Admire
Pairing- Yeosang x Named Reader
Word count- 8k
Includes- Fluff, secret admirer, fingering, pussy eating, cum eating, missionary, slight dirty talk, multiple orgasms
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J POV
"So valentine's day is coming up", Yeosang teases
I pause the movie we're watching and turn to glare at him
He really wants to do this?
He finally is able to hang out with me after ATEEZ promotions ended and he wants to piss me off?
Fine
"Oh wow, you can read a calendar. Congratulations", I grumble
He laughs, "Got a date this year?"
He's really pushing my buttons
I've never had a valentine or even a boyfriend
I've never kissed anyone or had sex
I've never held a guy's hand
I'm not like him
I'm not confident, beautiful or friendly
He has his pick of thousands of girls who throw themselves at him
It's easy for him to get a date or a one night stand
As for me, ever since I was a kid, I was the ugly friend
Yeosang is the only guy I can speak to and that's because we've been best friends since infanthood
Around other guys I'm shy, stuttering, my face is constantly red and I'm awkward
A total fucking dork that loves video games, books, Pokemon and dungeons and dragons
I can't even talk to the ATEEZ members and I've known them for five years
"What do you think?", I snap
"C'mon Jo, you need to get a date sometime"
No I don't
I've given up
Out of my group of girls friends, I'm the unattractive one
In school, no one ever wanted to date me, often asking one of my friends out
The guys I liked liked my friends instead of me
My friends tried to talk to guys for me, hyping me up but the guy always rejected going out with me
And my friends are beautiful, Yeosang included so I've always felt so ugly
It's not their fault but mine
So I've given up on finding a guy
Especially since the guy I want is him
I'm not touching that with a ten foot pole and I will go to the grave with that secret
To be able to be around him and speak to him, I push away the feelings, lock it in a box inside me and shove it away
"Why are you giving me a fucking hard time Yeo? You know I can't talk to guys and you know no one wants me anyway"
"That's not true", he says to which I snort
"Stop fucking with me. No one likes the way I look and no one knows my personality because I'm catatonic around guys. So spare me"
"Well maybe you should try dressing differently"
Not this shit again
Ever since he joined ATEEZ, Yeosang is so into fashion and he's constantly trying to give me advice or take me shopping
It sounds like he's being an ass but he's not
He's really trying to help me
But I refuse to change the way I am
If someone wants me, I'm not going to pretend to be someone else
"Maybe not wear only tshirts and sweatpants. Maybe wear your hair down sometimes. Maybe put some makeup on. Maybe get some contacts"
No
I tried putting eyeliner on once and I almost took an eye out
I tried contacts and I couldn't get them in at the optical store
I kept stabbing myself in the eye with my finger and any time I got the contact in, I blinked and it fell out
I'm sticking with my glasses
I hate my hair in my face so I always wear it in a ponytail or bun
It's long but I'm scared to cut it because I've never had short hair before and I'm afraid it's gonna look stupid on me
So hair up it is
And as for my clothes I like slightly baggy tshirts to hide my big boobs and sweatpants are the most comfortable
I hate dresses, jeans that are too tight and tighter shirts show my boobs and dirty guys always say nasty shit to me
I'm not dealing with that
"No Yeo. I'm not gonna pretend to be something I'm not. If a guy wants me they get me how I am. It just so happens no one wants me."
"But-"
"No buts Yeo. Just stop talking about it. I'm destined to be alone and I'm fine with it", I tell him, lying through my teeth
Of course I want a boyfriend
I want someone who loves me, I want to be in a relationship, I want to have sex, I want to get married, I want kids
But right now I don't think it's in the cards and it may not be in the future either
I try to not think about it
"Jo-"
"What about you?", I interrupt, "Do you have a date?"
I want to stop talking about me
Better yet I want to get back to the movie
He smirks and that tells me that yeah he does
"Yeah"
"Oh. Nice. Is it the makeup artist you were telling me about?"
A few weeks ago he was telling me how pretty this girl is, that he likes her personality and was thinking about asking her out
My heart deflated a little but I'm happy for him
I'll always support him in anything and as long as he's happy I'm good
"No. A new girl"
"New girl? Where'd you meet her?", I ask, ignoring the pain in my chest
"At a fan meet"
"Is she....a fan?", I ask, surprised
He always said he'd never date a fan because they only knew the idol him and wanted him only based on that
He'd fuck them yeah but date no
I guess the right girl can make things change
"Yeah, she's a fan"
Fucking lucky bitch
"How'd you get her number?"
I know security is serious during these fan meets
After all, a crazy sasaeng could show up with the intention to hurt the idols
"Had her write it on a post it. Told her I'd text her", he explains, "I did, we talked for a few weeks and we have a date on valentine's day"
Yeah she's so fucking lucky
"Well that's great", I answer, fake smile plastered to my face, "I hope it all works out for you"
He nods, "Me too"
After a minute of silence, I say, "Can we get back to the movie?"
He nods, "Yeah Jo"
I nod, looking back at the TV and unpause the movie
Grabbing a pillow, I hold it tightly to me, forcing myself to watch the movie
Forcing myself to lock the hurt I feel about Yeosang going on a date with a fan in that tiny box inside me so I can continue to be fine
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Valentine's Day
"Joanne!", Balam calls me
I look up from the pills I'm putting into the bottle
"What? I'm counting", I answer
I can't get this wrong or bad things can happen to the patient
"There's a delivery for you"
What?
What delivery?
This is my job
I never order anything to the pharmacy
It's always to my apartment
So what the fuck?
"You need to sign for it"
I sigh, pouring the pills I put in the bottle out and back into the pile
I have to recount it
Getting up from my spot, I walk to the front of the pharmacy
A guy is standing by the register with a bouquet of flowers
Bypassing him, I look around for the delivery guy
"Uh Balam, there's no one here"
"The flowers genius", Balam says from the register, "The flowers are your delivery"
Flowers?
