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daydadahlias · 10 months
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182-ash · 7 months
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Poly Sam and colby x reader headcannons bc I love these guys and I think they'd be cute boyfriends @oli-ivia helped me with some of these.
Colby is a human furnace and Sam is always freezing so they share hoodies all the time especially you and Sam stealing colbys
Sam cant sleep without both of u there so he likes to sleep/cuddle in the middle of you and colby- this makes it difficult when they go filming without you and Sam struggles to sleep so colby ends up facetiming you
When you have a headache they are very sweet and colby puts you in his hoodie with big hood so you can hide away- they turn off all the lights and talk really softly- colby lays you on his chest and gives you head massages and back rubs
Sam plays with colbys hair which makes him very sleepy and he he leans into the touch
^ colby is a workaholic even when sick so Sam uses this technique to get colby to stop working and actually rest
^when Sam gets sick, it really hits him bad so he tries not to kiss you guys when you're sick but colby always looks so sad he can't resist
^ Sam's just so sleepy the whole time he's sick and you just spend the day in bed with him because he's too tired to argue that you'll get sick too
This one's a bit longer but my current favourite thing on earth are jellyfish (its the audhd okay) so that's what inspired this
They're filming a TFIL video with you as a guest and they've 'broken in to an aquarium overnight' so you could see jellyfish and other ocean stuff undisturbed- sam and colby wanted you to be safe so they've actually booked the aquarium overnight but not told the fans because that would make the video a bit boring
^when you get in you immediately grab Sam's hand and run to find the jellyfish (or your favourite animal there) and just sit in front of the tank and watch- Sam pulls you into his lap
^After a little time Corey or someone is like: "dude- we gotta do smth so the fans have an interesting vid to watch"- Colby: "just let her sit- we can do stuff without her- she's enjoying it" cut to you happy Stimming sat in Sam's lap by the tanks
^they take turns sitting with you because A. Sam needs to be in the vid a bit and B. Colby was getting jealous that Sam was getting to spend all that time with you (listen he just wants to hug his partner alright- he can't resist how adorable you look in Sam's lap so happy)
^when they decide Sam should be in the video more but he wants to stay with you they give him the other camera so he can film you and him (you give lots of facts about the animal you're watching- its jellyfish for me) so the video ends up being 'colby and the others running round like idiots doing stupid impressions of the fish cut with cute clips of you in Sam's lap stimming and smiling and telling facts'
I could say lots more about that scenario but I don't want to talk too much on one thing so I might write smth separate abt it if u want so now on to more general ideas again
Such sweethearts when you're upset- they'll give you space if you want or they'll sit with you and talk about it- if you're okay with touch they'll pull you in for a hug and rub your back to calm you- colbys an anxious man as we know so he knows good breathing exercises for you
You guys find a stray cat and take it in- you call it smth stupid like 'cat'- cat likes you the most which will always slightly annoy the boys
When colby gets drunk, specifically wine drunk, he loudly sings along to cheesy love songs to you and Sam
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my-own-walker · 11 months
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im so sorry it wouldn't let me answer you abt the tate langdon ask, pre death please and thank u
I Can't Handle Change
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note: it's been so long since i wrote anything tate. this should be fun!!
summary: pre-death tate gets comfort from the reader after a fight with his mom 🥺
warnings: sad angsty tate, kissing lol,
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Little things wore Tate down over time.
He once told me that he spent a whole afternoon picking fresh lilacs and daffodils out of his mother's garden, arranging them into the prettiest bouquet for her. He was 11. If you truly let that sink in, it's astounding that an 11-year-old boy was sweet enough to do that for his mom. Her response to the gesture was to shout at him about ruining all the hard work she'd put into the gardening.
She threw the handmade bunch into the trash right in front of him. Held his head straight to make him watch and all. The pretty purple and yellow petals crashed down into the can with a thunk.
Their relationship didn't change. Especially when Larry came into their lives. Constance was an interesting woman. She was in no way fit to mother the children she birthed. Her narcissistic tendencies drew her to do things to the children that made them resent her. It seemed she resented them right back.
Tate and Constance were constantly at war with each other over the whole Larry thing. He didn't know what he wanted, but it for sure wasn't a new dad. Nothing could truly fill the void inside of him. If anything, his mother and Larry were working in tandem to dig even more out of his soul, shoveling heaps of it out of him and discarding it right before his eyes. Just like Constance did with the flowers.
When I came along things changed for Tate. We met in school. I'd spend afternoons at his place. Somewhere along the way we started dating. He possessed this all-encompassing love within him. Since he was a child, its tendrils reached out, longing for someone to latch onto to disseminate the intense feeling. He was a lover, but also the child of someone with no room for real love in her life.
I embraced his need for connection. His intensity. Tate was emotional and strong-willed. The love he gave me was the warm embrace that you crave on winter's coldest nights. It was slippery quicksand, pulling me in with no regard for my control.
She hated me, Constance. She didn't like my presence. My effect on her 'beautiful boy.' It was a game of cat and mouse. She didn't want his love, but she wanted him to keep trying. The thrill of rejecting him intoxicated her. When I came into Tate's life, he stopped trying to connect with her. He finally found someone that would accept him.
On a rainy day in November, Constance and Tate went at it again. She expressed her intent to keep Larry in his life.
'He's your new father and you have to DEAL with it!' she screamed.
Larry watched from the corner as she slapped Tate across his face. The coward didn't even say a word. No mother should be hitting her son. Instead, Larry wore a smirk so devilish he could be a minion of Satan, for all anyone knew.
Tate didn't even say a word. He stormed out of the door and straight in the direction of my house. I lived two miles away. He trudged all that way in the pouring rain. When he arrived at my doorstep, he was soaked right through to the skin, shivering from the cold. He broke down on my front porch. Body-wracking sobs left his lips as he crouched down into a ball. I pulled him up by his armpits and guided him inside.
When we got to my room, I immediately stripped him of all his wet clothes and gave him some of the stuff I had stolen from his room. A sweater, some loose-fitting jeans, and a cardigan. I wrapped him in the layers, shushing him as he cried through the process. He collapsed into a heap on top of my duvet cover, face in his hands. Still shivering, he let out another heart-wrenching sob.
I hurried over to the bed and wrapped him in my embrace. His head rested on my chest and his body rested in between my legs. I sat up against the headboard, running my fingers through his hair, letting him cry it out. After some time, his cries became softer.
'Nothing I do is ever good enough,' Tate sniffed.
'You know that's not true,' I tutted. 'You are good enough.'
'No,' he whined, 'With her. In her eyes.' I knew he meant his mother. I didn't even have to ask.
'What happened, love?' I asked softly.
'It's just that ugly motherfucker again,' he sighed. 'She keeps saying he's my dad. She wants me to call him dad.' I stared off for a second not sure what to say. I kissed the top of his head.
'You shouldn't have to call him that,' I decided. He sobbed loudly again.
'She hit me, Y/N.'
I gasped and grabbed his head, turning it to make him look at me. And there it was, clear as day. A welt forming over his eye. I couldn't believe I didn't notice it earlier.
'I ignore him now. I don't insult him. I stay away. But now she wants me to call him dad,' he cried. 'Nothing I do is ever good enough. She knows I can't handle change.'
'Oh, baby. I am so sorry,' I whispered. Looking into his glassy eyes, I saw a brokenness I had never seen before. She went too far, as she always did. I kissed the tip of his nose. 'I'm sure that feels great, huh?' I half-laughed, sardonically, running my thumb gently over his swollen face.
His hand reached up and wiped my cheek. I didn't even realize I had started crying, too. I loved him so much and hated to see him hurting.
'Please, don't worry about me,' I said softly. 'I just cry when you cry. I'm a big dork.'
'I love you so much, Y/N,' he rasped.
'I love you more,' I replied. He sat up more so his face was level with mine. Leaning in, he kissed me delicately. He always kissed me so tenderly, his soft lips caressing mine so beautifully. Tate truly meant his kisses. They had intentions behind them. It was his way of saying 'thank you,' or 'I love you.' None of his kisses were meaningless.
The tenderness dissolved into a passion. We had this insatiable need to be closer to one another. We stayed like this for what felt like forever. Kissing in our mutual bliss. His ever-present need to give love and be loved in return was being fulfilled.
And with that, the broken parts of him began to heal again.
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Quickie but a goodie! Thank you for this request. I like writing Tate. He's a moody lil boy.
