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milesmolasses · 9 months
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nah nah cuz HEAR ME OUTT, that lipstick kiss trend on tiktok with e42!miles and he would usually disagree but he loves when the reader kisses him so he gives in <3 (love your work, btw!!)
kisses for miles (e-42 miles x blk!reader)
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— besos para él💋
— ⚠️: reader talkin crazy, use of military time, cursing
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y/n: hey lol
mookie 💋: …yes u need sum?
y/n: can u come over please?
mookie 💋: what u tryna get into?
y/n: ur nasty 😒
mookie 💋: dgmt why am I coming over
y/n: baby pleaseeee just come over it’s a surprise
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“nah I know he did not..” you said aloud. miles was always talking about not leaving him on read and now he wanna play games?
you swiped up on your phone, leaving the messages app to check Life360. he made sure to leave his location on at all times for you to find him, especially when he was in prowler duty. checking for miles location, you saw he was on the move to your direction.
rolling your eyes, you took a screenshot and sent it to him captioning it, “u coulda just said i’m omw.”
you rolled out of bed and put on some house slippers. before leaving your room, you threw your bonnet off and played around with your hair, putting the braids in a side part. walking to the living room, you heard a knock on the door; mind you, there was only ever one person who knocked on your door.
going straight for the door, you unlocked it so he could enter on his own. walking back to the living room of your house you yelled, “It’s open!”
you heard two clicks from the door, indicating to you that someone had opened and closed it.
“take off your shoe—!”
“I did.”
sitting crisscrossed on the couch, you looked behind you to the front door to find miles dropping his shoes off near the door. he walked over to you and grabbed you by both hands, pulling you up from the couch. still holding your hands in his, and your lips being mear inches apart he said in a low, deep voice, “so why you call me over here?”
you wrapped your hands around his neck and smiled before placing a soft kiss on his lips. “I can’t ask you to come over no more?” you asked, raising both your eyebrows with a small smile.
he reached for your back, tugging on your braids which lifted your head back and left your neck exposed to him. placing small kisses all over your neck, he smiled as he said between kisses, “of course you can esposa, but why so late is what i’m asking.”
“I wanna do something with you,” you said, pulling away from miles lips on your neck. plopping back down to the couch. miles joined you sitting down as you reached for your phone to pull up the video you wanted to show miles. once you found the video, you gave miles your phone and turned up the volume so he could hear it.
it was a video of a girl putting on lipstick, and “accidentally” smearing some of it under her lip. some random hand came and wiped the makeup off her face, and soon the camera panned to where the hand was coming from— a guy with lipstick stains all over his face and a dopey smile coming on screen.
miles re-watched the video again in silence, eyebrow furrowed to watch the video more intently.
“hell no—”
“but miles, please it’s gonna be so cute,” you pleaded grabbing his hand. you were slightly bouncing on the couch, your face decorated with a puppy dog pout. “you don’t even wear lipstick baby. so whatchu gon’ do?” he challenged.
“I can use lipglo—”
“hell no,” miles said again as he laughed. “that shit is sticky and a pain to get off. ion even like you kissing my lips with that on, let alone my face.”
“why don’t you ever wanna do cute couple stuff wimme?” you whined. miles pulled you onto his lap and kissed your lips again.
“what do you mean? we do cute couple shit all the time. I just don’t want gloss all on my face,” he reasoned as your head forehead came in contact with his chest.
miles remembered all the cute things you made him do with you as a couple; matching nails, the two of you baking, the cute arts and crafts you made him do with you— he remembered all of it.
if he was being honest, he enjoyed all the cute things you made him do with you. he would have never even thought of doing half the shit y’all did together, and now, he has a cute fungo pop that looks like you on his windowsill.
“think about how cute it will be; i’ll sit on your lap—just like i am now— and put kisses all over your face. that don’t sound like heaven to you?”
his hands gripped your waist as he slid them a bit under your shirt; he liked skin-to-skin contact with you. he looked at you with his head tilted to the side, like he was contemplating on whether or not to say yes. “aight, how bout this; show me how you’re gonna get that shit off my face when it’s over.”
you smiled as you scrambled off his lap to go to your room. going straight to your vanity, you opened the first drawer and pulled out a makeup bag with all of your supplies, as well as your micellar water and cotton pads. running quickly back to the living room, you found miles with his legs spread widely and his arms sprawled at the top of your couch.
“ew you look like a man,” you said as you approached the couch.
“you better talk to me nice ‘fore I get the hell up outta here—”
“ok ok i’m sorry!”
he smiled at your reaction as you placed yourself back on his lap facing him. placing the water down next to you, and opening the small pouch, you pulled out your red dior lip oil. “alright, so here’s what imma do; i’m gonna swatch some on my arm, and then i’m gonna show you how to take it off.”
opening the lip oil, you removed the wand and held up your arm. running the wand over your skin ripped a hole in your heart, feeling like this was such a waste of such a good product.
“what’s wrong ma?” miles asked as he saw the small pout on your face.
“i’m wasting my shit for this,” you whined looking pouty. miles raised your chin up to look at him and pecked your lips. “i’ll buy you another one ma, it’s all good,” he said.
whenever miles offered to buy you anything, you got a little shy and bashful, telling him he didn’t need to do that for you. however, he always does it anyway and tells you not to worry about it.
with a downturned smile, you averted your eyes from him and said a small, “okay.” turning back to what you were doing, you showed miles the two swatches of gloss on yours arm. picking up the bottle of micellar water, you told him that this is how you were going to take it off.
opening your box of cotton pads, you grabbed one and put some of the water on the pad. whipping off your arm, you showed him it was cleansed of the lip oil.
“see, good as new. that’s gonna be your face soon too,” you giggled. he grabbed your arm and felt where you whipped the oil off. it felt damp, but not sticky. he raised an eyebrow as if convinced and said,
“i’m still not letting you put that shit on my face mami.”
“Miles-uhh!” you said, dragging out his name.
“ay i’m kidding, relax! i’ll let you do your lil trend, aight?” he laughed as he slid his hands further up your shirt, hands caressing your back, and his face leaned into your chest.
“boy don’t play wimme,” you rolled your eyes and pulled his braids back, making him look at you.
“I am not the one.”
he smiled and leaned back into the couch.
“just put on the gloss and kiss me,” he laughed. you opened back up the lip oil and grabbed your phone. swiping left, you opened up the camera app and rubbed your lips with the wand. miles watched your lips intently as his grip on your waist tightened.
“don’t get too excited, i’m only kissing you.”
putting the want back in the tube, and your phone back on the couch, you grabbed miles face and started with a kiss on the cheek. then, a kiss on the chin. and then before you knew it, he had kiss marks all over his face.
you had to re-apply the gloss to your lips a few times, but when you saw miles entire face and neck smothered in remnants of you, you bit your lip and said, “you look sexy like this.”
“focus on the damn video mami,” said sounding annoyed. he obviously didn’t like the feeling of the gloss on his face because he was scrunching his face up every two seconds.
“what, you don’t like my kisses?” you said with a pretend pout.
“of course I do baby, but this feels so nasty on my face,” he said leaning his head back whining a little.
you grabbed your phone off the couch and told him to stop acting like a baby. going to tiktok and opening your favorite sounds, you clicked on the sound and started recording.
as you re-applied the lip gloss to your lips, you “accidentally” smudged the wand below your lips a little.
after miles reached and used his thumb to wipe the gloss off, you turned the camera to show miles with his head leaned back slightly, and kiss marks all over his face.
grabbing you by your neck, he pulled you in for a kiss just before the video ended. he gave you an opened mouth kiss which you happily returned before pulling back with a loopy smile.
“that wasn’t part of the video…” you said, still inches away from him lips.
“I know.”
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— lol I got a lil lazy so I don’t really like his this turned out
— I don’t think miles likes ur lipgloss (*´-`)
— however, e-1610 probably would. he would eat this shit up🤭
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joysmercer · 10 months
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misc six observations:
the pantages is the most gorgeous theater i’ve ever been in (not that i’ve been in many but u know)
it’s also along the walk of fame and kirsten chenoweth’s star is right by the door (lena horne's is just across the street)
they didn’t advertise my show as accessible but it was open-captioned and asl-interpreted (but it looks like both things were only viewable to ppl seated on the left side)
an old couple next to me were trying to figure out which “chopin composition” the pre-show music was? (they’re all piano covers of pop songs) v confused
the “queen bios” in the playbill list aragon’s interests as “religion, sewing, dancing, and a bit more religion”, boleyn’s says she’s remembered for “headlessness”. parr’s talks about her friendship w mary and that her mom was LIW to some previous wives, but makes no mention of the fact that aragon was her godmother(/namesake) or that she married seymour’s brother
the minute greensleeves started playing, people started cheering. it was so fun
khaila was born to play aragon that's all im saying. literally nonstop applause until the dluh intro
storm's boleyn tiptoed that line between "idk what's going on" and "smart and cunning" so so well
cleves did the ponytail-pull instead of seymour? idk if this is a recent change but it has Interesting implications characterization-wise lmao also it was just funny because olivia had to significantly reach up to get to courtney's hair
speaking of which, both nat and cmack's new wigs look a lot fancier than their old ones somehow
im pretty sure nmp actually started crying during hos (which, even though i've heard her sing it a million times, was every bit as beautiful as i thought it would be)
hoh live is an Experience in the best way, they just looked like they were having the best time bouncing around the stage
the audience member picked for get down was so good/confident olivia cheered for her the entire time instead of doing the "this is my song" bit after shfghjkl
get down is already such a lively song but olivia's version amps it up even more like i was in stitches during the intro and the entire audience was fired up by the end
the k-howard roast didnt get as many laughs as it should've :// i felt so bad for courtney because she delivered those lines flawlessly
and then loud and immediate applause after aywd??? L audience tbh
(also interesting note – the asl interpreter didn’t sign for applause after the song like she did for all the others)
natalie's "I DIED" was every bit as amazing as all the audios. also she basically chased khaila offstage while saying that line sdkf
i think gabriela is my new favorite parr im so obsessed w her take on idnyl and her acting (even in the background) is impeccable
there were some obvious mic issues – both cmack and storm were a bit quieter than everyone else and khaila was way louder; all three of them left the stage at various points for unknown reasons (but there wasn't a show stop and i dont think most people noticed someone missing)
this cast's chemistry was i n s a n e like the little interactions and they way they reacted to each other plus the harmonies…10/10 no notes
speaking of which. there was a really sweet moment toward the end of idnyl ("why should i tell that story?") where aragon puts her hand on howard's knee comfortingly
standing ovation after six!!! idk if this is a regular occurrence but they bowed an extra time because of all the clapping lol
except then people started leaving, so courtney had to start the megasix early and you could barely hear her over the audience
but it was ok cuz people stayed on their feet throughout the megasix too and again the girls took a really long time leaving the stage after bc the cheers kept getting louder!!!
