#nvm i guess lol

[wolfziedraws]

I'm in love with both of them your honor

#yes im speedrunning fantasy high #yes I now have a brand new set of traumatized teens to be insane about :) #ayda aguefort #garthy o'brien #d20 #dimension 20 #fantasy high sophomore year #d20 fhsy #fanart #EDIT: damn ok nvm i guess Ayda is 17 #even though she literally said 'im an adult' in the last episode #devastating for me but happy for fig ig lol

[zhongrin]

my job sucks sometimes but the people i work with are a gem. i feel like i'm in discord.

coworker 1: can't stay long in the meeting, gotta send my youngest to school

coworker 2: i thought YOU were the youngest

coworker 1: i'm young at heart

coworker 1: unfortunately i'm physically old and insomniac

coworker 1: (coworker 2) is off for this week. calendar said 'family engagement'

coworker 3: but. but i thought we were a family....

coworker 1: so are we going ahead with the meeting or postponing? asking for a friend.

coworker 1: oh that's a pity. just when (coworker 2) is awake.

coworker 3: ?? but it's 4pm for them?

coworker 1: exactly.

coworker 2: IT WAS JUST ONE TIME.

coworker 2: well. okay. several times. i guess.

coworker 2: sleep is essential i'm still young

#rin rambles #sometimes i look at men and say 'ew' but this is not one of those times #i had to wake up at 6 but i'm not even complaining lol #time to eep more i guess #nvm idt i can the husky across the house woke up #he's goodest boy tho he's forgiven

[warmsol]

i miss makoa and elia so much but my motivation to story tell is at zeroooooo

#what if i just. skipped to wedding and baby aha. HAHA. what if #what if i just… you know.. did that.. nvm #the temptation to drop the story and move to gen two is so high at the moment?? wow #i just get sad because i don’t have the time to make story posts as often anymore :( #which sucks because i write sooo much for them again but finding the time these days to translate to the sims is so hard lol #and so it takes me a year to move forward.. sigh #anyway. i'm missing 2019 isa when i posted twice a day sometimes #well. i guess the good thing is that at this rate my blog will die before i let them die heh #okay i’m gonna update my mods and such 😒maybe do something in game. or open bg3. we'll see. ily have a happy friday <3 bye

[beevean]

Sonic Superstars

Speed Jungle Act Sonic

#sonic the hedgehog #sonic music #sonic the hedgehog music #sonic superstars #music of the day #i don't know why i liked this one so much in the medley that they had released lol #i guess i was surprised by how dark it sounded #while still keeping a samba rhythm #(nvm that in game it gets frequently interrupted...) #now i'm reminded a bit of silent forest act 2

[karofsky]

one of my favourite internet things that happens is when I see a stranger online with a good post, and go "that's a really great and well thought out point, good to know there are agreeable people here!" only for days later to see the same stranger online with just the most dogshit take

#nobody i follow or in my immediate circles but lol #like it was literally... two days ago? and I saw something from them just now and was like #nvm you wasted all your correct thoughts on that other issue I guess

[ravidrws]

Just a silly lil thing

Based on this tweet

#Diluc #genshin impact #genshin diluc #Idk how to tag this it's not really a fanart?? #genshin fanart #Lol nvm #I was working on an actual fanart for his new skin #But then I saw that post last night and I spent over an hour barely blinking #I don't remember a thing #It was surreal #Then I went to sleep and I forgot abt it #redraw #I guess?? #diluc fanart #ok bye thats all #The og post is hidden now but Diluc is still standing strong #ravidraws

[little-eye-guy]

twitter is suddenly not showing any post at all to me, not even my own. i made one mentioning this and immediately was told that the post did not exist

#eye guy speaks #well uh. if this is just a me problem i guess im not using twtter anymore. lol #nvm looked it up and everyone is having this problem #i love that all the posts can just disappear like that. very cool and awesome #hey why did this post get four notes immediately is it because i said twtter in the tags #and ppl are searching here for answers #i hate the tag system here bro #if it's not it's own tag don't show it to ppl searching for that tag.......... #let's see if editing the original instance of the word clears things up #sorry to all you randos but i don't enjoy coming up in search results when i don't intend for it

[skrunksthatwunk]

went back to the sketchbooks around when i was going through yyh for the first time in 2019 and found a pile of near-yearly sticky note updates about my relationship with the series next to my first yyh doodles, a page full of kuwabaras. thought it'd be fun to share