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peachycrime · 1 year
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SLK or Spider/Kiri/Lo'ak Headcanons
idk what these will be about tbh i’m just writing as i think of stuff lmao
Kiri had a phase where she was convinced she was a witch because everywhere she went an animal would just waddle up to her
Spider, Lo’ak and Jake talk to babies like they’re grown people, like no baby talk and it’s hilarious
Lo’ak was once holding a baby, and you know how you hold them high in the air and they’re above you? Yea they were having a moment and then the little creature threw up all over his shirt and started giggling right after
“Dude seriously? we were having a moment wtf” it took everything in him not to just drop the baby
Lo’ak would copy everything Jake did as a kid, his lil mini me fr
Lo’ak’s first words were either dad or Teyam
Spider and Lo’ak both have severe anger issues and lord knows what would happen if they ever turned on eachother abt that anger
Lo'ak is always reprimanded about the things he does, gets yelled at and gets in trouble in situations where he isn't truly at fault. Authority figures never let him explain himself and always assume he's lying or trying to makes excuses and they expect him to just take it and move on. He does, but all that annoyance and anger at a situation he can't help tends to come back up a lot.
With Spider on the other hand, adults can never seem to shut up with their backhanded comments,
"you're nicer than i thought you'd be considering your dad"
"Oh wow you're so smart I didn't think you'd get it'
"You look just like him" (in a bad way)
"Oh you're good at this, who would've thought"
All this stuff and he can't really say anything because he'd be proving them right. So he stays silent, doesn't argue back and boy does he hate it.
One time Neytiri made a comment on the wrong day at the wrong time and he honestly considered violence before he just silently walked out of the room. He definitely punches and breaks stuff but he tries to restrain himself which adds to the pent up anger
They've both used that anger on their bullies, Spider broke the guys nose and dislocated his shoulder by pulling it up his back and making him promise to never show his face again
Lo'ak just went straight to the punches, broke the dudes nose and left him slack jawed
So if you ever catch them in a slightly off mood and you even try to talk to them or act any sort of way, you're getting sent to the nurse. I'm sorry i don't make these rules
Kiri is the mediator, she doesn't want to be but she sometimes ends up being the most rational because when she's upset, anger isn't her default unlike the other two
Lo'ak collects comic books, Jake started the obsession and he went wild. Have a comic or manga you wanna borrow? Vintage or not it's probably in his room somewhere
Spider is a math genius, the formulas are just free balling in his head and it makes it easy for him.
He's also a literature enthusiast but has a hard time expressing his own ideas on paper, great public speaker though
Lo'ak definitely over analyzes his favorite characters, gets sad and cries silently abt it
Kiri is an all around science nerd, she goes to class just because she enjoys helping out w hands on science stuff, most of the content isn't new for her
Kiri despises chemistry, she understands it but finds it uninteresting. Ofc biology and botany are where it’s at
All language nerds
All great at physical education, i mean like the actually science behind the body, they have all the muscle names memorized etc
Kiri is their little jewel, Lo’ak especially, he tries to make it the least obvious but Spider definitely tells her how much Lo’ak cherishes her
Spider is very open with his affections, he just doesn’t feel the need to hide it, they live that loves that about him
Spider and Neteyam know how to cook a mean meal, put them in a kitchen together and you’re literally drooling at the smell
Spider is a spicy food enthusiast right along with Jake and Neytiri
Kiri has had a cat for 4 years, Jake has only known for 2 years because he used to be terrified of them and Kiri didn’t want him to freak out
He now carries said cat like it’s his mini purse
I’m all out
i’ll be delivering some locorro crumbs soon!
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waxingonandoff · 7 months
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hii! was wondering if i could get a ck matchup :))
i’m 5’2, filipina, i have dark brown eyes and pretty long hair that’s thick and dyed a burgundy color. i wear glasses and practically never leave home without putting on winged eyeliner. i think i’d describe my style like downtown girl, but there are times where i just love dressing up like with heels and a mini skirt/dress.
i’m an aries sun, sagittarius rising and virgo moon. i’d say i’m more ambivert. i do love talking to new people, but it just takes me awhile to warm up to them. i love reading romance and dystopian books, and dancing is a big part of my life (mostly hip-hop). i’m literally the biggest scaredy cat ever and really emotional. like i’ll cry when i’m happy, sad, mad, stressed. my love languages are touch and gift giving.
i also have a cat named mochi and she is the love of my life (and emotional support).
uhhh, i think that’s it, i’m not sure if this is enough or not 😭 but tysm! <33 i also don’t mind whether i’m matched with a girl or boy, i love everybody 🫶
you would be so good with robby!!!
also u sound so pretty?!?!?
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robby is on the short side, so when he towerd over u he wouldn’t stop bragging abt it
“hey shortie” “robby istg-“
definitely calls u his arm rest LMAOO
thinks ur height is adorable tho.
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LOVES UR HAIRRRR
he’s obsessed with the color he thinks it’s the hottest thing in the world
definitely has hair ties on his wrist for u
practices doing messy buns cuz he loves the way they look on u
LOVES running his hands through ur hair
has ur shampoo and conditioner in his shower🥹
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loves ur glasses sooo much
like he’s literally obsessed with the way u look with glasses on.
he lowk gets sad if u were contacts.
“hey, what happend to your glasses?” “i traded em’ for my contacts today!” *pouts* “i think u look pretty hot with ur glasses” *blushes* “good to know.”
puts them on from time to time and steals ur phone to take selfies with them on LMAOO
*steals ur glasses* “what do we think?, do i look fabulous?” *whips imaginary hair* “oh definitely.”
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the amount of times he tried to convince u to let him do ur eyeliner is CRAZYY
obvi u don’t let him cause it’s to important to fuck up.
“pleaseeee” *pouts* “robby, no. if u mess up my eyeliner i won’t have time to do it again. i’ll show up to school looking like a clown.” *crosses arms* “fine.”
one day u give in and he’s the happiest person in the world
he’s surprisingly good ???
like you didn’t take it off, it looked good.
he was very proud of himself.
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LUVS UR STYLE!!!!
he has a leather jacket that u always use to steal so he gave it to u cause u used it more then him🤭
has a drawer that JUST has stockings and ankle socks for u.
“do you prefer fish nets or just plain black?” “plain black, why?” “cause i bought 6 pairs of both.”
LMAOOO
whatever money he has saved up he’ll take u on mini shopping sprees🥹
and when u decided to change up ur style to the mini skirts and dresses
GOD HE CANT KEEP HIS EYES OFF U
(or his hands lol)
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when y’all first met he thought it was the cutest cause u were kinda shy
like the way u would look down and play with ur hands would MELT HIS HEART🥲
and when u warmed up to him he was so excited
loved hearing u ramble on abt anything
“and then she told me that her boyfriend di- what are you staring at keene?” “i just think you’re really cute.” *blushing n smiling like a mess* “you’re so corny.”
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buys u all kinds of romance novels.
he will literally go to book stores and sit for hours and will ft u just to know if u would enjoy it or not
and don’t get me STARTED on all the jewelry he buys u
obvi it’s not diamonds and rubys but he gets u whatever he can get his hands on🥹
he got u his initial to put around ur neck.
AHHHHH
genuinely just loves buying u things.
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HE THINKS ITS SO CUTE CUS UR A SCAREDY CAT !
loves watching horror movies with u cause you’ll hold onto him for dear life
“are you really scared rn?” “yes! are you not?!?” “no not really” “whatever robby, it’s not my fault im afraid.” “i think it’s cute.”
first time he bought u smth u definitely cried happy tears and he thought he did something wrong LMAOOO
“wait why are you crying? is it ugly, did i get it in the wrong color i-“ *lauging* “no robby, im crying happy tears. i promise it’s perfect, i love it.”
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robby is definitely a pda guy so, he always has his hands on u.
weither his hands are on ur waist, his arm wrapped around ur shoulder, his hand in urs, he’s always touching u.
loves hugs cause he’s got mommy issues
loves touch in general, especially forhead kisses.
GOD he loves those
will literally melt if u kiss his nose or forhead
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loves ur cat🥹
calls her his daughter 😊
“hi baby!! how’s my girl today?” “oh i’m doing go-“ “i was talking to mochi.” “you’re an ass.”
but u honestly love cause he takes ur cat like a whole ass child
will definitely make her wear halloween costumes and ugly christmas sweaters
AND HE DOES THAT TREND ON TT WITH THE TAYLOR SWIFT SONG LMFAOSOKR
loves his girl and his cat🥹🥹
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A/N: HOPE U ENJOYED THIS!!! this was definitely the cutest one i’ve written so far lol!!🫶🏻🥹
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grungelovingrat · 1 year
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Random Yuurivoice Powerpuff Boys HCS
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Was in a silly goofy mood (i was bored as shit-) so I came up with some headcanons for Yuuri's powerpuff boys &lt;3
Alphonse:
He constantly rants on and on about how terrible black licorice is but behind closed doors he is om-nomming that shit UP same
He's Bi gender (real)
With that being said he actually wears the top from the boy toy stuff and a skirt quite often (slay king)
He's always wanted some sort of pet (mostly a cat) but the poor boy already has a bit of problems so he's just waiting at this point.
