#nocturnal vents

[unorcadox]

Every single life form is asleep right now.

Yet you lie awake.

What’s wrong with you?

#weirdcore #dreamcore #dereality #unreality #my edit #unorcadox #liminal #liminal spaces #nostalgiacore #y2kcore #old web #uo vent #nocturnal gang rise up #literally uploading and tagging and queueing this at 4am #hall of fame

[rozenrotart]

🔪💔Hollowed Out 🔪💔

Been kinda... going through it today and felt really terrible. So I made Florian suffer for it. Got my new graphics tablet in yesterday, too.

#original art #artists on tumblr #guro #vent art #Florian Lazarescu #Nocturnal Creatures

[sparklyslug]

Feel crazy trying to explain to my friend that yeah, actually, a concert that’s 4 hours away will end up being more expensive than one that’s 1.5 hours away

#they’re like but we won’t get a hotel #well just drive home after the show! #boy let me tell you how interested I am in ever getting home from a concert after 2am #not at this age of thirty and three boyo #they’re in nightlife they’re nocturnal I HOWEVER #AM NOT #bitch venting #sparkly originals

[sakura-code]

Okay, I’ll admit, I was starting to have some doubts with my Yuma storyline for the Misfit AU, mainly because it feels like it overshadows the rest of the characters and the main point of the Misfit AU: a bunch of misfits from Kanai Ward coming together as a family to survive in the adult world of Kanai Ward. I mean, Yuma could very well fit the Misfit theme by being one of the few kind souls willing to act on their kindness in Kanai Ward.

However, I think his kind heart could be used against him by having Amaterasu and Peacekeepers (mainly Amaterasu bc the Peacekeepers are more openly corrupt) take advantage of his sense of justice for their own gains.

The main difference between Yuma and the Nocturnal Detectives is that they learn to overcome their struggles and become strong-willed. Yuma, on the other hand, is a sensitive boy who wears his heart on his sleeve, and was taken advantage of while still in his vulnerable state. Yuma is also known to be kind of a people pleaser and well-behaved, so rebellion is very unlikely compared to the other detectives.

Another thing to note is the potential the groups see in the detectives. There are individual reasons for why the detectives are outcasts towards Kanai Ward, and why the Peacekeepers and Amaterasu treats them as outsiders. They’re rebellious, they’re unpredictable, they go by their own beliefs and nature. They will not be swayed or bend to their wills. But Yuma, who was a kid at the time, he has potential and is looking for his place in the world. They see a gifted child who is reserved and well-mannered and obedient to the authority figures. He’s basically perfect to mold him into their image.

I guess I just needed to write it out to see how Yuma sets apart from the detectives, and I need to like figure out their own stories that could play into the overarching narrative so they aren’t really overshadowed.

But what are you guys’ thoughts? Since I believe I need multiple opinions to think on this kind of thinking.

#master detective archives: rain code #rain code #nocturnal detective agency #yuma kokohead #a bit of venting #I am also very tired so it might be my brain not working #Misfit AU

[sucrose-soymilk]

hadn’t really regressed in a While and i didn’t realize how much i missed/dareisay needed it until i had the free time and ability to do so over the last few days and i have to say. i’m feeling a bit better

#imagine that! the coping mechanism… helps!!! wow #Seven’s Small Thoughts #not tagging this as anything else bc this blog is really just a not-so-secret public diary #and im not really trying to gain any sort of following or participate in the community very much #i just wanna talk to the void abt regression every once in a blue moon y’know #i also feel like i don’t really belong in the community much/am not a Good Example of sfw agere since i’m very n/ s/ f/ w everywhere else #which is a double standard that i don’t hold others to but i feel like others will hold it against me??? and i’m just shy anyways #and not looking to interact. just wanna keep all this stuff tucked away in a side-blog #i also feel like a lot of the community likes to blog while actively regressed and i don’t wanna step in there as someone who isn’t #nothing wrong with it! at all! i just don’t have the capacity to since i go nonverbal when i regress. no thoughts head blissfully empty #anyways this wasn’t supposed to be a vent post let’s change the topic! #anywhooo what else did i come on here to say. oh yeah #i lowkey forgot how much regressing has helped me in the past until i was able to really indulge myself in it again recently #it’s so nice to just be small and hand someone else the reins and forget abt everything other than doing something you enjoy #maybe one day i’ll be at a point in my life where i can fully regress more freely and more often but for now i’ll take what i can get #i’m also excited because i’ve been thinking abt ordering a paci from this one specific seller #and yesterday saw that they’re dropping a new batch of fall/halloween themed ones today!!! #so now i’ve gotta make myself stay awake until 6pm so i can jump on it when they’re available #which is a small struggle considering my nocturnal sleep schedule but i will do it nonetheless #that crescent moon patterned one Will Be Mine #trying to decide between buttercup yellow and schoolbus yellow for the clip #i think i’m more drawn to the vibrancy of the schoolbus yellow honestly #eeeeeee i’m excited i’ve been wanting to treat myself to ordering from this shop for a g e s and im finally gonna do it

