#not agoraphobic!

[bpdcrybaby213]

I feel like I was just thrown into life with absolutely no skills, no survivalism, very little functioning, little will to live and then expected to live a full functional life and be productive and healthy.

#bpd life #autistic adult #severe mental illness #actually agoraphobic #agoraphobia #anxiety disorder #executive dysfunction

[homeofhousechickens]

The other day I visited the seven gates of hell in Illinois.

Urban legend states that if you drive through all of the bridges in order at midnight it will open a portal to hell. People say that each bridge is guarded by an evil spirit, such as ghosts, demons, hellhounds, ect

I can see why 1900s architecture smacked in the middle of a growing rural town can be perturbing to city folk and teenagers. These bridges are leftover from back when they used the railroads for mining operations in the area. They are thicker then typical modern bridges and are an interesting shape

That gates themselves are very cold, some people think it is ghosts but i think it is a swamp cooling effect due to the thick concreate shading the gates plus the small creek that flows parallel to most of them. Car accidents are also common at the gates but i think this is due to the roads small size, sharp turns, and blind spots that are common on the roads the bridges reside. Who knows?

Commonly people have mentioned seeing fires and men carrying weapons such as axes and scythes especially close to the last gate. I find these pretty amusing because right down the road before the seventh gate is a feed lot full of beef cows. When i went there was a fire going but it looked like it was to clear the pasture nearby. Of course i saw alot of men carrying farm tools as well and i cant help but wonder if those things people have claimed to have seen were just rural people going out about their buisness. The first gates are in more populated areas then it gets replaced with corn field and animal agriculture as you continue on. To me the drive was very pleasant and nostalgic.

I will say i likely accidently scared a teenager at the twin gates 3 and 4. He was sitting in his car and when we pulled up he yelled "yall good??" Part of the urban legend is that sometimes you see a ghost car so i wonder if the reason he jumped and yelled is because he thought we were the ghost car haha.

Gate number Five did give me a funny feeling. Its very overgrown and when you pass through it its very cold and it goes on a bit longer then the other gates. Its more like a tunnel.

Im sure people who are residents of Illinois read the first sentence and went "Yes of course the seven gates of hell are located here"

#fun things to do as an agoraphobe #The Seven Gates #Illinois #Acid Bridge #Urban legend #not chickens

[softmushroomboy]

HELP FUND A DISABLED, TRANS SYSTEM’S SERVICE DOG TRAINING!!

Currently: $2010/2590

our next periodic goal of $2590 is due by August 4th!

If we get $25/day we will be able to reach this goal in time!

This will help us pay for 1 package of 10 school days (this will last us 10 weeks now since Dallas goes 1x week) that is $810, that we have been invoiced and are hoping to pay by august 8th AND a private lesson with our trainers that is $200!

Thank you so much for your continued support. You have no idea how thankful we are to be able to continue Dallas' Service Dog training to be Bryan's service dog. She is his lifeline!

1 package 10 school days = $810 (lasts 10 weeks, we pay at the 5 week mark instead of right when invoiced to help raise more funds in time)

1 private lesson a month = $200

#queer #ptsd #actually agoraphobic #did system #ftm #pnes #actually bipolar #did #disability #disabled #chronic illness #spoonie #actually plural #actually dissociative #actually neurodivergent #adhd #audhd #actually autistic #pots syndrome #service dog #autism #mutual aid #dissociative system #plural system #plural community #potsie #potsawareness

[the-unfortunate-ly]

paranoid

#i shot & edited this to resemble the feeling of intense (agoraphobically-induced) paranoia and panic #my photography #midwestern gothic #american gothic #dreamcore #liminalcore #liminal space #oddcore #weirdcore #vent #ventcore #liminal photography #nostalgiacore #nostalgic #vintage #midwestern emo #surrealcore #midwest gothic #rural america #film photography #landscape #southern gothic #agoraphobia #liminal #rural gothic #small town gothic #photography #creepy #unsettling #dark

[theyreallgaylol]

Average grocery store experience as someone who's autistic and agoraphobic:

#actually autistic #actually agoraphobic #mental health #agoraphobia #autism #memes #vent

[millimauk]

Posting this WIP here as well with no other reason then wanting to start posting here again…

