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women-are-hot · 2 years
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💕🤠 with jill Roord please
Secret Love
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Request: 💕 (a moment of jealousy) 🤠 (fake dating)
Note: I love Jilly and missed writting for her, so I've been quite excited while writing this. Enjoy :-)
“Hold my hand” Jill whispered to Y/n as they walked around the event for football.
“I don’t want to hold your hand” Y/n whispered back.
“Suck it up, you have to”
“I hate you so much” 
“Shut up and hold it!” 
Y/n rolled her eyes and then put her hand into Jill’s.
“Good job,” Jill said with a laugh.
“Shut up” Y/n replied, also laughing a bit as they continued walking around and then came face to face with their ex-girlfriends as they planned.
Jill and Y/n aren’t dating, but they both got played by their ex-girlfriends, Ingrid Engen and Mapi Leon.
“Hola Y/n” Mapi said.
“Hey you” Y/n replied with a fake smile.
“How’s it going?” Ingrid asked.
“Wonderful, very very wonderful. Y/n and I just moved in together and you know, we’re just so in love and I have never felt like this before with anyone” Jill answered, making all four of them laugh very fake.
Then a kinda awkward silence filled around them. 
“Yeah, we gotta go, right baby?” JIll asked Y/n as she gave her cheek a kiss.
“Alright. Have a nice evening, Ingrid” Y/n said and complenty ignored Mapi.
“You too” Ingrid replied as the new Barca couple walked away.
As they had walked enough away from each other, Y/N pushed JIll's shoulder and took her hand to herself.
“Why did you say that, you idiot?” Y/n asked.
“Say what?” JIll answered.
“That we had moved in together. They could maybe ask our teammates about it and our teammates clearly know we do not live together” Y/n explained pissed.
“Then move in with me” Jill said like it was nothing.
“What!? If we’re going to live together, then you’re going to move into my house” Y/n replied.
“No, you are- holy shit” JIll suddenly said.
“What?” Y/n asked.
“Kiss me” JIll answered.
“Excuse me?” Y/n asked once again, now knowing if she heard right.
“Just kiss me” JIll answered desperately.
“I*m not going to fucking kiss you-” Y/n started and then felt JIll’s lips on hers.
What surprised both of them was that none of them stopped kissing the other, before air became a problem.
“Ehm…” Y/n whispered.
“Let’s ditch this event and go to my place” JIll said.
Y/n sighed  bit.
“Please,” JIll added.
“Okay” Y/n replied in a low voice and then JIll took her hand and dragged her home.
Ingrid and Mapi’s eyes followed them the whole way…
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lovinpelova · 2 months
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secret | k. casparij
summary; your man city teammates find out who your girlfriend is. [SMUT]
🎵 the beach - giveon
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you first met kerstin when england played against the netherlands in a friendly almost two years ago, the game had ended in a glorious 5-1 win for your side and the dutch were left in despair at such a horrible defeat being handed to them; but a certain dutchie planned to leave the stadium with more than a loss. she'd requested a shirt swap for the masterclass you'd put up against her in midfield, smiling gleefully when you accepted immediately and made small talk to keep the conversation going. she just couldn't help herself, so when you'd laughed at another one of her jokes and gently placed your hand on her arm for the final time she asked for your number.
the next day she'd taken you out for coffee and a small walk with your hands absentmindedly laced together like you'd been dating years at that point. you realised kerstin was too shy to make a move in fear of making you uncomfortable so decided to take matters into your own hands (literally) and smiled to yourself when she let out an audible gasp, the midfielder then wrapping said arm around your shoulders to pull you closer with your forearm crossed over your chest. the pair of you didn't want that to be the end of your date and decided to plan another one, which led to kerstin kissing you outside your apartment door when she walked you all the way home and asking you to be her girlfriend a couple dates later.
after learning of her impending move to manchester within the first date you insisted on giving her a tour around the city, knowing you'll be seeing her a lot more often now that you were dating and really liked her. a month after making it official, kerstin announced her move to city and bid farewell to her previous club with a massive smile on her face; part of the reason being all the new opportunities city would provide her with, part of the reason being all the time she could spend with her girlfriend.
at this point in time your city teammates had caught onto you dating someone, still not having signed your girlfriend yet meant they couldn't even fathom to think you'd go for a dutchie. the girls speculated and you denied each guess, pushed away wandering hands when snatching at your phone to see who you were texting and remained silent on the matter of how you'd met, knowing for a fact the girls you played with for england would be able to narrow down you were dating a dutchie judging by the dates of recent international friendlies.
kerstin and yourself acted like friends in public and had continued to do so for the past year and nine months, opting to keep your relationship more of a private-leaning-secret matter for the sake of yourselves. you wanted to tell the girls ages ago but the moment just never came and with time you gave up on trying, rather letting them continue to think you were just friends that spent time together outside of football sometimes for the sake of team bonding and midfield chemistry.
none of them had managed to catch onto the looks you gave each other in training or sneaky touches when trying to get past in a group huddle, so you must have been doing a good job at hiding your relationship for now. there were obviously speculations online but it never got further than an odd rumour that no one paid attention to and luckily for you, your teammates had given up on trying to figure out who your girlfriend was. they claimed your recent instagram posts were looking like a soft launch but you quickly shut them down- why would you suddenly soft launch a relationship after being with her for nearly two years? the privacy was the main reason you'd managed to stay together so long and you both intended on keeping it that way.
current day, you just played against tottenham and won 4-0 with yourself bagging a goal and two assists from midfield. your girlfriend had been dropped back to defense to give the new signings a chance in midfield but it didn't stop her from joining the group hug you'd initiated after celebrating individually or with bunny. you were walking away from media duties with a proud 'player of the match' trophy in your left hand and match ball in your right, unsure of what you were going to do with the ball but you kept it anyways in case you wanted to practice juggling in your apartment.
you were congratulated by all your teammates as you walked into the changing rooms with music blasting in your ears immediately, mary and kerstin dragging you towards the middle of the room to dance with the other girls before they turned the music down after a couple minutes of celebrating your performance. your girlfriend sneakily winked at you and smiled in response to the blush that spread over your face, both of you going your seperate ways to find your cubbies and get ready to go home.
you'd already settled down on your couch by the time kerstin had arrived home, both of you being cautious about when you spent time together to not raise suspicions from teammates on why you were driving home together from games and training. the dutchwoman had sent you a text that had your heart beating out of your chest still, knowing you'd read it immediately since you always got home before she did.
'taking my stargirl out tomorrow. that performance deserves a celebration and a half prettygirl.❤️'
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staying true to her words, kerstin picked you up at the exact time she said she would with a bouquet of roses at your front door, smile on her face and gentle kiss when you invited her in to talk whilst you put the flowers in a vase.
"you didn't have to organise a whole day just because i had a good game, baby."
kerstin walked up to you with a soft sigh as you stood up from tying your laces, wrapping her arms around your waist loosely and leaning in to kiss you lovingly for a couple moments with yours resting over her shoulders. she broke away with gentle pecks at your request for more kisses and you both smiled softly.
"nonsense. my babygirl deserves the world and more."
you both set off not long after the intimate moment and kerstin had opened her car door open for you like a true gentlewoman, arriving at the café you'd had your first date in. glad you recognised it immediately, the dutchie helped you out of the car and shut tbe door for you like you were royalty, kissing the back of your hand with a smile before initiating small talk naturally. not long after drinking your coffees and sharing small snacks that eventually satiated your growing hunger you went for a walk, kirsten doing her best to show her love physically as she complimented your performance from the day before.
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one of the best parts about being a footballer dating another footballer is that you were on international duty almost always at the same time, sometimes even playing against each other. it's not always the easiest to have ridiculous scorelines against your girlfriend and it's definitely not easy when her team kicks you out of the olympics by one goal after you'd done everything you could in your power to ensure that didn't happen, but when she texted you to apologise and you texted her to congratulate, you knew you were on the same page.
you cared about each others careers, even if it was at the cost of your own sometimes. both of you knew football is a cruel game in many ways; underdogs having ridiculous scorelines put past them, a bad performance putting you on the bench, injuries littering your friend groups, dreams being taken away when they were millimetres from your grasp. it's mentally and physically challenging, but elite athletes were trained to cope with it- yourself and kerstin had helped each other through it multiple times.
one of the worst parts about being on international duty at the same time was missing her. she was in the netherlands whilst you were in england still, the time difference not being a problem but rather how physically demanding for your countries was, meaning you were catching up on sleep whenever you could and partaking in team bonding without realising you weren't responding to the other's texts. luckily it wasn't one-sided as you were both so busy, but you still felt bad and (slightly) dreaded international duty because of it.
you'd arrived home from st. george's park a couple hours ago after saying goodbye to your teammates and congratulating everyone on their good performances in your matches, now sat on the couch and enjoying the relaxing aura your apartment had before your phone lit up with a text from kerstin.
'i'm coming over. be there in 5'
'everything okay?'
'miss you too much to wait any longer'
immediately knowing why she was coming over, you smiled to yourself and shook your head in disbelief at how needy your girlfriend could get. fair enough, you hadn't seen each other in nearly a month, but you were going to see each other in a couple days at club training and afterwards for a date you'd planned. before you could check your appearance or think to put your phone on charge in your bedroom a sharp chorus of knocks echoed throughout your apartment, making you jump off the couch and open the door in record time.
you barely had time to think before kerstin's lips were on yours and her hands were pulling your hips into hers, foot shutting the door behind her whilst she turned to find the kitchen island and place you on it. your legs wrapped around her waist as she kissed you feverishly like she had no time left in the world, fingers gripping the soft flesh of your toned thighs that was left exposed by your shorts with the occasional slip under your hoodie to tease. your hands tangled themselves into her hair and tugged at her roots gently whilst kerstin slipped her tongue into your mouth, clearly desperate for more than a kiss judging by the way her hands were trailing along your thighs shamelessly.
you pulled away to catch your breath and smiled in disbelief of your girlfriend's state, breathing heavily and staring down at you with hooded eyes and a pool of lust replacing the loving light brown she owned. she licked her lips hungrily whilst staring at your own and pulling your body closer to hers, hands caressing the outside of your thighs as your arms wrapped around her neck to pull her closer and teasingly brush your lips over hers with a smile.
"we were gonna be seeing each other in a couple days."
"i want you now."
you forcefully pressed your lips against hers in an attempt to gain control of the kiss, failing miserably when kerstin pulled away to trail sloppy kisses down your neck and pick you up, finding her way to your bed as she left an unmissable trail of hickeys you were praying would be gone by the time city training was back on. the midfielder smiled cockily when your head lulled backwards out of instinct and she laid you down on your bed, taking off your hoodie as she removed her own jacket and shirt with haste and her lips moving furiously against your own again when she felt your hands tugging at her clothes.
kerstin let out a shameless moan into your mouth at the feeling of her bare skin against yours after so long without it, ignoring the cocky smirk you wore and trailing her hands down to undo your bra before she dipped her fingers into the waistband of your shorts in a silent request. you mumbled your approval against her mouth with one hand holding her jaw and the other grasping the side of her stomach, letting her slip off your shorts and underwear effortlessly without breaking the kiss. she'd obviously done this plenty of times before but you thought she would at least have some difficulty getting back into the routine after a month without it, clearly time makes no difference to kerstin's sexual expertise when it comes to your body.
"you too."
"what?"
she mumbled her confusion into your mouth and watched you roll your eyes with a smile once you'd pulled away, undoing the button and zipper on her jeans so she got the hint and took them off for you. her lips were back on yours with no time to spare fingers were tracing your thighs, embracing the way they fell open further for her in silent permission for her to go on. she kissed you softly as one finger slipped itself inside you, grinning against your mouth when yours fell open in ecstasy at being driven towards orgasm once she began thrusting it gently to ease you into it.
you knew with how desperate she was to see you she wouldn't be treating you like glass the entire night, your thoughts proven right with nails digging into her skin as she curled her fingertip into your g-spot whilst inserting another. kerstin was touching you in all the right ways with a sole motive of pushing you over the edge. soon enough, both fingers were pushing against your sweet spot and pulling wild moans out of you as she gradually sped up to the pace that had her mouth watering in response to your noises.
"keep going baby,"
"you like that mijn vriendin?"
"hou ervan."
your sudden switch to dutch had kerstins mind reeling, a guttural moan leaving her mouth alongside a choked one escaping yours as her fingers sped up even further. she trailed her lips down your torso sloppily and left marks in her wake to admire later, immediately latching onto your clit and flicking her tongue pleasurably before switching to sucking gently. hips bucking against her face and back arching, your hands found their way into her hair and tugged roughly to pull her closer as she moaned into you.
her fingers were abusing your g-spot in a way that had you seeing stars, the woman above you enjoying herself so much her eyes were rolling back and mouth was speeding up. kerstin needed to feel you cum around her fingers, she needed to feel that final claim she had on you after not seeing you in this state for god knows how long.
