#now ive gotta think abt them

[luck-of-the-drawings]

"And soda; runs off into the street..." "...and soda... is totally okay!"

#jrwi fanart #jrwi show #jrwi suckening #cw blood #something something cracking open a boy w the cold ones #IF THERE ARE ANY MISTAKES I MISSED I SWWWEAR TO JEBEDIAH. IF I STARE AT THIS ANYMORE IM GONNA DIE IT NEEDS TO BE DONE #ALSO RRRAAAHAHHHGHGH CAN I JUST TAKEA SECOND TO SCREEAAMM ABT HOW MUCH I LOVE SODA AND EMIZEL.. LIKE THERYE SO CUTE.... #THEY ARE HOMIES THAT KISS EACHOTHR GOODNIGHT. THEY CARE SO MUCH FOR EACHOTHER. SODA LOVES SODA AND SODA LOVES YOU #do u guys remember how willing he was to share blood w his vampire bestie. like cmon. remember when emizel memorized sodas Soda Schedule. #LIKE CMON.... they just have eachothers backs so much. ouhhh my god... ANYWAY SO THE ART HUH. I FEEL LIKE I SCRAMBLED W IT FOR A WHILE #DRAWIN IS HARD..... i think i did well in the end tho.. i like the lil heart beat effects. and i hope i made soda look Suffieciently Scared #i ALSO had fun w the teeth. i however did not have fun w the walls. if i had more drugs i mightve done every brick in more detail #but i didnt WANNA!!!! this will suffice.I HOPE IT FLOWS WELL&THAT ITS CLEAR... IVE STARED AT IT SO LONG IT IS NOW VISUAL SOUP. HELP!!! #i want my comics to have more Pauses and Space and Thought and Momence. i feel like normally they go so fast. but THIS time #i think i did good.... huuoouhhhh.... comics are HARD art is HARD but i am HARDER. or something. OH YEAH I HAVE MORE ART THINGS #soda was RLY HARD FOR ME TO DRAW FOR A MINUTE..but i like where his design is now. i wanted his hair to be curly swirly.like soda fizz #i THINK thats all my thoughts for now. if u have thoughts u should spill them in the tags i looooove reading tttaaggsss #have a goodnight i gotta go to work soon. maybe. unless the casinos power goes out AGAIN. OR SEOMTHING... UUGHHH MY SCHEDULE IS IN SHAMBLES #I THOUGHT I WAS WORKIN 3 DAYS INA ROW SO I RENTED A WHOLE DAMN HOTEL BC THE JOB PLACE IS FAR AWAY.. I HAD TO CANCEL THE WHOLE RESERVATOn #annd im MMMMAD ABOUT IT!!! like ill get over it ofc BUT IM PEEVED!!!! IM INCONVIENIENCED AND GENTLY AGGRIVATED. BUT OVERALL FINE. #hope yalls weekend goes well. sleep well. if u get the chance to.

[so-very-small]

me: been a while since i made some fluffy g/t ocs, i should do that

the little mouse who runs in circles in my brain and talks endlessly about g/t: oh no

me: you took the fluff and turned it into a fucked up enemies to devoted lovers dynamic, didn’t you

my little brain mouse: oh yes

#g/t #giant tiny #lately ive been thinking about devotion without love #like being sworn to serve or guard someone who you fucking HAAAAATE #but you both gotta deal with it bc thats whatever that situation is. its such a good character dynamic #now add size to that #does the devoted shrink? leaving them useless in the hands of their now giant charge? #or does the charge shrink? leaving the devoted to care even more tenderly for the person they hate but are still sworn to #or a secret third thing that im gonna do for my new ocs :) #i realized i dont share oc stuff like i need to i need to talk about my ocs more. share my art #so if these ocs become a Thing then expect to see more of me rambling abt them

