#notinsecure

[purplegeorgina]

“After getting into a steady relationship I honestly haven’t felt the need to post selfies. I just send those to my partner 🤷🏻‍♀️”

#relationships #secured #notinsecure #contented #happy #longterm #forkeeps #lgbtq+ #trust #narcissist #insecure #selflove #attentionseeker #famewhore

[jayrellis]

Had a great time this weekend, didn’t we guys? #notInsecure #haterswillsayitsphotoshop (at Hilltop Coffee + Kitchen) https://www.instagram.com/p/B7UqAtHgtIz/?igshid=195vfkcqcnrkx

#notinsecure #haterswillsayitsphotoshop

[yggdrcsil]

@notinsecure

“oh.”

she loves miðgarðr—maybe more than ásgarðr anymore, never as much as she loved álfaheim, if not for how very fast everything is, then how beautiful the people are. gods are beautiful in their way, of course, beautiful in a very fixed way, beautiful in a timeless and vast way which she could never capture with words. sif is no skald. but mortals? the imperfection of them! she could bask in it, she a breathing and growing thing born of the earth itself so similar to them. she’s no ás, either.

and she is unabashed in her appreciation, certainly. the young woman is so lovely it almost makes her heart skip a beat, and sif can’t help the wonder in her eyes as she says, “you’re so beautiful!”

#notinsecure #ch: roðinn. #the gay really jump out

[darkouter]

#notinsecure #| OOC: HEY GHOULS! #THEY ARE HURTING #THEY ARE PHYSICALLY IN PAIN #i swear every reply to this thread warrants crowley screaming internally #the demon that inhabits jen: tries to speak #crowley: IM SORRY BUT WE NEED TO ADDRESS SOMETHING HERE FIRST #anyways if crowley doesn't smack jen then i will

[collectedbooks]

notinsecure said:  “it happened simply because it had to happen.”

‘ how  many  things  do  you  know  of  that  HAVE  to  happen,  hm?   not  even  death  is  as  permanent  as  people  think. ‘

aziraphale  carries  himself,  for  all  intents  and  purposes,  like  a  disapproving  parent  delivering  a  lecture,  hands  folded  neatly  in  front  of  him  and  eyebrow  raised  in  that  obnoxious,  knowing,  there’s  only  one  right  answer  and  i  know  what  it  is  sort  of  manner.   there’s  isn’t  just  one  answer,  but  he  only  knows  the  one  and  will  stand  on  it  as  the  only  correct  one  until  he  can  no  longer  argue  anything  at  all.

‘ and  murder  is  terribly  unbecoming.   not  to  mention  ILLEGAL  by  human  standards.   you  ought  to  stick  to  temptation  like  other  demons. ‘

@notinsecure  /  WAR  AND  PEACE  STARTERS !   (  accepting.  )

#notinsecure #( V. ) WAITING TO SEE WHAT HAPPENS NEXT. ( i. )

[embodieshorror-blog]

@notinsecure. continued from here.

“Okay. Wow. There’s, like- there’s a lot to unpack here, so do you mind if I like, go sequentially?”

She sucks in a deep breath. “Ok, first off: ew. Just needed to get that one out there, because it warrants saying. Eww. Second- second, my idea of stress relief is, like...absurdly violent video games, or- or watching a horror movie in a well-lit room with a bag of those little snack size Oreos all to myself, or maybe a block of cheddar and a family size box of Club crackers if I’m feeling especially decadent, not hooking up with some dude I don’t even fucking know. Which brings me to my third point- what in the entire goddamn fuck is a ham store? What are you even talking about? Is that, like- a store that sells ham? Is it a Radio Shack kind of thing but it specializes solely in ham radios? Ham store? What the fuck is that? Also, kind of a return to my previous point, but since I don’t know the store, I don’t know the guy who runs it! I don’t know if he’s cute, and I’m sure as shit not taking the recommendation of someone who looks and talks like they just walked off the set of a goddamn John Hughes movie, no offense intended because you’re like, scary fucking pretty. Like, cover-of-a-magazine-pretty. Victoria’s Secret catalogue-pretty. Poses-in-their-underwear-and-gets-paid-for-it-pretty. ”

She clasps her hands before her, exhaling slowly as she prepares to bring this weird-ass diatribe to a close, perhaps because she realizes that she’s veering wildly between coming off as a boring-ass prude and a hopelessly bisexual disaster; she’s heard other girls telling each other with the utmost sincerity that they’re pretty, but she’s never quite gotten the hang of it. Accelerating it easy. Braking is hard.