"c'mon babygirl, cum for me. you're gonna cum for me yeah?"
she desperately requested with her fingers still pistoning into your g-spot, lips scattering kisses over spasming thighs as you desperately nodded your head and cried out for her.
"that's it baby, good girl."
the midfielder didn't leave a drop to waste, collecting it all on her tongue and shamelessly swallowing. she licked her fingers clean after helping you ride out your high, memorising how you'd clenched around them moments beforehand as she gently licked up the reminants of your arousal in an attempt to clean you up.
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"is your girlfriend a mosquito by any chance?"
you heard one of your teammates ask from across the changing room, looking down at your body and being met with all the hickeys kerstin had left behind three days prior. they were fading, sure, but they were still visible. the woman had put herself to work in desperate times and she definitely didn't disappoint.
"christ, she's done some work on you."
"someone had a good time last weekend!"
"you sure she's not a vampire?"
humourless comments were thrown your way as you stood unimpressed, thanking god your torture was saved by other girls entering the changing rooms and switching the topic of conversation. you quickly put on your training top and turned to see a pale-faced lauren hemp, following her eyesight and seeing she was staring at kerstin, who was now shirtless.
"oh my god!"
the whole room stopped in response to laurens sudden outburst, your eyes going wide when she pointed to kerstin and then looked at you. immediately knowing she'd connected the dots and you both didn't have marks at the same time out of coincidence, you shut your eyes in preparation for what she was going to say next.
"kerstin is y/ns girlfriend!"
the scratch marks you'd left behind on kerstins back were still almost as red as her face, the brunette turning around shocked as you tried to make up excuses to save yourself but ended up babbling like you were braindead.
"holy shit hempos right!"
mary exclaimed next, the whole changing room bursting into conversation with the discovery of who your girlfriend was. next was the teasing comments about how you'd definitely seen each other over the weekend and then the questions that implied they needed to know every single detail about your relationship. only one good thing came of yours and kerstins carelessness in the changing rooms; you didn't have to hide your love for her anymore.
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repulsiveliquidation · 2 months
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Oral Fixation || Jill Roord
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warnings : mommy kink, rough sex, aftercare, oral sex, strap-ons.
loosely based on this unhinged ask from the one and only, @zeezelweazel. enjoy.
“fuck mommy, please…”
Jill sucks harder on your breast, rolling the hard nipple between her teeth. Your hips speed up on her thigh, hands gripping the back of the couch. Jill spanked your ass hard and hummed around your breast in her mouth.
“Mm,” she hummed, eyes fluttering closed as she felt your slick build-up on her thigh.
Everyone knew Jill had an oral fixation. She always had something in her mouth, whether it was gum, a straw, a lollipop, or sometimes even her fingers. It didn’t help that in the bedroom, her mouth had to be biting or sucking or licking or nibbling on you. With her cock pounding into your pussy, she had her mouth latched onto you like a leech, leaving lasting marks all over. Nothing, however, satiated her more than using your mouth to her heart’s desire.
Jill pulled away and grinned as she watched your hips roll on top of her thigh, your hands pressed up against her strong stomach for some control. You whined above her, feeling your clit rock just right over her toned leg. She cooed and caressed the back of her fingers over your cheek.
“Does that feel good, pretty girl?” Jill whispered, her breath tickling your ear. You nodded and gripped her training shirt, thighs shaking as you were thrust toward your first orgasm.
“Please let me come, mommy…” you begged, thighs quivering harder as your hips began to stutter.
“You wanna come, baby? You getting close huh?” Jill teases, looking at your watery eyes with a smile on her face. You take a sharp breath and your bottom lip quivers, tears falling on her collarbones.
“P-Please mommy, I’ve been good!” you whine, gripping her shirt so tight your knuckles were white.
“Come,” she growled in your ear and you let go, choked moans stuttering out of your mouth. She held your hips and guided you, cooing soothingly in your ear.
Your slick pooled on her thigh in a sticky warm mess as she lifted you off her and ran her finger through it. You watched as she brought it up to your lips and without question, you wrapped your lips around it and sucked like your life depended on it.
Jill groaned deeply as you noisily sucked on her finger, eagerly swiping it through the rapidly drying mess a few times for you to clean up.
“Good girl,” she praised, watching as you settled yourself between her legs. Jill caressed your cheek with a refreshing tenderness, you watched as she carefully studied your expressions calculating her next move. She stood up and shrugged her underwear off before sitting down with her legs wide open.
“No touching, you got it?” she says, playing with herself slowly. You could see how wet she was, fingers soaked just a little as she teased her fingertips into herself. You drooled at the prospect of tasting her, mouth eager to please Jill.
She scooted closer to the edge of the couch and your head dove in eagerly, licking up her slick folds slowly. You moaned at the taste of her, hands kept tight behind your back obediently. Her big hands settled in your hair with a tight grip, jaw wrenched open in pleasure.
“Fuck, just like that lieveling,” Jill praised breathlessly, back arching off the couch a little. Her flexible hips ground up into your mouth eagerly, groaning your name softly. Your tongue flicked over her clit and sucked occasionally how she liked.
You moaned around her and look up at her, tongue slipping into her pussy slowly. She moaned and gripped your hair tighter, chasing her orgasm as she rode your tongue. Jill bit her bottom lip and rubbed her clit fast, moaning your name as she came. 
She pulled your head back and leaned forward, fingers pulling your jaw open. She spit into your mouth and kissed you feverishly, holding your face still. You moaned into her mouth before she stood, slapping your face lightly twice with a grin.
“Do not move.”
She disappeared into the bedroom quietly, ripping her shirt off as she turned the corner. You shifted gently on your knees to rid yourself of the numbness, hands still obediently behind your back interlaced together. The turntable was playing your favorite classic tunes as George Michael’s saxophone filled the room.  
You hummed along softly, waiting for Jill to get back and she soon did, wearing a red gartered lingerie set with her strap secured tightly around her hips. She sauntered back into the living room with a certain poise, the athlete simply overflowed with confidence. It made your pussy ache with a slightly painful throb, using all of your self-restraint to not rub your thighs together. Jill stood in front of you, her cock pressed up against your lips. She caressed your hair, the other hand tapping her cock on your lips.
“Open up, buttercup,” Jill asks nicely, pressing her hips forward gently. You moan softly as she pushes into your mouth, eyes focused on Jill’s. Her beautiful green eyes bore into yours, hips teetering gently like she was holding herself back. You tap her leg three times and she pulls away, cupping your cheeks with concern in her eyes.
“What’s wrong?”
“Let go, Jill.”
“What?”
“Just let go.”
She kisses your nose and nods, standing back up. Her expression changes in an instant, eyes darkening and her muscles tense up. She pulls your hair back, cock pressed right up against your lips again.
“Let’s try this again, shall we?” she taunts, wrenching your mouth open and spitting in it again. You swallow before she asks and she smiles, leaning close to your ear and whispering “Good girl,” before standing.
Her cock slips between your lips again, your throat taking her full length with ease. She moans and watches you, hands holding your head still before she fucks into your mouth. Jill throws her head back, hips fucking into your mouth hard. She grips your hair tight, groaning loudly as you gargle and choke.
“Taking it so well, baby,” Jill growls, pulling out of your mouth. She pulls you to your feet, cupping your face and kissing you hard. It’s sloppy and wet, both of you moaning into each other’s mouths. She pulls away first, grabbing your hand and pulling you into the bedroom. She pushes you face-first into the bed, sitting on the back of your thighs. She spanks your ass hard once on each cheek, groaning softly at the whimpers you let out.
“More, please mommy,” you mumble into the mattress, hands gripping the sheets. Jill kisses down your back, hands kneading your ass. She spanks you three more times on each side, watching your skin blossom up.
“So pretty,” she comments, hands caressing up your reddened skin. Your tense muscles relax just a little, thinking she was done before five much harder blows come down on your flared skin. You cry out for her and tear up just a little, feeling Jill’s teeth sink into your back. You shudder and tremble, feeling her cold hands rub over your ass again. It soothes the sting just enough, the tingling sensation running down your thighs.
Jill climbs off you and turns you over before settling in behind you. She pried your legs open and held you close, pulling out a vibrator from under her pillow. She kissed slowly along your nape, arms holding your legs open as the vibrator whirred to life in her palm.
“Are you going to be a good girl for me, darling?” she asks, trailing the toy along the inside of your thigh.
“Yes mommy, so good…” you whimper, tucking your head in her neck. She chuckles in your ear and you can hear her smiling, pressing a soft kiss to your ear before lightly dragging the toy over your sensitive folds. You jolt in her arms, feeling her free hand pressing your hips down. She’s much stronger and holds you down firmly, toned leg wrapping around yours as the toy suddenly catches on your clit.
“Fuck,” you groan, squirming in her arms. She laughs and presses the toy on your clit harder, feeling her pleasure double at seeing you struggling in her arms. She cooed at you and pulled the toy away, fingers slipping easily into your dripping cunt. She held you tighter in her arms, fingers pumping roughly into you, palm rubbing over your clit hard.
“Please mommy!” you cry, gripping the sheets hard. Jill was unrelenting, fingers so deep inside you it reached the webbing, curled hard right on your sweet spot.
“Right there, p-please!”
“Here, my love?” she teases, three of her fingers rubbing tight circles over your sweet spot. You nod and melt into her arms, eyes rolling into your head. The vibrator comes back and is turned up to the highest setting, sucking hard on your clit.
“Jes-FUCK!” you gasp, cumming hard on her fingers. She pulls them out and rubs her slick fingers over your clit hard. Your nails dug into her calves, little red crescent welts littering her skin.
“Good girl,” Jill whispers, tilting your head carefully as she kisses you. You can feel her strap wedged between your lower back, and you decide to take the initiative. Jill sits back and watches you kneel in front of her, reaching back to guide her cock into your wet hole. She runs her hands over your ass and hips, eyes fixed on your pussy taking her cock so easily.
“Oh fuck…” she groans, her eyes slowly getting darker and darker. You moan when you bottom out, feeling her hips meet your ass. You whine and take a minute to adjust, feeling her cock fill you to the brim. Her now warm hand rests on the small of your back, lips littering kisses all over your back.
“Take your time, princess,” she says as your arms slowly lay themselves out for you to lean on. You slowly begin to ride her, ass hitting her thighs with a loud smack each time. The spanks she gave you tingle a little with each stroke, sending waves of pleasure throughout your whole body.
Jill suddenly gets impatient and her desire to use you takes over; she manhandles you onto your stomach and slides into your pussy without giving you time to miss her cock. Her hips pound into you like no tomorrow, jackhammering into you like a teenager who’s fucking someone for the first time. It does its job of not giving you much pleasure but riles you up nonetheless, which is exactly how she liked you.
She pulls out and turns you onto your back, fucking her cock back into you roughly. You moan her name and throw your head back in pleasure, Jill’s hips angled up into your sweet spot this time.
“Fuck me hard baby,” you beg, “fuck me hard!”
Jill grins maniacally, holding herself up over you as her hips rail into you hard. Your throat closes up and you feel lightheaded, the pleasure clouding your senses. She kisses you and you feel her lips, kissing back fervently as she wraps her hand around your throat. You feel pure euphoria, head floating mindlessly in a cloud of pleasure. Jill is right there with you, hurling you head first into the most intense orgasm of the night. You’re sure you see actual stars or god himself, your entire body tensing as raw sexual ecstasy runs through your veins, muttering her name over and over the whole thirty seconds you come.
“Oh my god,” exclaims Jill with a chuckle in her voice, hips stuttering as the friction from fucking you and the orgasm you just put a show on for her send her into a world of pleasure of her own. Your mouths find each other and you kiss for what seems like hours, the soft smacking of lips and the little whines that leave your mouth fill the room as Jill teases you with the gentle grind of her hips. You smack her chest and she pulls out, leaving a kiss in the middle of your chest.
You lay there and stare at the ceiling while catching your breath. You can hear Jill in the kitchen making tea, hearing her swear a few times as the kettle accidentally burns her. She comes back 10 minutes later with a piping hot mug of jasmine tea and an energy bar.
She carefully undresses and sits with you, breaking off pieces of the energy bar to feed you. The taste of cranberries in the bar and the delightful smell of jasmine bring you out of your slight haze, along with the smell of Jill. You nuzzled into her, inhaling her sweet and unique scent of coconut and roses.
“Love you,” you whispered to her and she smiled, giving you a soft peck on your lips. You didn’t need to hear it back but she said it in more ways than one tonight. Finishing your tea, she carefully takes the glass from you and helps you to your feet.
In one clean swoop, she sweeps you off your feet, heading straight for the bathroom. You hold on and leave little kisses on her nape, hearing her chuckle fondly. Jill sets you on the toilet seat and turns the shower on, throwing in a rejuvenating shower bomb. You hug her middle and she caresses your hair, raking her fingers through to get all the knots out. Her skin is warm and smells faintly of the washing detergent you use, the steam from the shower billowing around you.
