Also am I the only person who believes it’s actually a skinny person conspiracy when they say they ate the food that they ate. Like ok u ate that and didn’t eat the res the week right?
ANY ways a bitch relapsed and now I hate school and just dont want to eat because I have no money and no job and being in college is really hard so its jus budgeting at this point for me to jus fully embrace my ED again will update tomorrow as I go but I have school at night and night is jus when I wanna be alone so maybe ill jus have a mental breakdown before school well see planning on drinking hella coffee and simply starving for skinny tmw
don’t eat in the morning. don’t have breakfast. don’t have snacks. coffee with a bit of milk is fine. but eating properly will increase your hunger throughout the day n you’ll probs end up eating more.
3. flavored chapstick and nicotine are your best friends
4. your coffee order must be sugar-free
5. diet drinks make you shrink
6. never purge, you'll ruin your teeth
7. suppress your appetite first. water, caffeine, and nicotine.
8. never feel bad for eating fresh produce, yogurt, eggs, or plain rice
9. always feel bad for donuts, bacon, fast food, and drinks with more than 100 calories
~hygeine~
1. keep your hair looking good always
2. always smell nice
3. keep your breath smelling fresh
4. never skip a face wash
5. pretty yourself up but keep it natural. mascara and tinted lip balm whenever you leave the house.
~lifestyle~
1. a hot girl is a smart girl, stay on top of school
2. if you're not hitting 10k steps a day you should be exercising
3. accessorize, but keep it subtle
4. always have at least 20 in the bank account
the number one rule of all:
you are NOT trying to look like a dainty, helpless princess. Once you shed all the weight, you're going to start building muscle. Your goal is ethereal and nothing says that better than a strong woman who resonates feminine energy. You'll never be a girly girl, don't try to be, but learn from them and use it to be a god.
IM SORRY BUT SHE HAS A POINT. I used to be obese 80 kilos and now I’m 55 kilos and omg… skinny privilege is soo real even with school and work. I could sit here for hours and say soo much but like… she says it all