#need therapy

[fuckuupxx]

@mossymushroomzs

#besties #need help #fucked up #need therapy #best friends #bitches #shameless #ian gallagher #mandy milkovich

[analumina]

I am horrible at edits but all day I've been thinking how this song is so them 😭 I was just minding my own business and I randomly started thinking about Good Omens and afterwards this song, which I hadn't listened to for years, popped into my mind. They have basically taken over my whole soul. 🫶

#good omens #ineffable husbands #aziraphale #crowley #aziraphale x crowley #aziracrow #michael sheen #david tennant #staged #whelshmeal #need therapy

[boldblossom]

Eldest daughters are the girls who will resent their fathers the most but then are the ones who turn out the most like him.

(I’m eldest daughters)

#daddy issues #eldest daughter #wtf #this is a girlblog #oversharing #eldest sibling #father #vent post #mental health #need therapy

[ilostmyshoe666]

I need more bowuigi fics/art of Luigi being a father/mother the the koopa kids… like… ples an tanku

#bowuigi #bowser x luigi #Luigi being a father/mother #i need the fluff #Mario #mario movie #Jesus I read too much BL #how the fuck do I find fics with Luigi parenting the koopa kids #ao3 fic #ficlet #need therapy #need this #dad Luigi #fic rec

[certainstudentdreamer]

not me giving the best elite advice to every soul, but when it comes to myself, my brain suddenly stops working, traitor brain.

#you feel me? #based on true events #writing #thoughts #text post #sad girl hours #need therapy #therapist friend

[sofcchu15]

"But I do have one regret, I'll never be able to read that novel you complete one day..."

#bsd #bsd fanart #bsd beast #bsd art #drawing #illustration #my art sketch #my artwrok #want to draw #dark academia #bungou stray dogs #dazai osamu #need therapy

[belphegorlance]

Nothing quite fixes you like listening to the same songs in your late teens that fixed you when you listened to them in your early teens.

#dark academia #dark academia aesthetic #aesthetic #quotes #tumblr #aesthetic quotes #chaotic academia #chaotic energy #one direction #ramblings #bullshit #italkshit #over again #need therapy #one direction is therapy #harry styles #louis tomlinson #niall horan #liam payne #zayn mailk #there's nothing aesthetic about it #its crack #shitpost #music #teenage years #midnight memories #take me home #up all night #four #made in the am

[porcelainfrail]

Just now I'm just too weak to be fragile

#baby girl #need gentleness #need nurture #need therapy

[straberryshortcake520]

Hum.. okay.. Spoiled of book one of the cruel prince.. but after reading chapter 18 of this book, I think I have a lot of issues. Why did I like Valerian??? I still like him because I think he’s cool (he’s not cool, but my brain just doesn’t get it), maybe I think I will actually enjoy things he did to Jude if it was me.( I have weird fantasies). I don’t know I didn’t want him to die though… I kinda wish I could be there and fulfill my wish to change the evil character and for him to like me??(does that make sense because I am seriously contemplating on going to therapy, since this probably a problem within me)

I really didn’t want him to die… weirdly enough… but I don’t think that Jude was wrong to kill him.

Now that I think about it… I do have some problems.

#the cruel prince #books #my opinion #jude duarte #valerian #Jude murder valerian #need therapy #valerian the cruel prince #the cruel prince spoilers

[girlwithavblog]

at this point the universe is just straight up telling me to get help😭

#pretty #grunge #photographers on tumblr #bored #therapy #cds #rock #drumstep #hell is a teenage girl #need therapy #this is a cry for help #lol #just girly things #girlblogging #prettygirlissuesss

[saintcarlyon]

FF7 Musing

Teen Me, 1998: Sephiroth is so irredeemably evil and badass!

Middle-aged me, 2023: Every adult in that young man’s life failed him.

#final fantasy 7 #sephiroth #need therapy #seriously though how do these antagonists grow up with no positive influences #shinra human resources sucks #wait wasn't that cait sith's job

[lok1needsahug]

☝🏻

#bad batch echo #clone trooper echo #arc trooper echo #tbb echo #echo #the bad batch #sw tbb #star wars the bad batch #tbb s1 #echo needs a hug #ct 1409 #clone trooper crosshair #crosshair #tbb crosshair #the bad batch crosshair #tbb s2 #ct 9904 #i am not fine #need therapy

[nanatpwk555]

when celebrating your birthday feels like Matilda by Harry Styles 😘😘😘😘😘 i just love it here 🔥🔥🔥

#yes im insane #need therapy

[gray-paladin]

I know we’re all reeling from watching Hollow Mind, but can we talk about how The Owl House has, without a doubt, a legitimately evil, remorseless, and possibly sociopathic villain in Belos?

And this is from a Disney show!