I can't take care of flowers
Everyone knows I kill them even when I try to care for them
I walk to the guy who hands me a clipboard with papers on it
"Sign please"
I scan the paperwork and sign the bottom
He hands me the bouquet then leaves
"Who's your Valentine?", Balam teases
I roll my eyes, "I don't have one. Hence why I'm working on Valentine's day"
I literally have no idea who sent this
"Read the card genius"
Turning the bouquet, I find the card on the other side
Pulling it out, my hand grazes the petals of the flowers and they feel strange
Holding the flowers to my nose, I smell them
They don't smell like flowers, more like a flowery perfume
The fuck?
Opening the card, it says
I know you aren't great with real flowers so I thought I'd get you ones that can last forever
Love,
Secret Admirer
My mouth drops at the words "secret admirer"
It sounds so childish, so cliche but for some reason it makes my heart beat faster
Who sent these?
Who actually likes me enough to send them?
No guy I know has ever shown any interest in me
And the only guys I know are the ones here at work, the ATEEZ members and Yeosang
And aside from Yeosang, I don't really talk to my male coworker or the members
So who is it?
It's someone who knows I can't care for flowers
Someone who remembers that and decided to get me fake ones instead
It's sweet
I feel myself smile softly at the flowers noticing that they're my favorite
Japanese Cherry Blossoms
Whoever sent this knows my favorite flower and went out of their way to find enough fake ones to make up the bouquet
"Hello, Earth to Joanne? Who sent them?", Balam asks
"I don't know. It doesn't say"
"Oh my god it's a secret admirer?", Balam squeals, "That is so romantic"
I mean I guess so?
I don't know, I have no experience with this
"Yeah", I say smiling
It may be nothing serious but it feels good to be noticed even if just for a moment
"I gotta get back to work", I say, going to the back of the pharmacy to my work space
I put the flowers down, next to my computer and get ready to refill the bottle
Right before I begin, I glance at the flowers again and I can't stop the smile forming on my face
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Opening the door to the cafe I go to everyday, I walk to the counter, scanning the menu to figure out what I feel like having for lunch today
I wait for the cashier to come so I can finally eat
It's taking a long time and I wonder what's going on
The cashier, Byeol, is always here, waiting for customers to come
So where is she?
I wait another five minutes, getting a bit annoyed
This is cutting into my lunch time
"Hi Joanne! Give me a minute please", Byeol calls, poking her head from the kitchen door
"Yeah ok", I grumble
I'm hungry and I don't want to get hangry or I can be very unpleasant
Just ask Yeosang
"I'm here", Byeol says, coming out with a tray of food and a drink
She places it in front of me, smiling, "Here you go"
"Uh...", I trail off, looking at the tray
It has all my favorites on it- Italian club sandwich, a blueberry lemonade and a original cheesecake slice
"What is this?", I ask, so confused
"Oh wait", she says reaching into her apron, pulling out an envelope, "Here. For you"
I raise my eyebrow, taking the envelope and opening it
There's a folded paper inside and I read it
"I know how much you love this cafe and I wanted to treat you to all your favorites. You deserve it. Enjoy"
Love,
Secret Admirer
My mouth drops, reading the note
Secret admirer again
Apparently this person knows a lot about me to get all my favorite things from this specific cafe
"Someone must really love you", Byeol says, smiling
"Yeah", I answer, doubtful this person loves me
Likes me maybe
Trying to be nice, more likely
"Uh did you see who ordered this?"
She shakes her head, "Someone called and explained what they wanted to do for you. They ordered your food for 1 pm and a delivery man came at noon, dropping off the money and that envelope"
That is so strange
Going through all this trouble for me?
And this person knows I take my lunch at 1pm
My coworkers know that I take my lunch at that time
But I doubt any of them know that I can't care for flowers
I literally have no idea who this is
"Are you alright?", Byeol asks, snapping me out of my thoughts
"Uh yes. I'm just surprised"
I thank Byeol, take the tray and go sit down to eat
I am hungry and these are my favorites so I should eat it
As I eat, I enjoy the food while wracking my brain for whoever this admirer can be
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Parking my car, I get out and walk toward my apartment building carrying the flowers and chocolate basket
When I got back from lunch, there was a basket of my favorite chocolate on my work desk- a mixture of Reese's peanut butter cups and York peppermint patties
Along with another note
"Just because these make you smile when you eat them and I absolutely love your beautiful smile"
Love,
Secret Admirer
Needless to say, I smiled reading the note
And yeah I ate some already but there is so much chocolate that I'll be set for days
Taking the elevator to my floor, I walk towards my door, already seeing an envelope taped to my door
I hurry to the door, taking the envelope, then going inside my apartment
Putting the flowers and chocolate on my coffee table, I sit on my couch opening the new envelope
It feels heavier that the other ones
I pull out the note, then reach in and take out a necklace
I gasp, looking at the beautiful dragon pendant
The dragon is curled around a crescent moon and a dark blue gem in the center
It's amazing
Opening the paper, a smaller piece of paper is inside and I read it first
It's about the necklace describing that the metal is platinum and that the stone is a sapphire for September birthdays
It's my birthstone
I'm just in awe
I look at the note in my hand
"I saw this dungeons and dragons pendant and immediately thought of you. I just had to get it. And I'd like to ask you on a date tonight. Please meet me at your favorite restaurant Boccalino at 7:30. I promise I am not a stranger and you know me. I will be wearing black pants, a black button down shirt and a leather jacket. Please wear the necklace. I'm sure it will look stunning on you"
Love,
Secret Admirer
I'm completely stunned
Someone is actually asking me on a date
Someone actually likes me
I am weary of meeting this person but they assured me I know them
And it's a public place so I can just scream or leave if it's a creep
I'm definitely going, even if it's just to see who it is
The only problem is that Boccalino is a fancier restaurant
It is my favorite even though I've only been there a max of three times
It's more like a fancy favorite restaurant
I don't know if I have anything fancy
I'm going to have to dig deep in my closet to find something I can wear
Glancing at the clock, it's already 5:30
I have to shower then get ready
I need to start moving
Getting up, I take the necklace with me into my room to get ready
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Parking the car, I get out and pull my dress down
I managed to find a long sleeved modest lace dress that my friend bought me and I never wore
I was lucky that it fit
The necklace goes really well with it too
There was no way that I was wearing the matching heels my friend bought in an attempt to sexy me up
Those things looked hazardous
I just put on my black flats I use to go on job interviews
It was as good as it would get
I left my hair down, parted at the side and it's driving me crazy
It's like a sheet down my back and the shorter pieces in the front keep falling in my face
But I can deal with it, seeing as I don't have any make up on and my glasses
I should of listened to Yeosang and learned how to do makeup and put in contacts
I'm kicking myself for ignoring him right now but I honestly never thought I'd ever be in this situation
Holding the small handbag, I start walking from the parking lot to the front of the restaurant
I'm excited to see who this person is and at the same time I'm terrified
I don't know how I'm going to speak to them without shutting down
I know I'm going to make a fool of myself but there's nothing I can do about that
As I get to the front, I see someone standing by the door, his back to me
In black pants, black button down and a leather jacket
I feel like I'm going to throw up as I walk closer
The closer I get, the more familiar the guy looks
He has longish black hair and the way he stands looks familiar
He turns around and I realize it's Yeosang
Oh shit, is he here waiting for the ATINY he has a date with?
