#no rlly aaaa <3

[dhmis-autism]

WAHHH IM SO SO SO EXCITED FOR TODAY!!!

I MAY JUST DO ANOTHER DAY LIKE VDAY WHERE I JUST REBLOG WITHOUT A QUEUE !!!

#AAAA AND WE'RE SUPPOSED TO DO A LIL SERIES REWATCH IN THE SERVER IM IN IM SO EXCITEDDD #AND EVERYONES POSTING ART AND IM SOOOOO AOAUAGAG #again!! i never rlly got into the fanbase before the series dropped!!!! so this is my first june 19th!!!! #and my dad be a deadbeat so im LITERALLY not doing anything irl today!!!! #YAHOOOOOOOOO #still wish i could draw tho.. :/ #i guess i can settle for uplifting other peoples art!! >:3 great compromise!!! #my dhmis postings #tw flashing image

[weenhands]

me forcing my followers to hear another stupid story or rant about my crush when they all signed up for frank iero sitting on my lap posts

#just. AAAA!!! <3 #remembwring when i asked him what bands he likes bc we both expressed a liking for rock music #and he was like uhmmmm linkin park...that too mainstream for u?:) and he said it with this rlly shy smile wnsjsjxjsjdhdhhddeuueiwwiididif #it was so precious but like ofc its not lol #aughdhdhshsjdjf

[eatingpeanutbutterwithmyfingers]

been having a bad day so heres lucia :3

#tmnt!2012 #2012 awt #tmnt 2012 #2012 leo #transfem leo #lucia<3 #my head rlly hurts ow #i cant draw cloths aaaa

[httpiastri]

winter wonderland for that christmas oscar story you're writing? 🥰

oooo i didnt know what part to tease bcs i didnt want to spoil too much shdkdhf but here we goooo....

but as oscar walks back to the kitchen, he sees something hanging in the door frame to the kitchen. he stops in his tracks. "no way..." festive cookies isn't the only thing lando got when he went to the local supermarket. he also bought the ultimate tool for securing his master plan – a mistletoe. he doesn't know how, but he's planning to make sure you and oscar meet underneath it at least once before the holidays are over. there's no way you'll both be able to avoid it all week.

#hihihihi #aaaaaa i had a rlly nice time writing on it like last week or 2 weeks ago or something #but now idk #have gotten a little bit of writers block #definitely know the cause though #its that damn lando norris #istg my current lando obsession is so strong that i cant even think of other drivers #oscar my dear loveeee i promise i'll be back to loving you in just a minute 🫠 #though earlier today i was binge-reading @holllandtrash's 6 to 1-series (idk how i havent done it until now?? #quite literally a masterpiece aaaa and didnt exactly make me less obsessed w lando) and when oscar suddenly appeared in one chapter #i went “oscar!!! 😄😄” #baby <3<3 #no one asked about this but i wanted to say for the 10th time that im in a very lando mood 🫡 sorry not sorry #jack's 1.5k celly! #winter wonderland!

[enden-k]

im highly sensitive and jumpy wobbly rn so just in advance it would be nice if ppl would be patient and specify tones or meanings especially tonight so i dont immediately misunderstand or panic while i try to calm down and regulate my mood back to normal hhhhshsh sry and thanks...,.,💦

#not prompted by any particular message i just caught myself overthinking some harmless comments etc so aaaa #like the specifications thing earlier bc j think now that it was weird for me to specify the egg thingy ajxbjddh silly stuff like that #day 3 of being completely alone in my place and im already falling apart aaAAAA 😄 #my mood is not balanced at all so i rlly wanna try to be good and do good and not have an episode while im alone so hhhggg can we #be a bit patient w me aa #sorrt for being a baby ahahhs its ykno #my mental illness n stuff #personal #tbd

[creative-clown-drawings]

@clownartmonth’s Clown Art Month Day 5: Dessert!! :•)

#🌈 #syds art #aaaa I rlly liked how this one came outtt #the hair is supposed to be like cotton candy btw #tomorrows is gonna be an interesting one to figure out lol #clown art month #clown month 2023 #clown month 3 #clown art #clowncore #clownblr #clown #cotton candy #pink and blue #lollipop #bubblegum #sprinkles #dessert #rainbow #art challenge

[the-astral-clump]

the absolute urge to hoard names i like oh gods -Mae🍓

#i rlly like the name June it’s cute and it’s not like others in the system don’t also go by multiple names but aaaa #maybe i will add it cuz it’s cute #:3 #puppygirlthing moment idk #system #system things #autistic system #all systems welcome #introject

[sunsrefuge]

