#not sleeping i see >:0

[salamispots]

dream wip

#wip #artists on tumblr #flotsam diaries #arrhghhgg happy I got the textures I was aiming for #I was gonna go sleep but eve's song kororon really got me :'D #cough you can see the full image on uh instagram story if you don't wanna wait haha #technically this one's not a wip but wanna draw some others/make it a set #might tweak the octo though #anyways nOW I will sleep #muffled laugh #edit: oh!! thank for you radar tumblr staff :0 #but also radar putting my post tag ramblings on bLAST LMAO

[manhattan-gamestop]

I really can't be seeing a thumbnail + title like this in my yt recommendations after pulling an all-nighter I'm not strong enough and also what the fuck am I looking at

#seeing this after a 0% sleep run last night feels like I'm unlocking new emotions #I don't understand and too much is happening #try guys #tracking tag #rambling

[theshitpostcalligrapher]

waitin for my concerta to kick in starin at a window how're yall doing

#hhhhhhhh #so much work to do today 0)-( its what i get for taking a 2 day nap and cross stitch binge #its when you do nothing but sleep and sew #lemme know in the notes if you wanna see the progress on the bigass cross stitch btw #adhd

[4seasonsofart]

#vinland saga #vinland saga headcanon #vinland saga imagine #i love them so much #3am things #3am shitpost #3am thoughts #i need sleep #thorfinn is so babygirl #thorfinn karlsefni #thorfinn #canute #if you are seeing this then I am still awake #tell me to sleep #insomnia: 1000000 me: 0 #thorkell #thorkell the tall #askeladd #bjorn #garm #einar #einar vinland saga #bug eyes #i have so many more of these

[ltcdrmcgarrett]

It was dark down there, man. There’s no way you could have known. No, man. I messed up. Don’t do that. I didn’t have a visual. Steve, listen to me: It was an accident. The guy was trained, he should have identified himself as a cop — Lou. I didn’t have a visual.

#Hawaii Five-0 #h50edit #Steve McGarrett #Mine #mygifs #SIT DOWN AND HEAR ME OUT #I was SO excited about this storyline and I can't let it go #I'm kinda furious that they just 'oh nevermind'ed it in the same episode man #Imagine just imagine how incredible this could have been if it had been legit #Steve killed a police officer #The weight of that guilt is almost unbearable #He starts to distance himself from his friends because they desperately want to help justify it #but Steve won't hear of it #The blame is his and his alone as far as he can see it #A police officer is dead and it was Steve's bullet #A police officer's family and friends are mourning his loss and it was Steve's fault #not a terrorist or a robber or a murderer but Steve's #He can't sleep without seeing that cop's face so he barely sleeps #When Steve works a case he can't focus #He can't bear to be around HPD because he knows what they're thinking #He becomes trigger shy and unwilling to pull the trigger until he has a full visual #This puts his life in danger more than once and endangers his team #Once he spots a suspect before anyone else but freezes #The suspect shoots Junior #It's not fatal by any means but this just adds to Steve's guilt #He stops coming to work #He no longer trusts himself and refuses to put any more lives at risk because of his failings #*slams my fists on the desk* I WANTED TO SEE THIS #Ugh I'm mad there was so bloody much potential and I ache for it #8x07

[truegoist]

nah bro is a jump scare fr

#Was finally having a good night sleep #And not wake up at like 4 or 5 #But nooo #Pro tip don’t let ur roommates out at night those shits come back from ur window #0/10 I don’t want to see ur ugly ass face at 6 am

[bloodpressurecuff]

how can we bear to live in a society where we dont raise children communally and where we dont have like. midwives as the cornerstones of the community and where we dont revere the cycles of death and birth and ohhh my god. we arent okay. we do everything without any kind of. initiation into it and we're floundering and our ancestors are crying and wailing and flinging themselves against the walls

#everyone should get any abortion they want and be supported through it and #everyone should be taken care of postpartum #and babies should be taken care of by everyone #and we should all get enough sleep #and we should never ever make someone pay to be taken care of #and ohhh my god. everyone should look around at their life and see 100 places they can turn instead of 0 #i cant take it. the everyday cruelty. it hardens you. we are so brittle and we dont even know how brittle we are

[lilacthebooklover]

Well, 17 again! Maybe smth PV related :O

Thanks for participating in this ask game! Here, have a writing extract

17) From an unfinished WIP

Tagging @ybnavibeswithbats1122 since this is both part of a writing request of theirs and because they requested 17 previously! :D

