyways......
So! - my little suitcase was to me - all I should be/want to be/am/should of been born as - and so it's literally jammed full of everything I think of as PERFECT in every way. I had within it the following - 2 makeup cases, 1 for eye makeup and 1 for creams, foundations and lipsticks etc. 4 vacume seal able bags - 1 for skirts, 1 for tops and 2 for underwear - the rest was filled with "toys" and 3 pairs of shoes - my fav heels and 2 ankle boots :) PERFECT!!
As I was driving down the m6 I was soo nervous but also smiling uncontrollably - expectation was the "keyword" and my mind was racing with soo many ideas - some wonderfull - others horrifying. See to be someone like me - means not just an overwhelming sense of unfairness - but a constant intrepidation/fear off someone finding out who shouldnt and not understand and/or refuse to udnerstand - which is the vast majority of actions for the earths popultion.
On the stereo was one of my favourite bands - 'Velvet Revolver' :) 'Scot Weiland' **lush** does it for me - dang those lether pants - sigh!!!!!! I had spent an hour doing my nails and they were perfect - I was admiring them every chance I got on the motorway - one of my more inspired moments for months had been earlier that morning - to just do a 'french polish' and make them shine!!
My drive was only going to take 20 mins but I was very early because I wanted to find the address and also grab a hotel for the evening - though I was kinda hoping I'd be 'tied up' for the evening - pun intended lol :)
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