#negative ish

[hexellent]

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I left my headphones at work.

I’m pretty sure I know where but damn I’m annoyed with myself.

#don't yell at me i'll cry {ooc} #negative ish #rip to me and my comfort item

[cartoonscientist]

I don't want to be mean because I know they're probably just trying to hlp, but it really bugs me when people message me out of the blue with "tips" to "fix my skin", when I've stated multiple times that I don't have acne and my skin issues are due to what's basically compulsive self injury. I find it kind of gross and tactless, a little like sending healthy eating advice to a recovering anorexic. I'm under the care of a dermatologist who has gone to medical school to learn about skin. I have access to retinol, a pharmaceutical grade skin treatment, so I highly doubt your apple cider scrub lifehack or whatever is going to make a difference in how fast my wounds heal.

My picking is in remission right now, so I'm tempted to take a digital camera selfie of my perfect skin once it's all clear and include a link to it saying "click on this before you send me skincare advice" along with a detailed explanation of my illness.

#repetitive body behavior #skin picking #dermatillomania #excoriation disorder #negative ish

[dumblemonchickenwing]

my stuff, oc

нет питомца.

#my stuff #oc #negative ish

[onesidedradiostatic]

According to Viv, Alastor was a serial killer who only targeted bad people like rapists, abusers, etc. and had a father who abused him and his mother so I wonder if that might have influenced whatever went down between him and Vox. Vox was getting involved with Val who is conveniently both a rapist and abuser so maybe that's what led to their friendship falling apart.

okay well the thing with this is that like. I don't doubt alastor wouldn't like val but I feel like putting it down as "they fell apart because vox associated with val" kinda removes vox from responsibility that he should have. I'm sure vox's association with val contributed to it but I do think there were qualities in vox himself that alastor was starting to dislike that led to their falling out ALONG with his association with valentino. I mean vox is probably an abuser to someone else too, likely his employees. also I've talked about alastor having likely reasonable reasons for stepping away from vox like just from analysing his insults in stayed gone LMAO. considering how alastor calls vox a "clout-chasing mediocre video podcast", I'm sure there's stuff about vox himself that alastor didn't like rather than just association with a Bad Person. like if vox stopped associating with val RIGHT NOW, alastor still wouldn't like him or accept him back as a friend.

I could see his association with val being like, the straw that broke the camel's back. but I also just see it as like a slow build-up of practices alastor disagreed with and it coming down to the Proposal(tm) where he shuts him down completely

#ask #osrs.txt #hazbin vox #hazbin hotel vox #vox #hazbin alastor #hazbin hotel alastor #alastor #hazbin valentino #hazbin hotel valentino #valentino #sometimes I make these posts that talk about negative-ish? aspects of their relationship #and I wonder if I should still tag as radiostatic or not LMAO #it's technically still about their general relationship...? #idk

[not-the-tie-youre-looking-for]

“i can’t wait to see eli vanto in TotE” “i hope the crew of the chimera gets a cameo” “faro would be so cool to see”

no please i beg you please filoni do not TOUCH THESE GUYS bro will retcon every last one of them the first chance he gets. watch this absolute lunatic retcon the entire thrawn trilogy

#IM SORRY IM SALTY AKDBHAJSJBW #this is (mostly) in jest #in all honestly i’ll prob watch the eps and go ‘eh good animation whatever’ and then go about my day #i really like thrawn in the clone wars esque style tho ngl #where his glowin eyes tho #anti filoni #ish #not really #uhhh #better tag would probably be #sw negativity #star wars #thrawn #chiss #thrawn ascendancy #star wars rebels #tales of the empire #eli vanto #not the post youre looking for

[mondaymelon]

me n who ?!?!?!? ME N WHO GUYS ...

picrews: 1 2 3 4

mking silly girlfailure picrews are the only thing saving my sanity which took quite a number of blows today ( its hanging on by the measliest thread but i think its better to consider it go n e )

anyways i wanna make a silly tag game so we are going to make a silly tag game because in the wise words of martin luther king i think wait it was probably gandhi "be the change you wish to see in the world" arent i so cool guys im taking like the first step forward and :stareyes: ahahah

(no pressure) tags !! 🏷️ : @cienxpidity, @ilyuu, @anonbinaryweirdo, @suntoru, @tuesdayberries, @lume-nosity, @mrcrazyvillainvillainn, @ceneid, @amalythea, @xianyoon, @aeon-yao, @ryuryuryuyurboat, @auroratumbles, @snobwaffles, @the-white-void + everyone i probably forgot to tag (SPS IM SORRY) n anyone else whod like to join !!