tldr i had the BEST time and if the tickets weren’t so expensive id go again and again <3
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onthebeach1974 · 3 years
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ambivalent-anarchy · 3 years
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Part 1 of 2
Part 2
Masterlist
Gender: Female
Pairing: Peter Parker x reader
Warning: None
Anon requested- can I get a one shot where the reader does the body positivity trend with the new megan thee stallion song and the reader is insecure about how ppl will react to it?? Most importantly how peter will react to it?? K thanks
Awww I love doing smol readers and where Peter's actually the one that has it together lol sooo thanx for this
The TikTok is that new body positivity trend with that Megan Thee Stallion song. Couldn't link it because tumblr acts weird about links but part 2 will have a video for Peter. Also reader will be 18 (senior in high school) cuz some people think minors shouldn't participate in the trend lol
A/N: Either a motivation fairy hit me in the middle of the night or I'm really just that bored to the point where I had no choice but to get my motivation to write back. Either way I'm happy lol. Enjoy! Thanks to @yumings and @kelieah for helping me feel confident in this lol
Will definitely be a two parter🙂
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Body oddy oddy oddy oddy oddy oddy oddy-
You'd finally finished editing the video.
It was a simple, short collage of all of your favorite selfies and pictures that showed off your body well. There was a new trend going around on TikTok and when you saw it you just had to jump at it headfirst.
People would take their favorite pictures of themselves, ones that showed off their bodies just the way they liked, and they'd put it to the sound of Megan Thee Stallion's song "Body".
You looked through your entire phone gallery to find pictures that you were confident enough to post, some you'd forgotten you even took in the first place.
When you were done, you threw in the simple caption that everyone was using.
Heard we're using this sound to show off. My turn then😜
Yeahhhhhh, the caption sounded much more confident than you actually felt.
You actually thought about deleting it from the minute you posted it. Insecure wasn't even the word for it. And even with your followers there to hype you up, you couldn't help but feel self-conscious. So, albeit hesitantly, you went to your friends for support.
The first person you showed was Michelle.
"You killed that," she said in math class as she passed you the phone underneath the table so that the professor wouldn't see.
"Thanks," you said. "I was honestly kinda nervous about it." You noticed her incredulous look and explained yourself, toying with the loose strings on your jacket. "Like seriously, I don't wanna fish for compliments, it's just that there are so many better ones out there."
Michelle gave a lopsided grin. "That's just you being insecure, you dork," she retorted. "You look hot." She gave an uninterested glare at the teacher when they told her to be quiet. Then she turned towards you with a smile. "You shown Peter yet? I bet he'd agree."
You shifted in your seat nervously and MJ immediately caught on. "What, you don't wanna show him?" She gave you a look when you took a while to answer. "Dude he's literally your boyfriend. I'm pretty sure he'll like it."
"MJ, we haven't even-" you looked around secretively. "-we haven't even taken our shirts off in front of each other yet. There's literally a pic of me in my sports bra and I.." You shrugged, a little embarrassed by the conversation topic. "I-i just don't know how he'd react."
You and Peter were a fairly new couple and were taking it slow. You'd only ever kissed, cuddled, and held hands so far. Plus, you were a major causal clothes wearer. Sweatshirts and jeans, those were your specialty. The two of you were in no rush and you were both fine with that, but you had no idea how he would react to seeing pictures of you like that.
And, though it wasn't the most feminist approach, you kinda wanted to impress him. Was that so bad?
MJ, forever the voice of patronizing reason, rolled her eyes at you. "So, let me get this straight. You're not fine with your boyfriend seeing sexy pictures of you, but you're okay with literal strangers seeing you instead?"
"Look, I know it's-"
"No, no I totally get it," she said with a sympathetic smirk, before laughing. "I just wanted to show you how dumb it sounded though."
The bell rang, signaling the end of class.
"Look," she said, standing up and getting her things. "You have nothing to be worried about. Peter practically worships the ground you walk on. He'll love it."
When you showed Ned, he genuinely didn't give a shit.
"Oh my God, there's a new Megan Thee Stallion album?!"
"Uh, yeah."
"I have to listen to it right now!"
"Yeah okay, but do you like the-"
He was already plugging in his headphones before you even finished your sentence.
You showed Harry next. If anyone was gonna rate you unabashedly, it'd definitely be him.
He was the only friend you had in your lunch period, so you met up with him every day. Towards the end of lunch that day, you'll pulled out your phone and asked if he wanted to see the video. He enthusiastically agreed.
He watched the short video with an amused expression, bopping his head to the music all the while.
When it ended, he handed you your phone back and gave you a high-five. "Damn girl!," he praised. "Just throwing it out there, if Peter fails you, I'm hella available."
"Heh, thanks." You smiled as you felt your entire face heat up. "Ya think he'll like it?"
"What, you haven't shown him yet?" You shook her head, giving a nervous smile. "Oh-" he nodded confidently. "-he'll love it. Trust me."
"Are you sure?," you asked.
"Yeah," he responded with a shrug. "Why are you so worried?"
"Because he's not-..he doesn't really seem-" You couldn't find the right words for it. "I dunno, I just really want him to like it!"
Harry scoffed. "Look. Let me tell you a little secret about Peter Parker," he snickered. "Or practically all guys for that matter."
"Okay?," you said, curious as to where this was going.
He smirked. "You remember when he introduced himself to you at my party last summer?"
You nodded.
"Well, hon..." Harry lowered his head to where he was whispering in your ear. "Your personality wasn't what he was noticing from across the room.. catch my drift?" He chuckled when he saw you blushing as you caught where his eyes had wandered. "Just sayin'."
Seeing your incredulous expression, Harry continued. "Peter likes to act like he's not checking you out every second of the day, but I promise you he is. That little "I'm so respectful and bashful" crap he has going is complete B.S."
You smirked and rolled your eyes as he pulled away from your ear and kept walking. "You're an ass."
Harry shrugged. "True, but I'm a realistic ass." The alarm on his phone sounded which marked his time to start heading to his next class. Standing up, he smiled down at you. "Seriously, if I could take back all the time spent listening to Pete go on about how good you look in your jeans, I'd be one well rested guy."
You rolled your eyes, but it betrayed the small smile growing. After all, he wouldn't be Harry if he wasn't a flirtatious dweeb. "Bye Harry."
"Show him the video, [Y/N]. He'll love it. You know I'm right."
And then there was one...
Later in the day, you were talking with MJ after school, waiting because Peter always insisted on driving you home because chivalry was not going to die as long as he was alive to keep it going.
When he finally showed up, the first thing he did was take you by the hand and give you a quick peck on the forehead.
"How are you guys doing?," he asked as your little trio started to walk.
"We're good," you chirped, ever so conscious of the phone in your pocket that you were suddenly very hesitant to pull out.
MJ noticed and nudged you. "You got anything you wanna show anybody, [Y/N]?," she asked with a smirk, causing Peter to look at you curiously.
You stayed quiet, but MJ still wasn't putting up with it. "I think you may have a video that you made..."
You remained silent and Peter looked at you, a lot more confused now. MJ frowned. "Um... cough.. cough."
Peter laughed and stopped walking. "Okay, what am I missing?" He looked to you and when he didn't see your expression falter, he looked to MJ. "What's going on?"
Michelle shrugged. "[Y/N] wants to show you a dumb TikTok she made but she's scared about how you'll react."
"Michelle!," you scolded.
She shrugged again. "What? You weren't going to say anything anytime soon."
"A TikTok?," Peter questioned. "Cool, which one did you do this time?"
You could feel your face heat up for the hundredth time that day. "It's a...um.." You stared down at the ground. Jesus, this was hard. "..It's a body positivity trend."
His eyebrows went up at that. "Oh, well um.. is it cool if I see it?," he asked.