[ducktollers]

who up feeling their spirit get crushed into dust by this ai shit 😂😂😂

#turns out my laptop isnt strong enough to run glaze so now i gotta wait at least a month for them to reply to my dm 😃 #not on them at all ik theyre swamped but im just like. why do we have to fucking do this #like ​putting poison on our lunch so coworkers stop stealing it. Why do the coworkers get away with stealing it in the first place #why is this how things have worked out. the amount of companies ive seen use ai generation for their ads (TABLET COMPANIES.)……… #im like. u used to have to pay an artist to do that. and instead of putting technicology to good use #where it can do things that are tedious/difficult/impossible for humans to do #we’ve decided to have the machines do the one job we thought a machine COULDNT steal. bc its abt human creativity and passion #why. bc it saves a bunch of rich fucks even more money and they dont give a fuck about the rest of us #this shit wouldnt even exist if human artists werent here first for it to copy its souless its nothing its cold and dead i fucking hate it #YEARS of work and experience and craft honing and nobody gives a fuck they just see a person they dont have to pay anymore #steals our lifes work without our permission without paying us without a care how is my spirit NOT supposed to feel crushed #i see an ai image and all i see is decades of hard work that was stolen like if u ripped the bones out of a living person #ik jts dramatic and i keep going on abt rhis but it just bothers me SO fucking much #every time i have to think abt it ​its like a thousand pound rock dropped into my stomach #x

[rearranging-deck-chairs]

i think 10.2 electric boogaloo should be scottish. i think that would be fun

#why? just because #gatwa is scottish right i hope his doctor is scottish too i think it'dbe a funny transition #like smth is definitely wrong if youre regenerating back to what was basically your teenage self #one of them anyway #but we're not LITERALLY back in 2006 and we've BEEN scottish now and we WILL be scottish and inbetween we've been yorkshire which is now my #favourite english accent of all time out of all the times ive heard (not many) but thats beside the point #so #i think #he should be scottish! #to make it super clear thatl ike Oh You Fucked That Regeneration Up Buddy #and also as like a 'where do i know this face' kinda thing like #where do i know this accent oh yEAH it was when you were the most you youve ever been when you fulfilled your lifes mission THATS when #and then you felt betrayed by yourself and by the master but we've dumped the master now and youve made peace with yourself #but smth is still wrong Clearly so you gotta remind yourself #7 is in the mindspace still talking to you abt when and when not it's good to blow stuff up and fragments from the past #you should be scottish!! #thanks for coming to my tedtalk

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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#im pretty sure im having a mild allergic reaction to my tatto0 :-[ #its so itchy. like im sure itchiness is normal on some level but i dont think after a week it should b raised and so itchy its hard to slee #it only started to get bad yesterday and i mean im not covered in hives and its not fucked up and red but its not fun #im guessing its a metal allergy? but i got a black tatto0 years ago and thats fine. i guess its whatevers in the blue #so now my whole upper right arm and shoulder r so so itchy. its also possible this is bc i put expired aquaphor on it #but the itching started 1st and all i had was the aquaphor so idk maybe i made it worse or maybe it did nothing #and now ive gotta go to the psychiatrist tomorrow and shes gonna b like: have u broken out in a rash or anything? and ill b like well no #but im extremely itchy for probably unrelated reasons #or maybe this is caused by the lamicta1 and the tattoo didnt cause it. god dammit if she makes me stop taking it ill b sad. i want it to #work :-( ugh #or it could b infected? but each ring is separate so it would b weird if all of them go infected simultaneously #i want it to go away so i dont have to worry abt it tomorrow 😩 #unrelated #lab mate: when r u gonna leave today? me considering how long i cab stand it before i have to go home and take my shirt off: uhh idk