He actually needs glasses, like, needs them.
He is horribly near sighted but he's really stubborn so it took him up to his dilf years to actually wear some damn glasses-
He's a good cook, he's trash at baking and some breakfast but he has mastered other foods
But he still only makes kraft mac-n-cheese-
He has a HUGE squishmellow collection
A lot of them are set near his bed but he puts all his favorites on the bed (but don't tell them that ofc-)
This man 100% has everything you'd ever need for an at-home spa day just on hand all the time.
Like- he has a closet just dedicated to it <3
He played volleyball in middle school thru high-school that's why his ass is so thicc
At first he only played it because his parents wanted him to do a sport for at least a year and volleyball looked the easiest to him
Then he played again
And again
All the way up until he graduated hs
He's really good at it too
His attacks in vb are probably enough to turn someone into a donut- Rengoku?
Seth:
Lemme just say he made fun of Al for playing volleyball just bc-
(He still went to every game)
He was a theater kid you cannot convince me otherwise
He got all the lead roles once he got good
Every single time-
Y'know those little rubber band bracelets you can make? Yeah well he made matching ones for both him and Al when they where kids and he still wears it (Al does too btw)
And if he where to get all the shit he needed he'd make one for you too <3
GOLDEN. RETRIEVER.
I swear he is the definition of a Golden Retriever Boyfriend-
He will do absolutely anything for you babes
Oh, you're feeling too sad and tired to do anything today? Suddenly he slipped and he cleaned the entire house, did all the shopping, AND made you your favorite meal 🤷
Also, c u d d l e s
As I've stated before Seth is little spoon..
But he's also really warm somehow
Like no matter how cold it is outside he's still like a fucking heating pad-
So there's really no need for a blanket w/ him
You can tell when his emotions are heightened bc his accent will begin to slip
(I'm pretty sure that's happened in a lot of the actual videos-)
He's an amazing singer i will not argue with anyone on this-
Finn:
FLUTE HE PLAYS THE FLUTE-
EITHER THE FLUTE OR A CLARINET I'M NOT ARGUING ABT IT-
He really likes playing his instrument, when he's not at his flower shop or in his garden he's playing it
HELP BC ALL I CAN IMAGINE IS THIS MAJESTIC MF JUST SLAYING AWAY ON THE FLUTE AND I DIDNJ JUST- AAA-
He actually doesn't have a favorite flower, if you where to ask him he'd say a new one every time because he likes them all!
Though he thinks Red Spider Lillies are really beautiful to look at
They're not his favorite favorite but still
He has a bunny named 'Marguerite' or 'Maggie'
(This is what she looks like):
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He always gets so worried when he has late nights at the shop bc like- what if his baby ran out of food or smth?
He has his attic all cleaned out so he can go up there to read or sketch in the sun/moonlight
Anyways that's all I have!
If you have any story ideas make sure you
A: Check out my pinned post and my acc intro if you haven't already
and B: Leave it in my ask box!!
Love ya <33
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carduelism · 2 years
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A collection of my thoughts after/during each chapter of The Goldfinch by Donna Tartt:
5/7/2022 - 14/8/2022
(Will contain spoilers, obviously)
Chapter One: Boy with a Skull
Jesus, I can already tell this is going to be a rough read for me. The start, the first line I believe, where he mentions his mother has set up my expectations for this book to revolve a lot around mother-hood and a relationship between a son and his mother.
WHILE I WAS STILL in Amsterdam, I dreamed about my mother for the first time in years.
As someone who has very strong ties to his mother and actively depends on her for advice and help I already know that this story is going to end up being super personal for me. (As well as the whole deadbeat father issue, though for me I’m still a little more attached to mine).
Theodore Decker, who I have nicknamed Little Guy for some odd reason, so far has been incredibly written and I am very excited for his character to be explored more in the rest of the novel. He so far he is definitely fighting for the stop spot of my top teen protagonist. He is a teen, flawed, anxious but also incredibly bright and not annoying or to standoff-ish (I find those traits very common when writing teens and it is so annoying lmao). Very very excited for more of Little Guy.
Also I love his mother, Ms Decker is what I will call her because I’m to lazy to recall a first name, even though I have knowledge that she dies I can’t help but appreciate her love and fascination for art. I aspire to be as knowledgable as her when it comes to discussing art pieces.
Chapter 2: The Anatomy Lesson
Ouch. This chapter really fuckin’ hurts, more than the last.
WHEN I WAS LITTLE, four or five, my greatest fear was that some day my mother might not come home from work.
The first line, once again, is all ready relatable which helped me immediately infer that this chapter would end up impacting me a significant amount.
Little Guy, Theo, helping the old man even when he himself was injured was absolutely beautiful. As I’ve stated before, I’m so glad that he isn’t just a bitchy little teenager and that he is actually shown to be decently selfless when it comes to the wellbeing of others.
Back on track to me being all angsty and sad about his mother though. Theo had so much goddamn hope that his mother survived the bombing of the museum, he had so much hope that he didn’t even stop to question if his mother was truly alive, he just ran home knowing that she would be there. The whole time he was waiting in the apartment waiting for his mother to come home it took everything in me not to cry though I have to admit I whimpered “No, Little Guy :(“ at some point which was cat judged me for.
I have not watched the film yet but I’m so excited to see the cinematography of this entire chapter (more specifically the scene where he gets the call about his mother’s status) because I just know that I’m going to get stabbed and bleed out in tears.
Chapter 3: Park Avenue
I haven’t finished the chapter yet but I’d just like to talk about how much I love Andy as a friend towards Little Guy. Like, I want him to be my friends because he sounds like a genuinely fun guy to be around.
Also like damn, the author definetly wasn’t afraid of saying ‘faggot’ lol. Not even 100 pages through yet but that already pulled out a full on slur lmao. I do doubt that it would be used again though, mainly because I really really hope that I don’t have to read about Theo getting bullied in depth.
…boys who tripped us and shoved us and slammed locker doors on our hands, who tore up our homework and spat in our milk, who called us maggot and faggot and dickhead …
I’m loving Andy but I want Boris now! I’ve heard about him and he needs to hurry up and be mentioned in the book, like come on man! I want to read about you being helplessly in love with Theo! (Boris and Theo’s whole thing has been the only thing spoiled to me so far, luckily.)
Back on Andy because something about him just completely messed up my reading schedule and I just have to speak up abt it.
the sleek little phone with an anime still of Virtual Girl Aki (naked, in porny thigh-high boots) on the lock screen.
Sir, Andy, my guy, we need to sit down and have a talk because I knew you would have a lock screen like that but I still prayed that he wouldn’t. The fact that it’s just straight up admitted makes me though more and as well as the fact that it just comes out of no where 💀 It was so serious—the possibility of Little Guy meeting some sort of family friend of his—but then this fucker pulls out his anime girl lock screen.
(Just read spoilers about him dying, sorry for bullying the dead boy lmao)
Chapter 4: Morphine Lollipop
I am up to just a bit into VI and of course I love Pips, I’m glad that she is okay and survived by a miracle but I’m all on board with her aunt taking her to Texas. Like yes queen, seperate the straights because Theo, Little Guy, this is not you. You just don’t know it yet.
Also also time for me to be more angtsy about my new found affinity with Little Guy’s daddy issues.
“Who knows? He ditched us.”
“Good riddance?”
“Well—” I shrugged—“I don’t know. Sometimes he was okay. […] There was a lot of yelling and stuff. It was mostly him doing it. But—” uncomfortably aware that I’d said more than I meant to—“it was mainly him making a bunch of noise. Like—oh, I don’t know, like when he had to stay with me, when she had to work? He was always in a really bad mood. I
This is the exact way that I think of my own father, make that of what you will, and I really despise how accurate and painful it is. What makes it so painful is that he wasn’t an ‘okay’ dad, he was a shitty dad and thats pretty evident. But since Theo was facing this abuse, a like me, he downplays it and just says he’s ‘okay’. HE’S NOT AN OKAY DAD LITTLE GUY! Now watch my continue to call my dad okay.
