#numb af

[damneddunya]

Emotionally SPENT

if you give someone too much too soon they fall in love with your hand not your heart

#Numb af

[copingwithmemes]

#emotional numbness #dark humor #relatable af #relatable memes #funny #humor #lol #coping #ptsd #ptsd memes #depression #depression memes #dissociation #dissociation memes #anxiety #anxiety memes #cptsd #cptsd memes #mental illness memes #i want to care but I can't #such a shitty feeling #meme #memes #derealization #depersonalization

[sundaytragedy]

I could totally do surgery on myself and even give myself anesthesia and then stitch myself up i could totally do that. I think I can figure out how to put it back

#is this just poetic or srs.....we'll never know #just know that i am high af rn #i dont have steady enough hands or good enough vision to ever be a surgeon i dont think. not in that sterile room. lol #sigh guess i'll pursue psychiatry #gonna fuck myself up irreversibly someday wdyt #trust meee #essentially surgeons ask that we trust them like thanks for not leaving any tools behind in my body i appreciate it man #that one nurse who did my 55+ stitches we had a moment #i was like no lidocaine pls i don't want my arms to be numb for the next day and a half i will kms more #so he didnt #that was so respectful of him

[heatherchasesyou]

There is no pain you are receding A distant ship smoke on the horizon You are only coming through in waves Your lips move but I can't hear what you're saying When I was a child I had a fever My hands felt just like two balloons Now I've got that feeling once again I can't explain you would not understand This is not how I am I have become comfortably numb

lyrics and inspo from here

#ough today was a rough day. but i'm here #ngl that was pretty much of a vent art and i shouldn't be ashamed to say dat #i put my whole feelings everytime i draw James lmaoooooo #but i'm better now for gud #also pink floyd is gud af pls listen to it BYEEEEEEEEEEEE #silent hill #silent hill 2 #pink floyd #comfortably numb #james sunderland #fanart #silent hill fanart #sh2 #video games #silent hill series #silent hill art #artwork #art #artists on tumblr #my art #digital art #drawings #illustration #art tag #artistic nudity #nonsexual nudity #nudity #cw nudity

[numbbrainstrorm]

My lord I thought of some cybertronian insults Pt. 1 ( they might already exist { I don't really pay much attention to others / what the bubbles in comics say}sorry ]

You lack of quality: imagine being so bad at fighting (being a war machine) that somebody calls you a lack of quality. What they mean is that the sentient metalico could've been used on building a better mech ( Feels like an attack on Missfire)

You scrap head : carries the same weight as a You IDIOT

You belong in a scrap yard : do I need to?you trash

That scrap pile looks better than you : attack on looks (not cool)

You left winged jet: jokes on you they ARE left winged ( left handed) - took it from my mother language ( máš obe nohy ľavé) It's an insult for being clumsy - only for seekers

Give me a minute I can think of more! ( definitely.)

#transformers #maccadam #mtmte #lost light #Somebody request something I'm bored af and I don't want to continue / start something serious #My Brains so numb smh

[rashfordxbruno]

"Manchester United lost looooool"

#manchester united #mufc #i feel numb af

[fynn-arcana]

Apparently tumblr’s for oversharing so— I’m super depressed right now and I don’t know how to make it better.

I feel so numb. It’s like I’m hollow inside. I just want to go away, but I don’t know where or how or why.

#vent post #tw vent #vent #depression #depressed af #sorry for being depressing #tw depression #tw depressing thoughts #numb

[femmeoutoffocus]

I miss this. I miss her*

*the 'me' that had things to be happy about

#i miss her #depressed btch #you came for my sluttery and stay for my sad...dery #lol #fml #mental health level 0 #yearning #broken #i miss the good #my head is pounding #numb #tired af

[bywandandsword]

have you seen a guy in shorts drinking an iced coffee while standing outside in the snow while it's actively snowing yet?

Not yet, but I have heard a couple guys in the ecology department talk about going swimming in the Penobscot River next week

You know, like crazy people who like playing fast and loose with frostbite

#absolute masochists I swear #I'm bundled up like the freaking michelin man and my fingers and toes are still going numb #and then these people will walk past me in nothing but a pair of leggings and one extra unbuttoned long sleeve shirt over a tank top #with not a care in the world #ONE GIRL WAS WEARING JUST A SPORTSBRA UNDER AN OPEN THIN AF SWEATSHIRT! IN 20 DEGREE WEATHER #AS THE SUN WAS SETTING! #my working crack theory at the moment is the lack of sunlight in winter increases bouts of lunacy #the less New Englanders see the sun the more they revert to ice goblins or white walkers or something #like seasonal werewolves but with less care about the health of their extremities

[just-an-anxious-mess]

#disassociation meme #emotional shutdown meme #im a ghost in my own home #i am numb af