[deadsh33p]

oswald is so hard to draw

#my art #its like: you can see ed has perfect ''clean'' lines (for a sketch) but then we have a THICK one for ozzie lmaoo #wip #batman #gotham #nygmobblepot #im working on oswald's story now #like ive been making too much backstory for ed now i need to focus on os #ive noticed how his entire personality goes around ed so i gotta make up shit abt him I GUESS #thats actually nice because yeah at first ill struggle alot thinking abt expanding his story but when I get the idea it will be so much fun #though im basically making his story similar to oswald from gotham's first season #aka working for fis//h mo//oney and being her umbrella boy insrtead of his mom's. like in the comics #also i enjoy his relationship with his mother #its kind of a fucked up relationship but since she was hois only friend for so long he loves her #also she is ''nice'' to him #really liked this idea and wished they explored this more in gotham #also she totally dies lmaooo #forgot that i didnt comment anything abt this sketch lmaooo okay so #literally oswald's backdtory is copied rom the comics because i find them interesting #though im waiting to read some abt his character before saying anything. but i think you already know what im talking abt #i wont talk abt edward here because i think ive already said enough abt him #yes this was an excuse to infodumb yall lmao #aint reading a single tag sorry if this doesnt make any sense #will finish some batman memes though #yes i have some planned and i swear they are funny NOT LIKE THIS ONE

[appalachy]

#like in general #but also last weekend was literally like a skins episode what the fuck im still processing it #we went to see a football match #then spent over an hour getting back to our dorms on foot bc the trams were packed #we were JUST abt to reach the dorm building byt there were these 3 guys standing and they were like #'hiii girls look we reallyREALLY urgently need to get to the club but we re too drunk to call for a taxi wchi means you gotta walk us there #so we were like no fucking way obv we didnt know them AND THEN WENT WITH THEM ANYWAY #we stopped by this one place where young ppl usually meet up to drink bc our friend was partying there #drank her beer lool the boys convinced their friend to go with us qnd this girl turned out to be our mutual friend which is jdjeisbwjkw #so anyway on our way to teh club theres fierworks and ppl shouting celebrating the match we watched #we get to the club we get drinks we start dancing #THE GUY WHO I WENT OUT WITH ONCE AND WHOS OBSESS3D WITH ME BUT NOW PRETENDS I DONT EXIST IS IN THE VERY SAME CLUB AT THE SAME TIME #man #thinks get heated between me and one of these guys we just met #long story short we made out (s&m by rihanna in the background) #at like 3am we left the club and got back and i was glad to finally go to sleep BUt my friend just had to mention that she had whiskey #so we stayed up till 6am in front of our dorm building drinking and being stupid in general #ive got photos of me braiding one of the guys hair and laying on teh ground lol #so anyways #oh also one of the guys lost the fucking thingy ? they give you when youre leaving your stuff in the cloakroom or whatever #so while we were waiting for the cloakroom guy to return with his jacket he was like 'listen i lost the fucking thing #'the moment he returns with my jacket you grab it and we fucking run out of here you hear me?' #and we fucking did 💀 #most importantly i got told im a good kisser that night 💯💯💯 but still all that kissing and touching did nothing for me like i said #felt bad for the guy bc he was ..... hmmmmm eager and he was fukcing trying ok so i was out there fake moaning so he doesnt feel bad lol💀

[woolydemon]

oh no guys, I miss blurrbee,

#its scary bc i will look at my old drawings ive wanted to render of them and go. i could do that right now #(i cannot. i have other things to finish before i can even consider doing smth like that) #and also a part of me wants to go make the tag more active again #bc thats what happened the first time years ago when i got into blurrbee #and like. not gonna brag. kinda revived that scene and was like one of the only ppl posting it for a bit #and still only like rlly few other ppl that also posted it (but i also think i inspired several of them bc i was doing it) #and also..... i have my specific vision of blurrbee that i do not see other ppl capture and it makes me a bit crazy thinking #“WAIT. THERES PPL DONT KNOW ABT WOOLY BRANDED BLURRBEE WTF” #its a bit embarassing bc im probably coming off as possessive of a fictional ship with a blue car and a yellow car #but u gotta understand they are my special guys forever.... also i am the ceo of blurrbee sooooooooo #rando thoughtz

[boyghcst]

it feels mean when u realise tht certain ppl just aren’t adding anything positive to ur life, n tht they just make u feel anxious, on edge, confused and under appreciated… but i feel like im starting to listen to my gut to whose presence makes me feel safe, heard, loved and appreciated