“So, like...buying beer for underage people is a felony, which wouldn’t necessarily be a deal-breaker for me but your offer fucking sucks, so instead I’m going to offer you something even better: free advice. Love yoursefl! Beer is fucking nasty! Wait until you get old enough and try, like- a rum and coke instead. Or a piña colada. Or Bailey’s. Don’t waste what are supposed to be the best years of your life drinking- fucking, like- piss-water that grown-ups lie to themselves tastes better than soda just to try and impress a bunch of shitheads who you won’t even fucking talk to on Facebook by the time you’re my age. Oh, and for the record? I’m only twenty-two. I’m speaking from experience, but not that much.”

#notinsecure #I feel like these two could have a really interesting dynamic so have this if you want it!

[sinnhelmingrmoved]

@notinsecure said: “Most people cry when I walk into the room.”

She imagines that this is the truth, taking inventory of rosy youth on the other’s face. There was nothing sweeter in all the worlds than painted cheeks and bright eyes, and nothing more deadly. Coolly, she dissected perfect symmetry, healthy hair, and saw no reason to call the girl’s bluff.

Her true face had taught her to weigh beauty heavily, and the ugliness that it planted in the hearts of others.

So she smiled, lips curling against her glamours. With a quiet laugh at the expense of that majority, Hel spoke up.

“Envy is a hell of a thing, isn’t it?”

#notinsecure #ask #singing i'm the queen [V: MYTHOLOGY] #summercampstarters;

[rnurdercorpse]

@notinsecure replied:  sir this is a mcdonalds drive thru

SOLVE MY EMOTIONAL PROBLEMS, MINIMUM WAGE SLAVE

#notinsecure #DFNGOSDNHOSDNFH #| V: mr. eggplant emoji. #idr if i have a crack tag but....... there we are now

[youngtallblackmale1997]

👊🏾✊🏾💪🏾🏋🏾 #fitnesslife #fitnessjourney #gymhead #personaltrainer #gymmotivation #gymrat #fitnessguru #bodysculpting #progress #bodypositivity #bodybuilder #myphysique #notinsecure #ilovemyself #rightdirection #selflove #selfmotivator #bodysculpting #fitness #gymlife #gymlifestyle #perfectbody #letemknow #letemhate #letsgetit #bigdreadhead #imthatguy #imlit #imit #litty #positivity https://www.instagram.com/p/CRfWwB-BvoA/?utm_medium=tumblr

#fitnesslife #fitnessjourney #gymhead #personaltrainer #gymmotivation #gymrat #fitnessguru #bodysculpting #progress #bodypositivity #bodybuilder #myphysique #notinsecure #ilovemyself #rightdirection #selflove #selfmotivator #fitness #gymlife #gymlifestyle #perfectbody #letemknow #letemhate #letsgetit #bigdreadhead #imthatguy #imlit #imit #litty #positivity

[cataandaj-blog]

Yes, I'm 43 Bitchessssss!!!!! I've officially earned the right to freely type that word!!! Ha 🍾💋🍾💋🍾 #ItsMyBirthdqy #43 #TakeNote #KissNGrind #NotInsecure

#notinsecure #kissngrind #takenote #43 #itsmybirthdqy

[dwindlingtears]

Please understand that I’m not insecure or shy, I just don’t want to talk to you because I don’t like you.

#true #notinsecure #insecure #lifeofmyown #getout #goaway #no #nolove #notshy #leavemealone

[thexmass]

Discovering myself in a higher purpose seems uplifting. My name and description at the pace i desire for achievement. #Notinsecure

[darkouter]

❝ alone on a friday night? god, you’re pathetic. ❞ @ mitch uwu

MODERN MEDIA SENTENCE STARTERS // ACCEPTING

“Imagine being such a fucking attention whore that you think other people are just as sad as you, constantly struggling for the company of anyone available 24/7.  All because you can’t understand the value in being alone.  Away from basic idiots.”  The concept of being by yourself as negative is not on Mitch’s radar.  They don’t like people.  People don’t like them.  No, she enjoys and thrives on existing FAR AWAY from other people.  And, really, it’s better for everyone involved.  Her presence is rarely pleasant for others.  When she is around people, she’s an antagonistic force, whether in an annoying social manner (insulting people like she is now) or in causing violent misfortune (the Entity will find her, and it kills indiscriminately).  “Can’t relate.”