You blushed. "Sure." You pulled out your phone and opened the app. When you got to the video you quickly shoved it into his face before you had a chance to second-guess yourself.
Both you and Michelle watched Peter's face as he watched the video.
His cheeks immediately turned red but his expression was unreadable. He had to have watched it over 5 times before MJ pulled the phone out of his hand. "Helloooo, earth to Peter Parker?"
She snapped into his face several times and he started to blink wildly, apparently being pulled out of a trance. "I...um- heh.."
You gave a small, nervous smile. "..did you like it?," you asked, growing confused as stared at you, his expression still the same. "Um, Peter?"
Suddenly, he smiled and let out a little chuckle. "Sorry... just..." He laughed again and scratched his head, unable to keep eye contact. "You're just- like.... really hot."
You blushed. Fuck. "You're not just saying that are you?"
"No, really like-" He looked back at the phone. "...Damn." He bit his lip. "How on earth did I get so lucky?"
"Okay, can we please get in the car before I throw up?"
The two of you looked at an uncomfortable MJ with embarrassment riddled on your faces. "Yeah, totally," you said with an awkward cough. "Sorry."
"Nice video [Y/N]," Peter murmured bashfully, opening the door of his car for you, his face still beet red. "Really nice..."
Tagging: @allegra-writes, @allegra-soleil l, @yumings, @hey-its-grey, @spideyyeet, @sunkissedspidey, @tommyunderoos, @chaoticpete, @snarky--starky, @sovereignparker, @thesherlockianavenger, @bubblebucky, @eridanuswave, @ithoughtthiswastwitterbutfr , @kidney9-9, @gwenvrse
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silverlightqueen · 3 years
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this one is gonna be short but let’s call this the insta edition! my notes on chapter 22:
1. chan about chanbin
all i can think about is the fact that cb had to buy that woody doll and after halloween?? what is finna do with that after huh??? 😐
but looks really cute 10/10 i wanna kith him 💞💘💓
thing that chan didn’t have to do:
that
chan that caption was anything but necessary everyone (me) is always on hjs ass for being too much but what the HELL is this hunny
2. minho about jisung
HELP THE CAPTIONSHSJ€£\¥\%)
WHAT POSSESSED HIM TO DO THAT
honestly i hadn’t put together that he was a witch bcs i wasn’t wearing glasses and didn’t notice his hat so i just thought he was being hot & accepted that 😌
still 10/10 tho cause he owns my heart <33
3. changbin about felix
HIS USERNAME IS AMAZING 🤩
why are they all so HORNY jesus
felix looks so pretty 10/10 🥺
the way stands reminds me of the fuck it up kenneth vine IM SORRY
4. hyunjin about chan
NO BECAUSE U KNEW WHAT U WERE DOING WITH THIS DUO SIMMY 😡 ‼️
chan looks really good tho I WANT THOSE SHOES he’s on the rob list now too
he wore black clothes and a cape and called it a day and i respect that king LOVE the make up tho so 10/10
i’m not even surprised with the captions anymore at this point 😔
5. jisung about jeongin
his ass did not watch the movie huh 😐
joker is right ig because sir is a whole ass clown
ignoring that how DARE he???
NO ITS FINE JUST LOOK LIKE THAT AND MAKE ME CRY THATS FINE 😐‼️10/10
this look is amazing and he owns all of us
6. felix about seungmin
is he gonna hit me with that cane or is he gonna tell me to have nice day no one knows
HE LOOKS SO MF CUTE 😡😡😡I JUST WANNA SQUISH HIS CHEEKS AND TELL HIM HES PRETTY 10/10
his facial expression is really funny lmao what happened while taking that picture bae 🥴🤲
the corny ass caption but for some UNKNOWN reason it’s cute def not cuz he’s felix and everything he does is cute
7. seungmin about hyunjin
r u tryna kill me with this combination????
the caption 😐 he sat on that one for a while like he gave himself a thumbs up on that one (how did u even come up with that omg 😳)
he looks so tinY u don’t expect him to be king of the fboys when you see that 🥺🥺
10/10 love the way he’s not facing the camera -3-
8. jeongin about y/n
i’ve waiting for dis one TURN IT UP🕺‼️
i’m considering simpin for myself at this point
she looks so fine i don’t blame everyone being whipped for her 😳
27289252727290167738190110 out of 10
i liked the caption 👉👈 😌
9. y/n about minho
u feeding dem y/n x minho stans huh ‼️ good for them (am i one of them or not not even i know at this point)
minho really BODIED that look 👀 10/10
he’s so fine omg 😔✊
the caption tho 👁👁
idk tbh i saw the movie i just don’t remember anything :)
10. the tweets
why am i not surprised it’s felix 😐
no he’s not felix 😐
homeboy got so scared he changed outfits
chan asking the real questions
homeboy does wanna do a car wash but drama students is where he draws the line 😐
JEONGIN vs everyone pt. 162782
Down atrocious.
turns out it wasn’t short 👉👈 i finally caught up yay! it was so great and funny the nurse came in my room to ask why i was laughing lmao, i love making this lists because it makes me feel like i appreciate your writing more lol 🤧
anyway here’s the daily emoji meme, inspirit of the captions:
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1. I’M JUST IMAGINING CHANGBIN WITH A WOODY DOLL ON HIS BED 💀
2. the whores of the group are really rubbing off on him 😭
3. NOOO NOT FUCK IT UP KENNETH 🥴 (tbh I got more ‘you know I had to do it to em’ vibes)
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4. YES I KNEW EXACTLY WHAT I WAS DOING WITH THAT DUO 😈
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5. FR HE LOOKED SO GOOD AS HARLEY QUINN 😳
6. he’s so adorable but he also did not want to be there like he looks so done 😭
7. honestly bestie it took me an AGE to do this part bc it was so hard to come up with the captions 🥴
8. she’s crazy fine, I’m a simp for y/n only ‼️💯
9. I gotta feed all of y’all bc the bliss is gonna be over soon 😈
10. ‘homeboy got so scared he changed outfits’ LMAOOOOOOOO 💀💀💀
I’m glad it could make you laugh bestie, and I love your lists so much!! thank you for putting so much effort into them 🥺💕
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masterfuldoodler · 4 years
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Do you have any Dandelion headcanons? You always have the sweetest doodles and headcanons regarding them!
*rubs hands together* okay here goes!
Skuld loves to sing to herself but isn't the best at it and knows it so she'll get incredibly embarrassed if caught
Ephemer itches his nose a lot, but don't mention it or you'll mortify him
Ven once caught a toad and named it tutu and kept it in his pocket for a whole day before it mysteriously disappeared.
Strelitzia plays with her hair, all. the. time. braiding and unbraiding it while she's talking.
Lauriam use to have a stuffed teddy that he played with a lot when he was a kid until he "gave" it to strelitzia. (she actually stole it and he felt bad asking for it back) the teddy was named Worm, because he was brown and dirty
you know those pockets Blaine has on his jacket? they're full of the most random stuff, he doesn't even remember exactly why he has them. he once found a sticky note in there with a date captioned "don't forget" and worried the rest of the day because he couldn't remember
Skuld tried to step into the whole momfriend role but it didn't work. Ephemer was the only who listened to her. Lauriam understood the gesture but...no. Blaine just...didn't.
The five of them living in that whole huge castle by themselves? can you imagine them cleaning it? they don't. your room you clean for yourself everywhere else is fair game.
when they first all moved in they were so lost with all the stairs and passages. ephemer has a good head for direction so he did okay and Blaine just somehow with gut feeling knew where to go, everyone else wandered around in circles. they eventually drew up a map but Lauriam still gets lost.
Ven found old writing on the wall talking about peanut butter and jelly sandwiches and it freaked him out
he later found more about other kind of sandwiches and spent hours scrubbing it. Skuld tried to ask him why it was so scary but he would just shake his head
Ephemer has been slowly stealing all the paper in the castle into his room. he just, doesn't trust it in other hands...
Lauriam tried to plant an herb garden but Ven put toads in it and snails. and any other animal he found.
the library has been migrating to the hallway next to Blaine's room, and in it.
Skuld bought a pair of leather boots but changed her mind after seeing them. She later saw lauriam wearing them and found out he adopted them.
Luxu has a camera with which he records the random embarrassing things he sees them do, and then leaves the record for them to find.
He's caught various things on tape like Skuld's singing or Eph's nose itching. But the most odd thing they found was Ven sleep walking. Everywhere. He once climbed onto the roof and nearly fell
After that they took a little more care to making sure he was safe while he slept.
Blaine and Ven sitting in the kitchen late dear silent until one of them breaks and they start giggling like sleep deprived maniacs
There's a few things of Lauriam but it's not really that embarrassing, like, you can't embarrass him. Nothing seems to bother him.
Skuld makes oatmeal for Ven every morning, but he doesn't like it/she doesn't make it well so he just sneaks toast later
Ephemer LOVES toast, and can eat a plateful of it.
Actually he's a bean pole and can eat them all out of house and home but no he just eats their toast
Blaine on the other hand can't make toast. Without fail every time he burns it. Eventually after Eph begging him to stop burning it he gave up
If Lauriam makes breakfast it's always pancakes. He claims he knows other recipes...
