Mom bods, yea or nay?
Asking on behalf of all insecure squishy tummies, stretch marks, and thicc thighs.
Mesh'la you are beautiful. Point me at anyone who says otherwise and I'll set them straight
Soft stomachs, stretch marks, scars or anything else. You are beautiful in my eyes. Gorgeous even. Nat born beautiful standards are confusing. Ashoka'ika tried explaining it but I don't understand. You're all so beautiful.
For my clarification, a mom bod is someone who bears the life of mother hood yes? Is larger or thicker than what people say is "acceptable"
Sounds like bullshit the long necks would make up to put us clones down and I won't stand for it.
Cyar'ika, life is tough on all of us, mother hood even more so. Tougher than managing this crazy bunch even and your body bears it well.
Also between you and me I can't think of any clone who doesn't love to feel something soft and warm pressed against us. Reminds us there are good things in the world. Good food, good people, life outside of the war and shitty rations and cold lonely space.
Also as fives would say - thicc fives saves lives.
Did I use that correctly?
Anyway the point is, mesh'la if you need a little more love, you can always count on a clone.
Apologies if I got carried away, I'm a little too passionate in telling people how wonderful I think they are.
Captain Rex | CT 7567
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Okay, obviously I have some body image issues. This is very clear to pretty much everyone who knows me. I have had them since I hit about 10 years old I think? That gives me 15 years of disliking the way I look, for one reason or another. I have tried a lot of things throughout that time to change my perception of myself. And currently, I feel like I am stuck in a weird place that I can't figure out how to escape.
I understand that there are studies now showing that dieting and working out don't actually work long term for most people. I know that getting into that mostly causes things like yo-yo dieting and circular weight gain/loss. I know that being fat is being shown to not actually be unhealthy in the ways it has often been shown as and perceived to be. I know that literally all the media everywhere is blasting me with idealized bodies that pretty much do not exist or only exist through extremely unsustainable/unhealthy means.
I have tried for so long to believe in and promote body neutrality or positivity for myself and other people. I constantly refuse to let myself think about what I see in the mirror or in pictures. I tell myself to get exercise for the physical and mental health benefits, not for my physical appearance. I try to view my body for what it can do and not how it looks. I tell myself to live the life I want to live now, rather than waiting to live it till I have the body I imagine living that life. Without exaggeration, I am fairly certain I think about these things every single day.
And none of it is working.
I actually feel I dislike my appearance now more than I did even a year ago. I feel like I am constantly noticing things about my body that I never did before or new changes to my body, and I am deeply uncomfortable with them. And I want to do something about it, and clearly simply changing my mentality isn't doing anything. I want to diet and exercise. But I also know it likely won't be a permanent change. I am concerned that I would give myself an eating disorder. And I'm also concerned that I would be feeding into diet/exercise culture. I am worried about hurting the people around me who are also fat. I am anxious about the fact that I am not actually that large so I don't want to talk about it with other people because I know it will make people who are larger than I am feel terrible. I don't want to make other people who are gaining weight feel bad for that. But, I hate the way I look.
This is not sustainable. At some point something will break and I think it might end up being my brain. I am worried about how that would end up. The things I do for my brain and my body shouldn't be about how it might affect other people, it should be for me. But I don't want to be bad for the things I do. I want and have wanted for so long to look like a powerbuilder/warrior/dwarf/strongman lifter/crossfit athlete/etc. I want to be big. I want to be visibly strong and powerful. And I am absolutely not. And I know I struggle with commitment and discipline and all of that, but I also know I struggle a lot with how this desire appears to other people.
Really, I think what this is all coming down to is other people's opinions. I dislike the way I look and am told that's bad. I want to change the way I look and I'm told that's bad. I do nothing and get told that's bad. I have to want these things for the right reason, in the right way, and have to talk about it right all the time. And I just can't. I don't like the way I look and I wish I looked like a brick shithouse and everyone else can fucking suck it.
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there are many people with the name vivian but most of them come in hot size
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