What are the odds that he's taking her here at the same time I'm going to be here?
My chest hurts at the thought of him with that girl but I remind myself that I'm here with someone else too
The only person around is Yeosang
I guess I'm early or the guy is running late
"Hey Yeo", I call, walking closer to him
He looks to me, his beautiful smile on his face, "Hi Jo"
"What are you doing here?", I ask, "Waiting for the ATINY you're taking out?"
He raises his eyebrow, slowly shaking his head, "Uh no"
No?
But he said he had a date
"Oh. So why are you here?"
"Jo, I..uh..I'm here...for you"
I hear his words but they're not sinking in
"Wait...what?"
"I'm here for you. I...I'm the one who sent you all the stuff today"
"What?", I repeat, a million thoughts running in my head
It was him?
But why?
I know for a fact he doesn't feel that way for me
So why did he do all this?
Because he felt bad for me?
Because he knows I can't get a guy?
Oh my god
"I'm...here for you", he repeats and I just lose it
"Are you serious?", I shout, tears welling in my eyes
Is this some kind of funny joke to him?
He actually has the nerve to look at me in confusion
"Jo-"
"Why did you do this? To fuck with me? To tease me? To prank me? Did you lose a fucking bet or something?"
My god it hurts so much
I really thought that maybe someone actually liked me
Maybe one of the ATEEZ members
Or someone at work
Instead it's him playing a joke on me
"Jo, no this isn't a prank", he says
Yeah right
I don't want to hear any excuses
I just want to go home and cry
"Fuck you Yeosang"
Turning from him, I start walking away quickly
"Joanne wait", he says, his footsteps fast behind me
He moves in front of me, stopping me, "Wait. I can explain"
"No you can't"
I try to move around him but he moves with me staying in front of me
"Can you just listen?"
"No"
"Goddamn it, I fucking love you!", he exclaims
I stop, staring at him in disbelief
Is he seriously going with this?
That's unbelievable
"Yeah ok", I roll my eyes, getting angry
"I do. I love you. My god, you're so fucking oblivious. You don't pay attention to me at all or you'd see I'm stupidly in love with you", he yells
I stand there in shock, my brain trying hard to work out what he's saying
It's impossible
There's no way, he's lying, he's never...gave no sign...nothing
"I don't...you don't....", I stammer, my brain not connecting to my mouth
"Ahhh", he yells, his hand moving behind my head, pulling me to him as his lips crash against mine
Stars blast in my vision and I feel like the ground under my feet is tilting as his mouth moves against mine
And fuck, I actually feel the love he's pouring into the kiss
He not lying
He really loves me
I grab onto his shirt to steady myself, realizing that I don't know how to kiss
I try to follow what he's doing, moving my mouth against his
His arm moves around my body, pulling me against his, his other hand on the side of my neck, holding me softly
I feel his tongue lick my bottom lip and I instinctively open my mouth
His tongue slides in, touching mine and I let out the most embarrassing moan as tingles spread from the top of my head to my toes
It just feels so good
I never thought kissing could feel like this
But somehow I don't think it would feel like this with anyone but Yeosang
His tongue plays with mine and again I copy his movements, hoping that it doesn't suck for him
I don't know how long we kiss for but when he pulls away, he leans his forehead against mine
"Do you believe me now?", he asks softly
I'm completely speechless, my mind still preoccupied with his kiss
So I just nod
"I love you. I want to be with you. You're all I fucking wanted since we were in high school"
He just keeps on blowing my mind
"You...you never said anything"
"I couldn't. I was scared you wouldn't want me. Then I left to join BigHit, then KQ to train. Then we debuted and there was a dating ban for a year", he explains, "And I just didn't think you'd want me or you would of given me some sign that you did"
"C'mon Yeo, you know I'm completely stupid when it comes to this stuff", I tell him softly
He laughs softly, "Yeah but I didn't know you'd be this clueless"
I just smile
"Please jagi, tell me you feel something for me"
I do and I want to tell him I do
I just have to ask him something first
"Yeo, you...you said you had a date-"
"I lied jagi"
"Uh why?", I ask, confused
"Because I was trying to see if you feel anything for me or if you'd get jealous. I was scared to tell you my feelings Jo and when you had no reactions to what I said about the ATINY, telling me you hope things worked out for me with the fan, I figured you didn't see me like that. But I had to try. I couldn't give up on you without trying"
I'm at a loss
He's normally so confident, I would never think he would be trying to gauge my feelings for him
Then another thing occurs to me
"If you wanted me then why were you trying to give me advice on fashion? I know you like fashion but that's not me Yeo and I'm not changing the way I dress or do my hair or anything"
He smiles, softly touching my cheek
"I don't want you to change baby. I love the way you dress. I love your ponytails, your glasses, your sweatpants, sneakers, Tshirts. I don't want you to wear make up or contacts if you don't want to. I just said those things because you were saying that no one wanted you. I thought if I gave you some advice you could be more confident in yourself. But I love everything about you baby, including the way you dress. You're so fucking beautiful jagi, it's hard for me to tear my eyes away from you"
My mouth drops at his confession
He thinks....I'm beautiful?
He's beautiful, how can he think I am?