Jill scrubs every inch of your skin with care and doesn’t miss a single strand of hair as she runs conditioner through your locks after shampooing gently. She lets you wash her hair but refuses to let you scrub her with the loofah, citing that your slightly wobbly legs and a slightly claustrophobic shower were not a good combination. You pouted and she kissed it away, wrapping you up in the fluffiest towel in the apartment.
You did each other’s skincare routine and she carried you back to bed, thanking her former horny brain-self for laying down a towel before you fucked.
Now nestled under the covers with her head on your chest, the warmth of her skin penetrates yours. It sends a calm over you, eyes quickly becoming drowsier and drowsier. Jill nuzzles into your neck, pressing one last kiss to your jaw. You settle, hearing her voice before falling straight to sleep.
“Goodnight, my perfect girl. Sweet dreams.”
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alotofpockets · 2 months
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Final four | Leah Williamson
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Pairing: Leah Williamson x Dutch!Reader
Summary: Playing against your girlfriend was never easy, but playing against her team for a spot in the final four of the nations league was tough on another level.
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Playing for a different country than your girlfriend meant that you would have to play against each other from time to time. You had never been a fan of having to play against her, since it always meant that only one of you could win. Playing with Leah was much more your cup of tea. Arsenal was where the two of you had met and fell in love, you had played there together for years now. 
Going into the Nations League, you knew that you were going to be competing in the same league, but you cursed yourself when you found out that both The Netherlands and England had been drawn into group A1, meaning that even if everything went well for both your teams, only one of your teams was going to make it into the final four. 
You were nearing the end of the group stages, just two more matches to be played, Scotland vs Belgium, and The Netherlands vs England. The Netherlands and England shared the first position in the group, only England taking the lead on goal difference, meaning that the winner of tonight’s game was going to qualify either Leah’s team or your team.
In the locker room you were gearing up nervously, your mind stuck on the fact that it was going to be either you or Leah. You sat in your cubby next to Viv, the only person who knew exactly how you were feeling. While neither her or Beth were captaining their teams, she was in the same boat, it was either going to be her or her girlfriend moving up in the competition. Viv was a close friend of yours, as you played for the same club and county, you had known her for years, and she knew how to read you well. “The high’s and low’s of football are so close together. I know it seems stressful right now, but no matter what happens, it is going to be okay.” She said with a reassuring hand on your knee. “Thanks Viv.”
You didn’t feel like you should be the one giving the pre-match speech right now, but as the captain it was your duty to do so. “Alright team, listen up.” You stood in the middle of the room. “This is a big game. As you all know, only the winner gets a spot in the final four. We have been performing well, but don’t forget that they have been as well. I want each and everyone of you to give it your all out there.” You looked around at your team proudly. “Let’s show them what we’ve got. Team on three.” Everyone stood and put their hands together, “One, two, three.” You count off, and the room fills with one loud “Team.”
The team starts lining up in the tunnel, you put your game face on and try to get in the game zone mind wise. The England squad lines up next to you, this was really happening. When Leah stood next to you she reached out her hand, with her head still facing the field in front of her. You take her hands, and give it a squeeze, before looking up at the sky and closing your eyes. The moment of the two captains was of course filmed as the camera crew was ready to film the teams entering the field, a moment that you would forever treasure no matter today’s outcome. 
With one last deep breath, you let go of Leah's hand, as you both lead your teams out onto the field. Both national anthems are sung, and one more quick team huddle was held, before you made your way to the middle of the field. You shake hands with the referees as well as Leah of course. 
Before you walk back to your respected places on the field, you give her one last hug. “Give it your all.” You whisper in her ear. She gives you a final squeeze with the words, “You too.” While it was stressful playing against your girlfriend, it was reassuring to you to have moments like this with her before.
The teams were well matched, possession of the ball was switched around constantly. It was getting frustrating for you as a forward to not get the ball further onto the field than a little past the halfway line before it was intercepted by an England player. 
When Jackie intercepted the ball from a bad pass between Keira and Georgia, she lifted her eyes to see you running along the flank. Her pass came in your direction, and with a perfect first touch, you managed to run forward. It was the first time either team had really been able to build up an attack, and you wanted to make the best of it. Though before you could build up further Leah slid in with a slightly late tackle, making you crash into the ground. “Shit, are you okay?” Leah was by your side instantly, her hand placed on your back as you fell face first onto the pitch. The referee blew the whistle for a free kick, while you answered her, “Yeah, I’m fine.” Leah helped you up and patted your back. 
Sherida lined up to take the free kick, and you made your way into the penalty area with the rest of your teammates who had already made their way over. Since the game had been so even, without any shots on goal, this free kick from a promising position had to be taken advantage of. So, when the ball came soaring your way at the far post, you headed it with all the power and spin that you could give it. You didn’t see the ball hit the net, but by the eruption of the crowd you knew you had scored. Your teammates flooded in around you, patting your head and cheering you on. “Come on, let’s keep this up, ladies!” 
Sadly your lead on the opposition wasn’t for long as Alessia made the score not even two minutes after your goal. The half time whistle sounded and the score was still level as you made your way back into the tunnel. Time in the locker room flies by, after short pep-talk and some hydration, you head back onto the field. 
The sixtieth minute was coming closer and subs from both teams were warming up along the sidelines, getting ready to replace some of the tired legs on the field. The speed of the game seemed to pick up again after the substitutions were made, as England came charging forward. Beth tricked one of your defenders and the goalkeeper by making it seem like she was going to set up Alessia with the ball, but taking the shot herself. Her ball hit the back of the net, way out of reach for Daphne. 
Your team wanted to get the ball moving again quickly, waiting in the middle of the field for the whistle to blow. Luckily it didn’t take long for Daan to shoot the ball over the top, for Damaris to pick up. Damaris ran forwards as Mary came charging forward to get the ball, with one swift motion she lobbed the ball over the English goalkeeper, to once again make the score level. 
Both teams were fighting for the goal to put them ahead again, but as the minutes passed by, that goal didn’t seem to come. The ninety minutes had been played, you had just four more minutes of added time before you would have to go into extra time, something you really weren’t hoping for. You knew your teammates well and could see that they were exhausted from the match already. 
You were in the last minute of stoppage time when Vic managed a clean tackle earning her the ball. She looked up and kicked it to you, but you were quickly surrounded by England jerseys, so you passed the ball off to Esmee. The young player didn’t even look before lining up her shot, knowing that if she took her time she would be surrounded the same way as you were. You watched the ball fly into the penalty area where Viv and Damaris were ready to head the ball towards goal. It was Damaris who managed to connect her head to the ball. Time seemed to slow down as the ball moved towards the goal, and right over the tips of Mary’s stretched out hands. It sped up again once it hit the back of the net. 
Damaris ran to the  rest of the team at the sidelines, with all the players on the field following behind. Ending in one big group hug, with people jumping on each other, and tumbling over in excitement. A stoppage time goal to send you through to the semi-finals. 
Celebrating that moment with your team came first, but once you stepped away from the group, you looked for Leah instantly. You found her standing on the other side of the field, her hands on her thighs as she was leaning over in defeat. While you were happy for your team to make it to the next round, you were also gutted for her. 
You hug the England players you meet on your way to her, all of them being your friends as well, since you’ve been with Leah for years. When you made it to your girlfriend she had fallen onto her knees in the grass with tears falling down her face. You sit down on your knees in front of her and wrap your arms around her, “You played so well, darling.” You knew that no words were going to stop her from feeling this tough defeat, but you wanted her to know that she did good. “Made your team, and your country proud.” She buried her head into your chest, and you held her while rubbing your hands up and down her back. 
When Leah’s tears stopped flowing, the two of you sat down together. You wiped the tears of her cheeks, “I know that right now it might not feel like it, but you can be proud of yourself for your performance during this competition, both as an individual player, and the team captain. I know that I am, Leah, I am so proud of you.” 
Even though the defeat stung, Leah wanted to make sure that you knew that she was happy for you. “We’ll since we’re on the topic of being proud.” She started and you saw a slight smile appear on her face. “You did incredible, and you deserve to be a part of the final four. I am very proud of you, and you should be proud of yourself as well.” She hugs you tight, before pressing a kiss to your forehead.
While playing against each other wasn’t easy, you knew that you would always be happy for the other, be supportive, and be proud of each other, no matter what. Your love for each other was bigger than the highs and lows of football.
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totaly-obsessed · 1 month
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Jill Roord Appreciation
woso appreciation masterlist | with @alotofpockets
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And not to forget, THAT Gif:
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pelova4president · 4 months
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C’s MASTERLIST
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DE ORANJE LEEUWINNEN
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☆ Esmee Brugts x Reader
that stupid smile of hers I
that stupid smile of her II
☆ Victoria Pelova x Reader
relationship launch, socials I
relationship launch, socials II
fuck you, stargirl
shadows are to protect II
shadows are to protect III
shadows are to protect IV
☆ Daphne van Domselaar x Reader
world cup, socials
☆ Jill Roord x Reader
lovey dovey
LA ROJA
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☆ Aitana Bonmati x Reader
home is where the heart is, socials
☆ Jana Fernandez x Reader
the best view, socials
☆ Salma Paralluelo x Reader
secreta
focus
THE LIONNESSES
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☆ Grace Clinton x Reader
the bestest of friends
wingteam
wingteam…
☆ Lucy Bronze x Reader
almost impossible
☆ Georgia Stanway x Reader
bet on it
☆ Leah Williamson x Reader
the williamsons, socials
magic euros I
magic euros II
the girlfriend scarer
☆ Alessia Russo x Reader
won us the world cup
shadows are to protect I
shadows are to protect II
shadows are to protect III
☆ Maya Le Tissier x Reader
the extrovert to my introvert
BLÅGULT
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☆ Fridolina Rölfo x Reader
blind date
DIE NATIONALELF
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☆ Laura Freigang x Sydney Lohmann x Reader
my muses
THE MATILDAS
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☆ Kyra Cooney-Cross x Reader
pretty fangirl, socials
THE GIRLS IN GREEN
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☆ Katie McCabe x Reader
mrs. mccard, socials
Other
☆ Mapi León x Ingrid Engen x Reader
little soulmates
☆ Mapi León x Ingrid Engen x Fridolina Rölfo x Reader
all eyes on you I
all eyes on you II
disclaimer, english isn’t my first language, i’m dutch so i’m sorry for any grammar mistakes.
I’ll write for almost any female footballer so if you have any requests or ideas, send them in :)
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kamotecue · 7 months
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the start of something new ❉ j. groenen
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pairing: jackie groenen x reader
summary: a freshly graduated college student who majored in photography gets a job, that many football fans would want.
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you sat in one of the conference’s seats, it was a meeting about the publishing days for the team’s social media page, mainly instagram. you’re the team’s newest photographer, not just that but you freshly graduated from ucla with a minor in economics, a major in photography.
your camera gear was set on the table, different camera lenses were sorted in the bag, the camera itself, an extra storage card, two black camera straps and the other essentials.
you had anxiously tapped on your thigh, as you payed attention to the conversation. it didn’t take long for the meeting to end, and when it did—you gently carried your stuff.
it was international camp, as the uefa nation’s league was coming to a close. you grabbed the tripod already setting it up, as the schedule was coming to a close.
and as expected, the players had arrived. some were in a group of trios, duos or individual. you were behind the camera, as a few players took note of the newest staff.
you had a shy interior as you hid behind the camera while your co-staff had done the talking. occasionally, asking things how is it like at their club, or their weekend has been.
it was literally break when you were at the pitch, a co-worker was helping you set up the cameras as you were humming to yourself, not noticing a player looking at you with adoration.
she noticed your shy interior, how you would avoid conversations or eye contact with people. it was cute to her, she wanted to get to know you better. but she didn’t know how to.
little did she know, that she had caught your eye as well. your little brother is quite a fan of the team, and you would always get mixed up by the players.
but jackie really stood out to you, maybe it was her smile. the out-going vibe that she gave. you grabbed your camera, ready to take pictures after the players started piling out of the building.
quickly snapping a few pictures, you made sure the angle and lightning was okay. the pictures turned out perfectly, you looked through the camera, noticing a certain dutchie looking at you with a soft smile.
you had taken a picture, as you found the smile a bit charming. the whole training, you focused on the playing style, you had played high school football but never continued at college.
“come on, jackie.” daniëlle teased, trying to nudge the midfielder a bit closer to your direction. you were busy humming to yourself.
the day had came to an end and you were busy sorting through the camera gear, putting the things away not noticing the two players behind you.
“she’s busy-“ jackie didn’t finish her sentence as she was pushed by the other midfielder. she was just behind you, admiring the way you were focused.
she cleared her throat, but you didn’t hear it. jackie looked at danielle who shrugged.