AAA... ONE DAY I MAY MAKE AN FR TUMBLR BUT LOOK AT THE LOVELY HALLOWEEN GAL @commanderthalys​ GAVE MEEEEE !!!!!!!! :SOB: ♥ ♥ ♥

#IDK WHAT IM NAMING HER YET IM JUST ECSTATIC RN !!!! #THE FACT THAT SHE OFFERED ME A PICK OF HALLOWEEN DRAGONS... SOBBING !!! SOBBING !!! #HALLOWEEN IS MY FAVORITE HOLIDAY TOO I LOVE THE AESTHETIC IM IM IM !!!!!!!! #THEY RLLY KNOW ME APPARENTLY !!! AAAA GOSH #THANK YOU LYNX !!! THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU #i should make an FR tumblr omg i wanna see more draggies on my dash actually <3 #maybe i make one that consolidates all of my dragon games... #maybe i get back into DragCave at one point...... #not gw2

[selfindulgentfandomstuff]

WOWIE.

Cute boy at the Target optical section…

#I rlly generally don’t like. think abt ppl I see in public hours later #but this DUDE was fuckinG ATTRACTIVE AF #SORRY SORRY ik he was just some stranger but he was really nice and he had this long wavy black hair that framed his face so nicely and aaaa #I’m NEVER like this abt ppl i just see in public istg #this guy has bewitched me.. #I hope he’s there when I go to pick up my new lenses :) #I’m not gonna be weird I just wanna see him again bc he was so nice to me too <3 #anyways.

[luvzuno]

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ꒷꒦ ❛ 周防 司 യ Knight of Blue Roses ❜ ꒷꒦ ﾞ

୧ — reblog + credit if using ~ no kin/me tags unless ur the requester ! ~ @vmpireknight !

#୨🐟୧ — edits ! #got dam !! these r all over the place sorry adam #ehe for the third header jiji stole the bg of a tatsumi card <3 #jiji doesnt rlly like the icons here ought brain is fried rn #HEL #tags when ever #that middle header is so bright AAAA

[tearfest]

A package was delivered to Mija's home, a black box adorned with a black ribbon and a neat bow. Inside, nestled in a bed of black tull, a girthy, long and pastel pink vaginal plug with straps to be kept in place, nipple clamps and a note: "Wear it to church tomorrow. Worship your false god and confess your sins to the pastor. Wear it underneath your Sunday dress, don't forget to keep your modesty." It was signed with a simple W. What it didn't say was that there was something missing from the toy delivered, a remote still in Wonbin's possession.

ㅤㅤsaturday evenings are pretty routine for mija. half of her day would be spent at her boyfriends, helping his family with their part in the preparation for sunday's service, and spending the rest of her day at home, helping her own parents do the same. the nights are spent in silent yearning — damp strawberry patterned duvet bunched between her thighs and a chain of their text messages lighting up the screen of her charmed up phone. this part of her routine had become more of a daily habit — her obsession with him growing unhealthier by the day. but she doesn't notice, and she wouldn't even care if she did.

ㅤㅤshe's rosy cheeked when her mother's voice from outside of her door halted her movements, stuffing her phone under the pillow to hide her dirty secret — taking a moment in front of the mirror to straighten herself up before opening the door. a gift from your boyfriend, apparently. but her boyfriend doesn't give her gifts, and that's why she's smiling so much as she snatched it from her mother's hands, thanking her profusely before closing the door in her face to jump back on the bed and open the prettily packaged present.

ㅤㅤshe turns the volume up on her television before opening, pearly whites toying with her lower lip as she blushes at the sight of the toy — sheepishly reaching in to wrap around the thick plug, holding it up like a spectacle. her first ever toy. a major upgrade from the dishevelled duvet, and she's too clueless to notice that there was a missing component. she eyes it up for a moment or two, fiddling with the straps before placing it back gently in the box and taking the note out instead, the words going straight to her cunt as she swallows thickly, already thinking of a hiding place to stash the note to keep forever. she presses the paper against her nose, closing her eyes as she smells the faintest hint of his cologne — falling back against her pillows as she clutched the note against her heart, reaching behind to fish her phone out from her underneath her head to send a text.

mija: i love it so much! it's so pretty mija: and it's my favourite colour! thank you, my lord -`♡´- mija: can i use it tonight? mija: or should i save it for tomorrow? mija: and do i confess all of my sins? even ours?