"I swear Jo, I don't know how you didn't catch me staring at you. I always had an excuse ready in case you caught me and called me out on it"
"I...I didn't notice because I was forcing myself not to stare at you", I confess
"Me?", he asks, hopefully
I nod, "Yeah you Yeo. I love you"
A huge smile forms on his face, "Yeah?"
I nod, "Yeah. I kinda fell in love with you around the same time you said you fell for me"
"Looks like we were both dumb"
"Yeah", I agree
"But...we're not dumb anymore?"
I shake my head, "No. I want you Yeosang. I always wanted you"
"We thank god because I was always yours. Always"
I smile, realizing that this beautiful man, this famous idol is finally mine
"I want to kiss you again", I say, my cheeks heating up
"You can kiss me anytime you want jagi", he assures me, "I'll never get tired of your kisses"
I know my face is even more red from his words
I never thought I'd hear things like this from Yeosang
"I..I don't know...what to do", I say softly, feeling inadequate
"Don't worry jagi. I'll teach you ok? I'll teach you everything"
I nod, relieved that he's not upset that I have next to no experience
He leans down, his lips against mine again, shivers running up my spine
Moving my mouth against his, I let his tongue in, his playing with mine
He takes my arms, moving them around his neck and I hold on while his arms move around my waist, holding me right against him
Slowly he pulls away, leaning his forehead against mine
"I love you"
"I love you", I tell him
"So you wanna go inside for our date?"
I nod, "Yeah. Definitely"
He takes my hand, pulling me with him
His hand feels so soft and honestly perfect around mine
"By the way jagi, you look fucking beautiful", he says, smiling at me, "And so fucking hot"
My mouth drops, "You're kidding"
He shakes his head, "I'm not. I don't think I've ever seen you in a dress. And that short skirt is driving me crazy"
Holy crap, my boyfriend thinks I'm hot
That is a word I never thought would ever be associated with me
"Yeah well that's fair since you drive me crazy all the time"
He snorts, "I've just been suffering in silence jagi. You drive me crazy all the time too"
I can't believe I'm having this conversation
And with Yeosang to boot
"I don't think this is an argument either of us is going to win"
"Yeah you're right", he agrees, "So let's just have a nice first date then?"
I smile, "Yeah baby"
He looks over at me, a big grin on his face, "I like that"
"What?", I ask
"You calling me baby"
I blush hard, not even realizing I called him that
"Can you keep doing it?", he asks
I nod, "Yeah"
He smiles, kissing my lips quickly, then opens the restaurant door, leading me inside
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My arms lock around Yeosang's neck as his lips stay against mine, his tongue playing with mine
After our amazing date, we came back to my apartment and we haven't been able to stop kissing or touching each other
He carried me to my bed, laid me on it and has been kissing me ever since
I learned quickly and I think he likes the way I kiss him based on his constant moans
"Mmm want you jagi", he murmurs against my lips, his hands running down my body
I know what he means when he says that and I do want him too
So much
I'm just scared because I've never done anything but I'm not letting that stop me
"Want you too Yeo", I answer
He already told me we don't have to do anything tonight, that's he's fine with waiting but I'm not having it
He's mine and I want him
I feel him smile against my lips, moving his kisses to my neck, his hands bunching up my dress
Holy shit, that feels amazing
"Fuck I'm so fucking excited jagi", he says, his hands touching my skin under my dress, every nerve on fire from his touch
"What?", I get out, his touch feeling so fucking good
How can touching feel so good?
"I said I'm excited to be with you baby", he repeats
"Why?", I ask, so surprised
I haven't done anything
I have no skills, I don't know what to do
This is going to suck for him
"Because baby, I'm the first one to see you naked", he murmurs, pushing my dress up more, "I'm lucky jagi. I'm the first one to ever kiss you. The first one to touch you. I'm gonna be the first one to undress you, the first to touch and suck your nipples, the first to taste your pussy, the first one to be inside your pussy. I'm the first one who's gonna make you cum. In my mouth and on my cock"
Oh my god
He's so fucking hot
Everything he's saying is true and it sounds like so much fun
He leans down to my ear whispering, "I'm the first one to tell you I love you and I want to be the only one who ever says that to you. I want to be the only one you say that to"
"You are Yeo. You're the only one I ever loved"
He leans his forehead on mine, moaning softly, "Fuck jagi, I'm never going to get tired of hearing you say that"
"I'll always say it Yeo. I love you"
"Fuck, I love you", he says, then his lips are on mine, kissing me silly
His hands move down, slowly pulling my panties off
I have to admit, I'm so excited and I lift my ass up to help him
Her throws my panties behind him, then helps me sit up as he takes my dress off
Next to come off is my bra and I realize I'm completely naked in front of him
He slowly pushes me back and I lay down, his eyes raking over my body
I blush hard just as he says, "Oh my god jagi"
His hands roam all over my body, his fingers trailing all over my skin, making me shiver
"You're fucking gorgeous Jo", he whispers, blowing my mind, his eyes moving to mine, "My perfect jagi"
My mouth drops as I process his words
"Perfect?"
"Absolutely jagi", he whispers
I don't know what to say, my cheeks on fire so I just move my hands to his body, tugging up his shirt
He moves his arms from me, letting me take his shirt off
I'm hit with his gorgeous body, muscles fucking everywhere
His chest is defined, abs cut into his stomach, his arm muscles bulging and I'm so fucking turned on
My boyfriend is so fucking hot
I mean I knew he was, I saw the Deja Vu video but seeing all of him....it's turning my brain off
"You ok baby?", he asks
"Yes", I whisper, biting my lip, reaching out and touching him
His eyes close as I run my hands all over him, his skin so soft
"Mmm jagi", he murmurs, my hands sliding up to his chest, my fingers dancing along the muscles
I slowly move my hands down, reaching for his pants, I undo his belt, opening his jeans
My hands shake while I pull his pants and boxers down as far as I can
He moves off the bed, getting his clothes off
I lift my head, gaping when I see him completely naked
His thighs are muscular too and my eyes move to between his legs
Oh my fucking god
His dick is so huge
He's already hard, his thick length standing at attention, his tip wet with cum
"Yeo, oh my god", I murmur
He smiles softly, coming back on the bed
His opens my legs, moving between them as he looks down at me
"Am I good for you jagi?", he asks shyly
"I ...uh...what?", I stammer
"Am I ok for you? Am...uh... am I...uh is my body..... what you want?"