“tap her shoulder!” danielle cheered, as jackie scoffed at how happy she was. she took a deep breath before gently tapping your shoulder.
you glanced back at her before placing the camera down, her eyes were looking into yours as you reached into your bag, getting a case.
as you opened it, a pair of hearing airs were revealed. yes—you needed hearing aids. did you use them? you do, but earlier your ears were hurting, hence you had removed them for a while.
you quickly put them on, giving her a timid smile—as her eyes widened in realization.
“yes?” you asked, as she cleared her throat for second time.
“hi, i’m jackie.” she introduced herself, her hand was held out as she had a toothy grin. you chuckled at her behavior, before returning the handshake.
“i’m y/n l/n. i’m sorry if you called me earlier, i had my hearing aids off.” you explained, as she hummed. it was a cute thing, despite this being the first time interacting with you, she loved how you rambled. or how you’d over-explain things.
“it’s fine, i didn’t really know. so, how’s your first day?” she asked, as she stepped beside you. analyzing the gear.
“it’s fine, my brother is a huge football fan.” you commented, as she asked for permission to grab on of your cameras. you gave her a soft nod, as she grabbed your nikon d780.
she turned the camera on before looking through the viewfinder of the camera.
“is he, then? who’s his favorite player?” jackie asked, as she snapped a few photos of the pitch, she turned the camera to danielle and a few of her teammates who dramatically posed.
“he really loves viv.” you chuckled remembering on how he’d ramble about the star striker, feeling a bit disbelief on how she would’ve retired at age 18.
“i’d see why.” she hummed, pointing the camera at you, quickly snapping a few pictures catching you off guard.
“hey!” you said, covering your face with your hand as she chuckled at how cute you looked like. you were shy, but you always preferred to be behind the camera and not in front of it.
little did you know, you had gotten out of your comfort zone in the future. jackie is and will always be your favorite photographer, she’d snap photos of you.
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vivianne miedema fic recs
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「☪︎」 silent treatment by @izyaboo vivianne miedema x reader | 2k
-arguments are rare, but big and silence usually follows.
「☪︎」 silent and loud by @skipper1331 vivianne miedema x reader
-do you know the saying: opposites attract? well, that was definitely true, at least for viv and you. you couldn't be more different, the only known common thing was that you both played football.
「☪︎」 one day by ^ vivianne meidema x reader
-viv x reader where it's just their day to day life with a match against chelsea and it get physical
「☪︎」  vivianne blurb by @mrchiipchrome vivianne meidema x reader
-bound to falling in love
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women-are-hot · 2 years
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You And I (Joelle Smits)
Summary: joelle and y/n have been hiding their relationship for a few months, but a day at camp two of their friends found them being all over each other.   
Warnings: literally just fluff.
Note: i kinda really love joelle, so they’ll for sure be other fics with her in the future. also a big thanks to the person that made this gif. two people actually made a few for me, so thank youuu!
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I was on my plane right now on my way to the Netherlands.
We're finally going to a national camp once again. I feel like it's been years since the last one.
I also get to see my girlfriend, Joelle. It's also been a long time since I saw her, because she plays for Wolfsburg and I play for Chelsea and then the pandemic didn’t help.
It's actually only our families that know that we are together.
We should probably soon tell our friends, but we will keep it a secret a little longer.
I was finally in Amsterdam, so I took an uber to the hotel.
I walked into the hotel and there my best friend stood, Jill Roord.
She was also playing for Wolfsburg. She had actually just moved there from Arsenal.
I runned to her and jumped into her arms, since she was higher than me.
"I missed you, little one" Jill said and smiled, knowing I hated that nickname, cause I was very short.
"At least I'm not as short as Daan," I replied sassy.
I then got hit on the back of my neck. I looked around and there Daan stood looking angry.
"You are not that much taller than me," Daan said, pissed.
I just laughed at her.
"Did you hear the keyword 'taller' ?" I teased her.
Daan just pushed me for fun and pulled me in for a hug.
I had really missed my dutch football family. 
After some time talking and catching up, we got our roommates.
I was rommed with Jill as always.
Joelle was rommed with Shanice and I know Jill & Shanice hang out often together, so maybe, Joelle and I can get some time alone together.
We actually have not said anything to each other, but we're hopefully gonna do it soon.
"Hey Y/n. Are there any teammates you fancy?" Jill asked me suddenly when we got inside our hotel room
"From club or national team?" I replied.
Jill then smiled, probably because I didn't say no.
"Club" she said and we sat down on the bed.
"Nobody" I answered,
Jill's smile then got even bigger.
"Do you fancy any of our teammates?" she asked me excitedly.
I smiled, thinking about Joelle.
"Who got you so smiley" Jill teased me
"Well" I started.
Jill then begins to jump around the room.
"Omg. You’re so in love" she said.
I just laughed at her.
"But the question is, who is the lucky girl?" Jill asked.
I blushed, but I don't know if I actually should tell her about Joelle.
"Okay. Maybe I have a little crush on Joelle, but please don't tell anyone" I answered.
Jill just looked at me with a big smile.
"I promise to not tell anyone, but maybe we can invite Shanice and Joelle out on a walk later. Then you can talk with her" Jill said.
I smiled at her, almost laughing cause I was literally in a relationship with Joelle.
"Yeah, that would be cool" I responded and hugged her.
We were now going to go on a walk with Shanice and Joelle.
I was very excited, because it had been a long time since I had seen Joelle.
So I hope we get some alone time.
"Are you ready?" Jill asked me
"Yep. Let's go" I answered and we then got out of our room.
We walked down to the lobby and saw Joelle and Shanice already standing there.
"Took you long enough," Shanice said with a laugh.
"Jill took forever to choose a freaking outfit" I replied and we all laughed at Jill.
We decided to walk around in the city, maybe find some place to eat at.
Jill and Shanice were going a little in front of Joelle and I, so we had some alone time.
"So has Germany been good?" I asked her.
"Yes. It's amazing being in Wolfsburg. There are many great challenges and the girls are fun too, but I still miss my girl" Joelle answered with a sad smile.
I looked around and saw no one was around, so I decided to kiss Joelle on her cheek, hoping no one but her saw it.
"I miss you too," I said.
Then Joelle licked her lips, took my hand and followed us to a place where no one could see us.
There was not much space, so I was pressed against the wall with Joelle standing right in front of me.
Joelle then kissed me, slow and meaningful.
We just stood there kissing for some time, then we stopped, cause we both needed air.
"I miss you so much, love. I hope one day I get to kiss you every time I wake up in the morning and every time I go to bed" Joelle said and took a deep breath.
I smiled at her fast talking,
"I miss you too, babe. Every freaking day," I responded.
Joelle then kissed me once again.
I then remembered that Jill and Shanice also were on this little trip.
"Babe, what about Jill and Shanice?" I asked Joelle, as I stopped kissing her.
"Oh, you are probably right. Maybe we could ask to switch rooms. So we could spend the night together" Joelle responded with a little cocky smile.
I blushed a bit at her smile, since she was just so hot.
"Yes, but just so you know, I told Jill that I had a crush on you" I said.
Joelle didn't answer, she just smirked.
"You have a crush on me?" she asked
I rolled my eyes. Joelle laughed and then kissed me again.
"Save that for later" she whispered in my ear.
I gasped at her dirty mind.
"Come on. Let's go" she said and took my hand.
We then got out of the place. I didn't even know what it was, whatever.
We walked for some minutes then Jill called me
"Hi Jill. WHere are you guys? We can't find you" I asked her.
"We're at the sushi place a little longer down the city, but we should actually ask where you guys are. Are you in the toilet fucking each other or something?" Jill said with a laugh.
"Seriously Jill. We were just talking like normal people and then you guys just poofed away" I replied.
"Okay. Let's just say that. Now bye, my sushi is coming" Jill said and hung up right after.
Weirdo!..
I then looked at Joelle and took her hand.
Joelle and I then found Jill and Shanice at the sushi place.
I sat down beside Jill and ordered some sushi.
"I saw you two hold hands. What was that about?" Jill whispered to me
I looked at her with big eyes.
"Nothing happened Jill. Trust me. We just talked about Germany and how things are going for her" I whispered back.
"Yeah right" Jill said.
I rolled my eyes at her and then saw the sushi come to our table
"Finally bro. I want sushi now" I said, making the girls laugh at me.
When we were done eating, we walked back to the hotel.
"Hey Jill and Shanice. Would it be okay if we switch rooms, so Y/n and I could room together?" Joelle asked them.
"Of course. Y/n, let's get your things into Joelle's room" Jill answered with a smirk.
I sighed as I walked with Jill to our room.
"This is your chance Y/n" Jill said.
"Whatever" I replied as I rolled my eyes at her.
I took all my things and walked into Joelle's room.
Only Joelle was there in her bed, so I jumped into her arms.
"Take it eyes, babygirl" she said and kissed me.
I deepened the kiss and took control, but that didn't last long, cause Joelle took her hands to my butt and flipped us around, so she now was on top of me.
She deepened the kiss even more and took her tongue into my mouth.
We were so lost in the kiss that we didn't hear the door open and Jill and Shanice came inside.
"What the fuck is going on" Jill yelled, so we could hear it.
Both Joelle and I jumped, surprised when we saw them stand right there.
"Uhhh-" Shanice didn't give me the chance to finish
"When did this happen?" she asked with her mouth open, probably still shocked.
"We have maybe been dating for some time" Joelle replied with a nervous smile.
"For how long?" Jill asked.
"9 months" I answered and laughed nervously.
"Shanice, you owe me some money," Jill said with a smile.
I looked at her confused.
"You made a bet on my dating life?" I asked her.
"Of course. You two are really bad at hiding it," Jill answered.
"But who did Shanice think I was with?" I asked her, curiously.
"I thought you were with your Chelsea-teammate, Jessie Fleming" she said and I died of laughter.
"Seriously?! She is like a sister to me. I would never ever date her," I said.
"She would only date me" Joelle added with a smile and kissed my cheek.
"That's right," I responded with a big smile, looking at Joelle.
"Aww, young love"
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femininefutbol · 2 years
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kitchen light
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transferred/modified from my wattpad and based on this song
prompt: you and jill roord have an extremely complicated relationship
word count: 6.3k
SMUT WARNING
a/n: there are mentions of smut throughout, only read/interact if you are comfortable
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‘she got in my car, said take me home’
You pull up at the apartment building you know belongs to Jill's boyfriend, it's the third time this week that Jill has desperately texted you asking if she could be picked up.
"Thank you so much mijn liefje" Jill whispers, she gently kisses along your jawline.
"It's okay Jilly, I promised I would always be here for you and I meant it" you respond, purposely not reacting to the advances set on you by the younger woman sitting in your passenger seat.
Jill suddenly falls back into her seat with a 'hmph' as she receives no reaction to her sexually suggestive behaviour.
"Are you okay love?'' you ask tentatively, your eyes focused on the dark road ahead, your hand making it’s way to Jill's thigh.
"Yeah" she states with a sigh, "can you just take me home?" Jill pouts while grasping your hand tightly in both her hands, not wanting the contact to end anytime soon.
"Yours or mine?" you ask with a smirk, already knowing Jill’s answer and exactly what is going to happen tonight.
"Yours, always. my housemates are too nosy” Jill states, thinking about how Daan and Beth would be on her case if she brought a girl home, especially as she is openly in a relationship with a man. 
"As if mine aren't? We're just lucky I'm good at sneaking around" you state. There has been a few too many times where your housemates and teammates, Sam and Erin have asked you the morning after who you had been sneaking around with, each time you have brushed them off stating it was just a random girl you had met at a club, this has given you a reputation of being a player but you doesn't mind as long as the two don't find out about Jill's affair.
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‘i bring her to mine, we stumble inside, we didn't even make it past the kitchen light’
It is a struggle for Jill and yourself  to make your way into the house, while you tried to avoid Jill's advances in the car the second her lips met yours, you knew that you were in for a long night. 
"Jill we need to stop, at least until we get to my bedroom" you whisper against her lips, neither one of you particularly wanting to stop your current actions but you know that you need to in order to not be caught out by your roommates.
Jill pulls the hood of her jumper over her head, the action becoming part of the girl's routine whenever entering the house in order for her identity to remain a mystery to the other Chelsea women.
"It's all clear" you tug at the strings of Jill's hoodie, the only source of light within the house is the dull light above the kitchen stove, this is left on through the night and signals to you that your housemates have gone to bed.
You immediately attach your lips to Jill’s, with your grasp still tightly holding onto the hoodie strings you push Jill against the kitchen counter, easily taking control, holding her between yourself and the counter. 
You continue kissing Jill forcefully, your hands trailing her body underneath her hoodie. You grab Jill's waist hoisting her onto the counter, this makes their glaring height difference between you disappear.
"Here or the bedroom?" you ask pulling Jill's hoodie over her head, leaving her in a white lace bralette and Chelsea training shorts that display the number 1, clearly belonging to you.
