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#not fun dflkgjh
strawbebyjam
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3 years
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was gonna cry before my next class but then my cousin showed up on the balcony (that i did not know existed outside our room's window) and said hi (did not know people could see inside...) so that's cancelled
#anyways hello !!! hi !!!!! i have been so behind on assignments and i got food poisoning and i'm constantly nauseous and i hate myself!!!!
#i wasn't feeling super horrible but academics are just
#catching up to me
#i can't do it dfklgh i can't do it at all
#not here
#i get tired at like. 4:30pm. my classes start at 7:00pm and end at 2:30am. so yea
#things are going wonderfully
#there's also random wasps in this room lol
#it's just
#a lot
#not fun dflkgjh
#not right now
#everyone is being really nice
#everyone is wonderful
#but i don't belong here
#or . anywhere but
#especially not here
#i can't. do it dflkgjh
#i can't be any of what they want.
#not 1% of the kid they want or need me to be
#i need to. go do . an internship. far away. and. and. hide
#from. everyone
#just disappear
#i'm so ashamed of myself dflkgjh
#like... this is what i'm turning out to be huh? oh god
#19!! woohoo!!!! i hate myself even more and on a deeper level!!!! i try to be kind to myself and fail because i cannot convince myself i de
#and that is ! no one's fault but my own
#i have so much and so many people have given me love and validation
#and i'm just. ungrateful. lazy. stupid. ill-mannered.
#just
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