#i don’t rlly wanna be friends w ppl who make me feel needy and annoying and unloved #not saying tht i should rely on others to make me feel happy or whatever #but there are ppl in my life where i don’t feel this uncertainty and discomfort #one of the friends deeply hurt my feelings and I cut them out for a while and then we became ‘friends’ again #bc i did miss having them in my life and it was v intense #but i also feel like im not rlly interested in being close w them anymore #like tht hurt never went away #n now i don’t rlly feel like i rlly care abt them tbh #despite the fact we’re supposed to be friends #i think i lost respect and compassion for them lol i don’t view them the same way as i used to #and the other friend were not close to begin w they’re friends w the friend i fell out w #but they make me feel anxious and don’t seem interested in acc being friends w me #but message my friend tht i introduced to them a lot so idk #they kinda give fake energy tbh and i don’t rlly feel comfortable being around them #which is fine bc we don’t hang out anyway lmao #but sometimes they’ll pop up on stories ive posted #n i feel like i just gotta fake it #i cba communicating it bc it always leads to conflict #so im probs just gonna let it drift #i do feel like i have a habit of wanting to cut friends out tho #bc i feel 50/50 w ppl a lot #some ppl i feel a safe connection w #others leave me feeling confused and on edge #so i think my gut is tryna tell me tht im just not comfortable #and when i spoke to a therapist ages ago abt this they told me to listen to my gut and be wary of who I’m friends w #but bc i also have abandonment issues etc I never know whether I’m being too sensitive and my trauma is driving the wheel #or whether deep down this is how i feel #it’s hard to trust ur gut when ur traumatised bc it can be rlly wrong #journal

[toastsnaffler]

my flatmate asking me the day before "do u want to hang out w me and [old friend] everyone else cancelled so I can invite u now" is not the heartfelt offer she thinks it is :^/

#what am i sloppy seconds. fuck off man #i like them both but im not in the place to socialise rn + also it just feels kinda mean. theyve had these plans for weeks #and i wasnt invited bc some of their other friends (who ive never met) didnt want me there which is fair enough ig #even tho their friends complained abt someone else bringing her bf but they both blocked the veto for that. pretty sure ik them- #better than some guy but whatever. i dont rly like their friends anyway bc they only ever have bad things to say abt them #like damn they sound like they have the emotional range of toddlers plus theyre all into shit like genshin. so i wasnt fazed abt it #hope they have a nice time etc but wow sure now theyve cancelled the day before u can invite me as a replacement. yeah thatll do wonders #for the social and self esteem issues i have around being single use and disposable and always on the outside etc yippee #the thing is if i go theyll just talk to each other anyway and leave me to be the fly on the wall like they always do. they dont want #me there they just want an audience i literally have nothing else to contribute i dont think they even like me that much so! #anyway complaint over. genuinely i hope they have a nice time im just annoyed at being treated like that + probably projecting a bit too #its not like i could go if i wanted to anyway bc i have shit to sort out + mail to wait for. maybe next time invite me from the start huh #we had another old friend visit last weekend but those plans were really made without me too and i was just added bc i Live Here so its #kind of unavoidable. but oh well whatever it was nice to see them either way #im too depressed rn to fix my social life or even rely on existing coping strategies in social situations so im having to temporarily #cut it back bc i get too trigger sensitive + dont want to hurt myself or others bc of an arbitrary emotional overreaction #its usually one of the first things to go when im Going Thru It not in a self isolating way but more bc its one of the hardest things #for me to maintain + im pretty self sufficient so its not absolutely crucial. like of course i love my friends but socialising is a #want not a need yknow. eating/sleeping/exercising/hygiene are all more fundamental parts of the engine so i gotta prioritise them #and it sucks but ill survive. anyway sorry for venting on everyones dash so early in the morning i woke up grumpy 👎 #i need to get breakfast and then go out. ughhhhhhh okay. #.vent

[applescabs]

the t4t girlies btw. if you even care.

