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yourescapetofiction · 5 years
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The Tides Have Turned-Part 10
A/N: This is my old work, The Tides Have Turned. It is a complete story that I am reposting on this blog so the work isn’t lost and can be found for those interested :)
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Ten
Nate’s POV
Before I knew what I was doing, I had y/n in a liplock. My mouth was moving ferociously on hers, and my hands tightly cupped her face. She kissed back with equal fervor, and the kiss became so intense it sent us tumbling to the sand. My hands roamed her body, my breathing becoming ragged. She probably thought I was just horny, but for me this kiss held all sorts of emotions. I couldn’t stand the thought of Gilinsky getting his hands on her, this fueled me to become more aggressive. She was moaning beneath me as I pushed her cardigan off and unbuttoned her shorts.
She rolled over on top and played with the hem of my shirt while kissing me passionately. The minty taste of her chapstick was stuck on my swollen lips, and I groaned at the familiarity. She slipped her hand beneath my shirt and rubbed my chest while rolling her hips against mine. I opened my eyes to see her staring down at me. Suddenly droplets of water were plopping on my face, and I squinted to see. She let up her kisses to take in our surroundings. It was starting to sprinkle.
We were so caught up in ourselves that we hadn’t noticed the changing weather. As each second passed the droplets were falling heavier. I quickly stood and grabbed her hand.
“Come on, I have an idea” I say while breaking into a speedwalk to the house.
Y/n’s POV
Nate and I broke into a full on sprint towards the house as we were becoming drenched. It crossed my mind that not one of the guys thought to look for us in the rain. Assholes. I made a mental note to rag on them later.
Nate was in front of me, keeping a tight grip on my wrist. His dark hairs were hanging in his eyes and he squinted to see me.
“You good lil mama?” he yelled over the sound of the rain. I couldn’t help but giggle, this was ridiculous.
“As good as I’ll ever be!” I shout in return. We had no shoes on, our clothes were heavy, and we were sprinting down the beach like maniacs. This would be comical if it were happening to somebody else. Nate took the steps two at a time to get to the back door. He tried to slide open the door, but it wouldn’t budge.
“Are you fucking kidding me?!” he yelled in exasperation. He turned to look at me, my long hair hanging in my face. “Those assholes locked us out!” he yelled in disbelief. I didn’t really know what to do. The guys must have gone up to bed and forgot we were out of the house. Strike two, boys.
“Shit!” Nate said throwing his hands up. We paced the back deck for a few minutes trying all of the boys’ cell phones. No one was answering, of course.
“No answer” I say trying the last number. “What are we gonna do?” I asked.
“Hang on, I have another idea. Get on my back so you don’t have to run through the mud” he said turning around. He quickly ran towards the front of the house and tried all of the doors to the bus parked in the driveway. He rounded both sides of the car with no luck, settling on trying the trunk as a last resort. By the grace of God it swung open and we crawled inside. Nate pulled the trunk closed and collapsed in the back to catch his breath. We looked ragged and road-worn. We looked at each other and erupted into a fit of laughter.
“What the fuck was that?!” I say laughing harder.
“Beats me that shit came out of nowhere. Look at us! We’re ruined” he said while brushing the hair out of his eyes. His black t-shirt clung to his body, and I could see every line and feature of his toned torso. The way his dark locks hung when wet didn’t help my frustration below. I quickly shifted my legs, trying to focus on anything other than Nate’s enticing body.
“Well for the sixth time tonight, now what?” I ask ringing out my hair.
“Uhh, shit. Didn’t think that far ahead” Nate said rubbing his neck.
“I don’t think people plan for this Skate” I giggle. “We could get a hotel?” I say quietly. Nate looked straight at me. I hope that wasn’t too forward.
“Sounds like a plan to me” he said, before rummaging in the backseat. He pulled out a Nike duffel bag which had a couple sets of unworn gym clothes.
“Hell yes!” he said fishing through it. “I knew I kept an emergency gym back for a reason” he smirked, one dimple forming on his cheek. He found some spare cash that was shoved in the side pocket.
“Is it enough for a night?” I question.
“Hmm, we might be short” he said before climbing over the rows of seats. He looked in every side compartment in the bus before he found another ten bucks stuck in the seat cushion.
“Jackpot!” he grinned.
“Wait. Isn’t that Johnson’s roadtrip snack fund?” I ask giggling.
“To hell with his snacks! This is survival of the fittest baby, we gotta do what we gotta do” Nate said making me laugh harder. He grabbed my hand and helped me climb over the seats until I reached the front passenger side.
He climbed into the driver’s seat and messed with the visor above him before a spare key fell into his lap.
“You have a solution for everything don’t you?” I ask slyly.
“Just call me a Renaissance man baby” he said all cocky. I shook my head.
“Drive” I said. Nate pulled out of the driveway and proceeded into town, barely going over 35 miles per hour. We kept our eyes peeled for any sort of motel. We finally spotted one that offered 24 hour front desk service. He parked the bus, slung the duffel bag over his shoulder and grabbed my hand so we could run inside.