Ephemer is definitely the kind of "organized chaos" kind of guy. He has a blue notebook with stars on the front where he writes things out like a grocery list. But like the kind of grocery lists that you find later and wonder what it's saying.
Skuld has a color-coded schedule with various shades of purple and pink. "I'm the one staring at it! I can at least make them colors I wANT to stare at!"
Lauriam sets timers, and then turns them off and forgets
Ven just rides the waves and somehow does fine
Blaine has some sort of checklist in his head that he mentally can't access unless he opens the fridge
You don't know the many times that those kids stayed up way too late just,,goofing off like kids do. They took turns drawing on Lauriam's face cuz he feel asleep while they were having a meeting
There's a current war going on because both Skuld and Blaine want the desk organized like they have it but the other one messes it up. Blaine is more pushy so he usually wins
If he happens to enter one of their rooms for something he leaves it later tidied
Which really upsets Ephemer, he spends an hour trying to find his room again
Lauriam is the kind of guy who gets a lot of girls after him and is really bothered by it but always accidentally offends them in trying to explain no he's not, no that's not what he meant, he was just being nice???
Blaine is just completely obliviously to all the girls that like him.
Skuld has boys falling all over themselves trying to please her. Which she finds really annoying and gross. The keykids think of her as the most gorgeous woman alive and keep trying to win her favor
And I guess I'll stop cuz it's getting long lol
Also thank you!! I'm so glad you enjoy them! ^^ tbh I need to draw them more
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jealous 
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pairing: ethan dolan x reader, platonic!kyle x reader
A/n: Ok but this kind made me swerve to kyle’s lane whoops (pls send in more lol) also sorry in advance cuz this is unedited 😬
You were always closer to Ethan than Grayson, mostly because you liked him. A lot. Maybe a bit too much. Your feelings came up to you here and there when you were teens, and you even broke up with your ex boyfriend because he told you that he doesn’t want you hanging out with Ethan anymore. But now, you can’t control it.
Now, you moved into LA with the twins from the money you made from creating videos on YouTube. You always had them on your daily vlogs and your fans always shipped you and Ethan, which encouraged your feelings for him to get stronger.
But all of that was crushed when you walked into his room and he was fixing his hair. You sat on his bed while he was looking in the mirror.
“Where are you going?” He looked at you through the mirror and smiled a bit.
“I have a date.” You could feel your heart stop and crack in half.
Even though you had heartache, you still tried to play it cool. “Really? With who?”
“Do you remember Miranda? You’ve met her before.”
“Oh, yeah that’s right. You guys hit it off well.” You hates that she was nice. If she wasn’t then you would’ve been more mad, but she didn’t do anything wrong. Ethan walked over to his closet and put on his perfume.
“Ok, I’m gonna head out now.” You walked him out and watched as he drove away and you waved each other goodbye. Once you got inside, you sighed loudly, not realizing that you were holding your breath. And definitely not realizing Kyle smirking at you from the couch.
“Tough love?” You gave him a saddened expression and went to sit next to him.
You put your head in your hands. “I don’t even know, Kyle. I thought that he liked me back.”
He put his arms over your shoulder and rubbed your back. “Hey, Y/n. If he doesn’t see how gorgeous you are, then he’s not worth it. You deserve better than this.” Your head went up and you turned around to hug him.
“Thank you so much. And I’m sorry that I don’t like you back.” He told you many times how much he likes you, and you always feel bad when you don’t feel that same way. The last time he told you was a week ago and you didn’t really respond nicely to him.
“It’s ok, Y/n. You can’t force yourself to love someone. And your heart belongs to Ethan, I get it.” You two pulled away from each other and he smirked at you. “But it wouldn’t hurt to show him what he’s missing.”
“What do you mean.”
“We could do couple-ey things you know? Like go out and eat, be a little more affectionate.”
You took a second to process. “Ohh ok. But purely platonic, right?”
He nodded his head. “Of course. You set boundaries, and I won’t go over them.”
“And this is ok with you?” He nodded again. “Ok, I don’t see why not.” Ethan is already going out with someone else, he wouldn’t be mad about you two.
“Great.  Well, we can start by going out to eat because I’m starving.” 
“Ok, let me just put on something other than pj shorts.”  You quickly put on leggings and a hoodie and headed outside with Kyle.
You guys went to In n Out and sat down when you guys waited for your order.  You two sat close to each other- maybe a little too close- talking about anything.  And what you guys didn’t notice was a group of girls looking over at you and taking pictures of you.
When your order was called out, he offered to get the food while you were sitting down waiting.  You got a text from Ethan, asking if you wanted to hang out.
Y/n: Aren’t you on a date?
Ethan: Yeah, but I’m talking about after my date
Y/n:
Which is when?
Ethan:
idk
Y/n:
well I'm kinda hanging out with Kyle tonight
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It took him about five minutes to reply.
Ethan:
K
You rolled your eyes and looked up to see Kyle holding a tray of food and two cups of soda.  A smiled appeared on your face and you got the drinks and set up the food.  He sat next to you and put his hands around your shoulder while eating the fries.
“He text me.” You saw his fist tighten up for a second but he let go.
“What did he say?” You shrugged and finished eating. “He asked me to hang out after, but he’s still on his date.”  
“Why would he text you when he’s on a date still?” “I don’t know.  But I just told him that I’m hanging out with you tonight.”
You two kept on eating and when you were finished, you headed back to his car.  You told him didn’t want to go back home yet, so he said that he would take the long way home.
There was loud music that yo were singing along to and he was laughing so hard you thought that he was going to swerve.  He lowered the music and went on to talk.
“Hey, do you want to have a movie night?” Your eyes widened and excitement filled your body. “Oh my god yeah.  Wait, pull over we need too get snacks.” He laughed and pulled into the Ralph’s parking lot.
“Ok, you get the microwave popcorn and I’ll get the drinks.” He nodded and let go of your hand.
When you were walking down the aisle you heard someone gasp beside you.
“Oh my god, I love your videos so much.”  You immediately smiled.
“Thank  you! You’re too cute.” You can tell she was a bit nervous, so you tried to calm her down a bit.  “Do you want to take a picture?”  She nodded her head and gave her phone to her mom.  You two posed and she looks a few photos.
After that, her nerves were gone and she asked you “So, what are you doing?”
“Oh, I’m just having a movie night with my friend, considering all the candy I have.” You held up the candy but you put it down when you felt a hand gently go on the small of your back.
“Hey, I’m back.”  You turned around and saw Kyle looking down at you with a box of popcorn on his other hand.
You looked back at her and you saw her eyes go between you, Kyle, and the hand on your back.You could already hear the ‘that should be Ethan’ coming from her eyes.
“Well, we got to go and pay for these things.  It was nice meeting you!” “You too!”  You two turned to her and started walking but you didn’t see her take a photo of you and Kyle with his arm around your shoulders.
After a few minutes of driving you guys were finally home and cooked all the popcorn and you set up the candy on the coffee table.  When you guys decided what movie to play, you put your head on his shoulder and he has his arm wrapped around you.  You noticed that he likes putting his arms around you, so you took a mental note on that.
“Hey Kyle?”
“Hm?”
“Thank you.  I really had a fun time today.  Really.  It’s nice hanging out with someone without thinking if you should stay friends or if you really want to tell them how you feel.” “Same.  I’m glad that we’re doing this.  And I thought that I wouldn’t like it considering I liked you, but I actually like being your friend rather than.. you know.” While the credits rolled and most of the candy was finished, you fell asleep on him, and he wasn’t complaining, so he fell asleep on the couch too.
Ethan came back in the house expecting you to still be awake and waiting for him so that you two can go on a late night ride, but his hopes were crushed when he saw you sleeping on the couch, head rested on Kyle and his arms around you.  
It’s like a huge truck hit him right there. He was jealous of Kyle. He wanted to be in Kyle’s position, but he’s not, so he quickly went to his room to go to sleep.
And this went on for weeks. He decided to stay with Miranda, even though he wanted Y/n. But she seems to be busy with him.
Some fans. Ok, well all of the fans saw this too. The picture of you and Kyle that the fan took in the grocery store went viral and there were mixed reactions to it. Some liked you two together and even made a ship name while others still wanted you to be with Ethan. And Ethan saw a lot of them. He was tagged in almost every pic that people took of them hanging out and being way too close on his opinion.
Even in the first week, you were hanging out with Kyle a lot more than Ethan. Almost as if he replaced him.
One night, he heard your giggling and his laughs from across the halls and he couldn’t help but look and make sure nothing was happening.
Ethan tried to play it cool and act as if he was going to get a cup of water. He peeked through your door and saw that you two were on the bed, looking at some video. Nothing bad. Until he saw that arm wrapped around you. His blood was slowly boiling and he wanted to rip that arm off of him. A bit violent, but he really wanted to.
The next morning, he saw that you posted a new picture. When he went to you account and saw you and Kyle together. He didn’t want to look at it, but the little voice in his head told him to look. He tapped on the picture it showed you slightly leaning on a sink with a huge hoodie, hair up, and you had a green face mask on. Right behind you was Kyle and he had his hair tied with one of your scrunchies and he had the same green face mask on. When Ethan looked closer, he could see his other arm on her waist.
After a few hours, he was on his explore page and he saw thousands of the same pictures. And again, that little voice told him to look at them. All of them. He wasn’t much for going on Instagram for a long time, but he made an exception. He read all the captions and the were a lot of people freaking out.