"Here, just hurry up, I need you to fuck me already" Jill moans out, overwhelmed by each and every move you make across her body.
You don’t waste any time, reaching around Jill's body sliding her off the counter to her feet once she is securely planted on the ground you drop to your knees. You make quick work of sliding the younger girl's shorts and underwear off in one slick movement making Jill shiver in anticipation.
You move your hand up Jill's thigh, stopping right after your fingers brush past her pussy. This causes Jill to groan, frustrated at the lack of contact, the action making you smirk. 
You quickly and rather suddenly move your head between Jill's thighs, immediately giving her the attention she so desperately wants. Jill seems to forget her surroundings as she loudly moans with every movement that you make.
You continue delicately licking her folds, every flick of your tongue causing Jill to moan out loudly. You don’t realise that the less than quiet, semi-public actions have caused curiosity amongst your roommates. Both Erin and Sam peek their heads out of their rooms, shocked that you are not hooking up with a random girl but instead your best friend who everyone is aware is in a committed and straight relationship.
"(Y/N)! Holy shit!" Jill moans out, her knees buckling as she reaches her climax, you catch her quickly, steadying the girl before standing up yourself.
"So it was good, no?" you joke, capturing Jill in a quick kiss. You flick the girl's shorts and underwear in the air with your foot catching them and then picking up Jill easily carrying her to your bedroom, unaware of the commotion that this night would cause.
-
‘you could break my heart, i know that you tried’
"(Y/N/N) you know I'm happy with him, you can't keep asking me to break up with him" you hear your best friend state over the phone.
"Do I know you are happy with him? I pick you up from his house every few days and you spend the entire night begging me to fuck you... Look I don't know much about heterosexual relationships but I don't think that's what a happy relationship looks like Jill" you argue.
You know that asking Jill to break up with her boyfriend of three years for you is kind of ridiculous but you want to be the one that Jill is in love with. Every time you have this conversation it becomes glaringly more clear that all you will ever be is Jill's second option.
"I am happy with him (Y/N), we've discussed this so many times before. Can you please just drop it?" Jill lets out in a harsh tone.
"Yeah yeah, sorry, I'll see you when you want me to fuck you again I guess" you sigh, hanging up the phone not even waiting for Jill's response.
-
‘i'm glued to my bed, when it's raining outside’
You have barely gotten out of bed for the past two days, all you have been able to do is think about Jill and cry. The only positive of the situation is the fact that there are major storms in London causing both training and all FA WSL games to be cancelled over the weekend, allowing you to wallow in self pity without any distractions.
"Hey gal" you turn around, shocked to hear a voice coming from your doorway. You see both of your housemates standing there with sad smiles on their faces.
"Hi" you mumble, closing your eyes as the brightness of the outside world makes its way through your doorway.
"So you haven't moved for two days and as a professional athlete that's kind of insane" Sam states, struggling to hold back a chuckle at her own comment. "You wanna tell us what's going on?" 
Your teammates make their way into your bedroom, closing the door behind them. Erin turns on a lamp and then makes herself comfortable at your desk, while Sam has already sunken into the beanbag that sits in the corner of the room.
"I'm just really tired, and it's raining, no point in moving" you whine. Your housemates look at each other, they both know that you are barely ever tired and that you are always moving about. You are probably the most active person on the team, so your current state is definitely a cause for concern.
"Are you sure it doesn't have anything to do with the Arsenal midfielder who is in a committed relationship that you just so happened to bring home and fuck?" Erin asks, both you and Sam snap your heads in the direction of the Scottish girl, for two very different reasons. 
You are shocked that your housemate knows about your affair with Jill and Sam is shocked that Erin is so nonchalant about bringing up Jill as the two had agreed to do it subtly and her display was anything but subtle.
"This was a great chat, I'd like you both to leave now please" you mumble, turning your body to face away from the two girls. You don't bother to listen to if your housemates are leaving or not, you are done with the conversation and that's that.
-
‘can't stop thinking bout, how we fucked in the shower’
Listening to the pouring rain all you can think about is Jill, in most circumstances in your life all you think about is Jill but this time it's different. The harsh rain reminds you of the angry sex the two of you had just a few weeks ago, due to a fight you had, the same fight the two of you have been having for months.
"He obviously doesn't satisfy you like I do, otherwise you wouldn't be here" you state as the warm water runs down your body. Jill has made herself comfortable on the bathroom counter, watching you closely as you rub body wash around sensually.
"He doesn't get the chance to satisfy me, you are the only person who I allow to fuck me" Jill replies in a bored tone. This causes you to freeze, you can't help the small smile that spreads across your face.
"Then why are you with him? What does he have to offer that I don't?" you ask harshly. You want to know why Jill won't just be with you, the two of you are very clearly in love so why can't she just choose to be with you. 
"It's easier with him, I don't want to have to hide my relationship, or later on come out, I don't want my dating life to be a big deal so instead I just date guys" Jill replies, this causes you to scoff.
"You can't string this poor guy along forever Jill" you spit out, annoyed mostly at the fact that Jill won't just date you already but you deflect your annoyance to make it seem like you care about Jill's boyfriend's feelings.
"You don't seem to care about his feelings when you fuck me" Jill replies, she has managed to remove her clothing and steps into the shower without you noticing.
Jill wraps her arms around your body, running her hands up and down your abs. Your face softens slightly as the actions of the woman leaves you shocked and horny.
Suddenly you grasp Jill's hands in your own, removing them from your body. You let go for a second in order to turn yourself around and push Jill against the wall of the shower.
"I don't care about his feelings, I care about mine," you admit, roughly grabbing the back of Jill's neck, pulling her in for a heated kiss.
The rough nature of the kiss continues into extremely rough sex, your obvious anger doing nothing but turning Jill on more.
You stare into Jill's eyes while shoving two fingers into her pussy without warning, this shocks Jill as she almost slips, you catch her easily holding onto her ass tightly while continuing to thrust her fingers inside your best friend.
"Oh my god, please don't stop" Jill begs as you continue your actions, attaching your mouth to Jill's neck sucking tightly on the skin, not caring that you will leave a mark that will likely get her in trouble somehow.
Just as Jill is about to cum you completely detach yourself from the woman, quickly washing your body. You turn off the water and wrap yourself in a towel leaving the bathroom and a very horny Jill standing alone.
-
‘now you ditch your party, and that's when you call me’
You groan as you hear your phone go off, the ringtone is a remix of the song Breaking Free from a High School Musical so you immediately know it is Jill who is calling you.
"Yes Jill?" you ask, still half asleep and frustrated at the fact that you have been woken up.
The two of you haven't spoken for weeks, the last time being during your fight over the phone. You are annoyed that the first time Jill contacts you is at 2am, the night before a game day.
"Can you please come pick me up?" Jill responds in a timid tone, knowing that she is asking a lot of you, especially with the circumstances of your relationship at the moment.
"Sure" you sigh, you are never able to say no to the girl even when you are mad or upset with her. 
You get out of bed and shuffle to your closet to find a jumper to wear. "Your boyfriend's house?" you ask, assuming that the blonde wants a break from her boyfriend as that is why she would usually call you at this hour. 
"No I'm at Leah's" Jill responds, this confuses you, not due to the location but because the only place Jill has ever called you from to leave is her boyfriend's house, she usually isn’t one to leave a team party.
"Why do I need to pick you up?" you ask as you make your way to your car, shivering at the cold air that hits your body.
"Arsenal party. I want to leave, I want to be with you" is all Jill responds, it's clear that the girl has had a bit to drink.
"Okay I'm on my way, I'll be there soon" you respond before hanging up. You sigh, running your hand through your hair and starting up your car.
"Maybe she is finally ready to be with me," you whisper to yourself, pulling out of your parking spot making your way across London to pick up the girl that you are so desperately in love with.
-
‘and none of your friends, have a clue where you're going’
"Jilldo, come play beer pong with us," Jill's teammate Lisa yells across the room, barely being held up by her girlfriend Vivianne.
"I'm okay, I think I'm going to leave actually" Jill responds walking over to the group.
"Where are you going? It's late, why don't you just stay here?” Leah asks, coming up behind the girl, throwing her arms over Jill's shoulders.
"No it's okay, my boyfriend is going to come get me, I already called him," Jill responds, making her way to the front door so she can wait outside for you.
"It's not like you to leave a party early" Vivianne sits on the front step next to Jill, having left her very drunk girlfriend inside so she could keep her friend company.
"I'm just really tired, not in much of a party mood," Jill replies. The two teammates sit in comfortable silence.
Jill sees your car pull up and quickly makes her way to her feet. "Well that's my ride, I'll see you at recovery tomorrow" Jill states, hugging Vivianne rushing to get into your car.
Vivianne sits confused, knowing very well that Jill’s boyfriend owns a black car not a white one. She also catches a glimpse of the person in the driver's seat, and it is definitely a girl, a girl that Vivianne catches Jill kissing prior to them driving off.
Vivianne enters Leah's house and immediately makes her way over to her and Jill's national teammate Daniëlle. "You need to come with me" Vivianne states, dragging Daniëlle away from the conversation she was having with Beth and Lisa.
"What?" Daniëlle whines once the two have made their way into Leah's backyard away from the rest of the party.
"I think Jill is cheating on her boyfriend" Vivianne states in her classic monotone voice.
"What?!" Daniëlle yells, not believing that Jill would be capable of doing something like that.
"I was sitting with her while she waited for her boyfriend to pick her up, and it definitely wasn't him. A girl in a white car pulled up and Jill immediately kissed her when she got in the car” Vivianne explains.
"Seriously? We'll have to ask her about it tomorrow but I really don't believe that she would do something like that" Daniëlle replies, standing up patting Vivianne on the shoulder before making her way inside to continue her conversation that was interrupted.
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‘now you're at the bar, holding his hand, and i can't be mad, cause he's your man’
"How did you end up convincing us all to hang out? Especially on a weekend when we have played each other" Sam asks you as a bunch of Arsenal and Chelsea girls sit together in a pub enjoying each other's company.
"I'm just such an awesome person and everyone loves me, so you all agreed to come just because I asked" you laugh, it is common knowledge that you make friends easily, thus it is not that unusual that you have been able to convince two enemy teams to hang out after the game, it helps that their game ended in a draw, at least there is no winners versus losers arguments occurring.
While conversation continues amongst the group, you can't help but glare at Jill and her boyfriend who are standing at the bar ordering drinks.
You had wrongly assumed that Jill calling to ask you to pick her up from the party a few weeks prior was her way of saying that she wanted to be with you. That couldn't be any further from the truth though, you found out that the reason Jill had called you was because if she had called her boyfriend she would have been too drunk to not admit that there is something happening between you and her.
The events after the party really caused a bigger rift between the two of you. You were still obviously upset and Jill had resorted to avoiding you due to the talk she had with Vivienne and Daniëlle the next morning, in which she admitted to the two that she was in fact cheating on her boyfriend. She didn't admit with whom but she knew that her teammates were set on finding out, thus she has been avoiding you again in order to not raise suspicions and it was easy for her to do so as you refused to talk to her.
"Glare any more and he might catch fire" Sam whispers to you. The two of you have had many conversations about your situation with Jill and Sam has become a big support for you as you are clearly going insane over your first girl crush. This was something that Sam has told you she has extensive knowledge on, making her the best option for a confidant that you have seeing as all your other gay friends just so happen to be Lionesses teammates who play for Arsenal with Jill. 
"I don't know why she brought him, she knew I would be here, I'm the one who set it up" you sigh, just wishing that you could be in her boyfriend’s place, holding Jill’s hand, whispering in her ear, kissing her cheek, that should be your job not his.
"You said partners were invited, it would be weird if she didn't bring him, everyone would question it," Sam laughs as you continue glaring.
"I should have said gay partners only" you mumble, crossing your arms and leaning back into the booth you are sitting at.
"That would be heterophobic" Sam chuckles loudly at her own joke, this causes a giggle to escape your lips.
"Well I am extremely heterophobic to be fair" you reply, the two of you laughing loudly at the dumb joke. This causes the rest of the table to look at the two wondering what you two are finding so hilarious. What is missed by you is the glare that Sam receives from Jill as she catches yourself and Sam wrapped in each other's arms laughing.
-
‘and i would keep you up, all fuckin night’
Murmurs are heard among the group as Jill drags you out of the bar. Jill had sent her boyfriend home for unknown reasons and now she is leaving with you. any other time something like this occurs it is seen as a perfectly normal occurrence as everyone knows that Jill and yourself are the best of friends but today there are many questions about the situation.
Some people know about what is happening such as Sam and Erin who are preparing themselves for a night of wearing earplugs when they return home.
Others are piecing things together such as Vivianne and Daniëlle who come to the assumption that you are the girl that Jill is cheating on her boyfriend with.