Pure Vanilla Cookie was having trouble sleeping. It was not an overabundance of energy keeping him from the throes of slumber; quite the opposite, in fact. Exhaustion weighed on both his body and mind more heavily than it had done in a long while, yet something deep within him simply refused to let him rest. Restlessness stirred in his aching joints, a sense of prickling unease burdening his mind persistently. The Beasts had been locked away once more, and Dark Enchantress Cookie had yet to approach the Silver Tree- by all means, the period of planning they were going through just then should have provided the perfect source of respite. And yet, whenever he finally did manage to drift off into oblivion, his dreams were consistently plagued by all the awful memories he had acquired during Shadow Milk's brief escape into the Faerie Kingdom. Pure Vanilla had never been one to shame another for experiencing nightmares: he understood the effect that trauma had on one's psyche, and was hardly going to belittle a cookie for something far beyond their control. Unfortunately for him, however, it appeared that his mind was quite adamant on upholding the image he had created thus far of the unfaltering Hero he had upheld for years. It was up to him to be a light in the current period of darkness they all were facing, a strong pillar of support that the younger cookies could lean on when overwhelmed by the gravity of the task before them. Pure Vanilla didn't dare approach White Lily about his troubles, not when they were already on rocky ground and she had enough to concern herself with as it was. Hollyberry, Dark Cacao and Golden Cheese had yet to arrive from Crispia, and his only other potential confidants were children, so Pure Vanilla thought it best to keep to himself. A few nightmares were hardly the end of the world, after all. He was quite certain that he was overdramatising the matter entirely. What he saw in his dreams could not hurt him, no matter how often it resulted in him jolting awake while the moon still shone above them. Pure Vanilla Cookie was as safe as he could be just then, and he was positive that there was nothing to worry about in the slightest.

#c'mon guys sleep deprivation had 0 negative effects on anyone ever #can't u see how fine he is? #surely nothing will go wrong #(just you wait until i drop a nightmare sequence xx) #pure vanilla cookie #white lily cookie #beast yeast #crk #cr kingdom #crk fanfic

[ereh-emanresu-tresni]

#this hike with zero (0) prep/gear/even sunscreen or water was the most reckless fucking impulse decision I've made in good damn while #but it was beyond incredible. genuinely like spiritually recalibrating coming out into the clearing after the third waterfall (not pictured) #to the view of the valley city and ocean below #but yeah i also did this decently hungover running on 2h of sleep under a mound of boulders bc i was under the impression it was much #shorter and simpler just 'fairly steep very muddy but so worth it' being basically my entire prior knowledge lmao #so when i got past that clearing and figured the descent would start only to see the falls were the fucking prologue #to the much longer much more intense crater ridge climb? holy fuck lmao life flashed before my eyes a few times along the way #but so beyond amazingly worth it 1000/10 would do again in a heartbeat. with actual preparation.

[julykings]

feeling . pathetic .!

#spent all weekend with this guyyyyyy now im home and I’m like .. can I come over again .. #lol no I have to do work and yoga and my skin care and actually sleep at niiiight #…….but do i… #his yard has a pear tree :0 i can just look out the window and see a pear tree. hello

[softceleste]

The fact I honestly thought I'd pull off playing College Craze and being normal about it, and then less than a week later I've already played it multiple times, made a duel MC au, a Pinterest board, and recreated some of the PopMe pages, is genuinely not lost on me.

#college craze #katie talks ifs and vns #i made psds for new contacts and calls too but didn't really have a use for them in this #also i just bs'd vidtok if it pops up I'll redo those but >.> i think you can tell who my favorite RO is so far okay (it's Pierce) #and then jay shaun ruby and trish also have me by the throat like if Trish has 0 fans I'm dead okay #I've known those characters literally like 4 days and I'd go to bat for all five of them already ok - my beloveds #anyway madeline mostly follows canon (the divergence is Ches exists and Ches is canonly the one fake!dating Shaun for Mad's tuition) #otherwise what the vn throws at Madeline she gets ok and then Ches breaks canon... so much it'd be probably too long for the tags #but this is what i get for being like 'this oc I've been writing for a decade+ would be down so bad for Pierce and Shaun lemme do a #playthrough with her and see what happens' - this happens apparently 😂 listen the vn helped me get through the entire time my mom was #in the hospital (she's home now) so tbh it was a really appreciated distraction <3 #extremely long post #long post #edits:mine #college craze: ches #college craze: madeline #college craze: madeline x jay #college craze: ches x pierce #i had fun with these though like Madeline messaging Ches to ensure she isn’t going to come in and find Jay in the dorm #and Ches being like ‘yeah my vidtok is 100% Pierce’s fault’ yikes I need to sleep I’m excitedly tired rambling #sorry if this post is annoying (and for the lines under the categories breaking future me will fix that in further edits if I post more #those may be relegated to the shit post blog though we’ll see posting oc stuff makes me so anxious ngl) #im just hitting post I’ve been staring at this stressing it like two hours now jfc