[lonelyshark]

wanna feel something other than fucking broken </3

#therapy #girl help #idc lol #therapy memes #diary #therapydiary diary #tumblr diary #bored af #depressing memes #depressing quotes #diaryposting #feelings #idc anymore #reliable #tw depressing stuff #i feel numb #i fucking hate it here #depression diaries #tw ana diary #living with borderline #being borderline #borderline blog

[neptunes-saddest-alien]

Exhausted enough I just want to fall on the ground and rot between the cracks

#tired #exhausted #deppressed #numb #mentally tired #lonliness #pathetic #sad thoughts #deppresing thoughts #tired of being tired #tired of living #tired af #i'm so fucking tired #passively suicidal #sleep deprived #suicidal ideation #dead inside #empty

[faultsofyouth]

It's fucked up that the sober population straight up ignores how a huge portion of addicts have chronic illnesses

#was thinking about my stepdad and his plethora of health issues and how they shape his life #and then i thought about sewercentipede and Then i thought about the huge population of bipolar people who are alcoholics #and then after all that i thought about a convo i had with a straight edge friend who was like 'using illegal drugs Should result in jail #time because they could just Not do those drugs. they do it just for fun' #like i understand where he is coming from but i literally think he is wrong af. #i think the people who do drugs (esp hard drugs) recreationally are outnumbered 2 to 1 by people who #are self medicating with illegal drugs. i think most people totally ignore how chronic illnesses #and severe mental illnesses can hurt you on a profound level and because they dont know about that suffering #they do not understand the urge to numb that pain. and people have no sympathy for what they dont understand #lately im so bothered by people who share their opinions with me about complicated issues but clearly havent ever done any research on them #everyone thinks their opinion is so smart and special and no one is studying #especially not studying human behavior. most people think that socialization and political topics are a fucking joke #with 0 relevance to their personal lives. like no one is ever going to be truly informed about All the things #and i know i certainly am not but it is so annoying to speak with people who make no effort at all to learn about a subject #before they try and tell people the business about it. like that guy. his only understanding of drug use #comes from his own relationship to alcohol. but he was not an alcoholic he was just a perv who decided to go christian #like its so egotistical to assume that your experience and emotions can apply to everyone and yet he is not the only guy i know #who has no interest in any perspective other than his own but thinks his perspective is well informed #im sure women piss me off with this behavior too its just that atm i can only think of examples of men acting like this

[astrxealis]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME & @noxtivagus WOOOOO !!!!!!!!!! 🥺🥰😙💗💖🤍

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #okay today (30 minutes of it) has been fun so far. it was weird being so ... normal abt my bday! like! kinda numb! #but then my friends make me so happy that i feel myself again and idk this is a good bday after all i hope <33 #WHAHDJSB BIT SHY TO JUST SAY IT HERE BUT HONESTLY IT'S NOTHING I JUST LIKE SAYING HBD TO MYSELF EVERYWHERE LIKE WOOO YES IT'S MY BDAY #hope today and the coming year is good ^_^ mispelled good as food at first but hey that's food too! #good. i mean. aha. #SNIFFS I'M TALKING MORE AGAIN W MY BEST FRIEND AND FINALLY TALKED AGAIN W MY OTHER CLOSE FRIEND AND THEN I WANT TO TALK MORE AGAIN WITH MY #OTHER BEST FRIEND AND MY OTHER CLOSE FRIEND btw the distinctions between close/best friend here is basically if it's been Confirmed #but otherwise. <3 #i missed my friends guys. and i've also made a lot more really nice friends. and i also miss my other friends. #i've felt most myself than i have in months (maybe even years! yeah. years) so idk this year is going to be dang Good #lots of stuff i wna say to myself ere but it'll just be in my head and i'll try my best and whatnot and yeah :] <333 #next year is going to be scary af tho. oh my god.

[frmulcahy]

I just had my first edible like an hour and a half ago and they weren’t kidding about the “this edible doesn’t do shit” thing huh

#I’m #?????????? numb??? and dizzy and the back of my head feels wonky af???? #and giggly which is fucking STUPID that’s just in the movies why am I laughing it’s literally not funny #I took this in order to help me do my homework so Let’s Fucking See #cw drugs #cw weed #????

[celenawrites]

I was gonna work on WIPs and post something this weekend, but I just had a nosebleed, so I might have to delay some stuff. Sorry y'all.

#it's the first time it has ever happened #and i was feeling okay when the nosebleed started #but now my chest and back feel weird #and my head is heavy af #so I'll just sleep it off and get it checked by a doctor tomorrow just in case #also no screens until I get checked #so there's that #sorry y'all idek how or why it happened #it just did #also is it weird that my right leg feels a lil numb now #nosebleed #tw health stuff #celena.rambles