The rest of the two teams are not at all clued in about what is going on but with the way Jill drags you out of the bar and the hushed conversations between both Erin and Sam, and Daniëlle and Vivianne they can tell that something is definitely happening.
"So your place or mine?" you joke as Jill lets go of your arm once the two of you are on the street.
"How about right here?" Jill responds by pulling you in for a passionate kiss, at this moment neither one of the two of you care about anyone watching.
You make it back to your house, and just like when you usually return to your house the two can barely make it into the front door, too caught up in each other to even attempt to make your way into the house properly. 
After many minutes of distractions, mainly the two of you stopping to make out, you finally make your way into your bedroom. Neither of you waste a second, basically throwing your clothes off as you continue kissing passionately.
The hours pass as the two of you catch up with each other, exploring every inch of the other's bodies.
"What time is it?" you sigh as you fall back onto your bed.
"uhhh 430" Jill laughs, crawling her way up to lay on top of you.
"Oh my god, we got back here at like 1700, are you all good?" you tentatively ask Jill as you run your hand through Jill's hair.
"Yep I'm absolutely perfect" Jill replies with a dopey grin, the exhaustion clear on her face, "but now it's time to sleep".
"I agree, goodnight love" you kiss Jill's head almost immediately falling asleep.
-
‘now that your boyfriend, is blowing up your phone’
"Shut up!'' you groan at the repetitive text tone that keeps going off. You reach over to grab the phone, feeling a body in the way. You peek your eyes open seeing the body of your beautiful best friend lying beneath you.
The sight of Jill causes you to forget what you even woke up for, you wrap your arms tightly around the woman and go back to sleep.
Soon enough you discover why you had woken up earlier as the phone continues buzzing every minute or so.
"Love" you whisper in Jill's ear, shaking her awake, "love, your phone keeps going off, can you please deal with it?" 
Jill rolls over checking her phone, she has probably a hundred messages from her boyfriend and she knows she's in trouble.
"Who is it?" you ask, still barely awake.
"My boyfriend, I told him I would go to his house last night but obviously never did" Jill groans, knowing that the admission would cause an argument between the two of you who only just started talking, well, fucking again the day before.
"Wait, what? I thought you broke up with him? I thought that's why you dragged me out of the pub last night? You two are still together?” you ask, now very much awake and frustrated and the blonde haired girl.
"No, I just sent him home so I could spend more time with the girls and I dragged you out of the pub because I was jealous of the way Sam was touching you" Jill admits quietly.
You scoff, "Seriously Jill? As if you have any right to be jealous of anyone. What the hell! I'm going to shower and by the time I'm done I want you out of my house. Don't bother contacting me until you are done with your boyfriend, and I mean actually done with him. I'm telling you now I'm not doing any of this waiting around for you to acknowledge your feelings shit, if I'm taken when you finally open your goddamn eyes then that's your bad luck" you state with no emotion. You are over Jill's bullshit and you know the only way to get through to the Arsenal player is to show her that you don’t care anymore. After your rant you walk away not even sparing a glance at the girl you still happen to be madly in love with.
-
‘i tried to move on but it never seemed right, and i broke my own heart, a few fuckin times’
"Ayyy get it" Erin yells at you as you return to the table that your teammates are sitting at, you just roll your eyes at the girl.
"What's wrong with this one?" Sam asks you, referring to the girl that you had just returned from hooking up with. "Let me guess, she wasn't a blonde midfielder, who plays for arsenal?" Sam laughs, knowing that you are still very much hung up on your best friend.
"I want to get over her so badly, I have the hottest girls hitting on me and all I can think about is her dumb face and even dumber boyfriend" you sigh, leaning into sam's side.
"Well this approach obviously isn't working" Sam laughs at you as you are now cuddling into her.
"No shit" you state dryly looking up at her.
A hushed whisper is only just heard as teammate Millie asks "are they into each other?", this causes you to pause, could Sam be into you?
Without much thought you move upwards catching Sam in a shocking kiss which Sam even more shockingly leans in to. The two of you continue making out, forgetting about the rest of your teammates who are sitting around the table giving each other odd glances.
"I'm not the dirty blonde midfielder who plays for Arsenal, ya know?" Sam laughs as she rubs your cheek lightly.
"You like me though, don't you?" you ask, a sudden rush of confidence coming over you.
"Yeah, I have for a while," Sam replies shyly.
"I'm sorry" you reply sincerely apologising, you know you will never be into Sam the way that she is into you and you feel horrible about it. 
"You have nothing to be sorry about, you know," Sam replies, looking into your eyes, as she does a sad smile make its way onto her face.
"It will always be her and I have to be sorry about that" you sigh standing up.
Sam pulls your arm causing you to trip and fall into her lap.
"I know it will and you don't have to be sorry at all" Sam counters, she kisses you on the cheek before helping you up, both of you making your way out of the club without anything being spoken amongst yourselves and the rest of your confused teammates.
-
‘and you finally call me, "lover i've missed you"’
"Who's ringtone is breaking free from high school musical?" Erin yells as the Chelsea women's team make their way into the locker room.
"Mine!" you yell back, suddenly sprinting into the room, making your way from the back of the group, pushing past teammates and jumping over obstacles to answer the phone.
"Hi" you sigh happily as you answer the phone to Jill.
Erin looks around confused at the display, "what is that about?" she asks Sam as everyone is aware of the fast formed friendship that the two have.
"I've got no clue, maybe she was waiting on an important call?" Sam shrugs back.
"I've missed you so much mijn liefje" you hear Jill speak over the phone.
"Are you done with him?” you ask, the happiness that could be heard in your voice originally is replaced with a cold tone.
"he is, it's you, it’s always been you. You're all I've ever wanted (Y/N) and I'm sorry it took me so long to realise" Jill responds, the smile that makes its way onto your face is one that none of your teammates had ever seen before.
"I knew you'd come to your senses soon enough" you giggle. While it had been months since the two of you had spoken you couldn't help but still be deeply and madly in love with the woman.
"It only took me 3 months," Jill laughs lightly.
"Not including the year and a half before that" your giggling continues.
"So can I come over tonight?" Jill asks.
"Still hiding me from your housemates, hey?" you respond, while your tone does not indicate that you are joking, the wide smile on your face definitely does.
"Ah-um no, I just-" Jill stutters suddenly feeling anxious about the rest of the conversation.
"I'm joking love, I'm at practice til 4, so come over anytime after 5" you smile.
"I will be there at 5. I've missed you so much and I can not wait to see you again” Jill practically yells down the phone.
"Bye my love" you sigh happily.
"Bye mijn liefje" Jill sighs back the same happiness present in her voice as well. 
-
‘you tell me everything you never say out loud, on my bedroom floor, until we pass out’
"You know I fell in love with you the second I saw you" Jill states casually, you are leaning against your bean bag while Jill lays on your lap, happily having her hair played with by you. 
"When did you even first see me?" you ask, trying to piece together the sequence of events that lead to the two of you ending up where you are right now.
"Euros semi-final in 2017" Jill replies easily, the woman will never forget that day, yes, her team won the match which was nice but it was also the day she discovered the most beautiful girl she would ever meet.
"God that was a horrible day" you laugh lightly remembering the devastating loss that England experienced that day. You know that you definitely didn't notice Jill that day, it wouldn't be until at least two years later when you were introduced after a league game that you would notice the blonde midfielder.
"Not for me'' Jill smiles, replaying the moment that she first saw you in her mind.
"I didn't even notice you that day sadly. I never used to pay much attention to opposition, I was very much focused on my football" you admit.
"Oh I'm very aware, I forced leah to introduce us because I was tired of only hearing about you and not being able to know you" Jill admits, this is something that she never thought she would tell you but in this moment she feels like it will help you understand how much she really does love you.
"Wait seriously? Is that why Leah was so set on me coming out with you guys the night we met?" you giggle, excited that Jill was so set on knowing you that she would force a meeting between the two.
"Yep, i needed to meet you" Jill smiles.
"You know you have terrible timing, I was in such a foul mood that night. I lost against you then as well" you sigh, you can feel yourself growing tired but you are enjoying this time with Jill. Usually when the two are together all you ever do is have sex but tonight all you have done is talked for hours and you don’t want this precious moment to end. 
"You're just a sore loser (Y/N/N)" Jill smiles at her own joke waiting for a disagreement from you but when she looks up she is met with your gentle sleeping face, one of your hands stilled in her hair and the other wrapped around Jill’s shoulder. 
Jill doesn't bother moving, instead she just closes her eyes, making herself comfortable in your lap.
-
‘and when we wake up you wanna make out’
Your eyes flutter open as you feel something against her lips. Once you wake up properly you realise that you and Jill are still on your bedroom floor where the two of you fell asleep the night before while in the middle of a conversation.
"Goedemorgen, mijn liefje" Jill mumbles, the two of you had moved around throughout the night and both ended up fully on the ground cuddled into each other on your fluffy rug.
Before you can respond your lips are attacked and yourself and Jill are passionately making out.
"And just when I thought horny Jill was gone, here she is," you laugh, happy to know that the attraction was still there between the two of you.
"Never gone, just on pause for a night" Jill laughs back, "anyway maybe on pause for too long, let's get back to the good stuff" Jill goes straight back to your lips.
The two of you continue your heated make out session for quite awhile, neither of you wanting to be the one to stop things.
"Alright, this has been fun but my back is sore and Emma will be pissed if I can't move tomorrow," you sigh, pushing yourself up off the ground where the two of you were still.
Jill looks annoyed for a second, then her face turns to confusion, lastly she lets out a small 'ohhh' having realised who Emma is.
"Did you forget that Emma is my coach?" you giggle, knowing that Jill just went through a whole jealous cycle within 30 seconds.
"Only for a second," Jill admits quietly.
"You're cute Jilly, so cute" you pull the younger woman in for a kiss.
-
‘i think she might be the love of my life’
You quietly stand in the corner of your living room, while you are usually extremely sociable and the life of the party tonight you regret even hosting this party.
"Why are you standing here alone, horrible hosting" you look up suddenly not realising that anyone was even anywhere near you.
"Sorry Leah, just not in a party mood apparently" you sigh.
"You don't have to apologise. Are you okay though? I’ve never seen you like this before”`Leah asks sincerely, worried about you. 
"Yeah I am really good actually, things are great I am just very much not feeling it right now" you reply.
Jill looks across the room, noticing that you don’t look like you are feeling too good. She makes her way over immediately hugging you into her, knowing that your love language is physical touch and that you most probably could use a good hug at the moment.
"Thank you" you whisper quietly, you instantly feel so much better, more comfortable and more social just from the simple action. 
"Of course mijn liefje, I won't leave your side if you don't want me too" Jill wraps her arm around you waist proudly holding her lover close.
"I'd love you to stay with me but you don't have to, I want you to enjoy your night" you inform her. 
"I'm going to have the best night with you, you're much better company than anyone here" Jill kisses your cheek, an action that isn't missed by Jill's Netherlands teammates Vivianne and Daniëlle.
The two of you stick together for most of the night, at some point though the two of you seperate. You end up in the kitchen with Sam while Jill is cornered by Vivianne and Daniëlle for a conversation that she had been happily avoiding.
"So (Y/N) is the one you are cheating on your boyfriend with?" Daniëlle asks, not being one for the subtle approach, Vivianne hits her arm.
"Sorry about her, but we are both curious," Vivianne informs her slightly younger teammate.
"I'm not cheating on my boyfriend, I broke up with him, but yes it was (Y/N) who I had been seeing" Jill admits, her two teammates smirk at each other, knowing about Jill's attraction to the woman.
"So what's the deal with (Y/N) then?" daniëlle asks.
"I think she might be the love of my life" Jill smiles, happy to finally be able to tell her teammates about the woman she loves.
"So you are talking to Jill again?" Sam asks her teammate, not quite caught up on what is happening between you and Jill.
"Yeah, she was the one who called while we were at training the other week, and ever since she has been trying to make things right" you look at Jill across the room, seeing that it seems like she has been cornered by her teammates.
"So it's serious now?'' Sam asks happily, not a single sign of jealousy or negativity coming from her.
"I think she might be the love of my life" you smile, knowing that Jill is your forever. 
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katelynnwrites · 2 years
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pairing: Danielle van de Donk x f!Reader
warnings: smut, only interact if you’re comfortable
word count: 545
summary: only your girlfriend, daan, could make you feel this way
a/n: this was long awaited and had been in the drafts since november 😂
Only For Her
Danielle pinches your clit with her slim fingers and you come hard, moaning her name loudly. Your bud is so swollen with arousal, thighs sticky from past orgasms.
‘Daan please...I can’t.’ You sob as she immediately slides her fingers back in, reaching all the right places. You’re oversensitive and each brush of her digits makes your hips buck involuntarily.
The Dutch midfielder merely rolls her eyes, crooking her fingers and pushing you over the edge again.
You pant, tears falling down your cheeks as she licks your slick up. You are so sensitive that her tongue on you is enough to cause you to unexpectedly come again.