+ more thoughts and old yyh art below

(it's crazy i didn't find any kurama-centric pages for months bc i think he's the one i doodled in the margins of class notes and stuff the most. his hair's pwetty and he gives me the least trouble outta any of the main 4)

something i noticed while skimming the two sketchbooks i took these from was how mean i was to myself at the time about my art. i guess it hit me more because i don't really spend hours going through my old sketchbooks over and over to track my progress and growth like i used to quite often. i guess it was only a little after when my self esteem was lowest (8th grade, tale as old as time), but... idk. i knew back then that i'd grown a lot in the few years since i started drawing more seriously (that's why i looked through my art so much), but like... i guess that never translated into being nice to myself about it. i ended up going back through about ten more sketchbooks to find more yyh art, and in the coming years i'm glad to say that negativity in the margins went away. hell yeah

but even so, my love for yyh was a constant and effusive thing, as it is now. it's probably the oldest of my current media interests. i watched myself get into rgg and develop my ocs and watched others fade in and out, watched my style loop back on itself and go all over the place, passed by pages of writing about crushes and album releases and gender discoveries and my grandparents dying, all surrounded by little drawings of the characters i love. including kuwabara in a maid dress right next to my dead grandma grief rambling that one time (no i'm not kidding. my grandma died in like late 2020 and the page where i poured my heart out after finding out she was gone just trying to process everything had one with catboy maid dress kuwabara directly opposite it, who i'd drawn like the evening before she died in her sleep. he killed my grandma from like 100 miles away he was that powerful. that wasn't even the last time i drew him like that and i don't even care about catboys or maid dresses much. i think it was just a bigger meme and he was the guy i most associated with cats. i put that man in a situation and he fucking got her because the book couldn't contain him. some victor frankenstein shit. anyway)

i took about 150 pictures, most with multiple sketches. i decided not to add any more though bc 1) i posted some of them on old accounts but i don't remember which ones, and tbh i value my anonymity a little too much 2) All Of The Pictures Turned Out Bad in ways i don't feel like getting into but just trust me it's like 6 layers of fucked up illegible image bullshit 3) i found it hard to narrow it down to things i felt were indicative of the development or interesting or anything like that. idk. i figured it was an interesting exercise for me and it probably wouldn't really mean anything to anyone else. and that's ok :) it was nice anyway. i mostly mention it to be like Oh My God i've drawn these guys a lot and i STILL don't know what i'm doing... :| it's fun

however i did transcribe the notes i left:

7/9/19: yo it's been less than a week & i'm on ep. 80 wtf i love this show

8/14/20: 1/2way thru my 3rd watch (first dub, first [with older sibling]) & honestly still love it & kuwabara being the first one i drew makes me happy

7/28/21: i'm watching it w/ [younger sibling] now! 4th(ish) watch, 2nd time through the dub, which is so much better than the sub really elevates the text. we're at the semifinals of the DT, which means this is technically my 5th time through yyh up until that point but eh semantics anyway i still love & obsess over yyh! <3

1/14/24 (present day): hey, i'm rewatching yyh for the.. idk 5th or 6th time. still love it & never stopped. now i'm writing fic & drawing & posting about it. i have friends i talk to about it. [both siblings] have seen it. so much has changed, and so little, but it made me sad seeing how much i insulted my own art. i love you 2019 me. god knows you needed it

[+ this drawing]:

anyway. forever fornever. if you even care

#that's all. just kind of a personal post i thought was neat. skrunklore #skrunkart #yyh #yu yu hakusho #you can really feel the 14 y/o in a lot of the little notes and stuff but that too is part of the growth and change im trying to celebrate. #ripping my fingernails off about it but it needs to be done #also the hearts are because they love each other. and also me in like a cheering you on kinda way #ok more lore but around jr year i started feeling like my art was getting worse or at least stagnating and i kind of wished i could go back #to the era where a lot of that art is from bc there were little things i was better at and also bc i was much more prolific and adventurous #and while i'm sympathetic to it looking back after another couple of years it's like nah. no i was still growing i was just too close to se #like i'll be like oughh i haven't grown at all in years >:(( and then i'll look at the art i made over the course of 2023 and go oh nvm lol #some of it was more 'getting back into the swing of things' + traditional and tech issues being resolved but there was also growth #there is also stuff to be proud of and there always is and there always will be. that goes for you too reader #no matter what your art does or does not look like. i guess that's part of why im posting this too #part of what got me into visual art was seeing how people's art changed (sketchbook tours). it's cool and seeing that learning process so #well preserved and so easily analyzed kinda activated something in my brain. i think it got me past a lot of the 'im just not talented' #stuff a lotta ppl have that keeps them from drawing or sharing it or whatever. anyway art's cool i love art. gonna go draw now probably :D #ALSO really funny watching the way i drew myself change. all in ways that make sense but still funny to me. long hair glasses girl you'd #probably keel over if you saw what we look like now. hell yeah

[bunkernine]

society if hoo had them at uni age and the lost trio went to chb and chiron is like "how tf are ANY of u alive and unclaimed". wilderness was just community college.

