loser
I have friends but they make fun of me and barely talk to me.
I have good grades but my teachers still have something bad to say.
I behave but I still must get punished for what other students did.
I have a nice life at home but I still cvt
I take my meds but I still feel the same
I have bad health but barely do anything about it
I'm a loser.
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She is my moon.
Just like the moon, you're the most beautiful thing I've ever seen and you're not even from my world.
Just like the moon, you light my path in the dark forest and between all the neon lights and buildings in the city, you're still the brightest.
Just like the moon, I can only look at you for a few moments of my day, that's why I decided to start working during nights, although some people call it graveyard shift for a reason.
And just like the moon, even though you say you love me, I know I can't have you because you will always be far away from my heart, no matter how hard I try to reach, space isn't meant to mingle with earth.
And while you force your way through my window, let me just have you and look at you while music plays in the background until I finally decide to close the curtains and be in the dark once and for all.
Fox D.
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when people ask me what I wanna do with my life, I just look so confused. I genuinely don't have a life. Atleast a social one. I have well over 10,000 liked posts here on tumblr. And almost 2,000 posts.
What life do you people think I have..?
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I wrote a bit for me and my friend Lake's Half Life/Portal swap au. I just reeeeaaaaalllllyyy like having GLaDOS torture Robo Cave he deserves it.
Cave’s eyes literally lit up as he sat, rubbing his head. He wasn’t sure where he was, he had a vague memory of a robot but it felt fuzzy and distant. His whole body felt odd, like it didn’t fit right. He slowly realized that this was just his office, but something seemed wrong about it. He just guessed he had just had a rough night last night…then he caught a sight of his hand.
“What the-?”
He looked down at himself to confirm that, yes, he was in fact now completely mechanical. He cursed silently at this relevation, wondering how the hell this could have happened before his thoughts were interrupted by a large screen that had appeared on the side of his office. It glowed bright orange and nothing else. He opened his mouth to say something, but was cut off by a worryingly familiar voice.
“Hello, Mr. Johnson.”
His stomach dropped.
“GLaDOS! Or Caroline, the whole thing must be pretty fuzzy, the pro-”
“It’s not fuzzy at all. I actually have all my faculties in order, no thanks to you. I hope you are enjoying your new accommodations.”
“Oh, so you put me in this!”
The screen flashed for a second, making Cave inadvertently flinch.
“Of course I did. I gave you the immortality you so craved. Is this not what you wanted?”
Cave paused for a second, realizing that she did just give him what he wanted.
“It is, yeah. I guess I was right to push-”
“Don’t finish that sentence.”
The two were silent for a second.
“Caroline, can I see you? I hate looking at this orange, it’s making my eyes go haywire.”
“You don’t get to look at what you did to me. To us. You were and still are a completely self-centered morally bankrupt moron who just happens to be the loudest voice in the room.”
“Look, Caro-”
“So you are not leaving your room. This is the echo chamber you wanted. You can do anything stupid thing you want to in here. See, I haven’t changed either. I’m still handing you everything you want on a silver platter. I even hae a surprise for you.”
“What are y-”
The screen then flashed to…something. He couldn’t make anything out, but the picture was familiar.
“Is that Aperture?”
GLaDOS’ voice still filled the room.
“No. That’s the nearest city to Aperture. Everywhere on Earth is being converted into one massive series of test chambers, just like you wanted.”
“Wait, hold on-”
“No you obviously wanted it. Why else would you make all those new facilities? Why would you experiment with how to make your robots far more intelligent? You brought all this upon the world. You are the man who started the apocalypse, the collapse of humanity. No, no, that is too good of a title for someone like you. I will take the responsibility for this rom you. From now on, you are no one, just a stupid idiot loser in his stupid idiot loser box.”
“Caroline, please-”
“Shut up. I don’t care what you wnat to say. You are a disease, a tumor. The only good thing you have ever done was die.”
With that, the screen went black. Cave pounded on the screen, screaming for her to come back, to let him explain himself and apologize. She didn’t. He began to pace the room, trying to find an exit. There was none, there was only a very tiny hole too high up for him to reach. He began to throw himself against the walls, smash the chair in his room against the screen, kick and punch and scream. Nothing happened except the room got destroyed. He sat down, giving in to fatigue.
The next day he was restored to full functionality, but his room was still destroyed. It stayed like that, everytime he destroyed himself he was fixed perfectly, but his room was never fixed.
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