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fruitblush · 1 year
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NEUROSIS
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An autobiographic topography of female neurosis in horror and exploitation films - Kier-La Janisse
HOUSE OF PSYCHOTIC WOMAN
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verymarykate · 2 months
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trying to plan a party 🎉
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escuerzoresucitado · 7 months
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lifeinpoetry · 2 years
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no one in town speaks your feral / tongue.
— Silas Melvin, from “Neurosis,” Grit
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stargazerlillian · 2 months
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All scenes of Neurosis from "Hercules: The Animated Series".
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innocent-but-guilty · 4 months
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Neurosis, Jarboe - His Last Words (Remastered)
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STUCK 
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xiadz · 9 months
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taralen · 3 months
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Every day is a struggle between
"I can do this."
and
"I'll never make it."
Constantly, constantly... A cycle of madness.
When hope keeps you going, but reality holds you back. One good thing happens, and then two or maybe three bad things get dumped on top of it.
You think of a brighter sky and greener lands, but it's just a poster on the wall, and you're stuck in a soulless complex with piles of trash everywhere you look, unable to do anything about it because it's not your trash, it's someone else's, and they don't want you touching it.
I swear I want to do something other than make these annoying blog posts, but it is so hard to concentrate. I barely eat. I barely sleep. My room is the only place I feel safe and happy.
And I don't think most people who visit my blog read these, but I just... I guess need to make it clear that I'm struggling. I'm really, really trying to smile and laugh, but it is so hard. I know it's like, "Shut up already and make the content we actually care about," and I mentally go, "I'm going, I'm going. Haha! Please, please, just ..."
My closest friend lives 500 miles away, and I have no one to hold me and say, "I love you, don't worry."
I can't stay positive for more than half a day before it all comes tumbling down again, and the worst part? No one can do anything to help...
Honestly, one of the only things that keeps me going is a certain little puppet whom I feel I can suffer with and not feel so alone.
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golden-bubblebee · 22 days
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Hey real question, why can I not do things I want to do.
I have been wanting to read all day. My book had been laying next to me all day. I have not been able to pick it up and start. I feel bad about this. I really want to read it. Why can I not just. Read it. What goes wrong.
Even just now, I picked it up to complain about this, and I knew that as soon as I would stop complaining (aka, touching the book would actually start implicating reading it) I would put it down again, and be umable to read it again
Why. Is this a neurodiverse thing? Is it my maybe autism? What is this
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human-antithesis · 1 month
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Origin
All my spirits come through we when I bleed A fractured skull in a desert well, I leave this disturbed, destroyed child will follow you A wild and wounded beast I stand inside the sun My heart let memories flood my mind All the fixed, breathing strobes in the waking hours The clouds are looming to remind me of the judgement passed on my soul Acid stars have scarred my mind and left me as a ghost I shattered my curse and spread it through the land I wander guilded, willing, and unclean Project dark eyes sullen, drawn out and wicked Nameless lights pull me into a reflected psychic black hole
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aleprouswitch · 8 months
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Neurosis is still a painful subject for me because they were a band that was extremely crucial to my musical development and a band I developed a strong emotional attachment to. I had a deep reverence for Scott Kelly as a lyricist and songwriter and his style influenced my own. I've seen Neurosis live twice and both times were an incredibly emotional, cathartic experience.
I saw one of Scott's solo shows in 2017 and got to meet him. He seemed like a very gentle spirit, albeit also very introverted and a bit wary of strangers (which I'm the same way, so it wasn't odd to me). I met Scott again in 2018 when Mirrors for Psychic Warfare opened for Godflesh. He was with his wife and they seemed so happy together. During Mirrors' set, she couldn't stop smiling at him.
To find out last year that Scott had secretly been a vicious monster all these years who was ruthlessly abusing his family tore me to pieces. It tore a lot of people that I know to pieces, especially musicians who were close to Scott who had absolutely no idea what he was like outside of their musical or casual interactions. It served as a cruel reminder of how well abusers can compartmentalize their personas.
Another thing I keep getting cruelly reminded of is how incredibly talented people can also be absolutely horrible people. Every time an artist gets exposed for being horrible, this moral conundrum is created where you contemplate if you can still listen to the music. Thankfully, the rest of Neurosis publicly disowned Scott and he was booted from the band in 2019, so I felt okay remaining a fan.
The caution I have on this blog when it comes to blind hero worship of musicians comes from a sound place. Unless we have a solid degree of intimacy with these artists, we really don't know them at all. We know the image that they project to others. Hell, some of us may know the image that they project to us specifically if a friendship forms. Unfortunately, it can all be illusory. Keep your eyes open.
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rastronomicals · 1 month
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5:32 AM EST February 18, 2024:
Neurosis - "Suspended In Light" From the album Times of Grace (May 4, 1999)
Last song scrobbled from iTunes at Last.fm
File under: Post-metal Pioneers
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escuerzoresucitado · 2 months
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My left cheek's name is neurosis and my right cheek is named psychosis
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lifeinpoetry · 2 years
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you / wish you had the nerve to kiss / strangers or believe           in love.
— Silas Melvin, from “Neurosis,” Grit
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