[the-mighty-nappa]

Oh boy it's time time of the year again where due to [redacted] I rethink my entire fucking [redacted] and realize there is no proper outcome in this situation.

#tw vent #like i'm nocturnal by nature and I just can NOT do a daytime schedule #but it's been [redacted] #and honestly I don't know what to do about it or how to go about talking to her about it #I'm on an uncharted island and have no clue what the fuck to do #because even if I fix my sleep schedule it's only a few weeks until it goes right back to it's normal and nocturnal state #and the fucking sorrows and distance of all kinds start over again #in a never ending dharmic cycle that one can not break free from without true levels of suffering #I don't know what the fuck to do and all I know is sadness and suffering delight #vent post #i'd like to cry but even after being on E for a while that's still nearly impossible

[feelingsinister92]

"Foxwalk" Part 2 - Page 14

#foxwalk #furry #mystery #comic #autumn #lgbtq #suburbs #rat #nocturnal #family drama #sad #anger #rage #venting

[thethingything]

also if I google anything to do with our sleep issues, nothing is helpful because depending on how I phrase it the results are just:

potential benefits of polyphasic sleep schedules

tips for dealing with insomnia (with the assumption you struggle to fall asleep)

advice for good sleep hygeine

and like, well clearly this accidental polyphasic sleep schedule is causing a lot of problems but everything is just like "here's how polyphasic sleep can help you" and the insomnia advice doesn't help because I'm not having trouble getting to sleep, I could lay down right now and pass the fuck out, but I won't sleep for long and I'll still be drowsy after and won't be able to function properly

#personal #thoughts #🍬 post #vent post #also we have a grudge against ''sleep hygeine'' #for years people used it as a way to blame us for struggling to sleep at night when we're literally just nocturnal #and couldn't sleep because we were trying to do most people's equivalent of sleeping at like 4pm and waking up at midnight #and trying to follow the ''sleep hygeine'' advice never actually helped and sometimes just made things worse

[nightwining-it]

Last night a dog wouldnt stop barking and it seems tonight its time for the ducks to be incapable of shutting the fuck up.

#i know you fuckers aren’t nocturnal so why #personal #venting #just let me sleep damn

[gilbirda]

#gil talks #kind of a vent post? #my relationship with sleep is complicated #i sleep when i pass out because i truly cannot sleep #falling asleep just because is foreign to me #i start crying in frustration #and sometimes i really need to wake up early and do stuff during daytime/office hours #because the world is not made for nocturnal people #anyway #anxiety is a bitch

[ifellinlovewithpersona]

Idk why but I have such a big mental block that is preventing me from playing and finishing P3P lol

But I'm in literally last days of the game and I want to move on to other games I planned to play this year ;_;

Why is this happening to me ;_;

#maybe it's because I know how nyx is like but I JUST DON'T FEEL FULLY READY ;_; (more mentally probably) #also i'm tired or grinding in this game way more tired than i was in nocturne for example #tartarus is goddamn awful to grind #i know nyx isn't actually worse than nocturne's lucifer probably or smt v bosses so i should be fine #but idk i just have trauma from when I was playing FES and beat him after 6th trial ;_; #hate to having mental blocks to finish the games tbh :/ #lilly's talking #lilly plays p3p #just here to vent lol #pls my anxiety let me finish this game and move on to dds ;_;

[murder-melod]