#💬 ⌗ 𝐚𝐧 𝐚𝐫𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐜𝐭'𝐬 𝐫𝐚𝐦𝐛𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 . . . ✧ #i was in a very silly mood ( mental breakdown ish ) i cried like 16 times in the past hour and that's probably not a good thing but HEY #its fine #im so fine #im so #im so... #*perishes* #begone negativity #its time for me and my delusions #speaking of delusions i actually had the WILDEST Dream last night #and its so crazy because its like the first dream I've had in the past year that's not about a fictional character #yes im pathtetic #carrying on #and i was like escaping from t h e. m a. n i n t he. h a l l w a y #and i was like runnning away yk and then shrek comes over and helps me out by defenestrating me and so i land in some bushes and then start #like putting candy into a bag??? and im like HURRY UP SHREK HES GONNA COME AFTER US #and then i got to this like cult area #where it splits into two paths and i remember it so vividly because there was this gate security and i had to type in my student id to get #and so it opens up to this room and there's two pathways #the one to the right has this giant ass shrine golden statue surrounded by a bunch of children #and the one i go to has little cube spaces caved into the walls for like little decorations and a stair for like a lower other half of the #room #and theres a bunch of children and my irls #and so we break outta there yk #we escape #we get out #and we run into like osme shopping place #and my friend is planning to abandon me with her other friend and they're running away to china #but they refuse to take me with them (ultimate betrayal) #HELP edit but the tags didnt show up cause there were too many...

[highabovethecloudssomewhere]

I just read “Loveless” by Alice Oseman as someone who’s aroace and I am. Struggling.

I was expecting to love the book and I’m so, so happy to see aromanticism/asexuality in the public eye, but as far as the story/characters went I was really struggling. Maybe I’m too old for it but I found it… very lackluster. The characters felt deeply one-dimensional and I did not like the protagonist at all.

If any of you have read this book and really enjoyed the characters, I would love to hear more about it. Maybe I’m just missing something. But also if any of you have recommendations for LGBTQA+ media with engaging characters and an engaging story I would love some recommendations.

I also just watched Nimona for the first time and I absolutely adored it. Would absolutely recommend it to anyone.

#cloud rambles #book review #ish? I’ve been reading more lately #I really really really wanted to love this book #and I know a lot of people found it incredibly relatable #and there were a lot of times that I found it relatable too and the relatability of it isn’t really what I’m criticizing #I just didn’t like the characters #outside of being very very happy to see aromanticism and asexuality in the public eye acknowledged as a real identity #I don’t have anything positive to say about this book #and I really really really wish I did #negative review #I have no idea how to tag this #my thoughts line up well with the one-star goodreads reviews written by asexuals/aromanticists

[wispscribbles]

hi i just discovered your beautiful art so i obviously needed to scroll down your whole blog to catch up on everything you posted haha

i just wanted to say that i got way too emotional after reading that post of yours regarding mw3 and your mental health… on one hand i’m so sorry that you felt that way, but on the other i feel it with my whole heart

ghoap content especially for me helped me these past few months with my mental health in ways i would never have expected, it was my solace and inspiration, i started working out too and got back into drawing, got a lot better at it as well!