I'm completely floored at how shy and insecure he sounds
"Of course you are baby. You're perfect", I assure him, "You are what I want Yeo. You're perfect the way you are"
He smiles happily, leaning down, his lips against mine
I fall into his kiss as his hands move and wrap around my boobs, squeezing so gently
Moaning in his mouth, he kisses me hard then moves his lips from mine, pressing kiss after kiss to my neck
Shivering against his lips, he laughs so sexily, turning me on
He kisses my chest, dragging kisses down to my boob
I wait in anticipation, his kisses getting closer to my nipple
When he gets there, his tongue licks my nipple and I moan so loudly, pleasure like I never felt filling me
His mouth closes around my nipple, sucking softly, making me cry out, my pussy getting so soaked
I don't think I've ever been this wet before
Of course it's him that makes me feel like this and I'm glad for it
He switches nipples, his free hand softly trailing down my body, down to in between my legs
His fingers rub on my clit, pleasure hitting me hard, my body shaking, moans falling from my mouth
He rubs faster, pressing on my bump, my pussy completely drenched
"Yeosang. Oh god Yeosang"
His mouth sucks harder on my nipple as his fingers move from my clit further down
I'm scared it's going to hurt but I trust Yeosang
I know he won't hurt me and if it does hurt, he'll stop
His fingers move along my pussy, groaning into my nipple, "So fucking wet baby"
I feel my whole body flush in heat, from his words and from how he sounds like he likes it
His fingers stay at my entrance and I feel one starting to press inside
My legs tense and he lets go of my nipple, kissing my neck softly
"No baby, relax for me", he murmurs, "I promise it's gonna feel good baby but you have to relax ok?"
"Ok Yeo", I answer, trying indeed to relax
He presses kisses to my neck and chest over and over, melting me into the bed
His mouth reattaches to my nipple, sucking softly, his finger sinking inside me slowly
It doesn't hurt at all
In fact it feels good
"Mmm so tight", he murmurs, "Can't wait to feel this pussy around my cock"
Oh my god
He so very slowly moves his finger, pulling out, then sinking back in, wiggling around
Over and over, pleasure slowly building
After a few thrusts, he adds another finger, both of them buried deep inside
His mouth doesn't stop on my nipple, sucking as his fingers stay inside, pressing around like he's looking for something
What, I don't know
Suddenly his fingers press on a spot that has my pussy gushing more juice, the bliss slamming into my body
"Oh fuck", I moan, one of my hands burying in his black hair, the other gripping the sheets so hard
"There we go", he says, his voice even deeper than it usually is
I feel his fingers leave my cunt only to surge back in and hit that area that feels fucking unbelievable
"Yeosang!"
"Got your spot baby", he murmurs, moving his hand quicker, spreading his fingers open inside me
I can't fucking believe how good it feels
I've touched myself before, used toys too but that pleasure is nothing compared to what he's giving me
As he fingers me, his thumb moves to my clit and he starts rubbing
"Fuck, Yeosang!", I cry as stars blast in my eyes
Holy fuck, this pleasure is on another level
It's different when someone else is pleasuring you
And add to it it's the man I'm head over heels in love with, the pleasure is astounding
My legs shake as I get closer to coming
It's just so much and I can't handle it
"Yeosang! Oh fuck", I yell as my orgasm hits me so fucking hard
His fingers move faster, his mouth sucking my nipple faster, the bliss incredible
"Yeah baby, cum for me", he murmurs, "So pretty jagi. My baby is so beautiful"
"Oh god. Yeosang"
God, is this what I've been missing?
This is what it feels like to be with someone else?
Somehow, I doubt it would feel this good with anyone else though
When it's over, I suck in air, feeling like I'm part of the bed, just reveling in the post orgasm bliss
Yeosang moves off me and I wonder where he's going until I feel his hands spread my legs open wider
Pleasure suddenly slaps me in the face and I shout his name as I lift my head up
I freeze in shock at the sight of my boyfriend eating my cunt like he's starving
His tongue flies all over, licking in between my slit, moaning like he's the one getting oral
His eyes lift to mine and I'm completely turned on
He looks so good in between my legs
He holds eye contact as his tongue slides up my pussy only to slide back down
His tongue runs all over, my legs shaking again, in pleasure
I can't, he's so good with his tongue
Fucking hell
His tongue slips down, poking into my hole and making me gasp
He pushes his tongue further in, and I can't help but clench around him
"Yeosang", I moan, feeling his tongue slide out
"Mmmm jagi", he groans deeply, his tongue shoving back in
"Fuck fuck"
He moves his tongue fast, fucking into me again and again
And I can't believe this man, this beautiful, sexy idol is doing this to me
That he wants to do this to me
And that he seems like he's enjoying it
A lot
His tongue pulls out, then slides up my pussy, flicking my clit
"Oh fuck", I cry, more pleasure zapping through my system
He laughs so deeply, making me shiver as his tongue flicks my clit again and again
I can feel my orgasm building up with each move of his talented tongue
I can't stop myself from plunging my hand into his black hair, holding on as I moan like a huge slut
I watch as his mouth wraps around my clit and he sucks like he can't get enough
Pleasure blasts in my body, making me shake hard
My hips start moving on their own, fucking into his mouth, my juice all over his face
And he just keeps on sucking like he doesn't have a care in the world
"Yeosang..I...I'm..", I breath hard, right at the edge
His eyes meet mine as he slurps around my clit and I fucking lose it
I tumble head first into ecstasy, screaming his name over and over as I ride the waves of pleasure
His mouth doesn't stop, sucking me through it, keeping me in constant bliss
It's fucking incredible
As I come down from the orgasm, Yeosang moves his tongue down to my hole, licking rapidly, swallowing and making moaning noises
When he finishes he moves on top of me, gently pushing me down on the bed
"My girl tastes so fucking good", he murmurs, his lips pressing against my neck, shocking the shit out of me
"I...I do?"
