#neads

[theoldfundisorderdiary]

TW: anger issues and mild violence

I just had the most awful, frustrating, scream-in-anger dream. All about a mobility aid.

I woke up from a night of drinking with my partner, Syd, I went outside to water my plants and it was a beautiful sunny day and I was feeling good!

Then I saw the bottom half of my walking stick just laying on the ground, and, with tears in my eyes, I went to find Syd.

He admitted the elastic snapped while he was seeing how far it would stretch. I got so angry I grabbed the handle end and was about to beat him with it but my brain intervened and I repeatedly banged it into the kitchen floor instead. This made me even more distressed because this is not how I handle problems!

Then I think my conscious brain tried to take over the dream because a damn SHEEP wandered into the room!?? Which made me stop and notice how clean and tidy the room was too (which is something I’ve really been struggling with lately).

So the surprise sheep dosed me with some light serotonin and then the sheep lady appeared at the door to take it back on it’s way.

Then our neighbour came over with some money that Syd had borrowed so I could buy another stick, and I was super teary, but calming down and managed to order the same one.

Conscious brain having been satisfied at my heightened mood then went back to rest and unconscious brain raged up to ruin me again.

Fast forward to the next day and my Amazon package arrives and lo and behold: It’s the wrong damn stick!!

So rage and frustration and tears fill me up again. Then dear old conscious brain pipes up with a “oh heck this!” And wakes me up.

The end.

(I’m still waiting on the FND seizure when my body finally releases the tension it’s still holding onto, I can feel it lurking and the moment I stop writing it’s gonna hit me so I’m blabbering a bit now to hold it off a lil’ longer…)

…and now I think I’m ready to face it. Or maybe not. I’m gonna write some tags and see if it lets go.

…It didn’t go away and now my brain feels itchy!

Don’t cling onto your seizures my friends, it doesn’t feel good.

Sid

#functional neurological disorder #chronic fatigue #fnd #cfs #spoonie #disabled #seizures #NEADS #dreams #nightmare #TW #SHEEP

[beadingsista]

Unions - Black California Violet - Seed Beads - Size 15 - 8.2 Gram - Tube - 15-401-98545-TB #unions #black #california #violet #tube #seed #neads #jewelrysupplies #etsyseller #etsyshop (at St. Louis, Missouri) https://www.instagram.com/p/CkOmp6MOFPa/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#unions #black #california #violet #tube #seed #neads #jewelrysupplies #etsyseller #etsyshop

[ennunanaiurov]

Relationships are complicated...

// ᴅᴏ ɴᴏᴛ ʀᴇᴜᴘʟᴏᴀᴅ //

#my art #QSMP #Wilbur Soot #Quackity #QSMP Tallulah #tntduo #i just think they're nead #and Tallulah keeps gaytruthing Wilbur and it's the funniest shit #also that window took me an hour to figure out

[swkbiggestdefender]

More pilgrims headcannons bc I hate them

-wukong wasn't a really affectionate with tang sanzang at first so the first time wukong hugged him to comfort him bc he was kidnapped he cried so hard

-wukong would randomly play with ao lie hair or clean it

-if wukong genuinely in a bad mood sha wujing would make him his favourite tea even if he didn't ask

-whenever any of wukong brothers feels tired wukong would carry them on his back

-wukong doesn't have sense of personal space but none of the pilgrims mind they got used to it

-tang sanzang sometimes forgets that wukong is immortal and cry and freak out if he "gets hurt" like someone stabed him thinking he would die

-zhu Bajie always put wukong food out to cool off sense he knows wukong doesn't like eating hot food

#lego monkie kid #lmk sun wukong #monkei kid #sun wukong #lmk monkey king #lmk #lmk tripitaka #lmk tang sanzang #lmk sha wujing #lmk zhu bajie #lmk jttw #lmk pilgrims #they live in my head rent free #i nead them gone.....oh WAIT!!

[louisianimal]

woke up like…

Bag-guettes on my tippies.