but unfortunately i get way too fixated on fictional stuff and there comes a time that my brain switches up and connects the things i liked and comforted me with things that make me extremely uncomfortable and stressed out, especially if i fall down a fandom rabbit hole that i would never have searched up, beacuse i know myself, i know my limits and triggers but i feel like i’m not a part of the fandom if i don’t like and interact with every single headcanon, art and ship

these past days i was really down because of that, and the things i read (why did i do that???) and now when i think of ghoap i think of that stuff and im scared that i alienated myself from the one thing that made me happy

but discovering your art and with that your post reminded me that im not alone in these feelings, even if it’s not the same exactly, and i wanted to thank you, for sharing your thoughts that time i guess haha <33

((sorry for rambling))

Long reply under 'keep reading' !! CW: talk of triggers and MCD

Always feel free to ramble my way!!! How nice you could find some comfort in my art and ghoap stuff. Especially in my mw3 post. I've been considering deleting it a few times, but hearing it maybe helped to read in some way makes me happy I left it up.

I get where you're coming from - I very much use these fictional characters as a safe space, but ppl view them very differently. There's room for it all, "don't like, don't interact" is very much a policy I agree with. It's important to mute words and be aware of your own triggers as you browse stuff in this fandom, because there's such a wide variety of stuff out there. You do NOT have to interact and agree with every thought people have on this ship, that's impossible and super stressful. There's plenty of stuff and headcanons I don't vibe with. There are no 'requirements' that you have to meet in order to enjoy fiction.

It's part of why I enjoy ghoap - that their dynamic resonates and has sparked so much creativity and outlets for so many - but it also means there's gonna be a lot of stuff u don't necessarily agree with or feel comfortable with. For example, a lot of folks use the MCD in mw3 as a way to explore grief, which I think is really cool, but on a bad day that could potentially get my brain in a bad headspace, so I only check out that art and those fics when I feel okay. There's also a bunch of stuff I'd never want to interact with, and that’s fine !!

I'm personally quite vanilla and a sucker for exploring the softer, more domestic aspects of these characters. It's what brings me joy. I know there are parts of this fandom who don’t vibe with what I make at all, and would call it untrue to the characters. Some creators enjoy exploring the more violent or toxic sides to the source material. That's just how it is, we all need different things from fiction. As long as we're capable of chilling in our respective sandboxes, then all's good.

But if you're like me, and enjoy the softer things, then definitely be aware and careful while exploring this ship and fandom. I've seen takes on these characters that are so far removed from how I view them, that they're basically the complete opposite, and it can leave a very bad taste, especially if you're the type to hinge your safe space on fiction.

Just... be mindful of yourself and your potential triggers, be respectful and don't interact with things that make you uncomfortable to the point of feeling unsafe. Shape your own online experience to your best ability.

Hope you're doing okay and still find joy in ghoap <3

#ask #anon ask #long post #mcd #mcd mention #major character death #mw3 spoilers #ish #few extra thoughts in tags: #sry it took a while to respond. i wanted to give a proper answer #hope this makes sense or helps somehow #and if interacting with this fandom continues to have a negative impact on your mental health then take a break #i understand using fiction as an outlet or safe space (i do it) but if the bad starts outweighing the good then try to distance yourself #don't dive into those rabbit holes that u know will make u feel bad #i understand the urge but its so important to protect yourself online #I’m far from an expert on this stuff so this is just my two cents #stay safe!!

[aro-culture-is]

Alloaro culture is wanting a similar word to qpr for a committed partner you have sex with sometimes that is not romantic: qpr isn’t right because it has the word platonic in it.

hi! in a very gentle way, i am vibrating to let you know this is incorrect :)

from the POV of someone who's been around the aro community since ~2013-2014 on tumblr, the only time i've seen folks start to say that qprs couldn't include sexual components has been when

they've learned an incorrect definition of QPRs, or

in one particularly notable case, the individual proposing it turned out to be quite sex negative and upset at the mere thought that people could think that qprs could include sexual activity. this individual suggested an alternative term for individuals desiring sex in QPRs in a rather explicitly alloarophobic measure. when gently called out from what had seemed to be a genuine attempt at coining a new term, the above came to light. smaller cases of this pop up every once in a while, but this one got some notoriety.

queerplatonic was always meant to mean "queering the idea of a platonic relationship", "queering the idea of what a relationship means", and by explicit definition, has always been broadly and radically inclusive. any relationship, so long as the partners involved agree it is a queerplatonic one, is queerplatonic. no exceptions. this can mean it involves romance, sex, traditionally platonic elements, and anything and everything those involved desire out of it.

tldr; the word platonic is in queerplatonic to say it is counter to the idea of a restricted "platonic" relationship.