Smug smirk on her face, she sucks on the straw in her soda can loudly.  Doing that thing where it’s near-empty, so it’s noisy and unnecessary and definitely on purpose.  “What’s pathetic is you thinking your commentary is worth my time.”

#notinsecure #| C: RAMONA BURNS. #mitch: lmao who are you you dumb bitch #god they're going to be so catty together #ASK.

[chroniclesofamiddlechild]

FEBRUARY FAVOURITES

WELPPP!!! IT HAS BEEN 5EVER SINCE I LAST BLOGGED. BUT I PROMISE, I’LL TRY TO MAKE MORE POSTS!!! so THIS IS A NEW THING THAT IM GOING TO FEATURE ON MY BLOG!!! MONTHLY FAVOURITES and REGULAR STATE OF THE UNIONS!!! if you guys know me, you should all know how OBSESSED I AM WITH YOUTUBE CULTURE AND YOUTUBERS AKA DIGITAL CONTENT CREATORS. i would LOVE to be one, but i value my privacy a lot... and i also dont like to see my face/hear my voice. ^^ #NOTINSECURE #JUSTDONTLIKEIT welp. also, if you dont know what state of the unions are - theyre based off of my 2ND FAV PRE-TEEN BOOK SERIES: THE CLIQUE by LISI HARRISON. its basically about a clique of rich girls and the leader is massie block and every week she journals a STATE OF UNION where she says whats IN and OUT for the week. LOL. if anyone is wondering, my 1st fav pre-teen book series is: THE IT GIRL by CECILY VON ZIEGESAR. WAY BETTER THAN GOSSIP GIRL!!!! but anyways, those books can be talked about in another post. THIS POST IS ALL ABOUT FEBRUARY!! W00T W00T 

so february was a short month, but a lot of things happened that im satisfied with which is great. i bought some new skincare in february, i listened to some new music, read some new things etc. but from all that, these are my some of my favourites from this month

the body shop tea tree anti-imperfection daily solution 

I AM SOOOO OBSESSED WITH THIS PRODUCT!!! its sooo good for my acne prone skin!!! i really feel like after like a few days of using it, MY SKIN HAD IMPROVED. i’ve been using it as a serum instead of my innisfree green tea serum cos that one sucks. i can feel it being absorbed into my skin and i like the smell and i just LOVE IT. i really recommend this product to EVERYONE!!!

nike flyknit racers in volt

yup.. so i have an obsession with nike, but THIS PAIR IS AMAZING FOR RUNNING. well, i dont run more than 5KM these days but theyre sooo good. theyre so light and they make my wide feet look NARROW which is great cos i HATE MY WIDE FEET. (still mad at my dad for giving me wide feet. and still mad at my grandma for giving me these wide feet genes.) but i have another pair of flyknits and they SUCK and gave me blisters. but these ones have some kind of cushion which doesnt KILL me when i walk and run. ^^

music

if you dunno me, then you dont know how OBSESSED I AM WITH MUSIC. i eat, breathe, sleep music. i just am always listening to songs and always low key humming. i really want to be in a rock band before i die. but ANYWAYS. february was an ALRIGHT TIME FOR MUSIC. i had a lot of songs on repeat. 

say you wont let go- james arthur was one of them. SOLID SONG and im really happy for james arthur who is now able to find success after winning x-factor. i used to be obsessed with x-factor back in the day cos IT BROUGHT SUCH GREAT GEMS LIKE ONE DIRECTION, but i found that a lot of the winners could never sustain their success like leona lewis, matt cardle (LIKE WHO??). but anyways, SAY YOU WON’T LET GO is such a nice song but the lyrics are LAME AF. i hate that kind of cheesy crap but the melody and his voice are soo nice. cant hate but HATE THE LYRICS. 

