#no but this was triggered by seeing a dvd for an old special intrest and i distinctly remember

[lilgynt]

i think it’s fun looking at my old stuff or like any of my childhood or teen years and being like. hm. hm. should have clocked the autism sooner

#personal #some of it i’m like ah. embarrassing. #others i’m like aw. im fond of younger me #most of it is like. again why did no one seriously consider until my sexually harassing manager 😭😭😭 #seriously consider autsim #no but this was triggered by seeing a dvd for an old special intrest and i distinctly remember #my brothers girlfriend calling DIBS and buying the movie like #a month or two before my bday #and my family was soooo mad bc everyone was like that was my fucking plan #my eldest brother is so cute he bought me this likec #canvas print of one of the scenes in the movie and it’s still hanging in my room #i kinda hate the movie now bc of reasons but like the memories of the dvd and print i’m like #i’m a little embarrassed but mainly just feel loved #but very funny every holiday or birthday everyone has to text my brother like hey what’s the thing graham’s obsessed with this year or is #is it still the last thing