Just started XVII, by that I mean I’m like three paragraphs into it, and my god, HIS FATHER??
I stood frozen in the doorway. The voice was unmistakable: my father.
Mate I was just shit talking him and now he has appeared in the book, I goddamn jinxed it. If he dare puts up and act in front of the Barbours, acting all cute and stuff as if he’s a good dad, then I’m going to die right here right now. I really really hope he doesn’t get custody of Little Guy, like Hobie should be his new father please, not him. Praying to god that his father wont put a single hand of my boy, Theo.
Yeah, just finished the chapter, finished 1/5 parts of the book, and holy shit my boy is moving :(
Farewell to Andy, Kitsey, all the other Barbours, and maybe farewell Hobie. Idk the last line of the chapter was funky:
He pushed open the door, and I walked out of the house—for the last time, as I thought. But though I had no idea I’d ever be seeing him again, about this I was wrong.
Like, Theo! That’s really damn ominous my boy 😭 Why do you have to go see Hobie again and why are you so creepy about it. Do you need him to restore you a coffin because you murdered someone in the future? Theo????
I’m very excited for Theo to finally move and go to a new school because I really need some Boris right now and I’m tired of reading the book without him. Boris this part please.
Chapter 5: Badr al-Dine
Woo! They’re finally heading to Nevada which means more story and please please please means that Boris will introduce himself.
When Little Guy was thinking to himself about how he will miss Goldie and the other doorman but he doesn’t ever verbalise the thought because ‘it would come out gay’. Come on man, your internalised homophobia is showing as well as the toxic masculinity you probably gained from your father 😭😭
“I—” I was going to miss them, but it seemed gay to come out and say so.
Also like just as I began to think that damn, with a turn of events Theo’s dad isn’t an ass anymore and no longer an alcoholic, his dad had a change of heart and began to be an ass again. I had hope for you, Mr. Decker!
So… Little Guy is not very innocent and little anymore. He sure loves doing his drugs and drinking beer with Boris. He sure loves Boris. Little Guy has grown out of his nickname in only a few months, guess I have to start just calling him Theo again.
Chapter 6: Wind, Sand and Stars
The chapters are beginning to get ridiculously long so I think I’m only half way through this one but so much shit has happened lmao.
So Boris has a girlfriend, Kotku, who is eighteen, right? And then Theo comments how she is three years older than them so that makes Boris fifteen? Listen, I would maybe be okay if Boris was sixteen, it’s not ethical in any way but it is at least legal. Once again though Boris isn’t the person to go to if you need something done legally.
I love Boris but my god, if he was really and I would either be terrified of him (fifteen year olds are scary, okay?) or I would go out of my way to shit talk him everyday. Mate is a druggie so early into his life so I can tell it ain’t gonna get any better for him, poor bud. Actually nvm. Not poor bud, just remembered he said a racial slur twice. Was it in character? Yeah, I suppose, since he picks ups on english that strangers use, but was it necessary to include? No. Love ya’ Boris but you need to fix your vocabulary.
Alot of things happened when I stopped updating but let me scream about it in order:
Theo admitted that he and Boris have fucked. He was so defensive about it as well, not word for word but basically what he was saying; “I’m not gay, I swear, I’m just jealous about Kotku. No! Not because me and Boris have fucked before, I can’t even remember that! [insert a rough description about how it happened and describing an 0rg@$sm]”. This boy…
And yet (this was the murky part, this was what bothered me) there had also been other, way more confusing and fucked-up nights, grappling around half-dressed, weak light sliding in from the bathroom and everything haloed and unstable without my glasses: hands on each other, rough and fast, kicked- over beers foaming on the carpet—fun and not that big of a deal when it was actually happening, more than worth it for the sharp gasp when my eyes rolled back and I forgot about everything;
My guy… my boy… this is the gayest shit ever. I tried explain this to my mother as well (because when ever I mention a gay relationship in my book she is always convinced I’m just over-exaggerating and making everything gay lol) and it was awkward because I was like “um yeah so ma’ I think they are gay because they um-“ and then I just handed her the book and it was so funny because she was laughing at the fact that I can not say the word ‘sex’ in front of her without being embarrassed (something my father practiced with me lol, I can’t talk about anything sexual aloud anymore).
Jesus. I got a bit off-topic and personal but I’m back.
But next event in the story:
“Potter—” he followed after me.
“Yes?”
“There is something important I have to tell you.”
“Boris,” I said, turning, “what the mother fuck. What is it?” I said, as we stood and stared at each other. “If you have something to say, go on and say it.”
“Am afraid it will make you mad.”
“What is it? What have you done?”
Boris was silent, gnawing the side of his thumb.
“Well, what?”
He looked away. “You need to stay,” he said vaguely. “You’re making a mistake.”
When I was reading this I was gripping on the page (I’m actually reading a digital version so I was not quote gripping on the ‘page’, it was actually my bed sheet but that sounds like it belong in some smutty work) and freaking out. It didn’t hit and I didn’t even ask myself if this was about him being love with Theo and I just assumed it was about either more death, more debt or drugs. Glad it wasn’t lmao
Chapter 7: The Shop-Behind-the-Shop
Mediocre chapter lmao. This chapter was one of my fastest read throughs and nothing of severe note happened. Sure, Theo got temporarily adopted by Hobie and he might’ve had at least one actual conversation with Pippa (icky, get away from the woman Theo, I know what you are) but honestly nothing I was screaming about.
Chapter 8: The Shop-Behind-the-Shop, continued
Still mediocre and boring lol. Theo got into his weird school thing, good for him but jesus he got my anxiety going from the stress of waiting for an acceptance letter. He also found a hiding place for The Goldfinch but just gonna be honest here, shitty spot, like I wouldn’t trust that it hadn’t been stolen if it wasn’t constantly in my view.
Also like oh my god! His apartment is destroyed and he’s so fucking sad about ittt. Theo it’s gonna be okay :( I’m sure someone has your mother’s stuff. Having to hold back tears right now because my boyfriend keeps looking at me weirdly, he mustn’t see me cry over a fictional character (again)
Chapter 9: Everything of Possibility
This chapter already has me in shock; an eight year time skip? Really? Smh. We missed all the fun stuff like his first legal drink since his time with Boris (I’m sure Hobie wouldn’t have allowed him to drink while he was staying with his) and I suppose his time at school, like isn’t this dark academia? WHERE IS THE ACADEMIA
Wait but Platt is back and… both Andy and Mr. Barbour are dead?? Miss Donna skipped a lot of the fun stuff in this time skip, like Theo is learning his old best friend died a few months after his death. Theo is learning this way too late and I imagine he probably feels super guilty for not checking in on the Barbours when he first entered this city
Chapter 10: The Idiot
Donna Tartt went straight into this chapter and was like “yep, Kitsey and Theo are dating now and they have always been in love.” Like ma’am where are you getting this from. Kitsey and Theo being in love since childhood is even more of a stretch than Boris and Theo being in love since childhood.
Also Theo is being watch by people I’m going to assume are people Reeve had hired (Reeve’s men, probs gonna call em’ that) and this book is starting to get scary. Like what is Reeve gonna do to get The Goldfinch from Theo if not some form of abuse, manipulation or torture. A simple conversation with Theo no matter what will never end with him handing the painting over. Honestly even if Reeve threatened to kill his fiancé, my man honestly wouldn’t care much lmao.
Also Theo is currently look into a bar and I got spoilers that he and Boris meet in one so when ever a bar is mentioned from now on I just freak out and start to scream whenever one is mentioned. I’m a little fangirly (gender neutral) over them boys. He’s going in one now eeeeeekkkkk
OMG POTTER SCMFFHZDHDDHDNDN BORIS IS BACK BABBBYYYYY
HE WAS THE GUY OUTSIDE OF THE SHOP WANTING TO SEE THEO??? PLEASE HE WAS SO SCARED SOMEONE WAS OUT TO GET HIM AND IT WAS JUST BORIS WHO WAS WAITING A GODDAMN MONTH TO JUST TALK TO HIM. THEO UR SUCH A BAD BOYFRIEND FOR MAKING HIM WAIT SO LONG
Sorry. That was unprofessional, let me get serious again because who is this Myriam lady and why is even Boris scared of her. Also not this man biting his lip and seeming flustered around Theo, what a gay man he is.