#irrwicht #mija: discourse. #mija: featuring wonbin. #i got carried away omg aaaa i missed them sm !! #btw thank u for sending this it rlly made my day < 3 #ic answer. #usfw

[celestial-citrus]

HbhBBBbHBBbBB

#i stayrhrd up too late doigng this and thenni cpudldnt slee0 #n now my eyes r bloodshot & i look like ive done WEED #HhHJJIUjNjHnb #sry if eowyn looks weird idk anything about LOTR and ive never rlly looked at her beforee ehdhdj #im jsut goona die now #citrus art #i hav churuch later too aaaa #also thx to the moots who suggested the characters <3 appreciate u

[coles-scythe]

Figuring out hairstyles for Jay through all of the phases. Not completely satisfied with all of them, but happy enough with them lol,

#self ship #self insert #💙 Revolving Doors #the only ones i rlly like are 1 + 2 + 6 + 7 #3 - 5 need more work aaaa #also constantly changing the shade of their hair bc my hair color changes between blond and red irl lol

[callilouv]

drawing is kinda nice actually<3

#ʕ •ᴥ•ʔ idle chit chat #still hav a lot to learn but tbh i’m content w my current skills hehe #IDK i’m at that point where i just genuinely enjoy the process #sobs my drawings used to take like . 10 hours minimum back then but now i can complete a drawing in 2-3 hours :(<3 if i hyper focus on it ww #i want 2 branch out more and draw something more than just characters looking pretty :3 #since i’ve basically mastered how 2 draw the human body now i think it’s time 2 suck it up and explore more ideas #art is just so nice tbh . overtime i’ve learned to just enjoy the process and i think it really helped me a lot #but tbh i’ve gone like 4 months without drawing bc i was so burnt out after basically . forcing myself 2 improve faster and faster #abt something that will rlly only improve over the years #i don’t want to go back there again and relearn the stuff i learned LMAO🗿 #ever since i just told myself to take it easy #being an artist is hard but sometimes . sometimes i enjoy it .a lot<3 #IDK ever since i was a kid i’ve always just been an art kid #i’d draw in class and my teacher would pin my drawings on our board thing where u can pin pages wwww #and everybody would just go ‘oh name? yeah she’s the art kid’ #apparently i inspired one of my classmates to start drawing and aaaa my heart feels so happy when they go to me to learn fhdjnfdi #yeah :3 art is good <3 #SORRY ABT THIS RAMBLE HELP IDK WAHTS GOING OM WITHH ME IM USUALLY CRYING ABT ART BUT TODAY IS DIFFERENT❕❕

[noxtivagus]

i like my hair ehe

#🌙.rambles #APOLLO NEVER TAKES PICS OF ME 😭😭 #it's Okay i'm like #the one that takes pics for my friends n all yk 🥹 #..photos takes up most of my storage space oops #ehe i'm tying my hair just half rn #w the flower crochet hair tie i got from like conquest yes #it's a daisy i think #i wna learn how to crochet n all. i rlly wna make flowers #n i wna press yk flowers n all aaaa >.> #i rlly rlly want a white rose hair clip like the one my wol has in ffxiv !! #I FORGOT WHAT MORE I WAS GNA WRITE #yk what #i love the way i love #if you see me listening to apollo's playlists it's very likely i'm playing them out loud for them #>:3 #i rlly love just doing lil things as well in these moments #ngl i rlly don't know what my top love language is bcs quality time. is v important to me yes #but then acts of service i genuinely rlly love doing wtvr for the ppl i love #gift giving.. i put in a lot of thought to stuff n the meaning n thought behind gifts mean a lot to me #physical touch i am v affectionate ngl so Yeah hugs pets hand-holding (yuck) wtvr #words of affirmation is. v obviously important to me too now that i think of it #as in Very. damn #i'm rambling again :<< #there's stuff i wna do but i'll try to go to sleep relatively early today bcs i'll be waking up at 5 smth

[astrxealis]

hmmmmhhmmhmh bad feelings r kinda coming in again ... kinda >_<

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #i'll try to shoo them away rjfhriebwobdkfjsosnausodskadjsh !!! #simply put yk when you're really Yeah abt smth like. yo /pos !! but then it turns out /neg #very vague ik but i don't want to euwgdihsod yeah so ^^ hm ... i think having experienced this all the time is why i don't really have much #expectations lol (then still get disappointed <//3 this is mostly in terms of others aaaa this is why i don't like people that much ... but #thne also ??? idk it's really assuring that obviously i'm not alone even if that. sucks :')) i don't want others to feel the same way i do #so i always try to listen ... even if they don't do that for me !! and even if i sometimes do what they do back but. i'm just too kind ;;;) #i'll get over it in time :'0 #rlly glad and proud of how far i've gone but i think bcs there's no one i actually open up to much i still have problems :')