#the owl house #luz noceda #toh luz #golden guard #toh hunter #philip wittebane #emperor belos #pain!!! #toh hollow mind #need therapy #Belos is evil

[divatheawesome]

I haven’t shared in a while . I feel resentment towards him . I tried the couples therapy . I paid for part of it and now it’s his turn and he is not in the least bit interested . I have explained how his loud snoring hurts me and I wake up disoriented , sleep deprived and with massive headache . Yet he won’t quit smoking or do the nose surgery or get the CPAP machine at night to help with his breathing . It’s either I sleep next to him and suffer or we sleep in two separate bedrooms . I told him about the other bed as a temporary solution . But he would rather do nothing than do something . And that is my problem to begin with . I shifted from full time to part time after 6 or 8 months of asking for it to accommodate his new life by a highway in a faraway city . So I wouldn’t cause an inconvenience and ask for another place before marriage . I also resent my parents because I expressed my concerns about the house being in the middle of nowhere and they brushed me off . I spoke up about how far it is from all that I know , work , graduate studies , family and friends . Still they said yeah it will be fine . And it was not fine . I spoke up about how it’s a big house and he doesn’t have the means or I to provide for it . And everyone insisted that I keep working towards it so the engagement goes by smoothly. I spoke up about my concerns that he has no degree in the field we are working in or a plan but still they said it’s okay it will be fine . I spoke up about his parents influence on all of his decisions and they said that’s normal and it will become less when you marry him . I spoke up about the differences of spending between what he was raised to and what I am raised to . And they said it’s okay you will learn to live in a different way . I mentioned that my mother in law is nosy and she tries to have things her way . They said it’s okay it will lessen with time . I mentioned that the engagement is going by too fast and it’s all spent in house preps and marriage stuff and there’s barely time for us . They said oh well the economy is falling apart so it must be the nearest possible date .

And now I’m crashing with the reality where I feel my body is suffering , my career , my friendships and there is no plan for improvement in the future .

I can’t take all those long car commutes in crazy cairo traffic , and be a good phd student , and a good dr at the private practice and run it , and a good academic at university and learn to be a surgeon , and a nice wife that does her daily duties and put up with everyone’s shit .

I’m so down that I kept self soothing for food for about a year . And guess what I became so fat .

I’m far away from my mental health practitioner so I’m without help . And getting a new app takes forever and finding the right fit and starting all over .

And now I have started the job hunt and got myself an offer closer to that house . Now he is considering of selling it to open up his dream project but with no idea how much that project costs or where to move or when . And my life is literally on hold . If he moves then I shouldn’t drop my former employment and bother with a new place that is probably inferior but just because it’s closer to his house and work . If he doesn’t move , then the move with spare me some of the distance but it will take me back to square one in terms of new place new rules and I need to build just to be acceptable and earn rights and prove myself , meet new people and less job stability .

I am just so tired of this shit . My life is not pleasant in the current state . I will still have to go far commutes to private practice phd visiting parents . It’s just two days of less commute .

And i don’t know if it’s worth it . To do all of this for him . It feels like I keep losing parts of myself if what makes me content or fulfilled to fit into the notion of being married .

I can’t always be in limbo . He won’t open up that project with other investors money cause he wants to work for himself but he is willing to compromise on living in smaller space or lesser neighbourhood to do it . After my dad paid for almost all the furniture to fill his place . When to begin with ; I asked him to let go of that place because it would put him at a financial disadvantage . And now after he spent all his money on fixing up a place , he wants me to go someplace smaller and without fixing it up so he can save that money for an imaginary project with no plan whatsoever .

It feels wrong . Why make me twist over sideways ? A change should be for the Better of both us ? Not just one . .

Even that he can’t make a decision .

I am at my parents because I’m sick and I just had an emergency incision and drainage of an abscess . I think it’s my body”s way of saying that’s it I have had enough . It’s literally making me sick running all over the city west and east to try to be everywhere and do everything for everyone . I am sick and tired .

#spilledink #mytxt #mywords #mental health #i’m tired #couples counseling #newlymarried #abscess #big move #job hunting #jobhunt #decisionmaking #chronic depression #need therapy

[the-eater-of-flesh]

hrrrhhgrrrrh i want to fight someone aughrrrgrrgrrrr

Grrrr

Grrr

AUGH i need to FIGHT i need CONFLICT i need to VERBALLY TEAR SOMEONE TO SHREDS someone give me a useless topic and we are going to ARGUE until we get FUCKING BANNED off tumblr

#idk man #idk how to tag this #idk what to tag this as #i need help #i want to murder someone #grrrrr #grrr #grrrr #grrrr bark bark #feral noises #rabid #argue with me #i want conflict #i crave attention #gimme clout #i have problems #need therapy