Boris, Boris was scared to come back to Theo because he thought he would be mad. He thought Theo would be mad because he thought that he already knew that the painting was gone and that Boris stole it. Boris is an overthinker and it fucking hurts so much. I LOVE YOU BORIS AND THEO WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER TOO ITS OKAY BB BOY
Also the fact that Boris has stopped Theo from killing himself multiple times is fucking murdering me. He doesn’t want to loose him but Theo can’t see that and feels as if he is alone. Fuck me mannnn this book is so sad now. Boris asking Theo about what that cut was on his face and you cant tell me that Boris wasn’t praying that Theo didn’t cut himself on purpose. For sakes of more angst this chapter, I need Theo to try to kill himself again but then Boris saving him for one last time.
Bro, why did Kitsey think it was a good idea to cheat on her boyfriend WITH HIS BULLY. What were your thoughts my dear Kitsey, WHAT WERE YOU THINKINGGGG. My girlie is in a silly goofy mood and the ice is getting thinner. If Theo had a menty b over this then booooo Kitsey, you suckkkk, you suck Tom Cable’s dickkkkkk
So he confronted her after Boris told him to do so (very submissive of him /j) and my god… the result to me is quite amusing. The fact that Kitsey thought it was okay to continue to see Tom up until her and Theo’s marriage is absurd. Listen, I know some shit is going down that I don’t think I’ve quite gotten to but I need to punch Tom because it’s all 100% his fault but Kitsey my girlllll you should’ve told Theo about this shit before it blew up.
During the confrontation may I just say, Theo was micromanaging the way he spoke, reacted, and expressed his emotions and yeah, me too bud. Hyperfixate on trying to keep calm when you were obviously not.
ALSO PIPPA IS BACK!!!! MY BABY GIRL!!! The way that Theo always describes her hair is quite hilarious though. Donna, you can’t keep describing her hair because you are eventually going to run out if words. Idc if Theo is obsessed with her hair, the descriptors are starting to get tiring. (Also he commented on how she had bitten down her nails or something and related it to how Boris did the same. Stop comparing your lovers to your boyf riend challenge!!!)
Um Theo just recalled him at 16 dating a 27 year old. Theo… are you good? You seem totally desensitised to this shit because of Boris and Kotku but DATING SOMEONE ALMOST 12 YEARS OLDER THAN YOU IS NOT GOOD! Theo baby boy you need to go to a therapist for more things than just the bombing, you were fucking groomed!
He’s currently at his engagement party (ik, why is it still happeninggg my guy she cheated on you) and some rando creepy dude is here but so is BORIS! Boris is fun and good and eeeeeeekkkkk I love him.
Chapter 11: The Gentleman’s Canal
I keep forgetting this is here and I keep ranting on discord instead of here so let me just catch you up on my thoughts on this chapter rq
I’m up to a section in The Idiot where Pippa and Theo are on a date and it’s so interesting… Pippa is another survivor of the bombing that almost killed both her and Theo and I feel like that love is so special to both of them but Theo is translating the nostalgia of their connection as something romantic when it truly isnt. Theo has this thing, I’ve noticed, where he thrives for nostalgia. Reason why he started dating his fiancé? She was his bestfriends sister during childhood. The reason he continues to do drugs even after Boris influenced him to do so? Sure, probably addiction but also the addiction to nostalgia. The reason he is in love with Pippa? Nostalgia. She reminds him of the last moments of his life when everything was truly in order
In addition to this, they play Apocalypse by Cigarettes After Sex during this scene in the movie which at first I thought was very odd (homophobic? Erasing his relation with a man and in turn making him crush on a girl?) but it definitely is used in a platonic way or at most from Theo’s perspective (where he displays his obsession with nostalgia as romance). *’sharing secrets with each other since we were kids’* very nostalgia based romance of you Theo
Chapter 12: The Rendezvous Point
So basically, Boris who was always characterised as the one of the ONLY characters to not simply give Theo and then push him away but instead gave him actual affection pulled a homophobia AND GAVE HIM DRUGS AND PUSHED HIM AWAY AHHHHH🔫🔫🔫 Theo is all sad about that (he was kinda happy abt the drugs but he’s an addict leave him alone)
And then shit got really bad right
Theo was aimlessly flicking through the television channels and he ended up watch a film his FATHER acted in and that triggered him to think about HOW MUCH HE IS LIKE HIS DAD and I’m literally going to die because me too Theo Decker!! Daddy issue mf bitch
Anyway I think he is gonna try to kill himself now so thats fun!
…I only said he was trying to kill himself as a joke but I think its serious now guys
I want to die,
RIP comfort chara 🤭🤭
Hahah heheh so cute Donna Tartt dont make him do this please
Act of rebellion. Life: vacant, vain, intolerable. What loyalty did I owe it? None whatsoever. Why not beat Fate to the punch? Throw the book on the fire and be done with it? There was no end in sight to the present horror, plenty of external, empirical horror to line up with my own endogenous
WOAH MY MAN JS WRITING THEIR LETTERS ALREADY HUH WHAT SLOW DOWN THEO HOLY SHIT HUH HUH WDYM IF HE ACTUALLY DOES THIS IM DONE
He’s talking about how his body feels like a marionette to his own actions and I literally cant rn
*insert picture of marionette from fnaf bc im to lazy to find one rn*
So he survived and he just compared Boris to his father…
Something in me had gone dead at the sight of him, almost like with my dad when I was a kid,
MY MOTHER WAS JOKING ABOUT THIS YESTERDAY PLEASE
Ten pages left 🤠 I am so fucking sad holy shit please dont finish I dont want this to end when this ends I am going to scream and I cant do that its 12:03 at night c’mon
3 pages…
Whoah im emotional and still reading but Screensaver by Wilbur Soot just started playing and my god I am litearlly dead. I have not heard this song in ages and it’s reminding me of the start of my MCYT phase but Im reading about the end of something im crying stfu Wimblur Shit
2 pages…
1 page…
I cant read it, at least right now. It’s like the square of chocolate, yk, I want to eat it but then it would be gone and I cant enjoy it after that. I dont want this to finish but here I go.
I have started the final page
Shit.
Closed the book.
It’s done Im so fucking upset 😭😭🤮
Anyway lets ignore that fact that I will never be able to experience this for the first time again and focus on what Mr Decker said
And—I would argue as well—all love. Or, perhaps more accurately, this middle zone illustrates the fundamental discrepancy of love. Viewed close: a freckled hand against a black coat, an origami frog tipped over on its side.
A freckled hand—Pippa’s presumably—against a black coat—Boris?—an origami frog tipped over on its side—Pippa.
OR YOU SEE MAYBE THEO COULD BE BORROWING BORIS JACKET IN A ROMA-
sorry.
No but I cant wtf is this ending Theo this isn’t good enough baby boy.
I am sad but guess no more saving this post to my drafts anymore. The Goldfinch is done.
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saewokhrisz · 2 years
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......amadis/avad.....👀
[head in hands] is this who we are ?! is this what we represent ???
but i guess this is the little boat ill be rowing, thanks @foibles-fables
also just to preface i am engaged with these two on such a surface level but its also SO intruiging as a concept, but also hard to imagine an indepth characterisaqtion for amadis cuz he doesnt have one so we'll make shit up i think suits as we go, mostly basing on the comics cuz he was too wishy washy in "need to know" for me
who is more likely to hurt the other?
girl help amadis will upset the soft hearted king first ill put my money on it
who is emotionally stronger?
neither and i will stand my ground on this, theyre just have lots of bottles to package emotions in, like a liqour store (also amadis has 0 emotional inteligence im sorry)
who is physically stronger?
avad OBVIOUSLY
who is more likely to break a bone?
amadis cuz hes an idiot like that, but also definietly out on the field more
who knows best what to say to upset the other?
amadis, like have yall seen how he talks to talanah in the comics mans is so mean and for what
who is most likely to apologise first after an argument?
avad. its avad. again, 0 emotional inteligence for amadis (but he can try and learn with time)
who treats who’s wounds more often?
the one who is most likely to break his leg is also the one most likely to get treated, and what is love if not learning first aid (when as royalty u literally dont have to) so u can patch up the idiot carja trapper u managed to find as ur boyfriend
who is in constant need of comfort?
amadis hisses as the idea of someone comforting him, and avad is a well adjusted (debatable) man , but yk when ur mean cat will come into ur room to sit inconveniently close to u when ure in a shitty mood? yeah that
who gets more jealous?
amadis, we're talking about THE sun king, cmon, how many possible courters could marad find him is unknown, but he does not handle the idea of that remotely great
who’s most likely to walk out on the other?
amadis LMAO?
who will propose?
avad, as we know, is not shy about doing so at all LMAO
who has the most difficult parents?
can we get an ouja board in here?
who initiates hand-holding when they’re out in public?
avad (much to amadis' dismay)
who comes up for the other all the time?
amadis is so insufferable (derogatory) about nessa/rittaka and WILL also be insufferble (affectionate) about avad, and also i mean, when u live in meridian, with the sunking...hard to avoid hearing abt him in conversation!
who hogs the blankets?
the boyfriend from the caves vs his radiance the sunking? avad obviously
who gets more sad?
constant sad boy hours for these two theyre so annoying (affectionate), but im leaning towards amadis, esp during that adjustment period of moving into the sundom and accepting that rittaka moved on with her life
who is better at cheering the other up?
avad !!
who’s the one that playfully slaps the other all the time after they make silly jokes?
leaning on royal/noble upbringing for both id say neither are likely, but id think amadis would have a broader body language??? esp after time at the carja millitary that noble upbringing gets washed down a bit
who is more streetwise?