#on a serious note this changes a lot actually. annabeth and percy would not be in chb anymore so when percy goes missing #its like. a genuine possibility and fear because demigods don't make it that old. there is also some added time between tlo and tlh as well #further adding to jasons isolation as being even WEIRDER than everyone else. he also would've been praetor for longer so maybe the romans #wouldve cared more. this also does away with the plot hole of ppl not giving a shit that jason piper and leo (and dylan) straight up #dipped. introducing piper especially to a summer camp makes chb less appealing because they're too old for that and thus makes their #departure from chb make more sense in toa. yet also it opens up the possibility of new rome uni.... which i cannot see any reason as to why #leo would not go there!!!!! outside of being banned cuz he bombed new rome lol. but pipers sexuality arc works for college too!!! ur never #too old to find urself. but also this is the question of if you are able to relatively function in society (this is more for piper leo fran #and i guess percy) then why would you even fight this prophecy??? anyway lol them being college aged is perfect cuz percy is literally #going to a new place and having a new transition with new ppl... like u do in college LOL. now the question is would hazel still be 13. nic #is a lot older at this point and perhaps has the same age gap as bianca and him did 🤔 cant remember. but also don't know why hazel was 13 #in the first place lol. idk. in my college hoo she is just a senior in hs about to graduate from spqr and thinking about staying there or #possibly going to newru after seeing frank make the decision the previous year! SAD! #anyway in hoo. percy and annabeth are sophomores. frank and the lost trio are freshman. #but then in toa. percy annie frank and the lost trio are all graduating cuz percy got held back and Annabeth failed after tartarus fr. #but then also know that piper never went to newru and is adamant about going to mortal uni. and leo kills in newru but is bored. nvm i #forgot he died 🧍‍♂️ ummmmmm ok. ignore leo. and jason actually. so um. ok that really threw me off but are u getting it. that's when apollo #is like 'heeyyyyy i need help pwease 🥺' and they're all like 'dude.' #OK! #but also i ackowedge that this is a children's book and i am not its demographic so god be with you.

[mossflower]

stares at my bio

#realistically. i do not post owl house anymore and haven’t really for months. and am unlikely to post about it again #but i feel weird taking it out!! i loved that show!! i still love it!! i’m just not fandombrained abt it anymore #like it’s not even on the backburner like tma or good omens is. dw is a long term interest. i’m actively into tlt #i think of toh as a show i love. just not in that way anymore ok this sounds like a breakup why am i being so dramatic #tbh i do not miss the fandom. kinda a cesspit of deranged takes and insane discourse. made me a main tags avoider #it felt like secondary school? everyone being weirdly mean and hiding it under a progressive skin and jokes? #lbr thats bc most ppl were teenagers. me included lol #but it was more good than bad. staying up late to watch the streams and getting excited over theories and all of it. i’ll miss that part #but the next time i say ‘hey this cartoon looks pretty cool’ i need someone to bodily tackle me to the ground and stop me. it’s not worth i #rip morgan’s animation era 2020-2023 i guess <3 #nvm. i’ll just replace toh with homestuck! which is still kinda wild to me lol #like if you told the me of a year ago that i would be into homestuck more than toh rn i would not have believed you #morganposting

[nick-close]

I will say I had a dndads dream last night where the dads anchors were represented by rooms rather than objects which was very cool.

Glenn’s was basically a big toy room- signifying holding onto the past and an inability to grow up.. and he went on a magic carpet with ‘Morgan’ (who wasn’t real)- and while all the other dads got attacked by shit in the room, the fact he clung to his past meant he was allowed to just vibe there. But the dads got to the door and needed Glenn and insisted he had to come- and eventually Glenn caused so much shit he followed them, handing them each a candy he grabbed along the way.

That lead them into Ron’s room. Ron’s room was a small music room- pretty much just four beige walls, some chairs, carpet, and two whiteboards that had like. What dream dm Anthony described as ‘sheet music drawn by someone who can’t read sheet music’. There was soft piano in the background. Presumably in this world Ron played music as a kid? There was pretty much nothing else in the room. It was an empty place where his only choice is to stare at the impossible notes he can’t play. I think Willy’s voice came up saying something, but I can’t remember what.