‘Danielle please!’
You weakly attempt to push her head away but she slaps your hand aside, pushing your legs further apart and settling herself between them.
Her thumb circles your clit and you whimper, causing her to grin. She loved the noises that came from you, loved the fact that she was the only one who could make you gasp and cry out like that.
You’re shaking, trembling when she adds another finger and increasing the speed in which she pumps them in and out of your soaking pussy.
The faint wet sounds of your cunt only serve to encourage your girlfriend who thrusts her fingers in deeper.
It doesn’t take long for your back to arch in pleasure as you fall off the edge again, crying out her name. This was your fifth, maybe sixth orgasm of the night? Truthfully, you had lost count a long time ago.
Daan pulls her fingers out of you and you groan in relief.
A brief moment passes as she slips her hand between her own legs, pumping two fingers in and out of herself, moaning softly and furiously rubbing at her clit before returning her attention to you.
She straddles you, kissing you hard and taking your breath away. Vaguely, you taste yourself on her lips.
‘You look so good under me. So pretty with your legs spread and taking it however I want to give it to you.’
She runs a finger through your folds, causing you to gasp.
‘Look how wet you are. Is it all for me?’ She teases, putting her finger in her mouth and sucking your juices from it.
You didn’t want to admit it but the sight of her above you, hair loose and brown eyes sparkling with mischief as she licked her finger clean, turned you on even more.
She pushes a knee onto your pussy, the pressure against your overworked and oversensitive clit making you sob.
‘Please Daan it hurts!’ You weren’t lying. Your cunt was sore beyond belief but it hurt so good you didn’t want her to stop.
Danielle flicks your swollen bud with her fingers and you buck your hips onto ker knee, causing a jolt of pleasure to shoot through your body.
‘I don’t hear a safe word liefde...Do you want me to stop?’
She adds a little more pressure onto your cunt and you frantically shake your head no.
‘Good because I’m not nearly finished with you yet.’
She punctuates her statement by pressing the rough pad of her thumb onto your bud and making you come again, with a strangled sob of her name.
Dutch Translation:
liefde - love
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alotofpockets · 6 months
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Childhood dreams | Katie McCabe
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Pairing: Katie McCabe x Arsenal!Reader
Request: Where reader has just joined arsenal and katie can’t stand her and there’s so much tension - basically just extreme enemies to lovers
Warnings: slight angst, absent father, enemies to lovers.
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Joining Arsenal had been a dream of yours for a long time, and now that dream was finally coming through. It has always been an amazing club in your eyes, and you were eager to start the season. There were also a couple of familiar faces on the team. Miedema and Pelova, your teammates on the Dutch National team, as well as McCabe. Your dream of playing for Arsenal one day was a shared dream with Katie back when you were just ten years old. You played together in Templeogue United, Katie had been your best friend on the team, you played there together for three years before she left the small club. Sadly, the move caused the two of you to drift apart.
It was a couple years later that you and your mom moved to the Netherlands, your mothers home country. You had been there visiting family many times, but it was the first time you had lived there yourself, though you’ve had a double passport since you were a baby. You enlisted in a club there and quickly made your way up to a professional youth team, where you got drafted for Netherlands Women’s U-17, where you met Viv, and you eventually made it to the Netherlands team together.
You were excited to play with Viv and Victoria in a different setting than the national team, to reconnect with Katie, and of course learn from the other girls on the team. Today was the first training session of the season. You arrived at the training center in your new gear, and greeted the people that were there already. You were warmly welcomed by the team that was there already. You caught up with Viv and Victoria before training started, and introduced yourself to a few other girls. 
Jonas walked up onto the field and started the training session off with a speech. “Hello, everyone! I’m so glad that we’re all together again, and excited to see some new faces. Let’s make this another great season together.” Everyone cheered when he finished. After Jonas finished his speech, everyone sat down to change put on their cleats, you decide to take that moment to walk up to Katie. “Hi Katie, how have you been?” To your surprise Katie stands up without any response whatsoever and starts the first warming up drill. You are a bit perplexed at her not even saying hi, but continue putting on your cleats, to join the rest of the team on the field.
The rest of the training goes well. At first you were searching for your place in the team, but you quickly fit it. The only odd thing about the day was that Katie seemed to keep ignoring you but you decided to let it be and see the next day how things would progress. 
When you get back home from the first day of training you take a quick shower before calling your mom, like you promised. “Hi honey, how was your first day?” She asks cheerfully. “It was great, mom. I’ve already learned so much and it was only the first training session.” Your mom listens to what you have to say about the training, she has always been very supportive of your career. “And how was seeing Katie again? I know you were looking forward to that.” - “I don’t know, I went to say hi but she just ignored me. I guess she wasn’t as excited to be playing Arsenal together after all these years as I am.” Your mom gave you a small pep talk before saying bye. 
The following days of training Katie refuses any kind of interaction with you, going as far as changing teams when you’re on the same team. You decide to give up and just focus on yourself and the team as a whole, from that moment on you act as stone cold her way as she does to you. Which was picked up by the team that usually had warm family vibes all around, instantly. Your first weekend off you visited Viv’s place and had dinner with her and Beth. “So, what’s the deal between you and Katie?” Viv asks. “I honestly have no clue. We played together back in our teen years, we were best friends for a couple years but then grew apart because her and her family moved away. We always dreamt of playing for Arsenal together, so I thought it would be fun playing together again after all these years. She has been ignoring me since the first day of training, so I have just given up on it, you know? I’m just trying to focus on playing with you guys, because joining this club means a lot to me.” You explained as they nodded along. 
You report back to the training grounds on monday. Starting with some drills before playing 5v5 games. Everyone was playing to their full potential while also having fun. The occasional foul happened but all in good fun. Since both you and Alessia were the only newcomers to the team this season, the teams were made so that the two of you were always in one of the teams, that way you could build a dynamic with each of your new team members. 
A new round started, and you were paired with D’Angelo, Williamson, Walti, and Foord. On the other side of the field, Russo was paired with Zinsberger, McCabe, Little, and Mead. The game was quick paced, and the score soon made it to 1-1. Katie was getting rougher in her plays, in general Katie was a somewhat aggressive player but you hadn’t seen her play this rough in any of the other 5v5 matches. She kept pushing you off the ball and sliding into you. You were annoyed with her antics but tried to focus on getting past her many aggressive tries of ridding you off the ball. Your annoyance kept building as she did not seem to stop pushing and pulling. 
You moved the ball forwards once again, but your ankle was met with a hard, late tackle from Katie. Again, fouls happen even in training but overall everyone was a good sport about it, apologizing and helping the other person up. Katie on the other hand just stood up and walked away. That’s when you snapped, you rushed to your feet and gave her a shove. “What the hell is your problem?” Before Katie could answer, Little stepped in between the two of you, even performing her captain duties during training. “That’s it, I’ve had enough of you two. With me now!” You each followed her into the changing rooms. “I don’t know what’s going on with you two, but whatever it is, it is messing with the team dynamic and I am not having that. So, sit down, talk this out and I do not want to see either one of you back on the field until you can at least treat each other with respect.” She walks out of the room and closes the door behind you without waiting for a response.
You share a look with Katie, she rolls her eyes and sits down on the bench on the right side of the room. You do the same on the opposite side of the room. You sit in silence, both not wanting to start the conversation. Katie, who had never been the one for patience, was the first to speak up, “Well, aren’t you going to say anything?” You shake your head in annoyance, “You’ve ignored me since the second I stepped foot on this field, Katie. I have no clue what I did for you to hate me this much, but I sure as hell am not going to apologize after you’ve been pushing me around without any reason.” 
“Never said there wasn’t a reason.” Katie spits back. “Oh, please enlighten me on this reasoning, because again, I have no clue what horrible thing I did to you in the, what, fifteen years? That we haven’t spoken to each other.” Raising your voice at Katie took all the energy that you had left out of you, so you leaned back against the cold wall, and sigh deeply. 
“You turned your back on Ireland.” Your eyes shot up to Katie’s, “What?” You say in confusion. “We always talked about representing Ireland, you and me, we planned on playing for our country, and you turned your back on our country by choosing to play for the Netherlands.” A frown fell over your face, you didn’t know what you expected her reasoning behind this anger to be but this certainly was not what you were expecting. “Katie, I did not turn my back on Ireland by choosing to come out for the Netherlands. You might have known me back when I was thirteen, but you don’t know my story after that. Especially not the story behind coming out for the Netherlands, because I have worked very hard on keeping that away from the public, so please don’t judge me for things that are beyond your knowledge on my life’s story.” 
Katie stayed quiet for a moment, taking in what you said. “You are right, I don’t know about your life’s story, but coming out for the higher ranking team over the one you were born in sounds a lot like turning your back on it.” You shake your head. “It was never about ranking, Katie, and it sure as hell wasn’t an easy decision.” You close your eyes and take a deep breath in. It had been many years since you’ve talked about this subject but you decided that if you wanted whatever is happening here to end, you might as well share the truth. “When I was fifteen my dad abandoned us.” Katies eyes shot up to yours, realizing she has royally messed up with her assumptions.
You avert your eyes to the ground, as you continue. “We stayed in Ireland so I could finish the school year, but after that mom moved us to the Netherlands, so she could be with her family. I guess I hadn’t given much thought to coming out for a country since we moved, you know, with trying to deal with everything. It wasn’t until the recruiters for the Dutch National teams offered me a spot on the U17 team.” Katie was listening to your every word. “I have never struggled more with my identity than that month of my life. Ultimately, I decided to accept their offer, not because they had a higher world ranking but for my mom.” You wipe away the tears you weren’t able to keep in. Katie walks up to you, and hands you a bottle of water, before sitting down next to you. “I am so sorry, y/n. I feel really bad about the way I’ve been acting towards you. I felt betrayed but I shouldn’t have assumed anything, and for that I am truly sorry. I promise to throw my grudge out of the window, because I had no right to one.”
You walk out on the field together again, Kim gets the two of you to the side. “I don’t need to know what happened in there but I need to know that whatever is going on will no longer affect the team.” You assure her that that won’t be a problem and get back to training. The rest of the training is a lot calmer, which you appreciated. Katie even walked up to you after training, “I know you won’t just forget about the way I acted, but do you think we could meet up for a coffee sometime? I know we set off on the wrong foot here, which is completely on me, and I want to fix that.” You decide that you would like to start things over and agree to coffee that same afternoon.
Meeting up at a local cafe at one, the conversations started flowing easily. You caught up on each other’s lives and laughed over shared memories. There was no stopping the conversation as you kept discovering new subjects to elaborate on. Coffee eventually turned into dinner at a different restaurant, and plans for next hangouts were made before you left to go home. 
The team noticed major changes over the next couple training sessions. Instead of ignoring and avoiding each other, you were often found together on the field. Intentionally pairing up on drills, so much so that Jonas wanted to put some extra focus on your dynamic, believing it could better the team performance. So, in training you start working together to improve the dynamic, which eventually led to meeting each other on the training fields outside of training, like old times. Together, you worked on creating new strategies and practicing them until your legs gave out.
You started considering Katie as one of your best friends, that instant connection you had as kids, seemed to resurface after the initial bad reconnection. With the training season being in full session, you spend most of your time surrounding Katie. Just like the weekend before, you met up with Katie on the field, Saturday afternoon. You’ve been running around on the field for hours, practicing maneuver after maneuver, your legs were starting to get tired but you did not want to give in yet. Katie offered to play a little one on one to close off the day.
The field was still full of dummies, so you were moving around those, while also being chased by Katie. Katie got a step ahead of you and tried kicking the ball away from your feet, but instead of kicking the ball, she ended up slipping and tripping the both of you. You both fall to the ground, legs tangled, as you roll over each other. Laughing hard when you come to a halt, laying next to each other both on your backs. You stay down for a while, both not being able to stop laughing. 
Katie is the first to get up, and reaches out her hand to help you up. She pulls you up with a little too much power, which makes you bump into her. You instantly reach for her hips to stabilize yourself, laughing once again. Though, the laugher dies once you realize just how close your face is to hers, as your noses are almost touching. Katie’s eyes move between your eyes and your lips, searching for any hesitation on your end as she slowly moves closer. When she notices no hesitation, she closes the distance and softly presses her lips on yours. One of her hands moving their way up to cup your cheek. With your hands still resting on her hips you pulled her closer, and deepened the kiss. Both still out of breath from running around the field all day, you have to pull away for air sooner than you wanted to. You lean your forehead against hers as you catch your breath, your smile growing when you make eye contact with Katie. She pecks your lips again before she hugs you tight. “Want to pack up and head to my place?” Katie offers after a moment. “Yeah, I’d love to.” 