Mr. Man of the Woods
who is more wise?
avad! (when he doesnt leave his braincells home, which uh was apparently not the case when aloy returned to meridian, sir why)
who’s the shyest?
...no comment. its amadis.
who boasts about the other more?
sunking "i will hype up my pathetic little boyfriend from the caves" avad, but seriously i think he'd talk quite fondly of him :(?
who sits on who’s lap?
poor avad tries to get his screeching racoon of a bf to sit in his lap at least 3 times before his dumbass realises he actually likes it, after that its just free seat at most occasions, when no ones around
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funnywormz · 11 months
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speaking of the manager (from the hotel podcast). god she is the most fascinating character on the show to me. her obsession with controlling the things within her grasp and keeping entropy at bay bc it's the only way she knows how to cope with the complete random chaotic cruelty of the world she lives in. the way she's always so calm and collected except for when she's Not. so angry and sad and yet so empty and unfeeling. how she's just as confused and scared and angry as the lobby boy and the owner she just refuses to let it show on the outside in the way that they do but she's equally as lost.
her fragility, her strength, the violence inflicted upon her and the violence she inflicts on others. she's the glue who holds them all together but she's slowly falling apart. the moments when her facade slips and she allows herself to feel rage or grief or joy or bloodlust just for a moment before it's gone again. the deep love and care she has for the others which she doesn't even realise she has within her. the vindictive petty cruelty which she isn't aware of either and yet wields constantly.
also when she gets mad thinking abt a plush toy frog. and pushes books off the desk while the owner is trying to tidy up like some kind of wretched cat beast. oh how i love her i adore her
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wulvert · 11 months
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TUMBLR DELETED MY ENTIRE ORIGINAL MUNDANE FACTS ASK IM SO. ##########. I HAD SO MANY QUESTIONS LOST 2 MY POOR MEMORY. anyways sorry i got distracted writing a pokemon dnd campaign. happy weed day!! nd paperteeth day woooo!!! i wish u luck in ur drawing!!!!! nyways heres um. A Lot Of Questions:
HAS AVERY NOT,,,CONSIDERED BUYING CUTLERY THAT ISNT SILVER,,,
does avery have a preferred alcoholic beverage like scarlet or does she just. not rly care as long as it has alcohol content
do any of her 11 brothers have names or nah. if they do ur very brave i would collapse on my 6th google search of "1998 Boy Names"
ur knowledge of strange asmr continues 2 fascinate me as someone who listens 2 like. repairation/restoration asmr alone with no talking ever. nyways since asmr um. probably? didnt exist in 1998 how does scarlet get her 60% sharp 40% human vampire gf 2 finally rest so she herself can sleep,,,does she have 2 drag the tv in nd play vhs tape whale noises,,,does she start doing her own asmr on the spot,,,does she just. cuddle avery so strongly she cant move. WOULD,,,WOULD SHE JUST WRAP AVERY IN COUNTLESS BLANKETS 2 IMMOBILIZE HER ND THEN SLEEP WHILE AVERY STRUGGLES OUT OF HER COCOON,,,
did avery immediately take agnes in upon finding that beast in the bin or was it like. agnes kept harassing her daily and before she knew it or could resist the bin demon wormed its way into her heart nd she adopted her.
is the hand discoloration like. a blood...hunger? blood...thirst? blood...starved? i forgot the terminology. u get it. thing or is it related 2 having claws.
WOULD scarlet nd avery ever consider adopting a 2nd cat,,,that is also vantablack with blue eyes that definitely wouldnt be an inkitties reference,,,or if scarlet gave into her fears would they get like. another tarantula/reptile/fish like scarlet used 2 have before the Tragedy,,,
if avery ever stopped being embarrassed about simply existing would she knit even more plush creatures 4 scarlet,,,would she finally share her knitting tips nd they would knit more of them together,,,
is averys little vampire fangs phone charm real teeth that she kept from some (dead) guy or are they like. fake. also wht charms does scarlet have,,,
would scarlet wear those like. fake little clip on ear piercings 2 cope with the fact she cant get more real ones anymore.
THE...THE AVES INCIDENT???? WHAT DID SHE DO TO HIM.
miscellaneous rly specific question: can vampires get tattoos post-vampirism or would their healing ability just like. obliterate the ink or smthn. if they had a tattoo pre-vampirism does it forever stay in the state it was when they were turned or does it still like. fade over the years like tats usually do.
NOO RIP UR OTHER QUESTIONS- IF UREMEMBER THEM LMK THATS SO SAD
Sorry if my answers r even less ledgible than usual, my laptops still deceased and i cant use touchscreen keyboards very well for some rrleason and tbh i cant spell vry well
SHE DOESNT NEED 2 USE CUTLERY ANYMORE💪💪💪💪& her knives have handles :)
i think shes less specific abt it but probably prefers like colourful cocktails that dont taste of alcohol at all but obliterate you because u sip at 7 of them in a row but then again she probably likes to come off as someone who likes plain whiskey but she actually doesnt.
....they do not. i am still awful at names. i leave naming characters to the last minute- but imo they have a pretty like. idk old man naming convention. like ur gonna get ur edwards and georges rather than ur i literally cannot think of a name i would consider non old man ok whatever anyway.
i have a problem in regards 2 asmr. its like. i tap on things. all the time. anyway yea asmr wasnt a thing in then so probably just sits her in front of bob ross or makes her go on a 10000 mile run before dawn so shes tired out enough to just zzz as soon as her head hits the pillow. either that or yea def cocoon blanket method. she doesnt have to sleep just has to be immobilised. scarlet also does that as mentioned. they r cocoons. together. avery uncomfortable bc she needs to stretch her legs. but trapped.
probably absorbed agnes immediately and forgot about her job for like a day of blissfully washing fleas off a kitten. avery likes animals & wouldnt be able to leave her in the bin, and far too attatched to rehome. she keeps agnes to herself usually though and doesnt talk about her- (scarlet told avery to bring agnes over with her so she wouldnt be home alone (she wanted to pet the cat) (avery agreed bc she feels bad about abandoning her while she was dead for a week) (agnes is still in scarlets house)
discolouration from lack of blood!! vampires have fairly bad circulation as is. so extremities get a little corpsey after a while without any juice- it goes away with prolonged blood drinking though.
i think they would consider it but i also think agnes is a hater and wouldnt be happy about another cat- i think a little betta tank would b an option for sure- but scarlet would probably like to have a lot of pets in general :^)
she would for sure definitely, she probably has knitted kelly stuff before shes just shy about it. and eventually avery will be emotionally secure enough to share knitting tips 😌 proud of her
they are real teeth. from a person she murdered. probably the first vampire she killed, before she started at the lumber co so no need 2 turn them in for money.
scarlet probably has an obscene amt of little charms. the little smiley faces & the little scooby bracelets.
those little little ear cuffs maybe, shes probably most sad she doesnt have any helix piercings
a glare so foul
i wouldnt say so, itd heal up pretty immediately before you could even finish tatooing. which sucks- tattoos from before vampirism are now locked the way they were when turned, so even if the leg gets sawed off the leg'll grow back with the tattoo on it.
lmk if i missed anythingIwant my laptop back!!!!!
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All of my favs r the best cuddlers obvi ♥️ n e way real actual answers sticking to twst bc I think I’m like the only twst girlie around pfft
Leona is the best cuddler ever but if u Ever said that aloud to Anyone he would actually slit ur throat. He’s all warm n soft n clingy 👉👈 def uses u as a pillow, likes to lay his head on ur chest or in the crook of your neck, no big spoon for him he Needs to lay On Top of you or he will Die. and ik lions can’t purr or whatever but fuck u I do what I want he purrs 🙄 it’s all deep and low and u can’t hear it super well unless he does one of those big deep sighs as he’s drifting off. All the cat impulses come out when he’s tired, he’s rubbing his head on u and almost kneeding at all ur soft spots, rlly likes when u stroke his hair and scratch at his ears but again this is ONLY because he’s all tired and out of sorts do NOT tell him about it when he’s functioning.
