#now here i am with two sprained ankles way over hyper extending and painful ribs and spine and fucking EXHAUSTED because i didnt ecen have

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#vent #wild how the only way i can possibly get my dad to listen is by drawing vent art in the shower or needing to go to the ER #and how apparently any time i try to explain how upset i am or how badly im hurting as a result of spending so much time with the puppy is #made null by the excuse of 'oh but you love him!' yes i do and i will take care of him but you dont fucking spring a surprise puppy on #someone who was very adiment about NOT GETTING ANOTHER DOG 'i knew if i had told you wouldve said no!' and then promptly after 'hes staying #woth you because i need him to bond to you' #now here i am with two sprained ankles way over hyper extending and painful ribs and spine and fucking EXHAUSTED because i didnt ecen have #chance to every try to prepare myself physically or mentally for a puppy. and then when i give him to dad to watch over god forbid he gets #hyper and wants to PLAY GOD FORBID THAT 'bring him up to me when he's worn out' GUESS WHO HAS TO TIRE HIM OUT #fucking dont get a puppy for someone who is very adamantly against getting a dog and then put ALL the responsibilities of said puppy on the #as well especially WHILE THEYRE HAVING HEALTH ISSUES OF THEIR OWN THAT THEYRE TRYING TO DEAL WITH #he is getting better with having sylver with him even when he gets hyper but he still wants me to watch him all day till bed time where he #just sleeps woth him all night and then give him bqck to me in the morning whenever he needs care #even on weekends unless he can SEE how in pain i am and today was the first day where he took him for the majority of the day #and thats because ive been telling him so much about how much pain im in and because he knew i had dnd today and he figured #i should at least enjoy that which was... considerate of him #i knpw i have a vent specific blog but im too fucking tired and in pain to fucking care right now