#just got the rin ending and like. i shit you not they become a wrestling tag team #but the game implies its specifically for womens wrestling cause thats what everybody at the bar always watches. tobys esp a big fan. #like. the night before the ending. if you talk to erica she'll be like #yeah im thinking of trying out for womens wrestling. but i dont wanna do it alone #i need to find a partner... hmmmmm #she also talked abt this on an earlier night #but on that same night. right before the ending. toby is like #hey guys erica did my makeup and i actually rlly liked it :) #and remember that line where tobys like. if i was a girl id be all over chief. #LIKE. TOBY. GIRL. #tedpost #tedtalks #also. say what you want abt atlus's wonky lgbt rep but like. now that ive actually played through the whole game... #i gotta give them a little credit. its def a step in the right direction. even if they dont fully grasp it yet #the gist of this ending is just. being true to yourself (lgbt) will make you and the people around you so much happier. kinda crazy actuall

[kyuala]

ok so kyu n junghwan were two of my guesses for t5 so lets see if i can get the other 3 right as well. im thinking ruto jihoon n hmmmmm dobby!

#u see yoshi is a backup guess bc they might want 2 rappers in the unit but idt he'd vote for himself as the most handsome member so #also! they might save him for the (hopefully 🤞🏼) next 5-member unit w hyunsuk #also dont think suk sahi or jeongwoo would vote for themselves so im already discarding them #jihoon DEF would n they might wanna split the leaders. ruto may or may not have voted for himself i just think he's more likely to than #yoshi also he's definitely one of the most (if not THE most) popular members so i feel like placing him in their 1st unit is a good choice #now that leaves jaehyukie n dobby for the last spot. im gonna go w dob bc even tho i think jae's also one of the most popular members #(source: the voices) n they both can eat any choreo up n have similar vocal abilities. i just think dobby fits the flower boy concept much #more. jae has more of like a classic masculine type of beauty if that makes sense. im just saying shit atp tbh this could go either way #but i gotta pick one lmao #mari.txt #ALSO! i said jwoo wouldnt vote for himself but he definitely would like. as a joke. also if it meant being in a new unit. so hes a lil bit #of a wildcard i think. we'll see how it goes #jihoon's still my main pick from original main vocal line since yedams gone n hes so full of himself its SICKENING #lmk what yall think ive been theorizing abt this since i found out abt t5 omg #also tbh i think sahi totally fits the 'prettiest flower boys' concept i just dont think hed volunteer himself #n thats my basis for the guessing lol #also also going off this if there rly is another unit coming that would mean suk yoshi jae sahi jwoo unit. id eat that shit up

[devildairymilkfairy]

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#man im really tired of having feelings for him. i should really just keep my distance and go back to dating apps #i long for the connection we have and hate having to build up something brand new #but im really tired of feeling butt hurt everytime he sleeps with our roommate #like yeah we broke up over a year ago. and still casually do shuff. its just hard for me to turn off that side of my brain #i just want to feel loved and be held by someone without having to build the foundation all over again #ive been depressed the past few days because of it. i act irrationally and cant control my feelings #overall its better if i just let them fuck around and i try to find someone new. only problem is im anxious and not a good conversationalist #plus i hate messaging people over phone. too much anxiety abt what im saying and if the other person enjoys me or not #anyways it sucks seeing the subtle evidence that they went at it while i was away. i have no right to be upset but i cant help but think of #him as more than a friend. i cant and shouldnt but we had dated 6 years previously. its a bit difficult to turn that switch off now #dammit i guess tonight im gonna sleep alone again and try not to cry. whatever gotta get over myself and move on. have to stop only thinking #of my self and being so damn possessive all the time #ash rambles #fuck i feel worse now after typing all that out yippee..