"So good my love", he answers, "So sweet"
He peppers kisses all over my neck, his cock pressing against my leg
"Can I fuck you baby?", he asks
It's now or never
I push all the nervousness away and just focus on him
"Yeah Yeo. I want that. I want you"
"Anything for you jagi"
I feel him start to move in slowly, stretching me open inch by inch
And it feels fucking good
I was expecting pain, knowing that it normally happens the first time
But I don't feel any of that
It just feels good
"Oh fuck", I moan, immediately tightening around his cock as he pushes in more and more
And somehow I get so much more wet
"Oh god", he groans against my skin, "Oh fuck, so tight baby. Fuck. Feels so fucking good. You feel so good jagi"
I swear I haven't heard Yeosang sound like this before
Like he's losing control
I can't answer as I feel him bury in my pussy
He stops moving, whispering, "I'm all in"
And fuck, I can't stop my pussy from throbbing hard around him
His cock is so massive, the feeling of being full so fucking satisfying
"God, fuck, you're pussy is so good. Fuck pulsing so much already. Feel like I'm gonna cum right now"
"Is...is that good?", I whisper
"Mmm hmm. Means you feel amazing jagi", he answers, "I knew you would"
He lifts his head from my neck, his eyes on mine, smiling softly
"You're perfect baby"
I blush, never thinking that any guy in this world would think I'm perfect
Especially Yeosang
But he does and it feels good
"You're perfect Yeosang. I love you"
"I love you Jo. So much"
He presses a soft kiss to my lips and I fall into him
"I'm gonna move, ok jagi?", he asks between kisses
I nod, wrapping my arms around his body, gently laying my hands on his back
His arm moves around my waist, holding me against him, his tongue playing with mine as he slowly moves his hips back
I moan in his mouth at how good his cock drags through my pussy, sending shivers all over me
He slowly buries back inside, forcing me open, my pussy gripping his length tightly
He goes all the way in, his head rubbing against that spot his fingers found before, pleasure filling me
He moves slowly, in and out, his hands gripping my body hard, his lips moving from mine to my neck
"Baby fuck. So good jagi", he whines, "So fucking wet for me"
I am
I don't ever think I've been this wet before
Every time he moves inside, I feel my pussy soak him
He breathes rapidly, his body tense and barely in control
"Can I go faster? Please baby. Wanna go faster", he begs, "Let me fuck you so good jagi. I promise I'll make you feel good. Make you want my cock all the time"
Holy shit
I never thought Yeosang would ever speak like this but fuck it's such a turn on
"Please baby. It'll feel so good jagi. I'll make it so good"
"Yes baby", I answer, wanting him to feel good as well
This isn't just about me
It's about us
He immediately moves, sitting up, both hands gripping my hips hard
He thrusts faster, slamming into me, sending me into so much bliss
Stroke after stroke he goes in harder, so deep in my pussy
I moan loudly, twisting the sheets in my hands, the pleasure intense
"So pretty baby", he whispers, "Fucking hell, your pussy looks so good on my dick"
My eyes move to him and I'm blown away at how hot my boyfriend is
His upper arm muscles are flexing, veins in his lower arms popping, his abs so tight as he thrusts, drops of sweat all over him
His hair is soaked, pleasure on his face as he bites his lip, his eyes watching his cock fuck me
He's so fucking stunning, it's stupid
"Pretty pussy", he murmurs, "Pretty hole stretching so wide. Creaming my cock so good, it's everywhere. Such a pretty mess"
"Is...is that g..good?", I get out
He nods, his eyes not moving, "I love it. Wanna see your pussy cum"
"Fuck Yeo"
His eyes finally move, slowly raising up my body until he looks at my face
He hovers over me, one hand moving next to my head on the bed, the other hiking my legs up his body more
"I want to see you cum baby", he says, "Wanna see how you lose it on my cock"
"Yeo, fuck", I whimper, his words turning me on more
"Want to feel you clench on me, drown my cock in your cream, feel your body shake, hear you scream my name"
I can't answer, just groan as the pleasure mounts, his perfect cock hitting my spot while his pelvis rubs against my clit with each stroke
He leans down, his mouth next to my ear, "Do you hear how wet you are for me?"
What?
"Do you hear how loud your pussy is when you take my cock inside you?", he asks, "Listen baby"
Silence falls for a second before I hear it
The wet squelching of his cock pounding my pussy along with his skin hitting mine
Oh my god, it's so fucking erotic
"Sounds so pretty", he murmurs, "Could listen to it on repeat"
"Yeosang", I cry, my back arching as I'm shoved closer and closer to my orgasm
"Yes baby", he urges, "Let me watch you. Fall apart for me"
"Baby", I gasp, my brain turning off from the incredible bliss, my pussy throbbing crazily around his shaft
"Yeah baby. Good girl. Scream my name, baby girl. Fall apart on my cock jagi"
His cock slams inside and I lose it
"Yeosang! Fuck! Yeosang!", I scream, ecstasy slamming into my body, taking over and stars explode in my vision
"Good girl. Fuck, it feels so fucking good", he praises, his cock fucking into me as I cum, keeping me in pleasure, nothing in my head except him
"Yeosang", I whimper, tears falling from the corners of my eyes from how good it feels
"Baby", he groans, "I'm gonna cum"
I just moan, tightening my legs around him
Fuck, I don't want him to leave my cunt
I want him to stay
"Ccc..... can I cum in your pussy? Please", he pleads
"Yes Yeo. Please baby. Wanna be full of your cum"
God, do I crave his cum inside me
Always wanted that with him
"Let me see you cum Yeo"
"Fuck!", he shouts, burying his cock inside me as he orgasms, "Joanne! Fuck!"
My mouth drops as I watch him, so fucking beautiful
His cock throbs hard inside me, warm sticky cum gushing into my cunt
I can't help my pussy spasming around him, like I'm sucking on his dick
"Yes baby, oh my fucking god", he cries, "Milking my cock so fucking good baby. Take it all jagi"
I do, enjoying the feeling of being filled
He breathes hard as his forehead leans against mine, his lips finding mine in a soft kiss
After, he pulls out, laying next to me, getting the blanket over us
"Come here jagi", he murmurs, pulling me to him
I go absolutely willingly, laying on the pillow with him, our bodies turned to each other, his arm tightly around me
His fingers softly run in my hair, his eyes on me, a soft smile on his face
"I love you", he says
I can't hold the smile back, so unbelievably happy
"I love you", I tell him
He leans forward, giving me a sweet gentle kiss that completely melts me
He's my everything
"Tired jagi?", he asks, after our kiss
I nod, "You?"