We stumbled into the lobby, dripping once again.
“Woah! Can I help you two?” the lady at the front desk asked. “Some storm isn’t it?” she continued. We were forming puddles at our feet, so I would say so lady.
“Yeah can we get a room, please? We need to escape this storm for the night” Nate said politely.
“Well you are in luck because we have one room left. However, it only has one queen bed. Will that be okay?” she said. Nate looked at me unsure what to say.
“That’ll be fine, thank you” I instantly replied. I caught his smirk out of the corner of my eye.
“Okay, you’ll be in room 16B, here are your room keys. Be careful out there!” she called before returning to the back room.
We wandered around for a minute before finding our assigned room. Nate effortlessly slid the key card in and unlocked the door. He dropped the duffel bag on the floor by the window. I walked further inside taking in my surroundings. It was a nice little motel, nothing fancy-but it would get the job done for tonight. I peeled my now soaked cardigan off of my skin and laid it on the back of the chair to dry. I turned to see Nate staring at me hungrily. I didn’t realize my white tank top was now stuck to me like another layer of skin. Everything I had was pretty much being showcased. Nate’s eyes darkened at the sight, and he barely hid the fact that his eyes were raking over my body.
I slowly stripped the tank top off my body, and wiggled my shorts down my legs. I was left standing in my bra and panties, and I sauntered into the bathroom to run a hot shower. Nate was left standing in the bedroom, speechless. I stripped my underwear off and popped my head around the corner.
“You coming?” I asked. Nate didn’t answer, but let his stripping do the talking for him. He peeled his shirt off of his body and stepped out of his pants. The clothes remained strewn across the floor as we stepped into the steamy shower. I ducked my head back to let the hot water stream over my face and chest. The warm sensation was quickly replaced by the feeling of the cool tiles against my back. Nate had me pressed to the shower wall and was intently sucking on my neck. I groaned at his spark of aggression.
I dragged my fingernails down his back causing him to roll his neck.
“Fuck, y/n. Look what you do to me” he said breathless once more. All of the previous passion encountered on the beach was reignited. I sucked his bottom lip into my mouth, and bit his lip here and there. He lifted my legs to wrap around his waist.
“Don’t tease Nate, I can’t take it” I groaned, knowing he liked to take his time.
“As you wish baby” he smirked. He proceeded to slide in causing us both to groan at the feeling. The water rushing over us made our bodies a slippery mess as he thrusted intently. In this moment he had an aura of maturity about him. This fueled me as I matched his thrusts, stroke for stroke. He grunted and groaned clawing at my back to keep me as close to him as possible. I’ve never had a lover be so touchy feely before, this was new for me.
“Oh my god Nate” I moaned as he became relentless. He was ruthless with his rhythm.
“Fuck,” he moaned against my neck. “I’m getting close baby” he said. His words made me tingle all over and I was going to peak in a matter of seconds. He ran his tongue along my jaw, the contact pushing me over the edge. I let out a loud moan as my chest heaved. I always became breathless and weak afterwards. Nate quickly followed suit and let my slippery body slide down his until I felt my feet touch the ground once more. His strong hands gripping my ass, before placing one last kiss on my lips.
“Shit” I say aloud with a slight laugh.
“Fuck, I know” he said running his hands through his hair. “I’ve been needing to do that for a while” he said laughing. I give him a pinch on his ass before stepping out of the shower. I pad over to the duffel bag with the white fluffy hotel towel wrapped around me.
“Nate?” I call out as he finished showering.
“What’s up babe?” he hollered back.
“Is there something in this Mary Poppins bag of yours that I can wear?” I could hear his deep laugh resonate in the shower.
“Look towards the bottom, you’ll see my old basketball jersey and some boxers” he yells back.
“Thanks” I say while rummaging around. Sure enough there was his old jersey with “Maloley” printed in large block letters on the back. I slipped it on over my head along with a pair of his Calvin Klein briefs. He emerged shortly from the bathroom with a towel hanging from his hips.
“Damn” he said.
“What?” I ask looking down at my outfit. “Too weird?”
“No, no. You look great, I’ve always wanted to see you wearing one of my jerseys” he said meekly. I smile to myself as he grabbed something for himself.
“Do you mind if I just wear these?” he said holding up a pair of black briefs.
“No, we’ll match” I giggle flashing him my underwear. He threw his head back in laughter.
“You’re too much, you know that?” he said before disappearing into the bathroom again. I started to flip channels on the crappy cable TV when he flopped down on his stomach next to me.
“So, what are we gonna do?” he said resting on his hands.
“Well I’m hungry, so how about we order some Chinese or something? I say casually.
“Fuck yes” he said scrambling to the phone. I knew Chinese was one of Nate’s favorites to binge on, which is why I suggested it. Nate called up the restaurant and started placing our orders.