#Anonymous #aro culture is #aro #aromantic #actually aro #actually aromantic #ask #mod phoenix #pls don't ask me what the term had been or who the blogger was. i forgor #idk when it was anymore either cause it was uuuuhhhhh really distressing #i do think this blog existed tho so probs 2019 ish #sex negativity cw #alloarophobia cw #queerplatonic #i know it can be easy to get an incorrect or like. sanitized take online of what things mean #but generally speaking if the word is queer + [something] that [something] is being modified to be counter-cultural intuition #not just queer people *doing* the culturally intuitive version of that word #like... our system is genderqueer broadly speaking [i ID as agender or genderfuck primarily but most of the system also IDs as genderqueer] #and trust me this is not queer person doing Cis Binary Gender this is queer person says 'fuck that gender shit imma do what i want :)' #also pretty please know this is all being said in like. a smiling happy-to-share way! #this is not being said as like. 'uhhhhm aktually' mansplaining

[dappersautismcreature]

gonna be honest, still a little annoyed if cellbit continues to think everything is blue's fault like.

the red teams victim complex IS pure rp but its annoyingggggg, least fav type of like, character conflict.

like blue TRIED ok, they tried their best, bad cares about forever and bagi and etoiles SO MUCH dude. this wasnt him bloodthisty, this wasnt him happy. this was one of the hardest choices he had to make.

i still think people misinterpret qbad as one dimensional evil. hes fuckin not. here, ill say it, bad is probably the most spread thin with love for ALL the eggs. literally some of his most loved companions. he is just one guy, one demon.

maybe he made mistakes but he was NEVER out to kill roier, or to get revenge on red or green today.

it was just a hard choice

#q!badboyhalo #qsmp crit #cellbit neg #ish! #IN RP!!

[fever-project]

Hyrule Warriors & LU

Okay, so this whole thing is fueled by my desire to see HW stuff not only in relation to LU, but also in general.

I mostly see just Warriors, young Time, and Wind in these stories, with very brief mentions to other characters, mainly just Ravio, Midna, Marin, HW Zelda, and Impa. Don’t get me wrong, I love these characters, but there is a whole roster of other guys you can include as well and make them be more important-because they are???

Time and Wind aren’t the only ones from their time. Darunia and Ruto may be from the Adult timeline, but they are there, they are playable characters, and no one seems to mention them, like at all. Tetra, Medli, and King Daphnes are also playable characters and are there. Aryll is also there, she speaks for Toon Link.

Time and Wind are not alone, they can still see Warriors as a big brother figure, but that doesn’t mean you can just pretend that everyone around them just doesn’t exist. I’m hoping that in general, the people in the HW fandom don’t do this, but oh my goodness I’ve never seen Medli even mentioned even once in the HW with LU stories. Maybe that’s just me, and I just need to look harder, but I still feel like these characters are underrepresented, and that not nearly enough people are simply looking at the character list for HW. I know that LU focuses on Links, but having them not interact with others that aren’t Link in a place where they clearly would just boggles the mind. Im not trying to hate on anyone, I’ve loved all the HWLU fics I’ve read, I just want to see more character interactions. And more HWLU in general.

So let me just give you all some ideas I have for HWLU/just HW fanworks. Someone might’ve already made a fic with them, and if so, please link me as I would love to read them.

Captain Link, Mask, Toon(there are so many different nicknames for this guy, but I’m just going w/ Toon rn), and Aryll are at camp. You can dive into Aryll and Toon’s relationship, as well as Link and Mask’s relationships with their own families, and at the end you can have Aryll consider Link and Mask to her brothers too. You can even add Linkle there if you want her and Link to be siblings. Aryll and Linkle can even bond! It would be sweet.