"Yeah baby"
Ok then
Sleepy time
I quickly run out the bed, shutting the light then jumping back in, immediately in his arms
Cuddling into him, he chuckles, his arms around me, body pressed against mine
"Fuck jagi", he says softly, "You have no idea how long I wanted to have you in my arms. Every time we watched a movie, a TV show, every time we were sitting next to each other, I just wanted to pull you in my arms and hold you. Never let you go"
"You don't Yeo. You never have to let me go ever again", I assure him, "I wanted to be in your arms for so long too Yeo. Just climb in your lap, both of us holding each other and staying there"
"You can from now on baby", he agrees, "I'll always hold you baby. Always"
I smile, "I love you so much Yeosang"
"I love you so much Jo. Always baby"
"Forever", I whisper
We meet in a gentle kiss, so much love between us
I normally hate Valentine's day but I'm so happy he made this one memorable
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Anything hmm... how about this? Headcanons about Wukong and Macaque with a fem!S/O that got isekai'd from the Pokémon world! How would they react to a regular human mortal commanding powerful beasts who treats them like they were her family.
As for what Pokémon she has, I'll leave that up to you. Whatever sparks your imagination!
Bonus points if she acts like a mother-figure to MK while also making him picnic lunches for when he goes training.
Hope this will be fun for you to write! Thank you! 😊
Yup. This one's long so bear with me lol. I hope I did it right like you wanted
Wukong;
- Where. Were. You?
- All you remember was falling asleep with your Eevee next to you and then you're... Here?
- Luckily, your Eevee was still with you so you were not all that lonely.
- You wandered around this strange mountain, trying to figure out where you are and why your arms looked like a block and why THERE WERE NO WILD POKEMONS???
- And you ended up panicking when you realized you were trapped. How great.
- Luckily, you end up being found by Wukong who just happened to run into you
- He immediately got on defense mode because why would there be a stranger in his mountain unless they were looking for a fight?
- It did take a bit but he realized that you weren't a threat
- You explained your situation to him and the Monkey King listened closely, despite the far fetched story he seemed to believe your words.
- After the explanation he agreed to help you out and try to find your way back home
- He was honestly completely clueless as to what to do, so he just brought you somewhere else to chill and talk while you two think of a plan.
- When he first met you, he just wanted you off his mountain. But when talking with you and learning more about your world and you, he seemed to take a great appeal on you.
- Especially when you'd crack a joke, it made him laugh so hard
- You were also fascinated by how this world worked and that there are no Pokemons but instead demons.
- Talking with you never made Wukong this happy and it never made him laugh so hard, last time he laughed this good was when he was friends with Macaque and well... That was a long time ago.
- Before you knew it, it was already late and you two just wasted your time talking instead of figuring out a plan.
- Your Eevee was already asleep beside Wukong on his cloud and snuggled close to him, Wukong didn't seem to mind at all.
- Well, since you had nowhere to go now Wukong allowed you to stay at his place until you figured something out.
- Days and days passed, tho you enjoyed Wukong's company you eventually got bored sitting around and doing nothing, Wukong could tell by the way you seemed less and less cheerful each day
- You two still haven't figured out anything, because you didn't know how you got here in the first place. The best you could hope for was to go to sleep and wake up back in your realm.
- Wukong was a bit saddened that you were still worried about going home, he thought you liked it here and maybe would even consider staying with him ... But he should've guessed you probably have your own family and friends back home, you don't need him...
- To make it up to you, Wukong took you away to show you some places he knew of, he'd show you the Megapolis city too but you two never really went there because someone could recognize Wukong.
- Where you did stop though, was at a beautiful forest full of sunflowers.
- Seeing you so amazed by everything made Wukong happy, you looked so excited he couldn't help but be amused and tease you about it.
- Then, you don't know what happened, but as you two were talking you accidentally tripped and Wukong caught you
- Instead of letting you go and back away, he kept you in his arms
- The next thing you know, you two were reaching closer and closer to each other's face, looking at each other's eyes, then lips and eyes again...
- Just inches away from kissing, something made a crashing sound causing you two to get startled and snap out of the situation you were in
- You realized your Eevee was caught up in vines, and stuck, so you went to help him immediately, but also you were completely red by the whole situation.
- Wukong was red as well, he can't believe what he almost did. He just met you a few days ago, for god's sake!
- But his tail wagged happily when he looked back at that moment you two had just a second ago.
- Well, after that, as usual you hang out quite often.
- Wukong always cuddled you whenever he could, even if you met a few days ago he was quick to get affectionate with you and you didn't mind.
- But your Eevee was a bit jealous when Wukong wanted to cuddle with you instead of him.
- Your Eevee LOVED and adored Wukong, it's almost like Eevee loved him more than you 😭
- Then you met Mk.
- You two immediately bonded very well and Mk invited you to visit Megapolis with him so you don't get lost.
- Wukong allowed you to go but you could see he was a bit sad by it, so to make him feel better you kissed him on the cheek which did in fact, make him instantly happy, his tail wagging rapidly with a huge grin on his face.
- Going to the city with Mk was pretty nice, and you were very grateful for him for showing you around, you also met his friends! They're very nice and kind as well.
- Whenever Mk visited Flower Fruit Mountain, you'd always bake a peach cake or peach something (cause there were only peaches in this mountain) for both Wukong and Mk to feast on when they finished training.
- Wukong would eat way too much of those, he loved your cooking- especially if it included peaches in it
- When Wukong left you all alone on the Flower Fruit Mountain, he said he'd by away for a few days- and more importantly, away from Mk too, you weren't happy but respected his choice but didn't argue.
- After you found out about everything and where Wukong really was? Oh, boy, you were FURIOUS that he left Mk like that with such a stupid reason and you two had a serious talk.