[deus-ex-mona]

man. this song reminds me of physiology class

#throwback to physiology class [x] years ago when this clique sitting behind me drank a sip of water every time #our lecturer said the word ‘infarction’ #they kept tricking her into saying the word which was pretty funny at the time #but that’s just what this song reminds me of with the frequency at which they say the phrase ‘white day kiss’ #of all of the new album songs to get stuck in my head… it’s this and abs. #can’t stop thinking about meoto but white day kiss is looping in my mind aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa #i. i think i need some sleep. but my album’s supposed to arrive within the next 2 hours and aufhhfjfjjfjrjdjdjdjdhs #5-7pm delivery is too cruel of a delivery slot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #g god i really shouldn’t have stayed up for meoto… maybe i’d have a little more sanity then… #i keep going back to my tl to look for typos and im just. wondering if this song is really real. #like. dammit. promises to stay by each other’s sides forever???? even through reincarnation too??? #wh. what are the chances that we’ll get a meoto mv this week? (pls say more than 0) #i think we could all windows movie maker a 1-2 image white day kiss mv from the honeypre event illusts if we tried hard enough sooooooo #i sure hope that if any new song gets an mv this week it’ll be meoto!!!!!!! #pls lemme see them being in love all through the seasons ill c r y #ok i’ll shut up for now see you within 2 hours (maybe) when d to the h to the l finally gives me my album

[mayoonrices]

Heinrix Dress up, or aka I wasn't planning making his fanart sooner but here we are with lack of sleep and I see the sun now... And dumb render of chat Photoshop tomfoolery.

Also yes badly rendered *backflips*

#like 0 sleep at all #rogue trader crpg #rogue trader #warhammer 40000 #warhammercommunity #warhammer 40k #fanart #heinrix van calox #inquisition #too tired to put signature #like i see the sun now...

[tubercloset]

The man wrenched his arm away. He was still looking at Joe as though he much preferred to freeze to death than climb out on to the island.

#joe sleep deprived amnesic depressed father vs. chronically miserable ship captain kite who has the worst eyebags #sorry for my bad handwriting #I had to keep uploading from my phone to my computer to see and fix the colors properly #0/10 do not recommend #the kingdoms #natasha pulley #my art #fanart

[arweenie64]

like yeah anthy and harrow are definitely similar flavors of character to a certain extent but like fresh out of finishing htn a mikage and harrow comparison seems just as interesting to me. The whole novel really reminded me of the black rose arc in some ways, especially considering the shared themes of tampered memories, and obsession with something long dead. Like you have this character who is so powerful and imposing but they are slowly coming apart at the seams trying to grapple with reality (specifically in discerning what's reality and what isn't). Also I think harrows relationship to The Body can kinda draw parallels to mikages relationship to mamiya, especially kind of in an aesthetic sense (a character constantly trailed by a ghostly presence that they themselves idealize)

#disclaimer i havent read nona the ninth yet i need my eyeballs and brain to rest for a hot second lol #so if something in that makes this take very bad im rlly sorry :' 0 #unfortunately i have rgu brain disease which means i see utena in everything i read and watch and cant shut up about it #revolutionary girl utena #the locked tomb #harrow the ninth #theres a ton more like actually smart analysis i could do here about themes and symbols and whatnot but im just gonna go to sleep ok

[iholli]

he's cool and collected, he's powerful and brilliant, he's also an impulsive pure of heart dumb of ass guy and I am here for that.

bonus: eepy

#his 20 intelligence 0 wisdom is not addressed enough and I'm going to fix that #sorry J'onn ily #he finally shows up 4 issues into the jlu comic and this is the performance #i love every second #well done y'all #martian manhunter #j'onn j'onzz #dcau #jlu #justice league unlimited comics #ratkingrambles #j'onn my beloved #IT'S SO RARE TO SEE HIM REST BUT HE'S GETTING SOME REST. THANK GOD. #he needs rest. let him be #finally gets some sleep then wakes up and does this dumb shit. same. bless him