spring day - BTS. i know KPOP song. I LOVE KPOP AND I LIKE WHAT I LIKE. I DONT CARE WHAT ANYONE THINKS. solid song!!!! the thing that i like most about kpop is that their lyrics arent lame like north american music. like omg I CANT WITH LYRICS LIKE “so baby pull me closer in the back seat of your rover that i know you cant afford blah blah blah.” like songs like that are just so dumb to me BUT THEYRE SO CATCHY. but spring day is a nice chill song. when it first came out, there was a huge snow storm in toronto, so i downloaded it on apple music (EVERYONE WITH AN IOS DEVICE - GET ON APPLE MUSIC!!! FK SPOTIFY) and then shovelled the snow for an hour as i listened. 

omg.. this part of my favourites section is SO LONG. BUT I GOTTA GOTTA GOTTA MENTION ONE LAST SONG!!!

someday - BtoB. obvi my FAV KPOP GROUP!!!!!! but legit. such a good song composed by my BTOB BIAS/KPOP BIAS/LIFE BIAS: IM HYUNSIK!!! as i listen more to the song, there are so many layers in the audio. like the strings, the drums, the guitar, the piano. like SUCH ART. i wanna learn how to create music like that. but how does one even hear these and then put it together to create a song?? I WANNA LEARN!! anyways, the lyrics of the song is art too. its a kind of sad but hopeful song about someday meeting a previous love again. and being sorry for how you acted previously. kind of a cheesy concept, but the lyrics are really good. my fav part is ilhoonie’s rap: 

Even when I’m doing well, without much thought The forgotten memories come back as a dilemma Me with you and me without you Are two entirely different people, just know that All these illusions make the musty air thicker First time first love it was really good for the first time But it became a mess, as if we were at war But some day

how can people be so good with words??? how can i put my depth into my writing and not write about such vapid things like february favourites!??!?! I WANNA LEARN!!!! 

one thing that i was kinda obsessed with in february was refinery29′s money diaries . i know.. so weird, but its kinda interesting to see how people live and how much money they make and exactly what they spend it on. because of money diaries, ive been just keeping track of my spending in my journal which is so MATURE of me~~ keke 

inari sushi

ya so i LUV THIS. AND ive recently started to make inari with my sister. so ez to make (cos we buy the seasoned bean curd) (no one got time to fry bean curd and season it). and all you gotta do is cook SHORT GRAIN RICE and make the rice vinegar and sugar seasoning. and then FILL UP DA BEAN CURD. EZ PZ. but SO BOMB. high in calories, but its okay. SOMEDAY, ill be cooler.. (lyrics) ^^ 

welp

OMG. idk why I KEEP ON SAYING THIS. WELPPPPPP. WELPPPPPP. i love it. this is the new SPICY.. but def one of my fav SLANG/MADE UP WORDS. LMFAO. WELPPPPPPP!!! WELPPPP!!! where did it even come from!??!?! i will never know. but WELPPPPP!!!!! 

and this concludes my february favourites. i know.. its a little sporadic, a little too much on the music.. but its me. im still trying to figure out how to make my bloggie a little more organized and trying to format these posts a bit better. but i just type what is on the top of my head. and this is what came out. hopefully march favourites will be BETTA. but bye february! you were nice to me~~~ 

#life #btob #kpop #tea tree oil #february #life of a middle child #middle child #inari #james arthur #matt cardle #one direction #leona lewis #bts #february favourites #snow #music #flyknit racers #WELP #someday

[embodieshorror-blog]

“ maybe i sometimes say things that are selfish and self-centered, but that’s who i am. ”

the fesh pince of blair. (accepting!)

“Okay…cool,” she replies, in the same tone that a guy who stopped her in Walmart earlier had used when she’d explained to him that yes, she did know what Metal Gear Solid was and no, it didn’t belong to her boyfriend despite being a men’s medium and no, she wasn’t just wearing the shirt because she saw it in Hot Topic and thought it looked cool. 

She actually saw it in Kohl’s and thought it looked cool, but that’s not the point. She’s not just wearing it to garner male attention. She’s liked Metal Gear since playing The Twin Snakes on the Gamecube, and while she’s never going to claim to be an expert on the series or the world’s biggest fan of it- because she’s not, she just thinks it’s a good game- it pisses her off that a guy wearing the same shirt wouldn’t have been asked that same question.

She sighs. 

“No, really. That’s…that’s great, dude. Good for you. To thine own self be true, or whatever. Own that you’re kind of an asshole rather than trying to recognize your own problematic behaviors and change them. It’s very freeing.”

#💀 THE CALLS ARE COMING FROM INSIDE THE HOUSE. ( answered. ) #notinsecure