- At least everything was alright after that.
- Then finally, after about two months figured out a way to go back to your home!
- Wukong was happy for you but he also felt deep loneliness and hurt in his heart, he didn't want you to leave.
- After thinking you left, he just went back to the Flower Fruit Mountain. The monkeys around noticed the sudden change in their King's mood and knew what happened.
- Wukong just sat on the tree in silence, he felt his heart empty as it usually was before he met you. He knew it would hurt yet he opened himself to you.
- After a few minutes, Wukong was surprised to hear you calling out his name and he immediately jumped down from the tree.
- "What happened? Did something go wrong?" Wukong was immediately confused and concerned as to why you were still here, Eevee was on your shoulder too.
- After you explained to him you wanted to stay with him, he was SO FREAKING HAPPY
- He hugged you so tightly and spun you around, which caused you to let out a laugh, you weren't expecting that
- And what you weren't expecting more was for Wukong to kiss you on your lips once he put you down on your feet, he still held you close to him.
- That night was beautiful and probably a moment that will forever stay in your memory and make you smile when you look back at it.
Macaque;
- Umbreon? I know, I'm very uncreative.
- When you found yourself in a different world, you immediately began to explore with your Umbreon close by you.
- You could only guess you somehow ended up in a different realm, but you weren't sure exactly how that happened.
- A lot of people around looked at you and your pokemon weirdly as you passed. You ignored their looks of course.
- Honestly you'd probably be wandering around for a few days until you met Macaque.
- It was by accident, you accidentally bumped into him once and when he saw you again a few days later, he did get a bit curious.
- Especially that weird looking creature with you, he could probably take it away from you and figure out how that thing works.
- So, first thing he did was meet you.
- You didn't trust him at first but after a few hours you explained that you weren't from this world.
- Macaque thought you were joking but when you explained everything to him he was a bit shocked and silent.
- He agreed to let you stay with him since he saw you had nowhere to go.
- Mostly he wasn't at the dojo, he'd be somewhere wandering around and hiding in the shadows.
- You didn't mind, you and Umbreon were still trying to figure out a plan of how to return home.
- When Macaque one night arrived injured, you were completely shocked and slightly concerned.
- Macaque thought you'd be sleeping right now so that's why he returned at night, but unfortunately he was wrong.
- He tried to tell he was okay and refused to let you bandage him up, but you weren't letting the topic go so he snapped at you.
- What he wasn't expecting was for you to snap back at him and pull him to the bathroom by his scarf.
- He couldn't do anything but let you bandage him up, he wasn't expecting for you to shout back at him and honestly he was a little impressed.
- But what he didn't understand more is why you were helping him with his injuries.
- When he asked you why, you replied "You let me stay here, and I want to return the favor. Even if it's something small like helping you with your injuries I'll do it. Plus, you shouldn't leave yourself to bleed like that, if you need me to help I will."
- And oh, god, the soft look you gave him caused him to have butterflies in his stomach and his mouth immediately closed before he could respond, his cheeks warm.
- That was the night he caught feelings for you, only he didn't realize it yet.
- Honestly, he was planning to bandage himself without you knowing or looking, but after that incident, every time he got in a fight and was injured he would let you bandage him.
- Of course, he knew how to treat his own wounds, that was just a excuse so he could be closer to you.
- And you definitely knew it but kept quiet about it.
- Macaque was originally going to steal your pet away from you but after spending some time with you and the way you'd do small gestures, whenever that be placing your hand on his shoulder he couldn't bring himself to do it.
- Your pet was weak anyway to be honest, and useless to him.
- So yes, he actually decided to help you and he'd stay with you up at night to figure out a plan with you.
- But due to that, he wasn't sleeping and you noticed by the way he seemed more sluggish than usual when you weren't looking and by the dark circles under his eyes.
- You'd usher him to bed despite his protests, and watch over him until he fell asleep.
- When he fell asleep, you started to read a book with Umbreon on your lap who was also taking a nap, but then you heard a whine.
- You looked down, it wasn't Umbreon, he was snoring quietly.
- But when you looked at Macaque, you realized his body was tense and his eyebrows were furrowed as he grunted, you could tell he was having a nightmare.
- You put Umbreon away and let him sleep on the chair while you hesitantly walked over to Macaque, you didn't want to wake him up since he just fell asleep after 30 minutes or so.
- Instead, you placed your hand on top of his in hopes it would soothe him.
- What you weren't expecting was for Macaque to grab your wrist and pull you harshy towards him until you were laying on top of him while he was hugging you.
- You were completely stunned, but he seemed to finally have calmed down and had a much more relaxing look on his face so it was worth it.
- After a few unsuccessful attempts of trying to escape his grip, you gave up and eventually fell asleep too.
- Oh boy, when macaque woke up he was blushing like crazy when he saw that he was holding you in his arms
- After that none of you address what happened and pretend like you never cuddled in the first place.
- You two spend a lot of nights together, Macaque would be close by your side and rest his head on your shoulder while you two looked through books to find something useful.
- Simple acts like that would end up being much more as days come and go, he'd be very hesitant but he'd wrap his tail around you too, and you'd rest your head on top of his. He did fall asleep like that once.
- He was so desperately touch starved but also didn't want to make the first move to hug you so you'd do it for him.
- After about a few months, you end up finding a way home and Macaque is really happy for you! Or so you thought, he's a good actor and he only pretended to be happy for your sake.
- You couldn't help but feel sad though, right as you were about to leave you hesitated and realized you wanted to stay here.
- Umbreon agreed to be with you too, he was taking a liking in Macaque as well.
- When you arrived back at the dojo, you immediately hugged Macaque leaving him stunned.
- You explained the situation and that you wanted to stay with him.
- Macaque was happy by it, though a sly grin was on his face, he truly was happy on the inside.
- What you weren't expecting was for Macaque to kiss you.
- You kissed him back of course, but the kiss grew heated and the next thing you know your back is pressed against the wall with your hands and legs wrapped around him while you two make out.
- Needless to say, you had a pretty... Memorable night you'd never forget.
S o b
I don't think I'm doing this right, it's like I'm writing a scenario, not a headcanon 😭
It's 2.4k words long 💀
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