The Spirit Tracks Zelda is a playable character, in her phantom form, so I’ll call her Phantom. She knows that Tetra is her ancestor and whatever relationship she and Toon had, your choice. She and Tetra can be friends, she and Toon can be friends, she can be friends with anyone! Phantom could let Toon know about his successor, and there are a bunch of things you can do with that. She can talk about Spirit to Toon, and the adventure she had with him. This could be included in a Chain meets Spirit fic where at least Wind would know about Spirit beforehand, or the other way around with Phantom telling him all about HW! The possibilities are endless!

You can have Mask and Ruto learn about the fate of the Zoras from Medli, and wouldn’t that just be heartbreaking. I know you people love your angst, and here it is, already shining upon a silver plater.

I feel like Marin and Ravio would be friends. Have Ravio mention Marin offhandedly to Legend, maybe accidentally. Marin can be real. Ravio can have pictures of her. I know you people love Ravio.

Fi is a playable character. Like she actually is there, not just as a sword, and she does turn into a sword to beat up enemies. Have her be a character and maybe let Mask’s resentment of the Master Sword go down a bit because of her. Or have Warriors talk to Sky about her, giving him hope that one day he’ll be able to see her again.

Skull Kid is also a playable character. So is Agitha and Tingle. Do something, I don’t know I honestly don’t have any idea rn, but I do know Agitha plays a semi-important part in the plot, with Midna.

Those are all the ideas I got for now. I love HW and love how people are writing for it with LU. There is just so much more people can do, and so many characters to work with. I’m just a bit sad that people tend to forget them in favor of just having the Links, which is understandable because this is about Linked Universe. But I just feel like some people are missing out on some wonderful writing opportunities here. Or maybe that just me, and I’m being a butt, who knows.

#I hope this isn’t too negative. I really do love this fandom and want to see more stuff and already love the stuff I see. #the next thing I’ll post will definitely be more positive #linked universe #hyrule warriors #lu warriors #lu wind #lu time #vent ish #i kinda want to tag this as fandom neg/crit. I’m not trying to be so neg/crit.but if someone wants me to tag it as such I’ll do it #long post

[hexellent]

See, me as a person loves rambling about mine and other people's muses and just being goofy in general. But if I am not going apeshit in your DMs, 'm likely far too shy and/or nervous to say anything. Head goes Blank As Fuck. And I do NOT know why, everyone here is pretty chill. But man am I an anxious little greyhound lookin mf.

#don't yell at me i'll cry {ooc} #negative ish #i genuinely wanna blab at people but brain said No LMAO #not really a vent more like a bruh moment

[cartoonscientist]

I don’t go there but I stumbled across someone on twitter being canceled by ableists or something for having autism headcanons?? and I’m just like damn the fandom for these anime iPhone game type things seems crazy to me because on tumblr if you said something mean just because someone hcs a character as being neurodivergent everyone would turn to look at you like the offended members of a small town church

#negative ish #cw discourse

[ickypuppi3]

childhood au except it’s baby billy who lives with his mom and neil’s not in the picture and steve’s the one who moves to california and the two of them are not friends because steve thinks billy’s weird and tells him as much when they first meet but billy just never drops the idea of them becoming friends because, well, he’s billy

and one of the first things steve tells billy is that he’s pretty and billy’s confused because he always thought being pretty was a good thing because his mama would always smile when people called her pretty but steve says it with a frown on his face like he’s annoyed before telling billy that he’s too pretty to be a boy and walking away

cue years of billy asking steve if he wants to come out to play and trying to show steve a flower he found or asking steve over to his house and rich kid steve thinking he’s too good for all that, that billy will screw his reputation up and also battling with this big crush he has on billy that he doesn’t actually know about himself until he gets older and goes through girl after girl after girl and still can’t get billy off of his mind

and then maybe they’re on speaking terms again at some point but billy’s kinda over steve now for obvious reasons but steve is absolutely head over heels for billy and eventually he tells billy as much and billy’s like.. why? and steve lists all the reasons he loves billy and the last one is that he’s pretty and billy kinda glares at him and is all oh yeah? like a girl? and steve’s all no, like billy