So, that’s what you did. Together you packed up the cones and dummies, sharing kisses all throughout, making the packing up last longer than it needed to be. Once you felt her lips on yours, you wanted that feeling to last forever. Back at Katie’s place you each take a shower before snuggling up on the couch. You borrowed one of Katie’s soccer shorts and a hoodie, while she was wearing a pair of sweatpants and an oversized shirt. The movie you were watching turned into background noise as Katie leaned in to kiss you again. 
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totaly-obsessed · 1 month
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Victoria Pelova Appreciation
woso appreciation masterlist | with @alotofpockets
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trippymockingquake · 1 year
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To all my woso blogs who all is currently writing for Jackie Groenen, Sakina Karchaoui, DVD, Jesse Fleming, Ramona bachmann, and Ashley Lawrence? I need to know because I’m starved of fics at the moment.
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gotham--fc · 3 years
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Once in a Lifetime Means There’s No Second Chance - A Jill Roord Imagine
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ANGST THIS IS JUST ANGST a pinch of fluff mostly pain
A/N: Bonus points to the people who can guess what hsm songs I based this on, I’ll give you a hint there’s 4
Jill hurried around the stacks of boxes in her apartment while the banging at her door grew more and more insistent.
 “I’m coming, I’m coming,” She said. She opened the door to reveal a teary-eyed, red-faced Y/N with a look of pure heartbreak on her face.
 “You’re leaving?” Y/N asked. Wolfsburg had announced Jill’s signing that day and Y/N clearly had just seen it. Jill stepped aside to let Y/N in and Y/N’s eyes scanned the boxes scattered around the apartment.
 “You know I have to leave, I can’t stay here. I love Arsenal but it’s better for my career if I go play somewhere else,” Jill said.
 “Why didn’t you tell me?” Y/N’s voice revealed all the betrayal and anguish she was feeling.
 “I didn’t know how, I wanted to tell you… I didn’t know how to tell you that I…” Jill trailed off but they both knew the words she was leaving unspoken. Y/N took another look around before she scoffed and shook her head.
 “I feel so stupid,” Y/N muttered. Jill tried to argue but Y/N continued as if she didn’t hear her. “I just thought that everything was going to be the same. I thought that you’d stay and that I’d still get to see you everyday. I don’t why I was so stupid, I guess I just don’t want to say goodbye.”
 “Spend the night with me,” Jill said suddenly. She grabbed Y/N’s hands in earnest. “Just me and you and we’ll pretend, okay? We’ll pretend that none of this happened and that tomorrow when you go to practice that I’ll still be there.” Y/N, who was crying again, just nodded. “Yeah?” Jill asked.
 “Yeah,” Y/N whispered, “We’ll pretend it isn’t the end.”
 “Go back to your apartment and get cleaned up and I’ll come pick you up.”
 “But… Jill I don’t wanna say goodbye to you until–”
 “It’s not goodbye,” Jill interrupted, “Okay? It’s a see you soon.”
 Jill didn’t waste time after Y/N left. She changed as quickly as she could into the nicest clothes she owned. She jogged down the stairs to the parking lot. Before she pulled her car out of the parking lot, she stopped. She wanted to call Viv and tell her what she was doing and wanted Viv to reassure her. But she knew what Viv’s response would be. She knew Viv would sigh and tell Jill to think beyond tonight, think of the future with her in Germany and Y/N in London. Jill shook her head. She promised Y/N, the future didn’t exist tonight, there was just right here, right now.
 Y/N looked stunning, that was Jill’s first thought when Y/N opened the door. She couldn’t do anything but smile and stare as she took in Y/N’s look.
 “Hi,” Y/N said, breaking Jill out of her stupor.
 “Hi,” Jill said, “Ready to go?”
 Jill knew that she wanted to make the last night the two of them had together special. Even though she didn’t have a lot of time to prepare, she had imagined where she would take Y/N on their first date many times. First, dinner at a fancy but not too fancy restaurant. They both made sure to keep the conversation light as they ate, but both could feel a dark cloud hanging over their heads. There were times that Jill would catch Y/N looking at her with a sad expression before she schooled her features. It made Jill’s heart clench every time. There wasn’t anything Jill could do but try to make the night as enjoyable as possible.
 After dinner was a walk. The two walked side by side, hands lightly brushing with each step. Jill was halfway through telling Y/N a story about her and Viv at their first international camp when she felt a raindrop land on her. She looked up at the sky and sure enough, it started to drizzle.
 “Guess this means the night’s over,” Y/N said, unable to keep the distress out of her voice.
 “Come back to my place,” Jill said with a hint of desperation, “Please.”
 They ran back to where Jill had parked her car, laughing as they tried to dodge the raindrops. As soon as they were back in the car, Jill turned to Y/N.
 “I had a really nice time tonight,” Jill said.
 “Me too,” Y/N said, “Jill, I… I just wish that I–”
 “No, none of that. Please don’t think about the past or the future, I only want to think about right now,” Jill said, “Please.” Y/N nodded.
 They drove back to Jill’s place in silence. Even though they both were trying to make the night last as long as possible, they both knew there was a clock ticking and no amount of pretending was going to stop Jill’s flight the next morning. Halfway back to Jill’s apartment, Y/N let her hand rest on Jill’s on the gear stick.
 As soon as the apartment door closed behind them, Jill cupped Y/N’s face in her hands. Y/N had tears in her eyes again, the boxes shattering any fantasy she had. Quickly, Jill kissed her softly, trying to stop the tears. It didn’t work and the kiss was broken as Y/N let out a sob. She buried her head in Jill’s chest as she cried. Jill held her and tried to whisper comforting words, but she knew it was of no use.
 “Why do you have to go?” Y/N sobbed.
 “I just do,” Jill murmured, “You know I never wanted to hurt you.”
 “What am I supposed to do when you’re gone?”
 Jill didn’t respond. She didn’t have an answer to give.
 Y/N lifted her head and looked into Jill’s eyes.
 “I’m not doing a very good job of pretending.”
 “Then let’s distract ourselves instead,” Jill said, “If pretending doesn’t work anymore.”
 Y/N raised her head and kissed Jill again. Jill kissed back as the kiss became more and more passionate. Jill gently steered Y/N back towards her bedroom. Before they crossed the threshold, Jill pulled back and made eye contact with Y/N, to check if she was sure. Y/N nods and Jill kissed her again.
 Later, when Jill was running her fingers along Y/N’s naked back, Y/N turned to her.
 “I wish this moment didn’t have to end.”
 “I know,” Jill said, “But I’m glad that we’re right here, right now, no matter what happens tomorrow.”
 “I’ll miss you,” Y/N said.
 “I’ll miss you too.”
 “I just wish I had the courage to tell you how I felt sooner, then maybe things would be different.” A few tears fell from Y/N’s eyes again and Jill quickly wiped them away.
 “We’ll meet again someday, and then we can make this moment last forever,” Jill said.
 “Yeah,” Y/N agreed, but they both knew it wasn’t true.
 The next morning, Y/N awoke to an empty bed and a quiet apartment. She found her clothes from the night before folded on the ground beside the bed. She put them on and walked out into the rest of the apartment. The boxes were gone and the apartment was empty. Y/N started to cry just as the door opened. Jill walked in, looking just as heartbroken as Y/N.
 “I just came back to say goodbye,” Jill said.
 “You said there wouldn’t be a goodbye,” Y/N said.
 “I know.”
 Jill crossed the room and pulled Y/N into her arms. She kissed Y/N’s head and held her tight. Y/N gripped Jill’s shirt in her fists, hoping that would somehow keep Jill from leaving.
 “I have to go,” Jill whispered. Y/N nodded, but didn’t let go. “Y/N, baby, I’m sorry.”
 Reluctantly, Y/N slowly let go. Jill pulled back and for a moment they both just stared at each other, tears in both of their eyes. Then, Jill placed a gentle kiss on Y/N’s lips.
 “Goodbye Y/N.”
 “Goodbye Jill.”
 Then, Jill turned and walked away. Before she shut the door behind her, she turned back one more time and then, the door shut and she was gone and Y/N was all alone.
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gloomyhearts · 5 months
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We got this ~ Vivianne Miedema x f!reader
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Part two
As the month flew by, Viv takes big steps in her recovery and forward her being able to play again. With you along the hard and long way, she found strength to keep going, staying positive. Always keeping her occupied, she visits your games, or you stay with her on the straps as Arsenal was playing. Marking the month after her surgery, you guys went on several dates, in restaurants, museums, or casual strolls around parks. You two decide to take the next step and decide to level your relationship to girlfriends.
"I’m heading to an appointment, but afterwards I’m all yours.”
"What kind of?"
"Nothing bad, just with the manager."
"Okay, liefje. See you soon. Any wishes for lunch?”
"Anything you make tastes delicious, surprise me.”
"All right, doing my best."
"You are the best,” you click your tongue.
"Such a charmer.”
"I’ve got so much more. Maybe I’ll show you later but now I gotta go see you. "
"I keep my eyes open.” You can hear her smile through the phone, how she squeezes her eyes shut and her lips turning up, so her dimples are visible.
Beth and Katie came over for some company they’re looking forward to see you 😊
Over the months Beth was a true friend to Vivianne as she understood her in every situation and could help with emotions different to how you could help her, saying sweet nothings and motivational, showing her the bright side, the positive, keep her going. Katie being Viv’s biggest fan and number one supporter, she was there every step as well cheering as the next milestone was reached.
You ring the bell, and second after, you were greeted by a brunette woman, “Y/N’s here!” Katie shouts back into the house.
"You expecting someone else?” You step next to Viv at the kitchen island where she sits on the bar stool and sling an arm around her back, kissing her cheek, “your other girlfriend?”
"No, no, the girl ordered us food.”
"I’m not even getting your delicious food?” You turn towards the guests. “Thank you guys.”
"Cry me a river,” Katie smirks.
"So what happened at your appointment?”
"Thank you Viv great question,” you face Beth. “Didn’t know I’d only get you in a trio.”
“They asked where you were I told them,” a laughter escape her lips and you shake your head chuckling, pecking her lips. Beth and Katie made vomiting sounds in union.
"Not a big deal, just some adjustments on my contract, my vision for the future.”
"Your big dreams,” Viv remarks, bringing her arms around your waist and pulling you closer, kissing your neck.
It was difficult to get into the building of Arsenal without any of her teammates noticing. You had everything planned. Todays the day Viv has her first training on the field, another big step in her recovery. Changing into your kit, you rub your palms on your shorts, taking a shaky breath. You step out of the room. As you arrive at the pitch, the team is standing in a big circle, chatting about their last days, laughing and enjoying. Your girlfriend soon sets her feet on the grass as well, all cheering her up as she begins to run her tracks. Taking further steps to the group, Katie is the first to catch you, and she runs off to you. “Y/N!” throwing her arms around you and jumping against you. You caught the Irish woman and your stability before falling over.
"Wouldn’t believe you’d be this excited to see me,” you laugh against her shoulder.
A hand rests on your shoulder and Katie gets down on the ground again. “What are you doing here?” she observes you from head to toe. “In Arsenal clothes that aren’t mine?”
"Surprise,” you open your arms, shaking your hands. “If you don’t wanna, I can leave.”
"No, it is indeed a surprise but wonderful,” she lays her arms around your neck and pulls you closer.
"We probably should get going.”
"I understand,” she huffs.
"We’ll cuddle after training gorgeous,” you wink at her before leaving for your first session.
It’s the 22th of October you made it in the staring line on the right wing, it was an intense game with two scored bangers from Katie McCabe. You made important sprints and crosses helped the defense and had a few chances yourself, but they were blocked in any way.
You groaned on your latest chance in the additional minute, but the resentment was out of your body as you’ve made your way back in your half and saw Viv stand at the sideline. In the short sequence, you could lay an eye on her she struggled with tears, her lips pressed together, one dimple showing. She was subbed in, and on the next attack, she was involved. Getting a cross from you, the goalkeeper stopped her shoot. You made my way over to her, and you two high fived. “Good idea, keeper sucks.”
"The cross was amazing, do another.” You hold her your thumb up and jog back into position.
The final whistle blows, and you run towards Vivianne, jumping on her back and sling your arms around her neck. Your head rests on hers. She piggybacks you around the pitch as she hugs the other plays. Then she lets you down, “now give me a proper celebration.” You take her face in your hands and pull her closer, connecting your lips. She drapes her hands on your waist, and after you pull apart, you embrace her as tight as you possible could.
“I’m so proud of you.” Your girlfriend doesn’t move an inch. Her mouth fell apart, and her eyes wide open. “You're not happy you're back?” You snip your fingers in front of her face. “Vivianne? Are you okay?” A hand on each side of her upper arms, you slightly shake her. “Youre scaring me.”
"You just kissed me.
"I mean you're my girlfriend.
"But.. but were still in the stadium,” she stutters, and your eyes widen as well.
"Shit.. shit.. I'm sorry if you didn’t .. that wasn’t what we wanted,” you clap your hands over your mouth.
"It's all right, liefje. It's fine.” She kisses you again.
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