In a similar vein I think Jack is a rlly great cuddler too 🫣 he’s so BIG, def runs soooo hot so it’s like having a big ol space heater pfft. Kinda curls around u??? Like a giant dog yk??? And his tail omg it always ways so so so much it’s the cutest thing ever esp when u shuffle in closer and press ur face into his chest or wiggle up to kiss his nose. And when he finally nods off u can feel his tail slowly stop.
Malleus is so clingy in general I can’t imagine him as anything but an enormous cuddler but. Not very flexible :( he’s gotta be big spoon on account of those horns. Which is rlly sad because I do think he’d enjoy being little spoon if it didn’t run the very real risk of putting ur eye out 😭😭😭 still he can barely stand to be away from ur presence for a few minutes he DEFINITELY has be holding you in bed at all times. Likes it both when ur turned away from him or curled into his chest but probably prefers the latter bc he likes being able to see ur face easier and he likes that it’s easier to kiss u ♥️
Floyd!!! Obvi!!! Absolutely loves holding u and squeezing u and never letting u go ever ever. Pros to this: hes all big and lanky and rlly loves touching you. Cons to this: he’s so hyperactive ur not getting any sleep. Even if he’s just holding u he’ll be chattering away abt what happened during the day or some customer’s face. He’s always practically buzzing in bed w u for hrs after u get in before he’s finally dozing off. But it’s sooooo worth it when he does bc he gets all clingy and latches onto you and gives u so many compliments he’s so cute.
Silver is also a natural choice honestly!!! Bc he’s always falling asleep and if ur near him he Is using u as a pillow in some capacity u do Not have a choice in the matter he is Already gone. Always smthn diff w him, he legit nods off however ur both positioned so sometimes that means ur trying to shove him over in the bed while he’s latching onto u like a giant koala. But also he’s so alert that sometimes u move a lil funny and he is Up and Ready To Fight The Threat when u literally just like. Sneezed. It’s cute tho. He gives u the cutest puppy-dog eyes and apologizes to disturbing ur sleep and then oh he’s gone again out like a light
Finally and ik ur gonna hate me for saying this but. Trey is a solid choice. Absolutely loves holding u, not even necessarily to go to sleep he rlly likes cuddling on the couches or dragging u into his lap to study. Makes him feel all soft and domestic and like he’s taking care of u djdnksnd v much the opposite of Leona and Silver and rlly prefers you to be laying on him. Idk idk the man’s a baker his arms are made to kneed bread and hold me ♥️ he wakes up early too!!! Just out of habit even when he doesn’t rlly have to!!! And he likes to watch u sleep away 🥺 thinks ur just the prettiest damn thing and wow ur rlly here in his arms oops now he wants to kiss u real bad but ur still asleep—
N e way. There u go 😌 my twst cuddle analysis.
omfg plu ;-; i intended to, like, add on to this or smth but i CANT its all too perfect
the beeg boys of course would just be so very good at cuddling,,, all wrapped up warm and safe and cosy,,, and silver!!!! my sleepy beloved,, he would be the top tier napping partner so true
also ur right i hate it but i hate it bc ur CORRECT !! trey would be so very good at cuddling and that thought drives me insane,,, my enemies to lovers arc w that man is so real i swear to god
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traumxrei-archive · 2 years
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(Pretty sure tumblr deleted one of my asks ahdjsjdj wth tumblr.)
1) BABY ITS COLD OUTSIDE. IM. LEONA BELOVED. HES SO. I LOVE HIM SO MUCH AAAAAAAAA its so good. going through some family troubles rn so having mr lion, his nephew, a cat-raccoon-demon??? thing?? (seriously what even is grim), and their magic-less human’s shenanigans is nice. thank you for all of your writings.
2) OH MY GOD JADE. IM. I DONT THINK I RECOVERED FROM THE ANGST SO THANKS FOR THAT. /nm /lh im so soft for this eelman seeing him sad, it broke me 💔 (in like the best way though again your writings are spectacular. i love your characterization sm.)
Speaking of Jade actually i mentioned this in my last ask (that again i think got deleted hajfjajdh) i have this kinda ooc?? headcanon of the tweels, where i think Floyd likes Jade’s terrariums, just not the ones with mushrooms. and Jade getting floyd limited edition shoes for his collection i just ajfjakdbsk them man. (also they fight over THE dumbest stuff you’ve ever heard. you cannot convince me otherwise. /lh)
3) TSUM TSUM EVENT OH MY GOD. ITS SO STUPIDLY CUTE I LOVE IT SO MUCH. LIKE I ALREADY LOVE TSUM TSUMS.. AND THEN THEY COMBINED IT WITH TWST IM,,, ITS SO CUTE?? I WANT THIS EVENT IN TWST EN SO BADLY… I WOULD GIVE MY LIFE FOR THAT FLOYD CARD HES SO ADORABLE AND FOR WHAT. I WANT TWST JP SO BADLY RN BUT AAAAAAAAAAAAAA
4) Also im really late but Kalim!!! Sunshine boy’s birthday!! Love him, hes very silly
Anyway uh im gonna head out now, have a good day trau!
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(baby it's cold outside + jade fic)
HI STRAWBERRY ANON !!
I WAS WONDERING WHAT HAPPENED BC YOU DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING AFTER BABY IT'S COLD OUTSIDE WHICH WAS. ODD. BUT I THOUGHT YOU WERE TAKING A BREAK OR SUMN SJDFJ
1) i'm very pleased to hear you liked the newest chapter of baby it's cold outside !! and i hope your family troubles will get resolved soon, but just know that they're all giving you a big hug rn <33 (leona's begrudingly doing it after cheka dragged him and yuu pestered him but he's there too lmao)
2) JADE FIC !! I DID GIVE A WARNING ABT THE ANGST....BUT I'M ALSO NOT SORRY BC JADE CRYING GOES BRRR /J i am also a big jade enjoyer even tho i might not voice it as much, but seriously, imagining him in that scenario was just. heart crushing but also helped me kinda...get to know him a bit better ? bc now i feel like i could tell how he would react to grief n stuff, idk it's weird but yeah sjdfksjf
AND YES !! tweels being supportive abt each others' interests is also near and dear to my heart <33 i feel like floyd would like the terrariums up until jade scolds him for poking at them too much sjdkfsj (and yea it's a no for the shrooms for floyd). and ofc, jade would oNLY buy those pair of shoes if floyd happened to explicitly mention them sjfdksjfk (i hc jade has. bad fashion sense. like if he dressed himself he's gonna look like a schoolboy OR a whole ass grandpa)
3) I'M ALSO SOBBING OVER THE TSUMS,,,,THEY'RE SO CUTE AND THEY LOOK SO SQUISHY... look if i could buy twst tsums irl rn i would 100% GRAB THEM AS FAST AS I COULD !! floyd card is definitely hella cute sobs i wonder what the groovy's gonna look like :')))))
4) and yes <33 we love our sunshine otter hehe
i also hope that you're having a good day / night !! till we talk again wooo
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maivalentine · 1 year
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hi tumblr ppl here’s an update on my life haha I’m single again but he’s still my best friend so that’s cool at least
and one of my besties started dating an abusive asshole and I stood up for myself and told her I’m sick of her treating her friends like trash and no longer speak to her !!! However I’m still sad abt her situation but came to terms with it
I beat my flight anxiety and went on two flights this year which was pretty cool I will probably be going on a third flight next month !!!
I got into Naruto having only seen the dub and read parts of the manga , finally watched the subbed version and I’m in love with it naruto (the character) is now such a comfort character uwu
Still playing ffxiv here and there I’m a cat boy now but will go back to my elezen eventually! I’ve been loving him tho!!!
Idk what else idk just work and stress and trying to survive loll also I might get a dog the start of next year hope y’all been good Im always on Twitter if u need me uwu
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symptoms-syndrome · 2 years
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🐈 and🐓? (Dont worry abt sending me any 💛)
Ty Bunny 🐰💙
🐈 Cat: Do you have any pets? Are there some pets you really want? 