“Oh my god guys look at his hand.”
“Ok but why do I kind of ship them together now.”
“Ugh this is literal relationship goals.”
“It’s so cute how he has one of her scrunchies in his hair.”
And one after another, they got worse.
“Ok I prefer her to be with Kyle than Ethan.”
“Ethan who?”
“Looks like Ethan was replaced.”
“Guys she’s wearing his hoodie isn’t that cute.”
That one killed him. A knife right to his heart. He swiped to see a pic of Kyle in the same hoodie you were wearing in your post.  Ethan was so upset that you were letting this happen.  Usually you would only let Ethan be close to you like that, but Kyle?  That was unheard of.  Of course, you two were good friends and he would help film for some of you videos, but nothing other than that.
He decided that he shouldn’t  dwell too much on it, and that it would go away soon.  And although it was horrible of him to do that, he kept on dating Miranda to keep his mind off of things.
The next day, you were going out with your friends to eat out and shop, while Grayson told him t come with him for brunch.  He woke up to an empty house and got ready to meet Gray at their usual breakfast spot.  When he got there, he was greeted by the last person he wanted to meet.  Kyle.
“Hey, E what’s up?”  He glared at him and stayed silent.  Kyle  followed him to show where they were sitting.  
Throughout the whole entire time, it was just Kyle and Grayson talking with Ethan giving them the silent treatment and making annoyed sounds every now and then.
“So, Kyle.  What’s up with you and Y/n?”  Ethan tensed up and his heart ached.  He looked over at Kyle and he had a smirk on his face that he just wanted to wipe off.  
“What do you mean? There’s nothing between us.  Just friends, man.”  Gray gave him the ‘ok sure’ look.  “I swear, dude! She’s just my friend.  That’s it.”
“Well, that’s not what I see.” Ethan couldn’t keep it in, but he couldn’t just storm out without getting at least a hundred questions.  “I mean, you guys hang out so much and there’s so much flirting.  And don’t get me started with those instagram posts shipping you two together.”
Kyle just smiled, shook his head, and looked down to eat another piece of his toast.  Ethan’s fist were balled up under the table and his face was slowly turning red.  Gray looked at him with a concerned look and spoke trough the food in his mouth. “E, you good?”  Although it was so nasty looking at his food in his mouth, he didn’t car at this point.
“Yeah.  I’m fine.  I just don't feel that well.” He nodded and smiled.
“Well, don't go too close to Kyle, or else he’s going to kiss Y/n and get her sick too.” He laughed and Kyle just laughed it off.  Ethan just brought out an awkward laugh and pulled out his phone.   He never told anybody of his long time crush on you.  Even Grayson, which was probably a mistake considering his dilemma right now.  He was too shy to do anything about it and too embarrassed to tell Gray, since he always saw you “as a sister”.  
Now, he was paying for it.  He couldn’t stand the nonstop jokes coming from Grayson and he hated how Kyle didn’t get mad at any of that.  Then, all of his pent up anger got out after the last comment that Gray made.
“Hey, stop denying it.  I hear those little laughs coming from the bed and some nights I even hear the bed squeaking.”  He started to imitate sounds of a bed creaking back and forth and Kyle started laughing.
Ethan abruptly stood up which moved the whole table.  Luckily, Grayson’s hot coffee didn’t spill on him, even though Ethan wanted it to.  With everyone looking at him, he left the cafe and started to drive off.  He still had the right mind to know that he can’t drive when he’s angry and has too much on his mind, so he tried to go home as quickly as he can.
He parked his jeep and went straight to his bedroom.  He plopped himself on the bed and screamed into his pillow to try and release some of his stress.
The door opened and he stopped screaming and stayed still.  When Ethan heard footsteps coming at his door he immediately prayed that it wouldn’t be Gray asking him what the hell that was in the cafe.
But he heard soft knocks and he already knew that it was you.
“E? Are you ok? I heard you screaming from outside.”  You put your bags on the floor. He felt the bed dip and he almost wanted to cry from hearing your voice.  Even though it wasn’t a long time, you two sort of ignored each other after you started to hang out with Kyle and when he started to date Miranda, which she also just broke up with him anyways.
“It’s nothing, Y/n.  I’m fine don’t worry.  You can go now.” You sighed and laid down next to him.
“I won’t leave until you tell me what’s going on.  You’ve been ignoring me forever.”
“I haven’t been ignoring you forever.” “You know what I mean. And you don’t tell me anything anymore.  I didn’t even know that you and Miranda stopped dating until yesterday when Gray told me.”
Ethan let out an annoyed sigh, which you tried to ignore.  “Well, it’s not like nobody is keeping you company.  Seems like you’re busy with Kyle to be hanging out with me.”
“What do you mean?”  His emotions were getting the best of him.  He knew that he should stop before it gets worse and breaks something, but he just needs to let everything out to you.
“Don’t play dumb, Y/n.  You guys have been together 24/7 and he’s been flirting with you the whole time.” He glared at you and your head tilted. 
Sure, at first you guys did it so that it would get on Ethan’s nerves, but after a while, you guys just acted like that out of habit.  It was the touchy friendship and that was it.
“Kyle and I are just friends.  Nothing more, Ethan.”  You put your hand on his shoulder.
“Well, you seem more than just friends.” He stood up and your hand fell onto the mattress.  He started pacing around, and breathing loudly, which you knew was a bad sign.  You knew that you had to choose your words carefully before he explodes.
“Ethan, you don’t even know for a fact that Kyle and I are dating.  Because we’re not.”  He glared at you and narrowed his eyes.
“Oh really?  Are you sure?  That’s not what everybody else sees.  Even fucking Grayson thinks that you guys are a thing.  I mean, come on, Y/n open your eyes.”  His voice was getting louder and louder after every word.
You put your head in your hands and mumbled out “E.. Why are you so pressed about this?”
His brain wasn’t working at that moment.  Half of him said that he needs to contain himself because he’s starting to be too much for her.  You were crying for god’s sake.  But the other half just told him to let it out.  He’s been holding those emotions in for so long.
Ethan’s fist clenched and his face was red and his jaw was clenched.  He saw the position you were in but proceeded to shout.  “BECAUSE I LOVE YOU, OK?”  You flinched at the tone and volume of his voice.  You lifted your head and your mouth was wide open and eyes wide.
Ethan on the other hand, felt like he just deflated.  His emotions were everywhere and mixed around.  He was sad yet angry.
Tears started to brim his eyes. “Y/n.  We’re more than friends and you fucking know it.”  You looked down, not being able to look at him as you nod.  “But now, I’m having second thoughts because of him.” He spat out.
After a few minutes of not replying, you felt the bed dip and looked over to see Ethan slouching on the other end of the bed.  He was hurting and it pained you to see.  You slowly crawled over to him and hugged him from behind.
Your legs were on either side of him and you laid you head on top of his shoulder and tears started to fall onto his shirt.  His breathing calmed down and after a few seconds, you softly spoke.  “I love you too, E.  So much. So so much.” You kissed his shoulder, moving up to his neck.
He moved his arms and you hugged him tighter because you were scared he was going to leave.  But you felt his huge hands cover yours and he brought it to his lips and kissed both of them.  He brought them down and pressed them onto his chest.
“I’m sorry that I hurt you.”
He tightened his grip on your hands. “I’m sorry I yelled at you.”
A few more minutes passed after forgiving each other until Ethan broke the silence. “Ok, come on.” He sat up and went to lay on the bed, leading you next to him.
“I know that you’re tired from all of this, so let’s take a nap.” He pulled you into his chest and kissed your head.
You snaked your hands around his waist and put your leg over his. “I love you, E.”
Ethan put the blanket over you guys and laid his head on top of yours. “I love you more.” He closed his eyes, falling asleep happier than ever with the fact that he has you now.
A/n: I had too much fun writing this
Requests are OPEN
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cupkayke · 7 years
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Cupkayke Rewatches/Liveblogs Boueibu!
Season 1, Episode 4
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I channeled En for about a week and was too lazy to quit playing Resident Evil and finish this liveblog buuuut better late than never, right?! I may only manage one of these a week but I just had a bunch of fanfic ideas (unrelated to watching the episode) so I figured I’d press onward and finish these. Mostly cuz I’m really interested in getting to season 2 because the Beppus are my favorite. But for now- IT’S THE EPISODE WHERE THEY GET BABYFIED! OMG CUTENESS ABOUND.
PS- I love the discussion that happened from my previous liveblog! Thank you @nardaviel, @angry-jewish-magical-girl (whom I cannot tag for some reason), @magiccatprincess and everyone else who contributed :3 ( @thatlittledandere I absolutely loved your flailing in your tags lol <3) Reactions make this a whole lot more fun for me- especially because the screencapping and formatting is so tedious. But anyway! ONWARD! I doubt this episode I’ll get that deep but WHO KNOWS.
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OH HERE WE GO FEELS AND BACKSTORY
LOOK AT THE BABIES
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Although why are they unsupervised in a field all alone as like elementary schoolers WTF WHERE ARE THEIR PARENTS?
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Cliche wish upon a star!
Srz tho their voices are SO CUTE- who did they get for the baby voices??? 
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Look at how cute blushy baby Atchan is!