I often have wishes and daydreams, about a lot of things. But they all generally fall in to a category of me being a race that isn't human, living in a world or realm that doesn't have or doesn't strictly follow or require mortal mindsets and rules,and just having some job of high purpose that has great influence on others around on me or atleast those i care about. Sometimes I will be a vampire in those daydreams, sometimes a earth golem, sometimes a demigod, sometimes I just wish to be a nocturnal human in a nocturnal human society without any prejudices and discrimination etc. Sometimes my daydreams will take me so far to places where I would help my favourite fictional characters,or the ones that have suffered the most or unjustly in my opinion. Etc. Etc. Living here on the internet and in my fictional world to me is life,I know for some other people,they wouldn't consider that life, they would consider that denial and delusion. But even if real life and real world were in a better more tolerable state or perfect,I would still go to internet and my fictional world. Nommater how terrible or great the real life is,I can still go to the internet and my fictional world,and more or less everything will still be 50% great,50% fun and 50% bittersweet tragic. Real life is just one I have to live at this point to stay alive,it doesn't mean much to me whatsoever,i would say I only care about my family, friends, people getting rights they lack and should have in real life,but that's about it, everything else in real life is meaningless to me. I have grown numb to tragedy,pain and a lot of other things in real life,they happen so often,and half of the time because of corrupt selfish politicians,at this point it's expected everyday world shenanigans. Ironically,tragedies in fiction of my world and my fav franchises actually emotionally wound me, because those worlds are filled with characters I actually care about, people i would love to meet and befriend,or even help if they need it. Whenever something great happens there I cheer for it as of it were real and when something sad happens there I cry for it just as much. Real life and most of humanity and society, only ever disappoints and troubles me and others I love,to me there is no point in emotionally getting attached to real life and it's events if it will constantly be shitty and out of our control. And what do I do when I die? Heck if I know,I don't care,I will wonder if there will be afterlife or what afterlife will be like if there is one,but ultimately I don't care if I die,i do wish that when I do die,i won't ever have to live in real life anymore, whatever comes or doesn't come after it,will be much more welcome then whatever I really have to expirience rn.

#night #nocturnal #daydreaming #personal vent #rambles #existensialism

[alien-insomniac-05]

Nick Nocturne after seeing people who watched his video destroy a small creators horror puppet show side project that he just wanted to talk about cause he thought it was cool

#nick nocturne #welcome home puppet show #welcome home #shitpost #kinda vent

[championofapollo]

I wish society would be more accepting of nocturnal people.

On normal days I wake up at 1pm and go to bed at 2am(looking at averages). I’d be perfect for 3rd shift at factories, yet I’m going to go into Marine Biology. As far as I’m aware, no office lets people work that “late.” Not to mention next to nothing is open past 10pm where I am! When I wish to go out into the world and do things I’m required to change my entire schedule so that I’m able to

I want to be a vampire dag gum it. Let me go out at midnight to a world that isn’t dangerous. Let me not be judged and looked at funny because I “sleep all day” and miss events

#vent #small rant #nocturnal life

[mousethoughtsbox]

lissen

I know like, ive been radio dead for like weeks

but I just have very packed up life rn

and I have 8/(4*2)~ deep sleep hours a day at best cuz; my cat is a little shit who'll puke his organs out if he won't get his food into his digestive system every 4 hours

that includes night time too. And it has to be super timed-out or his sugar levels will go too high or too low he'll die

So, I am tired. Very tired. And I will draw whatever and wherever. Requests are no longer a priority - survival is.

#Im so fucking tired #also my cat is nocturnal and he loves nothin' more than to jump around for 3 hours and yell and scream and make a mess on the table #yes i am venting what you gonna do about it

[audhooman]

soooooo I might’ve accidentally stayed up till like 5am and then I might’ve accidentally slept till 4pm..

I’m turning nocturnal and this is not a good thing, I don’t live in an area where there are many graveyard shifts available and I don’t know how to drive.. plus I have a job I really love that’s in the morning! Agh!!

Anyway how’s your day been?

#bit of a vent #honestly I find it kinda funny #lol #btw #how do I know what’s a bot and what’s not #nocturnal #have a glorious day or night #idk #funny #anyways #what #aaaaaaaaa #fuck #i guess #no i am not mentally stable #idk what to tag this as #idk what this is #help