“Hi, can I get orange chicken with fried rice, and-” he started speaking as I stood opposite him making stupid faces. He looked at me and tried his best to hold in his laughter so he wouldn’t come off rude.
“Hmm, yeah that’s right. No, two please” he continued, his dimples puckering his face because he was restraining himself. I loved Nate’s laugh, so I always tried my best to elicit one from him.
“You’re so going to pay for that!” he said hanging up the phone.
“What are you gonna do to me?” I reply batting my eyelashes innocently. He squeezed his eyes shut.
“Uhh, bad things if you keep that up” he said. I just shoved him back on the bed as I moved to the mirror to put my hair up in a makeshift bun.
About twenty minutes later a delivery guy came knocking at the door. Nate answered it and paid the man from the leftover cash in his duffel bag. I felt bad for the poor guy, having to go out and deliver in this rain.
“Oh my god this is sooooo good” I groaned after taking the first few bites. Nate made a content sound in agreement. This is exactly where I wanted to be. I looked at Nate, completely unaware that I was staring, he was tranquil. He was relaxed, and at peace with himself. There weren’t any crazy guys ruining this moment, it was just Nate and I binging on our greasy Chinese.
We finished up and started to get ready for bed. I finished brushing my teeth and turned off the light before crawling under the covers with Nate. A Jurassic Park marathon was on so Nate contently put the remote down and pulled me into his chest.
“This shit is classic” he said referring to the movies.
“Mmm, yeah but Jaws is better” I counter. He pulled back to look at me.
“What?! Dinosaurs are way more terrifying than a mythical jumbo shark” he said.
“Oh, because there’s really a Walt Disney World of Dinosaurs Nathan!” I say laughing at him.
“You say that now, but you watch. One day this will happen and I’ll be there to say I told you so” he said defensively. He was crazy, but I enjoyed his company.
We were halfway through Jurassic Park 3 when I noticed Nate was quiet. I looked up to see the poor guy sleeping.
“Nathan” I whisper loudly. “Are you sleeping?” I try again. I was stuck under his arm and wanted to move, but I didn’t want to wake him.
“I was” he whispered back. I let out a giggle before rolling over to settle down myself. I felt his bare chest push against my back and his muscular arm snaked around my waist. He didn’t say anything more, allowing us to drift off. Nate was a great guy, any girl would be lucky to call him theirs. I couldn’t help but feel like I was holding him back, he should be getting out there not being fuck buddies with me. A twinge of sorrow washed over me. I slowly closed my eyes relaxing into Nate’s shallow breaths.
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wingedbeings · 3 years
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man i wish i could feel the gentle warmth of the sun on my skin w out experiencing syndromes
#both my mcas and trauma from racism just start acting out -_-#also my pots and cfs/me do not apreciate the sun but its like auuh shes so nice#also sunscreen i dont react to where -_- so tired of it i thought i finally found one i can actually put on my skin w out experiencing#symptam of my mast cells dont know how to act#its a baby sunscreen for babies w sensitive skin w out anything extra added so its like well what else it there left#so funny btw learning that ive been experiencing anaphylaxis like a minimum of once weekly i just dont react to it n my throat hasnt closed#up fully nor have i gone into cardiac arrest bc of just popping antihistamines like itsmy job#like i was fully like oh this is just normal allergy symptam haha and my dr was like girl thats anaphylaxis#like ouh okay well im alive soo#not going to contact emergency services ever suck my ass every time i survive anything its by chance and it will continue to be#besides -_- drs dont even treat u so its like what ever#like too much ableism im not going to a hospital only to face more traumas induced by medical neglect and abuse like suck my nuts#kio.exe#also -_- so infuriated again abt being trapped in western society i genuinely cant take it anymore i hate it here#white europe my detested genuinely i cant stand this life to be frank#like u just cannot be urself unless u r white they dont even give u the option theres no resources etc#i know we had to migrate at the time nd my mother is happier repressing her whole identity or whatever but it just sucks man#she talks to me all the time about how much the society and culture here is so wrong and still she keeps repressing ours#thebway she laughs at rhe racist jokes they make that are about her too just man that hits different#many feelings abt transness too rn man it all sucks#i need to change every aspect of my life to be even the littlest bit okay and its exhausting#i dont have it in me to fight that much against everyone and the whole system that is mde to fail me in all ways#i just want to wake up one day for eberyrhing to be okay#but it would be impossible#i just keep hoping delusionally that it isnt#when i say delusionally i mean based in my delusions as a schizophrenic whos chronically psychotic btw not as a buzzword#im somewhat lucid commonly ie aware enough to recognise my thinking is delusional unless i am actively having an episode but i still believe#it and whatnot and also i will sooner die than tell anyone abt the details of my symptoms truthfully#being tired of explaining myself vs the need to never be misunderstood vs the inability to put thoughts into correct words -_-#going to need all of u to start being a little more psychic and simply know things w out me expressing them truthfully
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