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BUT I AM A CHILD ATCHAN SO LOGICAL YET SO MUCH SHADE
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CUTE BABY KINCHAN AND HIS ‘JUST IN CASE’ WISH AND HIS BLUSHING
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Seriously look at this smol child. I think when I first watched the series this was the scene where I was first like “AWWW” at any of the SC.
-aaaaaand cut off
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“Don’t mind me I’m just being broody and emo in the office with the lights out looking at the stars while I reminisce about my first love childhood friend who ditched me to go eat fucking curry with a pleb NBD I’M FINE”
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That Arima Sass(tm) I didn’t remember him being so... memorable with his lines until this rewatch lol (oops I feel bad for ignoring him the first time around he’s so cute)
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"Arima I s2g if you say one more word I will put snails on everything you own”
I didn’t cap this but in hindsight of the end of the season, his wish going from friendship to world domination is a perfect place for the “well that escalated quickly” meme…
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Tickling Wombat looks so fun lol
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I think I had a point about the ‘stink’ debate but I have since forgotten it so here have some silly screencaps of Wombat freaking out and Yumoto being adorable
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QUICK SOMEONE WHO’S NEVER WATCHED BOUEIBU EXPLAIN WHAT’S HAPPENING HERE.
I mostly just love their faces lololololol I laughed for like 5 minutes after taking this
Side note- Poor Wombat- he’s a sentient creature that gets treated like a pet/plaything/child- no wonder he runs away from Yumoto every chance he gets
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THE BIRTH OF WOM-SAN
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More screencaps with no explanation other than I laughed harder than I should at them. THE EYES KIND OF REMIND ME OF HAYAO MIYAZAKI WHY?
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Dads that are 12,000% done with this shit
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En’s views on childishness/high school students in this scene is kind of telling- he seems overly image-conscious, yet he doesn’t want to be seen as old. Maybe Atsushi’s worrying is rubbing off on him?
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Yumoto did you forget that you fight monsters on a weekly basis??? What ELSE is the definition of Superhero???
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I wonder how they feel looking at basically a NAKED DEAD BODY all the time. It’s probably not fu- WAIT.
THIS HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH ANYTHING
BUT WHEN I TOOK THIS SCREENCAP I CAME TO THE HORRIFYING REALIZATION THAT TAWARAYAMA-SENSI LOOKS JUST LIKE MY DAD
MY DAD USED TO BE A MIDDLE SCHOOL TEACHER AND HAS GRAY POOFY HAIR AND A MUSTACHE AND NOW I CANNOT UNSEE IT
Cupkayke.exe has stopped working
anyway
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WHAT IS IT WITH THE SIDE CHARACTERS AND FREAKY EYES IN THIS SHOW
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Io all about that money. Why do I find this exchange hilarious?
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WAS THAT TEASING
OMG YUMOTO AND HIS SENPAIS THIS IS ADORABLE
SHOT THROUGH THE HEART
Also I JUST NOTICED that Ryuu and Io’s washing supplies are color coded by their hair/battle lover outfits omg
Who was it who had that headcanon that their battle lover outfits were chosen because of their favorite colors?
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Lololol well Ryuu is the youngest other than Yumoto, isn’t he?
En does have a point
But Ryuu’s views on his looks here are interesting- he knows he’s stereotypically ‘young’ looking, so he makes do with what he has and turns up the charm to 100
I mean... he’s good at it, too. Look at that last screencap.
Also Yumoto in that screencap is splashing water through his hands LOL EVEN IN THE BACKGROUND HE’S ENFORCING THE CHILDISH NARRATIVE
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…what was the point of Yumoto interrupting there?
Did I miss a joke?
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More on En’s view of age/maturity and Yumoto blowing bubbles like a child in the background
I can definitely see where Yumoto would rub some people the wrong way here- his childishness is being played too heavy-handedly to just be for laughs
But it’s necessary Boueibu format foreshadowing
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Ryuu looking so cool, so casual washing his feet
HOW CHILD HOW
Also I definitely noticed the pink bath supplies in this screencap
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Senior must not be a common term for students in Japanese
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Lololol Ryuu so cheeky
I feel like this line would get localized into something really cheesy or lame like “old man” when dubbed into English
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There we have it.
ALSO BUTTS
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En’s age crisis- again, he has a desire not to be seen as immature and is quick to call out childish behavior in others, but the moment his attention is brought to how he might be percieved as ‘old’, he obsesses on the negative aspects of it instead of the positive- which he was stressing as the better option only moments before.
This is really interesting but I don’t quite know what to make of it. If he doesn’t want to be seen as childish, but doesn’t want to be seen as old, what does he want to be seen as? Simply exactly his age? Boy, En, I have news for you... unless you’re a genetic miracle, no one looks exactly their age.
Seriously I’m twenty-fucking-five and I STILL get carded everywhere because I look 18 T_____T
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YUMOTO YOU DON’T NEED TO BE BALD
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GLAMOR SHOTS TIME
STARTING WITH RYUU’S ASS
I KNOW EVERYBODY AND THEIR BROTHER HAS TAKEN THIS SCREENCAP BUT DAMMIT JUST LET ME-
...bubble butt, bubble bubble bubble butt~
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Yumoto your laugh is creepy
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Again Io being sexy
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En you aren’t fooling anyone, Atsushi’s using his glamor shot to worry about you- even tho my screencap apparently missed the caption
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And then they keep splashing like kids lol
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What a nickname
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I’ve noticed the SC almost always speaks in a certain order- Arima, Akoya, Kinshirou
Is this on purpose or just arbitrary?
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…morning cuddles…
Gora: “...dafuq kind of club is this defense club???”
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AND DIRECTLY CONTRADICTING THE LAST EPISODE YUMOTO IS NOT INTERESTED IN PICKING UP GIRLS
This definitely supports the ‘cumpulsory heterosexuality’ theory, however; Yumoto last episode was talking about girls in a polite, “this is what I’m supposed to do” kind of way. This episode, he must feel freer with his feelings that he can admit that he’s not interested to his senpais.
Or maybe cuddling Wombat is just WAY more fun than all of those things lol
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EN STOP IT YOU ARE NOT OLD-
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OH. It’s a vanity thing, is it?
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Wow Atsushi talk about throwing shade
Srz is that any way to talk to your boyfriend???
I wish I knew what animes they were referencing - I took a bunch of caps here but they’re not really relevant I guess unless someone wants to tell me what they’re talking about
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En basically called Atsushi an otaku ffft
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WHY ARE YOU PETTING EN YUMOTO
HIS HAIR IS NOWHERE NEAR AS FLUFFY AS YOURS
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Though En definitely looks cute when he’s being tickled... ok Yumoto carry on
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….Ryuu what are you talking about approximately no one is fooled by your indifference
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TICKLE FIGHT
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This scene is adorable - THE BLUSHES
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So many laughs
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YUMOTO NOTICING THAT AND NOT HAVING ANY REACTION
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Aww they’re all so smol
Also the rest of them, their eyes were kept proportionate to their bodies but LOOK AT EN
His eyes are like waaaaay bigger and innocent
Double AWWW
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The nodding at Yumoto’s stupidity lolol
Tho Yumoto still manages to be adorable wtf look at his happy face
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Your hair is VERY pink like why
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BABY TRANSFORMATIONS AWWW
But seriously the ‘love making’ thing sounds SOOOO inappropriate coming out of smol Yumoto
Like when Wombat said it I cringed
If it weren’t for the gutter my mind would be homeless
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THE BAGGY CLOTHES
Hi there, fourth wall
Omg Ryuu why are you so cute
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SMOL POWERS
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Tripping on the clothes or perhaps because of little legs
NOW IO IS TOO ADORABLE FOR WORDS STAHHHHHHP
No seriously look at his face!
Though his pupils are two different sizes in this screencap lol
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CHILD ENDANGERMENT DUDE
Atchan with more fourth wall breaking
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And they figured out the enemy very quickly! They seem more observant as children than they are regularly
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Okay, they say kindergarteners but they look like 3 year olds or babies
I CANNOT at Ryuu’s hair spikes getting smaller and less detailed
Also his face reminds me that his voice in this scene is hysterical
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THE MODESTY LEAVES
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ATSUSHI WHY IS YOUR BUTT IN THE AIR STOP THAT
En and the fourth wall for the third time
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RYUU WHY ARE YOU WORRYING ABOUT YOUR PENIS
And you’d think image-conscious Atsushi would be the one most embarrassed about being naked babies in public but NO APPARENTLY IO IS SUPER SHY
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Sad baby Io sounds so pathetic
And Ryuu hardly seems worried
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Yumoto rolled a perception check and got a 20 like whoah
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RYUU AND EN ARE SAVAGE AF 
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SMOL NAKED BABIES ATTEMPTING TO LOOK BADASS- all except Io who just wants the fuck out of here lol
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How are they even still able to fight?? Their powers were diminished earlier??? Is it because they realized it was an illusion?
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CHUBBEH BABY BUTT
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AAAAND NAKED IN PUBLIC
Did their clothes just vanish???
And Io’s STILL embarrassed.
Meanwhile Yumoto has his priorities straight I guess
Also WHY IS IT SUDDENLY NIGHTTIME WASN’T IT JUST MORNING CUDDLES TIME???