#and then they kiss #the end #happily ever after and all that #steve being angry at billy purely on the basis that he has a crush and steve is a Straight Boy is real actually #billy hargrove #steve harrington #harringrove #flipped (2010) but make it harringrove #billy’s mom is like nice to billy and a good mom but she has her issues because neil and #steve’s parents also get divorced at some point for the drama #obsessed with billy’s looks still being seen in a negative(ish) light by someone because that’s such a big thing with him idk #like in canon with neil #except steve realises he’s actually just a dick and it’s not a bad thing #and he’s got his own issues yadda yadda #but you get the picture #childhood au #ickyspeaks

[werenotacoupleyesyouare]

(Spoilers for ofmd)

Listen. a big part of me wants to say that for a show that claimed to care for its queer audience and built its whole legacy off of that they really. didn't

I had never seen an old queer character drag himself out of all that pain to find comfort and joy in his own queer identity and do so with so much pride, no metaphors or innuendos, just pure queer joy and community. Not only that but Izzy is a nuanced character with an incredible story and personality that were enough to make a show out of. The actors shared fanart and rejoiced with fans, the show itself took pride in being a safe space for queer people.

and then they killed him off in a blink-and-you'll-miss-it moment just to ensure the main character a get out of jail free card. And he gets buried right next to the house of the man he has spent his entire life looking after.

Before the episode aired, I saw a lot of people talking about having been let down before and that's why they were so afraid of what the finale would hold, but they also said they trusted this show and the people behind it to not do exactly what they did do.

I'm sorry this wasn't that show. But let's remember that ofmd still made a huge impact and might have paved the road for new shows that might be just that. It's alright to be angry and disappointed (heck look at me), but let's not forget all the good things we shared as a fandom. We experienced actors and writers encouraging us to keep making queer content off of the show. We experienced creators loving us as the fanbase and enjoy the ride with us unlike almost every other show that went viral on this web site. And heck, if we exclude the last episode, we experienced A DAMN GOOD, WONDERFUL SHOW!! All of that still matters and it doesn't have to be an ending but maybe a starter point for new stories.

I will still go to my next con cosplaying as Izzy. I'll still keep fighting for queer fandom spaces to be places of love and joy. Till next time :)

#POST FUCKING CANCELLED I JUST READ DAVID JENKINS SAID IZZY WAS A ''FATHER FIGURE'' TO ED #GIRL WHAT DO YOU DO WITH YOUR FATHER FIGURES CUZ I SURE DON'T FUCK THEM #ofmd season 2 #ofmd spoilers #izzy hands #ofmd neg #ish? #our flag means death #ofmd s2 e8 #might delete later ill be real #ALSO sorry everyone else ill be back to scheldued tntduo posting in a sec

[gerudospiriit]

[Just small notes under the cut. Nothing super relevant since I'm not THAT active here but. Well, just news that might affect the future, my current mood, etc.]

[Due to the recent totaling of my car, meaning I need to get a new one that will require me to have a car payment I really don't want/can't afford, I've had to make the tough decision to move back to Kansas. As much as I wanted to stay here in California like I've wanted for AGES, I just don't think it's feasible without basically living in a way where I literally have no money left after bills. I already cut it pretty close as it is, but it's comfortable enough. I don't want to get myself in a situation where I'm one accident or misfortune away from being homeless. More than I already am, anyway.

In short, it sucks. In some ways I feel like I failed even though it's not my fault in any capacity. But I know it will be fine at the end of the day. Not ideal. Not really what I want. But okay. Maybe someday I can move back. Who knows. The housing market is not kind to single people/those without roommates.

Anyway, this all might impact my mood and activity over the next few months. Right now, I feel like I've mostly just come to terms with it, but another day that might not be the case. So, I apologize for being slow or just focusing on small things for now.]

#[ ☀ ˢᵖⁱʳⁱᵗˢ ᶠʳᵒᵐ ᵇᵉʸᵒⁿᵈ ;; ᵒᵒᶜ ] #negative cw #ish #small psa for the future