#def was tossed and neaded this morn #also got baked right after #omg am I bread? #make meeee breaddd #make me hotter!!! #loslnsbsjsbsjs

[sebastianamo]

#YOU NEAD YOUR MASTER FEET ALL THE TIME

[frutavel]

Poorly drawn OCs for friends and mutuals!!! <3

1. Tzua for @silver-soo

2. Zazi for @dravatti

3. Thulie for @queenofdeath666

4. Nead for @/chonkyhavana

5. Izuka for @limecornchip

6. Cedryn for @deathbydarkelves

7. Atul'haka for @atu-and-zuni

#artists on tumblr #doodle tag #world of warcraft #warcraft troll #tauren #night elf #tzua tag #zazi tag #thulie tag #nead tag #izuka tag #cedryn tag #haka tag #i got a new tablet and i used these guys as test drives so i could get used to it -w- #and i really liked doing them :D #delightful folks all of them -w- <3

[fumifooms]

Oh……. God I just saw this and I’m reminded of that fic Stench, I didn’t remember this while reading and now I that I see it that’s… Kind of fascinating for the Chilchuck-Izutsumi father-daughter dynamic, no? I wonder how it’d impact them long term, if Izutsumi lived with him post-canon or saw him in some rough moments or something hm.

Also yeah Izutsumi having the same kind of hairstyle and hair color as Flertom and possibly his wife?? The extra horrific angst potential, god

Toshiro’s dad is also implied to get drunk somewhat regularly, if we want to infer any personal experience there.

#Izutsumi #chilchuck tims #meta #Holding my nead #dunmeshi fanfic

[wulf59-stuff]

#wednesday x enid #wednesday netflix #wenclair #enid neads a brake #angry Enid

[vivitur-moritur]

i'm going to cry. this is the OFFICIAL TRANSLATION. (In case you were wondering why i'm so upset,

donned is not a synonym for wearing

and it is my least-favourite misused word)

#2ha #erha #erha he ta de bai mao shizun #the husky and his white cat shizun #writing #fuck it i'm tagging fic too because fic writers really nead to hear this #fanfic writing

[granstromjulius]

Lynda Nead

#lynda nead #bookstagram #bookaddict #booksbooksbooks #book #booklr #bookblr #books and reading #bookish #bookworm #books #books & libraries

[ratguy-nico]

People I have decided that given that I'm no longer drawing shit and rather than fall into the non sense that is AI, I woul steal others work.

So here it is my first steal piece of art

this was all a lie to share this drawing my niece made today? YES, but look at it, its a fucking piece of art!

#a lil nonsense #i just neaded to tell you all how talented my niece is #this is magical #I wish to be able to made this piece of art #my art #but not mine (is stolen) (from a 10 y/o lil girl) (im evil) #useless info dump

[nyaskitten]

I don't rlly like posting ab my follower count unless it's for DTIYS', but this is literally The Golden Screenshot I HAD to take this screenshot As Soon As Possible .

#raine's rambles #raine's shitposting #like maybe its silly to others that i wanted to ss smth like this but ... its genuinely just nead to see idk how to explain it ! it makes m #happy .

[mintcakeart]

uuuhhhhhh guess who quit their job today

#seizures are super fun y'all #is this too venty? my bad #vent art #disability #seizures #non epileptic seizures #nead #illustration #art #digital art #sketch #jam draws stuff #i love losing 6 months of progress to a shitty restaurant job

[cannoryy]

denise reynolds got me acting Bizzare

#nead her rn #genderbent sunny #t

[oifaaa]

I love how you wrote “crying” in the latest baby jason art, the y and g look like they have little fishes there hehe. Sorry this is so random,,,also I love your baby jason uwu

I need to stop drawing baby jason he's literally all I've been drawing for two days now I need to draw other things

#bellabethabelle #ask #hes so easy and fun to draw is the thing #also off topic #but i need to tell someone about this dream i had last night #set the scene #its a zombie apocalypse #and im driving down a road nead my house #when i come across dick and jason fighting #neither of them are zombies bc obviously jason is immune and dick is too busy to get infected #anyway i hop out of my car #pick up a bloodied crowbar from one of the dead dead zombies on the ground #and i start helping dick beat up jason #and then we arrest him #and i think i win an award for arresting him #music man is also there #he is also elton john #hes in the prison i put jason in #if dreams are really meant to tell you something i got no clue what any of this means