I have a kitty! He's my baby boy I love him so so much. He's a tabby (?) And very very soft, and I've had him for about 4 years I think. He's very cuddly and affectionate but only with me. He's a little chunky (but working on it) and he has the most beautiful big green eyes. He always always has to be in bed with me when I go to bed, he usually sleeps half on my shoulder against my back, or behind my legs. He also has a strict bedtime and will bother me to go to bed if it's past like 8-9PM. He wakes me up for breakfast by bonking his head against my hand or face LOL. Also he lives with my roommate's cat, a big Maine coon who's older than him and thus the Queen of the House.
I don't think I want any other pets, I've wanted a cat forever and I'm so happy I have one now. I used to be more of a dog person but dogs are a lot of work I don't think I could keep up with, and have a lot of energy I don't think I could match consistently. I'm happy when my friends or other people have dogs though! I do love them I just can't meet their needs.
🐓 Chicken: What is a comfort movie/show for you?
You get three guesses and the first two don't count XD
Obviously my comfort movie is Sonic 2020, but sometimes I watch Sonic 1996. I don't think I rewatch movies very often outside of that, except maybe Knives Out I really like that movie, but I like watching that with other people. I watch Sonic on my own, I probably watched it ummm double digits by now. I'll probably do the same to Sonic 2 when it's on streaming, but I think Sonic 1 has more comforting themes? Because it's a lot about Sonic bonding with Tom.
For shows. Obvi Sonic shows apply again here mostly Sonic X or Sonic Boom (I prefer Sonic X.) But I also have a soft spot for ABC sitcoms like The Goldbergs (my personal fave among them) and The Middle. I've started watching Abbot Elementary and really like that too! I watch anime in theory but haven't for a while to be honest, probably because I have to pay more attention to it, and it isn't as much "comfort" because it's not funny and light most of the time. The main anime that comes to mind that I used to watch a lot (and some parts still feel connected to it in a way that they enjoy rewatching it) is Baka and Test. It's about a bunch of kids in a remedial class in a school where you can play a sort of RPG where your character's power is based on your grades. It's an anime about SpEd essentially so obvi I'll vibe with it, but it's very silly and funny and not serious so it doesn't make me sad. Also it def shows the remedial class isn't like, totally dumb? They're very clever. I think you might like it actually? IDK one of the characters looks like the kinda style you'd be into! She's got pink curly-ish hair and has a lot of bunny themes, her name is Mizuki.
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burningcrab · 2 years
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MAGI/LAYNA MAGI/LAYNA MAGI/LAYNA. if someone already sent you this one or if you just feel like doing another one....megan/clare i am Spreading the Brainrot
THABKS FOR ENABLING ME IM INSANE OVER THEM heres both as a thank u
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i am so so so insane over them (i wrote a fic abt them)
i need to talk abt this so like. so. so youve got magi ruiz. magi is. like not even a “the ends justify the means” girl shes a “the means justify the means” girl. shes entirely about “if i have the ability to do something then why wouldnt i do it?” (this is about necromancy and also every other bad decision she makes). and you have layna who’s been in this game from the start and she’s going through it a little but she’s still having fun and enjoying her new home and new friends. she’s not too concerned about being good at the game she’s concerned about protecting what’s important to her and loving it with her whole heart
meanwhile. magi NEEDS to prove herself. she needs to be as cool and as amazing as she thinks her moms are. she needs to impress her little sibling so bo will finally look up to her again like back when the two of them were kids. she needs to do something that even her family couldnt do; she needs to do something out of this world. and goddamn magi is head-over-heels for layna from the start. layna’s a cool punk girl standing well over six feet before the platform boots and she’s also a were-hellhound from the giant mouth to hell in the desert and she’s got sunflowers in her fur and magi knew the band was cool but holy shit holy shit holy shit? so when she cracks this ritual from a dead guy’s old notes of course she wants to show off to layna. layna likes max a lot! everyone likes max! magi did that, and she wants to do something like that again, something that wows people and gets everyone to look at them with amazement. they want layna to look at them like that. so maaaaybe a weird magic ritual is a weird first date but maybe she doesn’t need to tell her it’s a date. maybe she’ll just see how cool and smart magi is
so one day magi drags along one alaynabella hollywood for this cool ritual she wants to try and uhhh sort of neglects to leave out what the ritual is in her explanation. layna says sure! because magi is cute and seems pretty smart and they only met recently but she trusts them pretty well. layna grabs her resonator guitar and heads out to the field. and suddenly the wind starts whipping and the sky goes dark and out of the brand new psychoacoustics system (the one that magi installed and maintains), theres this unbelievably loud screaming that just seems to go on and on and layna is getting worried, she shouts for magi but it’s too loud and all she hears is magi urging her to keep going, it’s almost done, it’s almost complete, trust me
and layna trusts her
(and the saddest part is layna already knows how cool and smart magi is. layna already loves her and if magi had just told her how she felt instead of trying this, then layna would have said yes, you never needed any grand rituals to impress me, i love you too)
and then the trust is damaged but the love is still there. it’s always there
ok. also megan/clare
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i like megparker but theres something really funny abt megan dating sad wet cat of a boy p macmilly the first and also dating this cool phoenix-angel of new york with burning halos and wings. pls see this post for more. anyway clare rules i love all your clare thoughts
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mostly-comfort · 5 months
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i was a little shy and indecisive in my previous ask ^-^' whoops haha i had REALLY better make a decision or you'll be pushed for time more than you probablynalready are ^-^'
if there is still a slot available, could i please request a lil halloween doodle of my boi pete?
his profile is linked in his fic masterpost, shifting phases, which is linked in my masterpost over on my sideblog @emcscared-whumps
it has a few references included, but i can send more specific ones and answer any questions later on if you need (and in that case, how would you prefer to receive them? is tumblr dm okay?)
and then, could i also request some info and refs on your boi?
thankyouuuuu, have a happy halloween :)))
it's np!! i only have 2 spots filled so far, this'll be the third (i decided to have 5 spots total)
i read through his profile (love how detailed it is!), and i was wondering if he has regular teeth or not? ik some ppl like to give their mer/mer-like characters sharp teeth, or fangs sometimes
also, i noticed in one drawing, he has white streaks in his hair! is that later on or would you consider it to be part of his default appearance?
i realized u can't dm sideblogs, so i can message u with my main or keep using regular or private asks, whichever u prefer!
u just opened up pandora's box by asking me abt my sad boy [rubs hands together]
unfortunately i don't have any refs beyond what i drew, but he just has typical vampire traits (red eyes, claws, very pale, etc)
in my universe, vampires are more biologically plausible, so they have adaptations and they're mostly limited to what's natural. they aren't immortal, can't turn humans into vampires, etc. though it's not completely realistic, otherwise this story wouldn't exist lol
vampires can live to 1000 years. they're hardy, they can take injuries that would be fatal to a human (though they feel just as much pain), and are difficult to kill. yet that's exactly the problem for our unfortunate guy :)
hunters imprisoned and tortured him for over 300 years, never granting him the mercy of death. he's now merely a shell of who he once was, and he has no memory of his past or who he was (and honestly, i don't know either lmao)
as you may know, being tortured for centuries leaves irreparable trauma/mental damage, not only making him lose his memories but rendering him incapable of fending for himself. he can barely function, can hardly say anything other than apologies or pleas, etc. i think his brain has even lost significant mass (i have no idea if this is even possible but let's go with it lol)
in present day, he's out of there and with a caretaker, though i'll share more about that later, or if i ever get around to writing his story lmao
personality
he's perpetually nervous, which is the understatement of the century (ironic)
very conditioned, struggles to articulate sentences, or just thinking in general
obedient, quiet, timid ofc. as time goes on, he becomes curious, likes being in nature
extremely dedicated to caretaker, probably to the point of unhealthy codependency
appearance
longish, messy, black, wavy hair
red eyes, slit pupils (they can dilate like a cat's)
pale skin
wears a tracking collar
vampires rarely scar, unless the injury is repeated or severe enough. so of course he has a deep scar on his face from when the hunters forced him to wear a silver muzzle pretty much the whole time
also has scars around neck, wrists, and ankles from wearing silver cuffs/collar
scarred, crooked fingers
fun facts
he thinks of himself as an 'it' for a long time, even though caretaker doesn't think of him as such
his behavior is quite instinctive/creature-like. he scents, he likes climbing trees, sitting in the moonlight, bringing back leaves, twigs, feathers, etc
fuck it, vampires can purr. if u couldn't tell, i'm heavily inspired by cats lmao
when he learns to read again, he develops a liking for stories
has issues with feeding, tries his best to hide his fangs, really he just has problems with everything that makes him a vampire sadly
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