[jrueships]

Ghee you’re account funny asf 🤣🤭

TY!!!!!!!!!!!!@🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵🥰🥰‼️‼️

#IM GLAD U ENJOY MY LIL SILLIES !!!!! #ive been worried abt my VAST decrease of tag writing lately #these mood slumps or highs are NOT helping my 'FUCK IT. JUST POST. REBLOG WITH MORE TO SAY LATER' #and then i never reblog bcs im busy posting smthin new that caught my eye #ive been mad busy tho so im hoping the chatting can find an increase later ... #BUT IM RLLY HAPPY YALL ARE STILL ENJOYIN N SHIT #ive gotten worried that im starting that twitter shit where my account suddenly gets big n i just post to post #until i eventually get tired of tired posting and abandon it for a new smaller thing to build up #n then THAT blows up n the cycle continues #BUT!!@!@!! i love what i post here and what ppl have to say in return #or think #n i think ive been posting without tags so much to speedup the reblog process bcs i just wanna hear what my moots have to say on it #now that i have more of them and im not thinking alone on this subject #BUT THAT DOESNT MEAN IM DONE CHITCHATTIN CUS I LOOOVE CHITCHATTIN #just gotta be in that mood n timing rn i feel #BUT AGAIN thank u🥰🥰 #i appreciate the love ALWAYS #love my funky lil ted tumblings #ted tumbunity things #HAVE A BLESSED NIGHT

[rearranging-deck-chairs]

crime i havent used this in a video before

#not that im going to now but #it's a yaz video so #gotta make a kids video at some point #11 has a lot of them i think #but he started with amy so that makes sense #like in the beast below and cold blood #'i was the same where i grew up' - 'did you get away?' - 'yeah' - 'do you miss it?' - 'so much' #'have you met monsters before?' - 'yeah' - 'you scared of them?' - 'theyre scared of me' #ooohohohooho theyre scared of me #dont you worry im the monster under your bed but as long as im here there arent any Worse monsters right #whats that thing abt becoming what you fight? #dont worry im the monster under your bed here to protect from the monsters #ive made myself a monster so nobody else has to #'you had no right to do that!' #dont bloody your hands while im here to do it for you #anyway jsut thinking #you hide under the table and the monsters like. hey let me sit under there with you #'do you get scared on ghost trains i get a bit scared so is it okay if i hold your hand?' #12 and young danny pink and that thing under the blanket that didnt want to be seen #a monster that hides itself #the isolus in fear her #'they Need to be together they can Not be alone' #'it takes thousands of years for them to grow up' #'dont they go mad with boredom?' - 'we play' #make believe worlds to play in oughgghgh

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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#woof. if all goes to plan Tomorrow is the last day i have to take measurements forever. if all goes to plan. if all goes to plan. but im #not holding my breath bc thats asking for chaos. i think this week ive done a good job of not pushing it #in terms of not torturing myself and making myself insane. which is good bc its exhausting taking measurements with the ambient stress of #apartment hunting from across the country. ive toured 2 places from afar and applied to them. and im meeting with someone to talk abt #potentially being roommates tomorrow. which is terrifying bc i really just wanna beg them like pls pls like me so i can stop looking pls #like i have to rely on my charisma i guess when im a bit asocial and odd. not unlikable but idk maybe they want someone more normie idk #its exhausting. ive sent so many emails and so many places r like no u gotta physically visit. ugh #and i have to clean my whole apartment by Tuesday for my landlord to inspect bc i had to give them a 30 day notice or else they wouldn't #release my info for like referal on background checks. there should b flexibility in when i can leave tho. its just stressful #at least im doing this when im pretty stable and i stop taking measurements tomorrow but i haven't taken a break since last Saturday #and haven't really had time to properly draw which annoys me and apparently i wont get a break this weekend with all the cleaning i gotta do #but oh well. at least im better off than the other person i kno who is moving Tuesday across the country and currently doesnt have a place #to stay. so i guess theyre gonna b living out of their car for a while. im stressed enough a month out from leaving #sigh. im just v tired and my heart is beating too fast and i wanna start cleaning now but im sleepy #whenever we go sampling we joke that we have to make sacrifices to the weather gods for good conditions. i guess i gotta make sacrifices #to the housing gods 🙏 ugh. pls. i dont wanna still b doing this for another week when i wont have time bc ill actually have to focus on #things. ugh. cant wait to b in the future where i dont have to deal with this #unrelated