#you guys dont know them yet #but they are my and my partners blorbos #pink haired is arc #an agoraphobic and anxiety ridden vampire #and the man that was sent to hunt and kill him… #you can see how well that went lol #the hunter is basically a bloodborne oc of mine…and hes very important to me #grumpy old fart with bad hips and an alcohol problem #very capable tho #like incredibly #oc #original characters #millidrawsthings #WIP

[lousydrawingsforgoodpeople]

#beta fish #not sure if they’re really agoraphobic tho #i identify #doodles #bad art #lousy drawings #doodle #fish

[neurodivergenttales]

What are you supposed to do when you’re agoraphobic but you don’t have any hobbies to pass the time being inside the house?

I’m terrified of the outside world but I’m also terrified of being trapped inside with my own brain

I’m spiralling

#mental health #mental illness #neurodivergent #neurodiverse stuff #journal #journaling #diaryposting #sadcore #agoraphobia #agoraphobic #social anxiety #rotting in my room #rotting #my brain is rotting

[deceptiveshadow]

Ohh the joy of having zero human interaction for years!......./sarcasm

#me #head empty #all the time #agoraphobic problems #also social anxiety LMAO

[aropride]

the line between “severe social anxiety” and “early stages of agoraphobia” is a line i walk daily. i like to call it ummm “get me out of here” lol

#text #i think calling myself agoraphobic would be dramatic #but ive become drastically more anxious about being in public #especially in more crowded areas or in like. rooms without enough Walls. like wide open places #ESPECIALLY alone #i am trying to Nip it in the bud. to varying levels of success

[bpdcrybaby213]

I went to the grocery store today and didn't have an anxiety attack and didn't freak out at all. I did well. A man who works there started a conversation with me and I actually responded and didn't freak out. I made it through it. It's the small accomplishments, when it comes to my mental illness. It wasn't crowded though and it wasn't Walmart, but still happy I did good.

#agoraphobia #actually agoraphobic #anxiety disorder #social anxiety #chronic mental illness #mental illness #actually mentally ill

[audino]

good morninggggg i’m going to start volunteering for my local municipal office starting on monday!!! things like filing and paperwork and the like.

one more big step in my healing journey and towards hopefully going back to work properly one day, so i hope it goes well! if they’re really impressed with me they’ll probably offer me a full position eventually 🤞

#rejoining society is really hard #i’ve been a hermit agoraphobe for 3 years #and i’m just starting to get less afraid of being out of the house alone #i know the person i’m volunteering for so it’s not so scary #i’m so excited to take my life back into my own hands #i’m tired of my mental health taking everything from me #bun txt

[underratedgrapeju1ce]

can we normalize talking about how fucking debilitating agoraphobia is cool thanks

#i was actually excited to go out and get out of the house #i did my makeup and everything #only to start crying the moment i stepped into the mall #agoraphobia #actually agoraphobic #mental illness #phobia #rant #text

[hopethisdsntawakenanythinginme]

Agoraphobia is so fucking stupid like oh no i had to briefly interact with another person now i have to go to my room and fucking cry about it stupid brain get your shit together jesus christ bitch

I had a Walmart delivery and it gave me a panic attack

#talking to the void #agoraphobia #actually agoraphobic #agoraphobic

[rosalinesurvived]

Katai got mega-million rich after busting organisations with his ability rightt out of his teenage rebellion years so Kunikida burns every single one of the capitalist books his parents send to him in the mail. They never discuss this.

#things ;) #kunikatai #what IS a devoted childhood friend if it isnt someone who steers you away from le capitalists?? #obssessed with how katai is the most normal guy in kuni’s life while also being an agoraphobic bed-loving gifted kid burnout gamer #asnyways #kunikida and katai’s magnificent days #kunikida x katai #katai x kunikida #katai tayama #bsd katai #bsd kunikida #kunikida doppo #doppo kunikida #bsd #bungou gay dogs #bungo stray dogs #for context!!!: lesbiany-yosano’s posts on commie kunie

[schizoid-culture-is]

schizoid + agoraphobe culture is being a complete shut-in neet bc i hate and fear everything and anything that has to do with the Outside

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#personality disorder #schizoid #schizoid pd #schizoid personality disorder #scpd #szpd #cluster a #cluster a pd #schizoid culture is #agoraphobia #agoraphobe