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YOU’RE JUST WORRIED ABOUT THEM BEATING YOU I MEAN C’MON AT LEAST LAUGH AT THEIR NUDITY
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OH IT’S NIGHT SO HE CAN LOOK AT THE STARS AND REMEMBER THINGS AGAIN THAT’S WHY IT ALL HAS TO COME FULL CIRCLE BECAUSE PLOT
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Ryuu you have no tact sheesh
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Atsushi is STILL throwing shade like a pro. He must take lessons from Arima the sass master.
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And we end on Atsushi reminiscing about Kinshirou and their stargazing adventures but THIS BOTHERS ME BECAUSE OF COURSE YOU FUCKING KNOW WHAT HE WISHED FOR YOU DIP. Context wise, it’s obvious Kinshirou told him. I mean, he might be meaning he’s since forgotten the wish (which would explain his falling out with Kinshirou in another dimension other than the curry thing) but showing that flashback in such detail and then having Atsushi remember it (or hinted that he remembers it) but without hinting that he knows what Kinshirou wished for is just kind of.... idk it bothers me. That line wasn’t 100% necessary, or perhaps it could have been something like “I don’t remember what he wished for”. Of course, for all I know he could have said that but crunchyroll could have translated it poorly idk.
Buuuut that’s the end! That was mostly just an enjoyable “aww” episode with not a lot of substance other than we discover that Kinshirou is dramatic AF, En is self conscious (perhaps even moreso than Atsushi, or possibly just vain) and Io is definitely embarrassed by public nudity. Hm. Maybe you guys have some more intelligent commentary.
I’m gonna shoot to get Ep 5 done in the next couple days (maybe hours... but this shit takes forever) because I want to finish compiling all this stuff so I can get to writing these plot bunnies that just bit me in the ass... buuuut I need research. Man... En the lazy is definitely my spirit animal OTL
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This is a situation that has really made a mess of me and confused me so i apologize in advance if its hard to kind of follow. i went to this party back in september and saw this guy and was just really intrigued by him. i didn't even talk to him then but his essence was just really captivating to me. later one of my friends had a cypher at his house and this same guy was there, and i complimented his clothes and he said he had made them and so we got into this whole conversation & he said he ✨
✨needed photographers/models for his clothes so i said i had taken pictures before and so about a week later we met up for me to shoot/ model for his clothes. it was really fun and i was really amazed at how cool and kind of a person he was. i did kind of like him in the back of my head but really i was more focused on getting the essence of his clothes across and doing a good job for him artistically. so we were down in this river and had taken some pics and he started saying that he didn’t ✨✨ know if it was just him or not but he felt there was a lot of artistic tension. i cant even remember if i responded bc i guess i was just very entranced but we ended up having sex. i liked it and i liked him but i was also thinking i wanted it to be over and he asked me when to cum and i just said right then even though i hadn’t orgasmed bc it was all very overwhelming. so anyways i took him back to his dorm after that and then for the next 2 weeks or so he was always really romantic through ✨✨texts and in person sending roses emojis and commenting gorgeous on all my instagram pics. so right before thanksgiving break i hung out with him and i wanted to ask if we were friends or more than that. (which is always a dumb thing to do i guess) but i didn’t when i was with him, but i called him later that night and asked and then he just said he’d call me back and hung up. he didn’t call me back but he just texted me that he was just in a relationship for 3 years. and i just said okay I’m ✨✨sorry and that i just wanted him to be happy whether that be my friend or not. so anyways he went to D.C. for break cuz thats where he lives. and i hadn’t gotten my period and just felt weird so on thanksgiving day i took a pregnancy test and i truly didn’t think it was going to happen but it showed up positive and i just remember my vision getting blurry and feeling really shocked. i didn’t call him or anything bc i didn’t want to ruin his break and i guess i didn’t want to be a burden to ✨✨him or for any negative emotions to be associated with me so i just kept it to myself until he got back which really depressed me and freaked me out. so when he came back i asked him if i could talk to him cuz i really needed a friend out of him and so i was in his dorm and told him that i was pregnant and he just looked shocked and then i said “but i don’t plan on staying pregnant” and he was like oh i see what you’re saying. and then he was about to say something then decided not to and i ✨✨was like no say it. and i don’t remember his exact words but he said that that meant we could have sex without him a condom/ pulling out and i just said “oh.. yeah” bc again i guess i was just shocked by that response and so he started kissing me and we had sex again. idk i think it was later that night that i asked if he would come to my appointment with me and he said yes. and then later i texted him asking if he would and that it was friday of that week. (this was exam week right before ✨✨christmas break) and i texted him if he was busy this friday and he said no he was leaving that night (tuesday or something) and it just really hurt bc idk how he could forgotten that so it just seemed like he was blowing it off. but i didn’t say it hurt me bc he was already leaving and didn’t want to cause conflict. so then he was in D.C. and we would text a little bit everyday or something and i said i said i wanted to come visit him cuz i was making him a jacket. (painting on it) he kept ✨✨ignoring me or avoiding me when i wanted to talk about how upset or scared i was and so i just put all of my emotions in this painting to give to him. it was of a naked women with her sacral chakra lit up out of her back handing standing on a ground of dead roses but handing the living one to a skeleton with a bloody scythe with his hand extended out to take the flower. o basically it kind of symbolized the sacral chakra of creativity and sexuality being flourished through the relationship. ✨✨so much so that i became pregnant. but that he had implanted these dead roses in me and i had to reap them. but i salvaged one alive rose to give to him as a peace offering and that i will choose love even if i feel wronged. also both the skeleton and the woman had third eyes and a tunnel of sound waves between them and a dove carrying a tuning fork. from the lady to the skeleton. basically to send peace and to tune in to each other. (idk explaining this i kind of feel like a psycho for ✨✨painting this so I’m sorry lol) anyways so i was spending day in and day out painting this before and after the abortion so i could drive to D.C. and give it to him. i called him the night before the abortion saying i was scared and sad and i don’t think he really understood i guess but he said he’d call me the next day (he didn’t) he didn’t really ever bring it up to me or ask how i was doing. and i was too scared to bring it up really except for a few days later when i impulsively called him✨✨to tell him i wasn’t pregnant and he told me he was on acid so we stopped talking. all the while he was posting these kind of sexually explicit posts on instagram. (like the captions were explicit) and it definitely wasn’t about me so it just kind of pushed me into a deeper realm of sadness bc i wanted him to care about me and like me at this point. i had also sent him my film camera bc some girl he was friends with took his and said it was hers now bc he said he was giving it to her as a ✨✨friend. so i felt bad and i have 3 cameras so i offered to give him one of mine. so anyways fast forward a few days and i had finished the painting on the jacket and was about to go to D.C. to hang out with him but i had all these repressed feelings (really really painful feelings of guilt and sadness about the abortion which i don’t really want to get into bc its too much and will probably last me my whole life) and i was upset bc he didn’t really seem to care at all. like he didn’t ask how i✨✨was doing or anything or really talk to me much at all. so i drove like 10 hours to D.C. and was just planning to maybe express my feelings to him when i got there. so i got there and we hung out for two days but i still couldn’t really get myself to say anything. when we hung out it was nice and he showed me some cool things. and when he got the jacket he said it was the greatest gift he had ever received and kissed my face all over and said he was gonna show it to all his friends. the last ✨✨day we hung out i was planning to go to new york and dropped him off at his friends house but i was sitting in my car really nervous and upset that i hadn’t expressed my feelings to him bc i felt like i never would and i’d keep these feelings repressed forever. so i called him and asked him to come out again and he did and we walked around and i didn’t know how to say it so i was just saying that i felt really sad and he then responded with saying that he thought he was a sociopath. and i was ✨✨just like, “no i mean you seem like you have feelings.” and i just said that i felt traumatized and started crying and he just looked at me like he hated me and was scrolling through his phone all throughout this conversation and said that he had male parts and i had female parts and that couldn’t understand my female parts… and i asked him if he thought about this whole situation and he was like only before he went to sleep. and that he wished i didn’t tell him in the first place. and now he✨✨had seen why i had come to see him in the first place and that it hadn’t ruined the whole two days for him. idk he just looked so angry and looked at me with disgust when i was crying and i asked him if he cared and he said yes and looked kind of concerned. but then i said it really didn’t seem like it and started crying and he was like “well, if it doesn’t seem like it then i don’t know what more i can do. I don’t know how much more i can show you that i care” and then it was silent for a bit✨✨and then i was just really frustrated and was saying that i just wanted to feel peace and to resolve this and he was like “well, i don’t talk about my feelings. i just keep them to myself.” and i didn’t know how to respond to that so it was just silent and then he said that his drug dealer was here and got out of my car and said have fun in new york. so after he left my car i just sat there for like 30 minutes and sobbed bc i had never been so confused in my life and never been left feeling so✨✨confused in my life and never been left feeling so hopeless and helpless and terrible. so i drove to new york and sent him a text saying i was sorry and that i shouldn’t have said any of that shit. and idk why i did that bc i really felt like he was the one who should’ve been saying sorry but i didn’t want him to hate me and i wanted it to be resolved. and he just replied with “you’re good” so i spent the next 2 days in new york and just kept myself busy going around the city attempting to ✨✨heal myself somehow. then i drove back home and when i was passing through D.C. i really wanted to see him just to feel better and have the last time i see him before he gets back from break be a little less of a terrible memory. so i asked him if i could buy shrooms, not cuz i wanted to do them but just to see him and he said yes and we met up and he was on shrooms and it was just so strikingly different. like as opposed to two days ago when i had never seen someone look at me with such hate ✨that night i had never seen someone one look at me with such love. and he hugged me and we had a nice conversation. so i just left feeling really confused again and drove home. we didn’t really talk much the rest of the break but he did tell me happy birthday. then i offered to pick him up from the bus stop and he kept pushing the days back but he finally came and i picked him up and took him to his dorm. then we actually hung out since he got back and he came over to my house and we drew ✨✨together. i asked him if he wanted to help me paint my wall and he said yes and to buy unstretched canvas. and i said i meant my wall not the canvas but i figured he wanted to paint together and that’d be fun so i did buy the canvas. so he came over but he just cut the canvas up to make patches for his clothes. so it kind made me feel used cuz he didn’t even help me paint my wall or paint with me but just came over to use my materials. and he was kind of cold to me the whole night until he ✨✨the whole night until he asked me to bring him some tea and he started rubbing me arms and being lovey. so i made him some tea but he didn’t drink it. and it seemed like he wanted to have sex bc he put his arms around me and kept pushing up against me. but i was just too confused and didn’t trust him whatsoever at that point especially since he was cold to me all night until then. so i stopped initiating our hang outs rlly although i did still wanna have a relationship with him. but everyday ✨✨he would ask me what i was doing and he had made this snapchat of him where it said “ i can read between the lines and see that you don’t trust me” and after i saw it he texted me later asking me to hang out. (but i also don’t even know if that was intended for me bc he talks to a lot of other girls too. so we did hang out and did more art together but we didn’t talk much. it was nice though. and he kind of started being more romantic to me and more open and kind. so i just feel I’m in this ✨✨mudslide of i want to like him but he’s also hurt me and i don’t trust him and i want that to be cleared up but i’m starting to think he’s just deceiving me and using me and doesn’t really like me at all. and i saw that he followed my friend on instagram and likes all of her pics of her in her underwear and shit and commented “whats your phone number?” on one of her pics that i was in??? and so i texted asking if he knew her and he said yes, and i said how? and he didn’t answer. so i’m just ✨✨✨assuming he’s hitting on my friend along with a bunch of other girls and idk how to talk to him about it or whether to even bother at this point. the next day i posted this picture of this drawing i did on instagram and he liked it, which is weird bc he hasn’t liked my pictures for weeks. which has also made me feel like he’s playing mind games with me trying to be cold. so i asked him when he was leaving bc he asked for me to take more pics of him and i was gonna do it tomorrow. but he said✨✨but he said the next day and if i wanted to get tea with him and i said yes and asked when to pick him up. but then he asked if i was trying to bless him with sushi train (which is this like sushi buffet that comes on a conveyer belt..) but anyways him just basically asking if i would buy it for him which is like $50 and so i did idk why. and i felt used bc he doesn’t really seem to like me and i don’t understand why he hangs out with me at this point bc i asked him at dinner if i could shoot✨✨with him next week and he said maybe. and when i was driving him back to his dorm his wasn’t talking to me and was just on his phone and then closing his eyes. and i was looking at him and then he was like “will you stop looking at me i can feel your eyes on me and I’m trying to meditate” but like why would you meditate in my car why wouldn’t you talk to me… so idk i took him back to his dorm and he kissed me on the cheek and said he had to go bc he had a quiz tomorrow. but i thought we would✨✨ hang out longer or something. and then he posted some pic on instagram about fucking some other girl. so idk i know this is way too much to respond too. but i honestly don’t know what to do anymore. should i express my emotions to him? even though I’m really scared to because of his last response… or should i just block him and stop contacting him? or should i keep contacting him and just be positive and give him the benefit of the doubt and try and be friends? idk i just feel like he has no ✨✨respect for me and is just using me to buy him things and after every thing I’ve been through with him I’m just at a loss of what to do. i feel traumatized and neglected and paralyzed in my emotions. but i also feel guilt bc i could really be all at fault here and should try and see how he’s feeling and support him and continue being friend with him. i feel that if i bring anything up or block him ill end up feeling more hurt and all i really want at this point is peace. ✨
Okay. This boy is vile, disgusting, I would even say evil. He is manipulating you and using you for sex. he doesn’t care about you in the slightest. He got you pregnant (by manipulating you into a sexual situation under the facade of photography btw) and when you told him he said that meant you should have unprotected sex??? WTF?? That is so awful. You don’t even know if he has and STI or not. It’s a really bad sign when you go into situations with men not expecting to have sex, but you “end up”having sex anyway. That means that they are manipulating you into sex. This boy is inconsiderate of your needs (for example, refusing to go with you to get the abortion). He consistently lies to you, telling you he’ll call or text or do stuff for you but never does (probably because ehe never planned on doing it in the first place). He uses drugs recklessly. He told you he doesn’t have feelings. He consistently makes you feel awful. I mean this boy is just 100% awful and a huge waste of yours (or anyone’s) time. DO NOT TRIP WITH HIM, DO NOT DO DRUGS WITH HIM. He doesn’t care about you and will not take care of you. DO NOT HAVE SEX WITH HIM AGAIN. He is manipulative and uncaring. Stop seeing him. Stop putting effort into this relationship. He is a terrible person. You deserve a million times better than all of this. Block his number, unfollow him on everything. He is awful. You are under no obligation to support him. He doesn’t deserve support from you in the slightest. You are absolutely right when you say that he is just using you. Block him. Stop contacting him.
Love you,Lil
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writetoremainsilent · 5 years
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4/30/19-5/4/19 a thicc update
This is nostalgic, isn’t it? 
Some overall things: watching Evangelion, working on my Pokemon Fanfiction (lol), re-listening to Tool songs (they go hard), and discovering this nice math-rocky song called Shibuya by Covet. I also drew quite a bit this week.
4/30/19: Had my coffee lab today, and felt nice and energized from the coffee. I then had my tennis class and did not do well, because the two guys I played against were slice kings. 
Then I had geology, which was pretty mild. I paid attention for the most part. 
I ate at the cafeteria that day, and brought some food home for Wally and Allen. If I remember correctly, I spent the majority of the rest of the day watching shows with Wally and Allen. Bakemonogatari is a very good show. This is going to be a consistent theme for the rest of the week.
5/1/19: Scary..May’s already begun. I remember making this post last year. It’s still scary, even more so this year because I actually have to apply.
So, I’ve been doing these ‘stories’ for my art instagram posts lately, and today was disappointing because...
I pre-wrote a caption before actually making a post. It’s about a boy who steals from his father, except in this case he’s stealing ‘time.’ So the big joke is that the boy is just trying to hang out with his dad, but ‘cuz it’s thievery it’s implied to be bad. Funny. 
The problem with waiting this long to write the posts is that I remember very very little.
I studied most of the day for my dinosaurs test on Thursday, though.
5/2/19: Tennis was fun. I played doubles, and sucked. My teammate kept joking “wow, we suck” but I saw through her. She meant me. 
After that, I had my dinosaurs midterm, which was regrettably more difficult than I’d expected.
I ate at the cafeteria and then went home.
I spent the rest of the day drawing and finishing Bakemonogatari with Wally. It was a very good show. Delicate and artistic, it weaves a tale that can be explained simply but shown brilliantly. 
And how it shone. 
5/3/19: After my one class of the day, I went to a sushi buffet with Wally and Allen. It was very enjoyable. I finally kind of learned how to use chopsticks. I love sushi places with vegetarian options.
We went home and watched some Run with the Wind, which I think Wally and Allen are enjoying a lot more than I am. 
As some time passed, I watched The Tatami Galaxy with Wally, which is a show that I started almost 2 years ago but didn’t get around to finishing. We made it up to where I got to last time before I felt too tired to continue. It’s a good show. Directed by the same dude from Devilman Crybaby and Ping Pong the Animation.
5/4/19: Today was kind of lazy. 
First, I watched Evangelion with Wally.
Then, I took a nap, and had this horrible dream. It wasn’t even horrible, but my friend Hana had tagged me in some DawnxMay (meaning they’re romantically implicated) fanart post on Facebook (Dawn being the female Pokemon protagonist from the Sinnoh games, and May being the female Pokemon protagonist from the Hoenn region). 
I had chatted Hana (in the dream) about it and we joked about how it was a difficult ship (relationship) to canonize. We started talking about our favorite ships from high school, and something in the back of my mind was just begging to be remembered, but I couldn’t for the life of me. It gave me this aching rush of nostalgia: sights, smells, where I was, what I was feeling, and crushed me and flattened me like a hydraulic press. The dream-induced nostalgia was so strong that I woke up with a headache and some tears in my eyes. 
Basically, I hate nostalgia. I have talked about this at length. There are things from my high school: feelings, moments, and fleeting realizations that will probably never consciously re-surface, but will always haunt me with the millisecond flashes of deja vu that they always attack me with. I’m weak.
Also, I hate naps. 
I went off to play tennis against a wall.
On the way back from tennis, my bike tire popped, so I had to walk back.
When I got back, we went to Taco Bell. I dropped off some food for my brother and we headed home. 
I finished The Tatami Galaxy with Wally today. It’s a very good show, one of my few 10/10s. 
And that’s it for this update. I’m glad it was this week I chose to slack on, because little happened. 
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