#Mei dreams #for a fun tag #I haven’t tagged past dreams but yk #I have em #it was fun #the puppet thing that attacked the dads looked like the villain from Kirby star allie s #dndads #dungeons and daddies #dndads odyssey #that said a fun note is #Glenn went ‘Darryl I have a gift for you’ and Darryl went ‘I’m Jewish’ as if that meant he #wouldn’t be able to receive the gift??? #until it was a Charleston chew and he went oh nvm #he was scared of the gift I guess #also Ron was gonna be given grape pop rocks so Glenn was like ‘be careful it might be overwhelming’ #but it turned into a juicy drop pop #that’s less coherent tho lol

[ssspringroll]

LOL i found my antenna cc in an article about occult cc, and they said this about my antennae ^

the antennae have absolutely 0 color and 0 texture. there is simply not any.

#you are complimenting whoever made the skins you are using i guess bc it sure isnt me! #i very specifically and somewhat notoriously do not know how to make textures #not sure if this article is computer generated or not but i thought it was funny #like complimenting my scarf and i am wearing nothing even resembling a scarf #simoleon #nvm i take it back its definitely computer generated #they have a 'this person does not exist' pic as their author icon #and they also mention hats and forehead creases? which are not something in the antenna collection #i think the computer got tripped up by the cas slots LOL

[synintheraven]

Random rambling here but just casually googled Christian Hillborg (aka Erik on TLK) out of curiosity to know how old he is and I was like "oh he's probably in his mid or late 30s, definitely not 40"

COME ON

#I used to be SO good at guessing people's ages 😭 #but the TLK cast broke me 😤 #this also means I definitely have a problem with old enough to be my father + blonde dudes #nvm I'm sticking to Arnas he's a baby #(8 years older than me but that's nothing) #kyra's ramblings #I'm devastated lol

[sherlock-is-ace]

once again, mlm stories written by and for cishet women are so lesbian porn for cishet men, but at least they're aesthetically pleasing

#listen i'm not judging i am watching this show and enjoying it a lot! #but it is very fun to see the fantasizes of these women #i guess I can't say much cause i was about to compare it to brokeback mountain and i don't know if that was written by a woman #nvm it was lol #but yeah the typical ''i'm having sex with a man for the first time #i'm never done this before. this is so new to me #but yeah lemme bottom and use no lube. we fuck like MEN'' #ahfnjsng #obviously condoms weren't even considered here... what for huh? #oh well... that's the one thing i will always have to ignore lol #except when they skip the sex scene and to prove it happened you get a shot of a condom package open on the nightstand #at least you know they were safe lol #anyways... i'm annoyed a lil bit #angel talks

[nektaarr]

I'm shy and afraid of your reaction

Dont be shy worst thing that could happen is me laughing at you lol best thing that could happen is me laughing with you 😌🤷🏻‍♀️

#jk i wont laugh with you #👀😂 #nvm me pls #i guess its the post ramadan sugar rush lmao #i wouldnt laugh at you #why so shy #its just tumblr lol

[widevibratobitch]

took a bunch of clothes to my mom's to wash them since my washing machine is still down and she said 'ill do it dw about it' and threw my favourite white top in with the colours. i no longer have a favourite white top :)

#and i cant even be mad at her because her husband is dead #lol and lmao #anyway the top is now the ugliest greyish minty colour and it looks horrible #normally i wouldnt mind. like there were two white tops and the other also got dyed and idc #but this one had a more unique idc shape? whatever you call that. and it was one of the very few crop tops #that really made me feel good about my body. like not even 'ok i guess i dont look like something that crawled out of a garbage bin' #but genuinely 'good' #and it feels so stupid to be this upset over such a small thing but i feel like ive been at the very limit for the last few days #with everyone fucking crying around me #that this genuinely feels like a tragedy to me rn lol #anyway im being nice and i keep saying its no big deal and nvm but ig you can see that im upset #so now SHE'S mad that I'M mad even tho im not even being a bitch about it im just Sad lol #kms #anyway i feel like shit and it all feels so overwhelming and to think that ill have to spend the long weekend in may here too #my dad and his gf will be at my place in wrocław going to concerts cause there's some sort of festival #all my friends will be chilling and having fun #and i cant even go to prague or vice versa because ill have to be here. having the time of my life with my mother and my grandpa #losing my mind and getting panick attacks in the bathroom lol